Hi guys, OP here. No cutie today because I have had a hard time finding a working proxy for some reason, so I'm posting through Tor instead.
Sorry for the week long absence, I have a hard time finding free time on weekdays.
Also to everyone, thank you for the support. I was checking this thead on my phone throughout the week and it really made me feel better. Thank you all (except the rapist). I'm in a much better place mentally and emotionally right now, and your replies played no small part in that.
I've also been walking. I was walking in the mornings, but the time change messed it up and I don't want to go outside in this neighborhood in the dark. But I've been going on walks during lunch and it has been… peaceful. So thank you too, >>31007.
>>31065
Yeah, it was a bad move. Looking back, I think that I can see they were kind of … snobbish? That could just be me being bitter, though I am trying not to be.
>>31072
Much better than most homeless people in general, really. It was summertime, and I had a car to stay in and some clothes, and some money saved up. It took me a while to accept that this was real. After about a week, my phone was disconnected, and I checked my ATM balance and saw that it was getting dangerously low. That's when I went home to pick some stuff up but wasn't allowed inside.
Not having money was kind of a new feeling for me, so I panicked for a while. It was never scarce growing up, and the idea that I might not have it and might have to go hungry was only something I understood in the abstract. I panicked for a while about this and got in the trunk of the car and cried in despair of my future once again until I used up all the oxygen in there. After that, I resigned myself to the fact that I didn'tPost too long. Click here to view the full text.