Goodbye Anonymous 02/02/15 (Mon) 18:05:13 938fc9 No. 5348
I think this will be seen by my family if i post it here, My sister browses. This is my suicide note. I just did it, slit my wrists, if not deep enough, but followed it with drinking bleach. I am most likely dying now. I want you, mom, toby, I want you to know i love you and it's none of your fault. I just didn't want to live this life anymore. I love you. Goodbye.
Anonymous 02/03/15 (Tue) 03:24:36 e05b36 No. 5361
Safe travels, friend.
Anonymous 02/03/15 (Tue) 04:14:59 5dc785 No. 5363
Rip in piece. Hopefully I can join you soon.
Anonymous 02/03/15 (Tue) 07:03:42 360ec9 No. 5368
if you survived somehow be sure to come back and tell us how it went
Anonymous 02/03/15 (Tue) 17:25:44 9331e4 No. 5384
RIP in rests m8. Have a good one.
Anonymous 02/03/15 (Tue) 18:21:13 1e8a40 No. 5385
>slit wrists and bleach drinking
Anonymous 02/03/15 (Tue) 20:02:37 1adcfd No. 5391
>>5385 your webm is like the perfect sample for a beat
Anonymous 02/03/15 (Tue) 20:02:39 1adcfd No. 5392
>>5385 i'm gonna sample that webm sounds good for a beat
Anonymous 02/03/15 (Tue) 20:03:43 1adcfd No. 5393
Anonymous 02/04/15 (Wed) 13:55:39 1e8a40 No. 5432
>>5391 would love to hear your beat… If I 'm still around that is…
Anonymous 02/04/15 (Wed) 14:59:13 d80108 No. 5435
>>5348 I wish I was this handsome
John Doe 02/12/15 (Thu) 08:19:46 b63c55 No. 5879
rip anon
John Doe 02/12/15 (Thu) 17:54:05 2c0292 No. 5885
So long space cowboy
John Doe 02/12/15 (Thu) 22:39:19 731535 No. 5886
See you on the other side OP.
John Doe 02/13/15 (Fri) 02:11:10 778fbd No. 5891
Farewell
John Doe 02/13/15 (Fri) 10:48:34 0bdaee No. 5898
>>5348 Godspeed, brave anon.
John Doe 02/13/15 (Fri) 21:09:43 df7630 No. 5907
May you be free now, anon
John Doe 02/13/15 (Fri) 22:40:03 619731 No. 5911
OP is an inspiration to all of us
John Doe 02/14/15 (Sat) 01:14:49 ff49c4 No. 5914
peace
John Doe 02/14/15 (Sat) 02:24:12 4721ff No. 5917
Hasta la Vista
John Doe 02/14/15 (Sat) 21:12:35 c4fb79 No. 5936
Was gonna ask for pic with timestamp but too late I guess. RIP anon see you in 9.5 months unless the economy crashes
John Doe 02/16/15 (Mon) 02:27:32 095d15 No. 5972
cya op
John Doe 02/16/15 (Mon) 05:03:11 c3711f No. 5980
Awful method. Hope it went well. (assuming this is real)
John Doe 02/16/15 (Mon) 06:46:08 902725 No. 5983
>Power goes out just after you die and your family never sees this.
John Doe 02/17/15 (Tue) 10:00:03 304e73 No. 6029
OP or OP's sister:
John Doe 02/17/15 (Tue) 17:34:57 e971b8 No. 6041
Goodbye faggot
John Doe 02/17/15 (Tue) 18:24:31 57bdec No. 6043
You look cute OP, wish I could hug you
John Doe 02/20/15 (Fri) 15:08:56 eed34f No. 6124
John Doe 05/22/15 (Fri) 17:21:12 846289 No. 8769
>>5368
I survived, and then tried twice more, got amnesia ended up sectioned and drugged up on lithium, now it's hard to know who i am anymore but i'm not sure enough to end my life after it all. I remember the peace of laying, bleeding out, sure i was about to die only to be found and taken to hospital. It all hurts, being in a mental hospital on the hard bed staring at the ceiling, having your friends stare at you like a freak, how is someone supposed to cope with this?
John Doe 05/22/15 (Fri) 21:23:12 e5d4e1 No. 8777
>>8769
C.S. Lewis
“Of all tyrannies, a tyranny sincerely exercised for the good of its victims may be the most oppressive. It would be better to live under robber barons than under omnipotent moral busybodies. The robber baron's cruelty may sometimes sleep, his cupidity may at some point be satiated; but those who torment us for our own good will torment us without end for they do so with the approval of their own conscience.”
― C.S. Lewis
Our society if filled with pathological narcisistic altruists who deeply believe in what they do. Keeping us all here, even the ones who want to leave.
I'm so sorry op. I've been in a mental ward twice and I know its not fun. Was never on any of those drugs though. Seems like a torture more than a cure. I hope some day you find the peace you are looking for.
John Doe 05/23/15 (Sat) 12:44:24 159ca4 No. 8785
>>8769
That's tough OP. When I was in the ward it was actually decently comfortable. Although, the adolescent ward didn't have access to the smoking ward.
Best of luck with life or death, whichever you choose. I hope you find peace.
John Doe 05/23/15 (Sat) 16:58:24 18cdba No. 8786
Out of interest, how painful is it to off yourself from bleach? Would it feel like having your internal organs eaten away by acid or something?
John Doe 05/23/15 (Sat) 18:47:42 3d7081 No. 8796
how did you survive bleach?
Why the fuck bleach? for god sake man you couldn't have picked a worse way to go.
John Doe 06/04/15 (Thu) 17:35:59 779d81 No. 9052
>>8796
bleach, it isn't the miracle i thought it'd be, often your body will survive it, neutralise it and recover. I was on some pills for a while afterwards but of all of it the bleeding out in the bath got me closest to death.
John Doe 06/04/15 (Thu) 17:38:01 779d81 No. 9053
>>8786
it's pretty fucking unpleasant and not reliable enough, wouldn't reccomend
John Doe 06/04/15 (Thu) 17:39:03 779d81 No. 9054
>>8777
Thank you, living or dead, I'll find it, we all will, eventually.