>>23
>obligatory reference to the number 23
Shit man. For what it's worth, from our interaction over the internet, I don't think it's possible for you to be a bad person. I know how it feels to be useless, and while it probably wouldn't hurt for me to be on anti-depressants, I've found my coping mechanism to be GG. I've also been jobless since I basically flunked out of Uni, so I sorta know what your situation is like. Getting anything to do work and keep debts at pay is a good thing, and hopefully I'll get one soon.
Still, I'm glad your ex came over and watched over you. Thank her on behalf of a bunch of strangers on the internet, that we didn't lose a friend and that she was there to help. As for moving out, definitely not a bad plan. I know people who go crazy dealing with family, so getting out is always a good thing. Whichever way you decide to go, I hope you pick the one that makes you the happiest.
Things will work you. You'll make it through this. Hell, if all of us weren't so strong, we'd have broken over the past year. It took a week of nonstop harassment for GD to break on top of his normal issues. Thankfully, he seems to be getting better. He's off twitter for 40 days, though.
And remember, no matter how shitty things get, there is always hope.