>>8366
I hold the belief that you go only where you believe you will go. All this shit about Karma and consequences is all bullshit and the only punishments and rewards you get are the ones you decide for yourself.
Though this is extremely limited in understanding in human form. The animal brain not wanting to experience pain/suffering will come up with an infinite number of scenarios/consequences as to why you should not get hurt in life, especially kill yourself.
But on the other side you are capable of doing anything. Having an infinite amount of power/ability that only needs to be realized, something that a soul might not evolve into due to programing from religion/culture, while human, dominating it's consciousness. You will literally make your own heaven or hell. The decisions in this life will only be relevant if you deem them so.
The scariest part about this line of thinking for me is that I do not trust myself. I could accidentally make my own hell regardless of if I manage to realize this truth once I'm gone from this body or not.
I hazard to say that once the 'waves' finally settle and I've created my own paradise I will become like the story of that god that decided to take the form of a cow. Staying that way for so long he forgot what he really was, and became stuck in that body until the other Gods could convince him he was otherwise.
In other words essentially making another life like this where I will have to 'die' to remember what I am.