>How do you guys keep composed and stay the course throughout the years and never stray from your ideals?
Im a 30yo virgin going on 31. In my teens it was soul crushingly hard trying to go to school everyday knowing my other male classmates were fucking girls on the weekends and going on dates. Majority of those girls being virgins themselves. What kept me going was the thought Id make something of myself and find a pure wife in my 20s.
So in my 20s I just worked on myself. Went to college. Got a job. The usual. My 20s werent that hard since I wasnt even really thinking about women at the time. In the back of my head I always knew there was a girl out there for me just waiting for me.
So I turn 30. Nothing really going on in my life. I felt strong. I felt fine. Was hoping for a wife by now but I figured I could hold out for a perfect girl. I kept strong on the whole no hymen no diamond mentality.
These past few weeks 31 is creeping on me fast and Im barely making it. Im really struggling guys. My libido has taken over and Im so close to just calling up a fucking prostitute and losing my virginity to a whore. I cant take it! My dick is hard 24/7
If my dick isnt hard then Im calling in sick to work and spending hours in bed crying and depressed because Im coming to realize I will never be a girls first. I had always pictured and planned Id meet a girl when the time was right. Now Im old. What fucking female virgins are there 30+? I feel I was so stupid I deluded myself. I cant fucking take it
Im so confused and unsure of myself now. There's no point in going MGTOW if im still so fucking sad and horny all the time what the fuck!! So I thought Id ask my friends on here who know what I am going through. How do you stay the course?