>>4607
can't ascend until my jobapplicationmaxxing finally yields results. Until then I am depleting my reserves on cheap carb heavy food and questioning my lonely no-support existence until either my reserves run out and am forced to sepukku or someone employs me again.
short story long; i am a few months out of kalej, into the industry on an internship, earned just enough to pay out my education loan and a bit extra, and firm i was interning at goes almost bankrupt and turns no one into an FTE.
I have no friend, no connection, no referral, and i dont see the meaning in living even after i do end up getting employed. I wasted my spare time playing valorant with stranger kids 5 years younger than me when I was interning anyway.
thanks for your wishes though.