/tulpa/ - Tulpa

Taking heavy duty painkillers once a week, especially if it's for medical reasons, does not have a serious implication for forcing.

You should be more concerned about the state of your physical condition. I would advise to err away from the suppress-the-symptoms approach of medicine. Pain is your body's way of telling you that something is wrong. And while not all causes of pain are understood and can be cured, a good place to start would be to review the quality of your nutrition. You want to know for sure that your condition is not being caused or exacerbated by the simple cause of not getting proper nutrition.

>>14147

>>14148

sounds a lot like me.

morning;

>1 advil

>1 allergy pill [hair tickles me noes]

>1 flitstone tablet

>brush teeth

>deo

>freebreeze [a few sprays]

through out while am awake;

>6 mini corn dogs

>1 cereal box [takes me about 3 days to finish a box]

>2 packs of little bit muffins

>1 bag of chips [takes me almost 2days to finish]

>sunnyd/fruit punch/lemonade/lemonade tea/unsweeten tea/green tea/lactos milk [these take me about 4 days to finish because i get the biggest jug the store has]

>leftover fastfood [3burgers with just ketchup/4nuggets/fries]

dinner;

>2 chicken tendies/6 pizza rolls/6 tots/6 boneless wings [mostly 2/4 of those things i have but if really hungry then eat all 4]

>6 mini corndogs

>1 tv dinner

>fastfood

i sleep for about 8 - 12hours

am 5'7/136lb 28x30 as a white male at age 26.

i take a shower

>when a get a rash

>go out to eat with irl fam

>just need to wake meself up

>>14153

this nigga gon b dead by 40

Reposting from /monster/ because i remembered this board exists. Hope I can use this thread.

Let's say I got the wonderland and the basic form down.

What the hell am I supposed to do now?

I can talk to It, but the best I can do is to prattle like an old lady to her cat

>My, aren't we cute today? Who is the cutest Myon? You are!

>My boss praised me today. I feel good. Do you feel good? Because I do

Please, send help

>>14152

I advise you study nutrition.

You can get away with that now, but your youthful immunity is rapidly nearing its end.

>>14155

Just make your own thread. Don't expect speedy replies, though.

>>14153

it goes to my handles.

>>14153

>not wanting death

i hear all these people dying from cancer or getting killed by something on the news and am like 'where the fuck is my cancer?'. not that i am in a rush to die, just my life since 2010 [grad hs and got on ssi with 500usd a month] as been like a slice-of-life anime and i have no regreats think i can think of. no debts to owe. no rent/bills to pay since i live with my parents. no chores to do but taking care of me wash once the bit fills up. i used to get the trash can and bring it in while getting the mail but since step-dad is back living with me - he is the house maid because that ocd. i get high off audio. wear am ddcup silicone tits around the house but the shoestring digs into me neck so i have to take me tits off when that happens. if they kick me out, i will go to the police station about report them for kicking me out because i have MILD autism/cerebal palsy and muh LGBT RIGHTS..if all else fails then go to the ward for like 3days then report them again adding muh ward trip.

visit /suicide/ and /r9k/ sometime.

>>14162

no regrets*

the bin*

wear my*

>>14162

but i do help around the house when asked/needed.

i mostly picture it as if am on my own since am moving into me own apartment this year.

longest time of the day is around 3pm est - 4pm est. just feels like turning off everything and laying down on the ground while the light hits you.

i do not drugs and i do not drink.

still a virgin with no irl friends/gf.

why did i start coming to this board?

had 1 female tupla since 24/2/2007.

yandere type. does not like to share.

>>14152

Meant 30x32

>>14167

http://pastebin.com/ZRND3ici

>>14170

that bin is what has been going on since like 2013 but i learned from that mess. nothing has been going on to make a note on the bin about.

hoping to work up to taking some test to get a car

>tfw used gta vc to pratice driving when it came out

>still member how to get flamethrower by the dome.

>tfw get to the other side of the map.

>tfw those ramps by that one club

>>14170

That video with the NES Zapper is rad as fuck

7.3.2016

>washes dog toys in the wash

>I get ready to do my own wash and see dog toys in wash

>take dog toys out of wash and do my wash

>go back into room and wait

>stepdad gets butt-hurt and yells for me

>he asked why the dog toys are out of the wash

>I tell him >putting dog toys in the wash > 2016

>he gets more butt-hurt

>he tells me that I did not ask questions before doing my own wash

>he tell me thinking is dangerous

>he puts dog toys back into dyer and does my wash also

I think me stepdad mad because

>not allowed to wank

>mom does not have sex with him anymore [not that I can tell]

>not allowed to drive [lost his car]

>not allowed to degrade/take me things/tease me

>not allowed to drink

>not allowed to do drugs [but le vape]

>grandma took over the guest room where he used to have his stuff in

>is gunna get kicked out again if he does not get a job by end of this year

>jelly that I can just lay around and be a lazy slob

>me mom controls his money

if he mocks me, he is mocking himself because he is doing what I have been doing since 2010.

he has only been here for like 2months and if I do get a car, I will charge him double the amount gas is.

I just eat tendies while watching muh animu and see him cleaning the house.

>>14176

>not allowed to drink

Why bother living at that point?

>>14177

>he goes to AA

>he gives money to therpay

>he pays money for meditation group classes

>he vapes and smokes

>he goes to church

>he buys i-shit

>he downloads movies [i know he downloads porn on a 16gb usb stick]

>he cleans up the dog's shit

>he acts like a child when he does not get his way

>he is jobless but applies for jobs without a car [but pays for uber]

at age 58 in the year 2016

>>14177

am not the type that mocks others of what they do like

>they do [x] in the year of 2016. can ye belive it?

when he /does/ dumb shit or says dumb things when mind is not clear, i just look at him like 'really?' and just hold me tounge because do not wanna throw more coal in the fire.

>>14179

Serosuly, like wtf are these people doing in my 2016?

Oh father time, please get rid of these normies from my current year.

Ramen.

>stepdad took 2usd while i was sleeping and 10usd a few weeks ago for uber [he just need 4usd when he took the 10usd]

>mom gave me 5usd to cover him and said she will give me another 5usd tomorrow

>he went for a walk in 50f at night to a bank that is a 15minute walk to just get 2usd with a bad back

>tfw the 2usd were somewhere in me room

>mfw i get 7 extra dollars

>mfw i already get 500usd a month and like have 2k in savings

>mfw the dentist gave me a check for 87usd because he owed me [i already spent like 20usd of it]

i am not even a jew.

>>14185

i thought stepdad took 2usd*

when I was talking to him about it, he said I would have to keep his change when he buys me fastfood.

I just told him 'well. yeah. you paid for it.' then told him I had gift cards.

that is what ye get for being cocky when telling me to close a door.

nvm that 7usd extra.

they just gave me like 15usd instead.

'for my troubles.'

>>14188

>>14188

[11-Mar-16 11:56:23 PM] Mark: Wow nux. I bet you have NO LIFE!!!!!

[11-Mar-16 11:56:40 PM] motivation: yes i do.

i am alive.

[11-Mar-16 11:56:43 PM] Mark: Why don't you get a JOB you AUTIST!!!!

[11-Mar-16 11:56:48 PM] motivation: lol

[11-Mar-16 11:57:19 PM] motivation: i do have one.

shitting in muh pants for 500usd [from ssi] each month.

[11-Mar-16 11:57:43 PM] motivation: >that is not a job

[11-Mar-16 11:57:50 PM] motivation: but it pays me

[11-Mar-16 11:58:04 PM] motivation: i mean…ye taxes and paycheck do.

[11-Mar-16 11:58:35 PM] Mark: Why is my hard earned money going to FREAKS LIKE YOU. I know there's a cure to your autism: it's called one honest day of work.

[11-Mar-16 11:58:40 PM] motivation: and when i move out, i will be getting 733usd from ssi and 300usd from foodstamps

[11-Mar-16 11:59:51 PM] motivation: why get a job if the point of a job is to make money? ssi gives me free money for doing jack shit. so why should i 'work' if i get free money?

[12:00:08 AM] motivation: and i am being honest, ye saw me site.

[12:00:22 AM] Mark: because you know you contributed to society and helped the rest of humanity instead of being a WORTHLESS PARASITE

[12:00:47 AM] motivation: how am i gunna help the outside world?

[12:01:00 AM] Mark: You could work at mcdonalds

[12:01:07 AM] Mark: You could be a greeter at walmart

[12:01:12 AM] motivation: but how is that helping the rest of the world?

[12:01:55 AM] Mark: Because both increase revenue for their company which in turns provides revenue for the people who work there, thus making you contribute to society

[12:02:25 AM] motivation: yeah yeah yeah. no. lol. why do i /need/ a job when i get free money for doing fuck shit?

[12:02:50 AM] im a hag!: hes assuming u have any motivation at all to do anything in ur life

[12:02:54 AM] motivation: also am a lazy minilist

[12:02:55 AM] Mark: I guess you're ok with being a worthless parasite. I for one, am obligated to help others.

>>14189

[12:02:25 AM] motivation: yeah yeah yeah. no. lol. why do i /need/ a job when i get free money for doing fuck shit?

[12:02:50 AM] im a hag!: hes assuming u have any motivation at all to do anything in ur life

[12:02:54 AM] motivation: also am a lazy minilist

[12:02:55 AM] Mark: I guess you're ok with being a worthless parasite. I for one, am obligated to help others.

[12:02:59 AM] motivation: or however ye spell it.

[12:03:18 AM] Mark: wow how do you not know how to say nihilist you retard

[12:03:30 AM] motivation: wanna read a pastebin about me thoughts on working?

[12:03:37 AM] Mark: let me guess

[12:03:37 AM] motivation: oh

[12:03:43 AM] motivation: i have google for that

[12:03:44 AM] motivation: thanks

[12:03:49 AM] motivation: almost forgot.

[12:03:49 AM] motivation: ;]

[12:03:57 AM] Mark: "people who work are LOSERS!!!! im a lazy piece of shit and proud!!! VOTE BERNIE!!!"

[12:04:10 AM] motivation: i do not vote

[12:04:20 AM] Mark: that would require getting up from your chair

[12:04:25 AM] motivation: because am not getting money out of it.

[12:04:30 AM] Mark: Fucking loser NEET

[12:04:36 AM] Mark: I'd beat you up

[12:04:39 AM] motivation: i have a bed next to me computer

[12:04:45 AM] Mark: why do you talk like a pirate

[12:04:55 AM] motivation: what ye mean?

[12:04:59 AM] Mark: lol

[12:05:24 AM] motivation: and why ye being so butt hurt about me not wanting a job?

[12:05:39 AM] Mark: because my tax dollars are supporting you

[12:05:53 AM] motivation: just stop working

[12:06:00 AM] motivation: + that is why i do not work

[12:06:06 AM] motivation: http://pastebin.com/G5WX8LBF

[12:07:05 AM] motivation: >ye 20 and fell form the baby boomer advice

[12:07:06 AM] motivation: xd

[12:07:25 AM] motivation: am like 26 and retired at age 21

[12:07:28 AM] im a hag!: Lol he really does speak like a pirate

[12:07:30 AM] im a hag!: arghh

[12:08:36 AM] im a hag!: Did you like my pirate impression

[12:09:26 AM] motivation: >what am i gunna do when muh parents die?

[12:09:27 AM] motivation: cls

[12:09:52 AM] Mark: Arghhh

[12:10:06 AM] Mark: anyway

>>14190

[12:10:21 AM] roo: [12:07 AM] motivation:

<<< am like 26 and retired at age 21

[12:10:33 AM] roo: #thelife

[12:11:05 AM] Mark: I don't think it's fair my money is going towards paying for a a man who poops in his own underwear's ability to grow tits

[12:11:19 AM] motivation: then stop working and get on ssi.

[12:11:37 AM] im a hag!: Who elses underwear would he poop in

[12:11:47 AM] roo: yours

[12:11:55 AM] Mark: when is nux gonna start wearing panties

[12:12:03 AM] motivation: well, if he so butt mad over me shitting then i could hire him as a maid.

[12:12:07 AM] motivation: and clean me.

[12:12:22 AM] motivation: i do wear pants but no underwear

[12:12:26 AM] motivation: or socks

[12:12:36 AM] Mark: that would require a 60+ hour work week, which is illegal

[12:12:52 AM] motivation: lol

[12:12:58 AM] motivation: >asking others for time off

[12:13:04 AM] motivation: >sucking boss dick

[12:13:19 AM] motivation: wagie on a lease

[12:13:37 AM] motivation: just stop working

[12:13:42 AM] motivation: and get on ssi

[12:14:08 AM] motivation: i bet ye fell for the advice of college.

[12:14:13 AM] motivation: i did not go.

[12:14:20 AM] motivation: and look how i am

[12:14:57 AM] motivation: shitting muh pants and eating subway with ye tax money

[12:15:44 AM] motivation: why ye mad at me? i did not do anything.

blame working.

[12:16:05 AM] roo: ^

[12:16:05 AM] motivation: if ye did not work, i would not be sucking ye money.

[12:16:26 AM] motivation: just save up 6months of ssi

[12:17:04 AM] motivation: i would get 6k by saving

[12:18:03 AM] motivation: but thanks wagie. ;]

[12:18:11 AM] im a hag!: i get 6k by working in a month…….

[12:18:20 AM] motivation: ok

[12:19:05 AM] motivation: i get 500usd a month but i do not have to suck a boss's dick and break a sweat and stand on me feet hours and hours.

[12:19:16 AM] motivation: and be on a leash to keep coming back.

>>14191

[12:19:28 AM] motivation: + that gross and stuff from ye pay.

[12:20:31 AM] im a hag!: ye but itll be a lonely and unfulfilling life

[12:21:20 AM] motivation: take is what i make of it but how can i be with all the entertainment such as VR healmet/sex dolls/anime/games/etc in the current year?

[12:21:27 AM] motivation: i sleep for about 12hours.

[12:22:15 AM] motivation: what do ye do with ye free time off work?

[12:22:32 AM] im a hag!: uh……..go on dates/ see movies/ travel……

[12:24:00 AM] motivation: how is dating working out for ye?

movies? ye enjoy paying for the ticket /and/ the food and stuff which is going to coast more than the movie ye are watching? just watch them online or on netflax.

everything can be simulated online but flesh.

[12:24:43 AM] motivation: and that is where sexdolls and VR come in with the flesh.

[12:24:50 AM] roo: preach it nuxed

[12:26:11 AM] motivation: ye go to school for like 12years. work until ye are 60. retire and go for a bit of sightseeing then are dead by 80?

[12:26:22 AM] motivation: such fulfilling life

[12:26:45 AM] motivation: along with alimony and child support

[12:27:00 AM] roo: #mgtow

[12:27:13 AM] im a hag!: and whats fulfilling abt sleeping 12 hrs a day…

[12:27:42 AM] motivation: >the wagie wants to work more and without resting

[12:27:47 AM] motivation: oh very

[12:27:51 AM] motivation: good goy

im a hag!

[12:28:09 AM] motivation: i once slpt for like 21hours before

[12:28:16 AM] motivation: but mostly it is 8-12hours

[12:28:28 AM] Mark: I was just bustin ur balls nux

>>14192

[12:28:32 AM] Mark: i support your lifestyle choices

[12:28:32 AM] motivation: kk

[12:28:36 AM] motivation: >backpeddling

[12:28:38 AM] motivation: ok

[12:28:38 AM] roo: troll'd – HARD

[12:28:54 AM] motivation: ye fell for the memes

[12:29:02 AM] motivation: i was only trying to fit it

[12:29:05 AM] motivation: fit in*

[12:29:26 AM] Mark: was that what you were thinking when you decided to grow tits

[12:29:35 AM] motivation: >grow tits

[12:29:50 AM] motivation: i have silicone tits hanging by a shoesting

[12:29:55 AM] motivation: covered in tape

[12:29:59 AM] Mark: Oh

[12:30:02 AM] Mark: that's fine, then

[12:30:13 AM] motivation: i do have a video

[12:30:16 AM] motivation: on it

[12:30:17 AM] motivation: hang on

[12:30:18 AM] im a hag!: lets see

[12:30:40 AM] motivation: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dQw4w9WgXcQ

[12:30:55 AM] roo: nice

[12:31:00 AM] Mark: I wonder what this link is

[12:31:01 AM] im a hag!: Doesn't really work since skype has video previews.

[12:31:03 AM] Mark: before clicking it

[12:31:19 AM] Mark: when u fall in love on okc aᮼ߼and they won't evn come online

[12:31:24 AM] Mark: nah tbh most of the people I message are lucky im even talking 2them

[12:31:38 AM] Mark: Cringiest bitch on skype

[12:31:51 AM] andrew: Nice

[12:32:25 AM] motivation: he sounds like the message board for the rainforest and frog pictures i visit.

[12:32:42 AM] Mark: ok

[12:33:16 AM] motivation: guess what

[12:33:31 AM] Mark: what

[12:33:38 AM] motivation: chicken butt

[12:33:43 AM] motivation: xd

[12:33:43 AM] Mark: ok

[12:34:08 AM] motivation: only 48 more hours until monday

[12:34:10 AM] motivation: wagie ;]