/suicide/ - Suicide Tips & Tricks

Right now not at all, sometimes it's the only happy thought I have in my head.

>>9778

Pretty fucking badly

Badly enough

>>9778

What sucks is that my choice of method (or more accurately, lack thereof) is the only big thing keeping me from doing it. I spend too much time wondering which methods are the least painful, leave the least traumatizing scene, etc.

There's like no holy grail of methods that I can see. I want to have my cake and eat it too, while also letting everyone else have cake. Shit's torture.

>>9779

Same for me.

>>9783

You haven't done enough research. There are at least three methods that will leave behind a peaceful corpse.

>>9786

Then by all means, share the methods outside of inert gas inhalation that don't have the potential to harm other people.

i don't want to die at all

can't stop thinking of doing it though, no other solution to my problem

>>9787

A pentobarbital OD will not endanger anyone other than oneself. (A stat dose of an antiemetic is needed to ensure no vomiting occurs prior to death.)

With a modest amount of research both of these drugs can be purchased online.

I actually almost offed myself a couple of weeks ago but I was too scared to do it, since then I haven´t really been suicidal but I´m still depressed…I just like to visit this board once in a while

>>9783

How you can not know this, given the organizations devoted to disseminating this information, not to mention the links on this board, is beyond me.

Currently looking at methods. Pentobarbital is expensive and could potentially be seized by customs, firearm regulations in California make procuring a gun a pain in the ass, and I'd probably screw up the concentration for CO/H2S poisoning.

It's not my preferred way to die, but I guess I'm stuck visiting the hardware store and going with the rope after all. I'I likely go and buy it some time next week; hopefully, I can work up the guts to follow through with this.

>>9795

I think I'm getting close to this point too. I'd like to OD on heroin, but it's pretty tough to find. The urge to just get a rope, walk out to the garage, and do it is pretty strong

>>9795

H2S works but is highly toxic if there is any still around when you are found; CO has the same problem, but to a much lesser extent. In both cases you need to affix warning signs to the vehicle or dwelling in which you are doing the deed (and don't do either if you are in an apartment or shared dwelling).

Considering the availability of inert gas, those methods are pretty much depricated (except for being really cheap).

>>9778

Very. That said, I'd rather just die in my sleep or something.

>>9798

High quality heroin can be purchased off darknet markets.

>>9795

>California

omg, do you have any idea how close to heaven you already are?

go to tijuana, even if you have no money and car, sell your shit to get there

you can either buy barbiturates from an unscrupulous veterinarian (aka all of them) or end up like this guy

https://www.reddit.com/r/casualiama/comments/2lbqym/traveled_to_mexico_to_buy_chemicals_to_humanely/

>>9779

same here

I don't feel genuine desire aside from some monkey-core immediate satisfaction BS. Hot girl, go talk to her, why not?, no cant do it, time passes it's too late already,ugh I've fucked somewhere around 8 girls and no magic in ANY of those experiences. Just the girl saying "I'm a good whore" for the most of them , and for the woman I am in love with (the first one I loved AND laid) had something special. Once that stopped: I stopped.

That was 34 years ago. Nah just kidding, I just turned 21. No more pain, I want a peaceful exit after growing up with a senior citizen single mother and her sister hearing about their farts, weight problems and neurotic bullshit they can come up with because they haven't been dicked since I was born.

I do not only have a strong feeling of wanting to die, I also consider it a goal like buying heroin.

>>9778

It wavers. Sometimes I want to go out and get something lethal and be done with it. Dont care about anything, I just want to be gone. Other days its not as strong, but the thought still lingers.

>>9806

not the person you replied to (and sorry for double post) but I am a retard when it comes to needles. Smoking it would obviously not be effective. How do you find a vein? how to 'prep' it? How much is lethal?

>>9851

Here's a guide on how to inject:

http://harmreduction.org/wp-content/uploads/2011/12/getting-off-right.pdf

A gram of high quality heroin adminstered intravenously will prove fatal, assuming you have no tolerance.

It fluctuates.There are times when I think I can turn my life around and actually make something of it and not be miserable anymore. Those are the few times I don't wish I was dead.

I've come to known that the feeling just becomes stronger as time progresses, it doesn't disappear. Been wanting to do it for years. I have no fear of dying yet I can't escape the anxiety that keeps me form going. Fuck it I'm doing it before I turn 21 this October.

>>9778

That's a tough one. I'm so far beyond sick of living that I don't want to do anything that isn't absolutely necessary. I'm certain I WILL do it, since I have everything I need literally within arms' reach, but all I want to do right now is sleep, so I won't think about how my car is falling apart, and even after starving myself for a month and buying nothing, I still don't have the money to buy parts for it, and it's my means of remaining employed at the job that has pushed me to this point. I work with idiots, under idiots, and serve idiots. There's no way out. A coworker nearly got fired for arguing with a manager over the manager's absurdly idiotic belief that 0.5% is always equal to one unit of a variable whole. Yes, that there can only be 200 of anything, apparently.

>>9791

thats a cool way to go, bud

It crosses my mind at least 2 or 3 times a day but I usually end up talking myself out of it or just becoming apathetic to the idea. But as time has gone on, the feeling has only grown stronger and I'm able to come up with a more concise argument for why it would be a good idea. I've spent a disgusting majority of my life miserable and the promise of "It's going to get better" only goes so far.