/younglove/ - Pedophilia Discussion

so now i will get into where i believe my love for young girls started. it was in my early teens. i had a young step-niece that i loved and adored very much throughout the years. whenever she would come over we would play and sleep together. i remember how beautiful she was and how wonderful she felt. she was so sweet and so soft. she would always sit on my lap when we where watching movies or tv. whenever she was that close to me i would always get aroused and i always hoped that she wouldn't feel it. i was scared she would hate me or be mad for some reason. i have spent the last 20 years dreaming and thinking of her and when i do she is still that beautiful little girl with the most beautiful soft little body messy hair wearing one of my tshirts and a pair of cute little panties. i actually remember the first time i saw her in just her panties, it was an unforgettable experience for me a truly heart stopping moment. that tiny little body still gives me chills of excitement sometimes. when we would play and sleep together in my room at times it would be sexually adventurous as young girls and boys do. there where always limits that we never crossed just always playing. sometimes i would try to cross but i believed i made her nervous at times so i never fully crossed, i believe we were always scared that we would get into trouble, i know i was. and i was always afraid i would hurt her and that is something i would never have dreamed of doing. anyway we grew up alittle i moved away and my brother and her mom divorced. we lost contact and i was alone and my sweet little love was gone. years and years go by life went on and i never saw her for the longest time. and all that time my mind would wander back to her and every time i thought about her she never aged and time stood still. i never lost my virginity until my late teens. i guess around that time i noticed my eyes starting to wonder towards younger girls and i started to fantasize and use the internet to browse photos of young girls to fuel my dormant obsession that i believe was brought on by years of fantasizing about my little niece that never seemed to age in my head. so i believe anyways.

so anyways fast forward a couple years i have my sexual experiences and girlfriends with girls in and around my own age but i was never really satisfied in fact whenever i do have sex i am always thinking of a young girl most of the time its the only way i can even cum sometimes. i always go back to young girls although i put everything i can into my relationships i just can stop, and i dont really want to its me and im a good person. i don't think the love of young girls or pedophilia is wrong. i am just an admirer, even though it is sexual for me at times i have my boundaries i would never hurt a young girl and never force anything on one either. I do believe there are those bad types of people out there that give the for lack of a better word the hobby of young girls a bad name, the predators and molesters and rapist out there that just wanna expose and hurt young girls. i hate people like that and i will never be that guy.

so to finish this on a happy note let's again fast forward to present day, actually about 2 years ago. I find myself seeking out my sweet little niece. she has been for the last several decades close to me in distance but i never found myself reaching out to her until then, i don't really know why it took me so long but i know sometimes i felt like what we did when we were younger she felt that i was a bad person or felt ashamed or embarrassed or worse about some of our more curious and at times intimate play, and if she found out how i feel about young girls now would she think that i was a monster.. but that actually was not the case. it was actually the absolute opposite. i remember the first nite we had our first real conversation over text, she actually recalled to me a nite where we had one of our most intimate encounters and that line i told you about that we almost crossed got damn close… we were laying in bed watching a movie she was laying beside me and i was rubbing her back. at a point she flipped over and layed on her back. i put my hand underneath her shirt and started to rub her tummy one thing led to another and her shit got moved up to to expose i cute little silky lacy training bra. at that point she looked up and me and asked me if i wanted to take it off. i of course said yes and she showed me how to unclasp it then she clasp it back and let me take it off of her. i slid it off and there she was laying on my bed half naked shirt raised up with just a pair of cute little panties. those beautiful little boobs just starting to develop tiny little lumps with puffy little nipples, something i still love to this day of course. i began to play with them so soft, she then got up and layed on top of me i began to rub her soft perky little butt, sliding my hands inside her panies to get a real feel. i know she could feel my dick it was hard as a rock every now and then she started grinding on me i believe i busted my load at least a couple of times that nite, my pants and underwear were soaked afterwards. at one point she raised up and lifted her shirt up and she took my hands and put them on her breast and felt them for a minute we were looking into each others eyes. she then leaned down and gave me my first kiss. it was an amazing nite that i will never forget and apparently she never did either. it was amazing and unbelievable that she was recalling this nite to me i was amazed and completely happy that she didn't think me a monster and still loved me after all this time.. that nite and nights after i confessed to her that i had a thing for young girls and funny enough i actually joked with her even though in a way it was no joke that it was her fault, and i can happily say for the most part that i know of anyways that she didn't think i was a monster because of that and from what i believe for the most part she is ok with it. sadly i knew she was married. we can never be together for many reasons. and sometimes i think would i? could she still bring me happiness and pleasure or would i constantly just remember the little girl. well i will never know that but i do know that i love her with all my heart and know she is not that little girl i use to know and i desperately wish she was but it will never be. but i can tell you that no matter what she will always be my little girl and i will always love her grown up and all forever.

now on an even happier note i am very happy to say that she does have 2 beautiful little girls of her own now. one of which i have completely fallen in love with. she looks just like her momma :) i don't know how she really feels about this but i adore her more than anything in this world now and she is constantly on my mind. not in a sexual way but a really caring loving way. i actually told mom that i wanted to marry her. haha . i love spoiling this little girl and i love loving her and i love that she loves me. i enjoy her company the little that i get. and she makes me completely happy when i am around her, and these days are not very happy for me so i am glad she is here. i love her hugs and kisses although i think her mom might cringe a little when i give her kisses. i don't know but i worry that i won't get to see her or my niece again. i hope she trust me and knows again i don't know how she feels about this but i hope she is ok with it and i hope they both know that i would never hurt her and never go against her wishes. now i know when she grows up i'm gonna get more perverted haha but i know she will cut my dick off if i ever tried anything then or now i'm sure haha

well this is long as hell and finally coming to a close but this is me i love young girls pretty much always have and always will and i am ok with that. its me.

thanks to anyone who takes the time to read this and comments. can't wait to start chatting about our love and passion. please just a warning i do not share names or photos of the people in this post i don't think they would want that also i do not share my photography so don't ask, from time to time i may share a candid but that's it. other than that thanks and have a wonderful day!

Jason

Thanks both of you. I am going to try to keep this thread going and update it regularly

I love thick little girls too! Care to post some?