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 No.13554[Reply]

Feels that don't deserve their own thread

How do you feel, anon? How was your day?

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 No.15906

insomnia is fun




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 No.13577[Reply]

There was once a music thread in here. It's time for it's revival.

Share your personal theme songs!

(Mine if you're ever curious: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9KF_6E7AfJ0)

First picks: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pug7eKPcRb4 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1fa0tFkEREE

These song really puts the cherry on top of the cake that is the Metroid franchise on Gamecube/Wii. They gives not only a sense of trouble during the final boss fights, but also adds a feel of utmost urgency to the situation.

Coupled with incredible sound effects, these songs really adds the last ingredient into a video-game to make you slide at the of your seat while you dive into full immersion mode.

Bonus pick: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vxiE5Pz-62s

From Freedom Fighters, once again the final battle theme which has a really great Metroid feel to it.

I know i posted vidya OSTs, but you can share kind of music you like!

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 No.15889

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 No.15905[Reply]

Not sure if it belongs on this board, but I'm really getting tired of a phobia that I have. Since it has a name I don't think it's too uncommon, but it's embarrassing and not really relatable to people who don't have it. What makes zero sense to me is that it seems to have gotten worse as I grew up. When I'm around other people I can somewhat manage it, maybe because I'm more scared of people than I am the phobia, but that just means I have a bigger problem.

Has anyone had any success overcoming a phobia when they were an adult or a teenager? Has anyone had any success overcoming one without seeing a psychologist or being medicated for anxiety?

I've been trying to convince myself to view pictures as some form of exposure therapy but I can't convince myself to do it.

Might double post. Sorry



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 No.15904[Reply]

Not sure if it belongs on this board, but I'm really getting tired of a phobia that I have. Since it has a name I don't think it's too uncommon, but it's embarrassing and not really relatable to people who don't have it. What makes zero sense to me is that it seems to have gotten worse as I grew up. When I'm around other people I can somewhat manage it, maybe because I'm more scared of people than I am the phobia, but that just means I have a bigger problem.

Has anyone had any success overcoming a phobia when they were an adult or a teenager? Has anyone had any success overcoming one without seeing a psychologist or being medicated for anxiety?

I've been trying to convince myself to view pictures as some form of exposure therapy but I can't convince myself to do it.



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 No.13857[Reply]

Is Borderline Personality Disorder an actual thing or are these people just spoiled cunts who will throw massive temper tantrums at the slightest fault?

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 No.15818

>>15815

Objective Reality doesn't exist. this is all imagined.

>homosexuals will never be a majority

well you're not helping.


 No.15822

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 No.15873

>>15818

r u gender studies graduate lol ?


 No.15901

I really think it is. I've come in contact with a number of e-girls on Facebook who say they have it, and use it as an excuse to be cunts and cheat on their boyfriends- so originally, I thought it was a crock of shit.

I was diagnosed Bipolar II as a 12-year-old who had manic episodes and was cutting myself like no tomorrow. My initial diagnosis was never questioned by any other medical professionals for the next 11 years, and I cycled on and off of every SSRI, antidepressant, and antipsychotic that they'd prescribe me, Constantly trying new meds to find something that would work for me, which never happened.

7 months ago at the age of 23, after suspecting that I had been sexually abused at some point, my psychiatrist asked me about my mania.

I explained to her how I was at that point, finally able to calm myself down from manic episodes and they'd last a max of 5-6 hours.

She explained that all my symptoms (which no one had asked me to describe since my initial Bipolar diagnosis, were signs of PTSD and subsequent Borderline personality disorder.

I've since made leaps and bounds while in dialectic behavioral therapy, and am pretty much normal again. I have skills to deal with it, don't use it as an excuse to be a cunt (when i am a cunt due to how my mental state is, i own up to it, apologize, and work to not do it again), haven't cheated on my partner yet (nor will i ever), but I see now that borderline is absolutely a real fucking thing and painful, at that. I've heard it's seldom actually diagnosed, especially with kids and young adults, but it does exist. I want to destroy big pharma with my tiny retard hands, I really feel like most mentalhealth "professionals" don't actually care about any of their patients, love big pharma money, and will prescribe any bullshit to anyone just to get the insurance money.

sorry for the autistic rant, i just harbor resentment for everyone in the mental health field except the one psychiatrist who cared enough to ask, and Melissa who did the art time at the mental hospital, she was cool as fuck


 No.15903

>>15901

Melissa sucks cocks in hell




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 No.15893[Reply]

Do you know an online test, that would tell me if I have a mental illness?

 No.15895

just see a shrink


 No.15896

write in your symptoms


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 No.14496[Reply]

What's your score, /mental/?

https://arfer.net/games/robot-test

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 No.15802

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>112

If I get a job I'm into chad range.

Why am I even here in my ass


 No.15803

>>15802

nice wordfilter jej


 No.15820

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18

>>14556

brother


 No.15874

>>14497

70 now


 No.15892

61




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 No.15766[Reply]

 No.15775

Your score was 36 out of a possible 50.

Scores in the 33-50 range indicate significant Austistic traits (Autism).


 No.15778

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>>15766

>>15775

yeah i got 36 as well OP


 No.15795

23


 No.15801

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14

Trying to go chadmode but insomnia is a crippling bitch


 No.15891

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30




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 No.15890

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>some random ass chat program

Just find a good IRC channel.




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 No.15752[Reply]

Hey guys, new here, recently got diagnosed with Bipolar 1 after I had a manic episode that was fucking intense.

It included the following

>thinking ww3 was happening

>coming to the conclusion that I was the ressurection of jesus christ

>believing I was invincible, incoming traffic ect could not hurt me

>thinking I was a part of a italian mafia family, and anyone who fucked with me would get shot afterwards

>thinking people around me were conspiring to kill me

>thinking my own family members were trying to seduce me

>thinking federal agents were trying to send me to prison

ect.

Like holy shit I was perfectly normal up until this point, and I haven't had any real episodes manic or depressive after, could be the meds they have me on now but hot damn

Anyway, just saying hi

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 No.15878

>>15868

survive ww3 and set up a new world order :D


 No.15881

>>15863

>>15865

>>15866

>>15867

this is hilarious

please keep suffering i am deriving immense pleasure from it


 No.15885

when the hospital people brought food in I thought eggs = fertility and if you eat eggs you are straight, and meat = cocks/dick you know "beating your meat" so if they gave you meat they were testing to see if you were subconciously gay

I only ate the eggs and the milk cause these were from female lineage


 No.15886

down the lines i broke down because they kept serving me meat without eggs or milk, like they were forcing me to be gay, I ended up thinking the superintendent was gay and was trying to turn me gay in this big gay expierement to turn me homo


 No.15887

this led to

>>15865

>I also remember having this long ass rant about how I wasnt a faggot to my medic guy, but then I included how Id fuck a trap though and had to explain that to him at 12 o clock at night




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 No.15879[Reply]

What's your personality type, /mental/?

These tests are pretty much worthless, basically astrology tier, but it's still fun to spectate and speculate on your unique charm.

http://www.keys2cognition.com/explore.htm

https://similarminds.com/jung.html

https://www.16personalities.com/infj-personality

 No.15880

>>15879

daaaaaawww doggie :3


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>>15880

more dogos for you




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 No.13667[Reply]

/mental/ webms thread

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 No.15398

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>>15375

more of this pls


 No.15404

>>15398

i dont have


 No.15488

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 No.15882

>>15877

little bitch needs to learn to take a punch




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 No.15747[Reply]

Why the fuck is the cancerous d.oomer board getting more traction than this one? Why would people completely go against the idea of being label less and contribute to something that became big because it was popular, that's such a giant fucking cognitive dissonance!! It goes against the very thing they were trying to be, and goes to show how hard normalfag scum have infested this fucking website.

I guess it DOES make sense. Normalfags think they're unique and end up adopting a label that ironically ruins the very thing they thought they were, I call it "Not like the other girls" syndrome.

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 No.15861

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>>15859

>look it up

>it's real

>without a shitow of a doubt, I was right on the money

I fucking told you idiots this shit was no good, I fucking TOLD YOU it was peak cancer, but people here have no self-awareness, none of it, they don't analyze what culture they're trying to jump into. They just rip whatever decent self respect they have and fucking discard their principles to try and belong. Garbage mouth drooling retards.

They don't know how a meme that's already cancerous to begin with can be co-opted by tranny faggots and leftists, warping it for their own ideals, and now it's beyond cancer. It's ceddit/cuckchan incarnate, and now they've infested this site, with that board, and they're not fucking off any time soon. It really is the end of 8chan. I am beyond furious. It couldn't be helped.

I fucking HATE being right, every single time this type of shit happens I turn out being right and it isolates me more and more. God fucking bloody christ I hate this feeling. Fuck those homunculus sacks of shit. Worthless ingrates, they've fallen for their own NPC untermensch example and become what they've apparently hated, but no, they've idealized it beyond anything else because that's what's "cool."

It's already metastasized, it's gone off the deep end and I'm fucking horrified that not very many people on the bigger boards see this shit. Have they all jumped ship? Did most of the good anons leave 8chan and now there are a few stubborn individuals that are surrounded chock full of newfags and unfunny memerfags and tranny weebs?

This isn't fun anymore.


 No.15862

>>15861

It's pretty fucking shit, yeah, but it can't be helped. Don't be sad it happened, be smug that it went down in flames.


 No.15864

who gives a shit, I want this to be low key so I dont have child rapists telling me how I need to be sterilized


 No.15875

File: 7429fcb0441a9d3⋯.mp4 (14.44 MB, 480x360, 4:3, Arbeit Arbeit(Necu Necu di….mp4)

any wagecucks here?

this video is tribute to the wagies who make the world work for us lazy neets

thank you my friends


 No.15876

>>15853

based parasite




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 No.14115[Reply]

There is no point of return if you reached these depths or?

Im planning to leave my job (its meaningless anyway - 8h programing), im totally depressed and suicidal since a few months, i did a lot of drugs to escape reality for some hours just to get sucked in my own personal hell when i was sober

i know i am the one to blame because i decided to do so

i got diagnosed with adhd in the past as child, medicated with ampehtamines for years which lead to hyper sexuality and fucked up experiences

i would say my soul got fucked too hard i want a total reset

leaving the country, living on the minimalistic things because the actual lifestyle didnt manged to make me happy i could afford most things i wanted to buy but still felt always unhappy in the long term.

often heavy moodswings - at one day ill have a positive mindset the next day i think about death again and how i want to end anything

am i just bored from the normal normie life? i always engaged in "dangerous" activitys and liked to hang out with criminals because they were more interesting people and felt more honest not so fake like most of society

idk what to do. i dont want to go to the psych ward because becoming labeled with a disorder would maybe take away my freedom to walk free in this world or getting locked

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 No.15757

>>15755

What if I hope it's hopeless because I don't deserve to be happy and I deserve everything that's coming to me?


 No.15759

>>15757

What have you done to deserve this my friend?

Depression is like a bad MDMA comedown, it warps and distorts your perspective on your introspective thoughts. And it feels real, it feels like these thoughts are justified.

But you arent your rational self when you are depressed. You are seeing in black and white vision and have forgotten whats its like to see the beautiful colours of life.

But if you take my advice and seek help, what have you got to lose? If you stick to it and it works, you wont have this perspective anymore. If it doesnt work you'd just be in the same position, nothing lost.

The shitty thing about depression is that it is really good at blocking us from seeing what might be around the corner, it makes us feel like we wont be happy again, it deceives us

You are worth just as much as any other soul on this planet brother, you gotta stop beating yourself up, you deserve happiness and success and it will come.

"It aint about how hard you can hit, its about how hard you can get hit and keep moving forward."


 No.15799

>>15759

>What have you done to deserve this my friend?

That's a rather personal question don't you think?

>And it feels real, it feels like these thoughts are justified

These thoughts ARE justified, that's why I feel them. That's why I have countless tangible things I've done or am responsible for or are part of me that I can point to and go "Wow I'm a terrible person" or "Oh I'm a degenerate pervert", things that would make any rational person hate themselves, things that nobody would flinch from hating somebody for if it was anybody but themselves. These thoughts aren't cognitive distortions, they're a consistent application of principles.

>But you arent your rational self when you are depressed. You are seeing in black and white vision and have forgotten whats its like to see the beautiful colours of life.

But what if the reality is that I'm not beautifully multicolored, I'm just pitch black? See, the thing about this advice you're giving (or more likely, your shrink's advice) is that if my reasons for hating myself are indeed valid and true, then the only effect lying to myself that I am a good, valuable person who deserves to live and be happy will have is to manage and make me even more wretched than I already am, because I will be just as bad, but conceited. There is little I want less than that. I have an aunt, diagnosed with bipolar disorder, who I see as the spinning image of what I'm talking about. She's a dyke, but has been taught to accept herself, she is inconsiderate but is told do what's right for her (or something along those lines), worst of all she has been convinced to stop living in the real world, the real world which is a cold and unforgiving place, or even avoid pieces of fiction that are deemed "negative".

>But if you take my advice and seek help, what have you got to lose?

I've already made plans. I'm too much of a fucking coward to do it the proper way (I see my anxiety as a personal failure) so instead I'm counting on a routine doctor's visit I have coming up in about a month, I plan to make "a cry for help" by especially self-harming just before in thePost too long. Click here to view the full text.


 No.15814

>>14115

How can you be moderate antisocial and very high avoidant?


 No.15872

>>15814

antisocial = psychopathic = sociopathic




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 No.15484[Reply]

Not talking about the tranny shit, but just in general. Do you ever get a sudden pang of desperation and frustration and struggle with your identity. As if you want to contribute and BE somebody, but you can't, because you're everywhere.

You'd like to feel self love, but you don't, so you end up using narcissism to give yourself a saccharine fulfillment. It might have been due to growing up with a neurotic single mother, that might have ended emasculating me and made me weak, and I don't know how to take that away from me. I always feel like I'm missing something, and it EATS me from the inside. There are people that care about me, that I push away due to it, because they don't make me feel that "needy" desperate feeling of clingyness I felt throughout my teenage years

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 No.15769

Update: It's BPD + Vulnerable Narcissism.


 No.15785

I want to be a dictator but they'll let trannies in before spergs

Feels bad man


 No.15794

>>15785

That's because spergs are even more dysfunctional to the point they'd actually make worse leaders than trannies

>>15769

Do you mean you've recently received an official diagnosis?


 No.15807

>>15794

That a goy.


 No.15871

>>15794

spergs > men > women > trannies




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