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There was once a music thread in here. It's time for it's revival.

Share your personal theme songs!

(Mine if you're ever curious: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9KF_6E7AfJ0)

First picks: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pug7eKPcRb4 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1fa0tFkEREE

These song really puts the cherry on top of the cake that is the Metroid franchise on Gamecube/Wii. They gives not only a sense of trouble during the final boss fights, but also adds a feel of utmost urgency to the situation.

Coupled with incredible sound effects, these songs really adds the last ingredient into a video-game to make you slide at the of your seat while you dive into full immersion mode.

Bonus pick: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vxiE5Pz-62s

From Freedom Fighters, once again the final battle theme which has a really great Metroid feel to it.

I know i posted vidya OSTs, but you can share kind of music you like!

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>when porn addiction renders you an abject pervert

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Feels that don't deserve their own thread

How do you feel, anon? How was your day?

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i was at furneal today

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This Thread is dedicated to the Dissemination and discussion of information pertaining to the basic mechanics and treatments of Regenerative Medicine, Primarily as it relates to neuro-pshychological health. Whatever your symptoms may be it is important to understand that the body and mind are linked together and often in order to effectively treat ones symptoms they must both be cleansed. Throughout this thread I will recommend various products, most of which I have tested myself. I do not profit from my endorsement of these products in any tangible way and I do so for the purpose of waging socioeconomic warfare against the pharmaceutical industry and so I may gather feedback on their effectiveness at treating various conditions. All products I present are chosen based on their purity and cost effectiveness. If you decide to purchase different products from the ones suggested here then I advise you not to purchase them from amazon or whole foods because Jeff Bezos and his corporation are engaged in monopolistic practices.

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BO is a faggot

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I've been going through a few years of being bounced around between different doctors, They've now told me that they no longer know what to do and they've run out of medication.

I go out and drive so fast that sometimes I lose control and my thought process is the faster I go the less likely I will survive and I can slip out of this life without directly hurting anybody

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How about you quit moping like a little bitch and take your gf out or something. Seriously if your freinds are a bunch of schmucks then just ditch them and get some new ones. Quit jerking off with your own tears and take the fucking supplements. There are people who have been molested multiple times in their childhood who mope less than this okay so how about you consider how lucky you are to not be stuck wearing a diaper because you were abducted and raped by vampires for ten years. If you kill yourself then you're the biggest pussy on the 8ch I swear.



If you think they betrayed you, why would you hurt yourself? That doesn't make sense.



God damn you're a dumb cunt. Mental health doesn't pick and chose who it affects and how it affects them. It doesn't matter to me whether people think my justification is good or not because to me its not worth living over.



Prior to this my friends meant everything to me. I would drop anything for them and every action I took was to further our friendship.

I was constantly depositing into their emotional bank account whilst they were constantly drawing from mine. Sieg Kyle



You describe your friends as parasites. Often the people we surround ourselves with are a reflection of our inner world. If you are no longer valued by them and they have been using you consciously or unconsciously then it is time to part with them. You sound like you need a new batch of friends that will actually be able to support you in a mutualistic relationship. You don't need to kill yourself to feel better you just have to learn to let go of them and embrace a new healthier life. This may be easier for me to say because I don't really develop emotional bonds with people but I do have experience living around negative personalities. They suck the life out of you. The further you distance yourself from such people the better you will feel. Go find a hobby group and branch out into a new social network. Also quit driving like a dunce before you run over some kid.

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Let's get to know each other.

I was diagnosed with severe depression and put into weekly therapy when I was 8 after I started expressing suicidal thoughts. This wasn't prompted by any negative events in my life, and my parents say my behavior didn't ever suddenly start getting worse (aside from telling them I wanted to die instead of just thinking it), which makes me think I was either born depressed or developed depression so early that I might as well have been. I wouldn't be surprised if I was autistic and/or schizoid, too, but I've never been evaluated for those things. Either way, I was NEET for three years after graduating high school, and even though I'm slowly getting my life together now, if someone told me I was going to die tomorrow, I'd think "fuck, what a relief". I don't think I'll ever stop feeling that way.

What about you?

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What's funny is, I used to feel like this. I would often lurk 4/r9k/ (but before it was shit) because seeing how other people had it worse than I did made me feel a lot better, plus I could empathize and relate somewhat. Problem is, I fell into depression myself, and now I'm here. Funny how that works.


a friend did. I was diagnosed with high functioning autism and bipolar disorder and a touch of borderline.



I do a lot of the same things.

>During this same time frame, I develop a weird thing where I mouth words or phrases I just said unconsciously. I wouldn't even know I was doing it if it weren't for people pointing it out. These persist to this day

this is what got me kicked out of a B&N. fuck private companies. they can go to hell.



I'm a noise musician myself so getting famous is a fool's errand, also not OP




Bumping this thread.

It's been 4 months since I've posted here, and nothing's changed. I'm still a useless sack of shit who accomplishes nothing ever, I've never had a job, my father disowned me, and I still want this gay Earth and everyone on it to be smacked by a fucking comet.

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What keeps you guys awake at night filled with a pit in your stomach and regrets in your brain, anons? Do you generally make regretful mistakes often in your day to day or did you majorly fuck up in a few split second decisions that made you this way?

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I self harm a lot and my family knows and I should stop for them but I can't and they come to me crying sometimes it doesn't feel too great


my guilt is so bad that the voices in my head tell me that i am a bad person and that i have failed everyone around me. they also tell me i should die and it gets extremely overwhelming.



>social anxiety and generalized anxiety

Are these really different things?



yes, apparently



My entire life is regrettable.

My father hates me, is disappointed in me, or both. I've been unable to do anything productive in my life, I've never even had a job and I'm 18 for fuck sake. I don't know how to do anything meaningful in life, and I just waste every day away doing the same shit over and over and over. I hate myself and I wish I would just die already, but I'm anchored to this Earth by the love I have for my family and the responsibility of being a surrogate father for my little brother.

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has any schizotypal ever achieved something significant?


I want to work at gamefreak.


Why are the bunes in cups?


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I tried to kill myself on Monday and I'm going to try again soon.


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Could you at least give some context into your an-heroing? Why are you doing it? How are you absolute in your choices?

Do you have a manifesto?


You'll never actually go through with it.

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What is the difference between PTSD and CPTSD?

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> Many cases of autism, ADHD and even schizophrenia are really just misdiagnosed cases of CPTSD

[citation needed]


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Too lazy to use a search engine I see.

Here's a excerpt from the wikipedia page and one of the cited papers.

Repeated traumatization during childhood leads to symptoms that differ from those described for PTSD.[10] Cook and others describe symptoms and behavioural characteristics in seven domains:[11][12]

Attachment – "problems with relationship boundaries, lack of trust, social isolation, difficulty perceiving and responding to others' emotional states"

Biology – "sensory-motor developmental dysfunction, sensory-integration difficulties, somatization, and increased medical problems"

Affect or emotional regulation – "poor affect regulation, difficulty identifying and expressing emotions and internal states, and difficulties communicating needs, wants, and wishes"

Dissociation – "amnesia, depersonalization, discrete states of consciousness with discrete memories, affect, and functioning, and impaired memory for state-based events"

Behavioural control – "problems with impulse control, aggression, pathological self-soothing, and sleep problems"

Cognition – "difficulty regulating attention, problems with a variety of 'executive functions' such as planning, judgement, initiation, use of materials, and self-monitoring, difficulty processing new information, difficulty focusing and completing tasks, poor object constancy, problems with 'cause-effect' thinking, and language developmental problems such as a gap between receptive and expressive communication abilities."

Self-concept – "fragmented and disconnected autobiographical narrative, disturbed body image, low self-esteem, excessive shame, and negative internal working models of self".



there is nothing about schizophrenia



the negative symptoms of schizophrenia and some of the positive symptoms can be exhibited in subjects with CPTSD. An inexperienced, inept or corrupt psychiatrist or therapist may misdiagnose such a subject as being schizophrenic or schizotypal. http://ipt-forensics.com/journal/volume7/j7_3_5.htm



there is nothing about stpd in this link friend

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since i was a child i never finished a draw or something like that due to a lack of will

But now it's worst, im confused i want to do nothing but im doing studies to become a doctor or pharmacist, not because i like that ( i like nothing ) because i said that i want money but in fact even when i think about the money i can get with these professions i still dont care about it, i do not care about money, my futur or everything else, i want nothing, i like nothing no jobs come to my mind, i want truely nothing, im bad at school, im curently in a medicale school and if i do not just skip class i just do nothing in there, i come from a low social class and i live in a ghetto, im french, nothing here give me hope, i don't even have a family, i live with my mom and i have just 1 friend ( a woman ) but she rarely respond to me. I feeling alone, im not depressed i can laugh or whatever else, i just feel alone, and disturbed in my soul

It's like i tried everything possible on this planet, even good food attract me less day by day, i want nothing, i tried every kind of porn, i traveled to different places and i know pretty everything of this world from the evolutions of languages, to the evolution of life, astronomy physics and chimy, politics, human history, aeronautics, nuclear power, even small facts that no one cares, i still know them, i can draw a map of the earth with all of its biomes without a model, i know everything, every climates of every places, every mountain zones, i know every deserts, i know fucking every places of this world since i am 2 hours everyday on google maps just to pass time, boys and girls, what am i going to learn, to do next ? I am learning languages because i have nothing to do, i know lots of alphabets, lots of words of every languages my hobby is to compare every language i can, i know every pokemon openings in : Russian, Arabic, French, German, Dutch, Norwegian, Danish, Swedish, Finland, Spanish… same for other animes, it's boring now, there is no languages that makes me feel good, the last language that make me feel good was Dutch because of it's harsh sonority ( i love harsh sonority that's why i like arabic german and dutch )

What am i going to do ?

Wat ga ik doen ?

Was soll ich tun ?Post too long. Click here to view the full text.


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You have studied the exoteric world of the mundane and sought experiences to try and find purpose in this life, but what do you know of yourself? Have you studied the esoteric? The answer you seek is already known to a deeper part of yourself, you need only look inwards to find it. Meditate on your life and the people and events that have shaped your current ego, write down your dreams. We are all born with a purpose when we enter this world, it is the adults who make us forget. With the knowledge you already have you could do great things but not without the guidance of your true self. https://www.world-of-lucid-dreaming.com/dream-therapy.html


You may have also been given some kind of chemical lobotomy via vaccine or prescription in which case observe the regenerative medicine thread.






Double nigger



You are the textbook definition of undiagnosed Adult ADHD. Not a near definition, but you are the textbook definition. It's ADHD beyond any reasonable doubt.

Get your prescriptions brother.





I diagnose you with autism


My whole life I've wanted to be a serial killer. I want to kidnap, rape, torture and kill small girls, cut them up and eat their flesh. I've tortured animals, made plans, I have weapons and tarps, this obsession keeps growing and growing. It surges through me and burns like fire in my viens. Serial murder is BEAUTIFUL and i want to paint my very own bloody picture.

Then they caught the golden state killer because his distant relatives took a DNA test. I felt sick for a week. I still feel sick thinking about it. If they caught him there is no way I could get away with it. I feel like the shadow in which I live is suddenly visible to the world. I scream and rage inside my head because it's just not fair. I don't want to spend my whole life in fear just waiting for the cops. And there is so much in the world besides murder and I can't STAND the idea of being locked up. This is no longer the daydream it once was it is an obsession. It progresses further and further as time goes on.

So fuck. Fuck fuck fuck FUCK. I want to lash out and destroy as I feel everything closing in.

I want to see the people cower in fear, see me as the monster I am, want to go down in the history books. I want people to see my art and recoil.

But part of me doesn't want this. I want to crawl into the light, head held down, asking for help, to declaw me and let me live with them, as one of them. There is so much in the world I cannot stand to be taken from it.

Are there any support groups or resources to deal with this sort of thing? I can't do anything without anonymity, I'll be locked up.

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come to germany and i will lead your soul to glory you never expected





Did you do it


I recommend you read the Gospel of John



get job at butchery

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Is Borderline Personality Disorder an actual thing or are these people just spoiled cunts who will throw massive temper tantrums at the slightest fault?

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Christian, Marcionite, Templeovgellschaft

anyways, a lot of people say the same thing about autistic guys. no we really cannot read body language and we don't like our routines interrupted. I don't know why that's considered abnormal.

women can give all the hints they want. either lay it on thick or get out of my face.


What's borderline feel like?



Put your foot on super cold water, and super hot water. That's how it is.



>I don't know why that's considered abnormal

…because it is?


After being in a relationship for 10 years with a woman who has BPD, I can assure you it is quite real.

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I usually take Kratom to numb it, but when I don't, it usually feels a deep repulsive rancorous anger towards people who are obnoxious. It's like a burning fucking magma and I just want to kill people I deem a cancer to society, I.E cuckchanners who invade this site and the people who enable them to stay. Even the people who think they're individuals, like those /tumor/ cuckchan faggots, are ironically following a trend and the fact that they can't see that grates me.

I feel like I no longer have a place of belonging and it's getting harder and harder to function each day. It's such a desolate feeling.

I don't know if this is only a Schizotypal trait, but it's getting unbearable.





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It's pretty normal to get peeved at obnoxious lemmings m8. I usually just channel that contempt into a condescending remark of some sort that lets them know how how lowly they are in my appraisal of them. Though I only do this if they have first shown that they truly posses no desire for true individuation. Should your remarks be delivered with brevity then the unenlightened lemming will not be able to produce an appropriate response further depreciating themselves even in the eyes of their peers or perhaps even resort to fisticuffs, allowing you to indulge your violent desires without fear of reprisal from the nanny state. Convert the source of your rage into a source of amusement, there is no need for a wolf to be so vexed by such lowly domesticated rodents. Their Odious comments are but a defensive screen intended to cover for their sensitive egos. Reach into yourself and access the archetypal image of the noble court jester who's words cut deeply into the psyche of such people due to their cunning and truth. You may also want to take up some kind of martial art or simply buy a punching bag to work out your aggression.



This is so fucking cringy that you surely must be meming


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Dapper memes are the best memes.

Leagues better than the average shitpost.

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What's your score, /mental/?


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I did not know I was that bad, honestly the only things dragging me down are my lack of sexual attraction towards real people due to being almost narcissistically picky and my virginity in every possible way plus lacklustre life ambitions.

this says a lot about our society


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Oddly, I have actually accomplished a lot with my life. I have a Master's degree, have made computer games and have read several books, as well as written a few (I haven't been officially published, though). Nonetheless I am still a virgin while over 30 and I am on SSI due to having a condition, despite trying to get a job right now. I have had opportunities to have lost my virginity by this point, but that was back when I was younger and better looking and I just can't due to a lack of a libido as well as the fact that I cannot connect to anyone. A lot of people suspect that I am gay now, but I'm not.

I don't know; the world that we live in has gotten a lot worse to live in. It isn't the world itself, though, but the people in it. Ten years ago almost everything was FINE! What made people change into a bunch of toxic NPCs? I wonder that a lot.



one point above me



Just took it again, it's now 147

I still think I could do more. I am not as good friend or a good person as I need to be.

If it wouldn't have been for friends so wholesome and fine as the ones I have had; teachers, family, and relationships so concerned about my health and wellbeing I don't think I would've done mucb.

It's important to be grateful for what you have and what you could have, because there's only resentment from worrying of the things that have already passed.

Read Ecclesiasticus if possible


29 though honestly it should be lower because I lost my virginity to my sister when I was a child, not notmal

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Been working on some random shit in my Notepad lately, and this line I wrote makes me question something:

"She and my appliances is the only reason i'm still here.

In other words, I just can anytime take a rope and somewhere far off there to put a final end to my story. "

This is translated:

Zij en m'n apparaten zijn eigenlijk de enige reden waarom ik nog leef.

Met andere woorden, ik kan gewoon ieder moment een touw pakken en ergens vergelegen er een laatste punt achter mijn verhaal te zetten."

Question is: is there an alternative to suicide? I just.. don't feel happy with my life at all, even though I got everything I want, except for one thing: a fucking life.

Pic of Mew semi-related, writing fanfics with Mew in it is about the only thing that keeps me from becoming insane lately. Oh, and with "she" I didn't ment Mew, I ment a gf that I have in that one story I wrote.

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>our decades of experience

Yeah, to make you end up even worse than you started. Pop some antidepressants so you can shoot up a school, why don't you?

You're half right, Christianity is fucked hard right now but so is your shitty fucking brain candy.



The problem is that a lot of people are given the wrong dose/medication.



>Give up all rea…

>Implying that chirstian belief the way sincere Anons would study it isn't some form of CBT.

>Jews have better spelling than that probably.

Welp, case closed



Stupid and autistic. Day of the bugspray when?



cioran tier



Don't you think this spergout is a little insensitive in this context?

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