>>13607
2 weeks away from being 17, i've felt this shit since i was like 15 too.
In short it really won't get better than this, until like you've completely moved away, forgotten every dick you know, and detached yourself from your teenage life.
If you don't have a mental depression and are just hated then maybe there's hope, it depends on like what kind of a person you are (hopefully not a fat autistic brony or someshit). Otherwise you're gonna feel shit forever even when shit isn't so bad. By the sound of things, you're just surrounded by assholes, so just wait until you've got a car and are done with school and have good grades and have an easily employable job, and just move a few states away.
Otherwise, to answer your question, find some tall building or bridge. 150 feet (15 storeys) is tall enough to kill you provided you aim with your head and drop over pure concrete. Otherwise, if you're in the states, find some way to get a hold of a gun (don't like try to buy one or anything lol). If you're not in the States then find some nearby railtracks and look up train timetables to see when trains are running on them, then put your neck on the line.
Just don't fucking try to "stab" yourself, even if that means slicing your wrists. That shit is gonna be totes fucking hard, I haven't tried it but even small scissor scratches start to hurt and it seems much easier to stop, so imagine trying to cut both of your veins on both of your arms. Yeah, there's definitely better alternatives (jumping from a height).