Been mulling over the idea of ending it, and always end up deciding it is the only option I want for myself.
Already written my note just in case an easy oppurtunity pops up, but most likely I'll either take the jump or drop hang.
Never felt so at ease.
In case nobody replies to this before I go through with it, thanks for your help, you didn't convince me to kill myself, but you made it a much lighter burden to decide on. Thanks, and good luck to you.