/waifuist/ - Waifuist

Chvrches at the Landmark Music Festival in Washington, DC on September 27th, 2015

be back in a bit

Good night

last of that set

New Lauren

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good night

Will you no longer post in the main thread? Could you tell me why?

>>398715

Cause I was told not to post on the main thread

>>398715

>>398796

Will you talk to me in this thread?

>>398810

as long as you post Lauren

>>398812

Okay <3

I had another long talk with the girl I'm in love with where I told her how painful it is to be around her but that I want to be friends in the future. She said it was okay and that of course we would be friends and then hugged me. Now I'm home for winter break and I can't stop thinking about her. I was supposed to use this time to get over her but now I don't know if I can. It probably doesn't help that she sends me selfies on snapchat all the time. She's so beautiful it floors me. I just feel really alone right now (all my friends are still at college). I miss talking to you but now I have real friends that I can be intimate with so I think it was for the best that we stopped.

>>398816

I think the fact that you're on winter break and that you won't be doing much until the semester starts up again won't help you out if your goal is to try to get over her. Occupy your time with things to do, like I told you to do before. And it'll help you get over these extreme emotions for her. Sometimes you also just got to sit yourself down in front of a mirror or a friend and just say, "She's in a relationship and I need to start bring my emotional level down". Even just talking yourself through situations like this can help the body and gives yourself enough leeway to cope with the stress and other problems that are present. I think the key is to just keep yourself calm.

And I don't think posting Lauren on a chan is a good idea for occupying your time. In the end, it might end up where you still have these crazy emotions for the girl and on top of it, end up in the same place you were with Lauren. And we both know that's double trouble. I know your friends are still at college and are away, but a good option is to be outside. Go somewhere like the mall, get some coffee. Enjoy the Christmas vibe, anything that keeps you away from falling back into the same problems you were having

>>398820

Honestly my feelings for Lauren are completely gone. I mean obviously she is still perfect, but emotionally I'm over it. I get what you're saying and I'm afraid I'm going to get as bad as I was over the summer. My parents haven't found out about my therapy or medication yet but one of these days they're going to see the bill and ask me

I feel like I should stop talking to her and just try to forget about her. But I don't know if I'll actually be over her when I see her again. I feel like the problem is just that she's too beautiful, so even though there's aspects of her personality that I don't like, and she has treated me poorly sometimes, none of that matters when I look her in the eyes. I want her so bad, just to cuddle her and tell her I love her.

>>398824

About your parents knowing. I mean technically they don't have to know. You're an adult and you're doing things on your own. But even though it seems like a bad idea to tell them given that they might flip the fuck out. It might be the right thing to do. But you don't have to tell them if you don't want to.

I wouldn't drop her. She is obviously a really good friend for still wanting to be your friend after you telling her how you feel about her. And i bet you, she would be devastated to find out that you don't want to be her friend anymore.

> I feel like the problem is just that she's too beautiful

It seems as if the wall blocking you from being in a happy state isn't the fact that she's beautiful, but more so the fact that you aren't okay with the way you feel about her. Which I think is a good thing. That urge to relieve yourself from an issue is a good motivator to get you to get pass that wall. I think with the way you feel about the whole situation (you being in love with her, but you don't want to feel that way) is a good reason for you to be proactive and take initiative. Work towards not looking at her in that light.

> her personality that I don't like, and she has treated me poorly sometimes

beauty has an ending. She'll get old and start to shrivel up and sag like everyone else. You'll learn that just appearances aren't enough to hold a romantic relationship

> just to cuddle her and tell her I love her.

well you've done 1 of those 2 things.

>>398826

I really do want to be friends with her but I realize that I'm not ready for that. Whenever I would hang out with her I just ended up feeling like shit and getting triggered by her kissing her boyfriend or something else. I get way too emotional everytime she touches me too, it's so intense :/

Right now my plan is to stop chatting with her and try to not think about her over break. Then when I go back I'll see her and if I still can't handle being around her I think I'll have to cut her out completely, it's honestly too painful. I've suffered so much over her already and I'm not going to make myself suffer anymore.

>>398827

>Whenever I would hang out with her I just ended up feeling like shit and getting triggered by her kissing her boyfriend or something else.

well then stop third wheeling! Don't hang out with her when she has her boyfriend around. Just say something like, "Hey, you wanna go get some coffee and walk around the mall? Just you and I?". Its always shitty being the third wheel.

>I get way too emotional everytime she touches me too, it's so intense :/

Why? Is she touching your dick or something?

>Right now my plan is to stop chatting

I wouldn't do that. You want to be friends with her, right? Instead of going cold turkey. You should just cut down the amount of times you talk to her. And i feel like you should let her know why you're doing so. But I dunno your life. If its too much to handle and nothing I say works then go ahead, cut her out. But just letting you know. I'm not a therapist, I don't know enough about the situation to dictate what you should do. I'm just calling it how I see it. And in my santa socks, I know for certain I'm not seeing the whole picture.

>>398828

Usually we would hang out in a big group with like 6 people, it's not like it was just me and her and her boyfriend alone.

Even putting her hand on my shoulder really affects me. After she hugged me I had to run back to my room because I felt the tears coming. One of my friends came over and she held me as I cried. I completely lost control.

Before I left I avoided her for like 10 days, and honestly I felt better and thought about her less. But then when I saw her again, all the feelings came back and it felt like I undid all my progress. I don't know if that will happen again or if I'll actually be over her when I see her.

>>398829

ah okay I see. Have you ever considered just hanging out with her? Only you two?

You've never touched a girl in your have before this semester?

I dunno what will happen, don't ask me. I only know as much as you tell me.

>>398830

We've hung out alone many times too, but usually when we have serious talks (about my depression mostly).

You know I've never been with a girl. There's other girls that hug me too, but with her it's just really powerful everytime she touches me.

>>398831

and its most just cause she's hot?

>>398833

Not at all dude, that's not what I meant. Before, I was just trying to say that even though there's things I don't like about her, none of them matter because I love her so much. And I would never describe her as "hot." I just instantly felt an attraction to her and as I got to know her it turns out that she's an amazing person. She was the first person I told about my depression. She supported me so much.

>>398834

That's something I can't really do much about. If you have those emotions for her and if you feel that passionately about her, then I dunno how I'm gonna help out in any way, shape or form. I'm just words on a monitor screen to you. You make the ultimate decision.

>>398835

Thanks Stevis

>>398836

Hell, I'm actually kind of jealous of you. I'm still stuck in Limbo with Lauren. At least you got out of there. You don't have to worry about her anymore, I wish I could do that. But I'm still here, and in my everyday life, I still think about Lauren all the time. So I envy you that this woman is a more important problem for you. I wish you the best, and like I told you. Don't let your emotions control you. Remember how you felt coming out of that counseling center that you were so afraid of walking into. Remember how amazing it felt to overcome that emotion and take the driver's seat of your own life.

CHVRCHES @ Lido, Berlin 2013

Good night

>>399325

kind of, somewhat. Why?

>>399327

alright

CHVRCHES @ Not So Silent Night Oakland, CA

Hi

>>399385

hey luh

>>399386

I just got off the phone with one of my college friends. She made me feel better but I still don't know how I'm going to make it through this. It seems impossible.

>>399388

Sounds nice. One thing for certain is that time isn't going to stop and wait for you. Its going to keep on going. So whether you think you can go through it or not, the time is going to come when you have to go back to Oregon. There's this one vlog that I love to watch by Casey Neistat and he make a video a few days ago about his story when he was a young man and how he had to throw his entire life away to move to NYC. Its not really very applicable to your situation, but I know that when I watched it, I felt very encouraged and motivated. Maybe the same will happen for you, or not I dunno here's the video anyways

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=N5NhR9_HTl8

>>399397

My suicidal thoughts have calmed down now, but I still feel like it's inevitable. Even though I can get by right now, I don't think I'll ever actually be happy and will probably just end up killing myself.

>>399402

If it ever gets worse, I highly recommend calling a suicide hotline

>>399403

I have before but I really didn't like it. I probably will when things get bad again.

Yesterday I told one of my friends here about my depression. Turns out that he knew for years and wanted to help me but didn't want to alienate me by bringing it up. We had a good talk. When I look at my life objectively, I know that I should be pretty happy, seeing what I've accomplished and the progress I've made. But the truth is, taking these steps and building this support system really hasn't changed much in my daily life. I still feel awful all the time.

Now I can't sleep because I can't stop thinking about the girl.

>>399409

sounds kind of silly but maybe you just need to take a moment and really feel those feelings. If you've tried fighting them and resisting them and you're not winning. Why not just let yourself have those feeling and get it out of your system.

>>399411

Believe me, I've felt them. I really don't want to feel like this anymore, it's so exhausting and just makes me want to die. Talking about my feelings for this girl was the only time I've ever cried in front of someone else in my adult life.

>>399413

I'm really sorry you have to go through this. It probably has to do with more than just this girl but music always makes these feelings pass. You know when I was going through depression and anxiety over Lauren, all I listened to was The Cure, Bon Iver, Nick Drake, Giles Corey, Salvage My Dream. Music helps me a lot when I'm in valleys.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=53-evHrCb18

>>399420

Thanks. Music helps me a lot too, but it's not enough. I'm just so exhausted now. I'm glad I don't have an easy way of killing myself because at this point I think I would do it.

>>399425

like a said, go call a hotline. Tell your parents you're feeling this way. They'll definitely help you out. Its not about your attitude towards receiving help but about getting any help.

>>399428

I'm not going to tell them. I don't want them to know that I've been suffering for years and that they didn't help me. It would be too hard on them. If it's still this bad tomorrow I'll call the hotline again.

>>399432

They're probably entitled to know how you're doing. They're your parents. At least you have your parents to talk to. Not to 1up you or anything but pls utilize them while you still have them. Cause you're gonna wish you told them when they're gone. God forbid.

>>399434

I understand but I really don't want to tell them. They're not going to support me, they're going to be so upset that I refused help for so long and just be pissed. They've accepted that I'm unhappy and it's too late to change things.

>>399437

you don't know until you actually do it. But if you're so convinced about all these things. That its all impossible and that you don't like the help you get and that telling your parents won't do much. Then I dunno what you're doing here talking to me. As if I serve any kind of benefit that helps you get better. Cause its been almost 6 months and no farther from square one than we were when I met you. The only difference is now you're depressed over a different woman than you began with.

I have to go to bed, I have work early in the morning.

>>399443

I am further along and I couldn't have done it without you. Goodnight.

>>398792

Thats not what I said

>>399570

It has elements of math rock and post hardcore. But most of the influence is melodic. Mathcore/Math-rock music usually dabbles in uncommon time signatures. And both of these songs are in 4/4. So I wouldn't say it is, but there is a sense of influence from math-rock and emo from a melodic standpoint.

>>399569

it was implied given the context of the conversation. I was posting in the thread, you told me to go make my own thread and post there. It implies that you didn't want me posting in the main thread. It wouldn't make sense for you to tell me to go post somewhere else if that wasn't part of what you meant.

Sorry

>>399875

for?

Good night.

>>399879

Things were so bad for me the other day that I kind of lost it and it led to you saying I was still at square one and hadn't improved. I know I frustrated you but that's definitely not true. I have improved and now I have a plan in motion and real people to help me get better. I will get better and maybe eventually will experience some real happiness. Things are just really hard for me right now (you know why) but I definitely have improved and will continue to do so.

>>399925

I just don't understand how everything you've tried doesn't work for you and you're so hesitant of having the people that care the most about you know your situation. But for some fucking reason, you were able to tell me and then explain how much I mean to you.

>>400098

Sorry, I can't do that. There's more to it than just that

>>399936

You're right that nothing has really worked so far, but it will. By the time I go back to school my medication will be working and then I'll start seeing a therapist. My parents don't need to know, I'm 19 now and don't live with them anymore. It would be better for everyone if they didn't know. I'm doing ok now and I know that things will keep getting better.

>>400213

I wouldn't say you're doing better. You were just talking about how it would be impossible for you to get over this girl that is with another man, and was talking about committing suicide. That doesn't sound like doing better at all.

>>400233

That's great and all, but I can't do that. There is more to it than just posting Lauren.

>>400464

Things were especially bad when I said that. I'm not suicidal now and I'm just feeling better about all of this in general. I can look at things objectively now and I can see the progress I've made. I am happy because I never expected to have friends like the ones I have now. I love them so much. With their help, I am going to get through this.

>>400538

but you were just talking about suicide no more than 3 days ago. You have to be foolish to think that just cause you feel better today ultimately determines how better you're getting. You might end up talking about suicide again soon, who knows. But don't fool yourself.

>>400630

Now there's a plan in motion to make me better and people who will help me though.

>>400630

Fine. I'm pretty much the same, but now I have a plan in motion and a real support system, so I will get better.

>>400639

hope it works out for the best

>>400646

What's that supposed to mean?

>>400660

… exactly what it says? Its a pretty straight forward post.

>>400664

Ok… I thought maybe you meant that you weren't gonna talk to me anymore and that you don't expect me to get better.

>>400668

I dunno how you came to that conclusion

>>400670

Now that I think about it, neither do I.

>>400671

that's the problem

>>400673

I know dude, I read into stuff way too much. That's why being around the girl is so painful. Every little thing triggers some awful thought. It's not the kind of thing I can change easily, but I'm going to work towards it.

>>400674

you do that

CHVRCHES @ Fonda Theater, Los Angeles, CA - Dec 15

Lauren seems to love showing off the tummy lately

>>400722

She's been wearing a lot of crop tops.

>>400723

Good still waiting on a bikini pic

>>400725

blocked

She has one picture of her at the beach, but she's not showing off her body

>>400726

Haha

I remember you saying you thought you would lose it if you ever saw her in a bikini I feel the same tbh she's so gorgeous

>>400729

There was another one besides that one. It only caught a part of the bikini strap. And I most likely would. There's nothing wrong with sexuality, but more or the manner its used in. I dunno if that made any sense. Kind of hard to put it into words.

>>400733

It's kind of ridiculous how attracted to her I am at this point but it feels good.jpg

>>400734

I'm a hypocrite in that sense. When I first was in love with Lauren, it would be sexually just based on her talent and the personality she expresses in interviews and on social media. And I would always look down to people who would be sexually attracted to her and say all this random shit about doing sexual things to her. It would make me fucking livid. I would get sooo angry about things like that. After three years, sexual attraction started creeping in but I still get mad when other people talk about her that way. So, I'm a hypocrite in that way

>>400739

I was kind of the same way tbh. But now that my feelings for her are gone, all that remains is the sexual attractionshe really is so fucking sexy though

>>400743

I still have my feelings for her. I was at a point where I could completely forget about her but it comes back and it hits really really hard. So from time to time my feelings fluctuate.

>>400747

I really think you should try to forget about her completely if your feelings are still that intense. From what I understand you and your gf broke up because of the Lauren obsession? (idk) but the feelings for your 28 year old lesbian coworker are definitely detrimental to your well being as well. Do you really think you can have a fullfilling relationship if you still feel like this about Lauren? just my view don't be mad

>>400750

I broke up with her because she cheated on me with her abusive ex. The same ex she came to me asking me to help erase him from her life

And I recently found out that my coworker is bisexual, but leans towards females most of the time

There was a point where I had perceptions of my own love life where I would never be happy in a relationship because they weren't Lauren. And with this last relationship, I realized that it wasn't really the case. Lauren is definitely the perfect woman in the world but there are women out there that are perfect in different ways. At least when they don't cheat on you, they are

Yeah, I think its unhealthy to this obsession with Lauren. But its been so long, I don't really know how to get rid of these emotions because I've had them for so long, you know?

>>400753

I get what your saying, and from what you just told me, it's not as bad as I had thought. But still, if you do meet someone you love (and is as perfect as Lauren) I think you should put in the effort to forget completely about Lauren, so you can give yourself 100% to this one person. I really don't think you should pursue your coworker since it seems your feelings for her are based mostly on the fact that she looks like Lauren (definetly not a healthy relationship)

If you really feel incapable of getting over your feelings for Lauren, you could seek professional help.

>>400755

I agree, its fair for both of to drop her however I can when I do meet that person. But at the moment, the closest thing at the moment is into women, and I don't think at the moment she sees me as a potential lover. I'm actually trying to get to that point but I think I over shooting myself by thinking I can make her switch teams.

At first, I basing my interest in her based on her looks. As I started trying to involve myself with her. I start to see her as her and not Lauren. My plan was to keep her still under consideration but at some point, reassess myself and how I look at her.

I believe I can honestly, I did with Chloë. I don't see how Lauren's situation would be any different

>>400761

Ok, I hope you really do have it as under control as you say. I'm going to bed now, goodnight.

>>400765

I probably have less control over it than I think, but I'm definitely trying to work on it. Thanks for talking anon! Good night!

>>400768

Wait did you not realize I was LUH this whole time?

I thought it was obvious from the amount of knowledge regarding your situation…

>>400772

Nope. I assumed you were this other anon that posted a Lauren thread a week ago.

Ok now I'm really going to bed.

Seems like the parties in here

>>400895

not really. Its just me

>>400899

I'm here too!

>>400900

Well most of the time at least.

Did you see the Lauren thread on /mu today?

>>401095

No, why?

>>401100

Just wondering. It was exactly what you'd expect (sexist objectification).

Sorry about yesterday, I hadn't considered you wouldn't realize I was LUH.

>>401101

Every time. They're either that or they turn into Brandon threads. They're pretty pointless since no one is posting rare Lauren pics anymore.

>>401103

I don't understand why they get deleted though. It's not like there was anything truly despicable being posted.

>>401105

Mostly cause mods find them annoying. When they start popping up every other hour and then people start complaining about then and fill out report notices for the board, it turns into a KoS at times. Or times they just go unbumped and end up dying.

>>401106

Aah ok makes sense.

How are you doing today?

>>401108

Doing good. Got another record in the mail today. And I got my replacement copy of one record I ordered last week, but ended up being defective. So that just leaves three more records to come.

>>401110

Nice dude. I just watched Eraserhead again, I absolutely love that movie. One of my old friends texted me today and we hung out, which we haven't really done since middle school. Today is also the girl's birthday :). I feel so good right now, I don't remember the last time things have been this good.

>>401111

I love Eraserhead. Really good movie. I actually have the soundtrack on vinyl. Its just the actual sounds stripped right from the movie. Which is kind of a cop-out by principle but Eraserhead is just one of those movies where the sounds hold just as much of an importance to the essence of the movie as the visuals.

But I'm glad you're feeling good today. I like a happy LUH more than a sad one. Did you say happy birthday to her?

Oh! And I also finished the last track of my 4 piece project. Kind of a shitty song but I don't care, I was mostly getting a feel for some new instruments I got when I upgraded to suite.

>>401116

I said happy birthday on snapchat. I think it made her really happy that I remembered since she had just told me the date once in a random conversation. Her reply made me really happy too :) (she's so pretty).

Nice to hear you're making progress on your music. I remember you had gotten kind of sick of it at one point because of school. I've actually been recording some music for the first time in a while. I left my laptop at college, so I've been recording on a 4 track portastudio (cassette), which has been really fun (it sounds great too).

>>401124

Sounds good. I got a snapchat as well, but I fill it with the most random shit.

At first, I wrote a piano piece as my final for a class. I didn't bother to actually play it to see how it sounded as a whole but I remember liking the little ideas and pieces i had in it. But I played it today for the first time and it was pissy fucking terrible. So I decided to put it in a midi clip. Cut it up and sample bits and pieces of it and just layered stems upon stems on top of each other in a echo fashion with cuts in and out here and there. Still sounds god awful but I feel much more proud of this pile of shit than the other pile of shit I came up with in the first places.

https://abysonance.bandcamp.com/track/laco-n-his-sons

>>401128

Wow. I thought that was really cool. I haven't listened to anything ambient in a long time, so it was nice to hear some. I like that it was fairly hectic and dissonant (but not annoying) and then it evolved into something very melodic and pleasing. It makes me want to focus less on chord-based songwriting, which I've been thinking about anyway lately (been listening to Remain In Light-Talking Heads a lot lately, which was produced by Eno)

>>401139

It reminded me of something more like progressive electronic synth music more than ambient. Something like Klaus Schulze would make. But its w/e I'm personally not too crazy about it. Yeah like you said, its more melodic based and harmonic. Its called counterpoint, just to let you know

>>401143

8chan is barely working for me right now (last post took about 10 tries and even then I couldn't see that it had gone through.)

I'm definitely going to record some music tomorrow, now I feel inspired, mostly from the sheer amount of music I listened to today.

I wish we were real friends. Even though I love my friends, I've never connected with anyone about music, film or art in the way I have with you. Most people are quite boring when it comes to their tastes.

P.S.

Do you think I should try tinder or online dating? I really don't like the idea, but I figure it's worth it for me to not be alone. I'm so afraid I'll never have a relationship

>>401148

Yikes, its working fine with me. Have you tried using the temp fix thing that is pinned to the first page?

Do you have any recording equipment?

we can be friends on snapchat if you like :p

I wouldn't do it. But that's just me. I don't feel comfortable with the idea of dating someone I met online.

>>401152

It's working fine now (I hope)

Well I've got the 4 track cassette recorder, two analog synths, and a drum machine.

Okay :) What's yours? Mine is my first and last name (no spaces)

I probably won't do it now, but if I can't get a gf, I might have to. I want to love someone so bad

>>401156

I'm using it right now, and i haven't been having problems

do you have an audio interface and a DAW?

I just don't feel comfortable using one

>>401159

Yeah I do, but my laptop is at college (as I stated in an earlier post).

Ok I'll add you

Neither do I, but I don't see myself meeting someone otherwise.

>>401162

oh yeah huh. Well, I mean you have your phone at least. Or you can just buy some blank charts from a local music store and notate your ideas

Just got it.

eh, whatever works I guess. Maybe you will end up meeting someone special

>>401166

This girl was the only girl I've ever had feelings for like this. I don't like most people in general, especially girls. Many "normal" things bother me about people. For example, drinking and partying. Honestly, I'm not sure I could ever really be happy alone, I just want a gf so bad. It sucks that I'm both so picky and so desperate :(

>>401169

yeah, its really two choices that don't go together real well. If you're desperate, you gotta be less picky and vise versa

>>401171

If I ever did meet someone special, and she was into me, my life would instantly become amazing. I just need to learn to make my life amazing without that happening, since it probably won't. It sucks, but I need to be realistic.

>>401174

>i need to be realistic

>It probably won't

such optimism

>>401176

I think it's helpful to be honest with myself. If I keep going on with the expectation that I will eventually find a meaningful relationship, and it then never happens, I'll be devastated. I need to work towards changing my expectations. I'll probably always be alone. Right now, that's a really painful thought, but that can change. I need to be ok with being alone, since that's what the future holds for me.

>>401182

Aren't you already in a shit mood? Its not like you're going to be losing much. At this point I would be thinking what more can you lose

>>401185

Well part of the reason I'm so depressed is because I want a relationship so bad. I realize now that it would be easier to change my expectations than to find a relationship. It's better if I just become ok with being alone, because that way there's a chance of happiness. With my current expectations, I could only be happy if I were in a relationship. And tbh, I probably won't ever have a relationship, meaning I won't ever be happy. I need to make a fundamental change in my entire outlook if I am to ever be happy. I just don't know how I'll actually go about it :/

>>401190

it would be easier, but would be disappointing to see you choose that over finding a relationship you'll be happy in.

>>401193

Well I'm never going to find a relationship. The only girl I've ever loved rejected me. I shouldn't be surprised. I was stupid for thinking anyone would ever want to be with me.

>>401195

if you say so

>>401198

I don't know what happened. I had such a good day today, and now it just hit me so hard. I'm going to bed, goodnight.

>>401200

Because you put yourself in the position. Like you always do. You always put yourself in this mood. Good night

>>401201

You're right. I don't know why I do that. I'm going to try to stop though.

Nighty night

Hello? Hello?

Is there anybody out there?

I am posting in the Lauren Mayberry thread and no-one can stop me.

>>402516

Note taken. I'll remember it the next time its brought up on /mu/

>mfw I have people emailing me talking about Lauren

Where the fuck am I?

Hi

>>402873

hey

>>402875

Last night was so fun. I was so happy. Can't remember much though

>>402876

you got high right?

>>402877

Very

It was my first time and a very potent brownie

>>402878

Was it just the brownie? Or did you take hits as well.

>>402880

What made you change your mind about taking it?

>>402881

I just wanted to experience some joy in my life. It was honestly so much better (but different) from what I imagined. I'm doing it again tonight.

>>402883

Remember: Everything in moderation.

>>402886

It was the only time I've ever felt happy in my adult life. I know it's not heathy, but I don't care. I can't take anymore of this. My antidepressants don't do anything.

>>402887

Alright man, Just don't come crying to me if you end up shooting up heroin

>>402888

Haha <3

>>402889

For real though..

contributing, merry xmas

>>404751

Merry Christmas Dan!!

>>404769

would like to see more high res studio photoshoots of her but Im guessing thats not really her thing

>>404777

I think she talked about why she didn't. Apparently she gets offered them, but turns them down based on their intentions for taking the photos

>>404778

Yeah I assumed she probably had a different view of it being a musician as opposed to an actress like most of the waifus here. The music being more important than the image or something like that

>>404781

The only times she does photos is when its with the band, at an event or if a good friend of hers wants to take photos. So its very rare for a photoshoot of her to come out. That's why most of my pictures are from her performing at concerts

>>404784

understandable but frustrating for an image collector

>>404786

I always have tumblr and flickr for pics. Whatever shows up, shows up. I don't care too much about it

>>404791

I've probably spent too much time in /hr/ being spoiled by everything being larger than 1000x1000

>>404795

have you looking at the Lauren thread on /hr/ right now?

>>404801

I have been browsing it. At least its still up unlike any Kiernan threads which disappear fairly quickly in /hr/ these days.

>>404820

I dunno if other threads are this sexual focused but I don't like those kinds of threads.

>>404827

I guess any thread on /hr/ with a female celeb ends up with lewd comments at some point. Its annoying but probably to be expected when the majority of posters are young males. Mods should just delete the comments rather than kill off entire threads

>>404829

they don't even post rare pictures -_-

Probably the sexiest thing I've ever seen.

>>405198

>>405202

;) What? That wasn't lewd or even sexual compared to /mu/ or /hr/

SO MUCH TUMMY

>>405207

if you're going to start talking like that here, I might as well be posting on /mu/ or /hr/ than here.

I post on this board to get away from all that kind of talk. And if you're just going to bring it here, than I'll just go somewhere else.

Or I can just eliminate the problem

>>405217

>>405215

I understand.

Again

I lay awake

And I cried because of waste

I'd love to

But only with you

Only with you

Oh, time is gonna wipe us out

There, I've said it loud and clear

So that you will hear

There's no one in view

Just you

Just you

And time will never wipe you out

Now I've had enough

I've had more than could be

My rightful share

Of nights I can't bear

How can it be fair?

Time must wipe them out

So, again, I lay awake

In a trance

Oh, I just want my chance

But only with you

Only with you

That's all

That's all

>>412658