Salaam Brothers. I am a 19 year old white male from the united states. For the longest time I have struggled with religion. I have read alot about Islam. For some reason I feel like I'm being pulled to Allah. I don't know how to explain it but I feel it.
For the longest time I have been involved in many activities that are forbidden in Islam. I really enjoy them but they are haram. I fap alot to furry stuff, eat non halal, I drink, I smoke Marijuana and I'm not circumcised. I don't know how to get away from these things that are haram.
I have in the past when I misunderstood islam, I mocked Islam. I know Allah forgives and I want to get closer to him.
I have some questions too.
1. What is Jannah like?
2. Will the things I said I did like drinking, eating non halal, etc will these always be haram? Even in Jannah and after judgement?
It has been said you can have anything you want in Jannah, what if the thing you desire is haram? And with me fapping to furries is that haram? Is that haram to have in Jannah?
3. Do I need to be circumsised?
4. What are the differences between Sunni, shiite, Ibadi, etc and which is right for me? Does Allah condem other sects?
5. What do you think of the "Children of the book" idea? I am currently a non practicing catholic. Does Allah condem the jews and Christians even though they stil worship Allah (swt)
6. What does (swt) in reference to Allah and what is (صلى الله عليه و سلم) in reference to the prophet Muhammed?
7. Do I need to marry?
8. Will Palestine ever be free again?
And finally if god created everything, why did he let other cultures that do not worship Allah (swt) to exsist? Thousands of years of history and culture yet is is false? It just sePost too long. Click here to view the full text.