Need some advice on how to overcome this

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Need some advice on how to overcome this John Doe 02/12/16 (Fri) 19:57:57 0dc146 No.13767

I've been having crazy suicidal ambivalence as of late. I don't why this is the case, part of me thinks this is just a manifestation of the survival instinct or suppressed feelings. I fear that I won't be able to do it. I do not want to live to 35, /suicide/. I sat here crying because of it, I don't want to be locked up in a hospital. I wish I could tell my mom how I felt and have her lend support without having the cops called on me. How do I deal with this? I just want to go back to how I previously felt. I don't want it to be like fucking this.

John Doe 02/12/16 (Fri) 20:54:58 b7c51b No.13768

Even those on the roof of a burning building would hesitate before jumping. You'll be ready at some point, and that's what matters.

John Doe 02/12/16 (Fri) 21:37:25 0dc146 No.13769

>>13768

Thank you. Good luck in achieving your peace friend.

John Doe 02/13/16 (Sat) 02:32:38 85b49d No.13772

Could always try alcohol, some other depressants or anti-depressants (if you've found ones that keep you detached and unemotional - they're working for me, makes suicide seem more logical than emotional) to keep you down and detached.

Though finding a sort of mantra that represents just how you picture life being if you live could help remind you of what you want., e.g. only coping with being a wageslave because of escapism that you can't enjoy anymore or "I'll never be happy, only a different level of comfort".