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File: ce7d286cff364d7⋯.jpg (15.06 KB, 300x450, 2:3, fuckiexist.jpg)

 No.18469

hey doomerfags, what're your relationships with your parents like?

 No.18471

File: 17496cf54c0e057⋯.gif (1.05 MB, 391x250, 391:250, SinfulReasonableHyracother….gif)

Gif related conveys my answer to your question, OP.


 No.18474

>>18471

what i get from this is that it's a healthy relationship and you argue about sports which is cool


 No.18477

>>18474

I figured somebody would've said that lol. What i meant, though, was that I had no relationship whatsoever. I probably should have just not bothered with the gif, but yeah. I can safely say i'd have been better off adopted or aborted.


 No.18479

>>18477

oh well then yeah that gif was way off lel. parents do suck.


 No.18481

i guess my experience has been along the lines of everyone is selfish and walks around with their heads up their ass, and everyone needs someone just like them to distract them from the rest of the world and make everything better. your parents should do a pretty great job at that also, but just appear to be the former group of people–the selfish ones with a mind only for what they want.


 No.18483

>>18479

Yeah. I just figured someone would've swapped the word "playoffs" for relationship in their head, that's all lol


 No.18488

my dad is an actual cuck and I have so little sympathy for him that I don't bother telling him about it and risk breaking the marriage due to how that could jeopardize finances for me. My mom is decent most days but her occasional flip-outs mean I can't develop any significant relationship with her. They pay for my education so I play nice and all, but I feel little emotional attachment to my family. I've been let down when i needed them most, I've been carted across the world against my will because of my retard of a father and I resent him for it.


 No.18491

>>18488

>my dad is an actual cuck

Mine too.

>My mom is decent most days but her occasional flip-outs mean I can't develop any significant relationship with her.

Mine isn't decent, but yours sounds exactly like mine otherwise.

>I've been let down when i needed them most, I've been carted across the world against my will because of my retard of a father and I resent him for it.

Same here, anon. DId your father not teach you any life skills and then blame you for not knowing any also?


 No.18493

>>18469

Hello Dr. Shaneequa

Thank you for asking about my wellbeing.

Nobody ever gave me so much attention.

Here is my survey

>mother

her parenting style smothered me. I never had autonomy and was basically a pet to her. My entire life I was basically her immortality project to make herself a monument that would fulfill all the goals she failed to fulfill in her own shitty life. My sister is into psychology and told me she thinks mom is a narcissist person.

>father

daddy was a weak fagget and let mommy run rampant with her insanity. And he would tease me for not being manly enough or weak when he was not better at all and let himself be bossed around by his wyfe. Cluster A faggot met his Cluster B psycho dream girl. Too cliché to be true…

What I feel for them is not even hatred. It is more of a type of disgust. For them being such subhumans and failing completely as parents. But not only that they bitch about their shitty lives entire time typical slav behaviour and everyone else is to be blamed but not them. Funny huh? Work 30 years your ass off with nothing to show off. No promotion, no savings, no career, no own company.

>but we didn't have the oppurtunities you had

>we were not born into a rich country

daddy used to work for literally illiterate kurds at their restaurant. How come borderline monkeys like them can open a restaurant and be successful but he couldnt. This is what disgusts me.

<Everyone else is to be blamed

I mean yeah they were both retards and met each other it seemed to good to be real but why did they think having children is good idea for them. They could ahve been happily frustrated subhumans in some 2 bedroom appartement alone now instead of shitting out children that are all unhappy in life.

How do you feel Shaneequa?


 No.18497

>>18493

just got out of an argument with my stepmom lmao.

>16

>planning on running away soon

>gonna get the cops called on me

>mulatto so hopefully end up shot

But yeah like wonderful >>18488 and >>18491 here, I've been moved around a lot. I was in California 2 years ago, where i finally struck it big and fell in love with a lovely little pinay. now i'm beyond alone and obviously worthless. my parents (mom and stepmom, dykes) blame me for everything, saying i'm lazy, disrespectful, and overall a sack of shit; contrarily, every chance i've had at anything adequately good at getting some euphoria out of me has been snatched, and more often than not it's at their own hands. every time i try to present this, they say i'm bitching though. death is the only thing i look forward to now, as it's the only reasonable alternative to happiness in the eyes of any true intellectual, and happiness is out of grasp. (some of this is incoherent and a lot is lacking, sorry i'm extremely scatterbrained from the argument. all of the arguments are them spewing dumb shit they've already said and means nothing, and they all make me even angrier than the last)


 No.18499

>>18498

damn... so you a virgin?


 No.18501

File: c0f1d81a0f96e66⋯.jpg (64.43 KB, 1000x888, 125:111, 1837327_milo-ilic2_ff.jpg)

>zoomer kids are now actually being parented by dykes

sweet geezus I thought those were only memes

holy fuck

yeah just run away as far as you can kiddo before they destroy you completely

maybe if I ran away from home at age 16, I might have ended up dead or in some crime gang but at least I would not be a pathetic waste of oxygen

good luck kiddo and find that girl again and marriage her

think positive, smile and

make us proud


 No.18503

File: be2528fb9490361⋯.png (293.8 KB, 822x801, 274:267, forchan!.png)

wow, gay john cena?

i didn't know THAT was real.

lol but yeah, i'll try my best.

for you fags.

praise kek!


 No.18505

forgot to mention i'm in florida


 No.18508

>>18493

Better than having savings and some security but losing it all because of addiction, that's what met my father.

>>18469

I think I'm long beyond phase of blaming my parents or something. Not trying to be macho "get over it dude" type here, I'm just a bit fucked up in head, I can't really focus on past, as if my past even isn't mine anymore, as If I was born just few months ago. I feel no connection to it, not to good or bad things, I'm right here right now, going berserk. A lot changed recently but I can say that after large part of my life when things settled up a bit, I started having good relations with mother, we talk more than we used to, well we almost didn't talked in past I guess. I think it comes with age maybe, I don't have to pretend anything anymore so we can talk like two human beings. So I don't really know what my relationship with parents or family is, it's something I guess.


 No.18511

>>18503

Don't be so rude to him.

He got shot 6 times last tuesday

It is part of a series of shootouts between 2 rivaling montengrin crime syndicates.

He is victim #40

A few weeks before, another mobster was shot in Spain in broad daylight in front of his wife and kid at some cafe. Last year a lawyer of one of the rivaling crews was shot.

The dispute is about a 200kg cocaine stash that went missing in 2014 from some appartement in Valencia and ever since they have been genociding each other. The leader of one gang is jailed already and the other is fugitive.

This is how you do it guise. Let the normies take care of themselves

And they use all types of assassination. Car bombs, snipers, drive by shootings.

And there is no end in sight…


 No.18512

>>18491

yeah, he was completely absent from my education and now lectures me constantly because I don't have "enough discipline", which sounds hollow coming from a boomer who rots his brain in front of MSNBC every evening. It's so infuriating because I put in a lot of effort and *have* improved my life over the years despite the shitty circumstances, but every social failing is a great moment to bash me over the head with his opinion that I'm just a little bitch that had it coming.

I'm becoming more at peace with the lot that I've been dealt, but I don't think I can ever really forgive the moral failings of my family. It takes a special kind of coward to value reputation over his own blood.


 No.18514

to add

>>18493

what you said about being disgusted resonates with me a lot. I used to hate the world; I'm working on acceptance and better alignment so that's in the past but disgust lingers like tar when it comes to my family.

>>18497

I know that feel anon, the one (1) time I actually develop affection for a place and ask to not move back until I finish the semester he coldly told me he didn't care about my feelings and told me to go start packing. This was several years ago and yet is one of the memories that persist most when I think of my father. Him being a cuck is just him living his own hell, I don't believe it's my job to save him from it.

>>18508

I know what you mean about growing up. I don't like my parents at all but can still go visit for a couple days at a time no problem. It's just that the niggling feeling of "this isn't right" won't leave, it keeps getting worse with every day and I have the urge to leave civilization and meditate on the AT for a couple months with a copy of Evola's Intro To Magic stolen from the library.


 No.18517

>>18514

yeah that is what I noticed as well a time ago

It was not hatred. It was just this feeling of disgust that I had

It took me a few years to understand the difference between those


 No.18519

>>18514

>I used to hate the world; I'm working on acceptance and better alignment

Only if I could feel something else than either extreme hatred or love, sometimes they are both the same, I'm slave of the emotions, I always was. I wish this could be changed.

>It's just that the niggling feeling of "this isn't right" won't leave, it keeps getting worse with every day and I have the urge to leave civilization and meditate on the AT for a couple months with a copy of Evola's Intro To Magic stolen from the library.

It's understandable, I felt the same way at certain point in my life as well.


 No.18523

>>18519

I think that hatred and love are very similar. Loving the world and wishing destruction upon it are arguably the same if it's in accordance with the Will, no? Bottom line, whatever we feel right now, I am consoled by the fact that it's better than blindness.

It's interesting that you write about being a slave of emotions- what's your astrological chart like?


 No.18524

>>18523

>astrological chart

You mean zodiac sign or what exactly?


 No.18529

>>18501

>maybe if I ran away from home at age 16, I might have ended up dead or in some crime gang but at least I would not be a pathetic waste of oxygen

I know how you feel, anon. Where I live, it wouldn't be too hard to end up the former since the government uses my city as a dumping ground for every degenerate around. The drivers are also atrocious too, and suicide rates are rising because there's nothing to do.


 No.18530

>>18493

>daddy was a weak fagget and let mommy run rampant with her insanity.

So did mine, although he also let mommy cuck him with some coworker who pumped and dumped her. They briefly separated, with her insisting that the guy who ditched her WAS a good guy after all (despite obvious evidence he was a manwhore who was banging her other female coworkers) and that I was somehow bad because I wanted no part of the drama

>h-h-h-how dare you don't validate my adultery, anon! No wonder I keep saying I regret having you!

>her parenting style smothered me.

My mother's parenting style was basically batshit insanity, shilling for Israel (seriously, say anything even remotely skeptical of them around her and she'll rant for ages), and pretending to be a devout Christian (raised Catholic, but has as much genuine faith as the Jesus Chatline hosts). Whenever I went out with her as a kid, she'd insist people were staring at us, giving us the evil/stink eye, judging us, et cetera. She literally claimed she would start recording these people, but never got around to it. I couldn't have friends stay over at my place because "reasons," which to this day I still don't know, and I lost them as a result. My mother would spend her days fixated in front of the television, shit talking my father (claiming she regretted marrying him, claiming she wouldn't have kids if she could do it all over again, etc), and generally being a bipolar cunt (she could be happy the whole day and then all of a sudden just snap). She has a hikki sister and a normie brother, but I don't know anything about them because my mother never bothered to help me have a relationship with them. Her mother was persona non grata in my house - she shit talked her even more than she did my father - and her father died in a car accident, and she doesn't talk about him period.

>I never had autonomy and was basically a pet to her.

The fucked up thing about my mother is that she'd bitch that nobody wanted to help her around the house. I'd offer her my help constantly, but she'd either insist my father do it and then bitch when he wouldn't, or just skip to the bitching. I wasn't even a pet to her - I was just THERE, y'know? In classic bipolar cunt fashion, she'd praise me as a "sweet boy" and claim I was oh-so-awesome, but yet she hung no pictures of me on the walls. She didn't share baby pictures of mine. She couldn't tell you anything I did in my youth, largely because I did nothing because of her "reasons" or the fact that we were always "too poor" to do anything. I literally feel like I went to sleep in my crib and woke up the cripplingly depressed man I am now - my childhood is an insurmountable gap, a total blank on my personal timeline.

>My entire life I was basically her immortality project to make herself a monument that would fulfill all the goals she failed to fulfill in her own shitty life.

This was more my father's thing - my mother basically told me to my face she regretted having me, and the sad thing was that I actually told her I wish she hadn't. For a split second, she and I actually bonded on something. How fucked is that, anon?

>My sister is into psychology and told me she thinks mom is a narcissist person.

My mother was all sorts of things at once. I literally have tracked this shit - it's that bad.

>And he would tease me for not being manly enough or weak when he was not better at all and let himself be bossed around by his wyfe.

My father was the exact same. He was cucked by my mother, yet came crawling back. He is routinely treated like shit by her, but insists on letting it go. He basically has done nothing other than quit job after job because he was "screwed" by somebody, neglect to teach me anything whatsoever and then whine about how I'm not like the other kids (gifted kid burnout was practically my middle name growing up) - I literally lost my best friend because of him; I severed ties simply because I was so fucking tired of my father comparing me to him.

>anon, your best friend has parents who love one another and love him, a fancy house, tons of money, and live in a good part of town. Why can't you be more like him, despite having had none of that whatsoever?

I even didn't disclose to my parents I had a crush on a girl me and my best friend knew because my father was the kind of jackass who'd honk at random girls as he drove and tell them I was "interested" in them. The girl I'm talking about used to tell me her mother beat her with the belt, and I didn't feel like inflicting my parents on her. We lost touch, but I do know she's with somebody now and from what I know of him, he's pretty decent. She didn't have as many advantages as my best friend did, but she still had it better than me.

(cont..)


 No.18531

>>18530

>Cluster A faggot met his Cluster B psycho dream girl. Too cliché to be true…

But it is the case with my parents. Bonus points awarded to me, though, as my brother is essentially a blend of both of them. Your sister is into psychology? All my brother's into is dropping out of high school and blowing tons of money he doesn't have (unless he steals it from our parents, which he did to the tune of over $1200. They not only discovered he did it, but did NOTHING about it. Still haven't, by the way.)

>What I feel for them is not even hatred. It is more of a type of disgust.

Same here.

>For them being such subhumans and failing completely as parents.

I hesitate to even call my parents parents - they felt so much more like two random people I had to live with simply because the law demanded it.

>But not only that they bitch about their shitty lives entire time and everyone else is to be blamed but not them. Funny huh? Work 30 years your ass off with nothing to show off. No promotion, no savings, no career, no own company.

Exactly my parents right there - my mother basically worked dead end menial jobs and my father was either on the road as a trucker (all the while whining about how he "deserved" better) or loitering around at home because he quit his job again because somehow people kept "screwing" him. It wasn't that he was a lazy good for nothing asshole or anything, no, it was because people were out to undermine him. Even funnier, my father would gladly let my brother rot away after dropping out, but was ALWAYS on my ass over the slightest mistakes. Seriously, he had a photographic memory when it came to this shit - he literally would spring shit from YEARS ago on me. He didn't beat me - he saved that for my mother before he "found Buddha" - but the emotional/psychological abuse was rampant as fuck. He was adopted as a child, but I know nothing about his bio or adoptive parents. His side of the family is basically a blank, like he's a random NPC in a Sims game.

>but we didn't have the oppurtunities you had >we were not born into a rich country

My parents used to blow money on all sorts of shit like smokes (mother), moving us to a town with no real prospects (father), moving us into expensive houses we couldn't afford (father) and then wonder why their finances were as shot as an AIDS victim's immune system. It was all MY fault, though, somehow.

>daddy used to work for literally illiterate kurds at their restaurant. How come borderline monkeys like them can open a restaurant and be successful but he couldnt. This is what disgusts me.

Maybe our fathers are related somehow, because yours and mine are exactly the same. Mine, though, never worked in a restaurant - the only time we ever went to one was when we went to the Chinese buffet over and over again. If we had dinners at home, it was usually pasta over and over again (like how on Daria, the Morgendorffers kept eating lasagna over and over), or some other shit like sausages my mother would usually overcook/burn because she'd rather be watching the television or she was ranting about my father again. This is, of course, assuming my dropout brother didn't eat everything in the house again because he had no job, no school, no friends, nothing.

>Everyone else is to be blamed

That's my "family" in a nutshell.

>I mean yeah they were both retards and met each other it seemed to good to be real but why did they think having children is good idea for them

I don't even know how my parents met, what compelled them to fall in love/get married, and why they even thought of having kids in the first place. They didn't even hang any pictures of themselves up on the walls. I used to ask about these things, but all I got back was the usual BS.

>They could ahve been happily frustrated subhumans in some 2 bedroom appartement alone now instead of shitting out children that are all unhappy in life.

Exactly. I honestly wish my parents have given me up for adoption or aborted me. I mean, when your father cares more about shitty made for TV movies and your mother more about how meanies are "bullying" Israel all the time, it only stands to reason either choice would've been better.


 No.18532

>>18512

>yeah, he was completely absent from my education and now lectures me constantly because I don't have "enough discipline", which sounds hollow coming from a boomer who rots his brain in front of MSNBC every evening.

Swap MSNBC for YouTube/Netflix and that's my father. My father nowadays does nothing but hatewatch vloggers he's jealous of because they're out actually doing shit while he's stuck with nothing.

>It's so infuriating because I put in a lot of effort and *have* improved my life over the years despite the shitty circumstances, but every social failing is a great moment to bash me over the head with his opinion that I'm just a little bitch that had it coming.

That's exactly how my father is - my mother, on the other hand, just makes it all about her - she is a professional victim to the max. I often told her to give Joan of Arc her life back because she literally ties herself to a stake at every opportunity. I don't talk to my brother, though, because he's in his own little world.

>I'm becoming more at peace with the lot that I've been dealt, but I don't think I can ever really forgive the moral failings of my family. It takes a special kind of coward to value reputation over his own blood.

Same here. I can't forgive either, because it's my family that made me into what I am: a misanthropic, antinatalist volcel doomer patiently awaiting World War III so I can get myself vaporized and call it a life. I can honestly say I'd probably be some sorta normie were it not for them, because growing up, I used to lose myself in true crime stories about kids like Polly Klaas, thinking "well, at least I'm not like them," but now I'm like, damn, I'd give my life so those kids could live theirs again. I'm dead serious - if God Himself or whoever said anon, are you willing to die so that (insert murdered kid here) could live again, I'd gladly do it, no questions asked. I would finally have a purpose other than to sit on this imageboard and constantly crying in my sleep because I feel the suffering of others too much for my own good. Ever see the Fifth Element? There's a part where Leeloo refuses to help humanity because of all the shit she's seen us having done - that's how I feel. Even if my family was even average, I feel like I'd still end up a doomer or something similar simply because of all the degeneracy around me.


 No.18534

File: 553ebc8d65878da⋯.png (80.27 KB, 1366x768, 683:384, scrot.png)

>>18524

zodiac sign is just your sun sign, if you know your time of birth as well as location you can calculate where the other celestial bodies were. cafeastrology has a tool for calculating your birth chart

attached is mine


 No.18536

File: 78d956d97dd4a09⋯.png (33.73 KB, 554x657, 554:657, zodiacshit.PNG)

File: 5e43ea937d36c98⋯.png (61.81 KB, 1200x1600, 3:4, graphic.png)

>>18534

This is mine, please explain what the fuck does any of this mean, other than I'm a gemini. I don't believe in astrology.


 No.18537

>>18534

I got it done but I don't really feel like being doxed by spiritual means.


 No.18538

>>18537

>Moon

>Leo

all gfs I had were Leos. Does it mean anything?


 No.18539

>>18537

very understandable concern if it's any consolation it's not a uniquely identifying set of info. I'm mostly curious as to how much water you have in your chart–Pisces, Scorpio, or Cancer. It's not a requisite or anything, you might just have a lot of Mars energy or w/e, but it's worth it for me to ask, at least.

>>18536

if you don't believe then why are you asking me about it? If you scroll down the site generates a series of descriptors, check those out.


 No.18540

>>18538

leos are qt as hell, I had a crush on one late last year. It was a short-lived affair, but leos are very fulfilled due to their sign being ruled by the Sun. It's like having an Aries Mars or a Cancer Moon–it just fits.


 No.18541

>>18539

>If you scroll down the site generates a series of descriptors

I was afraid you were going to say that, I wanted a reading from a professional magician.

>if you don't believe then why are you asking me about it?

Dunno, just felt like asking.


 No.18542

>>18539

I'm Pisces, in that chart except sun - pisces ==> 2 more pisces, 1 scorpio, no cancers.


 No.18543

>>18540

They were capable of having long term relationships which I was interested in, don't know. I know I was always biggest enemy to Aquarius people but I don't understand this stuff that much.


 No.18544

>>18541

>masculine 10

>feminine 0

check this out:

>masculine 5

>feminine 5

Maybe that's the source of emotional shit.


 No.18545

>>18544

So 5/5 is what you got? well, I'm pretty emotional myself, so I'm calling bullshit if what you mean is that lacking feminine points means I'm a stoic person.


 No.18546

hey, HEY! back to the shit parent expositions, dickmouths!


 No.18547

>>18546

But I want to predict my future using astrologic magic to win the lottery.


 No.18548

>>18541

I'm not a professional magician by any means anon, I am a student at best. In any case my hot take feat. absinthe and my experience with my gemini best friend:

your sun and mercury being in gemini makes you a bit nuts when it comes to communication. You're probably talkative and quick-witted when given the chance to talk about things you actually care about. Having your venus in aries means you are by nature very direct about your romantic desires and the such. It also makes you a bit naiive.

Leo moon is very cute, probably makes you a bit insecure and you really enjoy feeling cared for. Having Leo, ruled by Sun, in the Moon is a little nuts. It's probably making a bit hard for you to deal with your inner realm, since your very nature is at odds with it.

>>18543

I have little experience with aquarius people, but i can imagine why you'd struggle with them. Aquarius is ruled by Saturn as well as Uranus, which is.. at odds with us.

>>18544

nice, I have 7 masc and 3 fem. You being that balanced is pretty blessed.

>>18545

feminine=/=emotional. Read it as ying vs yang if you will, but astrology operates on a realm above human biology.


 No.18549

>>18545

>Potential issues: tendency to be led astray, lack of experience or inability to apply experience practically. Lethargy, over-sensitivity, and emotionalism.

>It is natural for you to question tradition. You are, above all things, an individualist. You naturally rebel against that which is established.

>You are sensitive to those who are suffering, although you are not usually taken advantage of. You are humanitarian and may have a special connection with animals.

>You have a fertile imagination, are full of inspiration, and very emotional - all qualities that you may use on the professional level.

>He is brave, knowing how to take risks and possessing the courage of his convictions, honest, imposing, and sharp. He has a great sense of, and respect for, justice. Organizational sense. Selectivity with friends but is not overly influenced by them. Taste for splendor.

>Potential issues: changing and numerous affections. Emotionally demanding and proud. Brooding when attention is not forthcoming.

>There is a conflict here between the head and the heart. Your emotions tell you one thing and your mind tells you something else

>When nervous or excitable, you talk up a storm. Moodiness is a characteristic, definitely, and an especially subjective nature makes you prone to hypersensitivity. It usually has to do with the fact that you take in so very much from your environment.

>Can be provocative in speech or communications, often challenging and contradicting, and seeing the flaws of a situation. This might be someone who holds back his sensuality.

>Misanthropic, with a sullen humor.

Fuck me, this shit is pretty accurate, I'm getting paranoid.


 No.18550

>>18548

>You being that balanced is pretty blessed.

How's so?


 No.18553

>>18549

no need to be paranoid anon, take a peek at Crowley's writings if you want. These descriptions aren't prescriptive, and there's nothing wrong with being in alignment with them.

As for the balance, it gives you good understanding of both sides of the coin of venus-mars, female-male, moon-sun etc. No chart is better than any other as long as you are living correctly, but in my opinion it's better to be balanced than slung all the way on one side.


 No.18566

Dad is somewhat ok. Mom is the world's biggest critic, and usually never had anything good to say about me. Dad just wants me to have a better life. Both are still married to each other and are in their 60s


 No.18568

File: 996bc252da98feb⋯.png (46.5 KB, 545x529, 545:529, FireShot Capture 003 - Nat….png)

>>18549

this is mine

remember only to pay attention to the Sun, Moon and Ascendant signs (I have experience in this field)

Sun in Gemini

With the Sun in Gemini, the urge for self-expression is strong. These natives are often just as interested in collecting information as they are in sharing it. Curious to a fault, Geminis have a finger in every pie.

Solar Geminis are flexible and changeable people. Their ability to adapt quickly to new situations generally gains them plenty of friends and social contacts. Usually quite clever and witty, Geminis enjoy intellectual conversations and they are easily bored if they are not getting enough mental stimulation.

Often quite adept at fitting in with others, Geminis easily adopt the moods of those around them. They are friends to people from all walks of life, and are not easily intimidated. Their ability to detach themselves can make Geminis very objective and observant, but a little difficult to get close to. Although they often have many friends, intimacy doesn't come as easily to Solar Geminis.

It can be difficult to know what Gemini really feels at any given moment. They are often very impressionable and scattered. There is usually a nervous air to Geminis that can make more personal characters a little uneasy. It is not always intuitive to trust Geminis to be loyal or to keep secrets. Geminis often flit about, moving quickly and keeping busy every step of the way. Many people with this position of the Sun have gained quite a bit of knowledge in their lifetimes, but they don't often possess specialized knowledge. This is because Geminis have relatively short attention spans. Restlessness is especially common with this position of the Sun.

Usually quite affable, Geminis enjoy the "light" side of life. This tendency to take things lightly makes them quite pleasing to be around; but it can be maddening to people seeking support on the deeper issues in life. Geminis are both interesting and interested. Their wit can be dazzling and their changeability dizzying. At the very least, Geminis will seldom bore you.

Short description:

He is an opportunist. He can express himself easily and ten to learn quickly. He is welcoming and gentle. He likes travel and intellectual work.

Weaknesses: a changeable and diffuse nature. May waste energy by taking on too many things. He lacks persistence in achieving set goals..


 No.18569

(cont.)

Moon in Aquarius

Moon in Aquarius people are extremely observant. They are life-time students of human nature, loving to analyze why people do what they do. This often stems from a detached–even shy–personality, especially in youth. Whether due to character or conditioning, Moon in Aquarius people often grow up feeling "different". Although rather sociable, they are often loners at heart. Many have strong egos, or at least powerful defense mechanisms, and most Lunar Aquarians will do their best to be the most unique and unusual person they can be. Their inner feeling of loneliness–that they don't quite fit in–puts them on the outside, looking in. There is a very idealistic and progressive streak in Lunar Aquarians that is admirable indeed. However, when the Moon is in Aquarius, natives often will deny the more irrational qualities of emotions–such as jealousy, possessiveness, and fear–in an effort to be "above" what they consider "pettiness". When this goes too far, Lunar Aquarians can be emotionally blocked, distant, and detached.

Lunar Aquarians can be very willful, especially in childhood. With age, these natives generally learn to handle their strong needs. Their desire for independence is powerful indeed, no matter what their age. With a quiet Sun and/or Ascendant, their desire to "shock" others is not always apparent until a relationship becomes comfortable. They are generally proud of their family members, boasting just how unique they are. When their families are ultra-conservative, the boast will be that they rebelled against all of that!

Although given to temper tantrums and willful behavior in youth, Moon in Aquarius people often grow up feeling that messy emotions are unappealing. They often pride themselves for being cool-headed, detached, and "above" what they consider the more base emotions. In the process, they can end up alienating others–and themselves. Although Lunar Aquarians can be especially adept at understanding others' behavior and motivations, they can lose touch with their own–simply because they have identified too strongly with what they aspire to be (and these aspirations are often super-human). The Aquarian tendency to be humanitarian shows up powerfully in Moon in Aquarius. However, their kindness and concern for others is generally more a broad philosophy of life. With people close to them, Moon in Aquarius natives can seemingly lack compassion, as they often fully expect others to be as independent and detached as they are! In close, personal relationships, however, Lunar Aquarians generally give others a lot of personal freedom, and they will tolerate and enjoy all kinds of idiosyncrasies in people around them.

Moon in Aquarius people are rarely flighty people, but they can be unreliable when it concerns the little things in life. Often, this is simply an assertion of their independence. In the long haul, however, they are rather constant, as Aquarius is a fixed sign. As long as they have their own space and the freedom to be themselves, however kooky that may be, they are trustworthy and loyal. Lunar Aquarians generally make wonderful friends. They'll make a point of leaving nobody on the outside. Many will fight for other's rights and crusade for equality. What may be surprising is that Moon in Aquarius people have a lot of pride. In fact, when they've been attacked in any way (especially regarding their character), they can become very inflexible and cool. It can be difficult to know just how sensitive to criticism Lunar Aquarians are, simply because they hide it so well! When their character or behavior has been criticized, they tend to dig in their heels and keep right on doing it. They fully expect others to accept them exactly as they are, or they don't have much use for them in their lives. These sometimes maddeningly unpredictable people are nevertheless quite charming. They have an unmistakable stubborn streak, but when left to be themselves, they make unusual and endlessly interesting people to be around. Life just wouldn't be the same without Lunar Aquarians' unusual spin on the world and the people in it!

Short description:

He is sociable, intelligent, and lucid. Thanks to great sociability, he has many friends. He is modern, original, inventive, non-conformist, and is likely to bring new life to everything he does.

Potential issues: He is eccentric with sharp mood swings. Complex love life.


 No.18570

(cont., last one)

Ascendant in Cancer

These people come across as gentle creatures. There's something familiar about them – they're the guy or gal next door. When they enter a room, they don't walk in with a splash. Instead, they move to the sides and weave their way inwards. These people have a familiar feel to them. Because they are rather sensitive to their environment, they can get flustered easily, especially in public. Their first instinct, when threatened or on unfamiliar ground, is to protect themselves. When new situations present themselves, they can immediately withdraw or act shy. Generally, these people come across as caring people. They seem quite sweet – even innocent. Usually, these people appear unassuming enough to be quite approachable. Some Cancer Ascendants, however, have retreated into themselves so much as to be quite the opposite.

Since Capricorn is on the Descendant, Cancer Ascendant people are looking for structure and security in their partner and their relationship. These people function best when their partner displays strength, financial and emotional stability, and know-how. In fact, many Cancer Ascendants prefer it when their relationship has well-defined rules. Security is the basic need, and they are generally more than willing to give up some personal freedom in order to get it. In some cases, Cancer Ascendant people can surprise their partners. Why? Because they come across as rather unassuming, family-oriented people. When it comes to marriage, they have a rather matter-of-fact, practical approach.

how do I fare?


 No.18571

File: ff1880e007eb6e3⋯.png (102.55 KB, 500x362, 250:181, 5ac46ad1bf88e500186204b113….png)

I can't trust them. They've sabotaged my life. My dad beat the shit out of me and broke promises all the time. He has done everything to handicap me in this shitty difficult ordeal called life.

I loved my mum but she is crazy. She emptied out my savings account and those of my siblings to give to spiritual scam Artists, all to protect us from the evil spirits that my dad was siccing on us.

My mum and dad are divorced now. Dad thinks mum was having an affair. She accuses him of having one. She thinks he was up to some evil voodoo shit.

I'm just sad and don't feel like living tbh fam. My dreams are dark and horrible. I can't believe in God, spirituality or religion anymore. It's tainted. It was a tool used to keep me docile to facilitate abuse by my dad so that Id forever remain subservient.

And religion was the drug that made my mum mad. I thought that she at least had my back.. I don't live in d same country as either of them. I can't enjoy a hug from my mum. It feels hollow, empty. Hugs of betrayal.

D old man has mellowed out in his old age. He has a new gf now. I fucking hate him. I don't actually want him to be happy. He has done so much to downplay any accomplishments that I've made in life, all the while continually trying to tear me down.

There were periods in my life that I use to fantasize about beating him down and planting his face into the ground. And then trashing the family house, which he kept in the divorce, even though the property came from mum's family originally.

He has apologized for past grievances and no he doesn't beat me anymore; I'm an adult. There was a 2year period where i did work for him. It was horrible. A lot of late evenings ended in us cussing each other out. A part of me wished he tried to raise his hand at me just so that I could crush him. Thankfully it never came to that.

He is not as antagonistic anymore. In fact he doesn't ever say anything negative or critical now. He is getting older. There was an almost a year and half where I had him cut out of my life. And he prob knows his other children, my siblings aren't as honest as I am, nor did they show much concern for him during the divorce.

I legit can't trust him again tho. Even if his actions, feelings and heart has changed, my physiological response to him is that of coming across a dangerous predatory animal. My instincts are to try and kill it or run. When he visits where I live or if I visit the family house in my birth country, I inevitably have some nightmarish teir dream. The most recent one was being attacked by roaches in my bed. They were trying to get inside my skin, inside my body , via my toes. Another dream I had was that there are these demonic creatures with no skin just coming at me. Non stop. And I had to kill them to survive.

The cockroach one was worse in my opinion.


 No.18572

>>18571

why are modern women so psychotic? like yea its a shit deal about your dad being an asshole and nobody wants that but your mom legit sounds like Miss Cleo with schizophrenia.

though my situation is the opposite its my mom who plays down my accomplishments, my dad tries to at least be accommodating.


 No.18577

>>18572

There is so much that the post leaves out.

We were in a religous cult for about a decade. And we left and got out. And things were seeming to be pointing upwards and better but then the divorce happened. And all the weird shit came out.

My dad thinks mum tried to poison him. But my mums was telling me she was worried about her own health situation and that if she died suddenly that to get an autopsy.

My mum had made several odd comment here and there over the years. I often wondered if there was anything that I could have done to change the outcome, were there a series of small and large actions that I could have done to ensue that I exist in a different world line to what I experience today.

Further back in the past, the year 2005: I would have won a scholarship in my home country if I stayed for one more academic year. Just stayed for 10 more months. I was in the final year of high school. But hey we got Canadian residency, the parents didn't want to come Canada. My older bro got accepted as a transfer from the 3rd world uni to a top Canadian uni. Me and my younger bro was sent up here to go to Canadian highschool. Like fuck. D academic system was completely different. Why the hell the younger brothers' futures are being sacrificed to that big fat cunt? Why did older bro let it happen? Isn't he supposed to look out for the welfare of the younger kids, the same way that I was concerned for my younger bro? I asked and pleaded multiple times to stay. But there is only so much you can do when all you get is violence for having non compliant opinions.

And mum that cunt. The way i see things now, she never stood up for us. Didn't care. They both cared more for the success of the first born.

Man i fucking worked my ass off, took 8 subjects, volunteered, made side money tutoring and tried to get my younger bro to go school. He just stopped going. Older bro didn't give a shit. My dad was being a cunt to me over the phone that it was somehow my responsibility to get him to go to school.

I don't know why i wrote all this out.

>why modern women psychotic?

They always were less than men. Unable to rationalize. Unable to keep their feelings in check. Women in control is a mistake. Everything is their fucking feelings. Childish, stupid, superstitious, conceited.

Women had no evolutionary pressure to be anything more than an attractive mate capable of creating babies. Men needed to be strong, capable, industrious and intelligent to survive and to win mates. Not only is having women in control a mistake, raising men with feminine values is a detriment to those men and to society as a whole.


 No.18580

>>18577

>They always were less than men. Unable to rationalize. Unable to keep their feelings in check. Women in control is a mistake. Everything is their fucking feelings. Childish, stupid, superstitious, conceited.

Women had no evolutionary pressure to be anything more than an attractive mate capable of creating babies. Men needed to be strong, capable, industrious and intelligent to survive and to win mates. Not only is having women in control a mistake, raising men with feminine values is a detriment to those men and to society as a whole.

does my autism figure into why I'm so opposed to my mother? my maternal grandmother was sweet and never like my mom.


 No.18581

one thing I had to add was that I left atheism years ago because they tried force feeding progressive/feminist crap into the movement. after that I turned my life over to God.


 No.18583

>>18505

why is your state so fucked up, anon? no worries, I'm from Ohio, the filming place for Gummo.


 No.18599

>>18583

well, i'm originally from philadelphia, and florida has in common with phi, along with lots of other big eastern up-north cities, overpopulation. it's just that there's such a variety of humans in FL that no other state, except for maybe california, can really boast. you know how shitty humans can be. and florida isn't enough space to keep people at zen; there's too much to worry about. not to mention the state is crafted so that the rich can retire. i don't know man, i'd never in a million years say i'm from here, and i'd definitely never call it "my state".


 No.18602

>>18599

Why are they trying to keep rich boomers alive?


 No.18620

File: 108f9c21738d2db⋯.jpg (83.54 KB, 1000x640, 25:16, 3D is suffering.jpg)

>>18602

They protect their own.


 No.18627

File: aac441e5f5913bd⋯.jpg (289.65 KB, 824x458, 412:229, gummo.jpg)

>>18583

Xenia's a nice town, actually. Gummo was set there but actually filmed in Tennessee. Thanks for reminding me of a fine bit of /doomer/ kino.


 No.18629

>>18620

2d is an emanation from the 3d world, nice meme but enslaving yourself to an "idealized" desire isn't any better than pinning hopes on some 3dgirl.


 No.18640

File: e81bd075629fa80⋯.jpg (274.63 KB, 822x845, 822:845, ba-12.jpg)

>>18629

cosplay must then be the 3D emanation from the 2D representation of an idealized 3D world that doesn't exist.


 No.18643

>>18629

>>18640

Right. But it's a means for foreveralones to take advantage of supernormal stimulation to help keep the >tfwnogf's away. Not healthy but neither is alcohol nor image boards. Furthermore has the advantage that jacking off to cartoons doesn't risk child support or jailtime for "sexual harassment".


 No.18650

>>18643

oh, i agree completely. At the cost of sounding like a complete clown, I only partake in drawn pornography for ethical reasons tfw slav, and being able to differentiate between fiction and reality is easier when you're looking at cartoon space aliens.


 No.18653

File: 86d52923329a675⋯.jpg (55.59 KB, 1280x720, 16:9, 66dac8f2102b20ef7591ab9cb7….jpg)

>>18643

Anons, cuckime is the only drug that works for me

it makes me forget everything for a few hours

please don't take it away


 No.18657

>>18653

I find visual novels work even better than ecchi moeshit.


 No.18661

File: 6f9d7f393231fbf⋯.jpg (104.04 KB, 710x885, 142:177, ba-9.jpg)

>>18643

I am a bit too drunk for hyperreality posting, but drunk enough to post more cosplay cuties.

You're absolutely right. Though the big reason they chose to jerk off to chinese girl cartoons is their purity fetish resulting from their suspicion of (and hostility towards) adult sexuality.


 No.18669

>>18661

Lel

At first, I did not understand which character this was supposed to be.

I did watch Naruto back in the day but didn't see it right away.

Mighty Guy would be proud of her *thumbs up*


 No.18681

>>18669

I haven't watched a single episode of Naruto. I just like the Kawaii side of globalization.


 No.18686

File: ed2d5e654158df8⋯.gif (829.83 KB, 222x568, 111:284, knife-chan.gif)

>>18681

>shounenshit-hating moefaggot

meinneger.agolf


 No.18688

File: 403287df09018a7⋯.jpg (55.18 KB, 351x634, 351:634, ba-11.jpg)

>>18686

I don't what either of the two words mean. Here, have another pic of a cute black girl doing cosplay. I know this one cause it's the only anime I have ever watched.


 No.18689

>>18688

I'm not OP. Just forgot to delete the name field…


 No.18697

goddammit


 No.18710

File: caa9105e4352c0e⋯.png (611.17 KB, 639x480, 213:160, tr la sad.png)

File: be2a34e7e386716⋯.png (553.5 KB, 800x600, 4:3, narcissu end.png)

>>18643

Emotional masturbation, heart boners, these too can be supernormally-stimulated.


 No.18740

File: a64965130e3bf5a⋯.png (677.84 KB, 600x640, 15:16, 2f9.png)

>>18469

I hate my family. They don't know it, I do my best to treat them as best as I can, but ever since I was a little kid I was embarrassed of my family and never wanted to be anything like them. My father is pure cringe, a pussy, and married a dumb brown third worlder. I should've left years ago and told them to go fuck themselves. The worst part is being stuck around them for so long I feel them changing me internally. I fucking hate it.

I don't know why I feel like I have to "save" them and try to make them respectable, but it's no use. At this point I'm saving my money and biding my time until I can move as far the fuck away as physically possible.


 No.18822

>>18740

Take out the dumb brown third worlder bit and replace it with pseudo-Christian Zionist (so much so I'm surprised she didn't just try to convert entirely) whose certifiably batshit insane and your post would be exactly how I felt. At least I got away from them - I wish you the best of luck, anon.


 No.18902

File: 164691e111b1b7a⋯.jpg (67.45 KB, 680x1020, 2:3, 1503106817833.jpg)

All I get from this entire thread is "dont get married" as in legally

>mfw all this cucking and shit in supposedly advanced countries


 No.18904

>>18640

>cosplaying as sailor moon

>not as sailor pluto who has darker skin

Probably what some orbiter paid for tho

>>18627

So whats like living in redneck central?

>>18643

>jacking off to cartoons doesn't risk child support or jailtime for "sexual harassment"

Neither does regular porn

>>18661

>Though the big reason they chose to jerk off to chinese girl cartoons is their purity fetish resulting from their suspicion of (and hostility towards) adult sexuality.

Probably, hentai doesnt do shit for me anymore but back as a kid I liked anime (not enough to go to cons or sperg in public) and I would have a few hentai folders. Point is I liked hentai because I liked anime, think is like pokefags liking pokemon porn tho in my defense at least I jerked to animated representations of people and not animals. Like, I also watched looney tunes and played starfox but I don't like furry porn.


 No.18908

Absolute typical npc boomer parents. I know the boomer meme is overblown but holy fuck is it real with my dad. The only things my dad will talk about is TV or vacations, and if I try to bring up something heavy or deep, he will zone out while I talk, wait for me to finish, and change the subject to the aforementioned.

Example

>Me: talking about how I feel my life is going nowhere and I don't know what to do. (if you're a parent and your kid says this, it means give him some fucking advice)

>My dad: Yeah… so I'm goin to vegas next month! Cool huh?

>Ask for advice about girls

>"heh women, can't live with em, can't live without em, am I right, son?"

It's was disturbing as fuck when I actually thought about it. No life advice, no traditions, not even a sense of humor that isn't repeating simpsons or animal house quotes. I realized this about him probably around 23 (I'm 30 now), so well before boomer and npc memes came about. But boy do those describe him perfectly.

The weird thing is he isn't stupid. He began poor, he's smart with money, great at planning and logic, great charisma, (in terms of persuading people and making friends) and a top sales rep at his company. If I asked him the secret to his success, he would probably say something like, "Well son, you wanna make an omelet, you gotta break a few eggs." I wish that was a joke.

My mom I can have a decent conversation with, but she was always overprotective, coddling, and very anxious. Always talking about worse case scenarios and worried about everything. When we do have a meaningful conversation she seems to forget it and never brings it up again. That's about all.

I don't know how the fuck I exist from these people. I'm open to your armchair psych explanations, maybe they'll at least make a modicum of sense in my life that has made none so far. For now I'm gonna keeping drinking.


 No.18914

File: e231eed49058d94⋯.jpg (353.23 KB, 977x614, 977:614, 93dab607b2021af97624a24f29….jpg)

mamma be a benefit thief, stealing my disability money and using my fucked mental health as a bragging point to have "one of every kind of kid."

pappa be a child molestor who got away with it all, because I was too retarded and autistic to cry badtouch when it all happened and now there's no evidence besides my claims and ptsd.


 No.18918

Have a bad relationship with my mother, we havn't spoken in 5+ years, Have a good relationship with my dad, he has a fucked up sense of humor and a grim outlook on life like me.

>>18914

Are you that retarded, anon? Get your doll put in your own account and say no if she asks for it. if she's stealing your giro then it can only be because you're letting her.


 No.18932

Poor. Father calls me an "Alex Jones watching loony" because one time I told him that Epic Games paid for Fortnite screen time on Big Bang Theory (his favorite show) and that most Amazon user reviews are faked. One time I told him in anger that people like him who don't listen to anything except what's on the TV and confirm pressures onto others are what cause school shootings, not guns, and he simply responded aghast back at me and declared himself the arbiter of everything right.

It was at that point I realized that "optics" are a worthless endeavor and that nornies don't deserve to be saved from their upcoming genocide. They aren't fit to lick my boots and in the very small chance there is a political revolution I wouldn't care at all about their quality of life, they would exist to serve me.


 No.18936

>>18932

>Big Bang Theory (his favorite show)

>not disowning your father for being a brainlet

why, anon?

Do you really watch that aut-right mong alex jones, though? Why?


 No.18937

>>18932

>confirm pressures onto others are what cause school shootings, not guns

>he simply responded aghast back at me and declared himself the arbiter of everything right

Typical leftist behavior.


 No.18938

>>18936

I don't watch Alex Jones. His antics are annoying and he's a grifter, and if you really want to be a conspiracy theorist all the information is there online for you to find, you don't need some boomer to tell it to you.

>>18937

He calls himself a "conservative." So yeah, a leftist.


 No.18942

File: 655ad13095fb9e3⋯.jpg (7.67 KB, 225x225, 1:1, mothertellme.jpg)

>>18938

>>18937

I don't really understand american politics to well, it seems utterly retarded to me, so excuse the ignorance but in the USA why are 'small c conservatives' considered leftists?

Sorry for off-topic. Genuinely curious tho.


 No.18944

>>18942

Because they are. We call them progressives driving the speed limit. Most of our "conservatives" were progressives back in the 50s and 60s but then the progress went a little too far and they got sick of it, but still don't mind the progress they fought for.

That's assuming they even recognize social changes to begin with. A ton of our conservatives now are "fiscally conservative but socially liberal" which is a fancy way of saying "I'm totally okay with trannies grooming our kids but if you want affordable healthcare you better work for 40 hours a week with only 6 days off a year, goy."


 No.18945

File: 5bfd4caa9237805⋯.jpg (56.6 KB, 960x640, 3:2, parissmoke.jpg)

>>18944

Anon, both the left and the right are by definition progressives. Nobody within the left-right dichotomy of politics in modern western society is regressive or anti-progress. You used the word progressive a lot as if it's the bad thing (and I'd agree, it is pretty shit) but it simply cannot be claimed that the right isn't also progressive in it's politics.

By most people standards being 'fiscally conservative but socially liberal' doesn't make you a leftist, the left is defined by its economics, not it's social issues and this position you speak of is the common one for large parts of the right in many western countries. I would be interested in hearing your thought process behind putting these people into the camp of the left.

Most nobody in polite society or for that matter, in impolite society. is okay with trannies grooming kids anon, especially not political groups and actors. being a fucking paedo is thankfully still very taboo, no matter the gender or whatever of the one doing or advocating it.


 No.18946

File: a494ef33499a22c⋯.webm (380.85 KB, 1920x1080, 16:9, YEAH LadyBaby.webm)

>>18944

>progressives driving the speed limit

Stolen.


 No.18947

>father

Just short of nonexistent. Parents divorced when I was barely 4, and afterward he continued getting deployed left and right until I was around 15 and he was finally able to settle down. By that point I hardly wanted to speak to him, not because I dislike him or anything but just because I never saw any reason to get to know him. "He's my father" isn't enough of a reason. The few times I spoke to him, he came off as an autist who's more self-confident than self-aware, turning him into the type that tries to be funny all the time, even when it's not appropriate, and laughs at his own humor.

>mother

Was already distant when I still lived with her, and now that I'm on my own it's growing even more distant. Growing up with a single mother fucks you up, and while the damage has already been done, at least getting away from her allows me to live in a way that brings some semblance of happiness.


 No.18949

>>18945

Every tranny institution that is allowed to speak to children is grooming them, by spreading their mental illness.

Most people have a very stupid idea of paedophilia anyways. Normies cannot be trusted, they either need heavy propaganda to give them correct opinions and failing that, they need to be forced.


 No.18950

Okay, I guess. My mom likes me enough, and my mostly absent father values me as an extension of himself. I don't really care for either of them.


 No.18958

i ruined my parent's marriage somehow. i destroyed my little brothers' childhood by being a selfish piece of shit. I'm deep down the filth. i wish die in my sleep.

i wish i could go back in time. I'm ready to pay half of my life for it.


 No.18964

>>18942

They're leftists by virtue of being controlled opposition. The American left has the right completely under their control to act as a boogeyman as well as play the role of the strawman during debates.


 No.18968

>>18949

Wow, you went off the deep end quick….

Serves me right for trying to have a proper conversation with an idiot yank, i guess.

Have fun with your autism, broskie.


 No.18974

File: b356b6b5d63af1f⋯.jpg (541.78 KB, 1248x1853, 1248:1853, 1456672148346.jpg)

Mom made my dad into bipolar alcoholic when I was kid by basically wrecking his cars, driving every friend he had out of his life and generally being the only unintelligent schizo I've ever heard of. Despite often screaming at me and spanking me for things I didn't do and also demanding literally impossible tasks from me, dad turned out being a bro after I grew up (saved me from suicide, scored me some bud, gave me room and board to go back to school) and when I was a toddler (played football and teh vidya with me. Mom wanted me to be a tranny and encouraged it during a cringe phase during which drugs, stress, & jewish tricks led me to general dysphoria I attributed to being tranny. Luckily my dad helped me sort myself out, but still my mom is a literal manhater who tried to send my kid brother to juvie on false pretenses after she had dad kicked out of his own house for something he didn't do.

I also blame them for dropping my IQ ten solid points or more as well as turning me into a sperg. They had me on a waitlist to a private school despite being poorfags because I was gifted, but they didn't wanna homeschool me a couple more years, so they sent me off to (((American Public School))) in bumfuckistan to get (((socialized))). What that meant is I got C's for not doing my homework (despite acing tests), and coincidentally didn't make a single friend until 7th grade (after we moved finally).


 No.19018

>>18968

Whatever spic, no one here thinks you're stunning or brave for your willingness to play along with the delusions of the mentally ill.


 No.19036

yooooooo this thread kinda took off. parents are fucking idiots mentally unfit to raise kids. end of story.


 No.19056

>>18968

using autism as insult is just pure reddit at this point


 No.19063

>>19056

using reddit as an insult is pure reddit at this point.


 No.19137

>>19063

<EVERYTHING IS REDDIT

goodnight!


 No.19148

>>19137

Thanks for the gold, kind stranger.


 No.19161

File: 6a4fabfca1d89a3⋯.jpg (57.03 KB, 1280x720, 16:9, maxresdefault.jpg)

>>19148

UPDOOT




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