>>546 I posted a different thread for me.
But this is your thread.
You know, I think we can never really be happy. I would bet you think my life doesn't sound that bad, and I wonder if you'd be surprised to hear that I would prefer your life over mine.
Vidya all day. I can do this. No woman to be strong for, I could do this.
But you wont be happy. If you had everything you would lose the comfort of your own personal sorrow.
There's a song by some band that I don't remember. One of the lyrics is "happy being sad".
Or maybe I'm projecting on you, anon. If I am, I'm sorry.