/suicide/ - Suicide Tips & Tricks

>>11573

Tylenol.

You're trying to kill yourself, why worry about the costs, fucking mortgage your house, you're going to be dead.

>>11588

Not everyone can morgage their house lel. You make a really good point, of course—if you're suicidal and you have something to sell, sell it. If not, use a free method.

>>11588

It was INSANELY expensive where I was looking. I've since discovered that it's actually very affordable in tablet form on the deep web.

My problem now is whether or not I trust the site I've found the drugs on. I have no idea how I can tell if it's legit or not.

>>11602

Turns out some research on surface web was all that was required. Glad I didn't rush into buying from the first place I found, looks like it wouldn't have been fulfilled if I had.

I'm getting closer and closer to it now. I know this is becoming a blog thread, but I'm kind of excited and relieved that it looks like I'll be able to actually die in peace under the stars like I wanted to.

>>11602

>>11607

What are you buying?

>>11607

Blog threads are just fine. I enjoy reading about people's final words before they leave this world.

>>11609

Chloroquine Cocktail. A lot better than jumping off a cliff.

>>11612

>decide to google this method

>first 5 results contain 2 failed attempts

Well good luck man.

>>11613

Just know that the failures are almost always the only thing you'll know about.

Really for a drug suicide, you basically just want to go for an overwhelming CNS depressant overdose. My recommendation is to do whatever you can to get a few hundred dollars together, then get some grey market benzodiazepine analogues (I'd recommend flubromazolam, it's ridiculously powerful) and some fentanyl analogues either from grey market sites or the deep web. A few hundred milligrams of both of those things would probably be lights out. Throw in some heroin for fun, and some barbiturates or other CNS depressants if you can.

>>11613

Checked it out, seems legit, only people who fail are those who are found before death. I may be using this one.

I've collated a list of links to all the drugs I need to buy. I'm worried about them getting caught by customs, or not showing up, or a lot of things. I've had to learn a lot about the Deep Web and the drug markets there, as well as how to stay safe and what-not. Since I don't live alone, I'm a little worried about what name to give for packages.

It's all a lot of stress. I hope I'm able to (figure out exactly how to actually make the orders and) put the orders in very soon and get the packages with minimal trouble. I'm starting to wonder if jumping in front of a train/ off a cliff might be easier, but then I remember that I'd never have the courage.

>>11647

I posted a question in the small questions thread about train jumping they told me don't jump lay your head on the track or neck and then wait if needs be mate get yourself pissed up and use some of those drugs to fuck yourself up while you're there then make sure you're too shitfaced to move when the train is coming.

>>11626

If they didn't fail they wouldn't be found

>>11647

Are you in the USA? Just put your name on it. But never sign for it, pick it up. If the govt catches it, and decide to catch you, they have to get proof *you* actually ordered it. Random stuff could have been sent to your address.

Arent there a lot of reviews for darknet sellers? Check the reddt community /r/darknetmarkets. Find one with great reviews, good stealth. Its such a small amount of material, it should make it. Also consider splitting up your orders if you're worried about how much material you're buying.