/suicide/ - Suicide Tips & Tricks

>>12460

You have to be on the brink to do it. Its an impulse.

I don't have a statistic or anything, but if you put a date and time on it you usually back out.

Last time I tried, it was out of the blue.

It gets harder to do it when you survive an attempt, because your survival instincts kick in (against your will) and makes it easier to fuck up.

Its not really about being a pussy or not, that's just shitposting.

I can't do it, my mom would lose it but everyday I wish for death. I'm so fucked in the head, I have a bunch of traumatic memories that eat my soul and I can't deal with it anymore.

-don't want to damage the people in my life

-waiting for the more important loved ones to die first

-even if I'm pretty much never happy I enjoy the little things that give me pleasure

-since I don't feel much I don't feel the urge to kill myself

-not enough despair

-too much natural instincts

-I've lived this long so why not?

-some sort of mental block from my autismor something I'm sure

-have anxiety and serious consideration of self harm gets me too worked up

-I want an unlikely verification that my self will become a void or go to something potentially happier. I don't believe in a punishment after death but I can't believe anything with enough conviction to rule it out.

-actually a pussy

-want death to have a purpose somehow

-scared to fuck up and only hurt myself or scar myself mentally leading myself to further misery

-scared the government will catch me and make sure I'm good and trapped

-too dumb to make any decisions with my life

>>12473

dank meme 8/8 m8

>>12460

I need a driver's license to be able to do it. Currently one year away from being legal to start learning to drive in my country, but I don't know if I'll be motivated enough to bother learning how to drive, and might be to pussy to put all that hard work into trying, just to die. Plus my family is doing pretty shit financially and I don't think they'll be able to afford the lessons and car and insurance (and I don't want to push them TOO hard on it since I plan on killing myself as soon as I get the car, so it's gonna be a huge waste of money).

I could also just slit my wrists or try hanging or whatever, but I'm too doubtful of that working, and too pussy to attempt.

Just end my life up fam.

I wish I could go on a genocide crusade before doing it, just in case there's not afterlife, and that way have some payback, too bad that's impossible. There's also the romanticism of dying like a hero against a bunch of corrupt dogs of the government, the lack of chance of survival.. my dream would be going back to past with a weapon and armor strong enough to allow me to burn schools while keeping the scum inside alive before burning and then dying killing some corrupt politician finally facing a barrage of his dogs

I am scared to do it cause although I am not religious my family has always told me I'd go to hell if I committed suicide. I don't really believe in a hell but WE NEVER REALLY KNOW TILL THE END NOW DO WE? fuck.

>>12530

May I ask why you need a car to pull off your method?

Also never go for slitting wrists as an attempt. There is a correct way to do it, but its more flashy and painful (you have to bleed out, if not done quickly enough the survival instinct kicks in) then necessary.

You sound like you need to drive because of location as an issue.

>>12539

If they are christian then remember there is no such place as hell in christianity. Hell is a state of a soul that is without god or something like that. Dante Alighieri came up with all that fire and brimstone bullshit, there's no mention of it in the bible.

>>12545

Thank you and they always describe it as a lake of fire or some shit and that I'll burn forever and ever. blah blah blah. & Yes it's Christianity.

>12541

>You sound like you need to drive because of location as an issue.

Yup, ride to a popular suicide spot.

Of course, could also use a car for carbon monoxide or to crash it at high speed, but this seems rather pointless and too unsafe.

>>12566

If that's the case, why not just take a taxi ride or the bus?

Saving up all that money for a car doesn't seem worth it. Unless your saving up for funeral expenses or to give it away to someone, I don't really see the point unless its kind of giving you a gauge on how long to live.

>>12568

Good luck!

I feel it. I don't want to die but I don't want to live either. A true aporia, an unsolvable philosophic dilemma, a truly anxiety creating situation in itself despite the fact that it's anxiety that makes me hate life and think that life is meaningless and stupid, and that it should end. It hurts so bad. I just want to die from this boring fucking hideous life.

>>12568

mind explaining the method first?

>>12567

Yup, like I said, too pussy. Too pussy to go out of my way to try it, not pussy enough to feel as if I might try it if the opportunity goes my way. Just gives me a chance to bide time and be able to live another year or so, and truly establish if life is pointless.

>>12545

https://bible.org/article/what-bible-says-about-hell

This is wrong?

My anxiety makes it so much harder to do simple shit, I hate it. It's like having a leash around your neck all the time. Not to mention my life is an absolute fucking nothing at this point and the only people who genuinely give a shit about me at this point are hyper-religious family members that I can't really talk to about shit. Every attempt at trying to better myself is a fucking embarrassment that makes me wonder why I even bothered. This life isn't for me but I want so desperately to enjoy it. I've tried, I really have but I've been this way for a long time and I don't see myself coming out of it any time soon. Maybe one day it really will get better but I know deep down in my heart that my death is going to be by my own hands. I've gotten really close before though, standing on the side of a bridge ready to jump close but my survival instincts kick in at the last moment and I pussy out. Some day I will find the strength I need to achieve the sweet release of death.

>>12583

at this point at this point at this point

>>12581

Well, maybe the priest that told me that was bullshitting. But then again bible is not supposed to be literal right?

>>12586

The thing about Dante Alighieri is true. I feel like Christians just adopted his bullshit to scare people and take their money.

>>12578

There's a thread >>12277