/younglove/ - Pedophilia Discussion

>>31009

you don't know if you should bother making the slightest bit of effort towards improving your life? then i don't know what to say but to start considering suicide.

i'm not even talking about actually making new friends yet. i'm telling you being active, anything that gets you up and out of a chair, WILL make you feel at least a bit better. it's plain chemistry.

if you're going to school consider free student counseling for that depression. obviously you don't have to mention the pedo part, just the part where you are horribly depressed, because reasons.

Don't kill yourself yet, OP. If this is any kind of sign, it's a sign you should just go all out before you hang up the towel. Kidnap a loli and try to get your entire life's worth in sexual frustration deposited in her. Just totally fuck her up, it can't get worse than this. If you can't be a hero for the world, be a hero for yourself. Heck, do it for all of us here who don't have your freedom because we still have something to lose.

>>31017

Subhumans like you are the reason op is even in this position. If there's anything you should kill it's this disgusting worthless faggot cumstain, op.

>>31021 is the kind of butthurt person who will never succeed or accomplish anything in his life. OP, don't be a faggot and hold yourself back like this self-hater. Those who use their chances fulfill themselves, those who complain in jealousy suffer and rot where they stand.

i would imagine the cp spam get global reported

also

>disgusting subhuman trash shitposts mocking lolis crying about being raped

>screams like the pathetic little sniveling ratfaced faggot it is after getting raped by a mod

kek

This place is somehow worse than it was when I was last here.

OP, you probably won't find hope here, but you'll find it with time. If your family don't support you, get out of there as fast as you can't and start building a network elsewhere - in fact, yeah, as the first reply said, just do something and something good will come of it eventually.

>>31026

It's one person. Give up on the shitposters but never give up on the board!

>>31025

Wow, what a quick reply, did that post hurt your feelings that badly? Keep up with the anger, it's better than constantly being bitter and self-hateful.

Also

>i would imagine the cp spam get global reported

That means tfw is totally useless then? Why even have a board admin at all?

>>31026

>>31027

Tick's right though. The board couldn't have gotten as fucked up if it weren't for all the shitstirrers like you. A group effort for this current mess, really.

>>31031

You're not being very pragmatic here, considering you plan to kill yourself often. The moment you kill yourself, that's it, you're done. There's no after, there's nothing left, nothing to worry about.

Whether you sneak a fast one on a loli before you die or not won't matter to your conscious being. If not rape, do something else impulsive. Ask a loli out, crash a gay parade demanding pedo rights, maim someone you hate and tell them you did it because you thought he was a pedophile.

The point is that you can waste your life jumping off a bridge, you can climb the same ladder of life that already pushed you off(evidently you don't like that), or you can use this dead end to try things you'd never try any way else, the things that will bring you the most instant gratification, like going out and slaying some cunny.

>>31032

>like going out and slaying some disgusting subhuman faggot animal that literally every single human being on the planet would cheer for their death

someone already offered that consideration

Why did you tell your parents you were a pedo?

>>31036

Why do you need someone else to help kill yourself? Nothing in that post suggested op should assist you with suicide. I find it amusing that there are people so pathetic that they have to beg other people to off them.

You are a failure below those who have the will to kill themselves, seek help to reach a tier where you at least have the rocks to do it yourself, a tier where you do not hate yourself to the point you have to describe yourself so harshly.

>>31037

whose to say he did? parents are probably a lot more likely to disown you after finding your cp stash than you just telling them, although its still likely.

>>31062

Anything that doesn't jeopardize them or inconvenience them in any way is always what normies mean by "anything". You blew it, mane.

ill be ur pedo friend op

>>31062

> I was living in my car for about a week

Shit man, they actually put you out on the streets? That's cold and fucked up. How was life as a homeless pedo?

>>31062

Damn, that was heartwrenching to read.

It may sound silly, but I can be your friend OP.

I also have other map friends, as well as sympathetic non-map friends that I can introduce you to.

If you're interested in having someone to talk to, you can send a mail with some way of contacting you (we mostly talk on Skype, so making a "fake" Skype account could be an idea) to Rosier.8@hmamail.com.

Keep in mind that I cannot reply to you using this mail address.

>>31083

>>31083

Have the police no mercy?

>>31084

I'm not de bolice -.-

He has not hinted at doing anything illegal, so why would the police try to contact him?

>>31085

Don't you know, officer? They keep lists and build profiles of suspicious individuals, just in case they do get involved in something sketchy later on. They have guys posted on many communities, sometimes using sympathy to try and get some personal info out. Your one way email looks especially welcoming for the broken hearted.

>>31086

That's how hmamail works.

I didn't know it was "one way" until I had already registered.

I already made friends over at /phile/ doing this, and we chat and call daily.

It has helped me cope immensely, so I think it's sad if people don't give making map friends a try because of paranoia.

And really, given his/her situation, what does OP have to lose?

Without the ability to talk to people who accept me, who I don't have to hide from, then I think I would be depressed for the rest of my life.

>>31087

Aside from depression, OP doesn't seem to be in that bad of a situation. He evidently had a job and goes to school and is presumably not homeless any more.

OP, if you are committed to avoiding illegality at all costs, it's ok to chat with these folks. However you must accept that some or even a lot of them will be either actual cops or vigilantes waiting for someone to slip up. There is plenty of both money and willing volunteers available to "catch" pedophiles slipping up with CP.

I am 33 now and I have been where you are, for sure. Friendless, suicidal, existentially horrified that my something as important as my sexuality was so deranged. Believe it or not, it legitimately does get better. But, whatever you do, don't slip up with CP, or molesting a girl.

If you're American, apply for further education loans. They are amazingly plentiful since after the recession, the mass media does not report on it as much as you'd think (I work in the industry). Aim yourself towards a gov't or public interest job which will grant loan forgiveness in 10 years, some of them even let you help loli. Read up on it. You still have a chance at a seriously good life. Fuck your parents, it is frankly a stroke of great luck to be able to separate yourself from them at your age after they've supported you to this point.

>>31083

To "No One" who sent me a mail:

I hope you don't take offense to this if you were being sincere, but your mail seemed suspicious to me.

Are you OP?

Hi guys, OP here. No cutie today because I have had a hard time finding a working proxy for some reason, so I'm posting through Tor instead.

Sorry for the week long absence, I have a hard time finding free time on weekdays.

Also to everyone, thank you for the support. I was checking this thead on my phone throughout the week and it really made me feel better. Thank you all (except the rapist). I'm in a much better place mentally and emotionally right now, and your replies played no small part in that.

I've also been walking. I was walking in the mornings, but the time change messed it up and I don't want to go outside in this neighborhood in the dark. But I've been going on walks during lunch and it has been… peaceful. So thank you too, >>31007.

>>31065

Yeah, it was a bad move. Looking back, I think that I can see they were kind of … snobbish? That could just be me being bitter, though I am trying not to be.

>>31072

Much better than most homeless people in general, really. It was summertime, and I had a car to stay in and some clothes, and some money saved up. It took me a while to accept that this was real. After about a week, my phone was disconnected, and I checked my ATM balance and saw that it was getting dangerously low. That's when I went home to pick some stuff up but wasn't allowed inside.

Not having money was kind of a new feeling for me, so I panicked for a while. It was never scarce growing up, and the idea that I might not have it and might have to go hungry was only something I understood in the abstract. I panicked for a while about this and got in the trunk of the car and cried in despair of my future once again until I used up all the oxygen in there. After that, I resigned myself to the fact that I didn't have a home anymore. Oddly, that made me feel a bit better. After getting some pretty good advice from 4chan of all places (this was four years ago, when they were much more sympathetic), I used about half my remaining money to get a gym membership (for the showers), and by a large supply of cheap canned food. Showered up, I applied for a few burger flipping jobs, and got one. I parked a few blocks away from work and moved every couple of days. I'm pretty lucky that I didn't have any problems with police or getting robbed either. By winter, I had enough money to rent a camper trailer that didn't have running water in some crackheads back yard, which sucked, but was much better than the cold, and my situation was much more secure.

I feel really lucky that I was able to escape long-term homelessness. My experience was not nearly as bad as what most homeless go through. I started off with more advantages than most had before they were homeless.

I know that most homeless pedos won't have all the advantages I did, but I want to tell them that there is hope. I succeeded in getting off the streets and I'm not very smart.

>>31068

>>31083

It doesn't sound silly at all. I know that this is going to sound stupid after complaining of not having any pedo friends, but I would really rather keep it anonymous for now. At least until I can afford to rent a VPN and get a computer that can run Linux. Can I save that address and use it to contact you in the future? Sorry I'm being so paranoid and I don't think you are police, but I only have a cell phone to connect to the internet and a windows 8 netbook, and I don't trust it, and I am really scared of being outed again. Really, it sucks a lot.

>>31106

Yeah, I don't do anything illegal. I am really confused as to what my morals are and doing anything even close makes me feel shitty.

>If you're American, apply for further education loans.

I am and I've considered it, but I have no idea what I want to do with my life and don't want to waste the loans right now. I've been just taking basic classes in math, history, english, etc because I had free time and nothing better to do until I figured out what I wanted to do.

Interesting idea about government work. I had not thought of that.

>>31135

No, that wasn't me.

>>31165

Your parents are incredible shitty man. Fuck them. It's okay to be pissed at them.

I am about to be homeless as well.

>>31083

I sent you an email forom a hellokitty.com address.

>>31211

What happened? Why are you about to be homeless?

>>31222

my own lazyness tbh. but idk i have until july

>>31231

It's not to late to change your NEET ways! Lolita like diligent guys who can provide a stable life for them.

>>31072

>>31068

>>31065

I feel so sorry for you OP. I got caught taking photos of some kids I was teaching overseas, and my folks still let me come back and stay, gave me support and didn't let my younger brothers and sisters know. I would've killed myself if it wasn't for them.

I wish the best for you, just try to find a hobby or place people go, try to get into study and slowly work forward. Take each day at a time.

All the best dude.

>>31244

>I got caught taking photos of some kids I was teaching overseas, and my folks still let me come back and stay, gave me support and didn't let my younger brothers and sisters know. I would've killed myself if it wasn't for them.

wut?

So you were making CP and got deported or something and your parents were cool with it?

>>31249

Didn't get the impression of "deported for making CP" so much as "fired for creeping out the staff".