No.315
To anybody wondering, I have no fucking clue how anyone is getting banned. A friend just informed me any of this shit was happening like five minutes ago. I was busy sucking the tongue of my 9/10 qt girlfriend.
All I can think of it's a global moderator setting me up to look bad. Like 4chon all over again. But it'd be more than hypocritical or even illegal to ban any of this weak sauce.
You little shits don't even know how to troll. It's sad really. The youth is lost to a generation of moderators post-modern liberalism idea of trolling.
No.320
ur a fagget
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No.323
Marxism is for gayniggers
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No.328
>my 9/10 qt "girlfriend"
>9/10 qt
Not sure that's good way to describe Ahuviya Harel, but whatever makes you happy.
No.336
>saying us "little shits" can't troll
>using a Naruto image
>using babby's first cringe anime pics
Marxism really is for homosexuals.
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No.337
>9/10 qt girlfriend
You're such a terrible liar, Jimmy.
No.355
When she's made up she can be any rating he wants!
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No.356
IS YOUR GIRLFRIEND A BIG GIRL?
No.357
>>315I like to think that Jim dresses up in drag whenever he posts as his "girlfriend"
Why hasn't "she" posted on this board, anyway?
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Jim Profit is a huge fag.
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No.362
Jimmy, what's your latest Youtube account? I really can't be arsed to spend 5+ minutes trying to figure it out.
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No.373
If that's true, Jim, you'd be getting trolled. But we all know you're just a hypocrite who likes to ban people for dissenting.
Sincerely, dongle.
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No.377
THIS BOARD IS GROSS JIM
I DON'T SEE ANY TRADITIONAL GAMES BEING DISCUSSED EITHER
No.448
This is true and you idiots don't see it yet, you are disappearing, being made empty.
The televisions, the machines, computers, etc. they're doing the thinking for us.
You watch and it impresses the experience upon you, it dreams for you.
Your emotions are being programmed, and you are forgetting yourself which is fading away.
It started with reading and writing but every technological advance has made it worse.
We are being killed by the computer god, like a virus taking over our minds.
Look at how many yearn now for the singularity.
All that the transhumanists want, it was already with us before, and more…
The power within is immense, but we don't use our minds properly, don't develop like we should.
Our thoughts can heal us and extend us.
Constant bread & circus, you're all distracted, so you let yourself be polluted and become toxic.
The population is massive and dysgenic, and keeps growing.
In the end we will be exterminated by the computer god.
(Computers replaced god)
Through the computer god you are convinced to racemix and destroy yourself, forget your origins, all made the same, assimilated.
Everyone of you here taken in by the lies of psychiatry are just thinking "lol schizophrenia" when someone has thoughts beyond your comprehension or that individual's capacity for articulation.
It sounds insane to you, you must start feeling really uncomfortable to think otherwise.
Fucking kosher bluepill jew slaves.
Look carefully to the void, it will bring you many impressions far more beautiful.
In silence you will hear the greatest music.
Random number sequences can establish your connection.
You must be very comfortable though for you to have your thoughts made for you by another will all the time, when your consciousness expands temporarily, it will be such a great pain to go back again to this way of living in mental slavery.
You don't know what you've lost.
Everyone thinks they can find it all back again in the computer god.
They yearn to be made whole again, but the memory of what was lost is vague to them, barely there if it is at all being raised from birth in this toxic environment and surrounded by all this blather.
Little hope for us to be free again, nobody from before could see it coming, they didn't know their children were dying inside.
Enjoy yourselves deformed mental slaves, the computer god is there for you to fill the void, the void you were meant to fill with your own will.
What a shame.
No.475
I have multiple theories; one you are going into a higher density or they into a lower and so they are not fully visible as they are not yet completely in phase with your plane/realm.
two they are thoughtforms not given enough conscious focus, energy, etc. to become more substantial and be shaped into a proper entity
three they are simply shadow entities, this is their nature, they will be like this always.
four they are the a kind of entity which is loosing power and disintegrating into a faded form; shades.
No.477
first you need to become a linux nerd, that can be your excuse. Your parents will be happy to see you taking an interest in an intellectual pursuit. Set up a machine that sits IN FRONT of your wireless router to use as a firewall (need a 2-hole NIC)
anyway, to cut to the chase, you secure socket into the firewall machine and forward X11 to your local machine (putty, xming) and browse to your heart's content
Not safe but that isn't the goal, the whole firewall is just an excuse to put that shit in front of your router
No.478
https://boards.4chan.org/x/res/14157875https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=o6-iqda3BHIhttps://boards.4chan.org/x/res/14160707#p14160800https://boards.4chan.org/x/res/14160838#p14161019A B C D E F G H I J K L M N O P Q R S T U V W X Y Z
1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26
S M I L E Y
19 13 9 12 5 25
Smiley = S(19) + M(13) + I(9) + L(12) + E(5) + Y(25) = 83
1 + 9 = 10, 1 + 3 = 4, 9 + 0 = 9, 1 + 2 = 3, 5 + 0 = 5, 2 + 5 = 7
10 + 4 + 9 + 3 + 5 + 7 = 38 (83 reversed!)
1 + 2 + 3 + 4 + 5 + 6 + 7 + 8 + 9 + 10 + 11 + 12 + 13 + 14 + 15 + 16 + 17 + 18 + 19 + 20 + 21 + 22 + 23 + 24 + 25 + 26 + 27 + 28 + 29 + 30 + 31 + 32 + 33 + 34 + 35 + 36 + 37 + 38 = 741
Smiley = 741
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Lucifer = L(12) + U(21) + C(3) + I(9) + F(6) + E(5) + R(18) = 74
1 + 2 = 3, 2 + 1 = 3, 3 + 0 = 3, 9 + 0 = 9, 6 + 0 = 6, 5 + 0 = 5, 1 + 8 = 9
3 + 3 + 3 + 9 + 6 + 5 + 9 = 38 (The sum of all the individual digits add to 38.)
1 + 2 + 3 + 4 + 5 + 6 + 7 + 8 + 9 + 10 + 11 + 12 + 13 + 14 + 15 + 16 + 17 + 18 + 19 + 20 + 21 + 22 + 23 + 24 + 25 + 26 + 27 + 28 + 29 + 30 + 31 + 32 + 33 + 34 + 35 + 36 + 37 + 38 = 741
(All the numbers 1 through 38 when added together = 741.)
SMILEY = LUCIFER
>AT LAST I TRULY SEEu263b
21 + 2 + 6 + 3 + 2 = 34
21 + 2 + 6 + 3 + 11 = 43
3 + 2 + 6 + 3 + 2 = 16
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A B C D E F G H I J K L M N O P Q R S T U V W X Y Z
1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26
R E I N C A R N A T I O N
18 5 9 14 3 1 18 14 1 20 9 15 14
1 + 8 = 9, 5 + 0 = 5, 9 + 0 = 9, 1 + 4 = 5, 3 + 0 = 3, 1 + 0 = 1, 1 + 8 = 9, 1 + 4 = 5, 1 + 0 = 1, 2 + 0 = 2, 9 + 0 = 9, 1 + 5 = 6, 1 + 4 = 5
9 + 5 + 9 + 5 + 3 + 1 + 9 + 5 + 1 + 2 + 9 + 6 + 5 = 69
1 + 2 + 3 + 4 + 5 + 6 + 7 + 8 + 9 + 10 + 11 + 12 + 13 + 14 + 15 + 16 + 17 + 18 + 19 + 20 + 21 + 22 + 23 + 24 + 25 + 26 + 27 + 28 + 29 + 30 + 31 + 32 + 33 + 34 + 35 + 36 + 37 + 38 + 39 + 40 + 41 + 42 + 43 + 44 + 45 + 46 + 47 + 48 + 49 + 50 + 51 + 52 + 53 + 54 + 55 + 56 + 57 + 58 + 59 + 60 + 61 + 62 + 63 + 64 + 65 + 66 + 67 + 68 + 69 = 2415
No.479
TFW CLUSTERFUCK OF SONGS GOING ON AND MPD TO THE MAX=======================================
No.481
Magic articles I have read (since September 1st 2013):
Article –
http://home.comcast.net/~max555/book/Combat.html – Rating 0/5 – Knowledge applied: yes
Article –
http://home.comcast.net/~max555/book/Forwarned.html – Rating 3/5 – Knowledge applied: partially
No.482
I have read up on Autosuggestion in Initiation Into Hermetics as well as been doing some intense thinking trying to resolve some problems I've had and come to some realizations.
4chon and wizardchan are extremely psychically toxic places, especially 4chon, and anywhere else on the internet too there's the potential for me to pick up psychic influences which are self-destructive and I have to much more careful what thoughts I think and present. I need to stop being so damned self-hating and self-desparaging and I have to find the good in me and the love and focus intensely on it and let it fill my thoughts. I have to drop the thoughts of which are undermining me on a psychic level and avoid the psychic attacks of others, I must change my posting behaviour to avoid all of this, and take psychic warfare to a new level of mental finesse in order to protect my own mental image. I notice I am having difficulty imagining myself in a positive light and seeing my body with my mind's eye in the condition I want it to be in and this needs to be overcome. I am wasting my time by engaging in political discussions of the sort held on 4chon which are so full of bad vibes, I can't approach that site at all until I have already taken every bad vibe I've picked up and transformed it and am ready to confront the incoming psychic attacks from others and benefit from the loosh they give me instead of it undermining me.
I also need to avoid in the present worldviews that don't allow me to save myself. There's been plenty of people who've suddenly overcome and left behind an "incurable disease" and who've done even greater miracles and this all within my grasp. As much as I want to defend the white race I need to do put more emphasis on the spiritual idea of the white race and reject the very rigid notion of genetics being the soul determinant of my fate and success. Many things which are manifested in my body right now are found in neither of my parents nor my grandparents, there is no reason for me to think they are genetic, they have to be down to environmental and much more likely metaphysical / psychical factors.
I must not believe the self-destructive ideas. They must seem like folly to me, to be a joke, hardly worth entertaining.
I get told every day I am evil and start believing it, I am told that I am stupid and many other things and my mind becomes clouded, I need to ignore the hateful egalitarian filth and their twisted mind games trying to make me hate myself while pretending they are of the light and loving people which they are not. Even if infinite potential exists in every individual we still remain unequal as not everyone is as realized as another. Also obviously coming from the same source doesn't invalidate all the differentiation which has created inequality since then.
No.483
>For some time I have been attempting to contact a higher power, I had some expectations of what I would find (older male, ancient of days, yhvh/ihvh) but I have felt a greater connection to a trickster type character, I cannot hear him, but I know/think what he try's to tell me and I can sometimes vaguely see him, have I gone crazy, did I accidentally start a tulpa lol?
<Stop being such a word animal is my suggestion. Words animals are always confusing themselves with the impossible because of the abstraction of their thought processes to words.
>I'm not really sure what this means?
<Ignore the other two guys to reply to you. It means stop thinking in the medium of words. Think through other mediums.
The guy who suggests that you stop thinking is a dipshit.
Just think about this: how did people think before they formed any words in their minds?
How do people think thatve been deaf all their life?
You need to think through other mediums to remove some of the impurities that come with words.
Every word is an abstraction. A word in itself is meaningless. Its meaning is created through association; but to what?
There is something which underlies words. Something which can not lie.
You can say whatever you like. You can tell untruths using words. There is a "language of truth" that isn't really a language which underlies our thoughts though and you need to access that medium in order to think pure thoughts without contradictions.
Timecube contains a lot of wisdom btw but word animals do not understand cubicism very well.
This is what I mean by you needing to stop being such a word animal all the time.
I suggest you start by counting with sight, then count with blinks, then count with motion, and count through every other medium you can until you are able to make subconscious processes conscious to you.
You may find for example that you don't have to say "one", "two", "three", "four", etc. when counting geese as I do. I have counted the geese at the petting farm many times. There are 23 geese. I have counted them in many ways… with a motion of the hand, with blinks, in sets, etc. and no words passed through my mind. I counted them then received the result just like GOOSE GOOSE GOOSE GOOSE until I get to the end result except I don't think goose.
You need to become aware of stuff like this. How is that you are thinking underneath all those words? The words deceive you and confuse you. Access more pure forms of thought. Become a "cubic thinker".
No.484
HAIL TIMECUBE MOTHERFUCKERS!!!
No.487
>SCHIZOPHRENIA
>A Nonexistent Disease
>by Lawrence Stevens, J.D.
The word "schizophrenia" has a scientific sound that seems to give it inherent credibility and a charisma that seems to dazzle people. In his book Molecules of the Mind - The Brave New Science of Molecular Psychology, University of Maryland journalism professor Jon Franklin calls schizophrenia and depression "the two classic forms of mental illness" (Dell Publishing Co., 1987, p. 119). According to the cover article in the July 6, 1992 Time magazine, schizophrenia is the "most devilish of mental illnesses" (p. 53). This Time magazine article says "fully a quarter of the nation's hospital beds are occupied by schizophrenia patients" (p. 55). Books and articles like these and the facts to which they refer (such as a quarter of hospital beds being occupied by so-called schizophrenics) delude most people into believing there really is a disease called schizophrenia. Schizophrenia is one of the great myths of our time.
In his book Schizophrenia - The Sacred Symbol of Psychiatry, psychiatry professor Thomas S. Szasz, M.D., says "There is, in short, no such thing as schizophrenia" (Syracuse University Press, 1988, p. 191). In the Epilogue of their book Schizophrenia - Medical Diagnosis or Moral Verdict?, Theodore R. Sarbin, Ph.D., a psychology professor at the University of California at Santa Cruz who spent three years working in mental hospitals, and James C. Mancuso, Ph.D., a psychology professor at the State University of New York at Albany, say: "We have come to the end of our journey. Among other things, we have tried to establish that the schizophrenia model of unwanted conduct lacks credibility. The analysis directs us ineluctably to the conclusion that schizophrenia is a myth" (Pergamon Press, 1980, p. 221). In his book Against Therapy, published in 1988, Jeffrey Masson, Ph.D., a psychoanalyst, says "There is a heightened awareness of the dangers inherent in labeling somebody with a disease category like schizophrenia, and many people are beginning to realize that there is no such entity" (Atheneum, p. 2). Rather than being a bona-fide disease, so-called schizophrenia is a nonspecific category which includes almost everything a human being can do, think, or feel that is greatly disliked by other people or by the so-called schizophrenics themselves. There are few so-called mental illnesses that have not at one time or another been called schizophrenia. Because schizophrenia is a term that covers just about everything a person can think or do which people greatly dislike, it is hard to define objectively. Typically, definitions of schizophrenia are vague or inconsistent with each other. For example, when I asked a physician who was the Assistant Superintendent of a state mental hospital to define the term schizophrenia for me, he with all seriousness replied "split personality - that's the most popular definition." In contrast, a pamphlet published by the National Alliance for the Mentally Ill titled "What Is Schizophrenia?" says "Schizophrenia is not a split personality". In her book Schiz-o-phre-nia: Straight Talk for Family and Friends, published in 1985, Maryellen Walsh says "Schizophrenia is one of the most misunderstood diseases on the planet. Most people think that it means having a split personality. Most people are wrong. Schizophrenia is not a splitting of the personality into multiple parts" (Warner Books, p. 41). The American Psychiatric Association's (APA's) Diagnostic and Statistical Manual of Mental Disorders (Second Edition), also known as DSM-II, published in 1968, defined schizophrenia as "characteristic disturbances of thinking, mood, or behavior" (p. 33). A difficulty with such a definition is it is so broad just about anything people dislike or consider abnormal, i.e., any so-called mental illness, can fit within it. In the Foreword to DSM-II, Ernest M. Gruenberg, M.D., D.P.H., Chairman of the American Psychiatric Association's Committee on Nomenclature, said: "Consider, for example, the mental disorder labeled in the Manual as 'schizophrenia,' … Even if it had tried, the Committee could not establish agreement about what this disorder is" (p. ix). The third edition of the APA's Diagnostic and Statistical Manual of Mental Disorders, published in 1980, commonly called DSM-III, was also quite candid about the vagueness of the term. It said: "The limits of the concept of Schizophrenia are unclear" (p. 181). The revision published in 1987, DSM-III-R, contains a similar statement: "It should be noted that no single feature is invariably present or seen only in Schizophrenia" (p. 188). DSM-III-R also says this about a related diagnosis, Schizoaffective Disorder: "The term Schizoaffective Disorder has been used in many different ways since it was first introduced as a subtype of Schizophrenia, and represents one of the most confusing and controversial concepts in psychiatric nosology" (p. 208).
No.488
Particularly noteworthy in today's prevailing intellectual climate in which mental illness is considered to have biological or chemical causes is what DSM-III-R, says about such physical causes of this catch-all concept of schizophrenia: It says a diagnosis of schizophrenia "is made only when it cannot be established that an organic factor initiated and maintained the disturbance" (p. 187). Underscoring this definition of "schizophrenia" as non-biological is the 1987 edition of The Merck Manual of Diagnosis and Therapy, which says a (so-called) diagnosis of schizophrenia is made only when the behavior in question is "not due to organic mental disorder" (p. 1532).
Contrast this with a statement by psychiatrist E. Fuller Torrey, M.D., in his book Surviving Schizophrenia: A Family Manual, published in 1988. He says "Schizophrenia is a brain disease, now definitely known to be such" (Harper & Row, p. 5). Of course, if schizophrenia is a brain disease, then it is organic. However, the official definition of schizophrenia maintained and published by the American Psychiatric Association in its Diagnostic and Statistical Manual of Mental Disorders for many years specifically excluded organically caused conditions from the definition of schizophrenia. Not until the publication of DSM-IV in 1994 was the exclusion for biologically caused conditions removed from the definition of schizophrenia. In Surviving Schizophrenia, Dr. Torrey acknowledges "the prevailing psychoanalytic and family interaction theories of schizophrenia which were prevalent in American psychiatry" (p. 149) which would seem to account for this.
In the November 10, 1988 issue of Nature, genetic researcher Eric S. Lander of Harvard University and M.I.T. summarized the situation this way: "The late US Supreme Court Justice Potter Stewart declared in a celebrated obscenity case that, although he could not rigorously define pornography, 'I know it when I see it'. Psychiatrists are in much the same position concerning the diagnosis of schizophrenia. Some 80 years after the term was coined to describe a devastating condition involving a mental split among the functions of thought, emotion and behaviour, there remains no universally accepted definition of schizophrenia" (p. 105).
No.489
According to Dr. Torrey in his book Surviving Schizophrenia, so-called schizophrenia includes several widely divergent personality types. Included among them are paranoid schizophrenics, who have "delusions and/or hallucinations" that are either "persecutory" or "grandiose"; hebephrenic schizophrenics, in whom "well-developed delusions are usually absent"; catatonic schizophrenics who tend to be characterized by "posturing, rigidity, stupor, and often mutism" or, in other words, sitting around in a motionless, nonreactive state (in contrast to paranoid schizophrenics who tend to be suspicious and jumpy); and simple schizophrenics, who exhibit a "loss of interest and initiative" like the catatonic schizophrenics (though not as severe) and unlike the paranoid schizophrenics have an "absence of delusions or hallucinations" (p. 77). The 1968 edition of the American Psychiatric Association's Diagnostic and Statistical Manual of Mental Disorders, DSM-II, indicates a person who is very happy (experiences "pronounced elation") may be defined as schizophrenic for this reason ("Schizophrenia, schizo-affective type, excited") or very unhappy ("Schizophrenia, schizo-affective type, depressed")(p. 35), and the 1987 edition, DSM-III-R, indicates a person can be "diagnosed" as schizophrenic because he displays neither happiness nor sadness ("no signs of affective expression")(p. 189), which Dr. Torrey in his book calls simple schizophrenia ("blunting of emotions")(p. 77). According to psychiatry professor Jonas Robitscher, J.D., M.D., in his book The Powers of Psychiatry, people who cycle back and forth between happiness and sadness, the so-called manic-depressives or suffers of "bipolar mood disorder", may also be called schizophrenic: "Many cases that are diagnosed as schizophrenia in the United States would be diagnosed as manic-depressive illness in England or Western Europe" (Houghton Mifflin, 1980, p. 165.) So the supposed "symptoms" or defining characteristics of "schizophrenia" are broad indeed, defining people as having some kind of schizophrenia because they have delusions or do not, hallucinate or do not, are jumpy or catatonic, are happy, sad, or neither happy nor sad, or cycling back and forth between happiness and sadness. Since no physical causes of "schizophrenia" have been found, as we'll soon see, this "disease" can be defined only in terms of its "symptoms", which as you can see are what might be called ubiquitous. As attorney Bruce Ennis says in his book Prisoners of Psychiatry: "schizophrenia is such an all-inclusive term and covers such a large range of behavior that there are few people who could not, at one time or another, be considered schizophrenic" (Harcourt Brace Jovanovich, Inc., 1972, p. 22). People who are obsessed with certain thoughts or who feel compelled to perform certain behaviors, such as washing their hands repeatedly, are usually considered to be suffering from a separate psychiatric disease called "obsessive-compulsive disorder". However, people with obsessive thoughts or compulsive behaviors have also been called schizophrenic (e.g., by Dr. Torrey in his book Surviving Schizophrenia, pp. 115-116).
In Surviving Schizophrenia, Dr. Torrey quite candidly concedes the impossibility of defining what "schizophrenia" is. He says: "The definitions of most diseases of mankind has been accomplished. … In almost all diseases there is something which can be seen or measured, and this can be used to define the disease and separate it from nondisease states. Not so with schizophrenia! To date we have no single thing which can be measured and from which we can then say: Yes, that is schizophrenia. Because of this, the definition of the disease is a source of great confusion and debate" (p. 73). What puzzles me is how to reconcile this statement of Dr. Torrey's with another he makes in the same book, which I quoted above and which appears more fully as follows: "Schizophrenia is a brain disease, now definitely known to be such. It is a real scientific and biological entity, as clearly as diabetes, multiple sclerosis, and cancer are scientific and biological entities" (p. 5). How can it be known schizophrenia is a brain disease when we do not know what schizophrenia is?
No.490
The truth is that the label schizophrenia, like the labels pornography or mental illness, indicates disapproval of that to which the label is applied and nothing more. Like "mental illness" or pornography, "schizophrenia" does not exist in the sense that cancer and heart disease exist but exists only in the sense that good and bad exist. As with all other so-called mental illnesses, a diagnosis of "schizophrenia" is a reflection of the speaker's or "diagnostician's" values or ideas about how a person "should" be, often coupled with the false (or at least unproven) assumption that the disapproved thinking, emotions, or behavior results from a biological abnormality. Considering the many ways it has been used, it's clear "schizophrenia" has no particular meaning other than "I dislike it." Because of this, I lose some of my respect for mental health professionals when I hear them use the word schizophrenia in a way that indicates they think it is a real disease. I do this for the same reason I would lose respect for someone's perceptiveness or intellectual integrity after hearing him or her admire the emperor's new clothes. While the layman definition of schizophrenia, internally inconsistent, may make some sense, using the term "schizophrenia" in a way that indicates the speaker thinks it is a real disease is tantamount to admitting he doesn't know what he is talking about.
Many mental health "professionals" and other "scientific" researchers do however persist in believing "schizophrenia" is a real disease. They are like the crowds of people observing the emperor's new clothes, unable or unwilling to see the truth because so many others before them have said it is real. A glance through the articles listed under "Schizophrenia" in Index Medicus, an index of medical periodicals, reveals how widespread the schizophrenia myth has become. And because these "scientists" believe "schizophrenia" is a real disease, they try to find physical causes for it. As psychiatrist William Glasser, M.D., says in his book Positive Addiction, published in 1976: "Schizophrenia sounds so much like a disease that prominent scientists delude themselves into searching for its cure" (Harper & Row, p. 18). This is a silly endeavor, because these supposedly prominent scientists can't define "schizophrenia" and accordingly don't know what they are looking for.
According to three Stanford University psychiatry professors, "two hypotheses have dominated the search for a biological substrate of schizophrenia." They say these two theories are the transmethylation hypothesis of schizophrenia and the dopamine hypothesis of schizophrenia. (Jack D. Barchas, M.D., et al., "Biogenic Amine Hypothesis of Schizophrenia", appearing in Psychopharmacology: From Theory to Practice, Oxford University Press, 1977, p. 100.) The transmethylation hypothesis was based on the idea that "schizophrenia" might be caused by "aberrant formation of methylated amines" similar to the hallucinogenic pleasure drug mescaline in the metabolism of so-called schizophrenics. After reviewing various attempts to verify this theory, they conclude: "More than two decades after the introduction of the transmethylation hypothesis, no conclusions can be drawn about its relevance to or involvement in schizophrenia" (p. 107).
Columbia University psychiatry professor Jerrold S. Maxmen, M.D., succinctly describes the second major biological theory of so-called schizophrenia, the dopamine hypothesis, in his book The New Psychiatry, published in 1985: "…many psychiatrists believe that schizophrenia involves excessive activity in the dopamine-receptor system…the schizophrenic's symptoms result partially from receptors being overwhelmed by dopamine" (Mentor, pp. 142 & 154). But in the article by three Stanford University psychiatry professors I referred to above they say "direct confirmation that dopamine is involved in schizophrenia continues to elude investigators" (p. 112). In 1987 in his book Molecules of the Mind Professor Jon Franklin says "The dopamine hypothesis, in short, was wrong" (p. 114).
No.491
In that same book, Professor Franklin aptly describes efforts to find other biological causes of so-called schizophrenia: "As always, schizophrenia was the index disease. During the 1940s and 1950s, hundreds of scientists occupied themselves at one time and another with testing samples of schizophrenics' bodily reactions and fluids. They tested skin conductivity, cultured skin cells, analyzed blood, saliva, and sweat, and stared reflectively into test tubes of schizophrenic urine. The result of all this was a continuing series of announcements that this or that difference had been found. One early researcher, for instance, claimed to have isolated a substance from the urine of schizophrenics that made spiders weave cockeyed webs. Another group thought that the blood of schizophrenics contained a faulty metabolite of adrenaline that caused hallucinations. Still another proposed that the disease was caused by a vitamin deficiency. Such developments made great newspaper stories, which generally hinted, or predicted outright, that the enigma of schizophrenia had finally been solved. Unfortunately, in light of close scrutiny none of the discoveries held water" (p. 172).
Other efforts to prove a biological basis for so-called schizophrenia have involved brain-scans of pairs of identical twins when only one is a supposed schizophrenic. They do indeed show the so-called schizophrenic has brain damage his identical twin lacks. The flaw in these studies is the so-called schizophrenic has inevitably been given brain-damaging drugs called neuroleptics as a so-called treatment for his so-called schizophrenia. It is these brain-damaging drugs, not so-called schizophrenia, that have caused the brain damage. Anyone "treated" with these drugs will have such brain damage. Damaging the brains of people eccentric, obnoxious, imaginative, or mentally disabled enough to be called schizophrenic with drugs (erroneously) believed to have antischizophrenic properties is one of the saddest and most indefensible consequences of today's widespread belief in the myth of schizophrenia.
In The New Harvard Guide to Psychiatry, published in 1988, Seymour S. Kety, M.D., Professor Emeritus of Neuroscience in Psychiatry, and Steven Matthysse, Ph.D., Associate Professor of Psychobiology, both of Harvard Medical School, say "an impartial reading of the recent literature does not provide the hoped-for clarification of the catecholamine hypotheses, nor does compelling evidence emerge for other biological differences that may characterize the brains of patients with mental disease" (Harvard University Press, p. 148).
Belief in biological causes of so-called mental illness, including schizophrenia, comes not from science but from wishful thinking or from desire to avoid coming to terms with the experiential/environmental causes of people's misbehavior or distress. The repeated failure of efforts to find biological causes of so-called schizophrenia suggests "schizophrenia" belongs only in the category of socially/culturally unacceptable thinking or behavior rather than in the category of biology or "disease" where many people place it.
No.495
I think I just got abducted by 7 feet tall Nordic Alien women /fringe/
I ended up on a spaceship/colony that has apparently been out in space for 500 years.
This is really strange but I believe the time they said the ship was put into orbit was 1967… so I guess that makes it the year 2467.
I'm going to call it a colony because it wasn't really much of a spaceship so much as a huge self-contained ecosystem.
I am not sure but I think this ship may have also had pocket dimensions or else some kind of very advanced simulated reality thing they'd do a lot of work in.
The number of inhabitants was I think around several thousand.
They had a monarchy, they looked like European people but rather strange, and were divided into multiple distinct races with different phenotypes which would inbreed a lot and although some interbreeding between the different groups would happen they'd hate each other. They also seemed to practise heavy amounts of infanticide or something, I don't know, but the women would have a lot of children yet only keep a few of the best ones and I don't know what happened to the others.
The royalty could sentence anyone to death if they wanted and had a lot of privileges that would let them get away with anything. They seemed to be exceptionally intelligent, strong, etc. and to represent the multiple tribes / races on the ship.
I am not sure but the whole society seemed a little bit feminist or female-dominated or maybe the women just had special privileges for their gender and the men other privileges which they were venerated for.
I am already very tall myself but this blonde haired woman was so tall that even on my tippy toes I didn't come right up to her face so when I was face to face with her my feet would be dangling in the air.
She told me I was closely related to her – and I guess I was an ancestor fetched out of the past in order to breed with her to keep her lineage pure? I think she had two offspring already, sons, but who were mixed with a different race on this ship so they had black hair, weren't as tall, and were more of a Southern European complexion. This woman was very unhappy about that and wanted children that actually look like her.
She was very loving and treated me well, talked to me about things, eventually mated with me, and then I was left to go wander around the ship or pocket dimension or whatever and look around at the people and houses and other stuff. There was even a lake with really big fish in it and creatures that looked like dolphins and maybe were in fact a variety of dolphins and seemed to be quite intelligent, weird.
I was out there an extremely long time before eventually being returned to my body and thinking it would be day time here but here's the weird stuff – no significant amount of time appears to have passed in my timeline while I was out there in their ship for a very long while and all biological functions seem to have been out of phase as in whatever biological impulses I'd be feeling while out there (such as hunger, thirst, whatever), would not align with how I felt once I was back in this timeline.
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X102 $28 G28 Y2 H8
No.501
Backstory (this happened today just hours ago btw)…
>be in a mental fog for several days that's not clearing, something is terribly wrong with me
>can't sleep, but spend all the time not sleeping meditating as best as I can (which at times peeks out to a point of experiencing very anomalous events but most of the time the fog is too much to overcome)
>I am not well, I put off going to my martial arts class for 2 days, and my mom threatens me each day
>then today she fucking snaps when she catches me up at night time, she doesn't understand that I –CANT'– sleep
>she yells and swears at me for hours and says I'm fucked and that she's kicking me out of the house, intense hatred radiates off of her
>because I am emotionally shutdown and in a mental fog, I am not very responsive to her, and she keeps yelling at me and threatening me while I'm catatonic and can't respond to her and trying not to drool
>I am somehow am crying but I can't feel it, and I ask her if "she acknowledges that she is angry", and I'm having a hard time forcing thoughts into my empty mind and I am not sure she's real and having doubts she's a person
>I tell her I don't want to be a part of this world and I say "you do not care if I die so long as my body is here and remains animated, what am I but a body to you?"
>all of these things she completely ignores btw, because she never answers to anything I say, and always just gives me orders and threats unrelated to any thoughts or things that I say to the point I must wonder if there is some kind of reality disconnect where she can't hear what I'm saying though the more likely thing is she sees me as a sort subhuman and therefore doesn't have to respond to anything I say
>as she continues with her yelling at me I just think "I can fix it, I will make a new program, and I will leave my body and the new program will take over and it will do what is necessary be it commit suicide, commit murder, or with its own higher capabilities do what is necessary to autopilot my body through life."
>the yelling goes on & on while I struggle to form thoughts and to not die a mental death in my body
No.502
>>501Magic part coming up next…
>eventually somehow I agree despite my mental state to go out but I'm not going to fight because I can't be mentally strong enough for that and will just get the shit beaten out of me yet again while people wonder what's wrong with me>I go to the gym beside the dojo>I see this really big, really tall (like 7 feet guy), who is really strong and an olympic athlete>I stutter and whisper that I'm there to work out and ask if I should stretch first, my voice is completely beta as fuck>he says yes>I start with a lot of intense stretches for every part of my body>I do as many chin ups as I can>I do many push ups, leg raises, and a variety of other exercises>I go into the gym and I pick out 25 pound weights and I do curls with them, 16 in total>I do a ton of intense sit ups with this other device>I use weights to do a variety of other lifts, they're all hard to describe, but they work out every muscle>I do squats, with the heaviest leather saddle thing there, to make it more intense and I do 16 of those>I then do more push ups, more chins up, and keep going back between these different things>after a half an hour of this, I'm done>…but then my dad arrives>he doesn't believe I did shit, even though it should be clear to him that I did from the fact I'm sweating and hot>a class is about to begin, of very intense fitness training, there's an olympic athlete there btw>I am fucking done but that doesn't matter, and I'm still in my mental fog and can't convince my dad to just take me home, and I can't resist him but hey despite the obese fuck not believing I did anything and obviously not being able to sympathize at least he isn't an absolute bitch will crushing psychic vampire like my mom… anyways, so begins this intense fitness training class>this thing normally lasts an hour btw>still in my fog, still not able to think, I go through the whole thing>I can't think about it, I can only do>there is no question about it, I do it, and there can be no thinking about if my body is capable – the only way to find out is to fucking do it and not care if I collapse and die>I go through all this shit with some other people who've only just arrived>so many intense exertions, so many exercises>running as hard as I can, doing push ups, doing burpees, doing crunches, and like 3 other things I don't even know the name of>do countless other exercises besides this, with heavy weights, heavy balls, heart pounding, breathing hard, sometimes my vision is flashing, etc.>at times there are very short breaks, like around 10 to 20 seconds, then keep moving>in those times I meditate (nobody else does this btw, just me) with the greatest intensity I can and bring my breathing down>it goes on, I really don't know all the stuff I did, but I swear this shit is hardcore and relentless>the whole thing apparently went over for 1 hour 30 minutes. The thing is supposed to last 1 hour… but not today, today is punishment day I guess.>at the end I do more stretches, it's time to warm down, and lay down a bit and stretch more>then, even though the class is over, and everyone is done it's not over for me>I go to the ropes and the overseer guy is like "can you really do that, after everything you just went through">I reply, loud and clear in an unbelievably manly voice for once in my life, "we'll see">I climb up a rope, with just my arms and not the legs>then I put on a weight vest, and I climb up the rope again (legs used this time)>then I go do more chin ups>then it's finally over, and I leave, and everyone is impressed and I've physically exerted myself more even than that 7 foot tall incredibly big Olympic athlete who is also there even although he did use heavier weights than me for a few things>but alas, it's time for me to go work for my bread (I'm kind of a slave, I work for food, don't get paid money unless my "master" if you will wants to and usually he doesn't bother and I don't have a proper job. Theoretically I don't have to work for him and I don't have to show up but I would starve more of course and I need to eat as much food as I can every day and I only eat healthy food btw.)>so then I spend the next hour moving and lifting stacks of boxes, picking up debris and putting it in a garbage can, digging through a pile of boxes to get some more boxes>then I'm done with that and I get home, and I have to take 3 loads of compost out and dump it off in the forest>then at last, finally, I am able to sit her behind my computer and tell you this tale No.503
>>502The magical aspects are:• that I had no mental blocks in place – I simply did and there was no question about it and no irrelevant thoughts – only doing
• that I had no pain, my pain was and remains capped off, I can only feel pain up to a certain amount (which isn't much, it's very dull to me) just enough to know it's there but it won't overwhelm me. It's the ideal superhuman capability really, because there's a warning that something is wrong because I can vaguely feel it so I can have my attention brought to whatever if necessary, but it's never going to stop me when I've decided that I have to get shit done. I can turn my pain back on later btw and when I do it, chances are, I'm going to be in agony after all this.
• use of meditation and yoga
• that I fucking did it and went above & beyond everyone else
No.504
>>503A few additional points:• All of this has taken place after a night of pretty much no sleep, I was up most of the night, so it's not like I was well rested at all before coming
• I have quite a few really big and bad bruises before I even started anything there, especially over my right knee cap there's just one huge fucking bruise, and I've got scrapes and burn marks and other shit all over me right now from getting beaten up days before and going through a whole lot of shit
• I have had yellow mucus and been really sick – have been experiencing my heart and lungs stopping and then restarting after a few minutes period of being out of body – as little as roughly 32 hours ago, but I meditated that shit away, and my nostrils aren't exactly clear but judging by the colour of my mucus I'm not sick anymore
• Where I am living right now the weather is very extreme this week, it's heating up rapidly and the snow is thawing, then it's dropping to extremely cold temperatures and everything freezes, and it's very windy and there are huge changes in the atmospheric pressure – all of which is fucking everyone up in the area giving them headaches and restless sleep and so on
http://fringechan.org/fringe/res/4346.htmlSay what you will to rationalize all this away but I wouldn't have managed to get through all this without magic. Now I just need to fight off the fog in my mind, get fully lucid mentally, repel any subsequent psychic attacks from my horrible mother the next time she confronts me over some shit, get my feelings/emotions back online, and make my body heal all the damage from the beatings and from the intense physical exertions as hastily as I can will it.
Picture not really related.
No.505
Key Concepts
4/25/2004 – This is a short overview of ideas presented at montalk.net.
Deeper overviews of specific subjects can be found as intros to each section of the site.
God
• source of all creation
• projects two aspects of itself: pure individuated consciousness, and matter/energy
• infuses matter/energy with fragments of its own consciousness
• infinite intelligence exploring its infinite potential through an infinite variety of finite fragments
• allows individuated fragments to expand via learning until they unite with the whole
• does not diminish in size when a fragment is created…the process is holographic replication
• also called Creator, Source, the All
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Soul and Spirit
• aggregates of conscious energy, holographic fragments of God
• soul is “lifespark”; characterized by awareness and consciousness
• spirit is “Godspark”; characterized by self-awareness and individualized consciousness
• mineral, plant, animal, and human souls differ in complexity and level of individuality
• whereas minerals, plants, and animals are growing their souls, humans are developing their spirit
• in higher planes of reality, beings may exist without a physical body
• while occupying a physical body, genetics tend to match spirit/soul nature — if spirit or soul is present
• large mismatches in genetics and soul frequency result in failure to incarnate properly
• slight mismatches cause gradual mutations in one to accommodate the other; genetics change with soul growth and vice versa
• the developed human individual is composed of physical body, soul (etheric and astral body) and spirit (volitional and mental body)
No.507
Evolution
• physical evolution is due to natural selection, random mutation, conscious selection, and conscious mutation
• human evolution is mostly artificial; either DNA mutates to conform to alien soul frequency, or else DNA is artificially altered through advanced genetic engineering by certain alien factions
• because body must match soul, the death of a species means loss of compatible bodies for purposes of reincarnation. Thus physical life seeks physical survival and propagation of genes.
• the purpose of physical evolution is to accommodate and serve spiritual evolution
• spiritual evolution is the accumulation of individuality, self-awareness, and knowledge
Morality
• all that encourages spiritual evolution is called positive, all that hinders it is called negative
• what causes pain and is self-serving is called “evil,” what is loving and altruistic is called “good”
• good and evil are subjective and relative, but positive and negative are objective and absolute
• proper balance between good and evil forces results in positivity
• too much good leads to stagnation, too much evil leads to total destruction, which is negativity
• balance is maintained by having both in proper ratio and diametric opposition
• one who fights solely for good or evil is a fool, one who fights strictly for positivity is a noble warrior
• such a warrior will incorporate the proper balance of good/evil within himself, then seek to restore balance to negative systems
No.508
Freewill
• some beings have more freewill than others
• the more consciousness, self-awareness, or spiritual evolution one possesses, the greater one’s freewill
• possession of freewill is useless until it is recognized and applied
• beings with freewill can be coerced into behaving as though they have none
• knowledge allows these deceived beings to regain the full use of their former freewill
• humans in general are beings with enormous amounts of freewill
• negative alien factions have instated a control system to trick humans into limiting their own freewill
• negative alien factions possess less freewill than humans, thus their reliance upon technology and subtle coercion as a form of spiritual jujitsu to overcome a spiritually greater opponent
• beings with actively applied higher levels of freewill, can override the actions, thoughts, and realities of beings with lower levels of freewill
• beings with lower freewill, either directly or indirectly serve beings of higher freewill
• physicality allows the violation of freewill between physical beings, the main reason why physical existence is a valuable experience in the path of spiritual evolution
No.509
Cosmology
• reality has multiple timelines, dimensions, and planes of existence including physical, astral, and etheric
• physical reality is generated by a base level consciousness (Logos) whose behavior is described by the laws of physics
• Logos is the soul of the physical universe, though without independent sentient consciousness, freewill, or creativity
• Logos provides the matter and energy for physical bodies into which independent consciousness (souls) incarnate
• entropy, logic, mathematics, rigidity, substance (instead of form), and linear time are keywords associated with the Logos
• the Logos is not God; it’s merely half of God, the other half being individual consciousness
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Physics
• the speed of light is how fast finite consciousness propagates through linear space, an arbitrary quantity decided by the Logos.
• all of physical reality from beginning to end, in all its possible manifestations, was instantly created when the Creator projected its unified infinite self into an infinity of differentiated finite selves.
• reality exists as a static fractal hologram, encompassing all possible modes of existence and experience.
• through this holographic web of possibilities, consciousness chooses which frame of the hologram to experience, giving rise to the illusion of time.
• this choice is restricted by the Logos and opposing freewill of other beings
• the unified field is a scalar phase field, meaning a field where every point has its own value of phase
• phase measures location along a wave, or the alignment between two waves
• flows, whirls, and compressions in the scalar field give rise to electricity, magnetism, and gravity
• by itself, the phase field is amorphous and encompasses all probabilities and quantum wave functions
• consciousness provides a coherent wave source interacting with the phase field and extracting a chosen slice of the hologram to experience as manifested physical reality
• there are three types of time: linear time, phase time, and spiritual time
• linear time is our conscious record of events, phase time measures the difference between parallel timelines, and spiritual time measures progress along the axis of spiritual evolution
• physical reality as we know it moves forward in linear time and is entropic
• from a linear perspective, individual consciousness originates from the many probable futures and propagates backwards in linear time, negentropically affecting the probability of processes happening in the present
• when individual consciousness is coupled to physical reality, it experiences forward linear time
• when coupled to an astral, etheric, or higher dimensional body, time becomes nonlinear
• when coupled to no body, time becomes nonexistent and the soul unites with its Source
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Humans
• the human body is a biological vehicle whose great genetic diversity allows for the incarnation of a great diversity of souls/spirits
• human genetics are unique in allowing potentially closer energetic interface with the Creator and the machine code of reality than most other physical lifeforms in the galaxy
• while physically uniform, mankind is metaphysically diverse
• origins of souls in human bodies include native human, alien, animal group-souls, or artificial/nonexistent soul
• aliens genetically engineered different human races by crossing various alien races with each other, crossing them with hominid and neanderthal genetics already present on earth, and successively tweaking what resulted.
No.512
Aliens
• originate from other planets, dimensions, parallel realities, and times
• have countless reasons for being here but can be classified into positive, negative, and neutral factions
• each alien race is composed of a mixed bag of factions of varying intentions
• reside underground, on the moon and other planets, in space, underwater, and in higher levels of reality
• have human counterparts, which are these alien souls incarnated in genetically tweaked human bodies
• negative aliens abduct humans for mind programming purposes, physical and etheric food, and hybrid breeding experiments
• main negative groups at present are factions within the Gray and Reptilian races
• Grays primarily use humans as genetic stock to build a new hybrid race for incarnation
• Reptilians want humans as a natural physical and spiritual resource.
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New World Order
• NWO is a compartmentalized political entity seeking to subjugate humanity under a hostile alien agenda
• the NWO hierarchy is composed from the bottom up of negative factions of law enforcement and military, politicians, bankers, secret societies, aliens, and demonic beings from the lower astral planes
• the current goal is to politically unite humanity into a global nation and then hand over the reigns to alien factions
• this unification will be accomplished by rigged threats to humanity such as terrorism, nuclear war, planetary cataclysms, or alien invasions
• America is the NWO’s biggest threat due to her gun culture and libertarian foundations. The American government is the seat of the NWO.
No.514
Religion
• there is no religion higher than truth
• most organized religions are control systems to mentally and spiritually enslave humans and deprive them of freewill
• most religions have alien origins, or else are corrupted by negative alien factions and their human counterparts who seek control over the masses
• any religion demanding its followers pray or focus on a deity outside themselves is aiding in the transdimensional economy of spiritual energy robbery and consumption by nonphysical beings
• many religions were created specifically by the parent alien race to be followed by their human counterpart race
• faith should only be used for yet-unknowable, not dogmatically ignored, phenomena
• church is unnecessary as an aid to spiritual evolution and only acts as a social institution for social programming purposes
• direct gnostic communion with one’s inner guidance (God) is more valuable than any religion
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Matrix Control System
• manipulates humanity via artificial synchronicity
• a synchronicity is a meaningful coincidence, or something that appears accidental but has a hidden purpose
• suppresses individuality, awareness, and initiative by amplifying people’s weaknesses and subjecting them to emotionally draining melodramas
• it is a tool used by spiritually atrophied beings to subliminally control spiritually powerful humans
• it is built and maintained by negative hyperdimensional beings who require this energy for survival
• in more general terms, the matrix is the invisible control system around us which manipulates our minds, emotions, and actions without us noticing it
• it uses a variety of human agents to accomplish its job; anyone who lacks a soul or spirit is a prime Matrix agent
• because they are directed by the Matrix, these agents exhibit coordinated hive-mind behavior
• the matrix interfaces with the underlying “machine code” of our reality, and can manipulate certain aspects of our timeline to create circumstances that bias our choices
• at its core, the matrix is an etheric, pseudo-conscious machine that crunches data about our habits, emotional patterns, and present behavior in order to synchronistically insert an appropriate event in our life for effective control and the extraction of energy
• because we are more conscious than the matrix, we can overcome it; it’s a matter of regaining and exercising our freewill through knowledge
• viewed from the proper perspective, the matrix is merely a training program indirectly helping us discover our weaknesses, strengthen our soul, and act from our spiritual core.
If these ideas interest you, please read my book Fringe Knowledge For Beginners (free download). It gives a simple and concise overview of the most important and useful ideas I have to offer about these topics.
No.516
Is the Nature of Reality an Irrational Absurdity?
I tend to think I understand the reality well enough but what if the truth is that reality actually defies reason and understanding?
What is reality is an absurdity where no laws really hold true absolutely, everything is right and yet wrong, and the only sane people are the insane because they are more in tune with the nature of reality?
Does anyone else consider this?
My approach to everything has been with reason, philosophy, etc. but maybe I should attempt to find a way to think for awhile without any reason, to go temporarily "mad", and maybe then I will be closer to the truth that is untruth?
Perhaps all opposites (non-existence/existence, true/false, life/death, awake/asleep) etc. are actually illusions of the same thing?
It seems quite crazy but then again that anything exists at all seems utterly ridiculous too.
Trying to understand reality makes us more ignorant of it. The harder we try to rationalize it, to predict it, to make sense of it; the further we fall into the illusion.
Life is but a waking dream and the madman is the most in tune with it.
No.538
Am I A Traditional Game?
Am I A Traditional Game?
Am I A Traditional Game?
Am I A Traditional Game?
Am I A Traditional Game?
Am I A Traditional Game?
No.539
No.541
>>539Only if you are a
Traditional Game my friend.
No.552
I am become traditional game; swallower of boards.
No.689
Jim how does it feel to collected mass of the butt of every joke in history of man?
No.738
>>315Hey Jim, by making this thread a sticky you're dictating what people can see on the front page, i.e. moderation. please kill yourself for being an insufferable faggot
(KIKE WAS GASSED FOR THIS POST - THE FOURTH REICH CAN'T COME SOON ENOUGH SEIG HEIL 14/88) No.739
>>478Sound's indisputable.
Be shame if someone,
BROUGHT SOME REASON TO THE TABLE
No.741
>>483Go back to being pissed at homosexuals
>THE LONGPOST. IT BURNS