/erp/ - Erotic Roleplay

Literally the only reason I do so is for the pleasure of being cummed inside of and onto. All other reasons are moot.

>>47222

You can get that without pretending to be a girl though.

>>47222

You're the real hero, Anon.

>>47229

This. I wanna be cute and do cute things with other cute characters.

Also I kinda like dicks.

>>47230

Second poster here. I kinda like the cute aspects too

I am not a guy, but I play guys and if anyone asks for gender, I say I'm a guy. I do it because I don't care what gender people think I am and I like playing hot males with dicks to plow pussy and boypussy alike.

Guys who pretend to be girls like playing hot females and getting cummed on or doing cutesy stuff with them.

It's simple enough, isn't it?

>>47226

I cant enjoy the satisfaction of being impregnated though. That overwhelming sense of completion from having a guy so absolutely enthralled with you that he'd put a piece of himself in you to nurture and grow with. Even if he leaves, I still have proof that he wanted to pump his sperm in me raw at one point, and that warm, fuzzy sensation will never go away.

>>47228

You're goddamn right.

I have trouble pretending to be another gender, there's too much physical difference for me to really get into the role. Send help.

At least I can just play traps.

When I do it, then I generally approach it as interactive and cooperative smut writing and normally for when I have an idea that I want to try and hadn't been able to find a female character to play it out with.

tldr: playing the female instead of male part of a scene doesn't make it less hot.

I play herms and shemales because it's more fun to play a character I find sexually attractive, but is still capable of doing the plowing. Playing as a male sounds boring and too self-inserty in the realm of erp, although in nonsexual roleplay I have no problem coming up with and playing interesting male characters. When it comes to erping as a guy, I don't think I'd be able to come up with anything, which I imagine comes from not having anything to really draw from for inspiration. In addition to that, there a certain roles, personalities, and kinks that I enjoy doing over erp but probably wouldn't be comfortable with in real life. Playing as herm/shemale makes it easier to dissacociate myself from the erp I guess. I imagine I'll entually be comfortable/able to play a male with more experience. I certainly don't feel conflicted about it though, nor have I told anyone I'm a guy ooc (although I imagine most people assume the gay herms/shemales are usually men).

I started doing it in ERP simply because playing a male who wasn't dominant meant never getting into RP. Granted, it went to femboy>shemale>herm>female for me, and I've been getting way more RP nowadays than I ever did when I started out.

It then started happening OOC, because just from how I typed/talked to people, everyone always assumed I was a girl for some reason. Not being the one to want to suddenly go, "I'm actually a guy", when the other person is trying to do some steamy OOC-talk, I usually just go with the flow. It doesn't help I really have a thing for pleasing my partner/helping them cum, so I genuinely can't help it and just start saying I'm a girl if they ask.

The only sort of downside is, I've had quite a few partners eventually want to do OOC pic-sharing. So many people have started to send me dick-pics, videos of themselves, and wanted mine in return or for me to talk to them over skype. At which point, I either have to start making convenient excuses or just call them off. Only one time have I ever flat out told someone I'm actually a guy when they assumed I was a girl. That person then told me to get on skype, breath/moan like a girl for him, and talk about how much I loved his cock. So it didn't actually turn out as badly as I thought it would.

>>47238

Open to sharing your Skype or email, hero?

>>47246

> Moaning like a girl on Skype.

I found this insanely hot.

>>47253

It definitely was for me. He then told me to start gagging myself with my fingers and pretend I was sucking my cock. In-between every gag I had to moan out, "Cock", as loud as I could. He got off to me doing this.

But seriously, I just got super fucking lucky is all.

>>47246

>>47253

>>47254

Incidentally, I fell into the habit in a similar way (though I skipped all those genders in-between male and female), and have likewise had the issue of partners wanting to get into voice-chat or swapping pics. Although I haven't actually tried it yet, an idea I had recently is using a voice synthesizer to fake a female voice. I'd have to find a voice synthesizer that's good enough to do the job first though. Screaming Bee's MorphVOX Pro is the program I found when I started Googling for voice synthesizers, and it might be sufficient for such a purpose (although like I said before, I haven't tested it yet myself).

I think it'd be incredibly hot to do if it did work, probably because dirty talk is a huge kink for me and honestly part of the reason I got into playing as girls (I couldn't find girls who hit the right buttons with it, so I decided somewhere along the line that the next best thing would be playing as a girl and saying it myself). On the other hand though, I feel like it's maybe taking the ruse too far at that point… But maybe it really doesn't matter as long as everyone has their fun.

>>47261

A voice synthesizer like MorphVOX could potentially work, but only if you already sound kind of girly to begin with. Even then, assuming you can get the perfect settings, it's still pretty iffy because voice synthesizers have a distinct sound to them that practically anyone can recognize if they're even only somewhat familiar with them.

There used to be threads on /v/ all the time about people tweaking settings and learning to talk in specific ways for the sole purpose of pretending to be a girl to get free games/items on steam. Some sounded pretty all right, but again, it's very dependent on how you talk without it on. Don't expect any miracle settings if you have a deep as fuck voice.

>>47262

Nah, I'm not really holding my breath for it to work. I haven't seen those threads, but I'm not surprised that it's hard to make yourself sound just right because one little hiccup and folks can wise up that something is off. I guess it's worth a shot since MorphVOX has a free trial though, because if I can get it to work… Well, I imagine it'd be the next best thing to finding an actual girl who matches me on my preferences for dirty talk.

>>47282

>Apologies for gender talk. I guess it's a bit weird to talk about this on an erp board, but whatever.

Another trans woman here… I used to feel the same way but then I realized were entitled to as much kinky fuckery as everyone else… being expected to be celebate and chaste whenever we discuss being trans in order to be "really" trans is dumb.

Fuck the political correctness.

>>47302

do you have an f-list account?

>>47304

Just one full female~

https://www.f-list.net/c/tabitha%20willows/

>>47302

And what if some other pervy anon where to add you? You wouldn't want that, would you?

>>47306

Of course not! What do I look like, some cumslut?

>>47307

What a shame… I could have certainly make you look like one

>>47302

Who is that semen demon?

>>47311

Shiemi from Blue Exorcist with Shura's clothing from the same manga

>>47313

Shit I'm reading that now. Only at the beginning of volume 3 though.

I have a story. I'm a guy that has been using a female identity for nearly 7 years before finally bury it all and started a new one.

Long time short, this was from 2008 when I started playing WoW, I was like, on middle school and clueless considering that at that time I lived in a 3rd world country in southeast asia. There I learned the internet and stuff, I started playing female characters because I have no idea what to do. So on, I adopted the name, started to know how things work in the internet, especially online community, that I exactly remember the female blood elf rogue model and name.

Time pass, I discovered what is "Roleplaying", it started from a GM private server which I don't remember the name.

I'm using the identity as a female, a name, a story, a background, all fabricated like a CIA-made identity but a shitty version of it.

I learned things, my name started getting popular, I learned more about Roleplaying, then I moved to a RP Private Server (lets call it Server A), there I played using my female identity while simultaneously starting to get used with ERPing. At that time I started stealing off picture of girls on the internet and post it on their forums telling me that I'm a girl.

On that moment I was somehow "Addicted" to both RP and ERPing, I skip class, I stay up late because timezone difference at 2AM so I can play while the server is full, I didn't give a fuck about school. When I arrive at home, I just get on my computer, log on WoW, wandering around ingame with my female character despite that the server only have 5 player online at that time.

Not long, I played on a small server but died afterward before I come to another big server (which still alive by now) called Server F. At that time I started to build friends, internet friends where I have over 100 friends on Windows Live Messenger. Everyone thinks that I'm actually a girl, so I just played it like before. I become more notorious on that server. Few years later the server somehow died, and I joined another server called Server P, I joined it at August 2011, making me one of the founders of that server.

I played there, making more friends as someone that isn't me. My school stuff was getting better at that time since I just went to a good high school in my country, I slowly reduced my playtime, get things right, left the server for a while. On Junior of HS I decided to come back to Server P, where I started playing again until I was a GM on there.

I was addicted to Roleplaying and pretending to be a girl at some point that identity seems to be a part of myself.

At some point in my life I started to thing, I just literally spent countless hours from 2008, wasting my time.

I had an issue with myself.

Then so on, I decided to leave it all, I don't like being myself, I instantly hated that identity, a part of myself, a part where I learned the internet while learning english. I hated that I have to lie about my life to strangers on other part of this world, stealing other's picture and pretending its me.

I just recently buried that identity. I stopped using it as I just moved to the U.S to study in a kinda-pretigious univ with AFROTC program to get a better life.

tl;dr

>some anon pretends that hes a girl for nearly 7 years

>feels like a sore losers

>no meaning in life

>decides to leave it be

>so far so good

I still roleplay though, but rarely; just occasionally on F-list, and using an online identity but I don't go use someone's else identity to pretend its mine.

Feels so good that I finally relieved this.

I feel like that my heart is now calm.

Thanks for reading.

>>47221

I made girl characters solely because I wanted to set up the hottest scenes I could think of, but it just wasn't working out from the other end. I know what sends my boner out of control, but rarely could I find a partner that could live up to my expectations as a male.

So, I played the girl. Now everything is diamonds. Also the purest form of love doesn't hurt

I made some female profiles only because I wanted certain kinks hit that not everyone is into, and it's easier to ask if someone might do it if they come to me first, which happens a lot more on the female characters.

>>47305

>sweat as a custom kink

>bookmarked and saving you for later

thank you, sir

I'm a guy. I lift weights and run marathons. I'm not submissive in any capacity sexually. Personality wise I'm pretty shy and reserved but people seem to think I'm nice and funny in real life. I've had a boyfriend before but I'm not at a point in my life where it would work out just yet since I'm still in college. I'm bisexual but I'm not interested in dating a woman. I don't dislike women, I just can't see myself dating one. It's purely a sexual attraction I have towards girls but for guys there's romantic gay shit I want to do (no homo). I roleplay as female characters on f-list because part of my sexuality is I like the idea of women being taken advantage of (in fantasy of course). I prefer writing /for/ the victim, but I don't imagine myself /as/ her at all. This appeals to me on two fronts. I'm both attracted to the concept of what is being written as a passive observer, and also getting off and sexually edifying the guy I'm talking to. It's sort of like a meta, vicarious sort of homosex I'm engaging in.

I am not a fan of the same type of aggression being perpetrated against males. A submissive guy being raped is the opposite of anything I'd like to see happen. Slutty submissive guys who want to get fucked are a turn off for me so I don't want to roleplay that. I've roleplayed lovey dovey gay stuff before but I'm afraid I'll develop feelings and IRL is too busy for me right now and the last thing I need is an online crush.

It's weird but that's how I feel. I'm not transgender or anything I'm just bisexual and most people who write as female characters are grills or mtfs write stupid shit like "What do you want to do to me :)". Fuck off cunt. The times I've tried roleplaying with female characters were really aggravating and dominant guys are more to the point and easier to understand even if they write like the zodiac killer sometimes.

I feel like I'm one of those "genderqueer" types and roleplay - both lewd and otherwise - is where I get to girlmode. I find it sufficient; I don't ever really feel the need to try to display unusual levels of femininity in real life. This is good because I'd never pass.

>>47295

Hey, you seem really fun and interesting in your approach to using E/RP as a vehicle for personal understanding. Do you have any contact info you're willing to share? It would be awesome to get to talk sometime.

Wow. Lots of people I can associate with here. Trap here, looking to transition ASAP. ERP is definitely great for self discovery and exploration, straight up RP even more so. I love you guys.

>Those of you who are not girls, but who play females, pretend to be girls, and generally enjoy being a girl online, either in ERP itself or OOC: why do you do it?

>Being male

>Actually getting non-gay play On F-List

That said, I do it beyond desperation for the power. Nothing quite like having control over your partner, your situation. It's great, in a non bitch-breaker-y kind of way!

I tried looking for play as a male and got nothing, so I ended up playing a purple. Then I became a -straight- purple after I got sick of bitchbreakers and pansexual no males purples, so much I wanted to avoid them as much as possible.

Unsurprisingly, I get little attention on my shemales, there are few blues that want getting plowed by girlcock without abuse or humiliation being involved.

I'm straight, but I pretend to be a girl sometimes because it's so fuckin' hard to find a girl to erp with, it's just faster.

>>47414

This.

>>47393

I love that stuff. Hit me up.

https://www.f-list.net/c/higgs%20bonbon

>>47414

When there's a girl I want to play with, usually a specific sort or a particular character, I contemplate just making my own profile. But, then, it sort of defeats the purpose when you primarily make use of a persona character.

I only play as female characters. Though I do feel bad that some people think I'm female.

In reality I'm a trap

I have a weird split. All my OOCs are male, but when I erp a canon character it's usually female. I'm not entirely sure why I do it. In fact, I get nervous that I'll be found out as a guy pretty much from the get-go. I think there's a rush from ERPing a character that's made you hard as diamonds before, cooperating with your partner in slowly turning her into a ravenous cumslut who can only think of taking raw cocks.

That, and it's basically a dry well for people who actually want to ERP with blue names.

I erp female characters because I have a really, really hard time cumming when not being treated like a girl

It really sucks because I really want to be a girl, but can't be one.

And that's why I erp as a girl.

>>47568

I feel your pain.

Since the age of about 10, I've wanted to be treated like a girl and have girly clothes and to just be a cute little girl. A decade later and I'm a closeted transvestite, have a beard and manly body structure and I've resigned myself to never being able to be treated IRL in the way I love.

But on F-List (basically the only place I know for ERP) I have a character who is a 13 year old girl where I can be myself and not get judged for it. If anything, things only get weird if I mention I'm a boy IRL but that's only happened in moments of extreme weakness.

>>47585

*as a female, and dominant

I feel pretty bad, because some of my closest friends only know me behind a pink name. i have an Aussie friend who I've been RPing with for years. I've never actually claimed to be female, and I THINK she knows I'm biologically male - but I've never told her that, either. I'm not sure she isn't male, either, but I think she might really be a girl?

>>47593

Hi! Yes, here you go: dcortorreal

Because I can have hot lesbian sex.

>>47555

You sound cute

You should add my crappy profile. https://www.f-list.net/c/vicky%20marsh/

I don't think I've ever done an RP with a girl. It'd be nice to, sometimes, however. Spiritually healing

>>47221

> why do you do it?

Practice. Started out as, "Well, the girl is the part of the RP I care about. Probably better off doing it myself than trusting some schmuck to get it right." Now it's what I'm best at, most comfortable with, and there's no particular reason to change. (And changing would be hard.)

>What do you personally get out of it?

Lewd times, lewd friends. holla holla get erps.

>Do you enjoy it?

Duh.

>Do you feel at all conflicted about it?

Not really. It's writing, mang. Like writing a book, just a whole lot lewder. Do you look at J. K. Rowling funny 'cause she wrote a male main character?

>Got any personal tales to relate?

I was never so horrified as when someone pointed out to me that some people on f-list, such as the guy who was passive-aggressively hitting me up and trying to guilt me for not playing with him, got most of their social interaction through f-list. Mother of god, that's bleak.

>>47580

>mother/son RP

you are a saint

especially if its femdom or forced fem involved

I've never pretended to be a girl OOC, but I pretty much exclusively play as females, shemales, or femboys. I think it's mostly because I just like acting cute. I don't get to act cute in real life because it's just not really my irl persona, so it's fun to do that shit under the safety of playing a character that's not myself. I'm also glad I started doing it, too, because it helped me realise pretty quick that I was bisexual, and really opened me up to new ideas sexually. I honestly think that trying to play as the opposite gender, trying to think how they would think, it can really help expand your horizons, and learn things about yourself that you may never have known before.

Straight cis male here I know what a rarity

I just really, really like chicks

So I play a lesbian one

My three most popular characters are a MILFy herm, a muscled shemale (into cuddlefucking), and a MILFified canon female. I dunno, cuddly men just don't attract folks like myself. It'also more fun to have a lovely pair of chest pillows to give titfucks, nipplefucks, and gentle smotherings.

>>49105

I should say, cuddly non-twinks. I get a ton of those, always calling me mom and trying to breast feed. They're so adorable, like little grown up shotas!

>>49134

https://www.f-list.net/c/renamilf/

It just felt right, making a motherly and affectionate Renamon. Far as I know there's only a handful out there.

>>49184

Yeah, only a handful of MILFy Renamon.

>>49096

>>49096

That sounds really awesome, Anon. Did you ever want to try and RP about how you feel and the kinda liberties provided by textsex? Got any contact info you can share?~

>>49247

I don't really have any contact info outside of f-list. I try and keep what I do on there as separated as I can from everything else I do, for obvious reasons. The person I am on f-list, and the person I am everywhere else are related, and they do feel like two different parts of me, but I know that mixing the two won't end well.

If you'd like to chat or prod my brain or whatever, you can shoot a note to this character.

https://www.f-list.net/c/eliza%20trouble/

Because rather than finding my waifu, I may as well just play as my own.

>>49653

I'm kinda torn on this. On one hand yeah, but it kinda defeats the purpose of finding someone to play with, because you're losing that unpredictable element from the character you're seeking.

>>47368

I went through a "am I trans" phase when I was 21 or so. I decided I was only interested in getting fucked and that I'd be a disgusting hon if I transistioned, so I forgot about it. Years pass and I tried playing a girl for kicks, discovered it's an awesome outlet. Glad others feel the same way.

Short answer is: I'm not really sure, anymore. Some combination of wanting to be adorable, wanting attention, some kind of disconnect making me it easier to disassociate my character's actions from my own personality, and habit.

Long answer is,

When I first did it for much time at all was on a Neverwinter Nights 2 roleplaying server. I think some odd, non-destructively sexist part of my brain decided—if people expect women to be less capable or accomplished—anything a female character does is slightly more badass. Like rooting for the underdog. I can't recall if there was anything more to the decision than that. I made damn sure that if I noticed any sort of preferential treatment based on my character's sex, it was reciprocated or refused… but then before very long, someone expressed romantic interest in my character. As a sexually insecure, at-the-time presumed straight teenager, I don't know what motivated me to uh, entertain his advances.

Like, vag-wise.

In any case, I enjoyed it. At the time, I think being a different sex, being differentiated from my actual identity, made the whole exercise kind of liberating. And then I rerolled on an ERP-focused server with a much less conservative character. It's been close to a decade, but I still kind of miss it.

Of course, at the same time I was bedridden with chronic fatigue syndrome, and diagnosed with hypersexuality. I didn't have much opportunity to interact with girls, and tits were a good start to attracting attention in the ERP arena. It wasn't until playing an MMO later that I outright claimed to be a girl in real life, because people were more social, and I was the only one still hiding behind a character. One person gave me in-game currency in hopes of getting text-based blowjobs (and romance). Which he did, before long, even with me discouragingly saying I really wasn't looking for a relationship. I think I enjoyed the kind of guilty rush of that transaction than any use I got out of the gold. Even so, probably a low point for me. It wasn't until I learned more about him, and that I was probably disrupting the life of some random guy with an actual life outside of his house, that it really hit me that maybe what I was doing had any sort of consequences and was worth examination. But that was a while ago, and it still hasn't really gotten that examination.

I do a lot less of it these days and take breaks now and then, but sooner or later I always kind of want to come back to it, and for some reason I have a hard time getting invested in any kind of roleplay if my character is male.

So I think it has something to do with wanting attention, with idealizing women as this sort of mythical beast carrying a non-existant get-out-of-jail free card for awkward social situations, and with habit. These days, I dunno what it all means. I kind of doubt a shocking twist where it turns out I was trans all along. Not even sure if I'd call myself bi. I think I want to be smaller, cuter, and cuddlier than I ever actually will be. I think I like dicks, but not really the rest of the male form. If I stumbled across a gloryhole, I think my most compelling reason for not playing along would be that I'm probably kneeling in filth.

>>49851

>Neverwinter Nights 2

>a decade ago

Bullshit, that came out in 2006, that wasn't OH MY GOD 2006 WAS ALMOST A DECADE AGO WHEN DID THAT HAPPEN

>>50289

>when did that happened

Nearly ten years ago, obviously.

>>50313

You forgot mouth too, and hands. Especially hands. I love giving handjobs.

>>47221

related boards:

>>>/pretend/

>>>/btl/

>>>/okc/

I do it because I have minor dysphoria issues and playing as a dickgirl online helps me deal with it whenever I get depressed after looking in the mirror and not being feminine enough.

>>50868

I can't even imagine taking the masculine role in a relationship or in sex. I always ERP as a girl.

>>50870

I'm kind of the same, like I honestly prefer being in the bottom role more often than I'm in the mood for being a top, but still I can self insert better as a dickgirl than a pure girl since I have no idea what a vagina feels like.

>>51340

Thanks doc

>hang out in IRC channels for years chatting casually

>online handle is pretty non-descriptive in terms of gender, never mention mine anyway

>talk about a thing that implies i'm male

>"WAIT WHAT YOU'RE A DUDE? WE ALWAYS THOUGHT YOU WERE A GIRL!"

happend on four occasions. maybe i should get a sexchange.

>>51341

>The flipside of this was that when a male character approached me and displayed spark, personality and passion

Mind giving examples of that? I wanna make sure I know what you mean exactly, I imagine it's really easy to go too far and into the creep territory

>>49851

Not very related but Im downloading NWN1 with all expansions, is there anyone still playing online? If there is still some people around, how is the ERP in the game? Is there like a group of people that is into it?

I havent played the game yet but I read a review of guy that never played the main story and spent hundreds of hours on online modules. He even called the game a "4-players MMO" or something like. And with "MMO" in mind I want to believe there is room for ERP

>>51629

I've actually not touched the game in ages, but I noticed people talking about 1 in this thread. http://8ch.net/erp/res/40362.html#51763

It's making me consider picking up the first game. It sounds like there's still some active servers including boner-dedicated environments.

There's also at least one single-player mod about being a princess who gets dethroned and ends up fucking her way back to nobility or something? It's been a while.

>>47282

This is almost the same for me.

I found out through rping that i had a lot of unresolved gender issues, and it helped me figure out where exactly in the spectrum i sit. And while some gender issues are still unresolved, I'm a lot happier. However i always make sure im upfront with people on skype or in pms that i am a genetically a male. So far, i haven't had anyone react negatively. So far, they have mostly been very encouraging.

>>51533

It's been a long time, so I don't remember exactly. But basically, the factors were:

- Gave me a reason to enjoy talking to them, took their share of driving the conversation forward instead of letting me do all the lifting.

- Wasn't pushy but signalled through action that they were sexually interested in me, escalated as I did.

They started to push into creep territory when they were dishonest, concealing their attraction or interest from me (like I wasn't there to fuck too) behind endless boring smalltalk. They really pushed into creep territory when they were too aggressive - that is, they went straight to "we're gonna fuck now" without watching for my positive signals first. (Flipside: When I signalled strongly because I really liked them, the ones that picked up on it and did go straight to that got extra points.)

>>47221

As far as games go I don't think there's any reason at all to not to like being a girl character, especially if it's like some little girl character doing ridiculous feats that are just amusing to behold for an unlikely subject. Nothing wrong with wanting to look at a girl who probably has cuter outfits anyway, people should be more honest in their feelings with such things. As far as if you identify as them, well why the hell not? Everyone could use some seeing something from another's perspective.

Now this probably discredits me for everything I just said but far as ERP goes I always play a loli. Often enough said loli gets fucked by dudes and I get into it but I prefer girls or monsters or machines or whatever. I've been questioned about my choice of character and I've been convinced that there's some complicated homosexuality somewhere in me. It's all complicated though, sexuality or just what makes up a person's mind generally is. I'm a man and as a man I do not want other men, however if I was a girl I believe I might. I like traps, shota and futa hentai well enough too but I somehow feel just straight. I have my problems and in all that there's probably conflicts of gender identity (I would love being a little girl), sexual orientation, what lifestyle I wish to pursue, what I'm actually comfortable with, how reality even works, ect.

What I get out of it? Losing myself in the role of course. It's fun and why shouldn't it be? I'd enjoy it much more if I had a better imagination and concept of how people actually behave but at it's core it's awesome to think about (though I only ever visit a shitty site called Shamchat, this is my first time here and I'm sure I'd like to play with you guys better). I'm conflicted sure, I would never ever share this with family members, friends or people in general I didn't know were perverts like me. I'm conflicted with a lot about me though OP. If you think you're a good person and then you try and weigh this kink of yours against that it doesn't mean a thing, you're still great and anyone who tells you otherwise probably isn't worth your time.

Sorry for the wall of text.

>>53639

Shit, I mean "so no bumps are hit"

'lil drunk at the moment.

>>53639

>>53640

Speaking strictly from my own perspective, I wouldn't care about my partner's gender either way, but I would probably be a bit weirded out if they came out of the gate with "I'm a guy btw." There really isn't anything anyone on F-List can do to 'retaliate' about you not stating your gender, and those who do care about it usually aren't worth your time.

>>47788

This I want to see