/tk/ - Tickling

Yeah, a friend of mine brought it up in a conversation we were having about fetishes and stuff. He just offhandedly mentioned my interest in tickling as an example. No judgment or anything. I think he just wanted to let me know that he knew. He wasn't into tickling himself, so I don't know why he brought it up. He's mentioned it occasionally since then, more comfortable about it, and only in conversations where it might apply. I never did ask him how he found out. I just assumed he saw something on a computer we shared as roommates for a while. Same way I accidentally discovered another roommates interest in death fantasy porn.

Friend of mine built me a server with a few terabytes of anime on it.

I have another friend (cute little thing she is) visiting for a week or so.

She's going through my server looking through for something to watch. Finds a folder I hid in some series folder titles "images"

In it is a few hundred of my favorites. In the kitchen and hear "hey anon, did the guy who built you this tower have a tickling fetish or something" as I'm walking back to the living room she's in.

Just smile guiltily and shrug shoulders with nervous laughter.

I could have tried to play it off but why bother. I'm married and too old to give a shit. So there goes some of my dignity, whatever.

I've told two friends… And my ex (after we broke up).

I regret one of those, take a guess which.

One other friend might have found out, but he never called me out on that. He was using my PC once and started typing something, and I forgot to clean my historic so "Tickling Alexis Rhodes" came up on the google search. He looked at me like "wtf dude" and I tried to say I had no idea where that came from.

He probably knows, he have his weird shit too. But, as I said, he never mentioned it.

People know. I don't care If they know.

Friends know.

Family knows.

I told them straight up "Look,It is no different then getting hard on by giant asses and tits. Other then I have to work for It."

Damn, didn't mean for that to post twice, sorry.

>>10682

Your ticklefaggotry crippled Chloe.

>>10682

So delete one of them?

>>10690

it wont let me

>>10693

This was…let me think….05 or 06. I didn't have a personal computer, and hell, back then, zip drives were kinda expensive. Again, this wouldn't have happened had I had a laptop back then.

That said, I'm still have some stuff in a duffle bag, like shit that's now lost to time and that.

Different world back then man.

>>10700

It was a lot smarter play than beating off in the living room where the pc was located.

Different world. Shit, 120 gig HD laptops back then were nearly a grand I think.

Eh, it's a long post, but I'll share a little of my story.

I've loved tickling my entire life. When I was a kid I was a notorious tickle slut. I'd nail just about anyone, and I love to tease and rub it in as well. I was also a willing, and encouraging tickle-bitch for my friends and family to pick on. When I was on the receiving end, it was always a prolonged and agonizing experience. I think being ticklish is a blessing, and people knew that I think, which is why I was funished so frequently, and so intensely . Back in 2001ish when I was 12-13 I searched for "tickling" out of boredom when pops finally got hooked up to the internet. Dear sweet Jesus. I found SWtickle and Kyle Dragon's site. Guess who's a closet furry! FML. But I digress… A month or so later my dad told me "you know, I can see where you go online." I died a little bit inside, but continued to soldier on, making sure to delete mah sheeit until I bought my first computer. I'm also somewhat of an artist, but nobody IRL knows. Growing up my mom would ratfuck her way through my belongings and she found my well hidden collection of art books. I came home from school one day and they were missing, never to be seen again. Bitch. A few years later I met a wonderful girl online who "shared" interests with me. Despite a long distance relationship and being in high school/college we were "together" for 5 years or so. I was fairly active in the furry fandom as a smut artist for a brief time, and was also around various boards such as TT and FTC (I bet nobody remembers that). Some time passes by when she finally tells me that her family and friends know about me being a closet furfag with a raging foot/tickle fetish, because she fucking told them. I was in shock, and I was fucking terrified. I could never look her family etc. in the eyes because I was so embarrassed. Apparently she would literally tell people about EVERYTHING in her life. It was the biggest betrayal I've ever experienced. We talked about it, but she honestly couldn't understand why I was so upset. Fucking A. So yeah, I was treated like shit by her family. An outcast etc. About the time that journey ended, I was at college and my two best friends at the time came home from Desert Smackdown 2.0 (Iraq/Afgh). They stopped by my place unexpectedly while I wasn't home and dug through my PC, which ironically was normally locked out while I was gone. What they found was the boss hog, great-granddaddy haul of the most delicious tickling/foot porn I'd ever amassed; the likes of which are known only to a select few, brave perverts. I'm talking 300 GB or so, back in 2009. I must Tarantino something here though for the casual reader. Although I identify as a straight male, I do have *ahem* bisexual tendencies, expressed in the form of tickle torture. So yeah… *shrugs* I got home and discovered my smut folders up, and even old YIM and AIM chats. Deeply personal stuff. A few days later I get a call from my friend "Anthony." He beats around the bush for a minute or two and then straight-up asks me "what the fuck do you jerk off to?" I don't even remember what my response was. I couldn't fucking believe it. But yeah, those friendships ended like greased lightning, and even more people know. In fact, I've had a couple of people in my life catch wind of my DA page as a result of being outed by others. I've had people from DA and other forums call my old cell phone, and my old home phone when I was still in high school. A few of these people were close online friends of mine and they wouldn't blab about "it" to anyone and no one was the wiser. I was cool with that. But sometimes I'd get calls from someone in particular and it was embarrassing. They'd ask my parents if "fetishyUsername" was home. I miss my old online friends so much, but damn. That was so long ago I wouldn't know what to say to them now.

Part 2:

All in all, I guess I'm okay with people knowing. I mean I can't take it away. Besides, having a love for something as sensual and vanilla as tickling and feet is nothing to be ashamed about. I've known pedophiles, torture freaks, shit-lovers, piss-drinkers, you name it. Our fetish brings light, love, and laughter to other people. If the sheeple around you don't fucking like it, you don't need to associate with them. Especially if they're judgmental assholes, in which case you probably should be wary of them from the start.

Besides, tickling and foot fetishism are common. Very, very common. The chances are very high that someone you know has one in some form, and therefore shares something common and devious with you. If you're wanting to know if someone has ticklish thoughts, you can pick us out very quickly IRL, and very effectively, depending on how awake and how aware you are. Most of us don't use certain words in our everyday vernacular. Tickling is one of them. Other people don't think twice about tickling. It's a funny annoyance that's fun for a few seconds and is completely harmless and innocuous. For us it's a very, very powerful word; a harbinger of intense emotion. Thoughts of ticklish submission to a loved one, or tickling a special and helpless someone… It's something we fantasize about and think about on a regular basis. When you hear someone say that word around you, a little bell goes off in your head. However, listening to what is NOT being said is very, very important. For a variety of life situations. What is not being said can be in and of itself direct knowledge. For instance, I have one very good friend IRL whom I'll call "Buster." who replaces the word "tickle" with "poke," or "scratch." Which, quite frankly is something I do. You do too. At least, most of you. It's the unconscious fear of saying that word, and being scrutinized that causes us to replace that precious word with something else. Something to keep in mind.

Usually. However, I will tease Buster at work etc. by saying things like "does such-and-such tickle your fancy?" His face turns beet-red and his eyes bug out, along with that tight-lipped "I have a secret" smile. We don't talk about it other than that, and we don't act out (unfortunately), but we both know we have something in common, and I think that's awesome. He has a foot fetish too, and he likes to fucking tease me. Which is awesome too.

>>10727

tickling fetishism is not common

>>10727

> It's the unconscious fear of saying that word, and being scrutinized that causes us to replace that precious word with something else.

And that basically sums up the story of my life.

my family still thinks i dont jack off

>in high school, around 2002 or 2003 working on my old-ass website with art http://www.angelfire.com/anime3/foxworld/

> enjoyed websites like feetnsoul and even printed out some personal faves

> be drawing in my classes, some kids notice some of my printouts

> word spreads like wildfire about my foot fetish, just about everyone knew in a short while

> be ridiculed for weeks about how much of a freak I was on top of me drawing "fox-people" all the time (having MTV and CSI cover furries negatively as they found out about that as well around that time)

> took the ridicule and harassment until something snapped in me

> I stopped trying to keep my interests hush-hush and suddenly publicly embraced my weirdness, being completely shameless of my love of feet and enjoying furry art

> with no more ammo and no longer being embarrassed about it, the bullies quit harassing me

From then on I continued to be shameless about my fetishes being open about it. Even explaining to people who were perplexed about it by comparing the admiration of feet being no different for boob/butt fixation and tickling being a playful and harmless form of S&M.

Even apparently I helped several people "come out of the closet" over theirs after seeing I didn't get ridiculed over it while they were embarrassed for just having it.

>>10737

Speaking of outing furries, back in HS in 03 we were all googling each others names to see what came up, and we did one goth chicks name, and furry porn came up with her name as the artists pen name (one of which was a cow lady getting her foot tickled). We busted her balls over it, not ACTUALLY thinking she did it, just like how you did when you were young? "Hey ____ why did you draw that haha". Not actually thinking it was her. She denies it and gets angrier as we go, though we just assume she doesn't like being laughed at in general, everyone obviously was just laughing at the coincidence that the weird girl and the weird porn shared the same name.

A day later we go to show someone who wasn't there the day before what we found, and it had been pulled. So we either outed a furfag or that's probably one of the biggest coincidences I've ever encountered.

>>10738

to be fair, the internet was smaller between the late 90's and early 2000… compared to these Facebook days having a higher chance to find other people who share your name out there

>>10737

This sounds like a made up motivational story, I call BS.

>>10737

This sounds like a made up motivational story, I call BS.

>>10738

Jimbo… there's no such things as "coincidences." Events simply "are." Syncronicities are a part of life bro. It's to help us.

>>10741

>>10740

Shit didn't mean to post this twice, 8ch sure is being fucky lately

>>10744

Whatchu talkin' bout Soil?

>>10764

Waxing philosophical, I suppose.

>>10764

When I read James' story I couldn't help but cringe a little. The first sign of distress is the moment everyone should have dropped it. Case and point, every swinging-dick in here fears, and deeply resents having secrets about themselves revealed to their peers. Especially when said peers may not have the best of intentions, or your best interests at heart. In James' story; of course it was her… All of the signs were present on her, expressed either through verbal, or nonverbal communication. Responding to me with something along the lines of: "Oh, well I was young and dumb" or "you can't read people's minds" is unacceptable. Yes you can. Everyone can. It isn't magic. It's called intuition, and not having autism. It's called being awake. Socially aware of the people around you. So what they basically did was torture that poor girl. She was probably a scared, fuckin' wreck. A total disaster. And despite that, another attempt was made to further the spread of this knowledge about her. Talk bout double jeopardy. Even if it wasn't her, that seed of doubt, and suspicion had all ready been planted within the minds of everyone who came into contact with that information. Everyone who knows and interacts with her throughout the day will be thinking about it as they look into her eyes as she's talking, etc. Unfortunately guys, a rumor doesn't have to accurate, or true. It only needs to be effective.

I know secrets about the people I work with, my friends, etc. But it's a major responsibility. I know first-hand, the pain and fear associated with being outed. The thought of doing that to someone else should be akin to a gag reflex in everyone here. It's not fucking cool, it's not fucking funny. When a person reveals deeply personal secrets to others, about others; something else also happens. Although nothing may be said about it at the time, if ever; everybody else around you subconsciously takes note that you're malicious, and harbor bad intentions. Or are more likely to have bad social habits. In other words,your street cred takes a fucking hit.

So yeah man, that's synchronicity. I personally believe that there are no coincidences in life. Everyone you meet and interact with has some connection, some meaning to your life and to who you are as a person. The universe is far more esoteric than what most people imagine, or realize. We've been conditioned since birth to refute such notions, and to actively ridicule those who share such opinions. I'm not telling anyone to believe the aforementioned philosophy over any other, but it works well for me, and that's my basic outlook on life.

>>10769

Yeah I was a dickhead then. We all were. It was HS and weird animal cartoon porn. I mean, had I KNOWN it was hers and I was ACTUALLY humiliating her, I wouldn't have been cracking jokes. Because my own fetish faggotry (which I too was getting into indulging IRL with most of my classmates). But it didn't register to me as ACTUALLY being her, so I didn't realize it was/might have been humiliating in "that way". It just seemed like routine ball busting.

I was 15 and a douchebag, what can I say. At the time it never occurred to me that it was ACTUALLY her once.

>>10770

> I too was getting into indulging IRL with most of my classmates

That would have been some balls-to-the-wall shit to have seen man. I had a classmate back in school who had a RAGING foot fetish, and that person was so open about it I couldn't believe it. This fucker would suck on toes in class when we were watching movies etc, and the lights were off! To this day, the asshole's one of the ballsiest people I've ever met I think, hahaha.

>>10773

> "back then I was attention seeking ;)"

Oh wow no shit? Dude… Dude! If she's tickling others all the time, and getting tickled and NOT fighting back; she's… Yeah man that sounds like old fashioned "hard to get." I mean, c'mon Jimbo. Doesn't that sound familiar to you? Just a wee bit? Sounds like a match made in heaven. Did she ever say "stop" when she got nailed? I'm not sure what your relationship is with that person nowadays etc, but it might be worth working some charm on her. When you asked her for the video shoot she didn't say no. In fact, it sounds like she was teasing you a little. If she thinks you only want to do it for wank films, and care naught for her as a person; she'll reject the idea for sure. But if she thinks you're being genuine you'll luck the fuck out bro. Women-folk want to feel appreciated, not like sailor-bait. Well, most of the time.

Her response was very, very fucking interesting.

>>10773

Nah… Nah nah nah. Here I'll I'll prove it. You fucking hit the nail square on the head man.

Lets play a game. Inside your brain-case, insert the name of the person in this text.

I know that __ has a tickling fetish, or at least a kink because: __ >>was always able to play it off as half "just routine grab ass", and half "Yeah I'm tickling foot what of it?!" jackassery. I'm not gonna sit here and imply __ was Charlotte Thundercunt Queen of all Alphas, but she was SOMEHOW able to skate with a ton of weird/crazy/douchey shit back then.

Like _ really flicked off a guys shoe, tickled his bare foot, had him not react AT ALL, and was able to play the entire thing off as "Well you were supposed to laugh like an idiot, it just didn't work. Oh well". In public _ did this. In front of other classmates. And didn't suffer any ill effects from it. _ took a guys shoe off, touched a "gross" part of his body, didn't get a reaction, and was able to say "Oh, something was supposed to happen. Oh well" and have that be the end of it. To this day I have no idea how ____ pulled that off.

So maybe the body parts etc. aren't exactly as you might remember them, but think about it man. Just think about it.

>>10653

So why'd your fam actually move your bed?

Also, why would one of your exes tell them about your fetishes, isn't that against the intimate relationship code or whatever?

>>10777

Basically, if I remember correctly, it was because the mobile had four beds in it, which for two people wasn't really necessary. It was a twin, and we had two of those, so they just decided to pack the one I had rather than another, I guess.

To be honest some of it is blurry to me now, because I disconnected so hard, and it was a decade ago.

Also…the exes thing, I just know how some exes like to weaponize intimate or private information when the relationship changes. Got lucky in that regard.

>>10740

>>10741

>>10748

You can choose to believe me or not, I don't really have any concrete proof besides my own memories as again, it was roughly 15 years ago.

I just found things got easier for me when I decided to publicly embrace what I liked. If at least to help minimize the stigma that they're fetishes only creeps you see stereotyped in media tend to be depicted.

>>10726

>>10727

I hope this is pasta. I really do, because I can't comprehend somebody being this autistic willingly.

>>10799

>I can't comprehend somebody being this autistic willingly

Well it sounds like most of it was shit done TO him, not that he was doing.

So. There's that.