No.20430
For years I've had nightmares where ill-intended third-parties try to take away my daughter/lgf away from me to harm her. I experience the various scenarios where I try rescuing her.
Does anyone here experience this sort of thing? I've been chronically depressed for years and I have little to no contact with children, nor have I harmed or ever intended to harm a child. I'm 22 and these nightmares started at around 15-16. I feel worse everytime, tears come to my eyes but I can't cry, my chest hurts and my breathing is difficult, I dry-swallow the pain. I have contemplated suicide more often and this plays a major factor.
Please help. I'm tired. I'm not going to blow my brains out but I'm reaching my limit.
No.20436
I've had those before, but I don't think I've ever dreamed someone would harm her. In mine, we're hanging out and someone (the police, my family, her family, strangers, etc) comes and demands I get away from her. They're pretty bad. Of all the ones I remember, I woke up scared because of them.
They're just dreams though. No one is going to take your loli away and hurt her. I'd appeal to the probabilities of that happening, but I don't think that this is entirely a rational fear you're experiencing, but an emotional one. I've found that the best way I dealt with things was to write them down and analyze it all. Maybe take a few hours to write a very detailed account of your nightmare and how you feel afterward, then do another reflecting on it, and see what your metaemotions are. At least, that has helped me get through hard times before. You may find it useless.
You are also free to post (or shitpost, if you like, so long as it isn't to shitty) on any of the pedo boards here at any time.
No.20439
>>20436What other boards are there?
No.20456
>>20436Thank you for the post, Anon. I just don't understand why these nightmares occur. I have no reason to fear so far.