pacts John Doe 03/30/15 (Mon) 19:47:43 c8ffbe No. 7335
Just wanted to tell you that you should stay away from those google suicide groups.
John Doe 03/30/15 (Mon) 23:20:25 d8ca0c No. 7344
Did a pact on one of those groups fail? Tell us about your experiences.
John Doe 03/31/15 (Tue) 06:48:53 c8ffbe No. 7359
>>7344 No experience with that, but simply even the process of finding someone.
On google groups for example, those groups are spammed by users.
Everytime I realize it is a troll due to them not answering, or the answer reeks of trolling or their posting history reveals them as such, for whatever reason it hurts.
Not even in death will I share anything common with others.
John Doe 03/31/15 (Tue) 07:07:52 ffdb81 No. 7361
Anyone in kentucky?
John Doe 03/31/15 (Tue) 12:33:03 094ac2 No. 7374
>>7361 Yeah, I am. How's it going anon?
John Doe 03/31/15 (Tue) 18:54:34 ffdb81 No. 7380
>>7374 What part of KY?
Gunna play some games or be zoned out today.
Ye?
John Doe 03/31/15 (Tue) 19:52:31 8af4dc No. 7383
>>7380 Cky/Lex area, though out of state right now
John Doe 03/31/15 (Tue) 22:00:18 ffdb81 No. 7385
>>7383 Am in louisville.
Ye still feelin' down and stuuf? Why?
John Doe 03/31/15 (Tue) 22:43:21 094ac2 No. 7386
>>7385 >depressed, no motivation, terrible paranoia >used to be social, turning into autist >caught between expressing self and fitting in, now considered a faggot >no hope for future >budding drug problem >meds don't help, ever >bored of life >hated by most who I used to have significant contact with You?
John Doe 04/01/15 (Wed) 00:46:55 ffdb81 No. 7387
>>7386 >depressed, no motivation, terrible paranoia Stop taking 'em pills and feeding 'em jews
>used to be social, turning into autist >caught between expressing self and fitting in, now considered a faggot IF you cannot join 'em - Fuck 'em. It is just like /v/ with PLAYING games. They would mostly talk about them than to PLAY them. IF someone told /v/ that they PLAYED games then /v/ would be mad because they are fucking autist who do not allow others to have FUN IF they cannot. IF someone is putting ye down for something ye wanna do - Do it more to make them more mad. Fuck 'em! You do not own 'em shit but only IF you have money problemos…That is when you do owe them shit. Who cares what THEY say/do - We all gunna die anyways.
>no hope for future >budding drug problem >meds don't help, ever >bored of life Well gee wizz! The jewpills are not helping so ye turned to drugs and not the drugs do not feel the same as the first time and ye bored with life. Ye forcing yeself to enjoy things and most things are not feeling it anymo'. Most days I lay on me bed and be zoned out and do nothing until the motivation comes. I have a shit ton on me backlog but I do not trying to get through it just to get through it then feel I have nothing else to do because I already did done me backlog. I wait for it and not it wait for me. IF ye wanna be a bum or a couch potato - Do it until you wanna do something else.
>hated by most who I used to have significant contact with I am the same way because I get tired of looking at them. I advoid eye_contact.
Me?
>tfw you wanna learn something but it giving you a headache and you know that you are going to forget what you were trying to learn just as fast >tfw IQ is dropping fast to grade-school-kid level and you are 25 and grad HS in 2010 >tfw you wanna try to fix something but fuck it up more/break it >tfw you are smart enough to know you are not stupid but feel like it >your mouf gets you in trouble or you seem cocky all the time because of the logic you know >Cannot spell easy stuff for shit >Only know very basic maths >Back pains/allergies >Cannot hold money because will buy everything that has pretty colors or is shiny I just wanna die but cannot because willpower.
Why do I keep living when everyday is the same?
I just give up but keep living.
Always had this feeling like I am going to die any day like I am waiting for it and ready to go. I have a strong gut feeling someone/thing is watching me and not letting anything happen for me to die because it is not my time. I feel it is getting close to it.
John Doe 04/01/15 (Wed) 01:34:01 38728c No. 7388
>>7387 >Stop taking 'em pills and feeding 'em jews >putting ye down for something ye wanna do >so ye turned to drugs >ye bored with life. Ye forcing yeself to enjoy things >Most days I lay on me bed >I have a shit ton on me backlog >I already did done me backlog >IF ye wanna be a bum or a couch potato Avast ye landlubber! Why don't ye sail the seven seas? Aye matey. Tis' a fine mornin' fer ye ole yank and a spill! Twas this time me old crotch tickler tells me sh'says hey Fred why ye be talkin like a piret fer a fortnight? To which I reply of a swing and blacken the eye! Blow the hoe down m'timbers hoist the mains oer the piret colors cause we be livin' the life of a free men AN NO WOMERN ALLOWED tis' bad luck oar the open sea!
John Doe 04/01/15 (Wed) 01:56:03 094ac2 No. 7389
>>7387 Yeah, I also have bad back pain and allergies. I've tried to stop taking the medicine, but it makes no difference, as it doesn't help anyway. I can wait as long as I want for motivation, but it's never going to come. I honestly just think id rather be dead
John Doe 04/01/15 (Wed) 02:56:09 ffdb81 No. 7390
>>7388 yee
>>7389 How ye gunna off yeself?
IF I had a gun, I would have done meself in long ago.
John Doe 04/01/15 (Wed) 04:55:23 094ac2 No. 7394
>>7390 Look into a black pipe shotgun. If it happens, I'm going to overdose on some narcotic, and shoot myself off a high ledge.
You?
John Doe 04/01/15 (Wed) 06:03:56 ffdb81 No. 7396
>>7394 >Got me blood drawn today and hopeing for an early date for death when I go back Thursday. I have the mind-set to kill/off meself but I cannot do it without 'thoughts' visiting. I would rather kill meself than kill another. Once I move out and show me parents that I 'can live on me own' - Gun in mouf or something fast without thinking.
Am not sad or anything - Just feel ready.
Tired of the same day-to-day shit and already feels like I am in the afterlife without the issues I am going through
NEET/SHUT-IN since 2010 .
Everyday is same - Only clouds change
John Doe 04/01/15 (Wed) 17:42:04 094ac2 No. 7416
>>7396 Yeah, the monotony of it all is terrible. I recognize that many of my problems are fixable, I just feel too weary to try, and honestly, I'm not sure I want to try and fix it, life seems terrible anyway. So you still live at home then?
John Doe 04/02/15 (Thu) 03:38:33 ffdb81 No. 7428
>>7416 For now..
My parents are MID 50s-Early 60s and hard working and stuff but am just a leech and am scared to think about what would happen IF they died. I do not want/need their 'leftovers'…Just a way to join them.
John Doe 04/02/15 (Thu) 04:08:44 094ac2 No. 7429
>>7428 If you're blood, you'll probably get a part of the estate. As for success, unfortunately, to achieve such wealth and a stable position requires so much more work. The previous generation climbed the ladder to the top, and kicked out all the rungs on the way up.
But it does sound like you plan on sticking around for their possible deaths
John Doe 04/02/15 (Thu) 12:20:04 c8ffbe No. 7443
It feels so shitty, nothing as I imagined has ever worked.
John Doe 04/02/15 (Thu) 18:19:37 98b92b No. 7448
oh please, can we start some gathering based on area or something? ive been looking for suicide pacts and group for months and i cant find anything in my area
John Doe 04/02/15 (Thu) 22:43:17 ffdb81 No. 7457
>>7448 I do not have a car.
John Doe 04/03/15 (Fri) 01:38:43 094ac2 No. 7460
I could maybe meet some faggots in a public enviroment. Perhaps Ky suicide group in kik?
John Doe 04/03/15 (Fri) 02:56:56 c8ffbe No. 7462
Tried the onion network, no chance.
John Doe 04/03/15 (Fri) 03:24:06 ffdb81 No. 7463
>>7460 Do you have a car?
What method is the group gunna use?
>tfw found out am heathly from doctor >tfw It just seems like another day since >tfw Am going to still be doing what I am doing now when I am 30 then 40 then 60…
John Doe 04/03/15 (Fri) 03:36:04 094ac2 No. 7465
>>7463 I have a car. I'm not sure if I want to go through yet, but at the very least, I think a more timely manner for group discussion would be nice to some degree, be it a messenger room or what.
John Doe 04/03/15 (Fri) 03:45:11 ffdb81 No. 7466
>>7465 I have skype.
I COULD set up an IM account.
I think no-one but us from this board is in kentucky.
>More people in group = more it might make the whole thing fuck over
John Doe 04/03/15 (Fri) 03:50:04 094ac2 No. 7467
>>7466 True. Do you have access to a device capable of downloading kik?
John Doe 04/03/15 (Fri) 03:54:28 ffdb81 No. 7468
John Doe 04/03/15 (Fri) 03:58:18 094ac2 No. 7469
>>7468 You mind if I message you just to talk about shit?
John Doe 04/03/15 (Fri) 04:04:46 ffdb81 No. 7470
>>7469 I do not use me android much since I talk to me online friends on me computer and only have a flip phone for calling/texting me mom.
But IF ye wanna leave me a message - Ye can. The only reason I am turning on me android is because ye wanted to talk about IT over kik.
Best way to contact me is skype because it turns on when my computer does.
skype; nucted
John Doe 08/23/15 (Sun) 02:46:48 61e66e No. 10781
Someone should make an app for this kind of thing. Like Tinder but with death instead of sex.
John Doe 09/15/15 (Tue) 23:29:03 ca0075 No. 11268
>>7396
>Everyday is same - Only clouds change
Everyday is same - Only clouds change
John Doe 09/16/15 (Wed) 13:22:16 ffc26f No. 11278
>>10781
normies and pro-lifers would flood that.
John Doe 09/17/15 (Thu) 01:55:12 c18eac No. 11291
where do you go to make a suicide pact then?
John Doe 09/21/15 (Mon) 08:31:20 f4e6a7 No. 11429