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File: 086891415b1ab42⋯.png (3.33 MB, 3559x9666, 3559:9666, fringe-powerful-tulpa-4.png)

 No.85399

 No.85400

>>85399

now we do.

is the original OP still around? and alive?


 No.85406

>>85400

OP is probably dead. or consumed by this Ni tulpa of his. RIP


 No.85632

I liked this thread and OP's stories. I would welcome it back here.


 No.86627

>>85399

many think about this like some kind of horror story…

but…

isn't it a beautiful way of experiencing life?

at least he does what he loves most…

why do all the people think it is wrong?

I can really see how he loves Ni and finds fulfillment in this.


 No.86628

>>86627

any sane person would realize that that being is just torturing him, his entire existence is reduced to nothing since he only lives for her and wouldn't mind anything happening to him as long as it pleases her. He's so caught up in the delusion that nothing gets through to him


 No.86744

>>86628

>he only lives for her and wouldn't mind anything happening to him as long as it pleases her

how is this wrong if he loves her?

it's called dedication and is a good thing

he seems to benefit from this too, at least he feels fulfilled


 No.87208

>>85400

>is the original OP still around? and alive?

op is probably consumed by his abusive tulpa

and his consciousness reduced to that of her toy

sad end for his soul


 No.87281

>>85399

(checked)

Just read this….

Holy fucking shit this is gold. Fooken bittersweet liquid gold.

WEWEWEWEWEWEWEWEWEWEWEWEWEWEWEWEWEWEWEW


 No.87306

>>86628

Well, same happens in real life man. When you fall deeply in love with some other person, even if she's a stranger, you feel like you'd be capable of giving everything up for her love and completely dedicate your life to her. I've been in that place for 1 year, when I was trying hard to conquer my love. It wasn't wasted time because you were feeling intensely, enjoying yourself and learning.

But it can alienate and damage yourself if you don't do things within balance. Which was another lesson I learned.

There's nothing wrong with serving others, imaginable or not. Specially if he's doing it for love.

Having said that, make sure you love yourself too, enough to be all you can be and not be limited by all these outside forces into being something youre not.


 No.87520

>>85399

this is just sick. can someone explain to me how is it spiritual/constructive?


 No.87522

>>87520

Its supposed to be but OP's stance isn't.

Why the fuck do you think there are so many people swarming to warn him? Did you miss that?


 No.87530

File: 8752304d9ba96d1⋯.webm (9.7 MB, 960x540, 16:9, 1458592119.webm)

>>87281

reminds of the vore thread that was on here. Good times.


 No.87541

>>85399

tl;dr?


 No.87543

>>87541

Just read the first few posts in the screencap and skim the thread, you'll get the gist.


 No.88122

>>85399

poor guy…


 No.88183

>>85399

why would one have such fetishes?

how are they good for anyone?

and why create something that abuses you?!


 No.88312

>>86628

Sounds like heaven, many christians are happy, they do they exact same thing with jesus.


 No.89017

>>85399

Why do some people want such things happening to them?

And how being submissive is 'enlightening'?

Serious questions.


 No.89151

>>85399

putting oneself at the mercy of a psychotic tulpa-girl with femdom fetish

enjoying the think she can put you out of existence by just wishing that

becoming that powerless and intentionally giving her more and more power

obeying a being who is using you like a mere toy for her own sick pleasure

why?!


 No.89798

File: a44bb72d9100a1d⋯.png (10.71 KB, 413x183, 413:183, 7483747337982.png)

I know this is off-topic, but has anyone still got the pdf of pic related, it was in the thread.


 No.90691

File: 2da91c9f640380d⋯.png (2.08 MB, 1600x5000, 8:25, 1483747337734.png)

Just gonna leave this here.


 No.90696

>>89798

In which thread was it?


 No.90708


 No.90709

>>90708

I was thinking I knew what book they were talking about, but the file size doesn't match.


 No.90740

Seek help from a trained mental health professional.

Actually all those people are degenerate drug addict psychopaths who are secretly in that field to treat their own illness, but please seek help. Everywhere I go I just become more embarassed with this species. Can you faggots please tap into your sanity and do something for the fucking world? Why would you want multiple personalities unless you've determined you are a failure, and if that's the case, why the fuck are you on a board full of people trying to evolve beyond the mundane?

(6. Do not sit on the default flag or post with no flag all the time.)

 No.90760

>>90740

Reported, heh.


 No.90815


 No.90816

>>90740

>Why would you want multiple personalities unless you've determined you are a failure

This. I know people that just want to be normal again, stop spitting on those people with this shitty tulpa usage.

At least make a tulpa slave, not a dominatrix.


 No.90817

>>90691

Tulpa threads are the best. I wish more people would experiment with Tulpas before they kill themselves.

I need to make an infograph with instructions or something.


 No.90818

>>85399

Also this gave me a "the matrix" vibe.

Pity I can't help but question the motives of superiors.

What can I say, I liked poking holes in cling wrap as a kid, and cracking eggs. :^)


 No.90819

>>86627

>at least he does what he loves most…

>conditioned to do X until he submits

>what he loves the most

All things, including god, can submit. It's all about the threshold and fightback ability.

I for one can barely take insults without meeting it or hurting the person.

There are always flaws in others abilities. That is why I never trust them. Trusting people hurts because I see the flaws in their leadership.


 No.90878

The first rule of DID club is you do not talk about DID club


 No.90879

>>90817

How bout you kill yourself and the rest of us live?


 No.90894

Think about my shitty asshole. Think about all the disgusting smelly poop hanging from my butthole. Yuck!


 No.90930

http://community.tulpa.info/thread-switching-guide-on-how-to-switch

Has anyone switched or allowed posession before? I've been building my own tulpa for a week now and I'm curious what others accomplished.


 No.91350

>>85399

How did this end?

Did the OP get spiritually consumed by his tulpa?

Physically ended up in her ass or pussy as her toy?

Does OP even exist anymore?


 No.92797

>>85399

rip anon


 No.94418

>>90930

Mine was just able to move my hands/fingers around slowly, we didn't go any further because it's not super exciting (and I was a high schooler with a short attention span). I don't 100% remember what it felt like, but it is definitely noticeably different from just moving your hands on your own, and you aren't aware of how they will move ahead of time. Another thing you can try that is much easier is something I figured out that I would call "assisted possession." Basically, you are in control of your hands but you move them in accordance with the will of your tulpa. It's not the tulpa itself moving them, which makes it easier and faster. The basic principle I had in mind was that since you're in the same brain, you can communicate non-verbally. The tulpa communicates its will to you and your hands follow. We played Minecraft and she built a house at the bottom of a lake with baby chickens in it. You may find that your tulpa is better or worse than you at certain games, or at the very least has a different playing style. It just depends on how its personality is and how much closer it is to your subconscious than you are.


 No.94425

>>94418

>subconcious

>muh materialist nihilism

>IT'S ALL IN YOUR BRAIN BRO

[OBULLISHITISM INTENSIFIES]


 No.96890

>>85399

R.I.P.


 No.96917

>>90691

I preferred reading this one tbh. At least he was trying to get help.

Well, that shakes off any illusions I've ever had about creating such entities…

Unless the purpose of these posts is in fact to misinform us, limiting our potential.


 No.96919

One of two things could be happening here. Either he went to create a tulpa but accidentally got something else which enjoys torturing him and most likely leeches off of him. Or, he went to create a tulpa, and discovered a way of destroying yourself to achieve a masochistic state of gnosis.

>>86627

I agree. He chose this completely, who are we to tell him what is in his best interest? If it makes him feel amazing and he accepts the risks then what is the problem?

>>86628

see above


 No.97412

File: 0afaf26085bdcb4⋯.jpg (88.44 KB, 1280x720, 16:9, maxresdefault[1].jpg)

How do you keep a tulpa in it's role? Would dehumanizing your tulpa make it easier to control? I think a magical protector could be very useful when I astral project.


 No.97413

File: 5ad8f76e4bfec0d⋯.mp4 (3.06 MB, 402x598, 201:299, riCxAbs[1].mp4)

>>97412

you need to give it pets and tell it it's a good boy

pic related, me comforting my tulpa while trapped in the cage of mortal existence


 No.97416

>>97413

>you need to give it pets and tell it it's a good boy

like a stuffed animal or do I have to make a dumber tulpa for my tulpa?


 No.97433

File: ce0be6f483857cd⋯.jpg (537.67 KB, 2970x1739, 2970:1739, skyrim_equipment_weapon_im….jpg)

So I read an article on Alexandra David Neel's experience and what it had in common with the chan tulpas was that it seemed that attempting to give them complicated emotions and ability to reason allows them to stretch the limits of the abilities granted to them.

I'm beginning to theorize that making them have specific roles such as defender and attacker would be easier to keep them in line and possibly giving the tulpa a sense of purpose. A shield to defend my mind when I'm away and a sword for the dangers in the universe


 No.97434

File: e00741ca5017367⋯.jpg (122.92 KB, 458x730, 229:365, rtulpa.jpg)

This board is going to be the doom of me. Now I'm considering superimposing a tulpa on my gf's appearance


 No.97440

>>87520

Fairly certain that the early Tibetans who practiced the art of tulpamancy weren't unstable KSVs. I would be more shocked if a tulpa created by someone like the OP in that thread managed to help him rebuild his life rather than be what he desired, to be dominated by a female presence.


 No.97960

>>97413

I loved watching this video. Thank you for posting this video.


 No.97962

File: e96eb4a874a05ef⋯.jpg (42.01 KB, 666x540, 37:30, Father_and_Son.jpg)


 No.98089

I enjoyed reading about this idea i even researched it because of this thread. i don't quite know how to take it… or better said We lol. Sorry not that i'm putting the idea down or anything but based on what i learned tonight i have been living with two of them for a long time, there was a third until i burnt the bitch out of me… anyways if you were to banish one could you bring it back?


 No.98103

File: 41522ed250788b8⋯.gif (3.65 MB, 494x232, 247:116, giphy[1].gif)

>>98089

yes, apparently if you focus on a tulpa you 'killed' continuously they could come back. I haven't started forcing yet but I have talked to myself in my head most of life. I'm really trying to get the personality right and the metaphysical creation steps seem to require a bit of chi training.

I want to use a tulpa to help with deduction. In the Limitless TV show when the MC took the drug 'NZT' his subconscious separated to help his mind cope with the influx of short term information. Seems handy.


 No.98105

>>98103

Thank you, mine started around high-school and i did not know anyone else like this who actually held full conversations with said personifications. The first one showed up after an intense series of dreams and later two more followed. We use to argue a lot and in generally the first one was very strong willed and seemed to be full of darkness and anger. I figured it would be best if i just burned it out of me before i ever let myself screw up while taking it's advice. The second one i also ended up locking away but that way behind metal blocks, probably the strongest in comparison to a full flushed out personality, the personality would actual appear in dreams and challenge me at times it was really weird. the last two have stayed with me and often "help" me handle situations i am not strong enough for. such as if i am dealing with to much fear i hand the controls per say over to the first one and he helps my get rid of my fear in place of mild… insanity.

honestly though i have never had a name for them this whole tulpa thing is new to me. Yea we argue and bicker but we also have a lot of meaningful discussions. i miss they two i removed because i feel like i handled it wrong and i want them back now. For me they have always just been very powerful personifications.

That said your idea is actually amazing, like i said i mostly use mine as companions or handling situations i can't. but to use them in the way your talking about would be incredibly helpful. it would be like giving yourself dedicated ram. (also a huge fan of limitless)


 No.98106

File: 10613e6e026a937⋯.jpg (98.97 KB, 736x520, 92:65, 6a5da70dd08c739c6ae6bb3d0b….jpg)

>>98105

scrap em all and start over with one. You can't lose your sense of self. Sounds like you made some loose tulaps that probably formed from random emotions you had at that stage of your life.

You should start anew and really focus on the personality aspect of tulpa forming to split your spirit into a beneficial partner rather than somebody just taking room in your head waiting until you're so disassociated it takes over. Don't be so frivolous with your spirit and sense of self.


 No.98219

>>98106

I think i'll keep them, i have had them for so long and i am a very sentimental person. Even if they can be a problem sometimes they have been there for me during my hardest times and helped me through a lot of issues.


 No.98235

>>98219

You need to make a private space in your head and meditate alone bruh. I'm very serious about this do not get lost in your own head, it'll never be beneficial to be a walking party.


 No.98236

>>98105

Do you at all think it is possible that these are outside entities instead of internal creations?


 No.98239

>>98236

It's possible, but I think it's unlikely given how they react to him. Especially when he threatens them. Which I personally think it's unwise to frequently lord power over your creations as that may turn them against you. The tyrant is an enemy to all.


 No.98246

>>98236

It's not something i ever thought about but honestly i would have to say no, (as i hear otherwise, mixed with laughing). But no, while i do agree the idea is possible that such an entity could come to your mind of it's own will giving you the idea that it's your own mind creating it i'm pretty sure these personas were created because of my dreams at the time. after reading this thread though i think i am going to start summoning them in my dreams to see if i can get a better feeling for them… possible stop these moments where they seem to go silent lately.


 No.98248

>>98239

i never viewed what i was doing as threatening, yes to the lording power… i mean absolutely as it's my body and me who has to deal with the consequences of any actions i take. so yea i often remind them who's body it is but i never really threaten the two who are still with me.

If you mean that what i did with the other two were threatening that's because the first one i burnt out was a problem and the second one i locked away… it honestly felt if things kept going in that direction i would not have remained on control. So i only got rid of them because i felt they were a threat. and as i said i feel like i handled that poorly but i don't know how to get the one i burnt away back and i spent the last 10 years creating mental barriers around the second one which i don't seem to be capable of taking down no matter how much i try.


 No.98410

>>85399

any opinions on her saying she is an Aeon?

also: becoming a servant to a powerful entity like this - is it a great spiritual ascension or an absolute degeneration?


 No.98443

>>98410

Does Aeon have any significant meaning? did an online search but i cant find anything.


 No.98619

Is OP's desire to become one with his goddess the final endgame, the meaning of life and a way of achieving nirvana?


 No.98621

>>98410

>>98443

what is Aeon?

what is Aeon in the context of the OP's story?


 No.98655

>>98621

In context to OP a Aeon is an emanation of a supreme deity


 No.98661

>>98655

can you really contact a deity like that?

would such deity behave the way Ni does?


 No.98668

>>98661

You could contact a deity like that

i doubt it would act like Ni unless it was fairly malevolent


 No.98688

>>98668

why do you think what she does to OP is malevolent?


 No.98705

>>98688

Ni forces OP to do whatever fetish she wants until he learns to like it

"Strangely enough she was concerned with this situation saying she cannot accept things that i do not enjoy as well. Sounds pretty good? But her solution is that from now on she will be doing this everyday until i learn to like it" no kind or reasonable person much less a spirit would do something like that to someone.


 No.98706

>>98705

Ni only behaved like that because the OP invited her to. He was a suck-up and nearly every aspect of his personality screamed "I'm prey." Ni did the right thing by giving him a worthwhile use in feeding a greater being. He didn't have the aspirations nor the personality to achieve greatness, and doing so by proxy through Ni is the closest he could come.


 No.98709

>>98706

Its true i will admit that all this happened because OP was a faggot


 No.98754

>>98706

>Ni did the right thing by giving him a worthwhile use in feeding a greater being.

how can someone's tulpa be greater than that person?

>nearly every aspect of his personality screamed "I'm prey."

why is it that wrong? better than behaving like a primitive predator.


 No.98765

>>98754

>how can a person's child be better than them

Inb4 hurf durf tulpas are in your brain bro muh materialism


 No.98838

>>98765

then what is tulpa?


 No.98862

>>98754

Did you read the picture? She didn't precede from him afaik, she just showed up for some spiritual food when he sent out a beacon.

>why is that wrong?

It isn't wrong, it's just the way he was and the way Ni is, and therefore the natural order of things is that he should merge into her. It's primitive, but that doesn't make it wrong.


 No.98863

>>98862

*proceed, not precede


 No.98873

>>98862

>he should merge into her. It's primitive

why is it primitive?

what will/would/had happened to OP if he merge with her?


 No.98885

>>98873

I'm just referring to the predator-prey dynamic in general, not necessarily the way the process takes place here. When a predator eats the prey, the prey dies but it gets to become a part of something superior. For the OP's sake, I hope that's what happened to him on a spiritual level, because it's the best possible use for him.


 No.98887

>>98885

let's assume OP was consumed by his tulpa.

how can a tulpa live on without the host?


 No.98889

>>98887

It takes control of his vessel. His spirit becomes lost in the vastness of his Tulpas being( that he created). It's all kinds of fucked up.


 No.98891

>>98889

>His spirit becomes lost in the vastness of his Tulpas being

Sounds hot


 No.98921

>>98891

"Soul vore" is a somewhat popular fantasy within certain niche communities.

>>98887

Based on what Ni said about herself, I'm not so sure she was the OP's creation. She seemed to be a foreign spirit that found a great opportunity and took it. That being said, with a legit tulpa taking over it would probably be like (movie spoiler alert) Fight Club but more spiritual and a different ending.


 No.98950

>>98921

what is "soul vore"?

what communities?


 No.98957

>>98950

vorephillia is a fetish about giantesses eating you and shit

so you can imagine what soul vore might be


 No.98960

File: 5aee06ac1ee789b⋯.jpg (Spoiler Image, 417.46 KB, 988x1006, 494:503, IMG_9078.JPG)

>>98950

/d/, /vore/, Eka's Portal, and their denizens mostly.


 No.98967

>>98957

>>98960

I have the weirdest boner right now…


 No.98977

File: e1b87b069cf7d7b⋯.jpg (Spoiler Image, 1.15 MB, 1200x5357, 1200:5357, IMG_9083.JPG)

>>98967

This is the last one I'll post, but honest question: where have you been your whole life? I first saw this stuff in middle school.


 No.99133

>>98957

>>98960

>>98967

>>98977

stop advocating this!

it is a degenerative and destructive idea for the soul!

do not create a tulpa like that! >>85399


 No.99138

>>99133

it's hot/interesting to think about though.

POST MOAR

personally I have a very dominant personality, but I am also virgin by choice aka celibate so everything is hot to me

BUT at the same time I wish I could like, make someone else clean my room, if you know what I mean…


 No.99139


 No.99143

>>99133

If another person makes this kind of tulpa or meets this kind of spirit, we get to have another epic thread.

>>99138

Go here, somebody posted the majority of the best comic in circulation: http://boards.4chan.org/d/thread/7448357 and on Aryion.com. The best artists are Karbo, Aesir, TheBoogie, Utopia, Fuyunon, Jitensha, Shyguy9, MementoMori, Camel, Tsavo, and Byoki-desu, among others.


 No.99230

>>99139

>>99143

no no anything like soul vore? I don't want to be consumed, I want to be dominated mentally, assimilated. I'm sick of interacting with pansys


 No.99232

wow that giant pic made my computer hang longer than it took me to roll my weed

anyways. it's fake. the guy is a roleplayer. if it was serious, do you really think he would have such appropriate vore images? the pictures and posts are calculated

if it was real, and OP was assimilated, he is certainly a tranny now. a degenerate blue haired 2 bit whore on the streets. or dead. they both sounded retarded


 No.99238

>>99232

He would have the appropriate pictures because the same lingering interest in such things that attracted Ni to him also inspired him, at other times, to collect such material. It would be like somebody having a foot fetish, and as a result they end up with a girlfriend with great feet and they also have many pictures of feet stored. It's not one symptom causing the other, it's both symptoms being caused by the same underlying mental tendency.

>>99230

Go to the aryion galleries and look for the tag "soul vore." I'm not going to spoonfeed you any more than that, lest you become a manchild and I a manmother.


 No.99241

>>99238

be my manmother bby


 No.99468

>>98838

A spirit made inside the mind. A tulpa can leave the body, and become an egregore or godform.


 No.99469

>>99468

>A tulpa can leave the body, and become an […] godform.

how?

did Ni from OP's story become a godform?


 No.99489

>>99469

What if all of us reading that story is actually feeding Ni more energy?


 No.99503

>>99489

Good point.

Maybe Ni replaced OP as the host and now she controls his body.

This way she may spread this story to gain even more energy.


 No.99668

>>86744

>>86627

OP is still alive, and posting itt, it seems.


 No.99815

>>86627

>>86744

The ancient buddhist/yogi would expel people who get lost in their created delusions


 No.99818

>>99815

Tell us more. Why would they do this? What's the explanation that the ancients offer? A corruption of the higher chakras? Of what makes us human?


 No.99820

>>99818

>As the Tibetan use of the tulpa concept is described in the book Magical Use of Thoughtforms, the student was expected to come to the understanding that the tulpa was just a hallucination. While they were told that the tulpa was a genuine deity, "The pupil who accepted this was deemed a failure – and set off to spend the rest of his life in an uncomfortable hallucination."[7]

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Tulpa#Tibetan_Buddhism


 No.99822

>>99818

Seems like accepting anything else as the master of your mind is deemed as failure


 No.99823

>>99820

>>99822

These posts lead me to believe OP got trolled hard by mental magicians


 No.99959

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vZ56AjaO2fg

Best example of someone taken over by their "Tulpa" I can think of in a work of fiction.


 No.100036

File: f25d6cd20f84e58⋯.jpg (1.85 MB, 3840x2400, 8:5, fight_club_tyler_durden_br….jpg)

>>99959

Nope. It was fight club


 No.101878

wtf? is op dead?


 No.102071

Could a female tulpa created by a male mind ever truly be female?

Or is it just a visual definition of what the male thinks is female?

In doing such is this an attempt to bypass the system to acquire the balance of masculine and feminine?


 No.102074

>>102071

My tulpa is female. I think because humanity has such a large collective recollection of what it's like to be female, assuming you aren't just subconsciously puppeteering your tulpa and you don't have overly skewed views of how females function (like 90% of people on 8chan), it should work okay depending on your competence with thoughtforms. Every brain certainly seems to have aspects of both the masculine and femenine natures, and I've seen research suggesting the gay male brain is more similar to the straight female brain than it is to the straight male brain. My guess is that outside of hormonal and cultural bounds, every competent human brain has the potential to exhibit male or female behavior.


 No.102079

>>102074

I generally find myself to be on the masculine spectrum of energy. Does this mean I have to attract a foreign entity to make such a companion feasible?


 No.102083

>>102079

I think if you just get in tune with your feminine side, that would be easier. But foreign entities sure are fun!


 No.102402

File: f53396d92fc74c0⋯.jpg (65.53 KB, 638x479, 638:479, who-is-tyler-durden-3-638.jpg)

>>100036

Is there a way to do what the main character of Fight Club did but in real life and without disastrous consequences if something goes out of plan? I'm talking about making up an identity of the person you wish you were and actually pretend you're that person when you're talking to other people. Someone who looks the way you want to look, has the job you want to have,lives the way you want to live. I did that sometimes while talking to strangers and the confidence boost I got was insane, even though I didn't believe anything I said, it's like I really was the person I made up in my head.


 No.102403

>>102402

Aziz Shavershian created Zyzz, Eminem created Slim Shady, plenty of successful people have used alter egos.


 No.102405

>>102403

Bear in mind that Zyzz killed Aziz, and Slim Shady almost killed Marshall, he had to get plenty of therapy to get rid of it.


 No.102409

File: 48776e8941c13f2⋯.jpg (6.28 KB, 306x204, 3:2, 1177381286641912377712349a….jpg)

>>102402

>>102403

Creating an alternate personality and dissassociating yourself from your true identity is not recommended and actually incredibly unhealthy and stupid to induce into yourself. You should try to integrate alter-egos or sub-personalities into your own not let things take control over you and use alien personas to deal with your self-hatred. You may do it a couple of times and not have many problems but if you start using that as the legitimate way to deal with your problems you are gonna end up with long black-outs and feeling completely torn in terms of identity, alter-egos battling for control of your body, a total confusion as to who you actually are which leads to all sorts of other problems with mood/hearing voices etc. You shouldn't glorify silly films like fight club and try to emulate essentially the lowest down and out depressed and can't handle life maniacs of society. If you are even asking such a question as "Why shouldn't I just pretend I'm a fictional character instead of being myself?" then you are already on a slippery slope. I am guessing you are quite young also, dealing with your problems in anyway can go well at younger ages, but when it becomes a habitual way of thinking and you let it develop in your later years that shit can do irreversible damage to your psychology. In my interpretation Tyler Durden doesn't represent the everyman (which by the rest of the statement is also a totally oxymoronic thing to say) but instead represents resentment, hatred, a lust for destruction and disgust, the misery of others, selfishness, disordered personality due to parental abandonment, a deluded psycho who doesn't even realise who he really is and what other people see. Instead of just pretending you are someone else and creating some character to LARP as you should be mature grow up and form your true-self into a better thing than it is now - anything else is just an escape and mentally ill exemption from reality.


 No.102435

>>85399

I get angry whenever I read that screen cap. That level of time and energy put into a degenerate sexual fetish shows how much of an absolute failure OP was.


 No.102443

>>102435

Like most of the faggots here "fucking" their tulpas or succubus…aka their imaginairy girlfriends. Absolute fucking beta degenerates. I stopped frequenting this board almost completely because of this. Give me community of actual glorious magicians


 No.102445

>>102443

Let me know when you find it. Post it in the questions thread.

Better to initiate some cool friends into it and get that shit organized. Ground up sort of thing.


 No.102446

File: 64c64a197f12637⋯.jpg (335.88 KB, 894x894, 1:1, 3b0a037046bd17fc60d20cc2ed….jpg)

Do people here actually believe that tulpa story was real? To me that OP just seemed like a attention-seeking faker reeling off his shitty ERP


 No.102481

File: be4bfc7c7eabf6c⋯.jpg (49.88 KB, 598x799, 598:799, cd05454ab75b4fe63241a2ed71….jpg)

>>102446

I think a lot of people don't realise how many bullshit artists these kinds of forums can become a haven for. Most of them are written out in the manner you would expect to find on creepypasta and it is easy to see how a good writer with some imagination could hitch a ride on others beliefs and interests. Artists who would never have been listened to or had no chance of ever getting heard can now think creatively onto how to manipulate a larger audience, hoaxes, stories, fake pictures, videos etc… I imagine to a lot of people these things are like art projects and little things they create to spark little cult followings.

Aside from those points though there is no real way to prove it one way or the other and as long as it stays within a sensible context I think stuff like this could happen (or someone be so mentally ill as to actually think it is happening). The thing with /x/ or even sites like 8ch in general there are always people you think are so ridiculous that they must be memeing or its all just an act and a joke but then you end up seeing so many 100% confirmed cases and just plain unbeliveable people with strange cases that the bar of reality and bullshit is lowered far greater than whatever you first imagine.


 No.102734

>>99820

I got the actual book and not just the wikipedia article. And studied vajrayana buddhism. The lesson wasn't just to show that the deity giving blessings was a hallucination, but the monks own sense of self was a hallucination as well. Too bad all you soul believers are too egocentric to let that slip thro. Smalltime


 No.103146

>>102071

>implying Ni is a tulpa and not something else


 No.103157

>>103146

>implying there's a consequential difference between the two

Thoughtforms are thoughtforms.


 No.103227

>>103157

Unless it was not a thoughtform/tulpa.

She said she is an Aeon.

Or she might be a demon.


 No.103231

>>103227

Demons are thoughtforms. People are thoughtforms. Objects are thoughtforms. Ideas are thoughtforms. Read Magical Use of Thoughtforms and think about the Principle of Mentalism.


 No.103251

>>103231

This. Everything is composed of thoughtforms.


 No.103252

>>103231

Ideas might be thoughts without the form I suppose though. If there is any form present, it's a thoughtform. Also Daimon aka Socrate's Tulpa aka the origin of the word "Demon" is a thoughtform. Thoughtform is such a general word like "entity". Entity describes anything with behaviour/intelligence. So objects like a ball aren't entities unless the ball is somehow possessed of behaviours, e.g. it's a talking ball.


 No.104621

the guy in op's pic is such a degenerate


 No.108180

>>104621

that guy is:

- into sexual spirituality - checked

- into giantesses/Nephilim - checked

- capable of creating a tulpa - checked

- able to control his energy flow - checked

- STO - checked

- having a Deity/paranormal talk to him - checked

imho he is pretty based in /fringe/ terms, don't you think?


 No.108893

>>108180

You have a point.


 No.108999

how can i make a tulpa? serious question


 No.109001


 No.109002

>>108999

Just spend time imagining a sentient being with various qualities and do this repeatedly every day and get emotionally invested in it. It feeds off of the emotions you concentrate into it and comes alive.


 No.109605

>>87530

what vore thread?


 No.110668

>>108180

totally agree


 No.110676

File: b5e426b628563dc⋯.png (202.26 KB, 640x319, 640:319, tumblr_static_filename_640….png)

I think I'm accidentally creating a tulpa that's feeding off my negative thoughts, which is completely opposite of what I intended.

I've been considering making a tulpa for several months due to being unhappy in my relationship and station in life, read the guides and know the steps to make one but never put actual practices into continuous use.

Lately though I've been having serious mental dialogue with myself whenever I feel angry, frustrated, afraid, etc. and now whenever I get upset at something I hear a voice in my head that justifies it. I didn't notice it at first but it's definitely there. I don't think it's fully developed yet but I think this thoughtform would be self-destructive due to what it was created with.


 No.110677

File: 99df2f42e86d364⋯.png (266.65 KB, 500x299, 500:299, zyzz-progression.png)

>>102403

>>102405

Them feels, I was a halfshit /fit/ poster when Zyzz was still alive, those were good years but now that I'm not dead and in a serious relationship I have a feeling like I lost my identity.


 No.110832

>>85399

Is this thread still alive somewhere?

Is OP alive?


 No.111035

>>85399

Ni = Lilith ?


 No.111041

File: d6b07a4d6473592⋯.gif (1.42 MB, 400x560, 5:7, 1507660744479.gif)

Wow, so /fringe/ truly is just larping and degenerates

Greetings from /pol/, learn to magic, nerds




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