>>27
What this fucking faggot said.
What I do is begin listening to music. Get in the zone, start repeating to yourself- "those people, they're not your friends, they really don't like you." You must create tempos, themes, music to break the allure of their "friendship".
Internet [and rl] "friends" will take your weakness and use it against you. They will capitalize upon your hesitations and offerings of equality, and strike you down with laughter and mire.
You mustn't allow yourself to be so easily manipulated. Think to yourself- remind yourself: "these fucking faggots, they're manipulating me. They don't give a flying fuck about me".
Keep it up, don't get yourself angry- that's where you'll make stupid mistakes. No, you need a clear head. Distance them from you, create essential psychological baby-steps, such as creating images of them, their voices, their words, their existence, and shredding it apart.
You will find yourself no longer at them whims of others, and now at the helm of your psychological wellbeing.