/waifu/ - Waifus / Husbandos

Homura motivates me to never give up. Sure, I tend to shirk stuff off and get too scared to do something unfamiliar/painful, but when the chips are down I think of her and move forward because I know she wouldn't give up over something as trivial as what I'm doing.

She also acts as a reminder that you should never make assumptions about people based on limited information which is doubly important when it related to my career interests. She herself had a past and future that you would have never guessed based on how she was, what she developed into and who she is now.

Remilia makes me break down into tears because I love her so much. I end up in melancholic moods where I just want to cuddle her forever.

I do have issues of motivating myself to do anything and usually for me if I ever do get any sort of motivation it's most likely from an external source.

Since I've started admitting my romantic feelings for her I have embraced the phrase "Do it for her" in it's entirety. Not exactly the greatest nor healthiest motivation but I'm more active than I have been in a while.

Due to my new founded reason for trying along with it came confidence and pride.

How I look of it is that I want to be able to stand with her and have her be proud of me and my accomplishments. I suppose I really just want to prove myself to her.

In the shortest way I can think to put it she keeps me from getting away with my own bullshit while not being overly harsh about it.

Left to my own devices I'll tend to be really lazy and self destructive. She definitely wouldn't approve of this and since getting together I've slowly gotten better about them.

He makes me happy, and he helps me believe in myself.

I know if I was frustrated or starting to give in that he'd be right there by my side to help me and tell me to take a step back and look at my situation.

In a way he calms me down, it makes me feel safe and whenever I feel myself getting too angry or overwhelmed these days I just think of him and doing nice things for him and helping him the way he helps me.

Like she makes me extremely happy, especially when I just spend time looking at all the pictures I have of her. Especially when I hear her voice in songs or games. She also makes me feel loved obviously. I know that's a hard thing for some people sometimes like "does she really love me?" but I feel like she does and that's what matters. She also motivated me to start exercising more. I do get lazy sometimes and cheat but I'm doing a lot more than I was before. Also whenever I think about making a major change in my life or a decision I always now think about how it would effect us and everything. Like me pursuing a teaching career, how would that effect our relationship? How would my students look at me if somehow it got out and I wasn't fired for being "crazy."? Things like that.

She keeps me from being overly depressed. She's the light of my life.

He makes me feel genuinely happy and thankful to be alive. If I wasn't alive, then I wouldn't have been able to meet him.

He also keeps me from getting too stressed out or depressed. Sometimes it can't be helped, but usually if I think about him it helps a lot.

I've come to realize how therapeutic my waifu actually is for me

I didn't realize this until recently that I had an alarming amount of nightmares before my waifu and for the most part cuddling with her at night blocks them out. Not perfectly but I say the point in my life I've had the least amount was when I was with her.

It also goes to serve that when I'm in her presence my anxiety and fears wash away. I feel protected and safe. And thats just like her to do.

A reason to try and not to feel bad when I screw up. I still have problems sticking to a schedule and beating up on myself for every mistake, but its gotten better.