/suicide/ - Suicide Tips & Tricks

>Not your personal blog.

>>8212

Fuck off there's people who care.

>>8213

Don't mind him. There's edgy retards wandering around giving people shit who want to kill themselves. It makes them feel better about being pathetic, when they have asshole personalities nobody likes.

>>8212

Faggot

OP, the problem is, we react very fast to traumatic incidents that could hurt us. I too want to die in a way that isn't suicide, but recently, when a car clipped a semi and skidded towards me, I jumped out of the way.

The human survival instinct is very strong.

Life isn't for everyone. Suicide may be a permanent solution, but I don't want to be around for whatever comes after ignoring the solution

>>8215

im very aware of human instincts but I genuinely believe not everyone should be alive, it's the cruelest thing I can imagine, it would make sense if we were some kind of a machine and were made to be like this, but we have feelings and emotion, so what happens is not just some mindless result, but torture

the situation is that there's something like lets call that 'A' and 'B' and both are forced to only accept certain things and both NEED certain things, but there are plenty of exmaples of both given different characteristics, plenty of times completely incapable of acquiring the things they need and were made for, you say well ok its about only the ones who can do it but then if you dont you literally feel so bad I cant explain it and thats just how things are and will ever be until you die

why? WHY THE FUCK DOES ALL OF THIS EXIST IN THIS WYA? WHY DID I GET SCREWED SO BAD WHY FUCK I FEEL WORSE THAN I EVER FELT AND THERE IS NOTHING I CAN DO TO STOP IT BUT KILL MYSELF AND I GOT A FAMILY THAT LOVES ME FUCK WHY CANT THIS STOP GOD DAMN IT THIS IS FUCKING HELL EVERY FUCKING MINUTE OF EVERY FUCKING DAY AND IM OUT OF DRUGS I CAN BARELY CONTRLO MYSELF I WANT TO HURT MYSELF BUT I know thats stupid and wont help me and will make thigns worse i want to jump out of my window right now but i might survive and be a potato oh god I WANT IT TSOPT SOTP I DONT WANNA LIVE FUCKKKK KILL ME

>>8238

But we can't kill you, anon. You know how in this life, nobody holds your hand? Even when it would be simple for them to do so, as adults, everybody preaches against holding your hand. It permeates all days of existence. "I'm not here to hold your hand." "I'm not your father/mother." They could do it, you know. People could hold your hand, make you feel better. But they simply refuse. Pieces of shit. In this life, you have no help. You have to do everything yourself, even this. I have attempted many things and just survived. Most have been painful. I know however, that if anyone does something as foolish as laying down a gun infront of me, that it will traumatize them for the rest of their life. Because I'm just going to grab that gun, point it upwards in my mouth, and pull the trigger.

>>8241

Shooting myself seems like the only way I'd kill myself. I just want to grab a gun and go deep and high in the mountain in my city, I mean really high and in where people wouldn't go for months or years and just shoot myself there.

I don't want attention, I simply want to die. I don't want to have a funeral and a bunch of assholes talking about me. I just want to disappear and so be it.

Not that it would matter since I'd be dead so like I'd give a fuck if there is attention brought to my death, but there probably won't be.

>>8241

> But they simply refuse. Pieces of shit.

Isn't that hypocritical? I mean you're clearly not devoting your life to helping others.

>>8213

>>8214

>>8215

This is not the place to try to "help your with your feelings :))))", it's a place to fucking kill yourself. Take your Munchausen and go back to /mental/.

The fuck happened with this board?

>>8250

im sorry i wont post anymore i dont have anyone to talk to but the time to kill myself is just not right this moment and i dont have a gun either so i need to work on that

>>8210

I was exposed to abuse and shitheads since I was younger than 5 years old. It made me scared about my future, it made me feel like I was completely ugly and would have to hide from everyone. It's been weirdly prophetic since that's essentially what I'm doing right now.

>>8256

Man I feel you,humans are so full of shit

>>8247

Anyone else have a problem with thinking your help would not be well received?

I feel like I'm self-deceptive and my head's up my ass half the time, how could I? And what do people even want? When do they want it? Etc etc

Its so vague

I wanna be someone's co-guardian angel (as in we got each others backs), seems like it'd be nice.

>>8286

if you were 'qualified' to be that you probably wouldn't be posting on here, im not hating on you or tryna bring you down man but come on

me. i remember being depressed as early as 6. but it probably had something to do with my fucked up family even though i didn't know it at the time. just like oh hey my dad is throwing knives at my mom hmm ok let me go hide in my room not sure why i feel this way…as much as i hate being sad i am also kind of glad i don't live in ignorance. i also hate the happy sheltered pricks i am surrounded by because they live in complacency and refuse to question the meaning of life.

awful to say this but maybe i enjoy glamorizing depression.

When I was little I would think how I wanted to disappear. I didn't know I wanted to die, but I know I wanted to go away and not be near anyone else.

It took me until I was 12, and thinking about how I wouldn't have to grow up if I killed myself. I wanted to stay a kid forever.