/x/ - Paranormal

>>39034

I’m totally cool with doing his early works as well, and if we are going to be through we should go through his Commonplace Book too, right? There is also his famous essay Supernatural Horror in Literature.

Supernatural Horror in Literature by H. P. Lovecraft: http://archive.is/ItkCw

La Petite Claudine: [H. P. Lovecraft’s] Commonplace Book: http://archive.is/GR3fK

Commonplace and Trivial: http://archive.is/KXhcc

>>39028

I've never had any problems with mega. I don't remember the exact error message (and I won't attempt to recreate it because in order to delete the file I have to do it through the command prompt and it's a big pain in the ass) but I'm unable to access the folder when I extract it and I'm unable to delete it through normal means. I can almost guarantee you that something is corrupted in your mega link.

>>12405

>in dream

>can only remember small bit of it

>be in summer looking forest

>gorgeous looking woman

>red hair

>dressed in green

>it's a clearing with a ring of trees

>feel like we're on some friendly terms with eachother

>she asks me if I either prefer the summer or winter

>this question also implied something else with it

>forget what the summer one was

>winter involved dominion over the dead and immortality

>instantly I say winter

>she starts asking "are you su-"

>"Yes I'm sure"

>suddenly forest turns harsh and bitter, cold

>her hair turns from a lovely shade of coppery red to pale as shit white

>looks like she aged a bit as well

>she says to me "don't show your face here again or I'll kill you"

>wait but I'm immortal

>get this feeling like she could actually end me

>wake up

>still contemplating to this day what the fuck did I agree to in my dream

>>12405

A bit of backstory

My ex was a really fucked up woman, yet she was my first true love, in fact, only a month passed since the breakup I had to initiate because she would've destroyed me with all her mental disorders, anorexia was her least bad problem.

Twas a short dream, really.

>inna dream

>I'm laying on my back

>ex laying on my chest, hugging me

>like we always did lay together

>she's wearing her favourite clothes

>we are just chilling like that for a while

>then we start talking

>it goes down to the 'we love eachother but can't be together' thing

>she slowly fades away saying 'farewell'

>literally slowly disappears

>wake up

>wanna cry

>go for a sad cigarette

The rest of my dreams that night were also about her, mainly about good times we've had together. I know I can't be with her, her shit was just too much for me and brought me to the point of near destruction, I am basically a broken man right now and nothing seems to help.

Any of you guys have premonitions?

Ever since I was young i've had dreams, and then i'd forget about them, and then later on in life i'd know things would happen in a certain way (words people would speak, motions and movement of everything around me, etc), and i wouldn't be able to change the outcome, and it honestly makes me really sick to even recall, but i know with 100% certainty that it happens, and i can recall WHEN i had the dream as well, and ussually the subjects of the dreams are really mundane things, driving, walking, talking, etc. and usually it's AFTER or DURING an event that i know i've seen it before, but rarely i can "Feel" how everything will go, and the words I speak, and I cannot change them, it's horrific, it makes me want to vomit, anyone else have anything similar to this happen to them?

>>38986

Yes, I've had plenty of those before. I don't have the feelings of nausea; I assume it's because I'm a bit of a fatalist, and take it all as it is.

>>38986

yup, for me it was exact visual screenshots of what's to come, I don't feel sick thinking about it though, it just kind of happens.

>>39137

I have the same problem. I'm not into videogames, or football, I've never liked drinking and partying, I think girls are a waste of time, and watching television makes me want to lobotomise myself. I have a few friends but I feel like I have nothing in common with them. I just want to talk about alternative history, aliens, the hollow earth theory, the nature of reality, etc. Those are the kinds of things I'm passionate about, but I can't talk about them in real life. Sometimes I'm afraid that people will think I'm boring and have no interests because I have to hide my true interests from them.

>>39140

Yeah but what's the point? The whole time you'll just be trying your hardest to seem normal and not crazy. They won't be able to add anything to the conversation because their knowledge about the subject matter comes entirely from movies and maybe some documentary they watched a few years ago.

>>39155

The only reason it becomes a lecture is because there's no interest on their part to learn about it. I don't like being lectured and I don't like to lecture people.

Try supplementing your tastes with a more normal hobby. Go learn how your car works, normals love talking about cars. Or cook something interesting, there are people who will want to hear about that. Don't give up on your esoteric interests or anything, just pick up some additional mundane interests.

Anyone else wanna make crazy mtf names sailor-boys, the otta nowheres, and the xenophobics

>>39197

Not at the moment. Closest there is right now is basically a Soy RPC.

http://rpcauthority.wikidot.com/rpc-112-j

>>38903

>>Do not force your politics, viewpoints, sexuality, or other personal issues onto anyone through your writing.

Giving it 2 years before it becomes

>Do not be straight or right of Trotsky

Haven't written anything creative in forever.

here's my attempt.

Item #: RPC-991

Object Class: Beta

Containment Protocols: Stop thinking about it, do not approach or enter the basket

Description: Colorful, large balloon with multiple ribbons attached to the woven basket.

First appearance was in a small town near The exact time of its appearance is unknown estimated to be between AM and AM on . .19 with none of the townsmen noticing the direction of its arrival.

Upon arrival RPC-991 settles in the most crowded and visible area, usually a town square or similar.

Once it's set it cannot be forcibly moved despite the towns varied attempts involving bulldozers (suffered unexplained mechanical failures) blowtorches (failed to ignite every time) or crowd effort (30 adult men couldn't move a medium sized basket). At nights people experience nightmares and/or dreams related to mankind's inability to fly. Reports say that the exact same balloon appeared in the dreams, even of citizens who haven't seen it before. Nightmares last from to days or until someone with a history of sleepwalking or a curious child enters the basket at night, the next morning RPC-991 vanishes without a trace or anyone in the area remembering its arrival.

>>39061

the /suicide/ board

>>39156

Ive seen a couple of those personal boards. I mean, using it as a diary is kinda weird, but its basically a free blog with image hosting attached. I guess it depends what they do with it. Every one I ever found was some sexual pervert waxing about loneliness and suicide alongside anime and porn. To each their own, I suppose.

>>39146

I'm not sure, I don't know enough about him.

>>39208

Also look at the filenames on those images. Especially the one with the girl.

>Babylon corruption

>>38030

Back when Annunaki controlled this planet and were practically enslaving humanity, specific Annunaki were working under contract-related jobs in order to keep things under control. Zucc was working for surveillance mainly; most of them were, the second most common were major distractions (Shillary, Obama, etc).

Someone so unbelievably hyper insecure about his autism that he compensates by paying someone hundreds of thousands of dollars to teach him how to "dominate" conversations which just results in him making people think he's a fucking freak when they unfortunately have to interact with him.

>>37994

reminds me of a south park episode.

>>36986

David comes across as significantly more human the the zuck though..

He's something that pretends to be human

>>39168

I remember reading about some twins that were separated at birth and were raised by different parents in different places. When they met for the first time as adults and shared their life experiences, they realised they had made pretty much the same choices, had the same tastes, married similar women, etc. So I want to believe that we have free will, but what we want seems to be determined by our genes. In the end it doesn't even matter though. Even if we can rationally explain that free will is an illusion, it doesn't make it feel any less real, and I imagine that trying to apply that notion to your life wouldn't work out very well for you.

>>39168

Yes

>>39173

>So I want to believe that we have free will, but what we want seems to be determined by our genes.

Well than it sounds like we don't have free will if our actions are merely the results of our genes. I'm still not sure that tells the full story though. Lets assume there's infinite universes with infinite possibilities. Wouldn't that mean that within each individual universe that fate is predetermined with each universe offering up a different possibility? This is just a theory though and I'm not sure how valid it is but these things make good thought experiments.

>>39168

Your free will is limited by your destiny.

Man is the porter of his fate, not master.

Life throws you challenges or opens various ways and you can either overcome/follow them, or give up.

Not ever star will super nova. The smaller stars sort of fizzle out.

>>39089

>Is there an end?

No, just another cycle.

>>39089

We don't even know what ghosts and spirits are. We don't know what the universe actually is. It might surprise you to know that the big bang theory is not accepted by all scientists. So maybe there was never a beginning… then how can there be an end?

Bump

Bump

Step 1: Acquire lots of money

Step 2: Flaunt your riches at bars and social events

Step 3: Wait until gold-digging whores notice and flirt with you

Step 4: Fuck them

Congratulations!

As humbly as you can, ask them to come to you. They may or may not do so, as they see fit.

>>39033

If you want to do email, I can do that if you insist.

Assuming you're the same person, you were given the basic information to start the process. I pretty much told you what you need to know unless you wanted to try my diet. I have no idea if it is necessary. I do not truly know why you would have failed to make it happen. I was only told a short story by a member of that channel saying that such and such happened when he released the tension as I described to you, and I followed right after him in starting the awakening. It's either intuitive or not I'm afraid and I can't do it for you, but you are welcome to return and request elaboration repeatedly until someone uses the right words to make it click. Only he and I have done this (in that channel). The rest in the channel don't understand it at all. He did tell me I explained it poorly after you left. He may or may not be willing to give you a clue. We both practiced unique diets and made conscious efforts to reduce serotonin for over a year. They are tasty diets, but most don't eat that way. We've tried analyzing what this awakening is, and he says it is learning how to release serotonin so it may flow out of the body more quickly. I think he's mostly right, as when I researched serotonin I found it creates muscle tension and is transported passively (implying relaxation is needed). Awakening is learning a new type of breathing to let tension flow out as naturally as it comes. Organisms become blinded, frozen, depressed, and inhibited by excitation through serotonin.

There is no magic involved. No hocus pocus. Not even a LARP. It's a poorly understood physiological process known by few. They say the truth is liberating, and when that jolt of energy I told you about hit me, liberation is what I felt. Immediately a great smile took over my face, and I watched as strange but explainable things happened. You have to be very willing to give up control of your body to start the process by going limp from head to toe. Don't let it scare you when it happens. You can stop it at any moment. It was some days later that I started seeing what I presume are bioelectromagnetic fields. But my friend doesn't see those. I canPost too long. Click here to view the full text.

>>38987

This is nonsense, obviously you have dreams and aspirations and things that you love. Work towards them while you're still young.

>I want to do and see some crazy shit, and I don’t care if I have to risk my life. Any cool shit I find along the way I’ll document here. Tell me where to go and what to do /x/.

This is obviously bullshitting too.

>>38987

Same.

>>38613

That pic is a screenshot from a video game.

>>22322

This is such a goofy funny example in hindsight

>>21746

That's xray venting, the device was a time machine. That's why it is shaped like a diamond, it has microsingularities on the top and bottom.

>>25641

>>22713

I know these were posted two years ago but I can't help but be strongly reminded of this