Hey 8chan. First time ever posting on here. I never thought it'd come to this. 21 year old chemistry student. I could write a novel about my suicidal and self destructive personality but I'll be wasting your time. I've been wanting to kill myself for about 4 years now but I always gave life another fucking chance. Lately I feel like I'm coming close to the end of it now. Arguments with my girlfriend, family issues and just everyfucking thing around me. Help me end this shitty existence. Going through the my day I always look at everything as a way of offing myself. Today I realized I can put a rope around my neck and hang it inside the elevator in my condo (40 floor skyscraper) and do the chocking dog in the elevator trick but I'm still Looking for painless easy accessible and quick method. Not really interested in organ failur shit that can be painful.