>>22971
Shy boy scores with 1st gf at 21.
Sort of role-reversal situation. He studies philosophy, she studies business. She doesn't care about mush and feel stuff. But she needs sex, so he has to perform. He has to tell her "I love you" every time they meet (she never says it, it's a given).
She makes fun of him ("you make me laugh"), fantasizes about a MFM threesome (and tells him). She doesn't hide that she's not satisfied, she jokes about him being "premature".
After they have sex, she turns her back and falls asleep.
But one day, boy tries to fall asleep, his back to hers, far apart, on the side, as usual. Suddenly he feels an arm embracing him from behind, holding him. For no reason.
Boy doesn't move. He thinks "WHY do you do this? WHY now?". Confronted with the 1st opportunity, this time, to make fun of HER, he thinks about vengeance.
He takes revenge by not moving at all, like the holding was bothering him.
Boy tests girl.
Can she handle doubt, like he always does? Can she give without getting?
Minutes pass
Doubt becomes warmth, warmth becomes bliss.
Boy holds girl's hand that holds him.
Boy feels like crying, girl is strong and noone strong ever touched him that way : for the 1st time he dscovers the feeling every child discovers in infancy : protection.
He feels so good, he turns around, and kiss her passionately. Girl welcomes it, and returns. They kiss wildly and spontaneously. They can't get enough of each other.
Finally, boy spoons girl as a reward, and she falls asleep cosily in his arms.
Boy has been thinking about this every night for 10 years.