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 No.15488

>How do you guys keep composed and stay the course throughout the years and never stray from your ideals?

Im a 30yo virgin going on 31. In my teens it was soul crushingly hard trying to go to school everyday knowing my other male classmates were fucking girls on the weekends and going on dates. Majority of those girls being virgins themselves. What kept me going was the thought Id make something of myself and find a pure wife in my 20s.

So in my 20s I just worked on myself. Went to college. Got a job. The usual. My 20s werent that hard since I wasnt even really thinking about women at the time. In the back of my head I always knew there was a girl out there for me just waiting for me.

So I turn 30. Nothing really going on in my life. I felt strong. I felt fine. Was hoping for a wife by now but I figured I could hold out for a perfect girl. I kept strong on the whole no hymen no diamond mentality.

BUT OMFG!!!

These past few weeks 31 is creeping on me fast and Im barely making it. Im really struggling guys. My libido has taken over and Im so close to just calling up a fucking prostitute and losing my virginity to a whore. I cant take it! My dick is hard 24/7

If my dick isnt hard then Im calling in sick to work and spending hours in bed crying and depressed because Im coming to realize I will never be a girls first. I had always pictured and planned Id meet a girl when the time was right. Now Im old. What fucking female virgins are there 30+? I feel I was so stupid I deluded myself. I cant fucking take it

Im so confused and unsure of myself now. There's no point in going MGTOW if im still so fucking sad and horny all the time what the fuck!! So I thought Id ask my friends on here who know what I am going through. How do you stay the course?

 No.15489

File: d7d8d3903c6ca27⋯.gif (946.52 KB, 640x360, 16:9, d7d8d3903c6ca27e96c50ccd46….gif)

>How do you find meaning in life?


 No.15491

File: de0a308c05ed3da⋯.jpg (606.8 KB, 895x1280, 179:256, jerk off.jpg)

Have you considered masturbation? I find that it helps a lot.


 No.15492

Soft drugs are a good way to deal with life, especially the ones that make you feel euphoric in higher doses. You can pretty much use them daily and it'll turn everyday activities like anime, playing vidya or watching a jewtube video into great, funny and entertaining events.

You don't actually want a gf, you want to feel good and think that might happen by finding a gf. Just do things that make you feel good and your wish for a gf will vanish.


 No.15493

>>15489

Meaning is intent. Unless we were created to serve some purpose, we have none. Though, it may be that our inside-reality reasoning simply doesn't apply to reality as a whole. In any case, unless god starts talking to you, you have no meaning. My meaning is to kill myself to piss of my mother.


 No.15516

>>15488

HOLY SHIT, THE REDDIT-SPACING, IT BURNS

>How do you guys keep composed and stay the course throughout the years and never stray from your ideals?Im a 30yo virgin going on 31. In my teens it was soul crushingly hard trying to go to school everyday knowing my other male classmates were fucking girls on the weekends and going on dates. Majority of those girls being virgins themselves. What kept me going was the thought Id make something of myself and find a pure wife in my 20s.So in my 20s I just worked on myself. Went to college. Got a job. The usual. My 20s werent that hard since I wasnt even really thinking about women at the time. In the back of my head I always knew there was a girl out there for me just waiting for me.So I turn 30. Nothing really going on in my life. I felt strong. I felt fine. Was hoping for a wife by now but I figured I could hold out for a perfect girl. I kept strong on the whole no hymen no diamond mentality.BUT OMFG!!!These past few weeks 31 is creeping on me fast and Im barely making it. Im really struggling guys. My libido has taken over and Im so close to just calling up a fucking prostitute and losing my virginity to a whore. I cant take it! My dick is hard 24/7If my dick isnt hard then Im calling in sick to work and spending hours in bed crying and depressed because Im coming to realize I will never be a girls first. I had always pictured and planned Id meet a girl when the time was right. Now Im old. What fucking female virgins are there 30+? I feel I was so stupid I deluded myself. I cant fucking take itIm so confused and unsure of myself now. There's no point in going MGTOW if im still so fucking sad and horny all the time what the fuck!! So I thought Id ask my friends on here who know what I am going through. How do you stay the course?


 No.15520

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>>15488

Tell us about wonders of wizardhood, wise mage.


 No.15536

>>15520

It's glorious. I went to work on my birthday. Then I did some overtime. Then I walked home just in time to find an empty apartment where I microwaevd two frozen TV dinners then had 6 chocolate donuts I bought from the vending machine at work before I left. Washed it down with some tap water and then got comfy in my bed and watched YouTube until bed. Got to bed quite early as I had to get up for work the following morning.

Living the life kiddo. Living the god dam American dream!


 No.15537

File: 2c3628b560ffa1b⋯.png (40.6 KB, 632x852, 158:213, piss eyes.png)

>>15536

Your story seems oddly similar to mine.

That's not the life i wanted, but the one i deserve.

Godspeed.




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