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0baef3 No.269[Reply]

For the rules and general information on the board:

https://8ch.net/tulpa/rules.html

I want to make something clear, this is not a brony board in any shape or form.

This board is not strictly for bronies.

The people who post ponies are the people who stuck around the Tulpa general threads and post here, they have been on many other sites which allowed them to post pony content, just because someone enjoys something you don't doesn't mean you have to go full retard at them or simply skip the board altogether. Some places might not take too kindly to you posting tulpa stuff elsewhere, so it might be a good idea to simply make a thread here instead (as long as it follows the rules of this board). On a similar note if you want the pony stuff toned down or for banners to change you may open a suggestion thread about that and allow the board to choose on what to do.

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9fbf57 No.12599

Poster IDs have been turned back on.

GET threads will be deleted and the posters banned. Post something more useful.

Janitors can now view the report queue at anytime and make a choice on what to do with reported posts

IDs are now removed.

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a82c67 No.2206[Reply]

What is a tulpa?
A tulpa is a mental construct that is perceived to be an autonomous sentient consciousness. That is, something founded in the mind, that through specific practices has gained the appearance of agency over its own actions and behaves the way any other intelligent conscious being would, from the perspective of the "host" or "tulpamancer."

Are they actually "real"?
Tulpas are not physical, or able to directly affect change in the physical world that anyone has been able to prove so far…. With practice, the host (tulpa's creator) can impose their perception of their tulpa over their own senses, to feel, hear, see, etc., their tulpa as if the tulpa was a physically tangible entity.
"It's real to me."

Are they actually sentient conscious entities?
Are humans? There's no clear answer on that, because there's no clear scientific basis for the existence of consciousness currently (some people believe there's not really even such thing as consciousness, only degrees of complexity in computational systems). Whether they are or not they are, a developed tulpa will have the full semblance of a sentient conscious entity to the host, the same as that host has with any other person.
"It's still real to me."

What are they for? What's the purpose of creating one?
Tulpas have a wide variety of purposes. The term originates from Tibetan Buddhists who used Tulpas as a meditative tool, a means to access the subconscious mind (they used the term as a verb). Today they are also used to aid in memory recall, creativity, overcome problems (depression, anxiety, phobias, motivation) and as companions for the detestably lonely.

Could I have made a tulpa by mistake?
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b41e1a No.14102

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Alright, so I've been doing some thinking of what a tulpa is composed of in terms of Buddhist epistemology as stated in the Pali Canon.

Each sentient mind is built of 5 aspects, called the skandhas (five aggregates). These are the most basic building blocks that the mind can conceptualize a sentient being as. All of these are relative to other aspects of reality and are undergoing constant change, so we don't see any of them as being ultimately worthy of being called "me" or "mine", but we will still do so here for the sake of analysis. They are:

>1: Rūpa (Form). The physical body and matter that is in direct interaction with it (e.g. food that is being eaten).

>2: Vedanā (Feeling). Instances of sensory information being registered as either unpleasant, neutral, or pleasant.

>3: Saññā (Perception). The interpretation of an experience in terms of if it has or hasn't been observed before.

>4: Saṅkhāra (Formations). Our preconceived notions of the world: Mental habits, opinions, compulsions, prejudices, and decisions, as influenced by sensation.

>5: Viññāṇa (Consciousness). Instances of perceived sensation; the faculties of the brain that provide a conscious experience of sensory information.

An important note about viññāṇa: This may further be divided up into 6 sense-consciousnesses: Eye-consciousness, ear-consciousness, body-consciousness, nose-consciousness, tongue-consciousness, and mind-consciousness. These correspond to the 5 main senses that humans have plus the recognition of mental objects, such as thoughts, ideas, emotions, what's in the mind's eye, etc. The mind-consciousness is interesting in that even though it's a part of the skandhas, it can still influence them in the same way as sensory objects that sit outside the skandhas.

In addition to the skandhas, there is another important factor that we call phassa (contact). This is what results when three factors come together: A sensory object (can either be a part of the physical world or an instance in the mind-consciousness), a sensory organ (a part of rūpa), and the sense consPost too long. Click here to view the full text.



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216fe3 No.11989[Reply]

POST PICS OF YO tulpa(S)

posted mine because pic related to thread

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06a7c0 No.14229

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>>11989

Ciara


06a7c0 No.14230

File: 1458662220319.jpg (1.21 MB, 2516x3549, 2516:3549, Revy.full.1740503.jpg)

>>11989

Rosa


06a7c0 No.14231

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>>11989

Delilah!


06a7c0 No.14232

>>14229

>>14230

>>14231

And those three are mine. I'm sure some of you know them.


bcc474 No.14233

File: 1458712223780.png (94.04 KB, 1584x1456, 99:91, Kat.png)

>>12803

I drew Kat again. This time in Illustrator. I kind of messed around in it until I made something decent. I still don't understand how to use the pen tool fully at all so the hair is a bit wonky. Though, her hair is normally messy so it kind of fits.

I feel like this is the closest picture I have to her appearance now, so that means something to me.



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a8604b No.4579[Reply]

Have you ever come into a situation where you felt obligated to tell someone about your tulpa, and if so, how did you deal with it?

I support the idea of generally just keeping it to yourself as to not make people needlessly worry about your mental condition. But I came into this awkward situation when talking to my mother, where she suddenly started talking about how I'd meet a sweet girl who is just right for me, and I had no idea how I'd express to her that I already have someone who makes me happier than anyone else could, who she'll never be able to meet. It made me realize there are situation where it would be nice to be able to explain the effect your tulpa has on your life (particularly when people are needlessly worried about you), and that it's really hard to do so without directly bringing up your tulpa.

The best way I can think of is to go full Buddha and tell people that through regular meditation and introspection I have found true happiness within myself, which would technically be true. Then again, it might not be 100% convincing coming from someone not aspiring to live as a monk.
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29c848 No.14213

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>>4661

One's named Lilac, the other Rose. To some, they'd probably count as NPC, but I have a habit of remembering mental figures I meet, especially if I sense some presence in them.


3ed1ef No.14219

I've told friends. They were really juiced up on drugs at the time and were enthusiastic and said it was cool.

One of them said "Ah, so you want to make the girl. That's cool bro."

I'm sure once they were sober they realized how weird it is. Regret it, honestly. Haven't hung out with them for 6 or 7 months now.


18ff6f No.14221

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In preparation to telling someone, I asked their opinion about imaginary friends.

>I always thought they were really dumb. And you, Anon?


6de23a No.14223

>>4579

>telling someone I have a tulpa

This is a bad idea and I don't think I will ever do it.


f1917f No.14228

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>>4634

Welp. Luna and I are back together again, or at least as together as a human and his tulpa can be anyway. And one of my Skype friends had a son with his tulpa waifu and now he's Elise's boyfriend.

>mfw it's not even been a year and a half and things are arguably better than they were before I had a girlfriend



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c1a73e No.14136[Reply]

Ok, fuck being lazy, fuck procrastination and most importantly fuck waiting for this board to get more users.

The plan:

From today onwards, you and I are going to share the things we learn daily about what helps us tulpamance. This will be either your personal log where you post your findings on what works for you into realizing your tulpa OR some helpful tidbits of information about tulpamancing but too small for a whole new thread.

The purpose:

To share what we have learned.

To learn what other's have shared.

To motivate each other.

To give feedback and criticism.

You can either chip in and contribute or laugh at my posts, I don't care, let's go!

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c57247 No.14220

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The idea of looking at the development of a tulpa as a sort of art, or creative expression came to mind recently.

In a way, it's sort of an obvious thing, but it's a viewpoint that I don't often see expounded on. Rather, it's sort of something that's seems to be either a sort of drag, a scientific curiosity, or something else altogether. I can imagine such a mindset, if strong enough, could garner a desire to keep refining the subject(s), even until the point where any more work is negligible.

Or would that hurt the feeling of them being a person? I'm not sure, what do you guys think?

Speaking of art, what do you guys think of collecting pieces that remind you of the overall exercise, or how things are in your head?


2fa9d9 No.14222

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This is a little something I wrote up, since I was thinking about it while doing some yard work. It's rough, but I wanted to pop it up anyway, it may be useful to someone:

The art of letting go

While I was working, this idea came to me, concerning the development of independence, and the insurance that the host is not moving their companion as a puppet, while still being aware of their ability to control things. This is the act/art of letting go of control. To drop my strength, drop my doubts, drop my expectations, and come to the figure, seeing metaphorically eye-to-eye, and communicating as such. This requires not trying to shift about things, no matter how odd or out-of-character they may seem. Not trying to correct their responses, but letting them speak as they will, and taking it as theirs unless they themselves reject it.

To truly treat them as another person, and not as a doll to be toyed around with. This also involves allowing them to affect you, as one person would another. Treating their sadness as if you were witness to a person being sad before you. Treating their joy as you would another person's joy. Levelling with them on their own terms, rather than yours. I believe this is the vital step in having them grow further, and I wish to expand on it and explore it.

There is also the flip side: Bringing them up to my level, and my outward existence. Letting them see things from my eyes, though without the ability to steer the boat, as it were. To let them come see my world, just as I come to see their's. The idea still applies: Allow their action and reaction to be their own, do not interfere or try to correct or change what they do or say directly. Rather, treat them as another when they do something, and if it is something you dislike, reprove or question them, rather than force them to change. This is the sort of technique I do, and wish to expand, putting in to practice.

Of course, there is the counter of this: Knowing where the response is coming from. I'll call it 'the act of identification'. The above assumes that this is not as big of an issue: Where the figure is speaking with a voice that is theirs, that their Post too long. Click here to view the full text.


80c523 No.14224

I'm listening OP


e14e6e No.14225

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#14

I mentioned before how I was experimenting with overlaying wonderland onto reality, one useful thing that came of it is that if you find it hard for yourself to go to wonderland then overlay wonderland over the room you are in and close your eyes and try working from there.

#15

This next one gets a bit weird: if your tulpa doesn't have a distinct voice yet then record your own voice saying things your tulpa might say and play around with the pitch in a sound editing program like Audacity, my tulpa is female so I raised the pitch by about 200 cents and got to hear my "girly" voice, if I raised it 200 cents higher than that it would totally be anime-tier but who needs that? Right?

#16

As with any long project that spans many months, we can lose sight of why we are even doing it or what we are supposed to do, this includes tulpamancing where you get caught in silly mental routines that you just do and you forget why you even do them, like thinking about your tulpa or remembering their face or imagining them next to you, all those are useful things but they are useless by themselves. It is VERY important to believe that your tulpa is there but over time we tend to forget this, in fact, it is almost always there and it is almost always listening and watching, but you have to believe it, without belief nothing is possible, belief is like tulpa fuel. I recommend finding a source of motivation to reaffirm your "faith" in your tulpa and going there every few days or every time you begin to feel like your tulpa isn't real or if you stop feeling it at all, it is like sharpening a sword or charging your phone you have to do it almost daily.


e14e6e No.14226

I am an artist and my tulpa and wonderland is almost entirely inspired by art.

I see my tulpa as a sentient piece of artwork with me being the artist.

I read on tulpa.unfo (I think?) that Roman artists in antiquity had what they called a "genius" which was "a spirit that brought inspiration", I thought that was kind of cool but I did some research on it and found little on it :( and what I did find was that an "artist" was a term used loosely in those times and meant anyone who had a profession (ie: baker, carpenter, merchant) and not specifically a painter or drawer and there was a specific "genius" or "spirit" for each trade which were supposed to bring good luck.

Still the idea of a tulpa as a helper and source of inspiration to the artist is really cool and it is now one of the tasks I assigned to my tulpa, to help me with my art.



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5c43a3 No.13926[Reply]

Can I just, like, make a new conversation thread? Since the other one is broken to hell because of it's cyclical nature? How about it?

Yeah, lets talk about stuff. All kinds of stuff.

Infinity Next horribly failed.

Josh gave up. https://twitter.com/8ntech/status/691500852461199362

Things are still happening, but everything has failed so many times that I don't know if anyone even cares anymore.

https://twitter.com/infinitechan/status/691830825852211200

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16b1cc No.14202

>>14002

this.

i have had mine [1 female] for 9years.

she can

>access my memories/dreams and imagination

>make any part of my body numb

>cure headaches and sicknesses

>talk to me

>grow or shrink to any size

>protect me for any bad things

just about anything! she even has a bed time for me.

there are somethings i cannot type that she does not want me to tell like she holds me back…kindof like when you wanna say something but hold yourself back from saying it.

and yes, she has even gave me head-pats. tons and tons of head-pats. the type of things she can and will do to me just melt me!


a95785 No.14204

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>>14200

>

Also

>Implying that even matters on a board that's practically dead


5c43a3 No.14215

File: 1458237641279.webm (6.47 MB, 1280x720, 16:9, _Through Our Eyes- Living….webm)

Hey aspies, I was watching an Autism documentary and this came up.

Kat is totally my angel, too. <3


d4acb6 No.14216

File: 1458241063514.mp4 (214.78 KB, 640x352, 20:11, nice nice nice.mp4)

>Tulpa has music stuck in her head

>Free radio


2e1267 No.14218

>>14200

Salted.



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3ecdbf No.7888[Reply]

So I have started the process of creating a tulpa and was speculating on some of the religious implications of a Tulpa.
I'm also pretty sure there is nothing in my religion against tulpas.

1. Do Tulpas have or develop their own souls
2. Does a Tulpa die when you die?
3. Are you both judged by God together or separately?
4. Are your deeds in this life pooled together or are they judged separately?
5. Are you going to be with your tulpa in the afterlife.
6. #5 if so you they still be in your head or will they be their own entity?

And I'm sure everyone will answer these differently depending on their religion but I am mostly interesting from the Abrahamic Faiths perspective

I'm Muslim by the way
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7f620d No.14206

>>11462

Where the fuck did consciousnesses come from in the first place?


2d897f No.14209

>>14206

six billion years of hardcore fucking.


e2f8be No.14211

>>14209

So what was the first form of life to have a consciousness and why? Are tulpas their own consciousness or just neural connections that have a mind of their own?


e2f8be No.14212

Also if a consciousness is evolved, why? For what purpose did we evolve consciousnesses? I don't see why the same evolution couldn't have taken place with us just being soulless machines.


eaeaa5 No.14214

>>14211

>>14212

It gets even more fun when you consider that it doesn't seemingly have any advantages/disadvantages, and that as such, it might be the case that a vast amount of the human population may actually not have its own consciousness.



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a9d6d8 No.13490[Reply]

>just about 2 months since creation

>still not vocal

Alright, fellas, I obviously gotta crack down on forcing, but I'm not really sure what to do. I have focus issues and my life is boring and repetitive, what to do with tup while forcing?

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fe2dcd No.13537

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I heard making your Tulpa read could help, like, as if (half-)parroting them.

We haven't tried yet because most of what we're reading throughout the day is in English which isn't our native language and emulating the accent is too distracting. Once we find something worthwhile to read in our native or that other language we've been learning we'll be trying this. Speaking of languages, if some of you are learning another one, make your Tulpa participate, involve them, make them help.

In our case, on this particular topic, I won't go into details but I believe I'm mostly at fault, like I'm unconsciously holding my Tulpa back. With that said we're still making progress, as slow as it is. I think it's important to keep in mind that it's somewhat hard to gauge the progress of a Tulpa you're sharing life with. For those who've had younger siblings (or children), it's like a baby or a kid you're living with, you're don't exactly realize they're growing, if that makes sense.


7e489d No.13764

Remember those old children's songs?

Break those out.

Itsy bitsy spider, row row row your boat, and so on. Since they're simple, and repetitive, perhaps they will help them to figure out the vocalization, if you're able to guide a bit. Go through once, parrot once, go through once again, let them try on their own, and so on. Seems to have at least helped me and my tulpa.

Tulpa here. it was weird. guess it was better than nothing. your mileage may vary. seems to have worked for me, though.


e73d54 No.13836

>>13491

took me 2 years, gringo


a81110 No.14198

1 year and 2 months

Still nothing

No, I'm not giving up yet


b34bd2 No.14199

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>>14198

Pretty close to your situation, keep it up.



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a0e7c8 No.13296[Reply]

What should I let my tulpa look like? I want a tulpa, but I don't have an obsession with a certain character, but I do want it to look cool. So what do you think would be nice. I want him to be male, but he's not supposed to be a sex tool. What are some nice movie, game or anime characters? That's not me in the pic, I googled it. No ponies pls.

f0dc76 No.13329

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>I want a tulpa, but I don't have an obsession with a certain character

This will actually probably make things easier for you in the long run. The obsession I (intentionally) developed with pic related, prior to learning about talpers, has primarily been a hindrance for me, something that takes extra time and effort to clarify and distinguish.

Although, that being said, I would not have it another way if I could. I still value too much those some traits represented by this character (pic related, again).

>That's not me in the pic, I googled it.

pfft keks

>What are some nice movie, game or anime characters?

That depends. Your question is too broad. Ask yourself: what are some of the masculine traits you admire, or want to have in your life? Maybe sit down with yourself, make a list of such traits, and post it ITT. Maybe anonmancers would be better able to give you some references.


6394a0 No.13331

>>13296

Well first figure out if you want a human, humanoid, or non-human form for your tulpa, then go from there. If you want to look at some decent designs, look at the characters for games like dota 2 and league of legends. Or maybe look at some pokemon/digimon/fakemon. Personally I think a dragon, phoenix, or combat android would be pretty swell.


b57f32 No.13361

The thing that has always baffled me most about tulpa forms is when people base them off popular media.

It's a lifelong companion deeply personal to you and you may have just based its appearance on some character.

Design your own tbh m8.


1c40fb No.13408

>>13361

Yea, thank you. Imo that defeats a huge part of having a tulpa, having someone unique and special.

OP, there's some guides about creating "composites" from features of stock photo models/celebrities if that sounds interesting. There's also this which helped me a LOT:

http://faceresearch.org/demos/average


fc45d3 No.14197

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>>13296

Clearly the only correct answer.



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58526f No.13887[Reply]

Why would a tulpa need to avatarfag? It's the worst, I can't help but think it's just some fucking loser looking to ERP.

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a0fc9d No.13891

>>13887

Tulpas can never speak to someone outside the mind they occupy face to face. This is widely understood by both tulpas and hosts alike. However, many tulpas still want to express themselves to other external people in order to have new conversations, learn new things and grow as individuals. It's a natural desire that can surface in all human-like consciousnesses.

So tulpas seek out replacements for face to face communication. Many hosts will proxy for their tulpas on IRC channels and dorums by typing out what they say. Still others will allow the tulpa to type themselves through temporary possession of the host's hands. But for some, text alone isn't enough. They want to also share their appearance and facial expressions with their conversation partners. So what is best suited for this? imageboards of course. There they can post images of their form with it's associated expression in relation to what they're saying. To an outsider this may seem like blatant "avatarfagging," but to the tulpa, it is simply a very expressive form of communication.

So I ask you, OP. What's the harm in that?


ac45ce No.13892

>>13891

Like OP mentioned, avatarfagging has a negative association with furfags and the like (I.E. generally cringe inducing, oblivious, and shameless fetish communities).

All the benefits you attributed to avatarfagging could be achieved by making use of the entirety of the host's anime girl face reaction folder, quite in the same way that we all use them. Not only that, those benefits could likely be achieved more easily, and to a greater effect, by making use of the entirety of the host's reaction folder. One would imagine, at least. What do you say?

>>13889

Hmm. Interesting. Can you go into more detail about this comparison?


d2bd1f No.13901

>>13892

>Can you go into more detail about this comparison?

What the OP is both simultaneously doing and complaining about is a symptom of narcissism, possibly full-blown NPD. Going the extra mile to ensure everyone sees you and associates you with specific "branding", as it were.

You're correct in your first sentence. Old /b/ was full of that shit.


ac45ce No.13902

>>13901

>What the OP is both simultaneously doing and complaining about is a symptom of narcissism

Yes, I understood this much of what you were saying, basically. But how so?

>possibly full-blown NPD. Going the extra mile to ensure everyone sees you

In what way does making a critical but on topic thread indicate "full blown NPD"? I don't see it. And, as I mentioned, his complaint seems possibly quite reasonable, given the circumstances. Are you sure you're not just throwing around terms?

>and associates you with specific "branding", as it were.

You lost me. I don't see the OP trying to do anything like this. Please clarify.


62fdd3 No.14196

>>13887

at one point I'd disagree but now I have to agree, it's completely pointless and a waste of the image limit not that it matters on a board this slow



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3ac46f No.13286[Reply]

How many tulpae do you all have?

You don't need to put names down, I just want your gender and then how many of each gender tulpae you have.

You know, for science.

I'll start.

I'm male, i have 5 male and 3 female tulpae.

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8deadd No.13707

Male here with 1 male tulpa in gay relationship


189319 No.13837

I have 3 female


1961e3 No.14093

>>13286

Male

2 female tulpae and 1 male tulpa


35fc45 No.14144

>>13286

Female

4

All Female


87fbf0 No.14194

>>13286

I haven't been here in ages, most of you probably already know who I am by the sheer number anyway (if you don't then you're a newfag) but I'm a dude with 11 tulpas, 1 of which is male and 10 of which are female.



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84dc02 No.14147[Reply]

So speaking of headaches.

I get that It keeps happening at some point but the thing is, I already suffer from occasional headaches and through years, I learned to just take a pill and go on with my life.

It's nowhere near dr. House levels of dosing but once every two weeks is a minimum.

Am I going to fuck up my progress with all them painkillers? Should I just stop?

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c1d4b4 No.14189

>>14188

>>14188

[11-Mar-16 11:56:23 PM] Mark: Wow nux. I bet you have NO LIFE!!!!!

[11-Mar-16 11:56:40 PM] motivation: yes i do.

i am alive.

[11-Mar-16 11:56:43 PM] Mark: Why don't you get a JOB you AUTIST!!!!

[11-Mar-16 11:56:48 PM] motivation: lol

[11-Mar-16 11:57:19 PM] motivation: i do have one.

shitting in muh pants for 500usd [from ssi] each month.

[11-Mar-16 11:57:43 PM] motivation: >that is not a job

[11-Mar-16 11:57:50 PM] motivation: but it pays me

[11-Mar-16 11:58:04 PM] motivation: i mean…ye taxes and paycheck do.

[11-Mar-16 11:58:35 PM] Mark: Why is my hard earned money going to FREAKS LIKE YOU. I know there's a cure to your autism: it's called one honest day of work.

[11-Mar-16 11:58:40 PM] motivation: and when i move out, i will be getting 733usd from ssi and 300usd from foodstamps

[11-Mar-16 11:59:51 PM] motivation: why get a job if the point of a job is to make money? ssi gives me free money for doing jack shit. so why should i 'work' if i get free money?

[12:00:08 AM] motivation: and i am being honest, ye saw me site.

[12:00:22 AM] Mark: because you know you contributed to society and helped the rest of humanity instead of being a WORTHLESS PARASITE

[12:00:47 AM] motivation: how am i gunna help the outside world?

[12:01:00 AM] Mark: You could work at mcdonalds

[12:01:07 AM] Mark: You could be a greeter at walmart

[12:01:12 AM] motivation: but how is that helping the rest of the world?

[12:01:55 AM] Mark: Because both increase revenue for their company which in turns provides revenue for the people who work there, thus making you contribute to society

[12:02:25 AM] motivation: yeah yeah yeah. no. lol. Post too long. Click here to view the full text.


c1d4b4 No.14190

>>14189

[12:02:25 AM] motivation: yeah yeah yeah. no. lol. why do i /need/ a job when i get free money for doing fuck shit?

[12:02:50 AM] im a hag!: hes assuming u have any motivation at all to do anything in ur life

[12:02:54 AM] motivation: also am a lazy minilist

[12:02:55 AM] Mark: I guess you're ok with being a worthless parasite. I for one, am obligated to help others.

[12:02:59 AM] motivation: or however ye spell it.

[12:03:18 AM] Mark: wow how do you not know how to say nihilist you retard

[12:03:30 AM] motivation: wanna read a pastebin about me thoughts on working?

[12:03:37 AM] Mark: let me guess

[12:03:37 AM] motivation: oh

[12:03:43 AM] motivation: i have google for that

[12:03:44 AM] motivation: thanks

[12:03:49 AM] motivation: almost forgot.

[12:03:49 AM] motivation: ;]

[12:03:57 AM] Mark: "people who work are LOSERS!!!! im a lazy piece of shit and proud!!! VOTE BERNIE!!!"

[12:04:10 AM] motivation: i do not vote

[12:04:20 AM] Mark: that would require getting up from your chair

[12:04:25 AM] motivation: because am not getting money out of it.

[12:04:30 AM] Mark: Fucking loser NEET

[12:04:36 AM] Mark: I'd beat you up

[12:04:39 AM] motivation: i have a bed next to me computer

[12:04:45 AM] Mark: why do you talk like a pirate

[12:04:55 AM] motivation: what ye mean?

[12:04:59 AM] Mark: lol

[12:05:24 AM] motivation: and why ye being so butt hurt about me not wanting a job?

[12:05:39 AM] Mark: because my tax dollars are supporting you

[12:05:53 AM] motivation: just stop working

[12:06:00 AM] motivation: + that is why i do not work

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c1d4b4 No.14191

>>14190

[12:10:21 AM] roo: [12:07 AM] motivation:

<<< am like 26 and retired at age 21

[12:10:33 AM] roo: #thelife

[12:11:05 AM] Mark: I don't think it's fair my money is going towards paying for a a man who poops in his own underwear's ability to grow tits

[12:11:19 AM] motivation: then stop working and get on ssi.

[12:11:37 AM] im a hag!: Who elses underwear would he poop in

[12:11:47 AM] roo: yours

[12:11:55 AM] Mark: when is nux gonna start wearing panties

[12:12:03 AM] motivation: well, if he so butt mad over me shitting then i could hire him as a maid.

[12:12:07 AM] motivation: and clean me.

[12:12:22 AM] motivation: i do wear pants but no underwear

[12:12:26 AM] motivation: or socks

[12:12:36 AM] Mark: that would require a 60+ hour work week, which is illegal

[12:12:52 AM] motivation: lol

[12:12:58 AM] motivation: >asking others for time off

[12:13:04 AM] motivation: >sucking boss dick

[12:13:19 AM] motivation: wagie on a lease

[12:13:37 AM] motivation: just stop working

[12:13:42 AM] motivation: and get on ssi

[12:14:08 AM] motivation: i bet ye fell for the advice of college.

[12:14:13 AM] motivation: i did not go.

[12:14:20 AM] motivation: and look how i am

[12:14:57 AM] motivation: shitting muh pants and eating subway with ye tax money

[12:15:44 AM] motivation: why ye mad at me? i did not do anything.

blame working.

[12:16:05 AM] roo: ^

[12:16:05 AM] motivation: if ye did not work, i would not be sucking ye money.

[12:16:26 AM] motivation: just save up 6months of ssi

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c1d4b4 No.14192

>>14191

[12:19:28 AM] motivation: + that gross and stuff from ye pay.

[12:20:31 AM] im a hag!: ye but itll be a lonely and unfulfilling life

[12:21:20 AM] motivation: take is what i make of it but how can i be with all the entertainment such as VR healmet/sex dolls/anime/games/etc in the current year?

[12:21:27 AM] motivation: i sleep for about 12hours.

[12:22:15 AM] motivation: what do ye do with ye free time off work?

[12:22:32 AM] im a hag!: uh……..go on dates/ see movies/ travel……

[12:24:00 AM] motivation: how is dating working out for ye?

movies? ye enjoy paying for the ticket /and/ the food and stuff which is going to coast more than the movie ye are watching? just watch them online or on netflax.

everything can be simulated online but flesh.

[12:24:43 AM] motivation: and that is where sexdolls and VR come in with the flesh.

[12:24:50 AM] roo: preach it nuxed

[12:26:11 AM] motivation: ye go to school for like 12years. work until ye are 60. retire and go for a bit of sightseeing then are dead by 80?

[12:26:22 AM] motivation: such fulfilling life

[12:26:45 AM] motivation: along with alimony and child support

[12:27:00 AM] roo: #mgtow

[12:27:13 AM] im a hag!: and whats fulfilling abt sleeping 12 hrs a day…

[12:27:42 AM] motivation: >the wagie wants to work more and without resting

[12:27:47 AM] motivation: oh very

[12:27:51 AM] motivation: good goy

im a hag!

[12:28:09 AM] motivation: i once slpt for like 21hours before

[12:28:16 AM] motivation: but mostly it is 8-12hours

[12:28:28 AM] Mark: I was just bustin ur balls nux


c1d4b4 No.14193

>>14192

[12:28:32 AM] Mark: i support your lifestyle choices

[12:28:32 AM] motivation: kk

[12:28:36 AM] motivation: >backpeddling

[12:28:38 AM] motivation: ok

[12:28:38 AM] roo: troll'd – HARD

[12:28:54 AM] motivation: ye fell for the memes

[12:29:02 AM] motivation: i was only trying to fit it

[12:29:05 AM] motivation: fit in*

[12:29:26 AM] Mark: was that what you were thinking when you decided to grow tits

[12:29:35 AM] motivation: >grow tits

[12:29:50 AM] motivation: i have silicone tits hanging by a shoesting

[12:29:55 AM] motivation: covered in tape

[12:29:59 AM] Mark: Oh

[12:30:02 AM] Mark: that's fine, then

[12:30:13 AM] motivation: i do have a video

[12:30:16 AM] motivation: on it

[12:30:17 AM] motivation: hang on

[12:30:18 AM] im a hag!: lets see

[12:30:40 AM] motivation: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dQw4w9WgXcQ

[12:30:55 AM] roo: nice

[12:31:00 AM] Mark: I wonder what this link is

[12:31:01 AM] im a hag!: Doesn't really work since skype has video previews.

[12:31:03 AM] Mark: before clicking it

[12:31:19 AM] Mark: when u fall in love on okc aᮼ߼and they won't evn come online

[12:31:24 AM] Mark: nah tbh most of the people I message are lucky im even talking 2them

[12:31:38 AM] Mark: Cringiest bitch on skype

[12:31:51 AM] andrew: Nice

[12:32:25 AM] motivation: he sounds like the message board for the rainforest and frog pictures i visit.

[12:32:42 AM] Mark: ok

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32dca4 No.14151[Reply]

Hey Anons, first time posting here.

I’m stuck.

About a year ago I started making my tulpa, and I'm 95% sure she actually said something to me after about two weeks or so (I heard a GPS-like voice in my head say a single word out of absolute nowhere, clear as day). I active forced semi-regularly, mostly focusing on personality and visualization. Then exam season started, and before I knew it I'd gone nearly a year with only the very rare passive force as I went about my day. I decided to get back into it, and start giving her the attention she deserves, but, well… I have no idea what I’m doing.

I’ve read guides, but they always seem very vague. I’m pretty sure I’ve done enough personality forcing (but of course I’m not certain). I’ve always been good at visualization (I think?) and can pretty much picture her doing whatever on-the-fly, so I’m not sure if I need to work on that at all. When I do force personality and visualization, I never feel like I'm learning something new–just that I'm going over something I've covered before. In addition, she’s been very unresponsive. I tried setting up a system with yes/no head pressures, but I couldn’t get anything consistent or reliable. No waves of emotion, no suspicious thoughts, nothing. I was so certain I heard her voice last year, but now I’m not sure she’s even there.

I've apologized and asked her if she's upset with me for keeping her at the back of my mind for the better part of the year, but as I said, no discernible answer. How do I get her attention? Wake her up? Is she even sentient? How do I force when it feels like I never break new ground in my sessions?

I feel like she's still here, somewhere, but this uncertainty is really discouraging. Sorry if this is something you’ve all heard before, but I'm honestly at a loss as for how to proceed. Thanks.

c9bf5d No.14156

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Have you tried just listening for her for a while? Like, no definition or anything like that, just sitting down quietly, maybe throwing a few comments her way, and just spending the time listening? Or how about calling up her image and focusing on it, not doing anything yourself, just watching what the figure does for a while?

Maybe you'll find something you didn't expect happens.


ea8731 No.14164

>>14156

That doesn't sound like a bad idea at all. Thanks, I'll give it a shot and see what happens.


c9bf5d No.14168

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>>14164

Also, another thing you can do is ask them a bunch of questions during the day. Not exactly simple questions, but questions that would require some thought and consideration, something to stir thought from the figure. Maybe that would be of some help, as well.


13ae8a No.14180

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I'm going on one and a half years now, and I've only had a few "clear as day" responses like the one you mentioned, so don't feel too discouraged! I myself have the same problem of feeling pretty empty when I force.

Also, I've been told that these "clear" responses is called auditory imposition, and is advanced. He told me that tulpas don't normally speak through auditory imposition for most people. Can others confirm that this is true?

>>14156

I will definitely be trying that out.

Anyway, it's been months since I've gotten a concrete auditory response, but I don't think it's gonna be all that bad. Good luck to you.



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d8a1d3 No.14037[Reply]

So um I just came about this board and this concept while browsing /x/, but incidentally since maybe 15 years ago I've casually talked to myself in my head as a way of deep thought and decision making (think "the empty chair technique"). At this point I have these discussions frequently, and randomly. The responses and emotions of my conversation partner are seemingly at least somewhat independent of my own will. I can also clearly picture what this alter I'm talking to looks like.

Did I actually manage to unknowingly do this Tulpa thing to myself by accident? Is there a way to tell this apart from DID or simply having, like say, an imaginary friend?

314654 No.14038

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>>14037

Seems so to me. It seemsto happen when you focus on a figure like that so strongly for so long. It's why writers and actors have this sort of thing happen to them at times.

The main thing that separates DID from this sort of thing, is that one of the "qualifications" for DID is losing time, black outs, and some other disorderly elements. You may want to do some more in-depth research on the subject, but if you're creation is not doing anything to harm you, or you don't feel a drastic affect on your sense of self, I would not worry.

As far as an imaginary friend goes: They can't do much of anything without your hand in it. This doesn't sound quite scientific, but the best way to describe the difference is this: An imaginary friend is dead, while a "tulpa" is alive. My experience has been that the latter has a sense of liveliness and presence to it, where as an imaginary friend, in the most basic sense, is more like a doll. It's rather vague, but the human mind is weird, does weird things, and seems to defy hard definitions for what happens within its realm.

In any case, I wish you and yours well.


d8a1d3 No.14039

>>14038

>but if you're creation is not doing anything to harm you, or you don't feel a drastic affect on your sense of self, I would not worry.

he'll pop up for the odd bit of snide commentary or a laugh at my expense, and is pretty easy to argue with, but nothing too bad. Certainly nothing violent or dangerous

he has a feeling of being more or less on my side in life, or rather feels sort of like a more brutally honest and maniacal version of myself that says what I'd like to say to others but shouldn't or things I don't want to hear but know to be true.


98f539 No.14055

>>14037

I've done something like this before. I imagine what others would tell me in response to a problem. Sometimes I make it a person that I dont know. I guess to know whether you have DID or not, you would have to figure out whether you hear or see it when you arent thinking of it. I mean does it appear or speak to you without you having thought of it? Does it take you by surprise?


72af2b No.14065

>>14037

"quote from Han solo"


38d9a4 No.14066

>>14065

top kek



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d3d669 No.14040[Reply]

>i was up eating and using the bathroom and took a sleeping pill

>and right before i went to bed i went on spells of magic and looked up a body swap spell

>well then when i came to in the dream i was stuck under this rubble in a desert or something,so i try to climb my way out

>then i fade out of the dream,wake back up in this world, go back into the dream

>then as soon as a i come back into the dream theres this soldier who is litterally like 12 years old(american}

>and hes says something and i just shout out I DONT KNOW JACK SHIT ABOUT BEING A SOLDIER SIR

>and then hes like thats okay you were first one here or something and helps me out of the pit

>then i start crawling on my hands and knees towards the ground off of the wooden platform

and theres this guy with a gun ahead of me.(ally i think)

>then i fade back out of the dream and go back into it again

except this time im like half knocked out in some kind of bunker and thers these slavic dudes operating on me

>then one of them says something about my leg tendon and he fucking grabs onto it with his bare finger and thumb and it feels like hes poking it with a needle and thread

so i guess hes trying to suture my leg or someshit

>and im like oh hell no i aint taking this realistic pain and start shaking my head to wake myself out of the dream

but the funniest part of the dream for me was the literal codbabby and me calling him "sir" just like that


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