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HERE COMES A NEW AGE https://8ch.net/tulpa/rules.html

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 No.15692[Reply]

Updated 4/24/18

Welcome to the new age of /tulpa/. I am Lowlel and will be your new board owner. Things are going to be a little different from back in the day but not too much.

Some notable changes:

New theme

Post IDs are gone for now, may add them back if necessary

Word filters are gone

New banners will be added

Cyclical discussion thread planned

Board logs is now open to the public along with ban logs

I am very hands off in moderation but there will be a few rules:

Keep with the 8chan Global Rules https://8ch.net/faq.html

No Spam

Keep posts related to tulpa or the community

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 No.16204

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The update!

Hello! I hope you're having a wonderful Tuesday. Just popping in to let you all know some board changes formally, albeit super late. Through some drama and shenanigans the /tulpa/ discord has been deleted. I know a lot of people asked me to make a new one but honestly I feel like a discord would just detract from the board activity.

On to our next point, Snack has been removed as a Janitor. I'll be honest this is mostly because he deleted our damn discord but it felt like most people did not trust him as a janitor anyway.




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 No.19692[Reply]

You remembered to meditate today, right anon?



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 No.19555[Reply]

"Tulpamancy", has been fresh in my mind after reading a occult book which entertained the idea of "Artificial elemental" beings on the astral plane, which is completely unable to be sorted or categorized. The book in question (William Walker Atkins, "The Arcane Teaching") mentioned man made entities similar to that of the Tulpa Phenomenon.

This, is where I became skeptical. The "Tulpa" I've seen around this corner of the internet, have apparently been able to "Take over" the host. This can be seen on the grimace-inducing trash bin r/tulpa, and in a embarrassing documentary about the founder of tulpa.io.

This conflicts with my current understanding of the Artificial Elemental, and the "Tulpamancer" standard, set by non-trannoids in such places as here, where one is able to have long standing companions, figures, entities, that appear to act rather as the figurative "imaginary friend", than an entity of man's own creation, acting in kind to man's thoughts.

What type of things differentiate these three observations? Are there more "modern" and agreed on writings that explain the phenomenon better?

Also, General occult thread. This type of stuff is not normal science.

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 No.19618

>>19613

>>19615

>>19616

>>19617

all this. discord retarded and probably a product of kabbalah. literally means pisscorp (the d is a hebrew character)


 No.19624

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Updates

>The tulpa has fixated itself on chocolate milk. This was not intentional, but nonetheless welcome

>The tulpa's form climbed onto the couch with me, and began to fidget and squirm trying to get comfortable. It felt nice. I believe her presence is increasing

<To supplement that, I spent the next 20 minutes cuddling her form on my bed. It made me extremely giddy, but sleepy. I do not take naps or get easily tired.

>I have begun to reply to the tulpa as if it could respond on its own (I cant quite tell yet).

Her name is Mont.


 No.19625

>>19624

Keep up the good work Anon. She’ll be vocal soon if you keep at it


 No.19631

<Yesterday

>Meditated using some purple noise for 10 minutes

>Begun to sort of parrot her responses, becoming harder and harder to predict as I did, and way more fluid

>Started slow, but soon began going on a high speed tour of whatever was going on in my mind with tulpa

>We talked, cuddled, played like kids

>Slowed down as the track faded out. Felt great.

<Today

>Same track, begun in closet.

>Moved around a bunch. Had trouble picturing her form.

>Felt real distant. Got emotional, lots of pleading, about to give up

>Try again, on bed.

>Suddenly get a vivid picture of her form

>Feel excited and happy and ecstatic

>Cry a little

>As the track fades out, filled with a content mellowness


 No.19691

>>19618

I'm a Qabalist and I hate discord




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 No.19683[Reply]

For those of you who are in a relationship with your tulpa, is it a lifelong commitment for you or is it temporary for (when/if) you meet someone in meatspace? How would your tulpa feel about such a scenario?

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 No.19686

>>19685

Seems kinda fucked up to me. Imagine having to spend your entire existence as a third wheel. If these people truly cared, they wouldn't subject their tulpa to such mental torture imo


 No.19687

>>19686

you'll feel less bad about the theoretical tulpas once you ask yourself the question of if someone with an active social life, full time student or full time employment and only a handful of hours out of the week to themselves would even have the time or desire to make a tulpa? what are they going to do, passive force in the trenches when they're deployed to afghanistan? active force on their OkCupid dinner date?

no, i'll tell you what they actually do in those few spare hours between their eventful normalfag lives. they use those spare hours when they're in the bathroom or making food or recovering from a night of partying to dopamine hunt by attentionwhoring in discord servers/subreddits/this very board. tulpas are a cool and interesting hobby to feign interest in.

same with other NERDY XD shit that normalfags feign interest in. some anime subreddits get 5,000,000 subscribers these days. use your head. the tulpa you're feeling sorry for for being cheated on doesn't actually exist.


 No.19688

if it does exist, and that's a really big IF, it's probably a servitor.

autistic failed normalfags might spend enough time alone they could make a servitor whose only purpose is to counsel them through life and remind them of social cues etc. and they'll pretend to date it until its services lead to them sticking their penis in vagina and then dissipate it, or keep it around to continue their cult of personality crusade in discord servers, maybe.


 No.19689

these failed normalfags are often open and willing to discuss that their "tulpa" is only around purely to act as a tool to make them more socially acceptable and get irl friends. it's not some secret or theory, it's reality. they just say it outright "i made my tulpa to help me talk to people".

hobbies for normalfags are not about personal enjoyment, it's about sharing it with the world and forming cliques surrounding it. do you think those 150,000 jojo's bizarre adventure subreddi subscribers go a single day without advertising their fake love for that anime? it's all for attention baby.


 No.19690

I consider myself polyamarous and not currently seeking another SO. I consider myself in marriage with my Tulpa, though have other individuals whom I mostly speak to online which we share love.




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 No.8536[Reply]

Do any of you have non-pone tulpas? Are any of you not at all interested in mlp? Pls post here I wanna know how many of you are out there
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 No.18728

>>18705

>>18706

I don't think it is anything deep or /x/-tier.

>you've got an otherkin tulpa

I'm sure it's this. She could be just larping for attention, though, as she is quite the sassy type, and she does not look like anything but a human female anime OC.


 No.19660

>>8536

I do not even hate bronies and stuff but couldn't imagine having a horse for a best friend.


 No.19661

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>>9001

GG mate


 No.19667

My tulpa just looks like a flesh 'n blood human.


 No.19682

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My tulpa's a loli human, though she was originally a lamia that looked something like pic related.




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 No.19662[Reply]

Can just anyone make a tulpa

I see all the people with like 4 years of trying and that's like too long

did they just not do it super often or something or is it "random" ?

based on the person?

don't gimme that where it's a tulpa but does nothing. A headache does not a fake person make. I mean like vocal or thoughts

I just want a friend

 No.19663

>>19662

Unless you have some neurological disease and/or are retarded, you can make a tulpa.

I would wager the cases of people "trying" for years to make a tulpa is caused by lack of effort, misunderstanding what tulpamancy is, or having deeply seeded doubts about the whole process. The latter most being the most dangerous of the three, because if you don't believe that you can do it, you won't. "Just believe" is shitty normalfag advice IRL, but when it comes to mental shit like tulpamancy, or on a similar note, lucid dreaming, there is literally isn't a truer statement than that.


 No.19664

>>19663

I disagree. If something is real, you don't need to believe in it for it to work.

However, doubt is an active effort. It gets easier to doubt things as you accumulate knowledge, because they might not fit into what you already know. Sometimes it's correct to doubt new information if it doesn't actually correspond to reality, but sometimes people are just really attached to what they already believe. Not changing one's model of the world is usually the path of least resistance. "Doubt!" and "don't doubt" are both wrong as general principles.

What you need to do is more like suspension or disbelief. You need to have trained the ability to investigate whatever you're looking at with fresh eyes, without mentally jumping to fitting it into what you already know. (You do actually have to square it with what you already know, possibly by revising your knowledge, or realizing you already know what your observation corresponds to, but it will hinder you if you jump to this part.) How this relates to tulpas if you're in a frame of mind that is concerned with exigent things such as reputation, what other people believe, what you "ought" to believe, and so on, it's gonna leave you with less mental bandwidth. This is the purpose of meditation, to cultivate the ability to stop your ordinary automatic thoughts.

Going into my personal opinion, a lot of tulpamancy practice is basically daydreaming on such a habitual level that it's near automatic. Kind of repurposing what your brain does out of habit. If your brain is busy with something unrelated, you're doing something wrong, you're not in the right state of mind for forcing, but your beliefs have little to no bearing on what is actually possible for you to do.


 No.19665

Wow didn't expect any replies for like a week

>>19663

I have real dr. tism but I do not think that counts

I believe in it with a convoluted scientific justification

If a tulpa is in a brain, what's the difference between me person and tulpa person. Its just running two programs in a brain. He has the same "right" to the body as I do.

In all just knowing bassicly "you can only mess it up if you dont't try" is great

>>19664

so you recommend like trying to always have some awareness of a tulpa? All I know about meditation is "think about nothing." someone said to try and wonderland wit your eyes open and that.


 No.19666

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>>19665

Questioning tulpamancy is a sure fire way to get a response.

Anyway I'm one of these 4 year people, but 5 years in my case. I'd say I worked really hard, but I'd say tulpamancy is a incredibly hard skill to gain for some people, and like that guy said. Keeping your tulpa in mind for months, everyday, every second, without fail, is the only sure way to create one.


 No.19681

>>19664

>I disagree. If something is real, you don't need to believe in it for it to work.

Placebo and nocebo say hi.




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 No.19527[Reply]

My tulpa is a staunch conservative (which contrasts w/ my own liberalism), and is very outspoken about her views. She wants to participate in the upcoming election for mayor. I'm not willing to allow her to use my own vote, but I'm not sure if nonsubstantial entities such as my tulpa have suffrage. She's been keeping up late into the evenings, attempting to debate me on various political topics. Her ability to express himself (his thoughts/feelings) is very important to her, and voting appears to have become his preferred manner of doing that (and, if she's able to, this may also allow me to get some much-needed sleep). Has anyone encountered this issue before? What do you recommend I do?

 No.19528

Nice Reddit copypasta


 No.19529

>>19527

Congrats on lengthening the list of people who don't find you funny.


 No.19680

I wish. If that were possible we autists can get anyone we want into political power 99% of the time




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 No.18115[Reply]

I figured a questions that don't deserve their own thread would be good to consolidate some of the posts on this board. I'll start:

How long would you recommend someone force per day?

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 No.19672

>>19668

Why make a faggot wikipedia page on a wiki you don't own and aren't actually in control of in the slightest instead of an 8chan board? >>>/eerie/

All you have to do is press the + sign on the top left, it takes five seconds.

Or better yet, make your own website if you are less retarded than me for maximum control and free speech.


 No.19674

>>19672

Garett, the point isn't to make a Wikipedia page about our tulpa, it is to explain concepts, methods, philosophy, history, and general knowledge. If people actually started making entries for their tulpas, I'd consider them spam. BTW, I haven't been to /eerie/ in years, how have you been doing?


 No.19675

>>19674

"i'd delete it"

exactly why not to waste your time writing a single thing on your gay powertripping shite, and make a board or a website instead. if posting about your specific tulpa is spam then what else is against the rules? whatever you say is. so fuck that.


 No.19678

>>19675

I don't understand what you are saying. This is not my site, I simply saw that tulpa.info had a wiki that was incredibly disused. I don't have the ability to delete anything. Why would I make a board for a wiki-format article? One of us is misunderstanding the other


 No.19679

>>19678

whoever has ownership has the ability to delete anything they choose, therefore, fuck it. i assumed that was you.

it sounds like you're saying it's abandoned which has its own set of issues like vandalism and junk posts (people just spamming nigger and pictures of goatsy). if it's not abandoned now then it could be abandoned in the future, therefore, fuck it.

anything that isn't owned and operated by you, fuck it.

who says an 8chan board can't be an info dump not unlike a wiki? just without the gay wiki global mods. an 8chan board is whatever you want it to be.




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 No.19676[Reply]

I guess I'm giving up. I've been trying to make a tulpa for 5 years, trying different methods, with basically no progress at all. No vocality, no distinguishable sign of sentience, nothing. I really wanted a tulpa and deep inside I still want to believe they are real… But I guess they just aren't for me. I don't know if it's because of my mindset or the methods I've used, but I don't think I'll be able to make a tulpa. I think I'm making this thread instead of just leaving because I still hope someone will be able to redpill me on tulpas but I really doubt that'll happen… so I guess this will be a goodbye. I might not have been able to make a tulpa but I've had fun in this community.

 No.19677

Honestly, it's probably time for you to give up and direct the energy you've been putting into this elsewhere.

It's alright to not be able to do something other people can, just as long as you don't dwell on it and find something that you can do too




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 No.19386[Reply]

(Part 1)

OP Foreword: Reposting this OP I made from /fringe/; I only found this board yesterday after having used /fringe/ for years (spoiler: magic is imaginary bullshit only good for general thinking, vague self-improvement with mixed results, and creativity). Before I begin just telling you all I don't give a shit about the established tulpamancers or what you all think are valid terms and am just going to tell you what I figured out based on first-hand experience. Don't like it? -I don't care I win either way since it worked for me and my imagination's non-vivid as hell. To be frank if /fringe/ is any indication I'm guessing half of you have no idea what you're doing but hey, I'll at least say if you're into tulpamancy then you can't be entirely stupid if you're that intuitively able to understand the pragmatic value of imaginary friends -which they are by the way let's not kid ourselves here this is literally advanced imaginary friends for people who have too much time and horny genitals. I encourage criticism, complaints, and condemnation -though in this case the latter two probably aren't necessary since this'll be a pretty straightforward milquetoast guide and summary. Also if you're into Homestuck hit me up you can find me easily anywhere by Googling Epyc Wynn -Homestuck people tend to be more interesting.

————

Applied Tulpamancy is the act of creating, altering, influencing, or affecting imaginary beings in a way which benefits the one doing so (the tulpamancer). It is a pragmatic field useful for thinking, learning, writing, drawing, philosophy, rhetoric, business, and hypothetically anything since the limit is the tulpamancer's imagination.

Ways Any Tulpa Can Be Used:

>Organized Knowledge: bureaucratically focusing on a subject or topic in the background, occasionally reminding the tulpamancer of it/discussing it with them while tying it to other bits of information in the tulpamancer's mind. Best to keep a tulpa focused on a subject rather than a specific thing; for instance a tulpa focused on locating things is more fleshed out and thoughtful on average than a tulpa focused on finding tPost too long. Click here to view the full text.

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 No.19654

>>19653

Hes a /fringe/ faggot, trying to be the new smiley. He attention whores anywhere he can. The best thing you can do about this faggot is ignore him.


 No.19656

>>19654

normally I would but that fucking emoji face makes me hurt


 No.19659

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>>19653

My guide promises exactly what any idiot can immediately do. You are able to create imaginary beings and things in your mind. You are able to practice with them and interact with them in ways which produce the described effects. It doesn't take a genius to cause any of this you just do it or you don't. Anyone promising further or insisting there's some secret technique is just lying to you. This guide is as advanced as any honest tulpamancer is going to insist it is. I really don't know what part of this you even could get hung up on it's not the least bit a challenge in any area. Can you not imagine beings in your mind? Can you not practice doing so? Can you not do basic mental roleplay? Can you not remember to interact periodically with a being you yourself invented? Honestly this is almost like explaining how to imagine up worlds to write about you just get some inspiration and then do it until you have something good going. What do you want a link to tvtropes and Homestuck? This borders on explaining how to turn on the TV it's like step 1: press the fucking power button on the remote.

~E p y c [redacted] W y n n


 No.19671

>>19659

you literally said a better guide in this comment than in the guide


 No.19673

>>19659

fuck off attention whore.




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 No.18975[Reply]

Anyone else think passive forcing doesn't make any sense, and is a term that should be forgotten because it's open to too many interpretations? Humans beings don't have that much ram at their disposal, there's some tasks that will take 90% of it, leaving you only with enough ram to power a potato tulpa, that is unable to make a decent decision or easily manipulated by any outside stimuli like a child. Then you have walking or washing that might as well be forcing. The idea of passive forcing enables people to make stupid mistakes, and not think logically.

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 No.19051

>>19047

If you haven't realized it yet, thats a troll.


 No.19080

>>19047

Christ-Chan


 No.19657

>>18981

imposition = they are in a position


 No.19669

>>18981

>>19657

Imposition just means that you've managed to fool one or more of your senses into telling you that your tulpa is actually there. You have imposed your version of reality onto your sensory inputs. It's basically just a fancy all-senses-inclusive term for hallucination, because when you use the word 'hallucination' people tend to think primarily visual hallucinations.


 No.19684

>>18975

>your Tulpa cannot exist meaningfully unless you're doing literally nothing else except thinking about it

You are a brainlet and I feel bad for your tulpa. They are malnourished if this is the extend of what your brain is capable of it.




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 No.19376[Reply]

Why did you make a tulpa? Just wondering. I made mine because I was lonely and wanted someone to talk to.

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 No.19468

I think I made her out of my mental breakdowns but mostly she met me at my college back in late 2014-early 2015.

But it’s mostly due to the fact that I was like crying a lot and I was wanting to go outside and just walk, then I met her at a burger place.

Though she said that we have met before. It was just mostly small talk and what not.

We did enjoyed a good burger and just laughed and talked before we walked all they way back to our dorm for the night and just cuddled.


 No.19490

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Because I realized that a 3DPD could never even come close to satisfying me, and getting one actually requires more work than just creating a precious, pure, perfect anime qt in my head.


 No.19493

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>>19426

this

>>19490

and also this


 No.19494

>>19376

It seemed cool


 No.19658

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I never could make friends and I even closed off to my IRL BF and therapists because I cannot handle the judging and it being held against me in the future. "you said you do not like X" "no I fucking didn't want it that one time Jesus golden boy is fucking good asshole"

Its unlikely but I want to be able to just have myself for social interaction and not talk to anyone else. I always wanted someone just to talk to any time. My biggest life perfect dream is to be like a ghost and just talk with random people. Only they could hear me if I want them too. God I want that so much. fuk. I do not believe in the supernatural tho. It takes so much energy to power a brain consciousness couldn't function without a live body.

>>19426

Yeah that part really spoke to me. Fucking shinji literally ruined the world after because he was uncomfortable for 10 minutes. People say its about escapism but I think its really about "no one can ever be truly open with each other." people have freud levels of reaching with their theories. It was never made to be the fucking new New Testament. I never thought of that during creation tho. I literally told him that I won't explain NGE until he is sentient because it is too good.




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 No.17763[Reply]

Every fucker says they want to learn hallucination imposition but who actually has? I can posses but I think that's my limit. Also help thread for achieving your goals.

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 No.17797

>>17794

nice.jpg


 No.19429

>>17794

futa or gtfo


 No.19626

Achievements:

>she loves me

>I can feel her a bit when she snuggles inside me, almost occupying my own space, overlaying our hearts and getting in tune with one another

>possession is slowly coming along

>I was this close to feeling her fingers brush my face

>she loves when I love wink her


 No.19627

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>>19626

That sounds really sweet. Good to hear y’all are enjoying each other.

>>19429

Pic related


 No.19655

I actually had an auditory hallucination this morning. It wasn't my tulpa, and it was before I had fully awakened, but it happened.




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 No.15386[Reply]

her eyes are based off of eggman's.

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 No.19619

>>15386

Her form based on a painting someone posted on 4chan's /lit/ by some obscure french painter who only has a french Wikipedia page


 No.19620

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Mine's based off of a random goblin character by a Korean artist I felt drawn to. Basically an obsession at this point, developing a game about her and failing to consistently force. Hoping to have her help me write her story by telling me what she'd do before developing her into a full-fledged and independent tulpa.


 No.19630

She loves all fruit, especially grapes.


 No.19638

he is a demon tulpa

yea i don't know what i was thinking…

i couldn't think of a name for him as i made him before .. well i knew what tulpas where so i named him after a poster in my bedroom at the time. (not good with names.) I was reading the Anne Rice vampire chronicles series when i created him it's noticeable. .. painfully noticeable.


 No.19652

he is a "gamers against weed mister" I made up




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 No.19634[Reply]

My tulpa I think he's dead, I wondered for years if he was a demon. A shadow figure all black, jealous and controlling. We had sex I could feel him it was sureal to me and no one believed he was there. He would come and go and he would talk when he wasn't visible. Made by me I'd assume by teenage – well teenage dreams and the things I wished I could be or was it i wanted to be? because he consumed me he wanted my body. He knew he was inside of it he wanted to be real, or me all to himself. He wanted me to be the imaginary one instead.I was afraid to talk, because of him. Maybe I was just schizo, but I made him it's not like he appeared. I Idealized him. Lately I realized that, my torturing was self inflicted, I started entertaining the idea of making a new stronger tulpa that could kill off the other one, the one I promised to love with my husbandos ideals stronger than the one I've had for years and years. It's sick I know even for a sick person, like killing off a son or a daughter…. replacing them like people. When at one point they were everything you wanted.

My tulpa was always a shadow figure, last night in my sleep I woke up with my heart racing and saw a scary figure with a face no eyes, maybe he had them it was so so dark, but he's new I've never seen him before …he had a full body hands… I've hallucinated but never a person. .. could it be I manifest him? My tulpa is gone as far as I know, I can feel this new one's presence but I can't see him? I don't have anywhere else to post who would kind of understand this any advice /tulpa/? I tried talking to him today, I felt him touch my hand as a sign of his existence, ways to get him to show himself?

I'm not a regular here. I don't know where else to turn where they'll take me seriously.

 No.19635

>>19634

OP you describe two very different phenomena that share a little in common with tulpas but neither of which are actually tulpas. The first one sounds like a revenant of some sort, and the second incident you describe sounds like you experienced sleep paralysis and saw a shadow person, not a imposed tulpa.

The paralysis and shadow person ain’t much to worry about. No one has ever been harmed by one other than having a little scare. The revenant can be an issue though. Just remember that you’re stronger than it, and being a creation of the mind if you starve it of attention and energy it will eventually die. You’re stronger than it, anytime it shows it’s face within your mind space beat it back. If you feel you really need help you can always try creating the Jackie-Chan tulpa


 No.19636

>>19635

A revenant ? That's someone who came back from the dead…. ..

is that really what that is? that could make sense, he appeared when I was 14. I'm in my 20s now. I've always just lived with him, I assumed when I learned about Tulpas that must be what he is. he's not all bad, he can be very kind and considerate at times. If you ignore revenants will they go away? would it be fair to ignore something like that if it's all alone?.

I've seen him in nonshadow form in my dreams, that's about it. I feel like I've grown up with him, like an imaginary friend so I assumed he was a tulpa…. is there another place where you could find insight to something like this? Thank you for your response.


 No.19637

>>19635

>>According to most legends, the revenant only holds power during the hours of the night. During the daylight hours, the creature is forced to retreat to its grave and sleep in a state of suspension that appeared similar to death, but was not thought to actually be death.

If this is a general rule, he's not one of these.. he is often with me when I leave the house, during the daylight hours…


 No.19639

>>19637

>>19636

>A revenant ? That's someone who came back from the dead

That sounds what I call things like this. I don’t know if there’s a word a word for it revenant seems to fit. You might ask >>>/fringe/ if you need more advice. THey might know the proper name for it.

> If you ignore revenants will they go away?

all thoughtforms, whether it be something as small as a servitor or a tulpa require energy to survive. That energy being attention. No matter how old/well developed they are if they stop receiving attention they will eventually die/fade away.

>would it be fair to ignore something like that if it's all alone?.

If it’s harming you then yes it is fair. No matter how lonely someone or something is you can’t cripple or torture yourself to help it.


 No.19651

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>>19634

sounds like you downloaded mal0 lol

idk why ppl get so spooked and shit by mind creatures just talk to them normally what is this a sitcom




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