>>12479
I just hope you are not joking, but if not:
>We do not encourage suicide. Edgy teenagers encourage suicide. Dumb fucks encourage suicide. Society itself encourages suicide. A hard, hopeless, pointless and intolerable life encourages suicide. This board was made with the sole purpose of finding a way to end the pain. Pain has many forms: smothering parents, bullies, severe depression, irreversible physical or mental damage, you name it. Unlike normal people, we were born unable to take the pain. Why? I don't know, and I don't try to find an answer. It just happens. Just fucking happens. That's nature for you.
>And there's the people we leave behind. Do you think we like them to find our bodies like that? That we don't mind their pain too? Do you think it's easy to write a note explaining our reasons? Do you think it's a fucking game to us? How do we explain our unbearable pain to them? What chances are that when they try to help us end up hurting us even more? It's so fucked up, so fucked up there's no words to describe it. We just only want it to stop. We could do anything to stop it, to have a life worth living. But we can't. We fucking can't, and there's no way to fix it. And it hurts.
>Normal, healthy people's beliefs often clash with our viewpoint of life. They'll never understand what they haven't lived. They have religion, a positive environment to grow up, beliefs and traditions. Damn, we envy normals so much. Things they have for granted are for us like those things you see through a reinforced glass, you can see it, you almost reach it, but you know you'll never have it.
>Suicidal people have an overdose of reality. They understand there's no god, no karma, no hell and even worse, no heaven. They grew up in the worst family or society ever. They have no role models to follow. Or quite the contrary, they have it all… until depression strikes with all its might out of nowhere. We lose our will to live. Sometimes it's our own fault, sometimes not. But once you lose it, there's no way back.
>I repeat, we do not encourage anything, he decided on his own volition as we already have, and if you can't process that, then there's nothing else to do. But don't go blaming something or someone else out of rage because it'll be like pissing against the wind. If you try to ban this place you'll get nothing, because in another corner of the web another site like this will pop out, you can't stop the pain. You can't stop our pain. Just let it flow. And right now I might sound like a hypocrite to you, but sorry for your loss.