/suicide/ - Suicide Tips & Tricks

I saw on here a few months back something about how cherry pits/apple seeds contain cyanide and that eating enough could potentially kill you. Recently, as though it were the Earth telling me that I'd be better off dead, I ran into a man on the street and he was giving bags of Cherries to passerby's.. Not many people paid him any mind but he insisted that I took as many bags of cherries as I wanted. Not like I cared if they were poisoned of not as I wanted to be dead anyways….. This led me to want to just cut open all of the cherries and take all of the pits out. Many minutes later, my kitchen was messy with cherry gunk and I have a bag full of cherry pits. I'd say theres roughly 50 in there. Would that be enough to kill a 116lb female??