I know how everyone here always talks about going out painlessly, instantly, or in such a state that you don't even realize that you're dying.I don't want that.I want to feel death come.I want to feel the pain, I want to feel the coldness and c

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John Doe 07/12/15 (Sun) 08:13:22 a0ab18 No.9855

I know how everyone here always talks about going out painlessly, instantly, or in such a state that you don't even realize that you're dying.

I don't want that.

I want to feel death come.

I want to feel the pain, I want to feel the coldness and calmness overtake me as my body and mind decide "this is it, it's over."

I want to feel the sensation that people who've had NDE's describe. That feeling of overwhelming peace and acceptance, right before they lose consciousness.

I don't claim to know about what lies after death, but assuming it's anything other than something on a spiritual level, then taking the instant way out like decapitation or something like that is robbing yourself of that last few moments of peace you will ever have. Even if it's only for a moment, you'll feel at peace. Comforted. Like it's okay, and there's nothing to be afraid of. Acceptance. That's what people with NDE's describe, and I want to slowly drift into that peaceful feeling, even if it only lasts a second.

I want to, for even one moment in my life, feel peace.

My question to you all is this: What is the best way to achieve this? Any death that isn't instant is going to be painful, so I have come to accept that I will feel pain, but I'd like to feel as little pain as possible. How can I achieve that feeling of my life slipping away, without being in sheer agony?

John Doe 07/12/15 (Sun) 08:25:44 d2ac94 No.9857

Perhaps some kind of asphyxiation? From what I've read it doesn't seem like the most painful way to go, but it's not very quick either.

John Doe 07/12/15 (Sun) 23:15:23 d6ef74 No.9865

I understand, OP. I want to just slip away, listening to that one last song.

John Doe 07/13/15 (Mon) 05:24:03 0f6402 No.9867

Maybe cut your wrists? Even better, find a way to cut your whole limbs and die of blood loss.

John Doe 07/13/15 (Mon) 15:15:13 d2ac94 No.9879

>>9867

Cutting wrists doesn't work. Before you've got any chance to bleed out your veins are already clotting. I tried it a few years ago and was caught and sent to a psych ward. If anon wants to try cutting, they should cut deeply down the arm aiming for an artery. But this method isn't the best choice as it has a lot of potential to not be successful.

John Doe 07/15/15 (Wed) 04:17:43 fe55f1 No.9902

>>9855

If you shoot yourself through the heart, or stab yourself in the heart, it will be an agonizing death that will take about ten minutes or so, at the shortest.

John Doe 07/21/15 (Tue) 03:41:13 a0ab18 No.10086

>>9879

Doesn't submerging your wrists in a bathtub prevent them from clotting?

Also I had another idea. Would taking a few painkillers actually help subside the pain at all? I want to be fully aware so I don't wa

nt to be completely zonked out on pills, but like maybe 2 or 3 painkillers.

John Doe 07/22/15 (Wed) 13:08:26 d6ef74 No.10102

>>9855

Man, this photo gave me the feels

John Doe 07/22/15 (Wed) 18:43:18 dff4e6 No.10104

>>9902

you won't be conscious for all of that though

i saw a video of a russian hooker getting stabbed, she's on the floor and unconscious within 20seconds

it looks a bit too low to hit her heart though

http://www.liveleak.com/view?i=fb9_1365338367

John Doe 07/23/15 (Thu) 06:11:22 fe55f1 No.10121

>>10104

Immobile and unresponsive doesn't mean unconscious. It takes a fucking eternity to achieve brain death, though some people get through their entire lives being brain dead.

John Doe 07/25/15 (Sat) 02:47:47 b149b3 No.10142

>>9855

Two options I can think of:

1. How to die in Oregon. You can watch the documentary, and try to procure the concoction they use for assisted suicide.

2. Or inert gas exit bag strategy.

John Doe 07/25/15 (Sat) 18:52:46 a9c517 No.10154

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>>9855

> I want to feel the pain…

> …but I'd like to feel as little pain as possible.

John Doe 07/26/15 (Sun) 13:28:28 8446cc No.10157

since I self harm there is a part of me that wants to do that