No.545[Last 50 Posts]
And so marches on the inexorable progress of the world, as we stand and watch it go by.
It being sunday and all, I was wondering what sort of thing you lads have for tea? If you still live at home do you have sunday roast, or have any other special routine?
Lately I've been living off pizza and frozen ready meals. I also consume a huge amount of sandwiches, I don't know whay but they've always been one of my favourite things.
No.546
there it is. Winter is over. I just had a sausage sandwich for breakfast. Sometimes have a roast for dinner. It's a nice day today. Lets make this month a good one.
No.547
Rip winter ;_;.
>>545I'm dieting atm so mainly live off;
- Chicken omelettes
- Rice + meat
- Sainsburys ready meals
It's a test of will sometimes but have stuck to it for 2+ months now and lost 6kg
No.548
We should all strive to make March our best month yet. By the end of this month I'm gunna have my sleeping pattern in check and finish reading 2 books, I failed to finish any in February, which i'm pretty sad about.
Im going for a sunday roast with the housemates today, usually I'll have a pasta bake, chicken wraps or hunters chicken, occasionally a steak, sometimes pizza.
I've already eaten a bowl of cereal and an apple this morning though.
No.549
Lads somebody is impersonating me in the 4chan thread, I'm banned till 5th of march
I am scottish anime btw
No.550
>>548Yeah I'm up for this too, need to do lots of stuff I've been putting off, getting sight test, applying for esa etc.
>>549Kek what the fuck, how did the drinking with old m8 go?
No.551
>>548Now that I've got (for the most part) a sleep pattern down and shower regularly, my main goal right now is to make it outside on my own. I still feel a thousand miles away from that point though.
No.552
Britesh I am
No.553
>>550It snowballed into a huge night out and then I woke up in hospital after I allegedly attempted suicide
Going to phone the GP on monday to arrange an appointment
We ESA now?
No.554
>>551>and shower regularlyI still can't do this, I don't know why.
I enjoy it once I'm in there, but for some reason the very thought of it makes me incredibly anxious, and I'll procrastinate as much as possible until I have an excuse to not bother.
No.555
>>551I find it hard to actually find a reason, I was going to the shop every day for a while, but once my diet was on track, I didn't have something to buy every day. Guess I need to just start going for daily walks.
No.556
>>553Oh shit, sorry to hear that. Are you feeling down when sober or was it just drunk you?
No.557
>tfw I was watching the other thread waiting for new posts
>tfw no one said there was a new thread
No.558
>>557Oh shit sorry, I just found it in the catalog and assumed others would too, I'll make sure to link new threads in the future if I see a new one.
No.559
>>556I've been feeling really depressed lately but I assumed going out drinking would be a fun way to blow off steam rather than making things worse ;_;
Im too embarassed to message my friend now too
No.560
>>559Damn, yeah alcohol is a depressant apparently, so I guess it can really fuck with you if you're not feeling too good. I've stopped drinking lately because of it, I've been in a bad patch and can't imagine it being worse so dont wanna even risk it.
No.561
>>559drinking just exaggerates your current emotion, anon. If you're happy you'll be happier, if you're sad, sadder.
No.562
>>553>>559bloody hell mate. Told you not to overdo it on the booze, didn't I
No.563
>>560>>561What should I say? Will people believe me if I just say I was in a bad mood and the alcohol made me feel way worse than I was? i've got people I havent spoken to in a year messaging me and I just want to be left alone.
No.564
>>554That's exactly how I was for years, until about a month ago. What I do is write it in a organiser, and cross it off when I've done it; it makes it feel more like I need to do it or I'll have failed (kind of like a game). I only do it every other day, and on the other days I just wash my face, armpits, privates and feet at the sink. Once you have it as part of your "going to bed" or "waking up" routine, it becomes massively easier to keep it up regularly.
No.565
>>561I don't think that's scientifically true is it? I would always feel depressed and anxious when I was drunk, even when I had a gf and loads of friends and life was going well
No.566
>>565I remember being told it but it probably isn't. Alcohol is a depressant though.
No.567
>>563Yeah, just play it off as you being too drunk, hell you could even say you took a pill from some guy in the toilets and had a bad experience. It's not unusual for people to go crazy after drinking, especially if they ahvent done it in forever.
No.568
>>565It effects everyone differently. I get very friendly and soppy when drunk, some people get aggressive, some hyper, some very down.
No.569
>>567>pillNot a bad idea, might say that actually
Also lads can somebody tell me more about ESA? How much is it and what do you have to do for it?
No.570
>>566It probably has that sort of affect in practice because people associate being drunk with parying and stuff, so feel like theyre having a good time no matter what's going on. Plus being inebriated means you dont think so well, so if youre the sort of person who thinks about shit that gets you down a lot there'll probably be less of that, even if chemically you're being put down by the booze.
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No.572
>>571Cheers mate
Looks like you actually are british, why the fuck does it keep saying you're american?
No.573
>>569When I went on holiday with my mates, I was minefielding drinks, must have hit something because I blacked out, licked a girls forehead I was making out with then went back to the hotel and passed out for a bit, woke up in their room and started shouting at them, I started remembering again halfway through a shout and was super embarrassed.
inb4 normie, it was unusual behaviour for me.
No.574
>>572No idea, if I plug into a geoIP or hostname checker is correctly says I'm on PlusNet and in Devon
No.576
>>570>>566'depressant' doesn't mean "makes you depressed".
No.577
>>575
I don't actually remember
Apparently I went to slit my throat and had to be tackled and restrained
No.578
>>575
/britfeel/ is no place for this sort of thing, mate.
This is a calm and relaxing banter environment, you can go to /brit/ if you want something else.
No.579
>>575
yeah what a pussy, why don't you show us how it's done m8
No.581
>>580
You sound upset
No.582
>>574Maybe nsa is rerouting all your 8chan posts through its hq so it can finally find the anonymous hacker known as 8chan
No.583
>>569Also m8 be careful about what you say to the Dr, pick your words. If they think you are actively trying to kill yourself you may be detained under mental health act.
No.584
>>583Yeah, I will. I think I'll basically say I'm depressed and the alcohol just made me consider things I normally wouldn't. The problem is when I wa sin the hospital a psychiatrist visisted me. I can probably just say I was saying stupid shit because I was deunk though right?
No.585
>>583Although getting detained could look good on his ESA application…
No.586
>>584Could go with the pill 'bad trip' angle, doesn't get you detained but does get the extra sympathy of drug abuse to cope.
No.587
>>584>>586Wouldn't even mention pills to the doctor, he might test to see what it was. Just tell the doctor you were drunk, and while you feel down normally, never that much. Tell him you're not gunna drink again until you feel you're in a better place. This also has the bonus that you're making plans for the future, so he'll know you actually see the future as somewhere you want to be.
No.588
>>587Sounds like a plan
Just so you lads know I don't actually want to kill myself, it's just I've been rought enough to consider it recently
Reminder that we're all gonna make it
No.589
>>588Dubs confirm, we're all going to make it.
No.590
>>588Don't dew yourself in, our beloved nation still needs you.
No.591
Who's watching the rugby later lads
Inb4 normie ;_;
No.592
>>591Yeah lad, Ireland gonna win :)
W-who watching Liverpool here??
No.593
>>591Going for a sunday lunch in the pub, it'll probably be on.
Hopefully it wont be too busy, I'm in wales and we're not playing…
No.594
>>591>>592>sports of any kindnormies OUT
No.595
>>591Sorry, not into sports
normie , btw I'm a cunt. No.596
>>595>wordfilters::::^^^^))))
No.597
Tbh tbh
No.598
>>596We have wordfilters?
No.599
>>598Apparently so:
:-^-) (without hyphens) = , btw I'm a cunt
I think m8, mate or lad was one too. (m-8, m-a-t-e, or l-a-d)
No.600
>>599Guess not, I wonder what
>>377 was then.
No.601
>>599Kek
Testing
, btw I'm a cunt
:v)
No.602
>>600maybe neat becomes neet?
Well I'm off out for lunch guys, catch you all later.
No.603
>I went out on friday
>still hungover
Fucking hell I hate my life
This is what I deserve for trying to socialise
No.604
>>603>not drinking will never be socially acceptableThis is why I stay inside. Not that I have anyone to go out with anyway.
No.605
>>604dude beer lmao
420 down it
No.606
>>604What do you mean you don't drink? What are you gonna do back at my flat for prinks hahaa better down it m8 , btw I'm a cunt
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>>607>>608, also I'm a wanker
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No.611
Lads what do you all think of kanye
I don't post on /mu/ but I like kanye
Bound 2 is a great song
No.612
>>611Absolute bottom-tier to me, he's a talentless hack.
No.613
>>612Do you like nigger music but not like kanye, or are you just not fond of that side of things at all? What do you listen to?
No.614
>>611>>613Not a fan of Kanye, he has some good songs but they are negated by how much of a cunt he is.
I do listen to a fair bit of nigga music; Jay dee, kendrick lamar, Jay rock, Tupac etc
No.615
>>611I like a fair few of his songs but as
>>614 said, he's a colossal tosspot
No.616
>>614People care about the personality of musicians? I just get something because I like the sound of it. Couldn't care less if Kanye was a Chad or a SJW or whatever else he's done to upset people
No.617
>>616I absolutely care about their personality. I'm not going to support some cunt because he did a few good songs.
No.618
>>617But he's rich as fuck anyways and you could just pirate or stream it
No.619
>>613I'm a fan of more soulful and funkier music, not droning assholes that can't keep in time with the track or write decent lyrics over the most bodge-job beat one could piece together.
No.620
Have a picture of me lads
No.621
Ive got 6 and a half hours to write 750 words and fix my references but Im crashing from my pills and need sleep.
i hate life so much.
No.622
>>621Rip, what do you need to write about?
No.623
>>622Mostly how a companies IT security policy should work, and a little bit about privacy considerations when developing mobile apps. It's my very own slice of hell.
No.624
>>623what course is this mate?
No.625
>>624This is for a module about computers and the law, studying security
No.626
just had some bbq ribs for dinner lads.
No.627
>>626Sounds tasty bro, got a fat steak for later. Will probably have it with sticky rice and pretend it's kobe beef ;___;
No.628
>>626Where from? Still feeling rough, quite fancy a Chinese honestly
No.629
>>627It was, now polishing off some toblerone cake. good shit.
you ever had kobe beef for reaslies?
No.630
>>628tescos kek. Put em on a low heat for an hour or so and they fall off the bone.
No.631
>tfw watching the halfchan britfeel fall off the board
No.632
>>629Yeah twice in L O N D O N. But never been to japoon. Really want to go now, going to start learning Japanese. I'm not even a weeb but I love tokyo, 24h cities are my favourite places to be
be. Pic related
No.633
>>632>you will never be a NEET in Japan abandoning britfeel only at 4am to go to the convenience store No.634
>>632That picture is cozy as fuck
I wanna explore more of the world in general, but I have no one to go with and don't have the confidence to go out there on my own
;_; No.635
>>634I know the feeling. Sometimes I want to do it with someone else for the backup/companionship. But other times I can see it as an annoyance, if they want to do lame stuff / if they let you down.
No.637
Well lads
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No.639
lads I was visiting halfchan /ck/ today and they were racist as fuck
It really is a massive contrast to other boards (like /r9k/) these days
I wish 4chan could have just stayed small and niche like some of the blue boards did
No.640
>>638Not much lad, what you up to?
No.642
>>641Are you joking or just new? Maybe to a normie most of 4chan is racist but the reality is it's tame as fuck compared to how it was only a couple of years ago
No.643
>>640Looking into learning Japanese, it's pretty weird learning a non alphabetic language
Daunting as fuck
No.644
>>642I've been here forever m8. 4chan has always been racist, yeah it's probably not as crazy as it used to be, but if you're shocked by racism on 4chan it would seem that YOU'RE the normie
No.645
>>639>>642Blame moot for implementing way too many unnecessary rules and then bringing on complete idiots for mods and janitors that deem everything "racism", and thus, bannable.
>4chan global rules:>3. You will not post any of the following outside of /b/: Trolls, flames, racism, off-topic replies, uncalled for catchphrases, macro image replies, indecipherable text (example: "lol u tk him 2da bar|?"), anthropomorphic ("furry") or grotesque ("guro") images, post number GETs ("dubs"), or loli/shota pornography.There's only one global rule here, and that is this:
>Do not post, request, or link to any content illegal in the United States of America. Do not create boards with the sole purpose of posting or spreading such content. Other than that, you are free to institute whatever rules you want on your board. No.646
>>644>>642WAIT hold on, were you saying that you wished 4chan stayed small so everywhere was as over-the-top racist as /ck/?
No.647
>>643I've heard how hard it can be
Do you watch anime? You can pick up lots of words from it
No.648
>>644>shockedI think you misunderstood my post m8
I was complaining about newfags, not racism
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No.651
>>650Nigger
(USER WAS BANNED FOR THIS POST) No.652
Chinese ordered lads
>bbq ribs
>salt and chilli chips
>lemon chicken with egg fried rice
Gon b gud
No.654
>Written as much as I can be bothered to write
>one question has a single source
I may just fail this assignment.
No.655
>>651p.s this is a joke ban in case someone randomly sees it and thinks we have some autistic anti-racism rules or something
No.656
>>654can you afford to fail it?
No.657
>>656It's my third year, it's worth 50% of the module and I have a track record of doing terribly in exams. Not really.
No.658
>>655Public bans are so fun
Why does 4chan never do them anymore?
No.659
>>658Because the mods are shady, no-fun faggots.
No.660
>>652Jealous as fuck. That being said I had a pretty good dinner pic related ;4)
No.661
Going to go watch Top Gear.
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>>662damn I thought youtube videos were embed on 8chan
No.664
>>663They are usually, you would go to the reply box at the top of the page, hit [Embed], then paste your link and post. The board owner has to enable the feature though. Pic related for the 8chan board options (pic is for an unlisted board I own, not this one).
No.665
Just want some friends lads
No.666
6 6 6
6
6
D E V I L I S H
No.668
Didn't realise it was a month, what the fuck is wrong with those mods now. I didn't even post any jailbait lmao.
No.669
>>668Because you were posting on a place with janitors like this
>>>/irc/90Kusanagi has since been relieved of his duties. No.670
>>668you weren't one of the guys posting slags of questionable age in britfeel, were you?
No.671
test
high test
test
high test alpha male
No.672
>>671>not doing a complete test[code]I wonder if this is enabled[/code]
No.673
>>669so what
does DFC stand for?
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>>673This isn't /a/ so I guess I can spoonfeed without feeling guilty.
Delicious Flat Chest No.675
>>670Nah it was in /sp/ on a match thread lmao
No.677
my parents are trying to make me do this little job thing near my house, basically it is unloading a lorry in a warehouse for 2 days. I said I didn't want to do it if it was for only 2 days and that it's on the same date that I sign on anyway. They're getting all bitchy about it now.
No.678
sucks to be forced into something. But give it some thought, part time can turn into full time.
But if you know you don't want to be labouring in a warehouse then just say no.
No.679
playing EUIV makes me wish I was NEET so I had unlimited time to sink into it and get the hang of it
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No.681
lads should I see a therapist not sure if I should honestly
No.682
>>681I don't see why not mate, it's not as if it'll do you any harm.
So I finished my coursework, it's shit and I referenced hardly anything but i can't be fucked to write anymore. Im now too tired to actually do anything, so I guess I'll be going to bed.
No.683
>>681In the same position, seeing my gp tomorrow I'm going to see what they say, don't really want therapy tbh but I'll be open minded about it.
Who knows maybe they will give me some dank antidepressants.
No.684
>>682>it's not as if it will do any harmWhat if they ply me with Jew medication, send me to an institution or diagnose me with something that will bar me from certain careers?
No.685
>>684Medication you can always turn down or stop whenever you like if you really aren't comfortable taking it, and you don't have to tell anyone about anything you are diagnosed with (misdiagnosis does happen sometimes). Being sent somewhere will usually only happen if you manage to convince the therapist you want to (or already have) harm yourself or others physically (e.g. cutting yourself, threatening to kill people, etc.).
No.686
Lads, I went around a mate's for dinner (it's his birthday) and I ate so much curry it's insane.
I ate four joints of chicken, three bowls of rice and four fist sized onion bhajis. I'm so fucking full I feel like I'm going to split.
Gonna watch some Would I Lie To You and have a few cigarettes to digest.
No.687
>>685can they diagnose me with something without my permission?
No.688
>>687It's more that it doesn't really matter, it's just a piece of paper and maybe a couple of referrals to various places that might be able to help you with whatever it is you get diagnosed with. It's just important to remember that it is in no way guaranteed to be correct or helpful, and it can take years to get things sorted.
For example, I first went in to my GP about depression in early 2009 aged 17 and got diagnosed with asperger's syndrome by a psychologist in 2011. I've ended up just paying for therapy myself to treat severe social anxiety disorder now at 23, even though that's been the real problem all along since I was about 11.
I'm also not an expert, so look around the web and ask your doctor if you want some proper advice rather than anecdotal shit.
No.689
>>686Be careful not to pop m8.
Night lads
No.690
March already.
Feels fucking bad
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>>690Cheer up mate, the grass is greener on this side of the fence.
No.693
Time for me to go to bed, g'night guys. Let's make this month one to remember.
No.694
>>688How did you get diagnozed with aspergers?
No.695
>>694Pretty much as I said it, I went to the doctors for depression, he referred me on to a psychiatrist who said I probably have it, and then because things didn't improve for a couple of years I later got sent to a psychologist who did a proper test (note: I may have the terms psychiatrist and psychologist the wrong way around, fuck knows which is which).
The first part of that test was an interview talking about my past and my current situation/feelings, the second part was an interview with my mum, and the final part was an IQ test which consisted of various logic puzzles. Then a few weeks later he sent me a report with his findings, which I took to the doctor to ask about what I should do from there.
Spoiler: Nothing happened from there, I got turned away from getting CBT from IAPT because they don't deal with spergs, and since then I've just done fuck all, leeching off my mum and ESA. That is until this year where I feel a lot more motivated in sorting my shit out, hence starting therapy. No.696
>>695Thx for the info
I think I might have Aspergers but anytime I've seen psychiatrists or psychologists they've always been useless and wanted to focus on other stuff
No.697
>>696Yeah, uselessness has been a common theme with mental health professionals.
With me they always seemed to pick up on asperger's immediately, even though I can't see it myself, nor can I relate to anything defining or describing it. It's one of those things where I just carry on as if it doesn't exist, but still using it to my advantage wherever I can
autism bux. On the other hand my social anxiety issues are extremely apparent, so at the very least I look and act the part in public.
No.698
These threads are so comfy :3
No.699
>>698That they are. Now it's time for me to actually go to bed, I said I would 2 hours ago.
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No.702
So I just woke up and had breakfast, this is the first time I've woken up at an acceptable time in about a month, probably because I didn't sleep Saturday night.
I think I'm gunna make it guys.
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>>702Gj m8
>tfw waiting in gp surgery No.705
>>702I'm trying to get motivated this month too. I got up at 8 but I don't have anything to do anyway other than look for a job.
No.706
>>705I had my shows to watch this morning, but I plan on doing some reading in the mornings as I dont make enough time for it generally.
No.707
A dog broke into my garden this morning and woke me up at like 6am. Was not fucking pleased.
No.708
Just finished my esa claim call, easier than expected. Didn't seem to have any issue backdating it 3 months either 8-D
No.709
>>706I'm trying to read a lot more as of late but I find I get very tired very quickly while reading.
No.710
>>708Nice one, I did that too, got over a grand in back-payment.
Is someone gonna make a new thread or should we just stay in this one? No.711
>>710I-i would but I have no photoshop for it, all mine are February edition and I have no pc ;_;
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No.712
>>711I guess we're in here for now then, the post limit is 750 I believe so it's no big deal.
No.713
I'm feeling all productive for March. I've got a few projects I want to progress with and hopefully finish. One is a website that I want to get a cheeky bit of passive income from. so far it's less than 1/10th done and it's earned me about 3p.
Anyone do any passive income / adsense / affiliate stuff here?
No.714
This just in:
>>>/operate/5276
>Every board can have 25 pages now. Boards can also now change their bump limits to whatever they wish up to the global reply limit of 750.
No.715
>>713Good for you lad! :) What other projects do you have lad? What's the website about?
I don't myself but I might be moving out soon and I get Disability Payments, the equivalent of you ESA and I want more disposable income to fund my alcoholism. Only thing I can think of so far is dealing drugs :\
Any tips to make more money would be greatly appreciated ^_^ :)
No.716
>>715Two uses of the word "lad" in dangerously close proximity there.
On another note, what does Britfeel think of the monarchy?
No.717
>>715I run one affiliate site that sees sales monthly, although they're low and the cut I get is terrible. I made about 70p in February. It just needs more users really.
I'm also running another site that I'm working on that just has info and adverts. It gets organic hits daily, but I just don't have the motivation to keep updating it.
Both of them need more users generally if it's going to work. I plan to just finish this second site and then advertise it on Facebook or something.
No.718
Is this the right place? Is this where we all post now instead of r9k britfeel on 4chan?
Some anon said this so i came here
Anonymous 29 minutes ago No.16778602
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It's hidden.
Join in with the rest of the board you mong bongs.
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>>716Soz lad, didn't mean it lad :\
>>717So you're a web administrator? Sounds good man give us a link and I'll shill for you :)
No.720
>>716Honestly, I don't know much about them so I don't have much to say. They seem kind of pointless, as far as I'm aware they're just people with money that don't do anything besides showing their faces every so often.
No.721
>>718Welcome m8, lots of us moved over here after the int invasion.
No autistic janitors either,and we can ban amerifats who try to shitpost.
No.722
>>720See I used to think this. But lately I've gotten the impression that the reason they're pointless and don't do anything is because the Queen basically can't be arsed.
The Queen has said Charles has ambitions to be an "activist King" and has told him to reel it in, but I can't see him doing that. his recent interview where he said people here should abide by our values was pretty based.
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>>718I'm trying to make sense of this post, did you mean to copy in another post like that?
But yeah, this is where all the britfeel regulars moved to
No.724
lads are we all just staying here instead of making a new thread today?
No energy to get out of bed at all
Been like this for three days now
No.725
>>724Might as well m8, seems no one can be bothered to make one lmao
No.726
>>722I've always got the feeling in the back of my mind that there's some dodgy shit going on with them. Like human trafficking or paedo-rings or something.
>>724Sounds rough, try letting some light in and getting dressed if you can.
No.727
>>726Just opened a window
If im still in bed in an hour I'm going to get out and make some food and have a bath at the very least
Still considering making an appointment with the doctor but I'm too embarassed
No.728
Just almost had a heart attack when I received an email from my project supervisor about presenting test cases for our project between the 6th to 12th.
After calming down and taking a second read it's if we want 1st and 2nd year students to test it out. Luckily my target audience isn't people studying.
No.729
>>728Sounds like a panic attack mate, do you have them offen? I've had some in the past and thought I was having a heart attack
No.730
>>716I'm rather indifferent about the monarchy, they reel in the tourists though.
And I'd rather have a super rich land owning family in the public eye rather than out of it.
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>>729First time. It's because I thought it was the presentation of my project, which I was adamant the deadline of was on the 24th. (It is), not next week. I havent even started making the end product yet, despite the fact that Ive had so long to do it.
No.732
>>726>human traffickingThey have all the money and wealth they could ever need, wouldn't be much point
>paedo-ringsThis is slightly more probable but they're not muslims so I doubt it
I dunno, with the state of this country being what it is, I keep secretly hoping that they'll come out and say "fuck this shit" and unite the people to sort it out.
No.733
>>727An appointment for what? Embarassed for what?
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>>727>Still considering making an appointment with the doctor but I'm too embarassedCan't help you there, I always fall back to relying on my mum to make any appointments. I start sweating like mad just thinking about using the phone.
No.735
>>733I've been suffering from pretty nasty depression recently
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>>737I don't want to look like a fag tho
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>>736Depression and anxiety, was my first appointment.
Doctor was a pretty young guy maybe 1/2years after qualification. Prescribed me sertraline, which I'm not yet sure if I'll take.
He didn't know much about benefits so I looked into it myself, did the esa phone application just now. 36mins on the phone non stop, pretty proud that I was able to do it, fuck I hate phonecall.
No.740
Are Gypsies the only group of people in existence that you can be racost towards wihout being socially ostracised?
No.741
>>740I'm always racist about Mexicans for no reason and people get confused, but not annoyed.
No.742
>>738Do you often care about what others may be thinking of you to the point where you don't go ahead with things? And you have a thousand excuses ready to deploy when there's any possibility of potential social settings? That's exactly how it is for me and that's why I've started therapy, because it got to the point where I can't do anything besides sitting in my room alone.
No.743
>>742Nope
I dont have social anxiety, just depression. There's definitely something else going on though with me.
No.744
>>739>36mins on the phone non stop, pretty proud that I was able to do it, fuck I hate phonecall.Good for you lad :)
No.745
>>742Oh god, this is all so second nature to me that I don't think of it as a problem anymore.
No.746
Guys, I woke up at 7 and I think I need a nap after a large lunch, but I'm worried that I wont be able to sleep tonight if I do.
Should I nap?
No.747
Not happy lads, had to do some english assessment today so parked in town. As I was leaving this old man with his grand daughter in her car reversed into me. It was in a bay park, I went out first, I got half way out the parking space and stopped as soon as I saw him come out. I beeped my horn like crazy but he kept reversing and he went into my car. I gave them the middle finger tbh, too beta to get out, he was old anyway. His grand daughter looked like a normie slut.
No.748
>>746Stay strong m8
Eat something to keep sleep at bay
No.749
>>747I guess this placed has changed me, I would have normally of just mouthed 'sorry' or something even though it wasn't my fault
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>>743That's good then, you'd be significantly more buggered if you did.
>>745How long have you been like it?
>>688 is me, so I've been in this state for over 10 years. I've read about 40+ year olds that have gotten over social anxiety with therapy, so it's definitely worth giving it a go. This year I really came to terms with the fact that a detrimental thought process had taken over my life, controls my every action (or lack of), and I'm currently unable to do things almost every other person on the planet is able to do, because "thoughts". That's when I started seriously looking for solutions.
No.752
>>749>britfeel made you more alphajust as the trips foretold when you think about it
No.753
wish I knew how to make vidya lads
I want to make a game called misogyny quest, it's an RPG where you play as an angry neckbeard and harass strong independent womyn online
SJWs would fall for that, right? Would probably make some good dosh.
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>>753Misogyny in gaming is no joke, shitlord.
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>>753I'll help you make it if you want? (dolequest guy)
In the past at one point I wanted to make a game called 'Trigger Warning', that was an SJW inspired bullet hell game.
No.758
>>757b-but I don't actually know how to make videogames
No.759
>>758pirate game maker and use it for a week
No.760
>>753you'd get plenty of publicity, but no money. Because SJW's don't actually play vidya
No.761
>>740even they're off limits now, you have to call them "travelers"
I know "travelers" generally refers to pikeys but gypsy scum fall under that umbrella No.762
Guys where can I watch cowboy bebop online?
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>>761There's a gypsy camp on the outskirts of my city. As you're driving along the road there's a big sign; 'The Historic City of…'
And then 30m after there's pikeys camping on broken up slab of concrete. I actually saw one the other day, full Nike tracksuit smoking a fag riding in circles on a no doubt stolen bike.
I wish the council would just drive a jcb through it all. End it now.
Just thinking about gypsies makes me mad reeeeee.
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>>765>>763fuck me I'm glad I started downloading now, at this rate I'll have it just in time for the weekend
No.767
>Amazon Prime only offering me two day delivery
WHAT THE FUCK IS THIS
I AM PAYING FOR A ONE DAY DELIVERY SERVICE YOU FUCKING CHEATING CUNTS WHAT THE FUCK
No.768
>>766With torrents of entire series I usually just download the first episode then download the next couple while I'm watching, and keep doing that until I reach the end.
>>767pic related
No.769
Just got out of bed, I've been lying in bed since
>>746I got about 30 - 40 minutes of actual sleep, so not too bad. Still tired though, dont feel like doing any work today.
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>>767Related to this, any of you m8s noticing royal mails race to the bottom since privatisation?
1st class now takes 2 days normally instead of the 1
Taking liberties
No.771
>>770Royal Mail can do whatever the fuck they want. It's not like we can go to a competitor is it.
No.772
>tfw my rich, succesful and happy aunt just called me out of the blue
that was fucking horrible
she's got a beautiful daughter and a great husband and this spring they're going to France together
he makes 80k/year as a quantity surveyor
she's nice but I feel horribly inadequate everytime I talk to her
No.773
tfw parents always say they are embarrassed when people ask about me which is literally like everyday
No.774
>>773why would they say that to you? That's fucking mean mate
No.775
>>774They're nice people, it seems they care what people think of them more than my mental health.
I'm NEET too if you didn't guess
No.776
>>775any plans to escape? I was going to join the military but my depression has gotten way worse since then. I'm trying to decide between going for help and blocking the military as an option or hoping that the symptoms will ease in a few weeks allowing me to get back on track
No.777
How do I get a job lads?
No.778
>>777No idea, I've never had one.
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>>776my plan right now is to work on my depression. I've had jobs before and I've been just as depressed when I've had a job then when I was NEET. I'm going to start going to the gym though, it should give me a reason to drag myself out of bed everyday.
No.781
>>777Write up a CV and a covering letter, tailor the letter to each job you apply to.
No.782
>>781this hasn't worked for me in the past year. There just don't seem to be enough jobs around. I've been looking for over 6 hours today and I found one job that's near me that I qualify for.
Such is life in Kent.
No.783
>>782hand out your CV to places then. Even at places that aren't hiring jobs. Employers want to see you out and about trying.
No.784
whats everyones karma on reddit?
No.785
lads should I get something from the kebab shop?
No.786
>>777>walk into business>demand to see manager>give him a firm handshake>??? >get job No.787
No.788
>>786can confirm
manager here
>tfw no firm handshakestrashed every single one of them
No.789
>>785Only if you really really want to. I've spent loads of money on takeaways/subways , it's a waste of money really. Probably spend half my JSA last week on just takeaway.
No.790
>>785yeah, could you get me a portion of chips m8?
>>783I might just do that. I live in a village in bumfuck nowhere and there are about 20 shops here, and about 5 charity shops, one of which I volunteer in. I might take the bus to the bigger town nearest to me tomorrow and have a look around.
Last time I was there, an entire segment of it was taken up with immigrant shops, cafes and barbers for black people.
No.791
>>790You are actually much more likely to get a job just by handing your CV out to places compared to applying to jobs online where literally hundreds of people apply. My last 3 and only jobs I enquired/handed CV to them.
No.792
>>791yeah, that does make sense. I've not been looking for jobs in shops (or places you can go and give your CV to) but I guess I've been unemployed long enough now that anything would be better than nothing.
Thanks.
No.793
>>789yeah, not sure. Haven't eaten much today so thought it might be good for me. Doesn't close till 11 so I still have time to decide.
>>790do you want some sauce or something mate they can be a bit plain?
No.794
>>793Donner and chips mate
Heavy on the garlic mayo
No.795
>>794good man, might have the same actually. Not in the mood for eating something too big.
No.796
>>794>garlic mayothat's like hundreds of unnecessary calories
No.797
>>796But it tastes so good.
I'm building some good willpower doing this diet. Had 900kcal of KFC the other day and still pulled in the daily total at 1500
No.798
why are people so autistic
>doing assessment for JSA
>guy comes in
>over hear him talking to the tutor
>'phones have to be switched off when you are in a lesson'
>'What? No that can't happen sorry, I need to leave it on incase of emergency, water supply might ring me or someone might die'
>'sorry but you can't have it on'
>no, I need it on! I'll leave it on silent if I have to!
>it has to be off sorry
>No! *autism intensifies* he then rambles for like 10 minutes about his phone
I wanted to bash his head in and tell him to stop being so autistic
No.799
>>796I've eaten fuck all today so I'm good
it will take me to maintenance tops
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>>798Top kek I love hearing sperg outs in public.
On a more depressing note, trying to find a room to rent with my benefits has brought me down to earth again. 139 rooms for rent, only 1 which accepts benefit, it's in the middle of nowhere and they want a 50+ aged tenant too lmao
No.801
TAKEOUT ORDERED LADS
large doner meat, chips and cheese with some garlic mayo.
Also don't mean to brag boys but I'm in this cap guess which posts are mine
No.802
>>800Legally they can't discriminate. Tell them you're self employed.
No.803
>>801I only had a kebab on saturday and reading this made me want another one
fuck, when we remove kebab can we keep kebabs? ;_;
No.804
>>803of course mate
that's the glory of British cultural imperialism
No.805
gonna have a wank lads
No.806
>>772>she's got a beautiful daughterYou know what you must do.
No.807
>>802Nice one mate, only problem I can think of, what do I put down under income? And if I then have to show this to the benefit people will they double check this against other claims?
No.808
>you will never sniff her butt
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No.810
>>808Wasted numbers if you ask me.
No.811
>>809we've always posted girls ITT
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No.813
>>811>we've always posted girls ITTno, we haven't. You must be thinking of Farage, we've always posted Farage.
No.814
>>tfw you will never find a happygolucky, outgoing, cheerful girl who's always the life of the party when you go out with other people, and slowly break her down over several years, chipping away at her confidence with subtly snide remarks here and there, sending her anonymous magazine-cut-out-style hate letters and not supporting her when she softly tears up over the mean things "other people" are saying about her until she finally has a nervous breakdown, tries to commit suicide, gets sectioned, and you start to rebuild a new relationship from the ground up as she convinces herself that maybe she was always this way and the former version of herself was just a coping mechanism, so it's better for you to make decisions for her for a little while, you know, at least until she can get back on her feet, but a little while becomes several months, which turns into years, and now she doesn't know what she would ever do without you, calls you the light of her life and owes you for saving her from the rock bottom crash, and you now live happily for the rest of your lives together, you and your emotionally dependant, psychologically reprogrammed wife who you long ago feared would leave you because she was more attractive and popular, then one day, when you're in your 70s spending the summer in your cape cod cottage, you realize that every single iota of your existence for the last 50 odd years has been dedicated towards ruining someone else's life to benefit yours, and before you can become an emotional wreck about it you get your colt, aim right at your temple, then fade away into the blissful void of eternity, and the last image burned into your brain is that of your wife running outside to see what happened, surveying the scene, then lying down next to you, taking your hand in hers, whispering "I'm sorry my love", and ending her own life with the same gun
don't know how to cope anymore lads
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No.816
>>813well we should start posting more girls
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>>817>>818That's not how to do it m8s.
No.820
>>818fuck
>>819explain pls
No.821
>>816well sure but you could try not posting literally the same pictures that the intshits posted
No.822
>>820You have to go to the top of the page and paste the link into the Embed box. Make sure to remove it after posting otherwise you will post it twice.
No.823
>>821but its my favourite picture ;_;
No.824
>>823you realise that ass is photoshopped right?
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>>823It's got one too many dimensions for me.
No.826
Man there just is something about completely destroying someone isn't there? Just the idea of smacking a woman across her face as I call her worthless whore is just so fucking hot. I just want to force her to the ground, tearing her clothes off as I smack her every time she even tries to resist. I just want to grab her by her legs and force her onto my dick as I penetrate her while she's dry, just so it would hurt her more. I want to wrap one hand around her throat while my other grabs her hair and forces her to look me in the eyes as I'm doing this to her. I'll start punching, and smacking her everywhere, especially in places she can't cover up in public; hell give her a black eye or two. I'd start thrusting faster as she cries less and less as she slowly accepts all the abuse I'm yelling at her, calling her pathetic and a fucking freak for enjoying what I'm doing to her.
I just want to cum deep into her while looking at those completely defeated eyes. I want pull out and see the blood and semen trickle out of her. I want to wipe the filth off my dick right across her nose so she can smell her own shame. The silent sobs she makes as I get dressed and give her a few kicks for good measure. God could you imagine the look she'd give as I spit on her face and tell her I'm going to be back?
Anyone else feel the same?
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Night m8z
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>>832I'm heading off too, g'night all.
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No.835
>reinstalling AOE3
I don't even know why, it wasn't great
No.837
Woke up early again. That's 2 days in a row, so I'm doing well, read a chapter of my book before bed too. I just hope this lasts.
Gotta head off to Tesco soon though as I dont have any milk for my cereal.
No.838
>>837Good job m8
what cereal is your fav?
No.839
>>838Nesquik, but I don't have any at the moment, bought some cookie crisp to try it and it isn't that brilliant.
No.840
Morning lads. My dogs feeling a bit ill. Better get some jobs applied for I guess.
What's going on.
No.841
>>840Watching Dragon Ball Z, Battle of Gods.
It's not brilliant, but I'm only watching it because I'm hyped for the next movie.
Need to go and hand in a paper copy of some coursework soon, and pop out to buy some apples.
No.842
>>839Cookie crisp a shit
Crunchy nut clusters is goat cereal
No.843
Is 4chan down for anyone? I mean it's loaded but no threads are showing
No.844
>>840Just been up the doctors with my mum, filled in another assessment form to get the therapy ball rolling, this time with less focus on depression and asperger's (went nowhere), and more on social anxiety. I've got a private therapy session later, but I don't think me and him work well together at all, I just feel anxious as fuck in there. I physically freeze up, stare at the floor and can only mumble a couple of words or nod/shake my head, and he always asks me stupid shit like "why don't you try going outside?". I just think to myself "are you serious? If I could do that on my own I wouldn't be seeing you in the first place".
No.845
>>843Yep it's down for me too.
Had my hair cut earlier and chatted a little with the girl doing it.
No.846
this sunny weather makes me want to get a job tbh
No.847
>>846Surely when it's nice and sunny is the time you DON'T want to be stuck at work?
No.848
Went to the uni library and my google drive hadnt synced, had to come home to do it so I can go back and print. Really cba to leave the house again now that I'm back.
No.849
>>847If I was to get a job it'd be agardening/horticulture related job as that's what I have experience in. So I'd be outside all the time.
No.850
Amazing how different you feel from getting some sun on ya
No.851
>>850aye, I just came back from the job centre. I had a drive around in my car on the way back blasting music, smoking and spraying normies in the street with water with my windscreen wipers. Was pretty fun.
No.852
>>846>>850>>851It just pissed down with rain here, went proper dark outside too. It's back to sunny again now but who know how long that will last. Either way it's fucking cold.
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No.854
>>853Fuck I love binging on reviewbrah vids. Always makes me hungry tho.
No.855
>>854I wonder as he matures if he'll start reviewing things like wine and dark cocolate
No.856
>>855Kek tbh a perfect end to the reviewbrah series would be him getting a gf and slowly stopping his channel.
No.857
fuck lads my pores look really big today
looks fucking disgusting
No.858
WHY IS 4CHAN DOWN
No.859
>>858Not anymore m9
>>857Pores are gross, I have this one blackhead I just cannot get rid of.
No.861
Looks like someone finally made a new thread:
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