Hey bruh someone linked me to this, and I'm absolutely fucking disgusted by all of you for this board
I'm trans, I'm 18 and going to uni soon. I know my mom would instantly disown me if I ever came out, and my father already has. I understand that looking good is important to you right now, but if ffs is out of your budget range don't sweat over it, it is not required. 24 is definitely not old enough to get good results, it's a very common misconception, for OPTIMAL results you do HRT while a teen, I've seen people aged 30+ that get genuinely passable results with no ffs. I would honestly look into moving from germany if you don't have a promising career there, your family has already disowned you so you shoulld have little reasons to stay there. Move to somewhere more accepting and with better laws, Canada is good for that but I do not know how fluent you are in english and if it's even within your budget. I do not know much about europe, but I have heard that sweden is very progressive for trans people. If you ever want to talk you can add ask me on tumblr or on skype, whichever you are more comftorable with. My tumblr is ivegivenupongettingfollowers.tumblr.com and my skype is jacobdufficus (ew the user name). I understand that failing a suicide attempt is the worst feeling you've probably ever felt, but please hang in there.