473a74 No.1043
What are /suicide/'s thoughts on drugs?
I mean, if you're suicidal, why don't you take all kinds of wonderful drugs?
And after that, you can live on, with or without drugs, or see it as your last joyful moments.
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f3d556 No.1046
Yeah, I've considered the 'hedonistic death'. Go to the heights in Chicago and buy a fucking shitload of heroin.
The problem are the usual ones you might have with pills.
6975ea No.1057
I'm planning on killing myself this way, but I had a seizure a few days ago and it didn't feel good. I thought I was going to die, which is what I wanted all along, but it just didn't feel how I expected it to. I spent like 45 minutes rolling around on the ground shaking as if I was really cold. I could feel my heart beating too fast and it felt like it was going to burst. It's just not pleasant at all.
219635 No.1058
Why not just use helium?
Painless, quick, no chance of seizure or vomiting.
Inert gases are in my opinion the best and safest way.
382f71 No.1063
IF i wanted to kill myself, I would do a bunch of lsd, shrooms, or even possibly dmt. Just as one last ditch effort to turn my life around.
b3f88b No.1075
>>1043drugs are good, they are great distractions, and a good way to make friends.
90b294 No.1105
Well there is the plastic bag method that can slightly increase your chances of success with this method, but while it can increase your chances of success it hardly guarantees it.
http://lostallhope.com/suicide-methods/plastic-bag-drugsI would probably suggest against this method. From what I have read personal experiences with opiate overdoses can vary, and the chance of living is too great.
3609dd No.1108
Delicious cannabis is why I am still alive today.
1e4f02 No.1110
Just sage this shit
630e0d No.1131
Big thanks to Ativan (Lorazepam) for keeping me alive to date, but at the same time I hate the drug for doing so.
0896c6 No.1369
i have no social skills so i dont know how to get drugs :(
im also broke
i would if i could
7275d3 No.1370
>>1057If you used opiates (heroin, oxy, etc) to OD you would feel the exact opposite of that. Warm bliss as you fade away. That's my plan.
b32265 No.3116
>>1063this would just mess up your mind faggot
1c3090 No.7051
>>1369Get TOR and go on the deep web.
>>3116Studies of usage of shrooms and LSD have shown they're pretty damn effective at helping with depression. Not DMT though.
6694d1 No.7055
>>1043it's not that easy to get them. The only drug i ordered was D.N.P. weight loss pills. They almost killed me though had severe alergic reacting to it. Didn't go to hospital but after a while you simply can't take them anymore.
70ceae No.9758
>>1370
They actually say that opiate/opioid overdoses are quite uncomfortable, kinda like drowning, ive heard that barbiturates are more comfortable for that
679372 No.9759
>>9758
As someone who tried to an hero via heroin overdose (but failed due to already having a tolerance from recreational use), I can safely say you're full of shit.
It was precisely like 7275d3 described. Warm bliss and I faded away within about a minute. If it wasn't for my tolerance then I'd be dead right now. It's a method I'd strongly recommend to anyone who A) is capable of using a needle B) can get a gram of heroin off the darknet and C) doesn't have a tolerance to opiates.
52ecc6 No.9763
I do. I undeniably have a substance abuse problem. Still going to try LSD and DMT before I die
000000 No.9764
I'm not sure what to think about drugs, but this board sure is on drugs.
19aae3 No.9766
>>9759
Im not full of shit, you had a tolerance and just nodded the fuck out that is not a "im fucking dying my lungs are full of fluid" thing
ce5ca2 No.9842
>>9759
>>9766
You're both right.
I ODed on Opana + Xanax and it is much like he described. I just simply drifted away feeling the best warm glow I've ever felt. It was only when I realized I wasn't breathing and fought to live did I find myself in a panic.
If you truly want to slip away it'd probably be a peaceful end. If you have any will to live you'll have a bad time.
I didn't plan on attempting suicide that night so I fought it. I do plan on IVing a large dose of heroin, morphine, or oxymorphone and adding a large dose of benzos with it. I'll be blacked out and asleep long before I stop breathing.
f1a830 No.9897
I've got a shit load of oxycotin, more than 30 pills of i believe 10mg each.
Is taking oxy alone a quick and painless death? I'm just scared of thrashing around trying to survive when i realise i can't breathe. I want to die, but im scared of death.
I can overdose on the whole bottle if it makes me die faster. maybe crushing it helps? also no, i don't have any tolerance.
Ill probably do it after i visit my dog's funeral. It was the only thing i had anyway.
322446 No.9926
>>9897
Since you are opiate naive it would probably be lethal. However; results do vary a lot per individual. Crushing the tablets would help indeed to increase your chances to die. Also combining with alcohol does help you to suppress your respiratory function.
b75bfd No.9927
>>9926
Is alchohol the only way to numb out the feeling of suffocation? Like a beer or something?
I'm bitch poor because i always have to spend money on medicine oxy is the only thing i have at the moment. I guess i'll crush it then. How long does it take to affect me and how long until i die? I wont mind not being able to breathe for a while if its just for 5 seconds or something. Also, how many should i crush? 10~15? Do i just put it in water and drink it?
I'm so sorry for asking these questions, i just want to die painlessly.
322446 No.9929
>>9927
I would advice something stronger than beer. If you are on a low budget you might try white spiritus. It contains up to 95% alcohol but is poisonous. Maybe antifreeze could be used too.
If I where you I would crush as many as I can mix in a glass of strong alcohol to make the spike in effect as big as possible. You may be knocked out before you suffocate.
Having said that; I'm not a doctor so Google a bit around before you go and take your plans into action.
78ff33 No.9944
Do more research, but I think you need to take them with some alcohol (to cause more respiratory depression) and also an anti-emetic of some sort, so you wont vomit. maybe dramamine would be ok for the anti-emetic and some cheap vodka.
000000 No.10599
take antidepressants the whole chart and over takes beer get drunk, better way
7a4e17 No.12690
So I may or may not try to kill myself again using drugs but this time I want to make sure I won't wake up in a pile of vomit.
Last time I tried sleeping pills and now I want to try this combo
>MDMA
>Ketamine
>Halcion (benzos)
I was thinking of taking the MDMA to help with possible anxiety and then OD'ing on Ketamine while ingesting the halcion to fall unconscious and cause hypoxia.
I haven't read a lot about people OD'ing on Ketamine, but it sounds pretty pleasant considering it's a dissociative.
Anyone have any experience with Ket?
Heroin is really out of the question because I have a horrible phobia of needles.