/suicide/ - Suicide Tips & Tricks

>>12125

I would be down for that, not like I give a shit.

Yea probably

I had said it in another thread, my preferred method to go would be fore someone to help me somehow. Now if that person gets off to it then it's win-win but I'm a real sensitive guy and want to be sent away nice somehow. Killed with sex? Sounds great. Slowly tortured? Hell no.

I just want to say that if anyone here is anything like me do not give yourself to or join a pact with people you don't know, you don't know what kinds of screwed up intentions they might have for you after you pulled a disappearing act from the world.

>>12125

I generally would let a person watch me die of an overdose or slit my throat, but trust would be an important factor.

For all I know I might be tortured or w/e when we meet.

I'm a low trust guy just like most people here I presume.

I'll help you die of internal bleeding, OP.

I'd love to go (and/or kill) during sex via strangling. Though I'm bi I'd only let a woman be part of this ultimate fantasy. As things are right now (level of happiness, financial security,so on…) I typically think of it as just a fantasy but if the opprotunity easily presented itself I'd probably be eagar and willing.

I know Vore isn't really possible but my preferred alternative method would be getting eaten alive. Definately possible where I am since I live in a dense wilderness forest sanctuary. Miles and miles of possibilities out here for death. People wouldnt question it either. People die out in the woods every year from animal attacks. Any day I could just walk into the woods and disapear forever. Some areas are unexplored and they would never find me.

Yes, for me it is more of a fetish, but thats because I've always veiwed suicide as a pathetic and cowardly way of quitting. I guess for me it has to be fun in some way. I know some of you hate people like me but think about it for a sec. Would you rather your death be pathetic or in a more badass/fun way? I mean…you can only do it once right? Might as well make the best of it.

>>12163

You lost me with everything after you saying you had some kind of fetish for your death. What correlation does that have to cowardice? Why would someone here hate you for that?

Ok, I'll try clairify. Unlike most people who think of commiting suicide my desire to die does not sprout from unbearable depression. When not depressed I think of it like a fantasy much like how you might fantasize about that unbelieveably attractive girl at work. However I do get extremely depressed like any other person and when that happens I want it to happen for real. I don't expect you to understand, hell I don't even understand why I'm so fucked up. But thats why I'm here.

As for the cowardise part. Most people whom I have met who are depressed and think of killing themselves to escape the pain dislike it when I state my opinions on "giving up" like that. Of course I say these opinions before learning of their depression. But they all say I don't understand the unbareable pain they feel. But I do.

Anyways the reason I am here is because I want to understand the conficting feeling I have. I view suicide to escape depression as cowardly, yet I want to die. I know what lies beyond death (which is worse than what most people believe to be hell), yet I still believe in the right to die. I am a contradicting monster.

>>12167

There are plenty of hentai artists that draw death fantasy material, jerking it to girls getting hung, beaten to death or being digested by a monster and whatnot. That it's common enough for people to get off to that and even more people to fantacize their death it shouldn't be surprising that one would apply both to themselves. Fetishes are weird enough in themselves as a whole.

I'm not sure why you're insistant on the cowardice view if you're knowledgeable about it though.

Not exactly, I'd let him assist me as much as he wants to satiate his killing needs. Provided that I can make sure the person killing me isnt a fucking psycho who'll follow the plan we previously agreed to and not torture me with shit like ripping my balls with a razor wire, sure why not?

So basically I wouldnt let him have fun with me while im alive, when I die he can rape my body as much as he wants, but he either has to take care or of the body or clean it up so my family isnt traumatized. Actually im not really sure about that last part, he can do 100% as he wishes with my corpse.