I'll try to keep this short. I've been living with some room mates for almost a year now. One has serious issues with depression, goes to therapy, is medicated, considered ECT type shit. He is familiar with major depression.I honestly didnt know I a

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John Doe 10/06/15 (Tue) 03:59:29 94559d No.11782

I'll try to keep this short. I've been living with some room mates for almost a year now. One has serious issues with depression, goes to therapy, is medicated, considered ECT type shit. He is familiar with major depression.

I honestly didnt know I appeared any more depressed than normal lately (honest), but he and his girlfriend just sat me down tonight, basically said they're extremely worried about me, and are going to do whatever they can to help me get better. Last week for several days I basically stayed, out of sight, in my room for two days when not at work. More than normal. He was really paranoid I'd killed myself, and couldn't bring himself to do a welfare check for almost 48 hours. Just knocking on my door to ask a question. He was crying a bit during a lot of this. He said he has had three friends commit suicide in the past and isnt going to let me.

I'd posted before, I'd been on a timeline of the next few weeks. I'd been ironing out the details, tying up the loose ends. Actually drafting a suicide note. Scouting the location. Shopping for the method.

Has anyone ever worked themselves out of a situation like this? I guess I have to pretend to get better, then pretend to move away for some sort of bright future opportunity? Regardless this pushes my timeline way back. Unless I just rudely do it anyway. Fuck.

John Doe 10/06/15 (Tue) 04:14:34 d660a3 No.11783

Fuck him, it's YOUR life, OP. Don't delay it for this guy but do your best to pretend you're ok, you don't want that retard to fuck up your death and become potato for the rest of your life.

John Doe 10/06/15 (Tue) 04:58:26 dbf0f9 No.11784

It's definitely your choice. Do whatever you think is best.

John Doe 10/07/15 (Wed) 02:41:37 66ff7e No.11804

>>11782

Move the fuck out.

John Doe 10/07/15 (Wed) 04:51:44 c967e7 No.11806

Play some jokes on him, leave your door open and wear an empty exit mask. Watch him lose his mind and then tell him he needs to fucking relax for a bit. Joke some more.

Then kill yourself and explain in your note how you noticed he looked fine enough and should be able to go through another loss.

John Doe 10/07/15 (Wed) 04:54:54 29c6e9 No.11807

Just say that you would rather talk to your parents about this or take some time off your stressful life and pretend to go on a nice vacation. Pretend to plan the vacation for a few days. Buy supplies for the road trip. Go out, but instead just go wherever you want to die at and do the deed.

John Doe 10/07/15 (Wed) 08:02:38 39e1aa No.11824

Tell him you've got to move for your job or something.

Or just up and out one day while he's gone. Clean all your shit out, get in the car and drive as far as you can. He won't ever hear about you again if you go far enough.

John Doe 10/07/15 (Wed) 09:32:09 597c4f No.11826

I used to rent a room from an overbearing family that thought some shared interests made me part of their family.

Only rented it because the housing situation was super shitty in the city where I was living in.

I was getting depressed and drinking every night because I didn't like living with them and was much happier when I moved out.

My suicidal tendencies come and go, but living in a shitty situation definitely makes things worse.

I left the city in the end and found work elsewhere, where I didn't have to live with roommates.

John Doe 10/09/15 (Fri) 02:09:18 548e60 No.11855

Honestly, sticking with the actual goal (if that's what you want), what others said. Get the fuck away, (not five yards down the block, just go somewhere where he won't find you. Otherwise he will fuckup the process. You have to be sure though, of both the process, and whether you want to go through with it (which it reads like you do).

Best of luck either way OP.

John Doe 11/18/15 (Wed) 05:17:51 94559d No.12515

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OP here once more, that first post feels like an aeon ago now.

I just wanted to report that, ironically, my housemate who confronted me last month about being suicidal, had to check himself into a hospital today for being suicidal himself. I could kind of tell he was abnormally depressed over the weekend, but I couldnt fathom having anything supportive to say. I'm on antidepressants right now which have made me functional but haven't changed anything about my rational perspective on life. After the cops left, without the slightest emotion, I actually checked the whole house to make sure he wasn't dead somewhere. He had stuffed a towel under his bathroom door, but it turned out it was just to catch a leak from the huge rains we've had. I was the slightest bit disappointed, especially after even looking in the tub for a body.

His ex-gf stayed over last night to be supportive, but I didn't know about his hospital visit today, until two cops came over after work to do a welfare check on him after his father called them from out of state.

Anyway he is in there for a couple days now. I hope he moves back to his home state and leaves me alone. This could expedite my situation without a huge effort on my part. I just wanted to share the irony.

John Doe 11/18/15 (Wed) 05:44:10 a4cb35 No.12517

>>12515

See, if you wait, things start to look u–

Wait, shit, no, I mean, good luck killing yourself.