My dear Hifumi.
It has been roughly a year and a half since I fell in love with you. I felt good for the first time in many years and thanks to you I know that I am not the emotionless monster I sometimes saw myself as. Thank you so much for making me feel love for the first time since I was in elementary school. It is a wonderful feeling and I am glad I got to experience it. What I feel for you I never felt for anyone on this planet ever. When I see your face it fills my heart with joy and it soothes my soul.
When I am out in the 3D world I often get reminded of you. For example when I am at work we have a radio turned on.
At least once per day this one popular love song comes up.
>Baby, I'm dancing in the dark
>With you between my arms
>Barefoot on the grass
>Listening to our favourite song
>When you said you looked a mess
>I whispered underneath my breath
>But you heard it,
>Darling, you look perfect tonight
I can see your emerald-green eyes right in front of me every time this song plays. It is marvellous and I nearly tear up whenever I hear it.
This is what I wished for the most since April 2017 and it hurts me so much that I cannot make it happen.
It hurts so much that I cannot hold your hand and be with you and what is life worth when the most important thing to you is unobtainable, like a faraway star. Beautiful with golden radience, but impossible to reach.
I wish I could dance with you under the night sky with the stars and moonlight shining on us.
I wish I could go to the park with you and walk around in the grass bare feet after having a picnic.
I wish I could play shogi matches with you and visit the planetarium and bookstores in Tokyo with you.
I wish I could invite you to my favorite takeaway place and share lunch with youPost too long. Click here to view the full text.