286e42 No.1313
Has anybody here ever attempted suicide? Tell us abbout it, so we may learn from your mistakes.
2faa1c No.1316
Yeah I've tried to hang myself from a shower curtain bar with a cable but the cable broke off. I passed out on the ground and while I woke up my body was convulsing. The cable wasn't tied tight enough. I'm still going to attempt partial suspension via doorknob+noose.
e8a8b6 No.1325
>>1313I took a cabinets worth of pills/assorted medicine, roughly 55 pills. Got light headed, everything was spinning (like when you're really drunk) lay down and everything went black and I felt warm and relaxed, woke up and puked like a mother fucker for hours and hours on end, can still taste the pills now, 7 years on, felt like death for a further 3 days.
Don't do pills unless you know what you're doing kids. Learn from my mistakes on this one.
e7026d No.1328
I actually commited suicide 3 days ago.
8fab6d No.1329
I had a shotgun to my chest, pussied out, and ran to the hospital and stayed there for a week. Now I feel just as shitty as I did that day, maybe even worse, but I'm more numbed out to how bad it actually is these days. Oh also I'm in hella debt for that one fucking week in the hospital because the overall price "didn't add up to enough" to get covered so immediately after getting out, I already felt like killing myself again.
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bf20f9 No.1335
>>1325I tried to use pills. But I do know my drugs. I mixed opiates, benzos, and alcohol. Anyone who knows about drugs will tell you that is a deadly combo. Well, supposedly. Wasn't enough to off me. Though I abuse those drugs all the time anyway. I probably just had too high of a tolerance.
8d5857 No.1439
I followed instructions I found to get the nicotine out of cigarettes when I was a teenager to try to poison myself. I had a depressive episode before but besides that no one knew I wanted to die. I called a friend to tell her I was going to do it, and she got another friend to call the police while we were on the phone. I never ended up taking the poison, I panicked and told the friend I couldn't do it. The police were already at my house, though, and I spent 10 days in residential care. About seven months later I stole my parent's handgun. I had it in my car and the plan was to spend one more night out with friends before going through with it. I get a call from my mom, and I can tell from her voice that she knows I have the gun, but she only asks me to come home. Again, I couldn't go through with it and decided to come back home, which led to a confrontation with my parents, the police being called, and this time spending 7 months in a mental facility.
I guess my most obvious mistakes were not being 100% ready to go through with it and being less careful to keep it hidden when I thought I was ready.
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ea0f49 No.2818
>>1313If you attempt suicide and fail, It's safe to say you're not actually suicidal.
178b01 No.2820
255069 No.2824
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>>1329>Oh also I'm in hella debt for that one fucking week in the hospital because the overall price "didn't add up to enough" f00d67 No.2831
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>>2824America, Fuck Yeah‼‼‼‼‼
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ebced8 No.2835
>>2818Always an exception.
I put a gun in my mouth and pulled. Fucking dud. Had a crazy life changing rush, like a trip almost. It was so intense I'm still not sure whether this is the afterlife sometimes.
6cc3d1 No.2857
>>1335yea you honestly need to use a handful of benzos and opiates, and even that is unsure. if you are really looking to OD off of drugs. Do fentanyl and opiates, a lot of both. that'll get you a successful suicide
6cc3d1 No.2858
>>2857i meant fentanyl and benzos
443394 No.2861
Few months back decided to try and do it with alcohol poisoning (stupid and rash plan, but as someone who's to pussy to jump out a window and doesn't have any sleeping pills, weapons etc. this seemed like the only reasonable way). Creative and fun way to go, I thought, planned it on the last day of school where there was going to be plenty booze, enough to at least give me alcohol poisoning and crawl over to some corner before someone calls the meds. Ended up drinking a liter and 1/2 of vodka, liter of wine, two liters of beer, 5 shots of tequila in about a 1-2 hour period on an empty stomach. I'm skinny, weighing in at 62kg on 182cm and this didn't do shit. When I realized my plan didn't quite worked out I panicked and jumped in the nearest lake thinking I could drown myself if I was this drunk. Still didn't work… Felt like shit the following days.
Now turned a complete nihilist my life's sort of hopeful (though not by much). In any case figured it wouldn't be fair to kill myself in a transitional period between an A) Better life or B) Shittier life so it's just best to wait for the turn out while taking more risks IE harder drugs, alcohol every day etc.
45d34f No.2868
>>2861Everclear next time
7aa0cf No.2876
When I was a kid I had shit family life. Parents would beat me 4+ times a week. Once I went into the basement and wrapped a Chinese jump rope around my throat. Loss of color vision and tunnel vision happened almost immediately and I freaked out and started unwrapping. Was blind by the time it got it off. Left a red mark around my throat which I covered up using the same two turtle necks for a week. No one noticed except my teacher who did not press the matter when I told her it was nothing. I was still able to breathe so I'm sure it was cutting off circulation. It was not painful and except for the freaking out it would have been a mild way to go, I'm sure I was a few seconds from loosing consciousness and death would have certainly followed.
Later as a kid I was reckless on bikes in traffic and even walked into traffic a few times.
Trust me kids know what suicide is.
Later I had hypoxia training in an altitude chamber. There was no freaking out and it was actually a pleasant experience. I think helium/nitrogen is supposed to be similar.
Also why no youtube inbed here?
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=176eog7mZjc d9ee21 No.2893
First things first, I live in a third world country, one of those days while walking back home from college I got mugged by a guy in his thirties (I'm 20) wearing all black and a motorcycle helmet, pointing a gun to my forehead at point blank
I completely locked up for a few seconds, but after I got back to myself I realized this was a win-win situation for me. The guy mugging me was tense as fuck, demanding my bag and telling me to shut the fuck up or he would blow my brains out
Since I had no regrets in going out literally in a bang I started shouting at him while attempting to disarm him in the hopes that I'd either fuck him up bad or he would do the same to me
Nothing actually happened though, he managed to get away in a motorcycle that was right behind him (probably stolen before, with every piece of identification ripped off) before I could do any real damage. Got away like a scared cat and I got at least the satisfaction of calling him a little bitch for a few seconds
As far as failed suicide attempts go I think this went fairly well, I did end up enjoying the adrenaline rush and got to keep all my stuff, I am kind of too much of a pussy to try an actual suicide, so I did end up a bit disappointed it ended as simple as that
974e64 No.2940
I tried drinking a few gulps of bleach, all that did was scar my stomach a little, but I was puking blood for at least half an hour.
c5e86f No.2947
>>2835Fucking quantum immortality.
>>2893I've often fantasized of a mugger coming up to me, and him doing it for me.
ac0fe8 No.2951
I'm physically incapable.
856e2d No.3049
>>1316>shower curtain barfirst, are you 3 ft tall
second did you really expect that to work?
856e2d No.3051
>>1316>I'm still going to attempt partial suspension via doorknob+noose.dude why are you attempting all of these half ass ways to die?
honestly if you want to die go all in, otherwise you are going to permanently damage yourself by these half assed attempts and your life will be more unbearable
d7a2c4 No.3055
>>2951hotwheels bro, thks for creatin 8cha
6e1307 No.3057
>>1313I tried partial suspension hanging last week. I'm not sure what I did wrong. I think my weight may have been a problem – maybe I'm too light to have it work. I don't know.
b30e4d No.6562
Spent an entire day waiting under an overpass for the guts to do it. It's like running a yellow light. You gotta commit, if you hesitate you will fail. At night I finally had the balls to do it. The overpass' guard rails wouldn't allow drivers to see me and give them time to brake. Ran out in front of a semi, on my third step i saw the headlights, thats all, felt my leg tremble. Then i remembered "you gotta commit" and took one more stride. Woke up being stuffed inside a ct scanner, bleeding around my brain, road rash burns across my body, huge scars on my head. Had fractured my neck and hip. I'm in pain every dayfor the rest of my life, constant reminders.my body makes weird noises, walk with a limp, ribs hurt. Eye hurts, brain hurts. Police told me i bounced off the semi and hit another truck. If you fail once, you don't fail a second time if you're serious.
I grew up in a RTC. A wise man once told me that rape is a lot less painful if you relax your asshole.
fdaf48 No.6572
>>3057You didn't position the rope correctly
You need to compress either the carotid artery or vagus nerve
0d07b4 No.6588
>>6572Any tips? Getting your body and the rope in the correct position in order to compress the carotid is quite difficult.
b88cec No.6595
dont use a belt to hang yourself,theres always the chance that shit will snap and tear apart and you will end up planting your face in the ground,thats what happened to me.
08fd26 No.7664
20 co-codamol,10 diazepam and 2 bottles of whiskey… and I'm still here with no visible consequences
FUCK
240bf8 No.7674
>>2835Hey, fuck you, m8. I'm miserable enough already having to worry about actually being in hell
240bf8 No.7675
In February I tried to od on morphine - this is the only time I've ever seriously tried and I actually stopped breathing. Before that I've tried to od twice on a whim and beyond that I had multiple occasions where I've stared at a bottle of pills or had a knife to my wrists.
My biggest problem is that I'm too depressed to plan a proper suicide, although this board makes it seem simple enough.
948244 No.7681
I would just say be ready to go. When I got to the ledge, I wasn't, and went through a lot of shit when I got caught
5fa49c No.7685
>>6562jesus fuck that's awful.
the fuck are you going to choose now? if you can even do anything?
f188fc No.7699
Worst mistake you can do is tell somebody before or after if you fuck up.
Do leave a note though.
a5ae71 No.7709
Asphyxiation. It was shitty, and then I kinda felt myself leaving my body, which was an incredible feeling. I stopped myself becauser I remembered I had to give my friend her Christmas Present. Truthfully, in my final moments I was thinking about a God Damn Christmas Present.
887ba4 No.7735
took some pills. woke up the next morning. I was like, "hey here is something else you can't do right."
887ba4 No.7736
I made a noose of extension chord and went to the garage and hung myself from the light switch. Now my light switch is broken. I fell right on my ass.
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db0e7b No.8637
>>3049
If the shower curtain isn't attached to the shower anymore is it still a shower curtain?
b007ea No.8644
>>1313
Tried to hang myself. Things learned: Use an actual rope not a fitted sheet, don't use the ceiling joist if its low and you're tall.
2cddf2 No.8652
Got drunk and dicided to slice the atery in my wrist. It didn't work, and i woke up the next morning to find out i cut in the wrong place. I laughed at the time, but now i wish i'd got it right that day.
5fa49c No.8657
>>8652
then get it the right way today! :)
596424 No.8684
I tried two 12 to a pack boxes of Corricidon and booze when I was a teen (24). I was so fucked up I didn't know how to walk and couldn't sleep for two days. I didn't even puke, guess I've got an iron stomach. That was because I was turned down by girls every day and was a loser.
So I spent the rest of my life until I'm now in my thirties being a loser. A married woman showed me kindness the way Goldie showed kindness to Marv in Sin City. Then that woman took her own life. I miss her curves, her smile, her scent, everything about her. She was a solid ten that gave a miserable wretch like me attention. I failed charcoal / hibachi suicide by only spending a little over two hours in a small bathroom with three grills and 25+ lbs of charcoal. Burned my eyes and throat, and I stayed as long as I could tolerate it. Next time I plan on using a tent and spending the entire night. I need to figure out how to imitate the bathtub in the tent to counteract the heat.
>These are the old days man, the bad days, the all-or-nothing days. They're back. There's no choices left.
b30e4d No.12173
>>7685
i can do whatever the fuck i want, i took many months to reply, sorry if you don't get to see this, if you fail once you won;t fail a second time, i bought a gun but really, i just want to be happy, i don't want people to be that far down in life, I want people to be happy, i can be happy if i can get over myself, it's really difficult. But i can help people we are obligated to be alive i think, we need to be happy we need to make the world better
b30e4d No.12174
>>7685
please mr jane doe. just be happy, or at least make others happy, make them laugh
6bbd4a No.12181
Assorted medications OD, main one being olanzapine. I did it outside, hiding in a bush. They found me after around 15-20 hours. I felt really drowsy and faint, then I lost my memory for three days. I found a couple of texts on my phone from that time where I told someone I was hearing voices and seeing people and also that my stomach really fucking hurt, but I don't remember anything. I wasn't even sent to a psychiatric hospital, because I wasn't in my country. They gave me blood and IV fluids though for like a week in a regular hospital. I failed because I didn't have enough meds. Before this I practiced using various rope-like things, but I didn't feel anything in any of the experiments no matter how hard I squeezed, so that was ruled out.
44d31c No.12203
I've done a lot via drugs and alcohol, but I usually end up vomiting any lethal dose up, or I don't have enough to actually kill me. I've tried injection OD on heroin, but you should probably try practicing getting a vein before jumping right to mainlining drugs for suicide. I thought it would be easy because I can draw blood from animals, but it is very different doing it on yourself.
I tried partial hanging, belt on the doorknob bit, tied a rope to a bed post and laid down. It was very difficult to get to a position where I truly couldn't breath, and when I would pass out i'd end up shifting enough to get air again. So not very effective unless it's full suspension hanging I guess.
f6daa1 No.12205
>>12173
>>12174
I think getting hit by that semi gave you brain damage, bro.
>we are obligated to be alive i think
Nope.
000000 No.12380
I tried last week. I used a belt and a curtain rod to make a tourniquet around my neck. I've been choked out before, so I know what it feels like, and I chickened out just before I passed out. It was a half assed attempt, but I still think I want to do it, so I bought a gun and I'm gonna get wasted and shoot myself in the head - in the roof of the mouth, 45 degrees upwards.
I've got to say, that feeling after failing to kill myself was worse than any of the shit that made me want to kill myself in the first place. Fuck that.
a32312 No.12382
Tried to shoot myself, chickened out because the gun was too small to ensure a quick death. The moral I give you guys is to buy a big gun.
000000 No.12386
FBI ballistics study showed that the differences in wound patterns between 9mm, .40, and .45 were pretty minimal. It's actually more fatal if the bullet breaks up and stays inside the target, rather than penetrates completely and comes out the other side. As long as you're using a hollow point pistol round, I think your chances are pretty good.
b84b88 No.12387
>>1313
I haven't tried but I'm gonna post some helpful information: "Most drugs cause vomiting. To help stop this, take one or two anti-
histamine tablets (travel sickness, allergy, hayfever tablets etc.) about an
hour before, on a fairly empty stomach . . . Friday night is a good time if
you live alone - nobody will miss you until Monday if you work. Bolt all
the doors you can. Say you'll be out over the weekend visiting someone,
so people don't expect a reply to telephone"
4747f7 No.12395
I attempted suicide by swallowing dozens of sleeping pills, muscle relaxants, pain killers, etc. It did not work well, I was taken to a hospital and all it did was to mess up my heart. Ever since that incident I have unstable and unpredictable heart rate. Playing competitive games makes me sweat and my heart goes crazy. Would not recommend.
dcd560 No.12398
>>1491
>I once put my head in an enormous mound of fire ants, and proceeded to let them eat it. They crawled up my nose, into my mouth, and down my throat.
>Someone saw me and pulled me out before they could do me in. Healing took months. l could not talk, could hardly breathe, and was force fed through a pump, much like a vegetable.
660d68 No.12403
>>1325
God damn it!
I was going to do this and was ready. My only thing is i cant get alcohol until my birthday. Probably still going to follow through.
660d68 No.12404
>>12387
Thanks anon. Ill have to remember this.
000000 No.12432
>>2818
Not really. Not everyone can get a gun. Also, survival instincts are a bitch.
ee9472 No.12435
>>2861
That is absurd, it only takes about 13 shots to kill the average person.
>>12432
Getting a gun in Illinois is fuckin retarded. I wish I could get my hands on my dad's gun but that shit is probably hidden really well.
ee9472 No.12436
Has anyone tried the cherry pit (cyanide) method?
b565fc No.12446
>>12403
You are the moron who didn't tape a plastic bag over his head… Or you weren't serious and just did it for attention… no offense.
1b2b45 No.12450
I intended to slit my throat during a mental breakdown once, but I pussied out.
7feace No.12451
>>8637
That poor curtian is currently stuck in lymbo. It's both a shower curtian and not a shower curtain.
0502b1 No.12469
>>12450
>I intended to slit my throat
Intending and attempting are two very different things.
2e7fc9 No.12470
took a bunch of ativan tablets and drank alcohol, ended up being dizzy as fuck and puked everywhere.
893dce No.12475
>>1329
use your shotgun and go jeff weise your hospital
317d64 No.12594
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I've mixed heroin/vicodin/oxy with xanax numerous times, always pass out
And I slit my wrist once, I would've kept going but I was worried that I would just end up surviving and losing my arm if I went any deeper
4f9583 No.12612
I tried to go out with exhaust fumes once when I was in middle school. I got caught by mother and haven't tried since as I was just scared of my step dad hurting her. It feels a bit like your first time smoking, that uncomfortable coughing fit, followed by varied levels of nausea then you go unconscious. As a seasoned smoker, it might be easier, but idk, probably research the cherries again, but mother has a failure of a winery, so I can try nitrogen one day. Idk where I stand yet.
ee9472 No.12615
I'm going to try freezing to death outside. Get nice and sloshed, come to terms with everything, and then lie in the snow.
89f2f8 No.12622
1. Jumped off a Highway Bridge. Didn't get hit by any cars. Cops were in front of me to take me away.
2. took 5000MG+ of Trazodone. Felt paranoid as shit. Puked. Drove myself to the hospital.
ee9472 No.12623
>>12622
>trazodone
Nigger you should always look up the LD50 of any drug, ever. Traz is pretty benign. Drugs are a shit way to go, anyhow.
542fcf No.12637
>>12594
Have you tried jumping off a buliding? I have done alot of research about this the pain only lasts about 2 sec.
5df342 No.12677