after reading up on it, i'm strongly considering ligature strangulation. i think i'll test it out tomorrow - good way to start lent :) then maybe i'll ctb on holy thursday, rofl.
fentanyl is my drug of choice, but i'm worried if i buy some it'll end up being really diluted or a different drug altogether. plus i've never bought anything on the dark web before so there's a chance i'll screw something up. or get scammed. meh.