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>There is this asian girl in my college

>She is kinda asocial.

>I talked to her because I felt that she feels lonely

>after a month, she asks me out in a autistic way

>I say yes

Did I do good for an almost a wizard?

And what do I do now?



If she asked you out it's already done just do whatever you do in class

Dont forget to leave forever this isnt your place anymore. Once you intimate with her your viewpoints will twist and you will start shitposting with unironic JUST BEE URSELF BRO WORKS FOR ME ERTIME


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First step is leaving and making a normalfagbook account


The way I see it you can either

1) Call her up and refuse/decline her offer but tell her thanks and that she deserves better


2) Go on the date but delete 8chan from your bookmarks and never come here again you fucking piece of shit


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Go out with her and fuck her. Don't listen to these jealous fucks, they've been here too long. Escape the robot life while you can. Go do what I could not.

Just don't make any Elliot's with her.


Go for it! If you end up being in a relationship with her and having sex with her, then congratulations! But be sure to leave /v9k/ forever.



>And what do I do now?



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Don't pass this up you fucking retard. Go out with her and act yourself. Even if you do mess this up, it is still a step in the right direction


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>I talked to her because I felt that she feels lonely

Girls don't actually know what it feels like to be lonely. Their version of loneliness is "I'm with the wrong people!" not "I don't have anybody".

Anyway I'm interested in knowing a bit more about you.

Tell me your: age, major, how long you've been in college, is this the first time you've gone out with a girl? how did you initiate conversation with a qt? why did you describe the way she asked you out as autistic?

>And what do I do now?

I can't give you advice on situations I've never been in. I can only make uneducated guesses on what to expect from her.

keep me updated on how this plays out. unless it goes well; in which case I don't want to hear about it you fucking normalfag


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This is great to hear. But, if it goes well…….



Did you make that?

Very nice indeed


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>I am 22

>Never been with a girl, its been 2 years since I have accepted the fate of becoming a wizard.

>The nicest thing a girl said to me was "I would rather be lesbian than date you".

>third year in college

>I describe the way she asked me out as autistic because the conversation was awkward.

It reminded me of elementary school, the way I tried to ask a girl out.



>the way I tried to ask a girl out.


I see where you fucked up. This is why it pains you so

If you just admit to yourself you are a loser and pathetic. STOP TRYING

Everything becomes easy and those things don't bother you eventually

Living life by not trying to do anything and just going with the flow has helped me tremendously



I would start with leaving v9k.


What everyone else said. Special emphasis on leaving this board


But everyone is telling him to go for it


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I am scared, it is my first date I am not sure what I am supposed to do on a date :(



Follow these steps:

>wash yourself thoroughly

>dress like a normal person

>stop posting already (again special emphasis on that part it is very important you do it)



I didn't make the original gif but I changed the background color and slowed the frame timing.


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Congratulations anon, i'm happy for you.


What University do you go to? UC San Diego?


>asked you out

as in said "lets go somewhere some time" or "will you be my boyfriend?"

Because if it's the latter then you'll have to organise something with her to do like watching a movie or having a picnic or something like that. Generally involves either cleaning your room or going outside into normalfagspace. Your call.


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Unfortunately the only girls that do this to me are fat, black, or ugly. Even had a girl stalk me to my house on Halloween. She also insisted she drive me from my high school once.

And even if these girls were pretty, I'd be way to suspicious about their intentions.

Any way fuck you for getting hit on by a real life Tomoko.


These occasions are bittersweet to me, its cool that a anon got asked out, but this is the beginning of another beta being born.


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To be honest, she is like 5 not ugly and not pretty

But I cant be picky since I am like 3 (all the girls didn't find me attractive even 2-4 told me that they would rather be single :(, or shit like "I am more interested in your friend, but we can be friends, but do not touch me because I find you repulsive", a fucking 3 bitch ).


she said that she finds me attractive and she would like to date me


>she said that she finds me attractive and she would like to date me

Dude stop posting already you can leave this place forever leave the computer and be a normal person but you have to leave now


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OP if this didn't happen already, remind yourself to think of something to talk about.

Specifically, news regarding the world, menial shit, avoid political stuff, if possible focus on things nearby your town.


If she is getting awkward and looking more autistic than you… GOOD, THAT IS PERFECT (if you are not the one making things awkward, that is).

As long as she is acting awkward because she is worse off then you win, it's a victory, you hold the knife by the handle but again DON'T YOU FUCKING DARE TO TRY TO MAKE HER FEEL SECURE BY COMPARING HER TO YOU, SHE MUST NEVER KNOW ABOUT YOUR REAL SELF, NEVER, HOLD IT UP IN A CAGE AND NEVER LET IT OUT, you can however make her feel secure by saying things like "Oh no, I found it cute how you fidget around" and whatnot.

And again: find something to talk about, get a culture, don't "improvise", you can't improvise if you don't have a plan, especially a sack of shit like you, fucking hell you mix with us, you think you can "improvise"? Your powerlevel will be all over the place and goodbye, no more 3D waifu for you.

No, she won't care about brain surgery on mices, yes she might be more interested in talking about a coming film, an actor or just gossips in general, in this scenario the things we consider "cancer" are actually pretty good to make small talk.

Don't jack off before you go on a date, no it's not because you might "score" but having that itch during a date might make you more determined.

One last thing then I'll shut my autism up: don't be afraid to touch her.

More important however: make sure this isn't a cruel joke


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Fly away, anon. You can do this.


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So it's true, being white does net you a free gf.


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Guys, I think something is very wrong

She doesn't talk to me. And she told me via faqbook that its because she is too shy to talk to me.



She doesn't talk to you IRL or via text and stuff like that ? If it's by text then I don't see a problem with it, by what you've told us she's kind of an introvert so she's probably low-maintenance (which is a good thing to me and should be to you too).

If she doesn't talk to you IRL anymore then it's kinda weird since she already mustered up the courage to ask you out but then again I'm posting here so I'm not really an expert.


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she is too shy to talk to be IRL :(

>it's kinda weird since she already mustered up the courage to ask you out

She did that also via text :(

maybe I should have said "today" instead "date on friday" :(, I didnt know she was that shy :(



Maybe try doing less talkative stuff at first ? Like watching a show together or something like that, she's probably into anime and you could try watching normalfag-friendly stuff at first like One Punch Man or some movies.

Shy people usually open up more when they are more comfortable with the person and they're not in a crowd (unless they have really huge insecurities or some heavy baggage).

Also stop using smileys lad.


>tfw our little boy is graduating

**If you win, don't ever come back. Otherwise, don't come crying.





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>too shy to talk IRL

>only via text

Look bud, I'm not saying it is a cruel joke but expect the best and prepare for the worst.

If she asks for favors, money etc just say no and be careful of where you guys are going.

Don't let the paranoia devour you but don't be a clueless idiot is what I am saying, she is either an absolute cutie with a perfect personality or a cunt planning to sucker punch you.




OP it's time to plan for the worst. What flavor of Asian are we talking about here? Chinese? Korean? Japanese? Vietnamese? This is an important point and it will allow us to determine the probability of her being either a traditional girl or a soulless bloodsucking Jew-wannabe vampire.


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she is chinese.

I am preparing for the worse such as its a joke, a conspiracy or awkward person who only talks via text.


>op can either get a submissive asian gf or have his romantic relationship life ruined forever

This gets interesting. Go on boy, make us all proud and leave this hell forever


>race mixing

Consider suicide for real.



>t. Asian

Enjoying being cucked out of existence by westerners?



>t. a jew

How does it feel being an inbred?



>t. a virgin

Like any of us are ever going to reproduce anyways.


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top memes for /leftypol/




Looks like you triggered the hapa


Go out and have fun, if you get your dick wet, leave this place.

If not share some ditails relevant for robots.



Hmm 22 you are not that deep down the hole, still how do you supress the voice that keeps telling you "its a set up in one way or another"?



>If you know how, do something with your hair

>If she is really isnt full normi try the classic of food and movies

>As far as conversation goes, well I cant help here, but try make her talk more this way you are less likely to screw up.

>Being very optimistic here, but clean your appartment and hide your weeb/autist stuff even if she is into Otaku shit(clear browser history just to be safe)


>non of us will ever have aTomoko. TFW


>she said that she finds me attractive and she would like to date me

Sounds one of the crabbs could finally make it out the bucket.



Why's this thread still up.




Thread is up because we're waiting.

Either this will be a cringe greentext story or normalfag trash.



Looks like you're just jealous of OP.


No constant spamming or repetitive threads. Try to keep similar topics to one thread, as duplicates will be locked, deleted or anchored. Check the catalog for any threads you think might be similar to the one you intend to make.

You must be a male virgin to use this board.

You have to be 18 and over to post here. If you say you were underage in past tense, then it is fine. eg; This was a story from when I was in high school.

Do not post, request, or link to any content illegal in the United States of America. (8chan global rule)

Do not flood, spam or derail a thread by posting disruptive content. This includes posting certain things to initiate a particular kind of response. eg; baitposting/arguments that derail threads.

Do not sign your posts with a name, avatar, signature, or any variations thereof.

Refrain from posting heavily political things unless they directly pertain to the board topic of: virginity, stories, greentext and feels. I don't want this board to just become a place where everyone just argues over politics all the time.

The 75 character limit for OP posts is there for a reason. Writing gibberish to bypass it will incur a warning or other actions on a case-by-case basis. Just re-think your post to include more content, as low effort OP posts yield low effort replies.

Meta related posts or topics are only allowed inside the meta thread. Posts made outside of it will be deleted.

Do not post personal information about yourself such as your real name or e-mail address. Profile usernames, such as your Steam name, may be posted.

No virgin shaming, or attacking or criticizing others because of their virgin, wizard, or wizard apprentice status.



>he unironically fell for /pol/ memes

consider suicide



>chinky dink

Well, at least she isn't Korean.


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>today I went on a date

>we talk for 3 hours

>mostly cancer but also /pol/ and /tech/

>I found out she has no mental illness, very glad (my previous date was with a mental patient, 5 years ago)

>also 99% sure she is v9k too cause she told me that its her first date

>got to know her for the first time

>she said she had a very nice day with me and if I want we can go on another date

Did I do good or is this the answer girls give if they kindly want to say fuck off fag?


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Congratulations anon. Keep going like this and you might be able to lose your powers and leave this hellhole.



First Congrats.

Second can you feel when the wizard power is disturbed?

Good question, but if she asked for a second date I'd say you did good.

The only way to know for sure is when you set up a scond date and she dosnt repley/cancels/ or stands you up.

Of course it would have been better if she explicitly said that SHE wanted to go on a second date else you could read that line as "Yeah whatever if you want I go along"

Also people are more likely to bond over things they both hate more than over stuff they like, its the exact opposite for an long term relationship but to get the ball rolling its good to hate the same things (dont get too deep into politics)

(Also you feel like going more into detail? like how the conversations went, what you did etc.)



Sounds like it went well. See if you can setup a second date.


>tfw this faggot made it

I feel bittersweet. I want to find a pure asian girl and date her too, there is nothing I'd ever dare to call pure on my town, my campus, my old high school/town or anywhere else I've ever frequented/worked on. This life is truly based on chance and luck

But you made it. Dont fuck this up, do it for all of us and leave forever


Nevermind I fucking fell off my chair laughing jesus christ



He made it when they take each other's v-cards.


You are making me very upset

EVERYONE here is fucking pissing me off!!



[angry frog noises]

Keep it up, OP. Share the virginity!



Just remember to stop posting here if she lets you stick it in her.



should I say "lets go on another date" or "lets meet/watch movie"?


Just talking and talking

Am I not sure if the wizard power is distrubed



At this point calling you a wizard is pointless but whatever

>should I say "lets go on another date" or "lets meet/watch movie"?

The latter. And fucking dick her already


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Dunno where you live but try to find a nice unique and private place in nature(/outdoors) to watch sunset/sky/stars/horizon/citytop.

Sometimes can be like magic but don't force it.

Btw never take a new girl to a place where you have not been before.


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But we are boys anon, that's impossible



No matter how little it lasts.


Anon she is a good girl, not before the 3rd date.


I hate myself for being so interested in this.



>3rd date

he cant wait that long or she'll realise he's a virgin loser


Don't think we are any different from the rest of human beings. We are made to enjoy this kind of shitty social gossiping and we are also projecting our hopes through op



Form all I hear she might be virgin herselfe and kinda autistic too.


You are interrested because there is still a little glimps of hope in you that shit like this might happend and you want to be prepared. (I am too to some extend)

Also we may not be interrested in normi gossip, but autistic gossip is fun.




You did it.

Now don't let go no matter what.

Also fuck off this board.


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dude, if just talking to a girl alone once would be enough then i would have around 20 girlfriends, but no it doesn't work that way man.

I am still confused whether I can be loved, and wondering if she will say at some point "lets be friends, you are not my type" :/



Stop the self pity you twat. She obviously likes you.

Now try to not lose her. Express your feelings to her and make sure not to appear as a cold and emotionally distant autist.

Also no self pity woe is me bullshit in front of her.

And remember, if peepee in vagoo happens you can't return here ever again. Even if it is for just once.

Is that clear?



>Express your feelings to her

Do not


Express your feelings to her next time you see her. For the love of god dont be the autistic spaghetti sperglord, just keep doing whatever you are doing




Make it obvious that you're into her (which it seems like you're already doing). Just don't do it in an autistic way like flat out saying "I HAVE FEELINGS FOR YOU!"



That's what I meant but phrased it poorly.

His should subtly convey that there is an attraction but not confess anything.



How about (and only after at least 3 dates)

>I really enjoy going out with you

or something like that?

this is inept virgin mind hive at its finest



It sounds fine when I visualize the dialog in my head.

Just deliver the line with a natural straight voice.

I say this because I know my voice would betray me in that scenario.

It always cracks and changes volume and makes even normal conversations awkward as hell.


Yeah the key to that line is to deliver it completely relaxed and naturally. Focus on relaxing, clsoe your eyes and have a long sip of whatever you're drinking, lean back (leaning back != sitting with your ass outside of the seat) and do it. But seriously if you cant do it naturally, DONT DO IT


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>inb4 this was all a ruse by OP


I don´t want to be a thread necromancer, but I am curious about OP and his (almost) gf. How did you do?


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>went on a second date

>just taking

>for some reason she started to self-pity

>she complained that she is autistic and shy

>I comfort her

>the next day, we meet at college, and she didn't want to talk to me at all.

>I tried two times.

>she only smiled at me

I think she just realized that I am a loser :(


I would say she's shy and stuff. Act normal for the love of god dont stalk her, just say hi if you have the chance, see how things develop tomorrow and on wednesday and report again



>she started to self-pity

>I comfort her

You have been oficially friendzoned.

>she only smiled at me

In what way? In a nice to see you way or in a go away creep kind of way?

The virgin hivemind has apparently failed for once more.

I wonder where we went wrong with this one.


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Lets stay positive, op said she wanted to go on a date. That's not someone you say to someone you want to befriend, and that is definitely not something someone not autistic would say. And they dated twice

So the way I see it, best case scenario, she regretted being so autistic when they went out and now she's embarrassed

>The virgin hivemind has apparently failed for once more.

Impossible. We are the most enlightened gentlemen on the world, put together on the same space we should be able to figure out how to get one of us laid, even one autistic fuck like op


Nigger you should've told her she's not weird at all and you think she's cute. You probably just listened and nodded while she was on the most vulnerable state. You should've tested the waters to know if it was worth keep going or she was just fucking around. I still believe from the way you describe it she just doesnt know how to handle this, but you fucked up big time and now we dont know what to do

This is now as much of my fight and everyone else's as it is yours so you better not fuck this up


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>You probably just listened and nodded while she was on the most vulnerable state

not really, I told her

>she's not weird at all and she doesn't need to be afraid of being shy and etc.

look guys, you know that I am autistic wizard, but there are some stuff which I dont know how to handle because it is the first time talking to a shy girl who pointed out that I am "first guy" who she talked to IRL.

The point is that during these 2 dates she complained about being autistic and shy, and each time I told her that she is smart, strong, and shyness and autism goes away after getting to know the person closer, and nothing to worry about.

And I understand her frustration because she doesn't know how to start a conversation with me.

But then during the second date she spoke more than during the first one, but at college she didn't say a word.



I meant handle as

-talk to her only during the dates?

-realize the truth that she is not into me



On one hand,

>she complained about being autistic and shy

>a shy girl who pointed out that I am "first guy" who she talked to IRL.

On the other hand,

>>the next day, we meet at college, and she didn't want to talk to me at all.

>I tried two times.

>she only smiled at me

On a third hand that shouldnt even exist, we are fucking virgins what do we know. From my experience just talking with women, girls are fucking weird. You have to wait because constantly trying to talk to her is creepy like the other guy said, but you cant wait too much because maybe she thinks she made a mistake and she's trying to avoid you

I am so happy to not be you right now


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Do it, and come back when you want to don't listen to advice from 8chan also.

Life is worth living and this aint living.


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>>for some reason she started to self-pity

>>she complained that she is autistic and shy

shit test

>>I comfort her

which you failed

>she complained

>she started to self-pity

>on a second date

so for her, dating you = bad feelings of self pity = no fun


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Welcome back son!


Give up.

You've lost her, keep chasing her and you'll lose your dignity too.

It's over, you lost, gg no re, just accept your defeat and continue your life as if nothing happened.

If she doesn't want to talk to you there is nothing you can do pal.



>shit test

What is that, and what should Op have said in that situation?



It's the shit test man, dont you know? You have to throw your feces at her everyone knows this anon how come you dont????


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>shit test

when a girl asks you a question or presents you with a social scenario to determine what personality you have by your reaction

-example: "buy me a drink", if you comply immediately then you're probably subservient, if you say "fuck you" you're probably rude but not submissive, if you say "heh, no, but why don't you buy me one instead?" then you're probably witty and not submissive

>what should Op have said in that situation?

As I said above, change the subject quickly and start cracking jokes to lighten the atmosphere and make her feel comfortable and make it fun.

Instead, he made her feel really bad and he amplified her already bad state: in a relationship, this girl wouldn't feel safe, fulfilled, nor happy, as she would constantly be nudged back into depression by Anon.

Disclaimer: those are just my 2 cents.


please visit >>>/suicide/


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Sometimes feels like talking to girls is like disarming a bomb to be honest




Like others said, she preformed the shit test and you failed. Shes probably looking for someone extroverted, positive and outgoing so he can drag her out of her misery, depression and whatever she has. She most likely realized that you're a robot and so on, so not only would she remain in misery, but you would drag her even further into misery.



Betas are the backbone of any thriving civilization. It's the lazy alphas and tryhard betas who have let woman run the country.



This tbh. I know every redpill man the world over bitches about how if they open up to her about things, that she will detest her man. But consider it like this. You want your asian waifu to be happy yes, well if you tell her your problems she will not be happy anymore. You are with her in the first place because she makes you happy, if you make her unhappy by dumping your issues on her you are making her unhappy, which means she will not make you happy because she is not happy.



Are you hwhite?


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Back into the crab bucket you go OP.

Girls are jus weird like that


>As I said above, change the subject quickly and start cracking jokes to lighten the atmosphere and make her feel comfortable and make it fun.

Instead, he made her feel really bad and he amplified her already bad state

If OP knew how to do that he wouldnt be here, most of us wouldn't


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Nigger at least tell us what happened I want to know if she called you a creep or a virgin loser



Autistic work of fiction .jpeg


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>we went on a third date.

>she texted me that I have nice eyes

>I got depression, cause she doesn't talk at all to me, only via text.

>I am now giving up, maybe only girls I'll ever get are these weird girls, and I am just to picky like I want a girl who I can have a conversation with IRL :/


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>she doesn't talk at all to me, only via text

holy shit, did you find a girl who is MORE AUTISTIC than an elliot rodger fan and /v9k/ regular?

just, when you next see her, talk to her

but make sure you do it in a friendly, joking way, not a desperate "you're the only girl I ever talked to" but a "hey, whats up, maybe we can have a fun convo"

that, or she's just leading you on OP. some girls do that, they fuck with boys for fun, so e.g. she doesnt talk to you but from time to time texts you about how much she likes you, then ignores you irl, sounds like great fun tbh but idk what personality she has, maybe she is genuinely shy and autistic and it's her first time experiencing human affection


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anyway OP here's your last 3 dates in 1 image


>asian girl is so desperate for the white meat that she's stooping to /r9k/ level dudes

like clockwork. you should definitely humblebrag about it on r/hapas lmao.


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how autistic we talking, and in what way?

if she talks to/hangs out with other people she's probably fucking with you, if not and she's entirely withdrawn/unreceptive to everyone she could just be shy. if so work on making her feel comfortable around you or whatever.

image in advance


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Guys, I am depressed, she said she loves me, but at the same time she is totally awkward/anti-social/autistic.

Is it possible to teach a person to be normal, or is this a lost cause?

normal = talking IRL and not staying at home 24/7 and texting with anons?

Is any of you that autistic like her and would you change if you would find a gf?


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Fuck it, I will try to make her less autistic

I mean this could be the only chance of having a gf

If I have to teach her how to wipe her ass, ill do it.

I will never give up. I will fuck everyone in the ass, and overcome this mental disorder of ours!


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>b-but I've only had like one GF/only like one girl liked me xD





Well if that's true it's over, you made it. You found your tomoko irl and made what hundreds of anons couldnt

Now leave. You dont need to be here anymore and anything you post after this I'll make 50 posts full of nigger spam to compensate



OP might end up becoming a normalfag, sure. But a Chad? Normalfag and Chad aren't mutually exclusive. If he ends up being with her and having sex with her, then hes a normalfag beta, not a Chad.


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Do you feel in charge?


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This, for fucks sake. Everyone who manages to attract a female at all doesn't have any social problems.




Leave /tv/ Alone!!!



is it worth it to nab a gf that's already had her's taken?

She had one bf who cheated on her and apparently hasn't dated anyone since, wondering if i should go for it


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>Everyone who manages to attract a female at all doesn't have any social problems.


Good luck. Son't come back



Its not about being able to attract a woman, its about being able to seal the deal. A woman could have the hots for you when she first meets you, but if you're not a normalfag then your autism will scare her off.


OP needs to get banned

I'm tired of his normalfag shit spewing all across the board

Holy fuck is this pissing me off


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>gets trips

>wastes them on pure envy

Reminder that envy and jealousy and the like are normalfag emotions.

I suggest >>10888 gets banned tbh. Only normalfaggots play crabs in a bucket. It's doubly pathetic that you would do this, on an anonymous imageboard.


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OP here,

>Its not about being able to attract a woman,


> its about being able to seal the deal.

no, because I did some calculations, autistic person has no chance of dating a normalfag.

There is no way, I tried many times. autistic male can only date autistic female.

Look, this girl is autistic and v9k like me, I am just autistic person who met another autistic person who has a pussy who both tried to date normalfags and failed.

To be honest her autism scares me off, but my autism also scares her off too. However, we both realize that we are autistic, so there is some sympathy and understanding.

I mean she mostly sits at home reading chinese chan and programming and has no social skills like me.

I just need to make her comfortable with her autism, so she would speak more with me, and she does everyday and less texting :D, I think we are doing good progress.


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Good for you lad, honestly I envy you having found someone you can relate to and also good job on trying to make it work, I know going back to your old habits seem easier but it will hurt you more in the long run and you'll wish you tried, I've been there.

I'm a cyborg so I somewhat have the occasion to talk to girls despite the fact that I'm a kv and let me tell you that you struck the motherlode because shy, wholesome, introverted girls are nowhere near as numerous as guys.

Good luck.


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this is your one ticket out of this fucking hell-hole

cling to her and never look back

go the extra mile for her, show her you really care, do something unexpected and nice, spend your money on her, never complain, treat her like royalty

people will tell you that you're beta or her bitch, but that's only if she's a rotten normalfag.

BUT if she's autistic shy and pure as you claim she will cling back to you and truly appreciate someone being nice to her rather than trying to get into her pants, and then you'll have each other while everyone is wondering why they can't keep relationships and stay married, and THAT is what happiness is my friend.



>cling to her and never look back

>go the extra mile for her, show her you really care, do something unexpected and nice, spend your money on her, never complain, treat her like royalty

That's a great way to walk into a world of hurt.

Bad advice.


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I'd say

>go the extra mile for her, show her you really care, do something unexpected and nice

is solid advice for the whole breaking the routine angle

>spend your money on her

depends what we're talking about here, treating her to a coffee or a restaurant sometimes seems par for the course when you're in a couple

>never complain, treat her like royalty

being assertive is always important in a relationship in my opinion so personally I'd say, treat her well but you're still a man so be firm when needed

However I wholeheartedly agree with

>cling to her and never look back

Cling to her as if do everything you can to keep her and never look back because finding a girl like this in the current year is like winning the lottery. However, don't mistake clinging to her as being clingy, don't make your life about her OP. I say, keep being the man she got interested in, keep moving forward, care about her but don't smother her.

This is my uneducated cyborg opinion, I've never went farther than hugging with a girl and that was years ago so everything I "know" of relationships is from my limited experience and second-hand experience.


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just don't be a stupid bitch that gets taken advantage of


thank you for validating my autistic ramblings anon

today cheating and casual relationships are the norm (thanks you fucking kikes), so of course you would do these things assuming she's good to you, or hasn't dated many people (OP saying that she's /v9k/ as well)

Once she sees how unhappy other people are with their relationships she'll hopefully recognize how good you are to her and love you back even harder.


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>just don't be a stupid bitch that gets taken advantage of

We're talking about a robot here, the type that is the most likely to become a floor mat. I've seen much better men become pets to their girlfriends, females are very good at subverting the male mind. It might not happen right away, but slowly she will start manipulating you until you're the equivalent of a castrated dog that gets to hump his master's leg sometimes.

Do not underestimate how easy it is for a female to manipulate you.


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>hypergamous whore seeking a white man–any white man–instead of the literal oceans of incel men of her race


give me a fucking break m8. enjoy your divorce in 10 years and likely ER son.


Same thing happened to me, anon.

>go from /v9k/ / old /r9k/ namefag robot to normalfag with a qt white pixie cut gf

>spent at least three hours spooning on her couch watching stuff after getting sushi today

We can all make it, /v9k/. Not sure if you're around still OP but in a relationship there's no rush to do anything.


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I know, she loves me (she doesn't want to give up on me), and we know each other well now, and she is a lot less autistic.

Now she told me that she wants to take it into higher level relationship like kissing and sex, We will see how it goes, man my first kiss 15 years ago looked like this:-


Thats how I knew I would have big trouble in the future dating :P



I agree totally, but I would rather be in pure and autistic relationship than in none even if divorce in 10 years

I came to a conclusion that being with an autistic person while you are one is not so bad in the long run, man.


She's probably realised that if she doesn't get a boyfriend soon and before she leaves college, it will extremely difficult to meet people. The longer she leaves it, the harder it'll get. She knows she's a 5/10, and she also knows that in 12 years she's going to be a 4/10 or a 3.5/10.

So she looks around for the most vulnerable member of the class, OP, and realised that he's exactly in the same position.

It's a kind of utilitarian relationship.



>is in an actual relationship


>she loves him



>spent 3 hours spooning on a couch

>with a real woman

>is in a relationship

I'm happy for both of you, but what are you even doing on /v9k/?????????



attentionwhoring? validating their egos by proving themselves superior than the lowest social scum?



>>11241 here

I was still on this board beforehand and I spent the past two years (even more, but underage before the two years - Dingus b& me for this) on 8/r9k/. So it's a bit of a habit, plus I want to say to a lot of anons that we're all gonna make it.



>we're all gonna make it

lol dude just bee yourself!!1!1!!1!


I guess it makes sense. It's so foreign to me that I find it impossible to grasp in anything other than a strictly logical sense.


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>This thread




yeah me too. Sick of seeing this thread repopulate like normalfag's personal fuckin memoir fuck off normalbitch



So you're both a normalfag and an early bloomer? Time to quit this board I guess.



if you post in this thread be sure to select sage in the reply dropdown, or else the thread gets a bump



>I am scared, it is my first date I am not sure what I am supposed to do on a date :(

Well obviously the best thing you can do here is ask a board full of permavirgins for advice.


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You're right. I don't need this board anymore, or any like it. If anyone is done feeling sorry for themselves, head on over to /fit/ and /improve/. My training still has ways to go, but it's never too late for you big guys.

If you do have depression, it really isn't as easy as not being depressed anymore. But don't go on pills, don't give up, and don't depend on others. Oh yeah, and /pol/ is always right.



You just love rubbing it in don't you? Some people never succeed. Don't you get it? Just LEAVE, and without posting any vomit-inducing drivel either. You're quite a shitty communicator, so I estimate your relationship is probably shitty as well.


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Strong assertions coming from the guy that has such a low self esteem that he actually believes that some people can never know success. Children with terminal illnesses probably get more done than what you've ever accomplished. I hope you spend the rest of your life as miserable as you're making yourself right now.


Jesus christ you people are fucking pathetic. You found a pathetic girl that is willing to date you because you're white and she has a self hatred for her own race, congratulations, I'm sure it's going to work out perfectly. Now fuck off from this board. What the fuck are the mods even doing, this type of thread is exactly what v9k was NOT made for.

How about you pieces of shit just fuck off forever, nobody gives a fuck about your mentally ill gf and how you chat ":D :P xD" with her. Nobody gives a fuck, stop blogging here as if anybody cares, you're only an annoying piece of shit. You're the definition of a normalfag you attention seeking cunt.


It's fucking pathetic when you think that dating some chink autist is succeeding. It's the same fucking shit over and over again, a normalfag does something and rubs it into everybody's faces and insulting others.

You should simply be ashamed of your behaviour



Holy shit, so much typical useless normalfag advise in those images.

>if you aren't dumb you're going to college soon

As if going to modern day universities is some sort of sign of intelligence. Hell, do you see what the modern day education system does to people?

>Just man the fuck up

Yeah, just man up. :^)

>get /fit/

You can't lift the autism away. Sure, its good to exercise, but only do it for your health, not because you think it'll make the autism vanish.

>drop vidya

Oh yeah, just drop vidya, and you will automatically no longer be a robot, right? If we dropped vidya, we would still be losers who aren't going anywhere in life, just now losers who are either bored because no vidya or losers who spend time watching anime, going on the internet and whatever without vidya. I play vidya because I enjoy it alot. Why drop something that I enjoy? And even if I didn't enjoy it, dropping it wouldn't fix anything, so why bother?

>19. If you aren't confident, fake it. I will come around.

>43. Women find confidence sexy as hell.

Confidence only works if you have things to be confident about. If you're confident without having anything to be confident about, you'll get laughed at.



My father was around and he never told me cuck-advice like "a man does what needs to be done without complaining" or "Manliness is not only being able to take care of yourself, but others as well".


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>the first one to get angry loses

I agree, brudder!

>just go to /fit/ and /improve/ and you'll magically become leonardo dicaprio



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>what are the mods doing

No, YOU fuck off. If you get triggered easily and your feelings get hurt fuck off to >>>/safespace/ or >>>/wizchan/ you fucking redditor crybaby.


>comes to a board that is in essence a support group for social rejects

>lol if you need a support group you're a failure I hope you get sad

Brace yourselves, trolling is coming!


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>drop vidya

Can confirm, I dropped vidya entirely and nothing has changed.

>not going to universities

Good luck getting a high-paying job without a degree!



>buy high quality tools

>find your passion and figure out how to get paid for it

High quality tools are expensive.

See pic related.

One of my passions is welding. I'm very talented at it, especially MAG, but I'm pretty damn good at TIG, too.

pic related.

Also you need an apprenticeship in metalworking to go welding in Europe. That's 3 years you're kind of in employment, but with absolutely zero job security and prospect for really shitty pay, something like 2400€/month brutto in a country where living already is quite expensive.

My other passion is spirited driving, but guess what, unless you are rich already you cannot buy yourself into a racing team.


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>forgetting the pic like a retard



Good luck getting a high paying job even with a degree, and yes, even as STEMfag you're screwed, fucked and boned.

Starting university now? That's at least 3 YEARS you're out of the job market with your thump up your ass studying, and the job market isn't getting any better, and even now, there's tons of graduates getting out of STEM education NOT LANDING ANY JOB.



You still have higher chances as a stem graduate than as a high school graduate.



Except you're in debt.



Which you can repay if you land a good job.



But you most likely won't.

So here's your choice

>don't go to college and try getting into trade school or something, no debt and no big chance of landing a job

>go to college, rack on debt but have a slightly higher chance to land a job


How long till we can bump lock this thread?



How long till you kill yourself?

If you don't like it then click "hide thread" and reply to others or make your own.


True, but you have virtually no chance of landing the high paying jobs without a degree. High paying means surgeon, lawyer, investment banker and so on.



>High paying means surgeon, lawyer, investment banker and so on.

You're not getting into that. The bar for these professions is set so high, none of the social recluses residing here is going to get into any of that, and unless you actually get a high paying job with your degree (the chances are dim because you won't be in the Top X of your class and even if you are you're still autistic and you still have no work experience) you're stuck with debt that would make Brendan Fraser shudder.

Or you have a low paying trade job and you can still continue to learn, eventually making a modest amount of money.


You may as well enjoy yourself OP. No one else will care.


>Holy shit, so much typical useless normalfag advise in those images.

It's tailor made for the type of people that think carnegie's book "how to win friends" is the second coming of god.



If you have money then go to university, if you're scrimping and saving then don't. People forget that those with money can afford to wait the one or two years with no job or the unpaid internships. School's "egalitarian" mindset it leads people to believe that they are on equal footing when the reality is that they're not.




Look dude, a man can dream, not only that but it's not impossible. Being a social reject does not automatically mean you will fail at absolutely everything forever.

Plus, for surgeons, as an example, you dont need social skills almost at all. You need dexterity and extremely high and specific technical knowledge. Same with IT programmers and other coders.


Stop bumping this thread for fuck's sake. OP, as usual, is a colossal, turd burgling, fart sniffing, butt pirating, ass-rimming, cum guzzling, no refunds, all sales are final, product sold as is faggot.


At least she's not black I guess.



>Being this much of a sperg.

Do you always fly off the handle like a retard ? I'm completely blow away by the number of autists like you who start to type rants completely disproportionate to the context. What's the deal with you faggots ? Why are you so bitter ? I'm a 28yo kv and even then I don't feel the need to lash out at everyone.



You're a cock burglarar, that is you steal cock burglars, that's how thievy you is you dried-poo-huffing twatmuffin. You like to go to the local park and collect all dog shit and shape them into dildos leave them on your window sill so they dry out and then you shove them up your fagatronic ASS!! You massage your prostate with DOG SHIT you depraved lunatic gazebo-rapist! And that's when everything changed when your mother bought you the spicy tendies by accident and then you threw them across the room and realized you outweighed her by over 100 lb so you decided you don't have to listen to mommy anymore so you barged out and threw her on the ground and lay on her and farted spicy farts in her face and she started crying and screaming about why she was such a failure why she didn't use birth control or abort you, and you were like MAKE ME TENDIES OR TAKE ME TO WENDY'S and you threw her into the oven along with your dogshit dildos and propped a chair under the handle so she couldn't escape and she frantically tried escaping and screeching in pain and you were all like "soon, very soon" and when she stopped moving you were all IT'S BURNT I NEED MAH TENDIES and you went outside and then a bus of middle school cheerleaders had driven by and you chased it and it came to a stop and you kicked down the back door and came in and they were screaming and you were raping one after another when she didn't have your tendies, and then the cops came and took you to the joint and put you in a straight jacket and drew dicks all over you and poo poo pee pee all over you and you broke free and ate all the police poo poo and grew grew 50 feet and you stomped through town demanding tendies and dogshit dildos as tribute to robots everywhere and you led the beta uprising and they all grew 50 foot and stomped the Chads and Stacys stopping only to refill at the nearby Wendy's but then you all began making bear noises and everyone could see your true forms and all the cyberbears launched missiles and lasers for a while before down came your spaceships to take you all back to your home planet of Canada.


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>Be me, autismus maximus with pretty face but manlet

>Try to commit sudoku again for the 30th+ time with ligature out of desperation, end up with marks on my neck

>Parents send me to the psych ward

>Be like ok, just going to wait this out in a week then run away from home and stand in front of a train

>Try to stay away from other failed normalfag inpatients, even though they are bound to want to interact with me because everyone has to tell their life story in group therapy

>When muh group therapy starts, I end up sitting next to this quiet, qt girl with red hair. Let's just call her Murdoch-chan. I wanted to initially stay away from her because aposemantism

>I try to pay no attention to her, but it's not easy because she's a qt and always seems to be looking my way from the side of my eye

>After I talk about myself and "group therapy" ends, she says to me in a very quiet, almost whispering voice that she has the same problems dealing with people I do

>She's so shy I can barely even hear her speak

>I turn around to look at her, and am very surprised, she looks a lot more young and innocent than I thought (I'm 17, she looks 14/15)

>She then has to hurriedly leave to attend an activity with the doctors

>When she comes back, I go out of my way to sit with her and some obese tumblrina at a table

>She's coloring her coloring books, one of the few things you're allowed to do to pass time there anyway

>Meanwhile, I mostly stand there antsy, awkward and anxious, listening to the little conversation she has with the tumblrina in her tiny, whispering voice

>She asks if I want her coloring book

>"You don't have to give it if you don't want to, Murdoch-chan"

>She rips me and gives me a page, a coloring card, which I am very happy about since I can pretend to look busy and take my mind off socializing

>More normalfags start sitting at the table, starting a conversation and getting people to talk about why they got there

>My mind is in utter disbelief at how Murdoch-chan says the same things I do. She doesn't have friends, hides from people and is suicidal. I tell her how relatable that is

>When it comes my turn to talk about my life, she seems just as astonished. She even leaves the table to rip another coloring card just to write me a private note on the back

"I hope you get through this. I just met you but you're a really nice guy. I'm glad I did get to meet you (They'll give you a shit ton of drugs that'll help). People like you anon, I promise (I like you). Good luck anon. I hope the best for you."

Ps. You can color this if you want to== ==You have a lot ahead of you, I promise


She got discharged my first day there. I was visibly torn, but before she left, she literally went out of her way just to go back and say goodbye to me, and only me personally, probably for the last time that I will ever meet her. I did not get any contact info. I only got the school where she goes to and her last name from glancing at the hospital computers, but it's useless because whenever I try to ask anyone from that school, they don't know anything about her. It's like she doesn't exist and has never existed. All I had to do is get her contact info. Now, I don't think I will ever see my waifu again.

If only I was bolder, I could have been with her. I could have saved her. Who knows if she will kill herself, be pumped & dumped by Chads or become a insane SJW cat lady? She was so smart, qt and full of potential, even remaking that the only purpose to the hospital is to dump the patients full on pharma to make money. She was the only girl that ever liked me, and I deserve to die alone for being so autistic and cowardly.



your post gave me feels



>and I deserve to die alone for being so autistic and cowardly

100% agree, you fucked up big league. All you had to do was ask her about her life, what made her suicidal, how she ended up there, then tell her about you, then ask her phone number/mail address/email/social media.

Instead, you chose to…color a page to pretend to be busy.




Similar situations happened to me 5 times.

AUTISM IS A FUCKING MENTAL ILLNESS, you shouldn't be ashamed of being mentally challenged anon, there is no way, you can change this, there is no known cure for autism


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Anxiety is a bitch, isn't it?

It's even worse that the school she goes to is a ghetto, nigger school and she probably gets bullied by the monkey nigresses there and hit on by obnoxious niggers that then bully her some more for her not being their bitch. I can only assume the reason she's aposemantic is because she wants people to stay the fuck away from her. Again proving this, her full name and school gives me no information about her. She has no friends, no social media, nothing. Asking around for her does nothing. and if I didn't keep the coloring cards she gave me, she might as well just have existed in my mind.



I'm starting to believe this is a troll/outsider post.

>Anxiety is a bitch, isn't it?

Yes, everyone here has experienced it, multiple times already.

>her full name and school

You could go to the school area and pretend to wait for the bus or smoke a cigarette somewhere that the people who come out of the school can notice you, so that she can say hello and you don't stalk her, you just say you had to switch buses, or you visited a friend in the area, or a shop/cafe.

Assuming you're not trolling, of course.


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I'm starting to believe this is a troll/outsider post.

>Anxiety is a bitch, isn't it?

Yes, everyone here has experienced it, multiple times already.

>her full name and school

You could go to the school area and pretend to wait for the bus or smoke a cigarette somewhere that the people who come out of the school can notice you, so that she can say hello and you don't stalk her, you just say you had to switch buses, or you visited a friend in the area, or a shop/cafe.

Assuming you're not trolling, of course.

Also stop using "aposemantic" you idiot. It's "aposematic" and it means "antipredator adaptation in the form of a warning signal".


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>I'm starting to believe this is a troll/outsider post.

How so?

>You could go to the school area and pretend to wait for the bus or smoke a cigarette somewhere that the people who come out of the school can notice you, so that she can say hello and you don't stalk her, you just say you had to switch buses, or you visited a friend in the area, or a shop/cafe.

Totally, just go to the ghetto school 10 miles away to do public antics and make an excuse to be conveniently there while trying to find 1 person out of thousands while not getting questioned and removed by administrators for loitering and looking unfamiliar.

>Also stop using "aposemantic" you idiot. It's "aposematic" and it means "antipredator adaptation in the form of a warning signal".

>Not knowing/understanding the "warning coloration" meme

>Calling anyone else an outsider


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Ok so 1. what do you mean by special

2. Go out with her and who fucking knows you might actually develop feelings for this gook

Good luck, try to get pussy, escape the robot life whilst you can, don't take fucking advice from here btw lol


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Murdoch-chan fag here. I cannot just stand by any longer and take this. It's eating me up inside even in my dreams. I like her, and I know she likes me too. She was the only one that ever did, and she is a friendless autist just like me. I must find her.

I will WALK to the school personally if I have to, and I will stab a nigger if one tries to rob me on the way there. I will nip some yard signs and tape over them copies of the color cards only we know about along with them a written anonymous email only I have access to. I will place the yard signs very close to the school, on all roads leading to the school, so that anyone that goes there HAS to see them passing by. It's not creepy either, it's her who told me the school she goes to. If anything, she's the "creepy" one. She was the one, she was the poor, neglected, lone qt that poured her heart out to me while I stood there in autistic aloofness.

If my plan doesn't work and the school year is approaching the end, I will initiate Phase 2. I will personally print thousands of these color cards and write on each one on the back the anonymous mail address. Then I will go up to the school before the sun rises and litter every school entrance with them. Finding her would be worth the world in itself to me. I couldn't give less of a fuck even if the school personally saw and apprehended me.


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>>>>>>Totally, just go to the ghetto school 10 miles away to do public antics and make an excuse to be conveniently there while trying to find 1 person out of thousands while not getting questioned and removed by administrators for loitering and looking unfamiliar.


Take your fucking meds before they re-intern you into the clinic.

That, or at least post pics if you're going to go through with your world domination plans.


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>Being this assmad I didn't pick your "how do you do fellow students" dumbass plan

Cry moar tears



Alright, no one cared or was brave enough to tell you so I guess it falls to me: She was just trying to be nice, with a nice guy, in a friendly way. Really nothing of what you described or what's in the note says Come rescue me from the gheto I need a beta faggot in my life

By all means do try to find her. Better than doing nothing I guess. Just dont get your hopes up


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>contradicts himself

>makes strawmen

Yep, you're off your meds.

But at least post pics if you're going to go through with your world domination plans.

Seeing an entire city plastered with




would be hilarious.



>Alright, no one cared or was brave enough to tell you so I guess it falls to me: She was just trying to be nice, with a nice guy, in a friendly way. Really nothing of what you described or what's in the note says Come rescue me from the gheto I need a beta faggot in my life

But anon, she explicitly said she liked me. How can I believe she's was just trying to be nice, when she can't even afford beta orbiters. She's just as shy and doesn't even have friends at her school. When I sat next to her, she kept staring at me and I saw it from the side of my eye while trying to ignore her. She became even oh, so much friendlier too when she knew I was an autistic loner.

I will take your advice though. If she doesn't respond to the yard signs near the school I will put up, you were probably right. Trying to push it any further with Phase 2 would probably only scare her away and get me in trouble.


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>Seeing an entire city plastered with LOOKING FOR AUTISTIC GIRL WHO STOLE MY HEART

>Implying it wouldn't just be the coloring cards with the anonymous email on the back, so that only we know what that plaster means

Keep being assmad



Im just saying that entire card

>I just met you and you're a really nice guy

Just doesnt sound like she wanted anything more than being friendly and help you in that situation since she had been through that for a while. Go for it anyway, no harm on trying, I'm just afraid you'd kill yourself when you found her and she called you a creep

Hell your entire plan sounds like you'll end up on the police station having a really awkward conversation because someone reported a creep was posting weird drawings on school. But yeah it's better than nothing



Go with this plan anon. You have nothing to lose besides a few dollars for printing those things out. You will hate yourself forever if you don't try. It is not a shame to fail, it is a shame to not try and give your best. Good luck brudder

Keep in mind that people might try to prank you so don't be surprised when you mailbox gets flooded with spam or something.


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Keep rejecting those meds and having mental breakdowns.


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>Hell your entire plan sounds like you'll end up on the police station having a really awkward conversation because someone reported a creep was posting weird drawings on school

Yeah, no. I will only try putting up the anonymous yard signs near the school. Flooding all the entrances of the school early morning with thousands of coloring cards is a stupid idea. I will just get arrested, or be labeled as creepy regardless of intentions if I succeed.


>Keep in mind that people might try to prank you so don't be surprised when you mailbox gets flooded with spam or something

No problem. I'm pretty sure everyone is used to spam anyway.


>Still replying

Your tears are delicious, normalfag




disgusting, turn her down asap


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>he keeps going

Your lunacy is delicious, normalfag.



Good luck fellow wizard.

I personally would try to learn some /baphomet/ and doxing tactics so I could try a safer approach first,these schools must have some site with the name of students enrolled, but then here I am, playing the safer route hasn't made much good to myself you see.

When are you planning to go there?

I don't have any good advice but you may want to dress in a poorfag way or something to blend with the niggers,so they don't gang up on you. My horrible interpretation powers tells me she likes you, maybe not so much as a boyfriend, although I think you have the potential to do so.

May Kek help you my friend.


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>oh god its real

you better go all in for this, save her from nigger gangrape

whats the worst that could happen, you met her after trying to kill yourself










What's the worst case scenario? She rejects you and you feel like killing yourself. It's not like you haven't been in that position before.

What's the best case scenario? You now have a significant other, someone who loves you and whom you love back. There is someone there for you, someone with whom you can share the world and someone who makes staying in this cosmic shithole a bit more worth the hassle.

You cannot back down now. You cannot let us down. God bless you.


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>What's the worst case scenario?

Let me greentext this:

>police arrests anon for vandalism

>he gets fined for damaging public property

>he gets interned forcefully to a health clinic/hospital for anti-social personality disorder/some other mental illness

>niggers also beat anon up

>police then arrests anon for inciting racial hatred

>he gets fined and/or imprisoned/interned again

>What's the best case scenario?


>anon gets a relationship

>his mental health improves

>he becomes 100% dependent on a modern woman for his mental sanity

>she also gets better

>once she becomes a better girl herself she upgrades to a better guy

>anon suicides

>at least he had 2-8 months of happiness illusory self-deception



Your worst case scenario is so absurd it sounds like sci-fi. Your best case scenario is not not even a best case scenario!

The toxic cynicism and absurdist humor that is so prevalent in chans is admittedly funny, but you should never let it go to your head nor should you consider it as a credible representation of reality.

I bet it is somehow convenient for you if OP didn't follow through with his plan. OP's potential success would deliver a blow to your fatalistic worldview because it would suggest that we are not dependent on luck and circumstances as much as you would like to think. OP's success would mean that you can actually achieve something provided you try, and you hate that. So you will try to subvert OPs attempt at happiness because it poses a threat to your own delusional conception of the world, on which your sanity depends.

The most ironic thing of all, however, is how you are doing a service to the normalfags by propagating their own propaganda against us.

You are actively sabotaging an anons go at happiness and instead you seriously propose inaction and self defeat.

And lest we forget, if we lay down and rot and kill ourselves in the end, WE WIN ! Talk about self deception.

OP dont let this guy discourage you. He wants to drag us all down into the mud.



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>implying I have a fatalistic worldview

>implyiing I think that we are not dependent on luck and circumstances

>all these implications

>all these projections

Get memed on kiddo.

>muh toxicity


>dude just man up and wife a girl

>if you disagree you're a normalfag

>the only thing that could come out of a conversation with a girl is limitless, never-ending happiness

>if you disagree you are, like, so toxic and cynic, I can't even, you're such a normalfag


Nice try kiddo, stay buttblasted.



What >>12243 said. I really hope you're baiting


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> If you don't run around the city at night putting up posters, you're just a cynical fatalistic meanie

> stop crushing OP's dream of having a Hollywood romance with a girl he met for one day

> Jewish propaganda is more real than 4chainz lies guys, trust me, I'm a professional and my dad works for Nintendo

> Guh, I'm literally shaking, you're so toxic, I can't even. I bet you support Drumpf.

I'm with >>12243 and >>12245 on this one. If you're not baiting, you need to go back to Tumblr.




If he tries at least it's something interesting to tell later. if he has someone to tell the tale, which is not very probable

As with almost everything that you consider doing, it's better to do and regret to not do and regret not doing, it makes you feeling less guilty if you do it than not doing it. At least I have never heard of anyone who don't feel like this.


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>I personally would try to learn some /baphomet/ and doxing tactics so I could try a safer approach first,these schools must have some site with the name of students enrolled, but then here I am, playing the safer route hasn't made much good to myself you see.

OP here. There is no way to do that, short of hacking the school database. I know what you are saying however and I am trying. Because it is almost the end of the year, normal-fags are buying yearbooks, and if I ask around online the few people at her school that cooperated with me, they may recognize her face even if they don't know who she is.

That doesn't mean I gave up on the anonymous color card posters, but if possible I will avoid walking on foot for 10 miles into a nigger area


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OP again. I snuck out today and took four yard signs nearby to cover every side of each road that connects to the girl's school. They're large, which is good, but at the same time I will have to walk there and I'm not sure if I can fit them in my backpack. I will also have to tape white paper over them to clear whatever they're advertising and then further tape paper copies of the color cards with a large, anonymous email on top readable from a passing car or a school bus. Overall need shit loads of tape and muh printer ink /10.

>Why don't you ask your parents to help you hurr durr

Because I live with a fucking insane mom and a cucked stepdad, and she makes all of the decisions. She also lost her damn mind from work and being such a stronk modern women, so she is a paranoid schizo. I shit you not, she said that said girl was specifically planted there by ex-coworkers to seduce and destroy me so that they can get to her. When she's happy, you never hear about her delusions, but when she's mad (which is most of the time), prepare for a flurry of accusations that you are an "idiot" and being used as a "pawn" in someone else's game to conspire against her.

So she thinks this girl, like everyone else, is part of a grand conspiracy against her and her personally. Part of her pure narcissism and unwarranted sense of self-importance. I want to drop out of school? I want to kill myself? None of that has anything to do with me of course. It all has to do with "50 Shades of Grayish" corporate bosses, all betting millions of dollars on who can fuck her first and using/influencing me as blackmail to achieve that. Yup. Rich important Chads all betting millions of dollars on who can first snag a 40 year old autistic hag as a prize. 2016 elections? She was apparently "in the middle" of that also, both the Trump and Clinton campaigns were "constantly monitoring her" to use her as a bridge to get acquainted with certain corporations she once worked for. Because she's clearly so important and desired and the most powerful people in the world have nothing else on their minds but her. She promised she would get a job after the elections when all the "attention" on her would die down, but even now she says everyone is following her and refuses to get a job until everyone stops "monitoring her every move". Because of her refusal to work, we can't even afford fucking food. Again, she isn't someone to get along with, or even someone consistent that you can trust. One thing I've learned is to never trust anything she says, because it varies wildly even day by day.

I wanted to go up to my waifu's school ever since I met Murdoch-chan a few months ago, and my crazy mom said she will buy the stuff I needed and drive me there for it as long as I wuz a good boy and did muh "schoolwork". Fast forward to today and it's the same paranoid drivel. At this point I don't even care any more for her. She's part of the reason I'm so beta and emotionally stunted. I just wish she would kill herself already so she stops being a drain on everyone else. /rant

I'm not sure when I will be ready to put up the signs IF I will ever be ready. I don't have any resources or money for this project. But god knows I will try. And I will raise hell here like I've never raised before for this.

If I pussy out like I did with suicide and practically everything else in life, and just abandon my suicidal waifu quietly into the night, I could never forgive myself


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Godspeed, you inglorious bastard


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This plan will make you look like a fool and expect the worst but at least you're trying to do something and something this elaborate instead of staying in your room fantasizing about it, keep with you that if it's stupid but works it's not at all stupid.



Lol get fucked you fucking normalshit fagot. Just remember that your "autistic qt waifu" is getting pounded by Brad right now.




Keep us updated anon.



I believe in you anon, go find her.



You are completely banking on the hope that she has mutual feelings. You clearly don't understand the female mind or what motivated her to reach out to you. I want to grab you by the face and scream into it. She doesn't need to be around other suicidal people right now. You are being selfish. She needs a stable person to cling to until the storm passes. She's only 14/15 you said. It's still possible she can recover once she matures a little more. Christ, is this place populated by underage who perpetrate a fraud by saying they are late twenties? Just accept your shitty fate and stop fucking around because you're shitting up the board with this faggot thread.


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>You are completely banking on the hope that she has mutual feelings. You clearly don't understand the female mind or what motivated her to reach out to you.

Yes, but that's what makes this trainwreck satisfying to watch.

Pic related - murdoch chan and her best friend.


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>Christ, is this place populated by underage


>(I'm 17

take a guess :^)


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>You are completely banking on the hope that she has mutual feelings

I don't need to, because she already does. She literally and explicitly said so herself. I don't just think or hope she likes me, I KNOW it, and your revisionist gas-lighting will convince me of nothing against what I know to be true.

>You clearly don't understand the female mind or what motivated her to reach out to you.

Unlike you, oh wise /v9k/ anon with your profound understanding of females

>he doesn't need to be around other suicidal people right now. You are being selfish. She needs a stable person to cling to until the storm passes

>You are being selfish

Kek, fuck outta here. I would be a lot more stable if I wasn't lonely and if I had something to live for, but you wouldn't understand that, would you fucking normalfag

>Just accept your shitty fate and stop fucking around because you're shitting up the board with this faggot thread

Yes, just keep yourself locked in your room in learned helplessness and never do anything daring or worthy of notice


Normalfag exhibit 2. Notice his stupid suggestion only a normalfag could think of executing, almost a month ago, to just walk up to the bus area of the school like it was no big deal and be like "how do you do fellow niggers and students" and just somehow fit in, socialize and find her out of the hundreds/thousands of people there (And didn't even have a contingency plan for what if she rode home in a car instead of a bus). But the effectiveness of the plan is not important to the normalfag, what is important is his feelings. The normalfag considers himself an infalliable being, so when his pride is hurt by an anon not picking his "clearly superior" plan, the salt generated is enough to power an electric plant. That is why he is still butthurt almost a month later. His posts also look similar to those of T_D faggots on /pol/


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>is underage

>believes in eternal love and just world fallacy and one-for-everybody

>calls others normalfags

Ahahaha, I lived to see the day where normans and redditors drive out the actual virgin robots out of /v9k/.

>But the effectiveness of the plan is not important to the normalfag, what is important is his feelings.

That's a lot of self-awareness for normalfag like you.

>posts saint kek

>cries about Trump supporters on /pol/

Nice b8, I r8 8/88888.

Still waiting on the pics btw, and the police report of your incarceration. Or are you already in prison?



So that's why everyone is encouraging him


We already went through this man, she gave you the You're a nice guy you'll find a girl that loves you Treatment. You're being retarded and going full

>stfu normalfag ree

on everyone who doesnt agree with your fantasies (everyone on this thread, in fact) only proves you're retarded and underage. You'll end up making awkward excuses when you're asked what you're doing in the street, and then you better post that police report or stop posting

In fact


>gtfo normalfag and stfu virgin as main arguments

>sperging out on the rest of the users

Someone new is gonna open the catalog, read this trainwreck and do a 180 out of here. I understand we're only 40 users but we need to keep some standards


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>Not knowing Pepe is older than /pol/, just like not knowing the aposematism meme

Keep strawmanning and being salty, newfriend. :')

If I came up with the worst possible plan I could come up with, it still would have been better than yours.


>sperging out on the rest of the users

No, just you and that shitposter that has been shilling against me for a month now. But I guess its pointless wasting your time writing replies because the more you say, the more is simply used against you.

You aren't the troll, but you're still repeating the same mantra "You're embarassing yourself" "She doesn't love you" "Just lock yourself in your room like you always have and never do anything to help yourself"

>she gave you the You're a nice guy you'll find a girl that loves you Treatment

She kept staring at me and I saw it from the side of my eye. That whole "I just met you and you're a really nice guy" is just that, she barely even exchanged any words to me before she wrote that note. She started the note from the friend angle because she was practically writing to an unknown stranger, and even then she EXPLICITLY wrote later in the note that she liked me. When she was discharged, she went back just for me, to say goodbye to me and only me personally. I trust my own perception better than the "expert" opinion of anonymous people on the internet.

>You're being retarded and going full stfu normalfag ree on everyone who doesnt agree with your fantasies (everyone on this thread, in fact)

>Everyone on this thread, in fact

Nice gaslighting, again

>You'll end up making awkward excuses when you're asked what you're doing in the street

No one asked me anything when I started grabbing signs nearby and piling them in my backyard. And oh god, what ever shall I do if I'm faced with temporary awkwardness. Honestly, protecting myself from the niggers is my main concern.

>Muh police

Oh no. How will I be able to get a normalfag job if I have a criminal record?

If you're serious and not just shitposting, then tell me. What do I have to lose?




>gtfo normalfag and stfu virgin as main arguments

>stfu virgin as main arguments

Where the fuck did this even come from? Pure strawman


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>Not knowing Pepe is older than /pol/, just like not knowing the aposematism meme

>Implying aposematism is just a meme

Nice try, kike


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Just admit it, you went to a psych ward for a reason, man. Everyone here is trying to help you, but all we're getting is screeds justifying your own humiliation. At this point, all I can say is that you type like a fag and your shit's all retarded. Good luck, faggot. Hope you win with that 1/9.9x10^88 chance and get the girl, live happily ever after and everything is sunshine and lollipops. If you get mugged by a nigger, however, be sure to tell us.


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Jesus christ this level of autism and delusion

Just report it for underage, I'll remind you that's a global and board rule


Slowly I believe the whole psych ward story was a giantic fabrication of a LARPing faggot who is now laughing off his ass about how many retards have taken the bait.



> Slowly I believe the whole psych ward story was a giantic fabrication of a LARPing faggot

I think there's no doubt at this point.

> who is now laughing off his ass about how many retards have taken the bait.

I don't think it's a joke. His responses are way too emotive and long for that.


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You might be on to something.

Maybe he's still interred at the psych ward, and they gave him a computer to keep him busy, and to cope with the drugs and the incarceration he is now inventing scenarios in his own head where his life is magical and fantastic.


>prison is ok with me

Hope you got enough lube!

>muh gaslighting and strawmen

Take your meds maybe?

>she kept staring at me


>me and only me personally

Hallucinations are the first sign of schizophrenia. Is that why they asylum'd you in the first place?

>What do I have to lose?

Nothing, go for it and post pics please!

Maybe you find a strong black man to turn you into a kawaii little girl for a couple of hours ~

>what ever shall I do if I'm faced with temporary awkwardness

Not freeze like you did the first time, no, you will find eternal love with murdoch-chan, get married, have a honeymoon in the Bahamas, 2.5 kids and a white picket fence.









Next up expect him to tell an elaborate story of how he found love with a redhead girl. It's the only logical step in his fantasy life from inside the asylum.

Vid related - accurate representation of murdoch-chan's fanboy's life.


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>OP here

>he's not OP

>he just hijacked someone else's thread



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>/v9k/ is now picking on a mentally ill kid



Stop replying to them god damn it. Every time you pause to reply to a virgin faggot loser like me you're losing time you could have used to fix your fucking life.

If our failure entitles us to an opinion, an advice for you would simply be to "do the exact opposite of what we did". You might fail but at least you will not be destined for failure. This is the only advice anyone here can give you if they truly care about you. If you are acting in self interest, which you are, you logically wouldn't accept anything else from us seeing that our mode of thinking and acting has failed us. This is the way advise works.

Some people fail to understand that because accepting your own shortcomings is always hard.

Its always easier to put the blame on someone else and resign feeling at peace with yourself.

Bear in mind, I'm not a victim of the just world fallacy. I know the world is unjust and shapes us in an inescapable way. However, as willful actors we also have the capacity to exert some influence on the world and shape our conditions for the better. This is a simple concept. Action is preferable to inaction. If you want a proof for that just skim through the "Times you probably could've had a gf" thread.


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>Mentally ill

>Using meaningless kike labels that stigmatizes basically anyone who isn't a normalfag wagecuck content with being a cog in a soul-crushing system

He's right to be honest. Only normalfags or trolls would talk like that

Also holy shit, if this isn't the most blatant evidence of crab potting, I don't know what is. Crabs in a boiling pot of water will sooner claw and drag each other down rather than see any other succeed, and that is exactly what's happening. He has the willingness to act and correct the things eating him up inside rather than just locking himself in his room and engaging in escapism. It is that certain spark of long forgotten fanaticism in the world that drives him to take the long and difficult road, in defiance of everyone, against all odds, for a chance at greatness, rather than being content with a lifetime of mediocrity.



>Also holy shit, if this isn't the most blatant evidence of crab potting

Welcome to /v9k/



>Unlike you, oh wise /v9k/ anon with your profound understanding of females

>but you wouldn't understand that, would you fucking normalfag

>Yes, just keep yourself locked in your room in learned helplessness and never do anything daring or worthy of notice

Cognitive dissonance right here guys. This fag will say anything to defend his shitty thread

>he doesn't need to be around other suicidal people right now

Nice reading comprehension fag. Another failed product of the public education system. Are you so blind to your own buffoonery that you think one single person is "shilling against you"? Maybe you're simply a faggot and your thread is shit.



That's the national pastime around here yes


I just told him he's going full oneitis and seeing things that arent there. Also you dont need to encourage him anymore he's gonna do it





You know what I meant. "he" isn't intentional, or it would have been capitalized. You're using even a Ctrl+C mistake to attack me, which is pathetic since you exhausted everything else. This is the same dog-piling and shilling seen in AWM threads, which goes to show no one is immune from the funposters attacking any anons with background information that can be attacked


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Murdoch-chan fag again. I won.

Because my mom broke the months-long promise to help me, I stood up to her. I stopped doing all my work, and I threatened to drop out of school as soon as possible. She was on the verge of giving in to me, so I further threatened with going there myself, which was backed up with my visibly unyielding resolve and the signs out back which I took. So she will help me with my project and drive me there, so long as I don't go full Samson option. She was very worried because she's overbearing and also partially redpilled on nogs, which said school is known for. Further, she will want to monitor the anonymous email to protect me from "predators", which is more than ok with me. I would have gone regardless, with or without her, but she went along with it because I was not willing to back down and she was. Victory is reserved for those who are willing to pay its price. I will post again if Murdoch-chan finds me or if something else interesting happens.

Farewell, anons


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>mom finally let me out I WON

Do keep posting


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>anon fantasizes every single day about a girl who forgot he even exists

>not mentally ill

You're the kike here.

>muh crabs in a bucket maymay

Encouraging sane posters to take reasonable steps to better themselves is one thing, feeding into the bait of a bluepilled delusional fool is another.


I agree with you, however

>the age difference is not *that* big

>a 17 yo is more "alive" and passionate than any 25+ year old

>he asked for it


>I won

>by convincing my mother to aid in my adventurous undertaking of planting fraudulent signs illegaly in public areas

>hoping that one person out of 1000 will pick up the sign and read it and contact me

At least you've got hopes, I remember when I was 17, before reality hit me in the face and before I discovered 8chan.

Do keep us updated, this already sounds like a poorly planned hollywood romance plot.



You mock me for my lack of understanding with women and that I stay locked in my room while you pursue girls younger than yourself, and then have the audacity to call me a "normalfag"? Stop trying to be ebin like brownies next to hot cocoa man.


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I could not find Murdoch-chan. I didn't put up the signs, and it wasn't because of me. My mother got in the way and started shit, which delayed the day I would put up the signs until the last week of school (last week of school was for occasional test-taking, there was no guarantee she was going even if she was still enrolled). Getting to her school alone was a 40 minute drive. When I tried to stick the signs in the ground (they were on wooden stakes from cheap yardshit my mother bought), they wouldn't even go in the ground. I tried forcing them in and they broke, so I had gave up. School was already over, and I would've been putting up signs on the street 5 MONTHS after meeting her once in a psych ward. I would've tried so much sooner, if circumstances didn't always find a way to hinder everything I do

I did find a way to send her something though. On my public school account, my district has a Jewgle Drive network where you can find anyone affiliated with the schools in the county. You can look up any student if you know their name and share documents with them. So I did. I got lucky, because there was only a single account in the whole district that went by Murdoch-chan's name. I shared a doc with her (several over time to increase the chance she sees it), that after countless edits evolved to pic related. It's been a few months since I shared that note, but she never responded. I don't know if she ever found the note, or if she did, if she was turned off by it (It wasn't always this good, and I'm not even sure now that the final version is anything but an autistic ramble). I do hope it's at least a step above brownies-next-to-hot-cocoa tier. I don't know if she still goes to public school, or if she's still alive, but I did everything I could. I even reactivated my kike-book just to ask around roasties and nogs from her school. No one even knows she exists though. I think it's safe to say I will never find her again. I will leave that note shared with her. I can at least find catharsis in it. I'll show you anons what I wrote too, even though I know I'll probably just get called a faggot

The reason I'm writing now this week marks my birthday. My time has run out. I will be 18 and I can legally drop out of school. I promised my mother that I would finish school only on the condition that she would help me find Murdoch-chan and all, but she sabotaged me at every chance she got. That and I see no point in continuing this monotony. I have no hope for the future, school just kills me inside, and as an adult I no longer have to be there. My mother and cuck stepdad want me to either go to school, or wagecuck and pay rent; Otherwise, they will kick me out. I am choosing the latter. The shut-in NEET life is not an option for me. So I will have no food, no shelter and no water. I refuse to stoop myself to begging, and to keep perpetuating my suffering, so I will die homeless. I will walk along the railroad tracks far into the wilderness. I will perish, either of thirst, or of cold, or of the train if/when I have had enough of the first two. I can fuck off and die in peace now, having nowhere to go back to, and no one to come looking for me

That girl was my last, best hope. Farewell anons


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I'm so sorry you couldn't find your Murdoch-chan.

Maybe you can stay here and sadpost with us for all eternity?

Anyway, farewell legendary anon.


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I have waited 5 months for this

>I will be 18

Oh shit I forgot about that, why's this still up after so long?


5 gbp says she just wants the attention and ego boost. I doubt women can feel the loyalty and passion a man can feel for his wiafu. Place your bets on how long till she jumps up the food chain

Does anyone have that image of some reddit girl posting tfw no bf no one loves me foreveralone then an update saying "i got a bf lol thanks guys". Its almost like sitting around with your legs open doesnt always work eh roasties


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>That note

Goddamn it. Goodbye anon. I hope you find the peace you're looking for


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I'm still alive anons. At least for another week or so, until my Fentanyl gets here. I'm too exhausted to even tell you the whole story today, but I urge you to never have hope. Get out while you still can

I FUCKING FOUND HER. I spent my whole birthday wondering on the train tracks hoping to find the golden ticket out this shithole. I never found a train, but literally 2 days after I headed back, SHE FOUND MY NOTE. She said that she had to leave class because she was about to cry

She also texted me (we texted daily for hours after that). This is what she wrote on Google Drive

I’m so happy to hear from you. I’ve thought about you constantly since then. I hope you see this. You’re still out there right? You have to be. Sorry I can’t write as well as you. I almost cried reading this. I read it over and over. I hope you’ve been doing better, and if you haven’t I hope that changes. You deserve good things. I’ve never met a kinder person. And I mean that. (ps: I still like you )


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>this again

Did they forget to feed you your pills on the psych ward today or something?



you glorious fagget, I remember you and I am glad your plan worked in the end. Did it really take her half a year to find your note? Goddamnit if you offed yourself this would have been a catastrophy. But why did you order fentanyl, please don't tell me everything went wrong after all.



Then why the fuck are you planning to off yourself? Did something go wrong after you received that message?

Post the story for god's sake. I've been thinking about you while you were gone and I have the right to know!


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>Did it really take her half a year to find your note?

Yes. But it was worth it. This was the happiest I've ever been. She told me how I found her was genius. We were everything I dreamed of. She's this kind of quiet, sensitive, anxious girl that puts up walls around herself. She's sad, lonely, on heavy medication… She even hides away at lunch like I do. Feels like no one notices she even exists. I told her that I cared. That she could wake me up even at 2AM and I would be there for her. That I would never let her go to residential (think of the psych ward, but for months or years). That I would get a license, job and pay for a car just so I could drive her where she wants unlike her parents, and so I could be close to her. Be there whenever she needed me. She told me I was amazing. We would text every day in class for hours (she's actually 16, not 14), and we would send hearts and smiley faces and everything. She said I gave her someone she could trust. I even met up IRL once with her

I met up with her and her sister at a record store. I just kinda stood there looking awkward and shaking again, but she was very loving. "It's ok, I'm here for you". She thought I looked great, and I told her the same. I was too nervous to kiss her or anything, but I hugged her. There's so much to say in so little words. We were so close, and we related so much. How you envision having a girlfriend is like IS HOW IT WAS. Being loved by someone; ITS ADDICTING. It felt surreal, like I was in a dream, and in a way it was. It was a miracle. I've been trying to kill myself for 3 years, and I only stopped to save myself for her. From the way we fell in love in the hospital on a day she was supposed to be discharged, to the way I glanced at the computer and got her last name, to the way I found her right when I was about to give up and stand in front of the train… I will never get this back


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I told her about that day on the tracks and she said she would have never forgiven herself if she found me too late. It was a lie. I wish I died by the train that day. Back when she still liked and cared about me. I knew she was too good to be true, which is why I constantly asked for reassurances from her. I think she liked me for the Chad I looked like and sometimes seemed like. I couldn't find a job like I promised her I would. Didn't even have money for behind the wheel. I revealed my powerlevel too early (We started off on the right foot hating on capitalism and big pharma, but then I told her all about niggers). Her cat was dying, she was taken off some meds… And I kinda became the needy one instead of her, while she just distanced herself more and more from me. And I would get upset because she wasn't talking to me like she used to. I kept telling that it was ok, that she was my life and that I would save her, but the novelty wore off. She just wrote me off as another weak beta faggot. After a week or so of being distant, she told me that she was too involved with other people's emotions and that we shouldn't be in a relationship. That I was a nice guy and we should just be friends. She said she didn't want a relationship with anyone before she met me (Obviously made an exception for me though). I told her I was gonna kill myself and if she called the cops I would pull a knife on them and make them shoot me. She apologized and took me back, but I was upset with her and the day after that she said the same thing. It just kinda got worse after that. She said she needed space and only responded to me when I threatened suicide, and even then she would only tell me "Don't do that", but she never took me back again. Called me manipulative and using suicide to get to her. She blocked me completely now.

The blackpillers were right. Women are not capable of loving anyone but their offspring, in my case not even that. That love that I felt was just an illusion. She just used me to feel better about herself, and when I was inconvenient, when I wasn't the Chad she thought I was, she threw me away and never looked back. Doesn't matter that I saved myself for her, and that I would save her too. Now that she doesn't like me, she literally said she doesn't want to feel responsible for me not killing myself because it's "too much pressure" on her. And she's a "feminist" too, so I doubt she even thinks she's doing something wrong. She called guys "trash" on her IG before. And she literally posts on her secret "mental illness" instagram how lonely she is while blocking me. A girl's version of loneliness is "I'm with the wrong people!" not "I don't have anybody". I even showed her my cuts and told her how I tried to hang myself after she blocked me and she doesn't care. Yes, I'm fucking mad at her. I kept myself alive for nothing. DO YOU KNOW HOW HARD IT IS TO KILL YOURSELF AND HOW MUCH HER BULLSHIT NOTE KEPT ME FROM TRYING? I was so desperate I tried to freeze myself to death. I even took a train out-of-state for a fucking murder suicide pact. There was this middle aged lady holed up for months in a motel with a sawn off shotgun, unable to shoot herself. I was supposed to shoot her, then myself, but I couldn't pull the trigger on her, so I went back home. And now I'm just using the last of my dying grandparents money to beat them to it. I walk every day to the post office to see if the fentanyl came. I need this ride to be over.

Whatever you do anons, never have hope. DON'T MAKE THE MISTAKE I DID. I could've been gone by now if it wasn't for that fucking girl


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No proofs and it still reads like bullshit your meds are making you see, but still

>I dated a "depressed" died hair feminist and she threw me to the trash when I started acting like a beta fagot and batshit insane

I want to feel bad about you but you fell straight into it like a retard. I guess it comes with barely being above age



>batshit insane

Only after she broke up with me. She was my only hope.

>your meds

I don't take meds, other than for anxiety. Doesn't matter anyway, its all over. I haven't even posted here or on /r9k/ until now. Even if I'm an autistic KV, I'm still a failed normalfag for having a girlfriend once


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goddamnit anon. How could you fuck this shit up? Did you not know about the redpill stuff. You must have known about it. Your mistake was not hope but beeing too beta. Then you fucking doubled down by beeing a clingy faggot. I am really happy you managed to find her tough. Because even if it was only for a few days, you experienced how it felt to be loved and desired which is something I never have in my entire 27 years of life. Is that her on the photograph? She looks really cute. Goddamnit man.

Now about your mistakes. Holy shit. Again. How the fuck did you think that this behaviour would be appropriate? I mean she is the girl, if she is clingy and needy it is kind of expected but you were the man. You were supposed to be strong and supportive. Here some explanations to the youngfags who are still trying:

>which is why I constantly asked for reassurances from her

mistake, never ever show that you need her more than she needs you. redpill 101

> I think she liked me for the Chad I looked like and sometimes seemed like.

of course, they all want a quality man. you were even gifted with decent looks and you only had to mimick chad behaviour from time to time and she would have been satisfied. In her head you would have been chad. basically you just need to be the dominant in the relationship and make her feel good when she is with you. Beeing dominant does not mean to boss her around but to take initiative and be the entertainer / moderator on dates and when hanging out.

>I couldn't find a job like I promised her I would.

red flag, no job -> no income -> deadbeat man -> unfit for survival

I think you could have worked this out and money was surely not her main motivation though. For women money is not an issue until they think of marriage. This is the point when they start to fear that they are selling themselves for a too low price.

>I revealed my powerlevel too early

who the fuck told you this was a good idea. Never ever reveal it as you cannot gain anything from it even if you did. Beeing a nazi is social suicide. Even the retards at /pol/ know it and they keep a low profile.

> And I kinda became the needy one instead of her

next red flag, needy guy -> weak -> cannot defend me -> deadbeat man -> unfit for survival

and also redpill 101: if he needs me so much, he is not good enough.

>while she just distanced herself more and more from me

well, if you were a girl you would have too. If you had 1 flaw or maybe 2 of the above she might have forgiven you those but instead you became worse and worse and by the end of the relationship you even became the girl. What I find absolutely worst in your behaviour is you threatening suicide to get her back. You should have at least had some spine and admitted defeat, thanked her for the good times and wished her the best for her future. This is just how life is, plans don't always work well.

>She just wrote me off as another weak beta faggot.

which you either are or you presented yourself as one. Clearly not her fault. On top of that you outed yourself as nazi

>Women are not capable of loving anyone but their offspring

oh no, they don't even love their own children. Children are just collateral damage to bind their men to them. So they don't run away and fuck younger girls.

>She just used me to feel better about herself,

I doubt that. I think she really liked you in the beginning but your faggotry just activated her alarms.

>Doesn't matter that I saved myself for her

you beeing the needy rather implies not doing what you did because of goodwill but because it made you feel good.

Please don't be mad at me but you really fucked up. On so many things. I hope you will find the power to get over it and learn from those mistakes. Goddamnit anon I really hate how this ended. I hope you will apologize to her for your fucked up behaviours. You might at least save some face. I really wish your story could have ended in a happy end.


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>Because even if it was only for a few days

A month

>money was surely not her main motivation

I know, but I kinda needed a car to be there for her because she lives 40 minutes away and my parents don't want to drive me either

>How could you fuck this shit up? Did you not know about the redpill stuff

It's not about the being ignorant of the redpill. I wanted to save her. I wanted her to depend on me, not the other way around. I didn't intend this. Then again, most people who get addicted to heroin don't intend for it to happen. They expect to control it. But when the first time they get a hit of the pure opiate into their vein, they lose themselves. There's no feeling like it and all they will ever care about is holding on to it as hard as they can. It's hard to explain just how strong that feeling is, but it's true. If I texted her and she didn't respond for a day, I would feel like she was abandoning me and I would have breathe heavily and freak out. And when I would hear the phone, instant relief. I think this is the ultimate shit test of a low value male. If no one has ever loved you to the point where you instantly get addicted to the feeling, then there is a genetic reason for it. No one has ever loved me because I know deep inside that I'm a worthless autist that fails even at suicide

I've been in a cycle of apologies and suicide threats ever since she only wanted me as a friend. She just blocks me immediately now. She was the only reason I stayed alive all this time. All I care about now is having enough cigarettes to last me until my Fentanyl gets here. This rock we live in is 10x worse if you know what being loved feels like




Holy shit another old fucker like me. I thought I was the only dinosaur around here.


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>I really wish your story could have ended in a happy end

We ended up here for a reason



that is sad to hear anon. Reading your posting now I can better understand you. It was probably not your fault and I apologize if I was rude yesterday. The analogy with chasing the dragon is very good. I think love works the same in your brain like opiates and it is not surprising that you became this obsessive once you got the taste of it. The sad fact is just that there is no dragon to chase. The subsequent shots you get can never be as fulfilling as your first one.

I really wish it could have ended in a better way. Whatever you do I hope you will find peace in the end brother. I am proud of you and that you tried at least. Even if this is your only redeeming factor you can go with this in mind. I never went out of my comfort zone so you are much bolder than me already.

Goddamnit fuck this gay earth.


there are much older guys here. I seriously wonder how they managed to stay alive this long. I have felt for some years like my fuel was used up and I am sinking slowly. Eventually I will hit the ground in a very ugly way. Reading about people making it to age 40 or more seems like utter fantasy to me.


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>Falling for 3dpd

Well you might have made a mistake falling for a roastie but you showed us anons to never fall for the shy qt3.14 meme



forgot to write you this. I know your fentanyl is on the way and you want a way out of your suffering but I also wanted to tell you that I will remember you anon. I am glad you had the courage to try at least and you managed to get a few happy months. I am so proud of you man. I screencapped your postings and you will always live on in my memories.

If there is a fair afterlife, we will meet and I think we will be great friends.


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Thanks, brudder


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As someone struggling with a heroin addiction, you hit the nail on the head. Love is like that as well, and as another anon mentioned, it's worse, because you can't keep taking it as a drug and it's half life fades much quicker than opiates do.

It's sad to see you go so young, but life hasn't been too kind to you. I respect your decision and wish you godspeed, may you find respite with what lies beyond this earthly realm.

Song related, I hope it conveys your feelings


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oh, a real dragon-chaser. Can you tell me about your experiences with drug use? I never did any drugs and always wondered why people do it. Is it some form of escapism? Does it give you the feels you need? How does it feel when you take / took for the first time?

What makes it so addictive?

The webm is for the guy you answered to. I think he is in heaven by now. It really is a pity that it had to end like this.



I doubt he's dead. No one here as the balls to do it, otherwise we'd all be dead


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Here it is. Arrived from Canada. It's supposed to be 25mg. It was a pain to scrape the bag without proper tools, but I got the vast majority of it into a line on my tablet. I worried whether it was enough, so I flirted with death and tested it. I snorted like 2 tiny isolated grains at a time (or licked a small portion of the bag for the residue), waited a few mimutes, then repeated

It is very strong. This line can kill me several times over. I actually got sick from taking too much despite being careful. I was in bed under a blanket listening to music. What feels most distinct about is the warmth. The high is like a warm embrace on a dark winter night. Like you're sleeping next to your waifu and everything is all right with the world. I can see how people use it to feel normal again. I had to stop because I saw myself taking more and more to make it last. Its scary how my tolerance doubled in the span of an hour. I'm not doing that again. Imagine the comedown after you don't fap for a few weeks, then edge for a whole day. My brain felt exhausted and fried with dopamine. I was dizzy, dehydrated from sweating, itching (it felt good though), and if I tried to drink anything, I would puke it back out (though puking only felt 20% as uncomfortable as it normally would sober). I also take blood thinners for anxiety which didn't help in this situation. My mouth was completely dry. Don't get me wrong, it was very worthwhile to try it, but its dangerously addictive and tolerance-forming and I need everything I can get for suicide.

I don't know when I'll have the chance to kill myself. My mother is usually awake even at 2AM and I don't know how much noise I'll make after I overdose (convulsions, etc). Ideally I'll just snort it in bed and go to sleep forever, but I don't know how feasible that is. I don't want to blow my only chance to escape this hell


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yeah that sounds typical for opium category substances. The polar opposite of cocaine. The people describe this inner peace as if they reached nirvana and they feel at home and at ease. A shame you need drugs to feel like this. Seems like you also got a taste of "chasing the dragon". No wonder people get so addicted to it.

Anon I want to say farewell again. You were a good guy and I am proud of you having the guts to break out of your habits and comfort zone. You are too good for this hell. I hope you will find peace in the afterlife. I am sure we will meet on the other side eventually. Reserve the best tables for me and the other anons who will join you eventually.


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Fuck off normalfag REeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.


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Jesus I'm real fuckin late, OP's probably dead but I'll post anyway

Yep, that's fent alright. Honestly I'd snort some brownstone or china white first to actually catch the dragon, then fent to finally go home. Heroin is more euphoric than fentanyl see, that warmth you felt could've gone better if you did some monkey water (snort H then a minuscule amount of water), might've probably not puked as well.

Anyway, I'd like to say a couple of things in case anons out there are going through the same situations OP went through. OP fucked up massively when he demostrated clingyness and threatened suicide. Nothing scares off or lets a woman know you're bad news faster than showing abandonment issues and lack mental fortitude or independence. Now, society lets them get away with it, and that's why we have to be their emotional rocks, which sucks because they can't do the same for us, the cunts. It really depends on their level of maturity but for the most part they'll never play that part.

At this point it's up to you whether you want to go on pursuing a potential girl who showed interest in you or give up. You can test the waters letting them know slowly you need help, but watch for warning signs that let you know if they lack interest in helping you and are only tagging along for the benefits of a relationship. It's a two way street, but women aren't taught about that nowadays, and neither are we for the most part.

Take it as you will. I for one mourn OP's death, and I hope the rest of you find peace within yourselves and your relationships. Don't go out like this guy, look for an answer, wait, retreat from society if you must, but if all else fails, we'll see you on the other side.

This one's for OP, he finally went home




>how dare you try to escape this depressing spiritual black hole

take your facebook frog memes back to >>>/r9k/



Am I weird for recognising Kingdom Hearts music?



Good job, but you have to leave. There's nothing wrong with what you did, but it's time for you to move on.


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Anon if you actually read the thread you would have know that He failed miserably with her then killed himself, you just sent a message to a dead man

This is OP's last post >>16965

Its time to let OP have his rest along with his thread, his story is now over



I went through the thread, didn't the guy who hijacked the thread kill himself? The one who was trying to find a chick who was in a mental hospital with him? OP had a shy Chink



Well it was a month since his last posting

He might have offed himself but it is also possible that he just does not post like in the months where he had his gf utopia. If he is dead I wish him to come to a better place where there is no sorrow and no stress.


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It has been a month since your last post. Therefore I assume you must have done it.

Good night sweet prince. I am proud of your courage and this song is for you I listened to it the other day and it reminded me of you. The lyrics were customized to fit your story better:

Verse 1

Er war ein guter Junge

Wieso musste es so weit kommen?

Ich nehm's vorweg, dieses hier wird kein leichter Song

Mir fällt es schwer meine Gefühle in einen Text zu tun

Dein letzter Post: 16.02 abends so um Zehn Uhr

Es war ein klarer Tag, alles war so wie sonst

Wir schrieben über Murdoch und die Wolken auf deim' Horizont

Über dein Leid, bei dem dir niemand zur Seite stand

Es lief nicht gut, jetzt bist du weg wie von Geister Hand

Das ist nicht fair, du warst doch noch zu jung zum geh'n

Was würd' ich heute dafür geben an der Zeit zu drehen

Sag, warum nur? Die Frage geht nicht aus meim' Kopf

Keiner weiß warum, außer dir und außer Gott

Für was mein Freund? Was zurück bleibt ist ein kalter Stein

Warum darfst du nie verheiratet und Vater sein?

Ein Mann mit Ehre, ein Mensch ohne wunden Punkt

Du bist nicht tot, du bist nur unsichtbar um uns herum

Hook 2x

Kannst du sehn, wie ich vor dir auf die Knie fall'?

Du bist nicht tot, du bist um uns herum überall

Hab ein Auge auf uns, gib uns bei Fehlern bescheid

Du beweist, das Leben ist ein Wettlauf gegen die Zeit

Verse 2

Es tut mir Leid für dich, wie konnte jemand so was tun?

Ich will einfach nur, dass du jetzt in Frieden ruhst

Du warst einer von uns, du warst ein guter Junge

Doch was ist jetzt passiert? Deine Träume gehen zu Grunde

Ich kann dir nicht beschreiben, wie es sich so anfühlt

Dass du nicht mehr da bist und sich mein Verstand wühlt

Seitdem du von uns bist, frag ich jede Nacht: Warum?

Manchmal wünsch' ich mir, es wäre wirklich andersrum

Ich würd' am liebsten, wenn ich könnt' die Zeit zurückdrehen

Um dich zu warnen, leider warst du von Verrückten umgeben

Es hätte nie so weit kommen dürfen

Beziehungskrisen kann man durch Drohen leider kaum lösen

Jetzt bist du fort gegangen, so nah, doch weit entfernt

Junge, wir sind stolz auf dich, du hast ein Kämpferherz

Ein Mann mit Ehre, ein Mensch ohne wunden Punkt

Du bist nicht tot, du bist nur unsichtbar um uns herum

Hook 2x

Verse 3

Eine Träne rollt grad' langsam mein Gesicht entlang

Ich will's verdrängen doch was ist, wenn ich nicht mehr kann?

Dieser Track ist für dich und geht unter die Haut, Bruder

Es kann passieren, dass nie mehr Ruhe in dein Haus rudert

Anons mochten dich, dein Mut hat mich so sehr erstaunt

Was wird aus später? Was wird aus deinem Lebenstraum?

Ich könnt auch Drogen nehmen, so lange bis ich nix mehr spür'

Doch du hast uns gezeigt: Das Leben ist zu kurz dafür!

Du wirst nie vergessen, hier im Geiste bist du da

Unter uns, wir lieben dich, Mann, bis zum letzten Tag

Dieses Lied macht dich unsterblich

Ich hoffe du bist damit einverstanden, Homie, du bleibst unentbehrlich

Fullchan ist nicht mehr so wie es einmal war

Keiner von uns hier ist nur halb so mutig, wie es ein Mann war

Ein Mann mit Ehre, ein Mensch ohne wunden Punkt

Du bist nicht tot, du bist nur unsichtbar um uns herum

Hook 2x


I masturbated to a video I found on the deep web involving a 6 year old boy in bondage gear who was told to give a horse a blowjob by the cameraman and whipped violently every time he refused leaving long bloody scars on his back. When he finally accepted he was visibly gagging on the horse's dick cheese and when it eventually came in his mouth he looked like he was visibly choking with cum shooting out his nose. He then passed out and then the cameraman proceeded to violently fuck him anally.



Can confirm, I am the six year old boy.


I skimmed through the thread. Did OP really kill himself for a girl? Why not just try a different one. lol

that is what happens when you are so beta that you only feel like you have a chance with girls who previously talked to you



This just proves that Robots are just as fucking damaged as fembots. Both just full of drama "I will kill myself ;__; so lonely and depressed buhu" and then get super clingy, when you are in a relationship with them and make you hate life.



at least he got some months of joy and he expierienced chasing the dragon. That's already more life experience than I have and he was a 19 y/o kiddo.


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Rest in peace OP but everything that went wrong fell on you, just because she loved you didn't mean she'd love you if you no matter what but you don't have to worry about that anymore.

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