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You are the resistance.

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This Thread is dedicated to the Dissemination and discussion of information pertaining to the basic mechanics and treatments of Regenerative Medicine, Primarily as it relates to neuro-pshychological health. Whatever your symptoms may be it is important to understand that the body and mind are linked together and often in order to effectively treat ones symptoms they must both be cleansed. Throughout this thread I will recommend various products, most of which I have tested myself. I do not profit from my endorsement of these products in any tangible way and I do so for the purpose of waging socioeconomic warfare against the pharmaceutical industry and so I may gather feedback on their effectiveness at treating various conditions. All products I present are chosen based on their purity and cost effectiveness. If you decide to purchase different products from the ones suggested here then I advise you not to purchase them from amazon or whole foods because Jeff Bezos and his corporation are engaged in monopolistic practices.

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I notice that I forgot to mention the importance of magnesium supplementation in my original posts. magnesium is the second most demanded nutrient of the body and most people are to some extent deficient in it. ensuring that one has enough magnesium will improve energy levels cognitive function and a host of other functions.



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There was once a music thread in here. It's time for it's revival.

Share your personal theme songs!

(Mine if you're ever curious: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9KF_6E7AfJ0)

First picks: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pug7eKPcRb4 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1fa0tFkEREE

These song really puts the cherry on top of the cake that is the Metroid franchise on Gamecube/Wii. They gives not only a sense of trouble during the final boss fights, but also adds a feel of utmost urgency to the situation.

Coupled with incredible sound effects, these songs really adds the last ingredient into a video-game to make you slide at the of your seat while you dive into full immersion mode.

Bonus pick: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vxiE5Pz-62s

From Freedom Fighters, once again the final battle theme which has a really great Metroid feel to it.

I know i posted vidya OSTs, but you can share kind of music you like!

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Feels that don't deserve their own thread

How do you feel, anon? How was your day?

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i worry about going to student's society meeting

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I was gonna write this big, long story about my problems.

Express how i emotionally felt, that ive flet x way for y time..

It doesn't matter.

I need to talk to someone, i professional if i can manage it.

I've spoken to numerous people of my life of the various issues.I get ignored, to be short.

So, this may be completely obvious, but how to i start a life of getting help??!?

The mental kind, something is wrong.

I can feel something is wrong, but never seem to be able to do anything about it.

How do i ask for mental health assistance, without causing i huge problem?

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Derealization also happens due to trauma

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So, I'm currently in euphoria and I'll tell you why; I found the cause of my dissasociation.

If you don't know what that is, it's when you go into a numb-ish state and separate your mind from your reality. It's basically a coping method so you don't feel pain. I've had this for who knows how long, and I haven't felt "Alive" in YEARS, until today, I'm fucking lucid you guys! I actually feel grounded to reality!


I have ADHD as well, but I'll have another thread for that one.

Since I have ADHD, I'll make this short. Grew up with a dysfunctional single mother, I was a toddler, she was an alcoholic and had times where she went to the hospital due to kidney failures. Fastforward, 8 years old, I was a spaz, brother did drugs, schizophrenia develops. Fast forward a few years, I am 10, brother goes into forced rehab since he's beaten my mom a few times thinking she is doing satanic rituals on him, and has planted a baby baphomet inside him, he is whisked to the nuthouse and comes back a zombie-ish person, all is well, for now.

Fast forward more years, I am 15, brother has a psychotic breakdown due to taking the wrong medicine, breaks all the windows in our apartment with his fists, spergs the fuck out, screams obscenities at my mom, threatening to kill her, my 3 year old sister is in the same room, being held by my 19 year old sister, I'm 5 feet away from him, frozen in his gaze, blood running down his arms, knife in hand, I am still frozen, completely powerless, catatonic. Somehow, my mom tells him our grandparents are outside, he loves them, so he goes outside to check, I bolt the fuck to the door, slam it shut and LOCK the bitch, then "You expected grandparents, no! It was us, the cops!", bro gets shot by rubber bullets, immediately snaps into his regular friendly persona and all is normal, but goes back into nuthouse. Schizophrenia is fucking crazy.

I go to the futon, shards and all, lay on it, bawl my fucking eyes out, nobody is there to comfort me, never felt lonelier in my life. BPost too long. Click here to view the full text.

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Left my psychiatrist a note, went back into Zoloft but still feel shitty and can't focus. It's like the wellbutrin ruined what I had going with it.

I know she is going to refuse to give me a stim because she thinks I'm a junkie or something. This is horrible.


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Alright. Zoloft has settled once more, I am stable again, I feel good. Thank the lord.

I really want my shrink to give me a stim, antidepressants won't work for ADHD, I've already found what works for my depression/trauma anyways.


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Wow. I had a breakdown at work, but it was in the best possible situation.

The receptionist was arguing with a temporary supervisor because he was being a hardass without getting to know us, fast foward, we have a stalemate, begin to understand each other and open up about respect and our misunderstanding.

He tells us his story and it triggered one of my flashbacks, I start hyperventilating and start fucking screaming. Obviously, no one calls the cops because they know me, and can take it into their own hands if need be, which is what I like about them.

I calmed down, and we bonded over our breaking points lmao. Still feel on edge, but it's fucking weird how I actually managed to burst at that moment.


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>Open thread

>Mention Israel

</Pol/tards trolls come

<mode close thread and blame me


Maybe DON'T give them attention?

Why are you using TOR, by the way?


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Oh, boo fucking hoo. You have literally any other website on the internet you can go to if you don't want to be bullied for being a jew. Choke on my nuts if you think I'm going to give 8chan up easily.

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What keeps you guys awake at night filled with a pit in your stomach and regrets in your brain, anons? Do you generally make regretful mistakes often in your day to day or did you majorly fuck up in a few split second decisions that made you this way?


I always think I can do better, even if what I did was fine enough.

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So I have felt those feelings for almost my entire life, but in the last 4 months it gotten sever, and of course it doesn't help I have been also severely depressed on and off during this time. This morning after seen so many people at the train station and in Uni , I was nauseated; I just hate seeing random people, I hate interacting with people (and lately I mostly dealt with assholes). I don't have much of a friends and I only like my family. Does anybody have similar experiences and good ways to cope/deal with it ?

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Good one. Checked.



You don't even spell it right.


>pro zionist


Yes, as long as you're not white you're supported by liberalism.

<hurr derr poltard libertarian "jokes" are so funny

<People make useless spams

And you chose to flip a tit rather than hiding the posts.


Take kratom you pissy jew



Take cyanide useless poltard



>Posting a thread in mental in hope to get some help by well-experienced and understanding anons

>mentions Israel

<thread turns into /pol/tard crossboarder


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This is a very unproductive thread. I'm sorry OP, I'm going to lock it. If you really need help, don't lash out in anger.

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I know this seems kind of cliche, but lately I'm getting pretty worried. You see, I am quite the hermit NEET, and due to this I have talked to myself since I was a kid. This was completely benign, I would make up imaginary adventures with friends and whatnot, but as I've grown up, the fantasies that I talk about seem to be getting worse and worse. Sometimes, when no one's around, I say things on repeat, like "I want/need to kill myself", "I have to die", "You're a waste of space, you deserve to burn in hell", and other stuff. Suicide, of course, has been on my mind for ages, but now, now I'm beginning to talk about my tendencies out loud. As it is, I nearly said I wanted to kill myself in front of my mother, just from the sheer habit of me saying it to myself countless times when I was alone in my room.

My dad has a gun in his shed, and I've been thinking of using it, but if I do I know my mother will blame him for it and make him sell his gun. He loves that gun. If I go through with my death wish, I'll have to use a different one, perhaps in the car away from the house. The only trouble is that I'm a poorfag, so I might just go the rout of hanging myself. I've found a nice, abandoned building to do it in, that way no one will find my body.

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I've never said anything to my family. They don't know that I want to die. There has been a few close calls, but as far as they're concerned, I'm just going through a phase of teen angst. Again, I've always been a hermit, so it's nothing new to them when I hide away in my room. Also, if I leave then there will be no one to look after my autistic sister when the folks croak. That's also why I haven't killed myself.


I think I talk to myself sometimes. I definitely mutter to myself a lot in public. Any tips on how to reduce this? should I bite my tongue, grind my teeth a bit? What can I do?


I talk to myself all the time, I feel very weak when I do, like I have no self control. I like to pretend someone is there, like a friend or some shit. I don't know if my neihboprs can hear it ,so I keep it quiet and speak like I'm on the phone or recording an LP or something.



Muttering to yourself MAY be a sign of ADHD, along with not doing anything from yourself.

It's very common, I'd say a bit more common than depression

COULD you tell me more about what you feel?


You alive?


Hi /mental/,

First time posting here. I have anxiety and depression. It doesn't get in the way of work (IT network technician), but I have a hard time with relationships out side of work. I'm 25, still live with my parents, I'm lucky to have a GF (even though she's fat I love her and she genuinely loves me) and I paid off my college debt a year ago because my job pays pretty good. Usually when I'm having anxiety issues I want to leave my GF for ever. The last "episode" I had resulted in us taking a week and a half break before Thanksgiving and that helped up until now. I started seeing a councilor a few weeks before that who was a quack (talking about meridian lines and pseudoscience shit like that) so I switched to a new councilor who's better than the first. However that's not enough so through my work's employee assistance program I'm seeking a psychiatrist. My cousin whose like a brother to me sought out a psychiatrist a few months ago and he's doing much better with his anxiety (runs in the family) but he's taking 4 medications. I only want 1. Also I have a bit of a drinking problem, it usually means that I have $40-60 less in my wallet every week but sometimes it sets off my anxiety a lot and sometimes there no effect at all on it. I've been trying to drink less (like one or two drinks on a Friday and Saturday evening) and usually that's the case in the past few weeks, but last night I drank a whole bottle of wine and had a few shots, then texted my GF that she doesn't need all of my bullshit and she's better off without me. She was calm about it and knew I was depressed at the time, but not drunk. Is it possible to only drink once or twice a week and still keep anxiety under control?

tl;dr what should I ask a psychiatrist for anxiety and depression that I don't have to take every day, only as needed?

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She had worse problems than I do. I don't need that in my life. I wished her well but I can't date someone like that because I know it would eventually bring me down further.


OP here again. I finally got a new job, starting Monday. Better pay than current job. I've been drinking far less (I plan on some beer tonight or tomorrow night to celebrate the career move), but I'm smoking again. CBD helps me sleep, but last night I had some bad anxiety and it kept me up for a few extra hours when I could of used the sleep.

My ex and I started talking and dating again. I've seen her 4 times in the past 2 weeks. She had some negative experiences dating too and we both realized were not too bad together. I plan on getting an apartment once I get my first paycheck from the new job.

Things are looking better than in the beginning of the year for me. To all who helped me in this thread, thank you so much! You might not realize it but you all did help me in some way. How have you all been who are still on this board?



Struggling with ADHD, but better now.



abusing either substance will have negative consequences. I would say that alcohol is the most dangerous of the two though. The resveratol in red wine is healthy but I think you also get it just from eating grapes.


Cannabis is becoming more legal by the day for good reason, the anxious effects of cannabis are more common with sativa strains where's the indica strains and cbd oil can treat anxiety. The legal drugs can be just as dangerous if not more so than the illegal ones. The psychiatrist has one of the highest the rope rates of any profession and all these school shooters are whacked out of their minds on prozac. Psychiatrists are all basically dupes that have been programmed to stunt peoples development and and shill pharmaceuticals. It would be infinitely better to go see a holistic physician and a psychologist. https://jamanetwork.com/journals/jama/article-abstract/347723



The people who shot shit up were going to do it regardless honestly.

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About a year ago I went to a psychiatrist because of horrible academic performance (almost got kicked out of college because of too many failed courses). Got diagnosed with ADHD and got meds for it. It's been a year after and even if I doing better at school, there's things that I still struggle with.

In my 4 years of college I haven't been able to make a single friend. I almost can't look at someone in the eyes with talking with them. This happens even with family and close relatives. I avoid any social interaction because of how awkward and uncomfortable I feel. The ones who know me have always said I'm very intelligent, even though I've never really felt like it.

wtf is wrong with me? Is it just social anxiety or something else? Sometimes I think I may have aspergers but I really don't know.

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When you're watching classes, you feel like you're thinking about other shit and can't focus on what the teacher is saying?



If you do, it may be something done by your government, you should investigate.


I wanna fuck link



It would not be profitable if it did. mainline psychiatric education is heavily subsidized by the pharmaceutical industry, the drugs they sell do not treat the underlying causes of disorder but artificially manage the symptoms, making people dependent upon them. ADHD can be a number of things really, sometimes you get diagnosed with it just because your mind has a different way of learning things that the public schools don't know how to accommodate.



what do you propose to deal with this problem? get rid of mandatory licenses for being a psychiatrist?

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Not sure if I am really an Autist (Asperger tier and actually diagnosed) or just Shizoid. From what I have read Aspies have all symptoms of the schizoid personality disorder as well. The main difference is they have em their whole life while shizoid personality disorder is supposed to develop after puberty.

My mental stability got into a crisis in middle school times and I have all shizoid symptoms. I am mostly absorbed into myself, can't really express emotions through body language and I am distant etc. But I really am not sure if I was always like this.

My mother thinks that it must be Aspergers because I had "a very mature vocabulary" at the age of six already and I guess I did kinda well in school. But yeah. Not sure since I had normal friendships as a kid and wasn't THAT socially awkward or isolating.

So long story short… does anyone here know a way to tell SPD and Aspergers appart for sure? I am hoping there are dome deeper differences in the similar symptoms so I can find out. Thanks in advance.

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>he doesn't know the difference between Shizoid disorder and Shizophrenia

There is the door Outsideradoo



Globally reported.



What was posted? I missed it.



Probably CP or extreme gore. Otherwise the mods wouldn't have reacted so quickly.



That just leads to another room

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>All possible fetishes : scat zoo incest necro cannibalism uro bdsm small penises traps cartel dismembering pain rape…

>feels a lot of emotion but in fact, at the end nothing come out of me

>no future for me, no job, nothing even if i have a strong knowledge in everyting

>honestly want to die

>no family

>fat, multiple hormonal problem, small penis, breast, diabetes, hands shaking like shit everytime, not ugly but i haven't a masculin face

>poor & french

>one friend only and i see it few times a month

>lazy lazy lazy lazy lazy lazy

>fap 5 times a day

I surely forgot a lot of other stuffs but this describe my actual life


You sound a lot like me honestly. Would you let me fuck your pudgy little aspie manpussy?



at least you are not a MAP


Show me your asshole

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What's your score, /mental/?


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>Bonus Round-7

Total: 47 total

I'm ashamed of myself. I'm really just a fat extrovert who never has the opportunity to go out and socialize, I text friends frequently to keep up with them but rarely get invited out. I'm going nowhere in life and my brain is toxic.


55, will be higher once I get an apartment.


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what the fuck im not even that bad




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I've developed an unhealthy obsession with a yg next door. Now as a person with conviction in his beliefs, I will not act on my Impulses or compulsions. Any advice on how to stay healthy and keep these pedophillic thoughts away?

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YG stand for young girl?


I wonder what ever became of this.

I know the struggles of primal urges, not necessarily with young girls though. It takes a large amount of effort to desexualize any female that is in my own mind, I would naturally be attracted to, but cannot be for social reasons.

>already married


>professional that you interact with regularly

>sometimes even family members

The amount of restraint required to quell these thoughts, even only temporarily, is huge.

There's been multiple times in my life where I considered asking my doctor if there is some kind of reverse horny pill.



Yes, yes it does.


Destroy her cunny, anon.


Fuck her brains out, anon.

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