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Comming out stories. Anonymous 12/08/15 (Tue) 07:01:19 148c52 No.9726

This is my favorite board in the whole Citadel, yet its kinda slowly, so i figure out i should contribute with a thread and stories from me or other anons, these are a few ones from my old (dead) home, 420chan:

>be mtf

>too chicken to come out pre-hormones

>too chicken to go to a therapist and tell them about it for hormones

>say "fuck it" and order hormones online, start taking them

7 months later

>still too chicken to come out

>still boymode because too afraid to go around in public in girlmode

>go to a party of about 25 people, most of them friends ive had for years

>have seen none of them since I started hormones

>walk in the door

>"WOAHHHH dude you look way different!" Instantly, from everyone

>comments on my hair being long, etc.

>nobody connected the dots (I think…)

>later start conversation with this random dude i had never met before that party

>he comments on how he thought I was a girl the whole party until that point when I started talking to him, appologizes profusely

>I start smiling uncontrolably

>feel amazingly happy

>realize i need to start coming out to people i know

>come out to friends a few days later

>100% positive reception, much "lol that explains a lot" from people who saw me at that party

>come out to my faghag sister

>she is surprised but also very supportive, as expected

One month later

>see my mother for the first time since pre hormones

>we talk for a while

>she keeps commenting on how different i look

>work up the courage, and tell her im trans

>she starts crying

>wonders why im wanting this

>for months, keeps trying to talk me out of it, keeps crying over it

>"why cant you just be gay?"

>she goes into a phase of not talking about it for a few more months

>eventually starts being very supportive of it and nice

>around this time i go full time girlmode

>had not seen my father for 3 years prior to starting hormones

>have not seen him for 10 years now

>5 years ago he started trying to get back in contact with me

>i still avoid all attempts

>in town relatives have not seen me since pre-hormones

>have been avoiding them to spare them the feels

Anonymous 12/08/15 (Tue) 07:03:11 148c52 No.9727

This is from another guy:

Over 4 years ago, I tried coming out to my little brother, who is closest in age to me. When I was trying to tell him, pretty awkwardly, he got the idea that I might be suggesting I wanna transition into a girl, and he told me if I do that, he would disown me. Well great, that isn't helping me. Regardless, I eventually started ordering online hormones and doing them for a year and a half without no one knowing.

More recently, about a year ago, I did tell my best friend though. He came over one night and I was logged onto an MMO, he doesn't play MMOs himself, and commented that I'm playing a female toon. Told me that he heard, the only guys that play female character online are pervs and trannies. Made me laugh, than while we were getting drunk, I awkwardly blurted out that I am trans, being really nervous about it, and he was like, we don't need to talk about this if you're not comfortable.

Since than, for a long time I didn't bring it up again, eventually he brought it up, bringing it up as that thing I told him. After that I had been more openly talking about how I wanna transition and such. He doesn't know I'm secretly taking online order hormones, though.

I don't ever get mistaken for a girl, which is expected because dark beard shadow after shaving and visible adam's apple/ thick jaw line. If people are noticing a difference in my looks, they're not commenting on it. I know there is a difference.

I'm still partially dependent on my nosy parents, and living very cheaply with my brother, so I am taking advantage of my situation and saving up for FFS, before I go all out with my transition, beyond just taking hormones.

God sometimes I wanna go ahead now, and tell my parents I am gonna do this, and go full out with a legit prescription and everything! Just I don't wanna risk it. I don't do well with people constantly discouraging me, and they're always in my business at the moment.

Anonymous 12/08/15 (Tue) 07:05:20 148c52 No.9728

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Last one for tonight, a short but happy? one :D

>my dad found hormones under my bed, and was like wtf r these for.

>i was like shiiiiiit idk.

>he was like r u gay

> than i was like kinda

>and than he was like okay

>and than he took me to therapy and i got a prescription for hormones

Anonymous 12/08/15 (Tue) 17:19:05 6594fd No.9734

Good posts. I don't quite get some of the reactions.

>"why cant you just be gay?"

WTF?

Maybe I'm naive, but didn't think family stuff would be so hard, once past the initial surprise. Your family is supposed to support you.

Anonymous 12/08/15 (Tue) 20:39:18 148c52 No.9739

>>9734

You dont know many families do you?

my fam is shit, mostly in mexico are, like just 'good looks' to the neighborhoods and manipulative selfish pricks in one's 'home' always conditioing love… or else!. its not a home, its just a house you have to bear living with people who doesn't love/accept you and pretend all is good for the sake of keeping the image.

Its so common it is now seen as the norm.

If you dont have these problems then I envy you so much ;__;

Anonymous 12/08/15 (Tue) 20:44:24 148c52 No.9740

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>>9734

:D anyway have more sotires:

>be crying at 6:30AM

>mom hears

>whats wrong

>gender junk

>ok lets take u to therapy then :)))

>ok cool

then for my dad

>"you're an asshole online, why so"

>im a girl too

>wat.

>wat?

>wat?!?!

>wat?

>anger

>sad

>no talk

>gets over it

>cool

Anonymous 12/08/15 (Tue) 20:48:28 148c52 No.9741

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I didnt come out I was outed.

It was in the first few months I was transitioning, and she went through my bags and found the the paper. She looked very upset and asked 'you're thinking about changing gender aren't you'… She asked me to stop taking my meds and see a counsellor or speak to someone. Later she thought I was traumatised and said I should try doing yoga

>said I should try doing yoga

Anonymous 12/09/15 (Wed) 20:04:02 c3ffbb No.9750

>>9741

>said I should try doing yoga

Ha ha, to what, stretch your chest out so it looks like breasts?

Good thread, btw.

Anonymous 12/11/15 (Fri) 12:03:37 7c9ac9 No.9761

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>first started getting feelings about emotions when I was around 12

>when I was 14 it really began affecting me and I eventually became severely depressed

>was taken to a therapist and was always talked to about why I was so sad, but never told the truth

>around 17 my closest online friend came out to me since I began asking talking to her about gender feelings

>she said she's been also depressed and self loathing because even she was still in the closet

>eventually tell her that we'll both come out in the year, and we have to

>a week later spend all day trying to work up the courage to tell my Dad, and eventually work it up at 11PM

>I tell him

>he starts telling me that I'm just confused and I need to fix this with my therapist

>repeat to him what he just said

>he backs up and feels shitty realizing he just told me I was wrong about myself

>after thirty minutes hugs me and tells me that if this is who I am then he whole heatedly accepts

>friend is impressed and amazed that I managed to do it

>next day tell the rest of my family

>everyone is against it and my mom is shouting saying this is all my Dad's fault

>starts saying how she's gonna get me testosterone pills to fix me

>aunt is laughing at me like a joke

>all I can do is just sit there with a straight face and contain myself

>get more depressed, but at least a large weight is off my chest

>eventually reach a point where it feels like I'll never really be with anyone for being a freak and start having suicidal thoughts

>somehow another online friend of mine confesses to me

>I turn him away since I'm that self loathing

>after a few weeks develop feelings

>ask to be his girlfriend

>he says yes

>proceed to talk on the phone every minute of every day and get distracted from being depressed

>he eventually comes over and suddenly life is amazing and everythings great

I skipped some sad shit since this is for coming out, but yeah I'm glad theres a happy ending to it all.

Anonymous 12/22/15 (Tue) 23:58:52 379f3b No.9867

>>9761

That was a really good story anon ^_^ im glad for you

Anonymous 12/25/15 (Fri) 07:22:50 f40ac9 No.9890

>>9761

i hope hes got a big dick

my bfs is only like 4in

Anonymous 12/27/15 (Sun) 07:05:52 7c63fd No.9923

>>9761

Lovely story. Just don't leave him because you get complacent. Don't mean to sound mean or anything but its the worst thing to break up with somebody over that isn't cheating.

>>9890

My ex wished mine was smaller to be honest. Kinda funny case its only going to get bigger as I get more fit.