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Hello everyone. I come from /pol/ and other dark places to start my dejewisation journey. I hope this will help me cure my social anxiety. We start at day 0 so here goes nothing


I fapped today and watched some degenerate pornography therefore it counts as day 0. So far i feel normal. We will see at later days.

Wish me luck. The sole reason i bother to write this is to keep track on my progress and not relapse


>degenerate pornography

Mind sharing what it was?



Some rape fantasy stories if i recall.



Are you doing the raping in the fantasy or is someone raping you?


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Day one is going down and no change can be felt so i might as well drop some natsoc music.


Calm down agent Jones, it was some story on 4chan /b/ so none of the fantasy is mine

And yeah, fapping to degenerate stories counts as porn.


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another /pol/ user here.

I stopped watching porn completely since early December so i lost count on the days. I also stopped masturbating but i am also in a long term relationship so maybe that part was easier?

After a month i can tell you i feel more energetic, more focused. Sex is better, big time. I can tell you without a doubt porn is beyond fucking Jewish, and i wasn't even into anything degenerate. Porn it self is degenerate is what i realize now.


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So far so good. My peeper is starting to feel kinda itchy but the feeling is easy do deal with. Since i have nothing smart to say i will just leave a good piece of music here.



pic #2 triggered me, fuckers

Day zero again


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Welcome to day 3: where none of your urges come to a fulfillment. And all i know that one particular urge is rising slowly but surely and we all know what i am talking about. No difference in cognitive traits, anxiety stands where it stood. We shall see what comes next.

Also, have a piece of natsoc music.


Things must have got real if that was enough. You will do better next time! :'^))



Forgot a tripcode



First picture is Flemish.


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Welcome to day 4- where your peeper demands sacrifices but you remain strong enough not to relapse. Yeah, that's pretty much it. The urge is rising but it is still manageable. I am more energetic and it is easier to deal with people around me but it's still nothing too extraordinary. I've also noticed one thing: you are more prone to fap when you are bored and alone or have nothing to do so keep your schedule all nice and filled up. Move your obese bottom from your armchair and do some weightlifting As always: a NatSoc classic to listen to. This is my favourite! See you in the next days!


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Urges weren't that strong today so it was not a bad day- perhaps because i was busy for the whole time. There is just one thing: i suffer from constant fatigue. Apart from that there is not much to report on so i will just drop in another piece of music.


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Why do you post natsoc music? Are you just trying to be edgy? It's obnoxious to be frank.


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It's not /pol/ so i am not going to shit on You but this is the place where you can post your beliefs you would otherwise need to hold back. And no, I am not trying to be edgy. I simply am a National Socialist and i do enjoy listening to this sort of music. What did you expect coming to an imageboard like this anyway? Here, have another piece.



Its just classic shitposting, it has absolutely nothing to do with the subject matter.



how is it edgy? it's edgy if you believe 6 bazillion jews were turned into soap and evil evil hitler




If it's real in his mind, then he can go post on the registered trademark forums where the moderation is so heavy you'll never see the JQ be discussed. For the record, they also have other safe-space policies over there. It's a joke.


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Yeah he can post whatever he wants, I'm just saying its not impressing anyone. If he's going to push his beliefs I'll push mine also.

I don't like National Socialism because it includes economic socialism. It also fails to differentiate between the fake Jews and the serious Jews. I wouldn't mind gassing the non orthodox Jews. The real Jewish religion is actually conservative and is against stuff like abortion and promiscuity. Most 'Jewish' people (this is especially the case in America) aren't really Jewish and just want to be trendy and be part of a minority. Here's a video by a conservative Jewish man about why Jews vote left.


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>I don't like National Socialism because it includes economic socialism.

As opposed to what? Letting private entities control a country's flow of money? The NSDAP was right in nationalizing the Reichsbank, like it or not. Their bank was being milked dry by Rothschild agents at the time as it tried to cover the reparations from the Treaty of Versailles by printing and loaning money at interest to the German government, crushing it in debt. All because the Reichsbank was a tool for private interests. Surely you don't mean you support this.

As for your video, Ben "The Zionist NeoCon" Shapiro can talk about his No True Scotsman thing all he wants. In the end, he's still not disproving the idea that the people with Jewish blood around the world seem to want the rest of the goyim world to fester in Atheist degeneracy and moral degradation while trying to promote conservative values for their own kin, which is mainly the beef that people have with them in general. You can see these double-standards around you if you look hard enough.



>private corporations controlling 'the flow of money' (whatever the hell that is)

Can't see what's wrong with capitalism as long as there's no Rockefeller style monopolies.


Also I don't agree with gassing anyone. that's fucked up, I don't think you understand how torturous of a death that is or maybe you do and you're a sociopath.


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>there are people ITT RIGHT NOW that aren't advocates of English liberty


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If you can't see anything wrong with folks like Hitler, JFK and Gaddafi attempting to issue their own money, trying to pull their people out of the international banking cartel only to die a dog's death over it, then I don't know what to tell you. Enjoy your Jew World Order, I guess?



If you can't see a problem with socialism, I don't know what to tell you all arguments for socialism are grossly specious. Constructed in such a way to make the proponent of capitalism look like a heartless bastard.



>National Socialism is Socialism meme


>private corporations controlling 'the flow of money' (whatever the hell that is)

He was referring to the Federal Reserve and other central banks, I imagine. This is a reasonable entry video into the topic. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iFDe5kUUyT0

>Can't see what's wrong with capitalism as long as there's no Rockefeller style monopolies.

Because it can be abused/ gamed in many many other ways. My country and people have lost their sovereignty to corporations for instance.





Stop derailing, fags. He only posted some music. /pol/ dominates 8ch. This board was born from nofap threads on /pol/. That's just how it is. If you want something different go to another chan. I'm pretty sure the other half of this board is from /christian/ anyway and I'd guess they're not fans of the jews, rampant capitalism, debt slavery and usury either.



Well we are fans of having jobs and working for a living, crazy right? Anyway I'm done arguing with you, you haven't the slightest idea of how markets work.




>Well we are fans of having jobs and working for a living, crazy right?

The hell? Are you saying jobs and creating wealth doesn't exist in a National Socialist or Socialist setting? Libya was the most prosperous country in Africa after Gaddafi took over. How would you disprove that and then suddenly blurt out that Capitalism would be better? Are you even capable of substantiating any claims you make? Who's being specious here?

>Anyway I'm done arguing with you, you haven't the slightest idea of how markets work.

Maybe you're done because you're actually some low-effort shill trying to bluff his way out. Get out of here.



>3rd Reich had 0% unemployment.

>faggot still believes National Socialism is about gibs me dat

When will you faggots learn that National Socialism has nothing in common with (((socialism)))


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Quality thread guys.



Still though you dodged the fact about gassing, suffocation is a fucked up way to die and it's even more fucked up to lure people into gas chambers by telling them they can finally have a shower after 3 weeks.


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So yeah i relapsed today. At least not to porn. Anyway, we are back to day one. And i see that you dear people just can't keep yourselves from spewing your how important thoughts on non-related boards in non-related threads so whatever. Discuss as much as you want I will just drop another piece of music in here.



>neo-nazi relapses after a pitiful 5 days

Karma is a bitch.



>Still though you dodged the fact about gassing, suffocation is a fucked up way to die

not him but

>implying that's not exactly what we want

>even more fucked up to lure people into gas chambers by telling them they can finally have a shower after 3 weeks.

>Implying the holohoax is real


>Karma is a bitch.

If that was true you would be dead by now


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That sucks, but there is Always the next day, and the knowledge that it really isn't worth it.

You will do beter next time my man.

A really handy piece of advice, is this. Dont touch your penis, many people begin to fondle their dicks when they sit behind their desk for long periods of time, and fondeling quickly turns up your urge to fap. Dont touch it.



He's just here to bait, dont give him any (you)'s.



>since I'm backed up against the wall here, I'll just deny reality

I don't know if I should feel anger or pity. You are the epitome of what a white nigger is.


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the holocaust didn't happen moron



>holocaust didn't happen

Obamacare is free too.



>it was real in my mind

You should go to the registered trademark forums. They have hugbox policies so you can all pretend someone else is behind porn.



Sure they're behind it, doesn't mean I support gassing millions of people and screwing up the economy because of it.


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just read this cuck


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Fine, you subjectively win the Internet argument. You get a 0.5 inch increase to the size of your e penis.


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>Not supporting tearing down a rigged game and install something better in its place

Words of a Chosenite shill. By that line of thought, we should just keep on fapping to our deaths because, shit, it's too much work to change ourselves anyway right?






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Well compared to the original day one i feel a bit more confident but the urges are stronger too. I guess one relapse does not cancel out your whole progress. As for noporn we now stand at day 7.


Thank you for the encouragement brother. We are going to win no matter what. Sieg Heil!



Gas yourself for posting such an unfunny meme.



Can't hear you through the stacks of money I earned because I live in a capitalist country



Are you retarded? Stop being so fixated on this gassing thing like some autistic cunt. No one is advocating it except one of your shill Zionist neocon friends here towards left-leaning Jews: >>5122

Deport the people of Chosenite descent and their hardcore supporters whose loyalties are in question. That's my stance and I think that's sufficient.

Now with that out of the way, the only remaining question is whether you're arguing that we must keep the Jews in power so they don't wreck our precious economy, as you said. If that is the case, you really are a shill and part of the problem. No doubts about it.

Plus, the official version of the Holocaust did not happen and Zyklon B was used for delousing of clothing in order to combat the typhus. Deaths in the concentration camps were towards the end of the war when Germany's supply lines were being bombarded to hell by B-29's and people died of starvation and disease inside them. Deal with it, those are the actual facts.



>as you said

Never said that. I don't know why I even bother pointing out strawmen because it just goes in one ear and out the other it seems.


>Never said that.

So what did you mean really?

You'd better not bring up this whole thing about us wanting to gas Jews again, dipshit. That was an error on your end, and you've yet to admit it.



it just seems like an all or nothing ideology you guys have here, either national socialism or pessimism.



You base this on…?



If you're going to get so buttmad just because I have a different belief regarding National Socialism and Jewish people, that's the only explanation.



I don't give a shit what your beliefs are. I ask you to make a clear point and/or substantiate your claims. You provide neither, and that's why I think you're a waste of time. I might as well insult you to get some enjoyment out of it, since you're so intent on being a troll.



anything short of saying I'm wrong and your right is not satisfactory to you anyway



When your best argument is shoving words down other people's throats and accuse them of strawmanning, then yes, that is not satisfactory, dumbass. And by all means, keep playing the victim of crime-thought when asked to elaborate on his point. You're outing yourself as a shill with every post, and that's funny to me.



He's mad because we post here instead of on registered trademark forums where discussing the JQ is censored and they have hugbox policies.

The fact that abstaining from porn and masturbation would drive someone mad enough to shill and shitpost this much to try to demoralize should explain everything.



I'm not trying to demoralize anyone, I'm abstaining from porn and masturbation just like everyone else, and in fact I've probably been posting here longer than you.

I post here because I don't like having an account tied to me, and reddit's voting system is a joke.


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I feel normal which means that anxiety is still intact. I don't feel any urges today, though. By the way seeing the NSDF clashing with some cappies is always entertaining. Without further ado- another song to keep the thunder rolling :^).



OP how are you doing? You didn't say anything in the last days.

Would dump some music for you but unfortunately I'm not at my PC right now.


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Sorry for the delay, i've been quite busy. Yeah i've already got to notice (quite unpleasantly) that stuff gets real after day 5- that's the case. I haven't watched porn for like 14 days already apart from occasional glimpses at /b/ (i do not stop at any videos or images for longer than i get to scroll through, though.) Man is the urge getting higher and higher- you get more energy just from stopping yourself from satisfying it. Yeah and one more thing: everything gets sexual as time goes. Even looking at a picture of clothed but cute woman gets your blood pressure rising to an extreme. I don't know if it is due to increase in testosterone but i am slowly but surely feeling more motivated to go and do things just to fend off the urges. Man it's getting real. See you at later days, i do not promise any regularity in my posts though, i'm a med student.

Apart from that- a fine piece of music. It is from a polish National Socialist band Honor. It is a specific type of RAC (rock against communism) but it is one of my favourites.



>everything gets sexual as time goes. Even looking at a picture of clothed but cute woman gets your blood pressure rising to an extreme.

I know that feel. After 4 days or so looking at a woman in tight clothes give the same rush porn would. Really makes you realize how desensitized porn has made most of us.



Fucking what?



Keep it up buddy. And see if you can watch one of Hitler's speeches whenever you feel aroused, it's a good boner killer strategy.


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Glad to have you back, keep at it, and improve yourself.


Is it OK to rape a Jewish woman, provided she is 8/10 or better?


Nice, a /natsoc/ /nofap/ thread? Sign me up!

My best is 64 days; but I failed and fapped to interracial porn. I've been doing it daily since, but hopefully I can get back on the train soon.



>Jewish woman


>doesn't know how to sage

/leftypol/ please get out.


Keep fighting. Remember how good it felt to get so far.


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Yeah, this is when things start to get quirky. I either don't feel any urge at all or my weiner itches as if he just sexted a juicy 12 year old and didn't even break a subpoena. And those phases just come one after another like waves. I have no clue what causes this to happen but it surely ain't easy.

On the positive note my mood has slightly improved but there are no noticeable changes in social anxiety.

As always- dropping another piece of NS music. Once again from my favourite RAC band Honor.

See you in later days.


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I thought i might as well drop by some of my experiences since i have some free time. I haven't relapsed for 12 days and haven't watched porn for much longer. Right now i feel more willing to watch porn than to masturbate. Man the urge tells me to to browse /b/ until i find something arousing. To protect myself i installed Antiporn browser addon and set a random password i don't remember. That way i won't be able to 'accidentally' visit sites i wouldn't like to find myself visiting. I also stopped browsing /b/ to avoid any occasional exposure. The large-nosed snake in my mind has once again switched tactics: from ups and downs i mentioned in day 10 to outright and constant urge from dawn till dusk. I also noticed that i am more 'aware' of my surroundings. I feel less detached from the reality and i think i may react faster to certain stimuli. Anyway, I haven't gone out of the house since day 10 because i am too lazy to do so so i can't tell if social anxiety has changed. Also, have you taken the cold shower pill yet mateys? It's a tough pill to swallow but it is beneficial to You so swallow the pill today.

And for the usual song: an absolute classic of RAC scene. It hits harder than Butaphen with alcohol. See you in later days.


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>get called a bad person because I don't support socialism or Hitler.




Fucking zionist shill. Everyone knows that if you slip on a banana peel it's the Jews fault.


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Pledging 88 days, now through 4/20.

Previous record was roughly 64 days, just over two months. I'm going for almost three months this time, going to quit ERPing and consuming pornographic media as well.

Heil Victory!



When you get the feeling to browse whatever you browse and stumble upon something that attracts you, just play minesweeper or something. Do whatever just get the hell out of there and make it feel like that closed tab is unaccessible


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I now know what you mean. Day 9, scratched my balls a little bit and got an extreme urge. Went running and now it is better.




>JIDF paid overtime


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The first week is the hardest in my experience; on day three of my original pledge. It's a long way to go, and the sperg spamming hentai on /pol/ is not helping. Ah well. Good for you!


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The urge is starting to get weaker and so is my motivation. I mostly feel like fapping early in the mornings and on late evenings but it's nothing like the first week and times around day 12. I guess I am going into the 'depression' nofap period. This is actually where most people that didn't give up on the first week relapse. We will see how it goes.

Also, don't expect much activity from me in upcoming months. I will try to provide a lengthy account of what is going on at least once a week. See you in later days.

And yeah, another RAC piece straight from Honor. Too bad mr Szczerski, their vocalist died in 2005. In next updates i will try to include some different natsoc music.


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Endure, I'm certain you can do it if you put your mind to it. Unser ist die endsieg.


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One week today. Have been avoiding /b/ and other places with porn. Feeling kind of melancholy about the whole situation, but I think it's for the best.



I did about 5 weeks at the end of December and into January then broke it. Now I'm in the lull and this is my second day. It feels bad, but it'll never feel as bad as starting from scratch. 1 week is a hell of an achievement in my books. The famed 3 months seems completely unattainable.


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It's not impossible; I spoke to a guy on /fringe/ who was sitting at around 150 days. I encouraged him to keep it up, since he was feeling frustrated.

Setting up a trip for this thread. 79 more days for my goal; I can totally do this. No porn. No ERP. NO FAP

Here is one of my all time favorite NSBM EPs. Best track, imo, is Germanien über alles beginning at 19:57.


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I'm 30 days in. No urges to fap anymore, it's kinda weird. The first week was hell both physically and mentally. I was so used to fapping and relapsing would have been easy when the streak wasn't that long. On the second week I did some edging. Shouldn't have but maybe it helped. After 3 weeks it got much easier.

I'm a bit afraid of relapsing because I like to look at things in black-and-white fashion, either you are a fapper or you're not. Myabe that's what got me so committed. Now if I was to relapse, I could be back at the bottom in no time.


Going on my 3rd day.

Failed clean 2017, my goal is to finally do a clean month.

Going to a clean February



4th day is being really hard, I usally play vidya to help me out, any tips on other things to do?


I've been fucking up all throughout January, honestly with little effort to not fap. Something happened today though that makes me want to try.

I had a crush on this girl I see at the gym. I talked to her for the first time about 3 weeks ago though I've noticed her for maybe a year. The first time I talked to her she was nice but I wasn't sure if she liked me or was just treating a stranger kindly. The next day I saw her she smiled and waved at me and it felt so good knowing she was inviting me to talk to her, that I didn't have to always be the one to take the initiative.

Anyway, fast forward to tonight, and some conversations later, I finally asked her if she had a boyfriend, and it turns out that she does, and they've been together for several years.

I've been so blackpilled on women. Part of me knows that this blackpill point of view is largely realistic - there are so many whores and manwhores out there. I saw for myself in college how so many people, even quite intelligent people, sleep around, and how many relationships that seem to be serious can end for bullshit reasons (e.g. oh no, our grad schools are far apart, or oh no, I want to experience single life before I settle down.)

But this girl is so cute and nice and, in a word, "wife material". I've come across so few women like that and it's demotivated me for so long (I'm nearly 30). Of course I can't have feelings for this particular woman, but knowing this type of woman exists makes me want to be a better man so if I ever am lucky enough to find one who's not taken, she'll want to be with me instead of the cock carousel.

So I'd like to increase my powerlvl with nofap. Also Kek willing I'm going to become a fully fledged Wizard in May, so I ought to start charging up now.


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Cold showers



Be warned though they all increase Your testosterone therefore increasing your urges. But they help You in many different ways, You will be surprised how much a simple habit of washing yourself with cold water can change in You.

I'm on day 22. Expect a detailed update soon. And have another song. Last time from Honor, promise.


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It's hard, it's really hard. I'm honestly at this point wondering how the hell I made it over two months previously. The first week was actually cake, I've been eating so many red pills I didn't even notice I was horny. I think it was a manic stage; now I'm getting depressed and craving that dopamine release.

I've been straying onto /b/ occasionally, but so far I haven't actually given in. Occasionally I've been getting hit with random fits of arousal, seemingly out of nowhere. Anyone else experience any of this?


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You need to hang in there, eventualy the feelings will pas, and you will feel stronger afterwards. Try to busy yourself with something usefull to do, and resist the temtation to seek out places where you could stumble upon lewd things Porn, "adult art", anything that gets you reminded of the real deal. Just take it easy and dont give in. Remember, even if the urge seems to be unbearable, only you are the one that can decide if you are actually going to move your hands and give in. It really is as simple as not touching your dick to complete NoFap.



Stay strong. I relapsed on monday after 14 days Because a woman was really flirty with me and I couldn't get it out of my head. I still feel like shit knowing I would almost have 3 weeks by now.


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9 days have passed since the recent update and I can tell for sure: the urge has come back in full force. Man it's sometimes killing me. On the positive note I've been to a large party recently and after a certain amount of ethanol I did not lose my shit. I don't know if that was thanks to nofap but nostuff may have been a contributing factor.

Plus a song. As promised- not from Honor.


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Two weeks today.

Thanks guys, the encouragement helps a lot. Glad I discovered this board, and this thread in particular.

I've been ERPing again which is pretty bad, but thus far I've kept my hands off by wearing pants and wrapping my waist in a blanket. I know this is not a good habit either, but I think it's still better than porn… and if I'm not fapping it isn't all that destructive, right? I don't know, it's a slippery slope.



I might be wrong, but I think if you keep doing that without fapping, you will eventually get desensitised to it.



What is erp if i may ask?



pretending to be a girl and talking to other men


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Do not even pretend to be a NS if you willingly participate in such activity. It is utter degeneracy and one who names himself a National Socialist should have nothing short but disdain for it. Even standard softcore porn is less detrimental to You. Every instance of Your participation should be considered a relapse.


I implore you to go to >>>/erp/ and earn yourself a permanent ban. I am dead serious about it. Hitler would have never accepted anyone with this kind of illness in his ranks had he known about it.

Have a song to boost Your strength. You HAVE to defeat this habit if you want to succeed. Sieg Heil my brother and remember- your ancestors are watching You.


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>I've been ERPing again

>which is pretty bad

If you get that, why haven't you stopped yet?

>The rest of your post.

I see that my advice didn't come trough enough.

>Try to busy yourself with something usefull to do, and resist the temtation to seek out places where you could stumble upon lewd things

Nigger, is ERP and finding way's to prevent yourself from fapping a usefull thing to do? The way you are going, you are only going to continue busying yourself with fap related stuff, waisting your time and increasing temptation. Go for a walk, go to the gym, read a book, play a game, go to friends, just anything else than fapping. And in no time, you will find NoFap to be something easy, one of the self improvement projects, that you can complete by doing literally nothing. I'm not saying it will be easy all the time, there will be surges of temptation as you go trough withdrawal, but it will be miles easier to do than lifting and study.


And wat he said is true to, this degenerate behavior is unacceptable for a NS man. You can raise yourself up, if you are committed my m88.


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Natsocfag here with yet another update. I think i've got out of the flatline period. We are back on a fast track to relapsetown because the urge is sometimes killing me. I don't think i've ever got that much libido in me in my entire life. And yeah- another interesting side effect is that i accidentally fell in love. Blonde blue eyed cutie- extremely traditional and reserved even for my tastes but this is god damn IT. I've already asked her out and she accepted. We enjoy spending time together but it's gonna be hell of a relationship before i get to hold her hand. Now a real struggle against my social autism begins. And yeah, she WILL be redpilled. Sieg Heil brothers and see you later.

Plus i found this piece on Youtube and it's a killer.


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Good for you, hang in there.


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Three weeks today. Wasn't expecting quite so much backlash to mentioning that I was still ERPing as a steam vent; but as a NEET who has no contact with females beyond my sick and elderly mother, it's nice to be able to at least pretend I'm interacting with females in some way shape or form. You are all probably right to a large extent; but I'm using it kind of like morphine for a heroin addiction. I still believe it's better than porn or fap.


Congrats; that is seriously impressive! I'm not even sure how to talk to girls, let alone ask one out. Good luck getting her redpilled and propagating the white race.


I'm a year and a half in; I feel totally fugin awesome, I've really built my control over this time, I've lifted the curse. I even learned how to avoid having wet dreams, my life has improved drastically over the course of this time, I still strive to be vigilant and have the fortitude not to allow the curse to take hold of me again, good luck everyone!



Way to go man you've got this shit locked down

That's the longest streak I ever heard of


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Very nice anon, very nice indeed.

This is the way NoFap should be done, to defy addiction forever, not just in streeks.

Thanks for the encouragement



Great job. Can you tell us how you avoid wet dreams? I never had one my whole life, but there is always a first time.



You better be having children fam sex with your partner just to have sex is still degenerate


Still Belgian:^)


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Anyone ever fapped but had a "half-cum"? Like, a torrent of precum and little bits of sperm comes out, but you haven't really orgasmed and could still keep going?


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I think the jewish degeneracy may start loosing it's grip on me. I haven't felt urge to watch porn or even masturbate in last several days. I must say that over the period of last 39 days i've developed an unnatural urge to talk to other people- especially women. And also there is one significant person in my life to whom i could turn my thoughts to whenever i feel like relapsing. And yeah, we are getting closer to each at an almost expotential rate. We are sometimes even discussing a serious relationship. For now we have made a bilateral agreement to relate to each other as close friends and get to know ourselves better before we enter a really close relationship. And we both expressed warm feelings towards each other. I feel kind of lost to be honest because i've never got to get as close to anybody as i am with her. And we know each other for like 2 months now and have been on 2 dates already. She proposed the next 2. We will see how it goes but i am certainly positive. Nofap is seriously affecting my life in a unexpectedly positive manner. Sorry if this blog is turning into a story about my relationship rather than nofap experience but i just feel like sharing about what i am experiencing right now. Expect more updates in the future. NSF out.

Plus a certainly related song.


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>Sorry if this blog is turning into a story about my relationship rather than nofap experience.

Eventualy every NoFap blog gets sidetracked, because the person in question takes the next steps of self improvement, in this case the fostering of relationships. Good luck my dude, and keep strong. There will be periods in the future in which the urges will return, but if you resist them, the gap between these periods will only increase. You will just have to endure and not thouch your penis.

t.Day 52

P.S are you the muh PR NatSoc in the youtube thread?If so, kill your self:^)


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Forgot to mention, Good luck with the girl, convert her and make woman great again.


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Week 4 today. Haven't been ERPing or any other degenerate hobby. Started running a mile every night before bed; been eating better too, working on getting my physical shit together.


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I am not the guy you mentioned, i'm not even sure which thread you are reffering to.

And She is already very traditional but i guess i can start pulling out a little subversion into the Evola/NatSoc territory. We will see how it goes.


Good to hear, comrade. Keep up the fight.The eternal truth compels us.


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Thanks for answering.

If you're not him i apologise for telling you too kill yourself. I was refering to the "Any cool non porn sites or YouTube channels?" thread.

Keep going and again, good luck with the girl.

I'f i might ask, how and where did you even find a already very traditional girl?I'm asking for a friend of course;_;


Very nice anon, the improvement you do today, will become a lifetime of difference in the long run. Full fill your potential, and life with purpose.


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Week five today.

Been talking to a girl I used to know. She's unfortunately crazy and not very attractive. Just another shitty temptation since I've more or less overcome the others. I'm feeling it's still degenerate since I have zero interest in reproducing with her… yet she's obsessed with me for some bizarre reason. Thoughts?



What happend to the qt from this post >>7292 ?



I'm sorry for not liking what you do. I think your the real zionist shill here. Anything that keeps me away from porn is a good thing. Fucking undercover zionist, oven yourself tbh



That was the OP of the thread; natsocfag. I'm another natsoc nofap guy who decided to tripfag in this thread as well. Sorry for the confusion.


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glad I opened this thread, so many great pictures


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A lot of great music as well. Speaking of, the first picture you put up takes lyrics from one of my favorite songs.


starting tomorrow lads, wish me luck


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With some free time left I can drop yet another update. Things were tight so i did not have enough time to consider relapsing and even though I almost relapsed. That was due to a story i found on some BBS and that happened to be extremely sexual in nature. The urge was unreal but i restrained from doing anything that would end the streak. Right now i derive additional motivation from the streak itself. 47 days is nothing to be shy about. And things are going well with the girl- She says that she has some issues with a long term relationship- for example that we would most likely have to part after several months. But She has also expressed the feeling that she may change her mind in the future- and She is alluding to it every now and then- and more and more often. I give her 1 to 2 months and She will fall for it. I've also noticed a significant change in how other women talk to me. They give me signs of interest which I find strange considering the fact that I don't think my behavior or way of being has changed significantly over the course of the streak. Anxiety seems to have dumbed down but it is still there, somewhere. And for the usual banter:


Check the trips, we are 2 different natsocs posting in one thread. The guy with the qt is me.


It is more degenerate to have interest in reproducing with every woman that gives You attention. Don't bother with her if You don't find her attractive. The key to producing healthy offspring is to find a fit partner. And healthy offspring is, as You probably know, the key to the survival of your people and your race. The key to attracting potential partners is not to be desperate. Women pick such signs like trained hounds and they are evolutionarily programmed to read them as signs of weakness and therefore being turned off by them. Keep your head cool, be polite, look people in the eyes and don't.You.ever.dare.to.slouch. If You are attractive in any manner you will have women giving you attention after some time, even if they previously didn't give it to You.


Do you guys have to fight over everything? You are kind of angry, I would say You need a wank but that would be out of touch :' ^ )


Good luck, if it worked for me it should work for You.

Plus a classic song.




>goes to an anonymous imageboard

>on the internet

>to namefag and tripfag

>prefers self-identification and attention whoring to anonymity






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Love you too PRfag.

In case i flew over your head, i was referring to a anon IN the thread, not the maker of the thread itself. But if you are the REAL PR NATIONALIST that i was referring too. Then i hold to my position, every major nationalist from Hitler, to G L Rockwell, to W L Pierce, and more modern organizations like National action and Atomwaffen. Have proven that unrestrained radical action and retoric are the way to go. And it are the PR fags, who would rather endlesly criticize and compromise, who are the scourge of any upcoming Nationalist movement. Not the people who refuse to conform to jewish social norms.

Some links and a video, to explain where i'm coming from.





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Fucked up the last link.



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Congrats on your continued success.

Part of my problem is that women are virtually NEVER interested in me. The last time I got laid was an all time low, and the current 3DPD showing interest would be far worse. Most females seem to view me with disdain; and as much as I try not to care, I can't help but want physical intimacy. Nofap is going well, but I'm still a loser and a NEET and I have no idea how to change that.


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Pledging 14 days minimum. Praise kek!


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become sheik


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God is punishing you. It's a sin to claim a group. We are all equal under God.


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you should check out Death in June


My father's Jewish. I also have a tiny bit of Turkish ancestry. I'm an advocate of nofap. I'm not religiously Jewish, though I do care about my Jewish family. I also strongly dislike Turkish culture, so that's neither here nor there.

I find that most religions are poisonous lies, but I find Judaism far less destructive than Christianity, Islam, and Hinduism. That said, it's lacking in insight. Some branches of Buddhism (particularly Zen) and Taoism do have many worthwhile insights. Sikhism seems to as well.

I've spent a good amount of time working in West Africa. I quite like the people there. I think the only people who conflate cultural identity with skin color are mentally retarded. Racial divisions are perpetuated to keep people's attention away from the real problem (the people who are exploiting them), and divide people to keep them powerless.

You shouldn't conflate nationalism with statism. National Socialism does this by perpetuating the myth of the "nation-state," saying that people should identify with their state. The problem is, by making your in group the entire country, you're still deferring all your power to the people who exploit you. The world should work in democratized communities that cooperate with each other.

Religion is a lie. National Socialism is a lie. authoritarianism is a lie. Racism is a lie. Addiction keeps you dependent on these things. Porn addiction is one thing that clouds your mind and compromises your ability to function. You have to beat it, but you must also beat other stupid addictions like your dependence on racism to make yourself feel better.


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>My father's Jewish

>beat other stupid addictions like your dependence on racism


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Already a fan. Current 93 is another favorite; I'm hugely fond of neofolk.



I'm no fan of Turkish culture either, so at least we can agree on one thing. Other than that I feel like virtually everything else you said was nothing more than Marxist claptrap. Religion is a poisonous lie? Try the glue that held cultures and nations together for thousands of years. Atheistic cultural Marxism is a poisonous lie, and the death counts prove it. The only reason you find Judaism less destructive is because it follows with your Marxist world-view; Marx being from a long line of Rabbis- this is a historical fact, and it shows very much in his writings. Democracy is clearly another failed political system, Plato and Aristotle knew this over two thousand years ago- but that's another matter entirely.

And trying to say that race and culture are mutually exclusive is even more ludicrous. Different races evolved in different parts of the world; developed different characteristics physically and psychologically- this is simple science. Something that you, as an avowed atheist, should at least have some modicum of respect for. As for the people who are exploiting others, most prominently they are members of the Zionist cabal- Jewish bankers like the Rothchilds, Globalists like Soros and the Clintons, and warmongering murderers like the Israelis and the lobbyists who supports them.

And speaking of the poisons that keep us addicted, isn't it true that the porn industry is largely owned and operated by Jews? As a matter of fact, it is. That must explain why there is such a huge abundance of degrading interracial porn featuring white women but little to nothing of Jewish women. Show me a video of a pretty Hebrew girl getting reamed by an arab, rhetorically speaking- you're going to be hard pressed to find it. Jews also push degeneracy in many other forms as well- Atheism, Feminism, LGBTQ ideas, Materialism, Hedonism and most especially the cancer of cultural Marxism.

National socialism and fascism are political and philosophic structures of nature. They represent a natural hierarchy that are self evident in many animals, human beings included. Also the dated belief that every person who believes in racialism is some kind of narrow minded bigot is just absurd. I'm not advocating apartheid states (like Israel) or genocidal governments (like the bolsheviks) All I care about is the realization of the fourteen words. We must secure the existence of our people, and a future for white children. If you actually believe there is something wrong with that, then clearly you are the real racist.


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Please excuse the long ramble; I really just came to post a small update. Day 42; week number six. Still not fapping or engaging in any degenerate behavior. Reading a lot, eating well and working out every day. Feel much more energetic overall, but still getting a bit down at times when I consider the state of the world and my inability to really 'get a life' as they say.


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fuck off parasite


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Nicely done.



Culture held nations together. The notion that it was religion is absurd. Judaism is less destructive because it hasn't been used extensively to control people like Christianity has since the time of Constantine. It also doesn't devalue life by putting focus on an imaginary afterlife.

I never said race and culture were mutually exclusive. Within every "race," various often disparate cultures have appeared. There are also very valid cultures in multiracial places.

Different immigrant communities in the United States capitalized on different industries. Russian Jews went into film. If there are more Western European white women in porn, then it's only because 1) Jews are a tiny minority in the US, and 2) Western European non-Jewish Americans are more likely to find themselves in positions of financial desperation. This is because Jewish-American communities value education strongly, and like others that value education, like Chinese-Americans, they're more likely to succeed in life because of that value.

National socialism is a perversion of the socialist labor movement, with half-understood social Darwinism thrown in to justify half-baked ideas on race. The truth is, biologically species that help each other and cooperate tend to be much more successful than those who don't.


If you consider incoherent babbling on positions that were known to be completely incoherent by the 1970s "nicely done."



I am against all religions that condemn Imagination, I remember Jewish people shunning the renaissance specially the development of 3D in paintings as something absurd an disgusting, also the fact that Jesus Christ called imagination and "disgusting abomination" has never been cool with me.



I'm unaware of that being a thing in Judaism, but I can definitely believe it because it sounds like conservative Judaism. I'm against that too.




This guy gets it.



no he's a jew just like you are



Religion is a part of culture, culture is a product of race- the three are inextricably bound together. The Jewish people who have held a strong Nationalist, religious and ethnic identity for millennia without even a homeland is objective proof of this. You're not really making any valid points other than smug assumptions of Jewish superiority, and Marxist presuppositions about spirituality. Your assertion that national socialism is a perversion is pure sophistry. National socialism cured the wreckage of Germany's economy after the rapacious treatise of Versailles. It is worth noting, then as well as now, perverted Jews were pimping women and children, promoting decadence, drug use and homosexuality as they have been in the west for the last hundred years.

National Socialism is perfected socialism, and the science of eugenics has hardly been debunked. Is is still being widely practiced in Israel today, where it is illegal for a Jew to marry a non-jew, and there is the strictest enforcement of border control and migration. Everything Jewish ideologues push in the west they reject for themselves, with the possible exception of sexual hedonism as it seems to be strongly tied into their racial identity. By the same token, gay marriage is still illegal in Israel as they care about the importance of perpetuating their genetics. As for multiracial states being so effective, if that is the case, why is it that Israel is so against the two state solution? Why do they deliberately segregate and isolate the shrinking Islamic and Arabic community? Why do leading Jewish politicians and intellectuals simultaneously encourage Europe to except mass third world migrants?

The answer is self-evident: multiculturalism, like Marxism, is a sociological weapon designed to destroy civilizations. If this were not the case, surely Israeli Jews would practice what they preach.


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look at the post i was peplying, i said nicely done because of his 40+ days.

Reading comprehension

Also, passive aggressively saying,

>It's completely incoherent.

Is not an argument.


Anon, dont even bother, shitlibs like this find their way to this thread every once in a while. He's not going to listen, don't waste your energy.



*Replying to.



You're right of course, it's like trying to argue with a brick wall. No matter how much you point out the objective facts they just call you names and/or question your intelligence. I just enjoy practicing my internet dialectic.


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Day forty-nine yesterday. I'm up to seven weeks, two more and I'll surpass my previous record of 63 days. 88 is the goal, which will take me through 4/20. After then I'm gonna keep it at it for as long as I can. Losing weight; lost about 15 lbs in the last month since I've started to get serious. Have been struggling with tfw no gf but I'm trying to remain focused. Other times I've worked on losing weight, getting in shape and no fap depression is what killed me. I can not let myself slip into that apathetic, hopeless mindset. Spent most of the day cleaning; house is looking less shit, at least as much as it can considering the state of decrepitude it is in.


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Day fifty six, eight weeks. One week from passing my record which has me pretty well pleased. I came damn close to a painfully pathetic relapse last night; reading on article about how bad porn is that had some censored images in it. That would not only have been ironic as hell, it would have been extremely pitiful. Thankfully I caught myself before I did anything.

Really depressed. Find myself feeling hopeless for the future; feeling black pilled and miserable. Thinking a lot about suicide and self harm. I have no engaged in the latter in many, many years. Still eating pretty good, being mindful of my body and keeping my mind busy on philosophy, politics and so forth.

Where did everyone else in this thread go? It seemed quite active up until a couple weeks ago.



Struggling, fuck me for following /v/'s Andromeda thread. Reminded me why I do this, though. I am still in control, beware the heresy within!



What do you think of this thread: >>8496 ?




Take a look, bros: >>8496

I went longer than 6 months (and then relapsed).




>When you get the feeling to browse whatever you browse and stumble upon something that attracts you, * * *just play minesweeper or something.* * * Do whatever just get the hell out of there and make it feel like that closed tab is unaccessible

Nice 10/10 this works. Gets your blood pressure refocused on something productive.


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Alright, today is the day I surpass my own previous record of 63 days. Day 64, week number nine. At this point achieving my pledge of 88 days by 4/20 seems very probable. I have not been engaging in any degenerate behavior whatsoever, and the melancholy of last week has passed somewhat. I am still not in the best of spirits, but I am more hopeful. I need to begin making real effort to improve in other areas of my life neglected for too long, primarily moving away from being a NEET. This is going to be very tricky- I'm not even sure where to start. I have the energy and determination, I just need to figure out what direction I want to go. College seems unlikely, Military would be good if I didn't find the proxy wars for Israel detestable. I'm currently leaning towards looking into a trade school, maybe welding or electrician. Any thoughts on the matter would be much appreciated.

Heil Victory, my friends.



>Heil Barbaria!

Day 5 for me. Last straw for my binging was being gay for furries. Fuck that shit. WE ARE IN CONTROL!



Male furry gayness…. :( it's a mental illness. Cold turkey is the cure to love tits again.



Good for you; first week is a stones throw away… for me, the first one or two weeks has been hardest. After that it is relatively smooth sailing. And do not feel bad; some of the stuff I used to look at was arguably a lot worse than gay furry shit … Porn leads people down some dark alleys, that's part of why it is so destructive. Good luck, you can do this; believe in yourself and hold fast to your determination.



Good to hear that you feel better again. Remember there are ups and downs and when you experience a down than eventually an up will come again.

>Military would be good if I didn't find the proxy wars for Israel detestable.

I too would love to join the military but dying for our greatest ally is not an option so instead I chose to study.

>Where did everyone else in this thread go?

University started again so I have less time to shitpost



That makes sense; I forget other people have jobs and lives that take up a great deal of their time. How do you like university? I've never found the prospect appealing, especially now-a-days with the infestation of SJWs, Marxist professors and safe spaces. Is it really as bad as all that?



I'm studying at an University of applied science so we don't have this gender study stuff there. Most professors are just the average baby boomers, one is a nigger-lover and one is so red-pilled that he might actually browse /pol/. Though he got in trouble with it and already cut down what he is saying. I think your country takes a great deal in how infested the university is. The worse the average people the worse the professors.

At the beginning I didn't really like it but now I somehow like the challenge and just want to succeed.


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That's good; I really regret dropping out of highschool… but I just felt like it was a waste of time. Now I'm thirty and my life is basically wasted. Glad some people with similar ideals ( I assume, since your in this thread ) have their shit together. I wonder if I could survive College if I tried now…

In other news, I hit day seventy a few days ago while fullchan was down. I'm just over two weeks away from meeting my initial pledge. I plan to keep going after that for as long as I can. Started reading "Revolt Against The Modern World" by Julius Evola, which I highly recommend to anyone interested in traditionalism, nationalism and anti-modernism. It's a monumental work.

Heil Victory!



It's never too late to improve. You still have another 10 years to work with, do not waste them too. Go for it no matter how hard.


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would a nofap help me survive incoming ww3? and if so how


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nofap makes you a socially adept alpha male and it'll allow you to unite the wartorn world under your absolute dominion



nofap will enable you to shoot down incoming ICBMs with the sheer power of your high test


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Day seventy seven- it's a big one for me. The goal is in sight, and I'm rather proud of accomplishing it, despite it seeming like a relatively small thing in retrospect. I've vanquished virtually all of my bad habits, except maybe gaming but I think that one is among the least harmful. It also happens to be my only option for socialization at this time. I have more motivation for self improvement, reading a fair bit and doing some exercise every day. I need to start going to the gym and getting really /fit/– but it's hard since I don't have a car or a membership. I wonder if I'll ever escape from my NEET lifestyle?


Thanks, it's nice to hear it even if I have a hard time believing it. I have very low confidence in my ability to do much of anything right. I don't even know where to start, beyond NOT doing what I know is bad. In terms of actually doing what is good, beyond reading and losing weight, where do I even start??


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Claiming this get for National Socialism.



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>Day 77.

That is a very nice milestone my man, keep it going.

As to answer your question. Not the anon you're replaying to

The very first thing you need to get is the right mindset. Even if you will never again be able to reach the top you were once capable of reaching, great heights of self improvement are still in your reach!

Think of it like this, every day, every moment you let slip by, will lower the top you are able to reach right now. Can't you see it's a self completing circle? If you get discouraged by your age, causing you to not seize the moment, furthering the age you are in, it only causes the top to get lower restarting the cycle. It doesn't matter if things don't go right the first time, i didn't know how to lift a year ago, but practice, advice from gym goers, and research quickly helped me develop proper form.

The same is true for you, look up what you are about to do, and how to do it properly, and just practice. So don't be discouraged by the prospect of failure, the only true failure is to not seize the moment when it percents itself.

To sum it up, the first step is to change your mindset towards the goal you want to reach, in my case it's to reach my highest potential possible, to life according to my ideals, to life with purpose. If your goal is to get /fitlit/ you are on the right track by reading and lifting. Don't get discouraged by failure, you can make it up to yourself by getting better the next time you do it.

All in the context of physical improvement, in this case lifting, but the advice also works for other things like basket weaving or something if that is your thing.

Then the second thing you named: Reading.

That is very good my man, can't get /fitlit/ without a basic world concept. The most important advice I can give you in this, to actually use the knowledge you learn. Don't become a repository of endless amounts of dead facts and data, neither get bogged down in the details. Hitler himself made clear in Mein Kampf, that the true art of learning from books, is to really internalize the knowledge, to make it your own. Scan sources of info by looking for the bits of knowledge needed to further enhance your world concept, and give the rest of the tekst a place in the back. I don't mean to say, you should read only that which supports your view, but to be critical and be able to give the knowledge a place in your own world view. This way knowledge becomes a living part of your being. It will be easier to bring up relevant facts when needed, and debates will also swing in your favor easier if you are able to present the audience with a cohered and solid grasp of your world view, spoken with a voice of passion.

This brings me to the second part: Practice the things learned.

A solid world concept and world view isn't doing anyone any good by just sitting in your head. Live the things you believe! Practice debates with people that want to listen like your friends, or even the mirror if need be. And don't be afraid to bring up things in every day small talk, I you think of niggers like niggers, call them that to you friends and family, make politically incorrect joke's in the day to day routine. The point is, if you are respected in any way, if people around you like you, they will not mind and eventually take after your example.

For example, I caused my family, friends and the boyfriend of my sister to begin using nigger and politically incorrect jokes in their daily lives, I'm not joking, I didn't teach the boyfriend to start using nigger.

But it all starts with an idea, a goal, crystal clear. Where do you want to works towards, and how are you going to get there?

I hope my advice can be useful. I may make it sound easy, but it takes real work and struggle to pull yourself out of the gutter after a long time, but it must be done. To give up struggling is to die in fully before actual death.

Also, I'm not trying to sound pretentious or anything, but when I'm writing I sometimes get to enthusiastic.




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Day 84; four more days until I've met my pledge. It will be the longest streak I've had since before I ever started (fapping). Beating my previous record by nearly a month… going to keep it going for as long as I can. Despite this relative accomplishment I've been rather down in the dumps still.


I guess getting into that mindset is part of what's difficult for me; I've always had very low self-esteem and next to no self worth. I often think of how ironic it is that I am an ardent national socialist, an advocate of eugenics and the ideal ubermensch. Truth be told I see myself as more of an untermensh, the only good qualities I have are my fair skin, my blonde hair, blue eyes and relative awareness of global issues concerning international jewery, spiritual/physical decline and the necessity of traditional values. I don't know, beyond purging a lot of poison from my life I still fall damn short of practicing what I preach. I've never had a "real job" and I'm basically failing at life. I just have no idea how to reverse it- where do I even start? My goal has always been to contribute something of real value to the world; politically, spiritually, whatever. I'm just not sure I have it in me. I'll have great ideas for stories or what have you- but when I try to write them down it just comes out shit.

My fitness routine is not impressive; but for how bad of shape I'm in it's much better than nothing. Just been doing cardio daily, alternating between walking and running no less than a mile every night. Often I am winded and sweating bullets by the end, but I'm trying to shed some pounds so I'll at least look and feel less like a typical blue-pilled burger. I don't lift currently, because I haven't got access to weights. I've thought about trying to start just lifting rocks or some random heavy shit, but seeing as I already have some joint issues that might not be a great idea. I think my main problem is, despite my idealism, I'm just a really low-energy person. I'm not motivated to do much of anything, and I have no concrete long term goal. Write… something? That's not really a goal. Get stronger? Yeah, I guess sort of- but it's not going to happen just laying off the doritos and mountain dew, and walking around the block a few times. It's just really difficult; I have no family, no real friends to speak of, and my options are extremely limited.

Reading I guess I do enough of, recently dragged myself through some Marx just to get an idea of what the enemy believes. It was disgusting, but I have a better understanding of the idea of communism. I have a hard time debating my thoughts without getting very angry; I have little to no tolerance for egalitarian sentiments and those seem to be the prevailing norm in virtually everyone I talk to. When I try to I know I just come off sounding like a typical hate-filled bigot, and it emphasizes people's existing stereotypes of 'muh racism' and so on and so forth. So for the most part I just keep my mouth shut. It's equally frustrating that I often play out elaborate conversations and think of clever points, subtle examples of dialectic to disprove the plausibility of diversity and multiculturalism. When I try to execute these with actual humans, however, they just don't work. I draw a mental blank.

I'm not sure any great things are in store for me, or even good things for that matter. I can at least be a little better every day, and try to pull myself out of the garbage dump before I'm dead. You don't sound pretentious at all, on the contrary, your post was very thoughtful. As you can probably tell, I can get rather enthusiastic as well- at least when responding to another person. When I try to write anything for my own self it's hard to eek out a sentence. It's annoying.



>My goal has always been to contribute something of real value to the world; politically, spiritually, whatever. I'm just not sure I have it in me.

It is said that even Hitler, according to todays standards, would have been a neet. He just pulled himself together as the country needed it the most.

> I don't lift currently, because I haven't got access to weights.

Try "calisthenics" (workout with your own body weight). For excercises like curls you can take a backpack and fill it with water bottles. It's not great but will do for the beginning.

>I think my main problem is, despite my idealism, I'm just a really low-energy person.

Was the same for me before I started lifting. No energy and no will to even start it but once you started it it becomes a habit. A habit you don't want to miss anymore.


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>Day 84.

My man, that is very impressive. Keep it going, only good things will come out of this.

I'm still thinking of a good reply to give you. I'll try to make one tomorrow.


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Alright, let's do this.

I don't even know where to start, but i'll try to respond to the points you named as best as I can.

First, the reason we are having this conversation, this might contain some wrong conclusion, so if you think I interpreted something wrong just tell me. You feel like you are waisting your life and have waisted much of it already because of the lifestyle you have, the neet life. You asked us how you can break out of this cycle, and in response to my reply you give your low self esteem and low energy as the primary reasons you have not broken out of this destructive cycle yet. You lack the state of mind necessary to get to where you want to see yourself, or have wanted to see yourself already.

First of all I want to say this, whose standards are you failing?

Because you are already well above average in the case of most neets and normies. On this day you have managed to resist your lustful impulses for over 86 days. Even if it is just a mile, exercising every night is a very good first step towards building stamina and muscle mass. You have broken trough the Jewish world view and didn't get stuck in the many watered down compromises, you only have to look at the alt right to see that it takes strength of character to do. Do you think most people on the right or the left or the average people in between take the time to refine their own view to at least withstand their own arguments let alone study the enemy? In comparison to a lot of people you take your belief seriously, even if it is only the intellectual aspect.

I just want it to be clear, in comparison to a lot of people in similar situations like the chans or people of the same generation, you are above par. Simply by the fact you have at least recognized you are on the wrong path and are taking the first steps to correct it.

But you are far from done, to bring us to the most important part.

This isn't a feel good pep talk, this is a serious answer to help you escape the destructive cycle you're in. Indeed, you are falling short of practicing what you preach. As the anon above me pointed out Hitler himself was in far more dire straits then you are now, but he pulled himself out of it, with his own force of will. The same is true for you my friend, I can give you a lot of advice and others can do so to, but as long as you don't internalize it, as long as you don't change your own character to match the person you want to be. Nothing will get done.

So rise up, I have already proven you are not bad enough to be a untermensch, you hold yourself to the only standards that matter and the only failure is to give up. Because the way you think right now is defeatism, it will only hold you back.



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And I'm not talking out of a position of power, or as someone who doesn't know what it's like to be in such a situation. No my friend, I know very well, indeed I'm in such a situation right now. I dropped out of high school too, I have almost no friends and no girlfriend, I'm jobless and have been for some time, I failed my nofap 2017 almost a month ago and I'm only on day 11 right now, and to top it all of, I don't even have the genetics you do, my eyes and hair are brown. Yet there are two fundamental difference between us two, I'm younger than you and I don't have the same mindset as you do. Don't get me wrong, even now I can worry about my future and how I wasted my teens playing games, but I get back up. Every time I failed nofap I restarted to day 1 and tried again. My social circle is and was shit so I tried going to a meadhall meet up, this went wrong horrible because this was the first time in years I used the bus without somebody else and I missed the event, I even got stuck in a unknown city for the day. But I got back on it and now my social circle isn't so shit anymore, the potential for improvement is there at least and I met some cool people. After I dropped out I sat at home, being a disappointment for months, I don't remember how long exactly but I picked myself back up and looked over the alternatives. I'm now finishing my high school education after two years of hard work.

And lastly, I didn't have my goal clear, let alone how to reach it, but keeping still while life rushes ahead is NOT an option. The goal I have is about the same as yours, to make a difference, to life with purpose. How I want to do that is to join or make a movement that can do that. I still am not sure what career is going to help me the best in reaching that goal, but I'm not sitting still. I'm looking up different studies that match my interests and talents, while at the same time looking at the work I would be able to do with the different studies. For example, I'm having a interview with a sergeant major of the marines next week to get the necessary information to make an informed decision. And there a bunch of other things I need to pick up again or do to make it, but I'm moving, I'm catching up to life.

And I'm not unique. I am in the same boat as you, but I changed my mindset early on. Crying about feels on 3 am is not helping me or you, and it took a long time before the real fruits of my work where beginning to show. As I said, this is after two years of getting back to it, but it is possible to break the cycle. If I can do it you can do it, but only if you are willing.

I will respond to the rest of your points in a different reply.


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>I often think of how ironic it is that I am an ardent national socialist, an advocate of eugenics and the ideal ubermensch.

There is no irony in the truth. If a nigger says whites are superior and he, blacks, are inferior. He is stating a fact, at most he has low self esteem, but he speaks the truth. If a pedophile says pedophilia is wrong he is a hypocrite, but he is not wrong. The same is true for a fat person acknowledging that he is unhealthy. You speak the truth and tries to life up to that ideal, it is only ironic or wrong if you give up yet continue with the same rhetoric.

>I've never had a "real job" and I'm basically failing at life. I just have no idea how to reverse it- where do I even start?

First of all, read my first two post again and change your mindset. Nothing will get done, no amount of advice is going to help you if your mind isn't up to the task. Second, get a clear goal and start working towards it, if necessary, cut up the journey into multiple parts and accomplice the goal in parts. We have already given you a lot of advice, and if there are yet more things you are not certain about don't be afraid to ask them here or to others who are in that field already.

>My goal has always been to contribute something of real value to the world; politically, spiritually, whatever.

Then start working towards this. Ask yourself what kind of job is going to help you, if it is even helpful and where your talents lie. And look at what movements there are in the country you reside in that could help you in this goal. If you are in the U.S, there is atomwaffen, if you are in the U.K, there is National Action, and if you life in a country that has no good movement, start your own. Look at the possibilities there are to meet like minded people and start recruiting them into National Socialism, even if the group in question is not originally National Socialist. The most important thing is to bring it into the real life, out of the interned.

>I've thought about trying to start just lifting rocks or some random heavy shit, but seeing as I already have some joint issues that might not be a great idea.

Indeed, stay on the save side, but don't be afraid to get uncomfortable. Calisthenics have already been named and are a good alternative to weights.

>I'm just a really low-energy person. I'm not motivated to do much of anything, and I have no concrete long term goal.

Try to improve your diet, eat less sugar, and drink more water instead of all that fruity and soda crap. If you lack motivation try to get little things done. Every small victory counts and should motivate you. The last point you disproved yourself earlier on, you want to bring about something of real value and you're gonna do it if. Our race has no other options left.

>I have no family, no real friends to speak of, and my options are extremely limited.

That's very unfortunate and will make things more difficult, but don't let it stop you. Instead, try to make connections by finding more like minded people and bringing them into the open. Just livign life itself should also give you experience and connections, via the work or study you do. Try to get out of your room or house and begin at something, a job, a study, a meet up, anything to get you some life experience and connections.

>You would like to write something.

Do you think my post are well thought out and good? My man, how long do you think it took me to write until this point? It has taken me 4 hours until now Only practice is going to make you better in anything.

>Fine tuning your arguments.

This is very good as a practice for yourself, but useless in any public debate and almost useless in any talk you have between people of the same caliber. You need to learn some rhetoric my man, I'll drop a useful link below for that. Along with that, you could read books on the subject and practice with anyone who wants to listen. That may very well be the mirror.

>I'm not sure any great things are in store for me, or even good things for that matter. I can at least be a little better every day.

The only things truly impossible are the things you don't devote any will towards. Even if you can't reach a certain goal in your lifetime, one of your decedents WILL if he stays devoted. And I think even good things can happen if you set your mind to it.

That is all for now, don't hesitate to ask further questions and good luck.

P.s, do you have a steam account? If so, you can ask me for my link and I'll post it in a separate reply I can delete. I'm part of some steam groups, and know some people that you could maybe connect with.This is absolutely not a honeypot:^)


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The rhetoric links:



The world view links, If you haven't read mein kampf yet you should read the following books first:

1:Who we are, William Luther Pierce. 2:This time the world, George Lincoln Rockwell. 3:Mein Kampf, Adolf Hitler.




Interesting links, how our enemy works:




I hope you're not afraid of watchlists.


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Day 88

I'm happy to say I got there..88 days… It wasn't easy, but it wasn't as hard as I might have thought. I'm pretty out of it, didn't sleep much last night and spent the day pretty active. I hope all my national socialist brothers had a good fuhrer's day, as I did. Heil Hitler!



I'll make replies tomorrow when I'm more cohesive.


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>Day 88

Nice job man, and nice dubs.

>I'll make replies tomorrow.

I can get that, i kind of went overboard.


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Indeed, by today's standards perhaps; but he was also a decorated war veteran, an artist and a man with a clear goal. I am none of those things, not even close. Calisthenics does seem like a sensible options; push ups, sit ups and so forth. I've made a habit of walking/running at least, which is a beginning if nothing else.


Indeed, I'm pleased with fulfilling my initial goal. And not at all, I appreciate you taking the time to write such a detailed reply. I would have posted yesterday but I was dead tired and couldn't proof read my response effectively. So here goes!


I would like to thank you very much for your exhaustive and well thought out reply; it means a great deal to me. I will attempt to formulate my own response to be as thorough and articulate as your own! You have grasped my situation completely. no problems there. As for the standards I am failing- I would say first and foremost my own, and in a second more ethereal sense that of national socialism on a whole. The fuhrer and the nation of Germany fought and died trying to preserve the last shreds of human decency, beauty and strength in this world. My life hitherto has been entirely shameful; even beyond my status as a NEET.

It is doubly shameful, since I had my awakening as a national socialist quite young. By that same token, it is not until now that I have really made some effort to live up to the standard of perfection to which every Aryan man should aspire. I suppose you are right in saying that I am above par compared to others, but really- that's not such an accomplshment. I am far from the shining example of perfection put forth by the NSDAP. I can recognize my own defeatism, in fact it is a recurring strain in my life. As for my will, der wille zur macht, I am actively trying to cultivate and stimulate it in every way I know how. I still can't help feeling like it's too late; like I'll never be able to rise out of the gutter and make something of my self- anything. I know this is just an illusion, that every good white man has the potential for greatness within him.


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It is my belief these feelings of alienation and misplacement are common in our time, especially for people who are awake. I also believe very strongly that the enemy has cultivated this sense, nurtured it and deliberatley turned us against ourselves through their diverse and poisonous arsenal . It's hard to find your place when the whole world you're living in has gone mad- men pretending to be women, whites pretending to be blacks; miscegnation, degeneration, drug culture and rampant hedonic materialism in every vile facet and form. And we are expected to merely smile and nod, never criticize the system in place and constantly turn the cheek for each new assault of egalitarian nonsense. It has come to such a point that they invent new forms of perversion and insanity every so many years, merely to have another front in which to push… but I'm rambling, I digress.

Back to the point, I have managed to get my GED for what that's worth. I acquired it not long after I dropped out, but a fat lot of good it's done me. I've seriously considered, time and again, signing up for the military ( Air Force or National Guard, specifically ) but I always come back to the same point. One, that I have no desire to serve the ZOG army fighting wars for Israel in the middle east. Two, that even five or six years ago when the thought first occured to me my physical condition is no where near the requisite for armed service. And third, there is the fact that my only family is my elderly mother who suffers from various health issues and afflictions; I'm a NEET, but in being here I'm able to cook, clean and help her with many things she would struggle with on her own. Without a real hard and fast plan though, the ugly truth is once she's gone, the odds are very high I'll end up on the streets if I don't get my act together fast.

Vocational rehab is something I tried a few years ago, but it was a disgrace. The most useful thing I got out of that arrangement was a few free bus passes. The incompetent beaner assigned to managed my case was actually incapable of writing a cohesive sentence; it was worse than a middle schooler- run on sentences, ill punctuated and full of spelling errors. He even spelled the name of a neighboring town I had done some previous work in wrong. I've basically come to the point where I know full well what NOT to do; look at porn, fap, drugs, alcohol, junk food, playing games all the time, watching animu until all hours and wasting days and nights staring at a screen. Almost all of those things I have forsaken, but even by replacing them with relatively positive activities such as walking, reading and educational videos I still feel I need a real plan. In what we want, it seems we seek the same thing. To create or join a movement which MEANS something- beyond just being another proletariat worker drone for the oligarchs above us.

As far as my mind set goes, I suppose it's better late than never. And good for you on taking all the steps you've had. LIke Bilbo said: "It's a dangerous business, Frodo, going out your front door. You step onto the road, and if you don't keep your feet, there's no knowing where you might be swept off to."


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I do my best to only state objective fact, and when I put forth a subjective opinion I try to qualify it as such. Saying that the greatest sin would be to give up on my self when there is even a remote chance I could contribute something to our people, our world and our movement is certainly sensible. I'll continue to try and master my own self-doubt, stengthen my body and soul, and become better tomorrow than I am today.

As for a clear goal, hmm, I suppose that could go several directions. For starters I should say finishing some piece of writing I've started. I have numerous stories and decertations which I end up dropping because they never seem quite good enough. I should really just finish one, at least one, then try to put it out there for people to say. Maybe I'm selling myself short in that department too. I'll devote at least one half hour to writing every day. Once I get in the habit maybe I can bump that up a bit.

As far as a job, that's a real pickle. I'm currently on SSDI, which I'm not proud of, but it keeps the sagging roof over my head and makes certain there's bread in the cupboard. I suppose I could get a haircut, shave up and go start turning in applications at wal-mart and other no-skill wage slave places. I am in the U.S, but I'm not familiar with atomwaffen; I'll have to look them up. I currently follow the Northwest Front primarily, at least I listen to their podcast every week and mull around the idea of moving there some day.

I will begin to integrate some basic calisthenics into my daily routine; I'll browse fit tonight and maybe watch some helpful videos on youtube. As for my diet, besides the occasional slip, it's already much improved. I'm eating mostly whole grains, fruits, veggies and lots of clean protein. I do indulge sparingly in some junk ( chips, sweets ) which I know is not good, but I figure compared to the many other vices a few snacks is fairly low impact. Having children some day is one of my fondest wishes, but as it stands most females don't even want to look at me. I think that's a pretty common problem for white men who aren't normie Chads.


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Thank you for all the useful links, and I'l add the volumes you recommended to my reading list. I've actually been wanting to read some of Dr. Pierce and Commander Rockwell's writings for some time now, anyways. Mein Kampf I've read from, but have yet to finish cover to cover. It's a monumental work, and reading it in totality is comparable to finishing The Bible in terms of sheer scope. As for your previous question, I do have Steam but it is not currently in use. My PC died and I am using a very old laptop (Early 2000s, windows xp ) and I doubt very much that it would run on it.


Good to see you took the time to write out such a big, in depth reply.

Unfortunately i am rather busy at the moment, so it may take 1 or 2 days before i have the time to write back. Nevertheless i wanted to let you know i will come back to making a reply.



No worries, and no great rush. I just really appreciate the dialogue.


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Day 91; week thirteen. Pretty good, not sure what to set for my next pledge. I could go for double or nothing but I don't want to set my self up for disappointment. I think I'm going to stay safe and say 120 days total. That's another month, and will still be quite an accomplishment. The porn-spammer has been annoying me, but he's only posting Asian 3DPD. A weak effort at best! Going to be trying to spend less time on the computer, which I think is quite conducive to nofap, as well as moving away from the NEET life.

Warning: Hindi music video might not be to everyone's taste, but as an Esoteric Hitlerist I like it quite a lot.


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Almost 100 days, that is almost dubble what i got on my first streek in the begining of the year. You're going good m88.

>Esoteric Hitlerist.


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Day 98, week fourteen.

I am tired.



I came here to start a nofap May, and seeing your posts gives great inspiration, so at the very least I stop to write and admire you for your efforts, and also salute you.

You're 14 weeks in, just as 14 generations lasts the memory of the blood (http://www.iflscience.com/health-and-medicine/ancestors-genetic-memories-passed-on-14-generations/) and here you are, standing by the 14 Words.

I hope you've had a nice Walpurgisnacht, and I hope you have a happy Beltane.



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It gladdens my heart to hear that my posts have been inspirational to another proud national socialist. Good for you, getting the fap-monkey off your back is a big step!

That's a very interesting article; 14 is a sacred number in more ways than one. I had not even realized the significance of the fourteenth week! 88 days was my pledge, but that had escaped me completely. Thank you for pointing it out!

And Faun is such an excellent band; this kind of music makes my heart swell. I actually listened to that very song before bed last night. I hope that you have had a wonderful Beltane, and that your Walpurgisnacht was good too!

Heil Victory!



Yeah it's all fun and games, but the passwords?


This is my 16th day of no fap and no porn (longest in my life)

I have to say that I feel good in terms of focus and I think clearer, but I feel like my dick is about to explode if I don't get to have sex.

I don't know if this is normal, but I just want to fuck so bad it makes me consider masturbation (without porn) like the best way to get this out of myself, I just want to grab a girl (and sometimes not even a girl, but anything that resembles one) and do the most primal things I could until I'm tired. Overall it's good but it might make me think more with my dick than my brain in the long run.

I feel like the slightest arousal will make me cum or something too, which is not so good.

I think I had a wet dream during my first week of no fap too, which made me feel terrible because it was an orgy with 2 girls and 1 trap, not even in my most degenerate moments I had those dreams, does it count as a relapse?

Also, any tips on what to focus when I'm horny?



i'm sure you can figure it all out. you used to fap constantly and now your body is getting withdrawal symptoms. your body is rebooting or whatever, it's adjusting to your new behaviour, which is a massive change from before. keep reading threads on here and it'll help you figure out what's going on and that it's a normal reaction


This is day 6 for me. Self control hasn't been that hard for me, however I feel a tightness/ache/warmth in my lower body (not necessarily my crotch, it's somewhere inside) that is really weird. I'm personally doing this because I have cripplingly low energy and motivation for an important project, and I have tried just about everything else without success.


The MAIN issue with our society is weak,bad men. Why, or rather.how do we know that, theyre weak?

They have low Testosterone. Faggots, pinkos, clubber chads, so on.

Thus; if white kids had high T this wouldny be happening would it?

Squats activate, trigger Testosterone.

Tl;dr do 500 squats a say, help save the world


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Day 105, week fifteen.

Doing okay. I've lost about 20 pounds in the last few months since I've been working out, which is cool. Been getting random fits of arousal which is very annoying. I've been dealing with it, but I'm not sure where it's even coming from. I'm gonna keep going, next landmark will be 120 days.

Heil Victory!



Sieg Heil!


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>Day 109.

Absolute overman.

You have surpassed even dubble what i got in my previous longest try. Keep going and do us and yourself proud anon ;_;7

P.S i'll still need to give you a reply, and i wanted to let you know i haven't forgotten. I just haven't had the time till now. I hope my post's have been helpfull in the meantime.


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Indeed, your posts have been tremendously helpful. When it gets tough; and I'm feeling weak I come here and read this thread again. I listen to some music, and I feel stronger. This has been one of the main factors keeping me on track; I look forward to posting each week I get through. And no rush on your reply whatsoever; your original posts still hold just as much weight as ever.


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Day 112, week sixteen.

Pretty good; if I do say so myself. Last time I did an update I was getting the urges pretty bad, but that seems to have passed. Cold showers are a wonderful thing. I'm pleased that I seem to have gotten to the point where more often than not. It's like several other vices I used to have ( which I wont go into ) that I barely even think about now. This one is the trickiest since it's something so effortless that I did for so long, but that is what makes it so insidious. I haven't gotten any super powers, but I'm definitely doing much better in several areas of life.

Curious whatever happened to the original NatsocFag; haven't seen him post in a long time. Hopefully he broke through, got a traditional wife and is in the process of making many Aryan children.

Heil Victory!


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Good for you man, i hope i will be able to get simulair results around day 100 dat 36 now. I too really want to be done with my vices.

Well, there's only one way to get there, and i'll have to do it myself.

And about the Original tripfag. He did mention seeing a girl in his last post's, so i hope he is on the right path.


Thanks, i will get to it eventually.


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Claiming these Satanic trips for National Socialism.

Heil Hitler!


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How does he keep doing this?!

Very nice indeed.



I'm proud of you anon. I just started and i'm on day 6 and its pretty hard to resist the urge. All of your posts have really helped me out. I'm in a very similar situation as you. It seems you've already made a lot of progress these past few months. Please, don't relapse now. Be the proof that you can get better. Don't fail for yourself, me and your people.

I hope the original tripfag is on the right path but i'm not so sure. Its been 3 months since his last post and the last couple posts make me think he was being led on by that girl. I can see how something like that could easily turn you back into a degenerative spiral.

You need to have strength. Do not hesitate even in your darkest hour. Stay true to you path as best you can.


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Day 119, week seventeen.

Still on track; made the mistake of going on /b/ a few nights ago and that was a close call. I quickly hid all offensive threads- that place is quickly degenerating into an all porn board. I recommend avoiding it completely.

Still walking/running one mile+ every night. I've started reading Miguel Serrano which is very interesting; currently on 'Maya: Reality is an Illusion'. Some of it is a bit reminiscent of science-fiction, but it is none the less a very good read.


I'm doing my best to stay strong. You can do it too; if I can, you can. Believe in yourself, as I do. As for the original tripfag, I hope that he is doing well and prospering. Unfortunately so many women in this dark age are very materialistic, and all but incapable of understand true politics and true spirituality. Most especially that of National Socialism. They have been conditioned from birth to hate the truth, but it is not their fault. We know who has done this to them, and they remain our eternal enemy.

Heil Hitler!


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Day 126, week eighteen.

It's funny, you know? When I first started trying to do nofap sometime last year, it was mostly with the motivation of improving my chances of finding a woman. Well, I'm gonna be real with you guys- at least in my case, that hasn't changed at all. I've been fap free for over four months, and nothing has changed in that regard; not even remotely. I've decided to keep going never the less, because I want to reject all those elements of modernity and degeneracy that have ruined so many years of my life. And even if I never find someone special (and finding a red-pilled white woman of child bearing age is basically finding a unicorn) I still want to strive to be better than I have been. The hardest thing for me is figuring out where to start really getting a life

Anyways, in other news I've been reading The Protocols of the Learned Elders of Zion. Worth a read if you want to find out more about the JQ and how kikes are ruining our world. I recommend doing it in small doses- it will make your blood boil.

Heil Victory!


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Always refreshing to read your updates. It gives me hope and courage to continue on. day 3nowBest was 27 days, boy that were days of glory

Im certain you'll find a good aryan woman to 14 words with. The difficulty is that you evidently wont find them in nightclubs nor tinder, for what self respecting woman would use that?

The protocols are a starter anon, I find it weird that you read serrano before the protocols. No problem, whichever goes for you.

Heil Victory


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related to NOFAP:

I read many more or less credible sources saying shampoo and soap are bad because they rid your body of, natural Pheromones. Is this so?

should we add nosoaps to NOFAP? This is all about hormones,after all.



Not exactly, IIRC whats in the soap can be estrogenic. I don't have the whole pastebin regarding the subject of xenoestrogens, though.

If it's pheromones you're talking about, my understanding is that you can get those back with a little sweat-producing exersize. Sprint like you're chasing down dinner.


Fuck no, if you are worried about your test in the shower then do cold showers.



i DO do cold showers.

and I do sweat a lot.

im just introducing the new concept of not using any soaps or shampos for legit pheromones.



Shamjew is bad because it makes your hair disgusting earlier, which means you need to use shamjew again sooner. Also contains xenoestrogens. Soap is unnecessary, and the same deal. I don't use either. Also reminder that you don't need poisonous (((unilever))) liquids to wash food related objects



What's your sauce on the pheromones to begin with?

Almost always when I'm meeting with a girl I will wear minimal deodorant and make sure I do some sort of exercise beforehand, at least enough to run out of breath and produce sweat. I make sure I have sweat on me but I also make sure I don't smell like ass.


When people mention "testosterone levels",is that a vague medical diagnosis or actual numbers like "level 1, level 3". Like vegeta measuring Goku's power; can men have their T,and thus their pheromone range and power, calculated? For example a decathlon champion has 1000 T-level, a death row convict has 800T-level, so on. Certain foods and workouts add tlevels and for example fapping deplete them.


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Day 133, Week nineteen.

A year ago I would have said it's impossible. My longest streak at that time was about forty five days, technically speaking. During which I was constantly binging on porn vids, watching the vile stuff and feeling like a cuck. I frequently edged as well, and still was essentially a slave to my addiction. Now, I typically avoid it and hardly touch myself outside of washing, etc. This board, and the good posters here, have been of immeasurable help in achieving this end.

In other news, I've been reading Markus Aurelius "Meditations" which I cannot recommend highly enough. Words of wisdom and strength from a man of great honor.


The protocols is like Marx; which I find vulgar and offensive but feel is required material for anyone truly red-pilled. Serrano is more enjoyable; uplifting and inspiring ( Along with Evola, Devi etc). Protocols, Communist Manifesto etc are depressing and unsavory. I must force myself to read them, but do not enjoy it. At any rate, thank you for the encouragement and keep fighting your own vices and the degeneracy of the modern world. I am glad my posts have been of some help to you.

Sieg Heil!



Testosterone is effectively measured in particles per unit of liquid. Following site gives some charts https://www.menshormonalhealth.com/normal-testosterone-levels.html

I'm not saying that I understand everything, but I know enought to say that the average test in men has been declining. A combination of Nofap, regular exercise and stopping intake of xenoestrogens will take you to standard levels for the 30ies.

Xenoestrogens are mostly found in plastics, synthetic chemicals in soaps and beauty products and in some types of mass production meat (growth hormones).


Im really jealous of your achievement. 133 days.

The protocols are unsavory, but necessary to understand the true scope of the jewish problem. It is a starter in the sense that it makes you understand what Hitler had to achieve, and against which odds they fought.


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Claiming these gets for National Socialism and the third position.



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>Serrano is more enjoyable; uplifting and inspiring ( Along with Evola, Devi etc)

Man I wish that independent presses like Ostara would get on the ball and start reprinting Serrano and Devi. I've barely been able to find their stuff outside of exorbitant prices and I can't stand reading a .pdf.



Counter Currents and Noontide print a lot of Savitri Devi at a somewhat reasonable price. I recently got "The Impeachment of Man" for around 7$ including shipping and handling. Serrano is a bit harder; there seems to be only two groups publishing his work that I know of, the 55 club and Hermitage Helm Corpus. They are… certainly not cheap, the only one I was able to afford was Maya: Reality is an Illusion which is very small and still cost close to 20$. That being said it was worth every penny… A lot of his stuff is quite expensive though, between 30 and 100 US dollars which is just unrealistic for me. I feel you though, reading books on PDF is just not enjoyable. Just save up and get what you can; I'm building a respectable library on a pretty small budget. I also recommend checking around used book stores if you have any in your area; you never know what you might find~


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Day 140, week twenty.

A fairly respectable streak. I came close to a relapse after having a vivid, erotic dream earlier in this week. I woke up quite aroused but quickly slapped myself out of it. Meditated, did my dream journal and moved on with my day.

I've been reading "Isis Unveiled" by H.P. Blavatsky; which is not necessarily natsoc but is relevant in a peripheral sense. The work talks about the origins of the Aryan race, Norse/Vedic mythology and other matters esoteric. There is a lot of chaff about spiritualism and kabbalah, but I just graze over these parts without paying much attention. It's by far one of the hardest books I've read so far; only Mein Kampf is comparable in terms of density and verbosity. Going to probably be on this one for a while.


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Cute attempt at trolling, thanks for bumping the natsoc thread. You know, it's kind of sad really. Rather than being content in your personal choice to wallow in degeneracy, you feel the need to push it in other peoples faces. It's quite similar to a homosexual, who, not content to be legally allowed to pursue his perversion in privacy without fear of persecution, feels the need to march in ass-less chaps down main street while wearing a dog collar and nipple clamps. I don't blame you, you're only doing what you know.

At least it's a better effort than the last porn spammer who put up 3dpd with ten tons of makeup, each of which looked no younger than 40. 3/10. Also did you just do the same thing on the /asmr/ board? Very similar pics.

Also you're not even close to making me lose. It will take more than some large hentai butts to break my streak. Your posts will be dust in the morning. Enjoy that perma-ban, nigger faggot.


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I noticed people in old jewllyhood movies had better faces and bright eyes, not everyone looks like a wretch.


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Day 147, week twenty one.

Came pretty close to relapse again; been having a lot of random fits of arousal lately. It's very annoying; I can't help wondering if it's Z-rays or demonic entities trying to pull me off the right hand path. Am I actually being serious? You be the judge.

After reading "Revolt Against the Modern World" by Evola and now wading through "Isis Unveiled" by Blatavatsky I am seeing a number of similarites. In particular, the rejection of dogmatic atheism as well as the validation of idealism and aristocratic values. This makes sense as both Evola and Blavatasky were noble born traditionalists, the last of the old guard of European Aryan blood. An interesting point of fact related in both, the word Aryan is originally a sanskrit word meaning noble or precious; root form "ārya". It has its origins in the Hindu system, which seperated the highest spiritual castes of the Brahman from the lowest castes of Sudra, who were considered demonic. It should be noted that the Brahman were essentially warrior priests, while the Sudra were workers and slaves. This can seen in the difference between Aryan political systems such as National Socialism and Fascism as opposed to materialistic Jewish constructions such as capitalism and Marxism/Communism.



Read the Oera Linda Book my friend. That is the bible of National Socialism. Well, Himmler loved it anyways.


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>National-Socialist bible.

>A book rejected by Hitler himself.

>Not Mein Kampf.

Shiggy diggy matey.

Seriously, it has it's moments but it deviates too much from confidential and nationalist history. Somehow I am not wholly convinced of the accuracy of a historic document when it claims Jesus was actually a Frisian named Jesos or Jeltske Kristna, the Germans (or Frisians in this case) were actually monotheist all alone, Finns are the real Jews (with Wotan marrying a Finnish princes) and Frisians as the real Aryans. I'm sure it is not faked and that it has bits of truth, like when you change Frisian with Aryan or Indo-European, but I am convinced it has been altered in the times it was damaged and rewritten.


How's life treating you man? Have you thought of any plans to get out of your NEET lifestyle yet?

Good luck and strength in any case, don't fail now. Day 75 for me.



Salsa on that comic please



I'll check it out if I ever get the chance. Himmler was a pretty cool guy.


Not great, thanks for asking. I've been rather depressed lately. Having trouble fighting off the demon of arousal, which seems to be constantly hovering over me. I think it's partially due to Summer, and all the strumpets going around in microshorts and tank tops showing off miles of skin. Trying to stay strong but feeling very, very weak. I've still got no plan to escape the NEET life; I just have no idea what to do. No experience, no car, no references and no extended family make it really, really hard. Thanks for asking though, and grats on day 75!



Batman: Vengeance of Bane #1 (January 1993)



Something I've wondered about you NatSoc guys is if you all hate other racial groups that inhabit nations that are not they're own? Is it bad, in your eyes, to come and experience life outside of one's place of birth.

I myself was born in the Caribbean but have been raised the United States. I'm law abiding and keep it on the straight and narrow. I'm even a Christian. Am I something that would repulse white nationalist despite sharing many of your beliefs, mismatching only in the color of my skin, hair, and eyes?


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Hating all other racial groups is, in my eyes at least, a stretch. At the risk of sounding like some alt-right cuck, I'll break it down for you. I can't speak for everyone, but I can speak for myself. National Socialism, and to a lesser extent, White Nationalism, is not about hating other groups of people. On the contrary, it's not about hate at all- this is a sophist misrepresentation perpetuated by liberal neo-Marxist media such as Hollywood. It's about love- loving your own people, your own heritage and your own culture. Everybody can do this, and should in my opinion. That being said, in an amalgamated and homogenized melting pot, there is very little of that left to love- especially for white people.

When western values are reduced to atheism, hedonism and mindless consumerism there is nothing but an empty void. Football is not real culture and McDonalds is not a religion, despite what one might think looking at the average American family. That being said, I do take issue with massive amounts of non-white foreigners being pushed into Europe and the North American continent. It's not any individual that should have the ire of our race, but the idea of demographic replacement and encouraged miscegenation.

And if there is one group which I personally do hate, as do most of us, it's the Jews. And this is because of what they have done. They've constantly pushed false narratives such as the holocaust, encourage degeneracy and decadence and promote all manner of vulgar poisons such as pornography, drugs and race mixing. I certainly don't hold it against you as an individual where you came from, but I don't like the fact the town I grew up in as been over run by non-white ethnic minorities. The entire notion that National Socialism is a doctrine of pure hatred is in fact a Jewish concoction, cooked up along with the false atrocity propaganda. National Socialism is about protecting traditions and being the best you can be. It's about rejecting weakness and practicing honor, virtue and strength. It is basically the antithesis of materialistic postmodernism, capitalism and communism; and this is why it is so widely demonized in a world that worships the banal, the ugly and the false.

This ended up being quite a rant, so I don't blame you if it's tl;dr. Suffice to say that the typical representation of National Socialism given by the masses is unequivocally false.



I believe you when you say that there is a huge, false mispresintation of NatSoc in the media today as it's a direct contrast to the ideas being pushed through the media today. It is a noble pursuit to keep one's people united and wholesome.

I used the word "hate" and maybe that's my own misunderstanding showing. I was asking more if you feel it is not possible for racial groups, who are not in active combat but share the same views and live peacefully, to coexist in the same country despite one of them bit behind from there originally?

Are countries today for the exclusive use of the major group that inhabit then when our entire history as humans worked solely to conquer each other through the attacks of foreigners? I just fail to see the difference of what's happening to predominantly white countries now with what has happened to all countries at some point or another in their history. It's probably more lucrative to import and exploit your invaders now instead of killing them.

I suppose I am very off topic for asking these questions. I don't want to derail the thread or the topic at hand here. It will take far more conversation and research for me to fully grasp the interest of NatSoc to outright remove all other racial groups from lands that belonged to yet another group at another point in history.


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Day 155, week twenty two.

Not gonna lie, I keep slipping further and further. I haven't completely given in but I am definitely in a slump. I gained three pounds ( back from what I originally lost ) and I've been frequenting some less reputable parts of the internet. Still haven't fapped, so my streak is intact; but I haven't exactly been true to my original goals. Reading has been lax; really struggling with this one- not sure how much of the material I'm even capable of internalizing. It may be over my head. Still a filthy NEET, still no prospects and feeling quite depressed. Find myself asking: what's the point? I guess I feel a little less degenerate, and have some better energy; but my odds of finding gainful employment or a traditional woman have not improved whatsoever.


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My fucking man.

I guess the time has finally come for me to write those replay's I had promised 2 months ago. How are we going to get ourselves out of hikiNEET purgatory?

Two months ago I wrote about four post's detailing the same subject, you have stated in the past that these post's have helped, but they clearly don't work as intended since your not getting better. I could write you an entire self help book, but I don't think that would help you. I am seriously doubting if I can help you escape the NEET lifestyle from just 8ch post's.

I am at a loss. I will have to think of something meaningful to write you, so hold on. Don't trow away the things you have build up till now, no matter how little.

Don't give up now.

And I don't even know if I want to write all these things on 8chan anymore. A lot has changed since I wrote these pieces two months ago, 8chan is no longer anonymous. I will have to think about this as well.



And with hold on, i mean wait like a day or two.




Forgot to add, actually reading a self help book might help. I'm sure there are books out there of NEET's retelling their experience and how they fixed themselfs.


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Day 163, week twenty three.

Couldn't post for the last couple days. Internet has been down; happens on and off every summer for some reason. Any ways. Doing a little bit better; managed to get my mind back out of the gutter. Started practicing ten minutes of breathing meditation every night before bed and every morning waking up. This has helped to improve my mood and energy level, as well as letting me better remember my dream. I highly recommend meditation as well as cold showers and no fap for optimum high energy performance. I've got a long way to go, but I'm making improvements where I can.

Started reading "The Epic of Arya" by Abir Taha; and what a gem it is! I found this in the local used book store for about 2$; the title spoke to me since obviously Arya refers to Aryan. It's not a huge book, maybe 350 pages, but it's packed full of spiritual wisdom and deep philosophy. Highly inspired by Nietzsche, the story follows a young woman who is also a goddess. She is searching for true spirituality in a desert of atheistic materialism. She is searching for her lost father land, in a world full of 'dreamless sleepers' and 'sleepless dreamers'. Full of powerful allegory and Aryan religious ideals, this is one I cannot recommend highly enough. It's an easy read, written in the form of many long dialogues between characters; it has a similar feeling to some of Plato's works which follow a similar dialectic form.



Any further advise or encouragement is always welcome. Escaping the NEET life is not easy, especially when your entire existence has been cultivated to culminate towards this end. I actually picked up a self help book too; "Taking Charge of Your Life" by Ernest Wood, published by the Theosophical Society in 1985.



>rampant capitalism

Might as well say "rampant freedom" you dumb motherfucker.

For someone whose belief system is founded on being anti-conformist rather than being objective ("wahhh 6 million exterminated jews is too edgy") you are one trendy faggot.

Just because Nazism isn't "mainstream" doesn't mean it's not just another fucking bandwagon for you to feel special for being a part of.

It's impossible to conceive of a corrupt Nazi party or lying, cheating Germans yet there's a concentrated force of ethnic elitist jews at the root of all your problems? Fuck you man. Don't even try to come at me with the "I-I never said ALL Jews want me to watch p-p-porn I'm only looking after all of us ;_;"

Nothing scummier than a lying Nazi conspiracy theorist pretending to be looking out for those poor corrupt Jews. Fucking spineless hypocrites, the lot of you.


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>This entire post.

>WeW, getting this triggered.

With that out of the way, let me show why you're wrong. Not that it's going to get trough.

>Might as well say "rampant freedom" you dumb motherfucker.

First of all, capitalism=/=freedom. Capitalism is an economic system and in no way guaranties nor implies personal freedom. Slavery is very much allowed and possible in a capitalist system, either the traditional kind or the modern debt variant.

But this is implying that we are on one line on what freedom means and if it is an inherent good, both of these things I'm certain we are not.

>For someone whose belief system is founded on being anti-conformist rather than being objective ("wahhh 6 million exterminated jews is too edgy") you are one trendy faggot.

Implying, implying, implications. Conforming to what? The standards of it's time, it's own rules, the standards of now? Of course it's not going to conform to the standards of opposing world views, National-Socialism is it's own thing. But there is nothing in National-Socialism that rejects conformity in it's own merit. For the rest; no ideology is objective, they all pick their own side and objectivity isn't inherently good. The rest is unintelligible.

>It's impossible to conceive of a corrupt Nazi party or lying, cheating Germans yet there's a concentrated force of ethnic elitist jews at the root of all your problems? Fuck you man. Don't even try to come at me with the "I-I never said ALL Jews want me to watch p-p-porn I'm only looking after all of us ;_;"

Literal projections, you're mad about self made arguments and counter arguments instead of the post your replying to, get a hold of yourself.

>Nothing scummier than a lying Nazi conspiracy theorist pretending to be looking out for those poor corrupt Jews. Fucking spineless hypocrites, the lot of you.

I hope writing this post made you hang out all those mean feelings to air, it's bad to bottle them up.

This post is a joke, how can you write this piece of crap and think it in any way shows us the evil in our ways?


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Day 168, week twenty four.

At this point it's not a question of breaking my streak by chance, it's a matter of will. Will I decide to start again after this long? I think not. I still have no prospects romantically, of course, a broke thirty year old natsoc is about the least eligible bachelor on the market.

Just finished with part one of Isis Unveiled and it has been quite a difficult read. I'm not sure how much of it I retained, in terms of specific details, but the general axiom that spirit is higher than matter is something true to my heart. I appreciate Blavatsky's critical view of dogmatic science and nihilistic atheism. In my eyes, this is core to the materialistic world views of communism and capitalism that have so degraded the soul of man. In other book news, I recently picked up The Gulag Archipelago by Solzhenitsyn for 5$- can't beat that. Going to read it once I've finished Isis Unveiled; of course part 2 is another 600 pages or so, so it might be a while.


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Well then, let's roll out the hot tips. How to not be a NEET 101:

If we were to only take into consideration the definition of NEET, (no education, employment or training) escaping the NEET life would be as easy as going to school or getting a job, no matter what it is. But I am fairly certain that you are not just suffering from the definition of NEET, there is also the aspect of social isolation and idealism that needs to be taken into the consideration.

Let's start then.


you need to get a job. Any job will do. And I don't mean your dream job, you need to extract yourself from your bedroom and into a recurring social setting in which you can cultivate your social and emotional skills. This goals can also be achieved with school, but I'm not under the impression you want nor are able pay for a school. In comparison with school you earn, instead of lose money with this plan. This does not mean you should apply for a supper market and be done with it. You should consider your talents and wants, to find what kind of career fits you. If this includes schooling taking a shitty job now is of extra importance, since the money you earn here will enable you to pay for an education.

Alternatively, you can try to achieve this goal by going to social events centered around you hobby, Like cons but this too usually cost's money and may expose you to lethal amounts of autism. The main point of this first part is, that you can only train your social skills and end social isolation if you change your routine to be around people, earning money is secondary but very important for the next steps. Getting some job experience is good too.

You need to realize your NEETdom is a luxury, if there were no people willing to support your death weight, you could not be a NEET.


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all you efforts in the first part will have been wasted if you continue to lead a double life. What do I mean with that, well it's simple.

Wage slave jobs are soul crushing to many because they don't live during it, they go into auto pilot and waste years of their life with the only thing they can remember after a week, being their not so enjoyable job. This is also the reason I posted alternatives, life is for many things and one of them is to life. If you can't enjoy life no matter what, whilst doing a wage slave job skip the rest of this part.

With a double life I mean the way most people cope with the stress of auto pilot. This usually takes the form of media, games, movies, anime and more. These are all way's we give a sort of purpose to living without a goal, without meaning. If you go into the job force, with the same mentality as many, that life is only lived after you come home from school or work, you're going to hate it and it will burn you out. To survive wage slavery, always work towards a goal and try to make some friends whilst you're in the social setting. Anything to ensure you don't dread the times you get called on for work.

Roughly the same is true for school, but it's far more easy and far more difficult to make friends, depending on what courses you follow and how well your interests match up with the interests of the people taking the course in question.

The main thing to take away from this part is to not get sucked into auto pilot.

Before I head over into the second part I want to touch upon the alternatives some more, because a job isn't for every one, especial not if working means contributing to a decadent and wrong system.

First the alternatives that don't need money to do:

Almost nothing costs no money, but there might be some social event's organized in your area that don't cost money and are interesting for people like us.

Secondly, the things that cost money:

I don't know what your interests or hobbies are, but if you got some spending money there are plenty of social event's to choose from. Are you interested in anime, games or something else? There are plenty of cons that will give you plenty of room to meet like people with similair interests, if you are brave enough to participate and not get discouraged by the autism that you'll probably also find there.

Are you in any way interested in any sports or physical activity? There are plenty of sport halls and organizations that you can go to to get better in a sport and to meet people. Note, that if you are to choose this option that It will cost you over a period instead of in large or small bursts and that the sport you have chosen is to YOUR liking. Else you'll get the same thing as doing a wage slave job.

Lastly I can recommend traveling, if you are not to picky in the situations you will find yourself, traveling can be fun and cheap. Just read up on the experiences of other travelers and don't be afraid to get off the beaten path, to life like the locals. The only difference between a traveler and a tourist is that a traveler takes bigger risks and gets greater rewards. If you're thinking of traveling I could also advice you to make some cash, in case of emergency and to pay the actual travel expenses. This option too, requires you to be social to some extent.

The most important thing of all, is to not be afraid of change.


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Idealism, a tricky case, because we are not merely looking for a way out of NEETdom, we are looking for a way out of NEETdom into Nat-Soc dom. To this I can say this: The way things are going now you are already failing your ideals, as such it is not a betrayal of ideals to go out and secure for yourself a life outside of your bedroom. Every step you take in self cultivation is a step that will make you more capable in living according to ideals and to insure their final victory. But you should take this part into consideration. If you're just blindly going to barge ahead, you might make an enjoyable life for yourself, but not a life with purpose. As such it is important to plan ahead.

You have stated before you want to make or be part of a movement that holds itself to pure national socialist ideals and will make a change in ensuring the return of sanity to the world. This gives you a goal, where is a worthwhile movement and if there is not There is none how do I make one?

Well, how to make a worthwhile movement is an entire subject onto itself, and the sources I gave you in my previous post should help you more on that subject, but I would like to write about this in the future. In any case, I think one of the most important things to do is to read two books namely “Mein kampf” and the “Hitler I know”, both of these can be found on the natsoc archive I linked in my previous posts.

I you ask me, one of the big problems people on our side of the fence have, is that we cramp our heads too full of knowledge that doesn't matter and neglect the info that does matter. If you can read all this esoteric stuff, you can read mein kampf. And if you ask me, most of the people on our side of the fence do this because they are hobbyist, they find the world view more of a interesting hobby then a serious political faith with well defined creeds, but I'm digressing. Read “Mein Kampf” to get a understanding of the world view Hitler tried to spread, and read the “Hitler I know” to place “Mein Kampf “ into context and to understand better what he meant. This part is a bit short, but I have run out of inspiration, I would like to expand on this part in the future.

Become fit, get self knowledge, get social skills and you're ready to spread the word. Also, get off the computer.


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Day 176, week twenty five.

I wish I had earned another update today but unfortunately I fucked up. Feeling despondent and depressed I gave into my base urges and ended up blowing it. I've yet to get back on track for more than a day or two; still kicking myself in the ass over being such a fuck up. I know I'm supposed to just get back on the horse but… for some reason… I'm not. I kept telling myself after the first time just not to escalate, to get back to it but all pretense failed. Cold showers, meditation, long walks- nothing is working now. I'm beginning to wonder how the fuck I got that far along in the first place…




Thank you for the excellent advise once again. I wish I could receive it on better terms. Unfortunately I'm all fucked up right now, in a really bad way and not sure what to say. I've read over it several times and I'll try to get a respectable response up as soon as possible.



I think you should ask yourself what the next step is in your master plan. You have proven yourself to be capable of working towards a single goal and going even beyond. What I can gleam from this thread, your are also bettering yourself in other sectors. You can be proud anon of yourself, for what you have done is impossible for 95% of the people. You've done better than me in this aspect, I'm looking up to you

It doesn't matter how grim and deal the future seems, in you burns the fire of loyalty, and the light of the black sun will guide your way.

Being a NEET is just another obstacle you face. 170 days ago that obstacle was porn and fapping, and now it is finding a job. You won't find your dream job tomorrow, but anything that is work is good. Volunteer in a soup kitchen if nothing is to be found.

In respect to social skills: retail personnel and old people. Retail personnel is paid to be polite, their job is talking to you, a little sperging won't hurt. Old people are often lonely and asking them for life stories is good, it will be an unending well of contact with people, and who knows, maybe you get a good life lesson on the way. Just be respectfully and they'll talk.

This can be expanded later to random people on the train or in the park. If you do not know subjects: Weather into FORD is a good filler (FORD: Family Occupation Recreation Dreams) those talks do not need to have a reason nor point beyond social contact. Religion/politics/money are no go s.



>anything that is work is good

>paying taxes



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Alright m80, it has been a month already.

Get a day 1 going. You're more then this.


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Watch the video and tel me you want to life like that. If you wan't to be a true degenerate.

Of course you don't want to be that, of course you can do better. And the only way to be better is to act on it. Day one totday or tomorrow.


Why hasn't a board moderator deleted the asian reaction image in the original post? That's cropped porn and an easy trigger for a relapse, we shouldn't be allowing that kind of sheeky subversive shit here.




Currently on day four… was waiting to post until I got through at least a week but I've been deeply mired in the shit again. Still walking/running daily, still reading- but I've just fallen back into that old bad habit. It was like after I broke my long streak I lost the will to continue.


I don't know. It is kind of misplaced on a nofap form, clearly has an overt sexual implication.




Fixed the image, didn't know it was there sorry.

And good for you on getting back into the ritm.

We can all make it if we try.


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Still here i see?

a lot has happened since my last post, blonde is now my gf. I have managed to relapse several times and went on several streaks of differing time span. Now i stand on day 2. I may start another thread someday or start another journal in this one.


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Good to see you again! Congrats on getting the girl, that's a big step in the right direction. As far as I'm concerned just keep posting in this thread until bump limit. Seems like it would be a bit much having multiple natsoc-nofap threads on the front page all the time.


Day eight, week one.

Well, I've finally gotten back on the horse for more than a day or two. Haven't been losing weight unfortunately, but I haven't been gaining it either. Still fat as fuck, but not as fat as I was.

I've been reading Solzhenitsyn's "The Gulag Archipelago" (currently on book two, third part) and man- let me tell you… it's a hard read. It's not difficult in its readability, it's just utterly soul-rending stuff. I thought I knew how bad the Jewish Bolsheviks were, but I had absolutely no idea. The sheer sadistic cruelty and inhumane pathology of their murderous ideology is mind-boggling. And yet, there is almost no talk of it outside of a few individuals. Instead there is an endless rehash of imaginary death showers and human lampshade fairy tails. It's sickening. I recommend everyone try to pick this one up at one point or another- it's a long read, about 2100 pages total, but well worth the effort.



Day Seventeen, week two.

A chic talked to me at the bus stop today. She was cute, younger than me, and white. She offered me a cigarette and I politely declined. Asked me if I went to school. "No." Asked me if I worked. "No." Laughed and kept chatting, told me to have a good day when I got off the bus. I know it's probably a good thing, so why does it make me feel so soul crushingly sad?


plot thickens

That paper about oxytocin making people more tolerant of immigrants freaked everyone out.

Every conspiracy theorist always goes for the water, or for the air. It's always the tap water or the chemtrails. But you need to think outside the box.

We ARE being drugged with oxytocin. Absolutely, 100% and it's easily verifiable. Infact when I tell you how they're doing it, it's fucking blatantly obvious and nobody will even try denying it.

It's internet porn. Porn is a mass-scale oxytocin/dopamine drug delivery system. And everyone is so addicted to it they not only don't care that they're being drugged, they cry for more. They get up in arms when anyone even dares threaten to take away their precious drug delivery system.

The orgasm triggers a huge rush of dopamine and oxytocin. Compulsive masturbation (always the result of porn addiction) results in totally dysfunctional oxytocin/dopamine systems.



Day twenty-two, week three.

Have slacked off on my reading. Just been cracking out on SNES emulator… haven't been eating very good either.. didn't walk last night, and slept for thirteen hours. At least I haven't been jacking off, I guess.


I mean, you're not wrong… bur I think you may be in the wrong thread.



You're not working, you're not in school. Sure you're not fapping but you need to do something that gives you some pride.



Day twenty eight, week four.

Doing good at the nofap thing I guess. Pretty much avoiding lewds and only thinking about sex a little. Not doing much else good though. Playing vidya, sleeping all day, eating like shit and feeling sorry for myself. Woo.



Do you even have a job?


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Atleast you're honest.

Try to regain a walking routine or something else that is possitive alongside nofap because,


this guy is right.

Maybe you need to get a hobby. What do you enjo doing?



Botched it up on Saturday. Days before I would have made it through month one. It's no ones fault but mine; I made a conscious choice and I'm not proud of it. Pledging October; yesterday was day 1.


Yeah, easier said than done. I've been a waste of human flesh for thirty years so suddenly being good at something or feeling good about myself seems improbable.


No, I never have.


Honest to a fault, really. Walking routine is back online; diet is slowly recovering but still eating way too much sugary shit while I veg out on vidya and animu feeling sorry for myself. I have hobbies; lame ones like the above mentioned. Also reading…writing… which I don't do nearly enough lately.


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When's the next update man?

It doesn't matter i you're on day 1, it matters that you never give up.

I also came across a podcast you might enjoy:



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Ask and ye shall recieve.

Day fourteen, week two.

All right, so I kinda fucked October all up but November is going strong. Last time I lapsed was the 29th if I remember correctly. I've kinda been falling apart again… Can't seem to maintain any serious positive change. This happens every year; I lose weight and do better while the weather is good, but when the cold starts setting in my inner weakness shows. Still reading a bit, but I've been eating like shit and playing retro vidya all day to drown out the sadness.

Just finishing reading Dostoevsky's "Notes from the Underground" which was quite good. The irony of a self-identified natsoc reading an author banned under the reich is not lost on me.


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Wew, that was pretty fast.

Good for you on still going strong with the Original nofap November. 14 day's is pretty good, at least in contrast to me. I failed two day's ago and am on just day 2 again.

>This happens every year.

Top kek, but seriously if this is a recurring thing you should know by now this is EXACTLY the moment to get busy. So do it. Just go for a afternoon stroll now and then. Make it easy on yourself if you have too.

And how far are you in you job/life quest? I didn't write all those big replay's just for the reading experience you know.But to be honest, I haven't come that far since then either. I don't expect you're waiting on a blogpost, but I kind of let life take a stroll with me and i'm still a NEET as well.But I am not sitting still, I filled in and delivered some job applications today and trained for the first time in weeks as well. There were multiple factors that made me pick up the slack again and the podcast I posted is one of the big ones. I hope it inspires you as well. Whilst doing all of this I got wondering how you were doing and thus we come to the present.”But i'm not sitting still”. I will make it last this time, getting better every day.

Also, if you would like to answer a question. Why don't you post as much as before?

Not for us of course, but to hold yourself accountable. I have certainly noticed a difference between having a private nofap journal and posting it here. The shame of writing day 1 is a motivating factor in not failing. Not that it is necessary but just curious. I haven't posted in a journal thread for month's and I have had some pretty big streaks regardless.

>reading Dostoevsky's "Notes from the Underground".

I didn't know his writings were banned, so the irony is certainly lost on me.

Why did you like it?

Just asking to shake up the monotony of having to write serious answers all the time.

Good luck to ya for the rest.


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Yeah, I've still been browsing /nofap/ just havent posted due to my extreme shame at repeated failings over the past few months. And that's the same reason I haven't been updating. I do still post occasionally in other threads, but I only tripfag in this one.

Sadly my life quest is about the same. I've been going to therapy which is okay, I guess. I get it for free because of my NEET SSDI status. My counselor is at least spiritually minded, which is important to me so that's nice. He's a bit of a cheer leader and I do get kind of sick of the "You're too hard on yourself" "You're really making a lot of positive changes" when I all I do is avoid porn and try not to be a complete waste of skin.

I still haven't made any progress on the job front; I just don't know where to start. I guess shaving/cutting my hair, but I'm so fond of my wildman viking appearance I don't want to change it. I don't know… I know I can do better, maybe I'm just addicted to failure, and being a wastrel is so easy.

Good for you on taking that big step, I have to admit it's a lot harder than it sounds. I'm glad you're moving forward; I'm going to start dragging myself out of complacency again, despite my instinct to go into hibernation mode for the coming winter months. I went for a walk tonight, at least, for the first time in a few days. I'll get back on doing that once a day if nothing else.

Yes, even though Dostoevsky was very much akin to Nietzsche he was banned under National Socialism. I think it's because he was considered Anti-German, which I suppose makes some sense. He was certainly a Russian Nationalist, no doubt about it. He was also staunchly Anti-Communist from what I understand, despite some interest in Christian Utopianism as a young person– which landed him several years in a Siberian prison camp I might add!

Anyways. I enjoyed "Notes" because of its brilliant criticism of Utilitarianism and Materialism. The story is more or less about a narcissistic manchild, who is convinced he's better than everyone else despite countless personal failings and short-comings. He (the protagonist) waxes poetic about "the lofty and the beautiful" while his actual existence is the epitome of the low and the banal. It's very easy for a person like me to identify with the unnamed "man from underground". I quite recommend it, it's a quick read at less than 200 pages but it's got really rich content.


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>He's a bit of a cheer leader and I do get kind of sick of the "You're too hard on yourself" "You're really making a lot of positive changes" when I all I do is avoid porn and try not to be a complete waste of skin.

He is right to an extent though. If your moral is too low, you won't get things done, causing an even lower morale. To break out of the defeatism spiral you need to win and winning is only possible if you're confident in your abilities.

>I still haven't made any progress on the job front; I just don't know where to start. I guess shaving/cutting my hair, but I'm so fond of my wild man/viking appearance I don't want to change it.

I don't really have anything against beards and long hair, but you do need to look like it fits on you and I can speak from personal experience that long hair takes more care and effort than I would have expected, to keep it fresh and looking good.

I don't mean to be offensive, but you have stated in the past that you are overweight. If you have a body like vid related the wild man appearance isn't going to bother people to much, but long hair and a beard on a overweight person doesn't have the same effect and doesn't look good.

Furthermore, for a low skilled job to take a 30 year old man with no work experience, you will have to pull extra effort to ensure they will take you. This includes personal appearance and work ethics.

>Good for you on taking that big step, I have to admit it's a lot harder than it sounds. I'm glad you're moving forward; I'm going to start dragging myself out of complacency again, despite my instinct to go into hibernation mode for the coming winter months. I went for a walk tonight, at least, for the first time in a few days. I'll get back on doing that once a day if nothing else.

Thank you and good work. It is precisely in times you want to curl up and do nothing, that you should come out of your comfort zone. This way you challenge destructive habits and working on yourself in the warmer seasons will be easier in comparison. Keep it up and make it easy on yourself in the beginning.

>Anyways. I enjoyed "Notes" because of its brilliant criticism of Utilitarianism and Materialism. I quite recommend it, it's a quick read at less than 200 pages but it's got really rich content.

Even though I am not much of a reader anymore I might pick it up. Thanks for the recommendation.




I forgot to state, but the biggest obstacle is yourself. The question you need to ask yourself is if you even want to change.

Can and do you want to change?


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Day twenty, week three.

Should make it through November alright. Not sure if I'm going to try to hold out through Christmas, as I tend to get depressed around this time of year anyways. I have mixed feeling on whether nofap makes this better or worse. It certainly makes me more acutely aware of my loneliness; and the sheer impossibility of ever finding a partner or making a family. It also tends to heighten my frustration, make me more irritable. Might not be a good time to be dealing with that, we'll see.

Just finished reading Abir Taha's Twelve Resolutions for a Happy Life. which was quite a good, if short, read. It was basically a self help book, but through the esoteric Nietzschean lens from which the author views the world. It advocates idealism over materialism, while not eschewing the value of the world we live in. A lot of the concepts it deals with, such as accepting change and keeping faith in ones self, are things I personally struggle with.


Funny; I just watched the video related only a day or two before you made this post. I look absolutely nothing like that however, I'm as soft as a marshmallow. I have been keeping up the walking routine, at least to a minimal extent. And to answer your question, or at least try to, I really don't know. I can't stand my current state of weakness and degeneration, but at the same time I am terrified of change. I wonder if I am too weak, if the hour is too late. Maybe I'm too deeply entrenched in my existing shortcomings.


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>Should make it through November alright. Not sure if I'm going to try to hold out through Christmas, as I tend to get depressed around this time of year anyways.

I think you already know that you shouldn't give in. It's only going to get worse otherwise.

>Funny; I just watched the video related only a day or two before you made this post.

Curious indeed.

>I have been keeping up the walking routine, at least to a minimal extent.

That is good, but what do you mean with to a minimum extent. Like once every week?

>And to answer your question, or at least try too.

There is nothing that can be done if you don't want to change. No amount of self help books, no amount of counseling, no passing of time is going to make you able to become better if you don't want to change.

It's about realizing that you're able to stand on your own. People can become more than mindless automatons if you set a goal and work towards it without holding back. You're an adult, the future is and has been in your hands for years.

It is long overdue that you really commit yourself. And to stop with the self pity, low self esteem and defeatism. Yes, I wont lie, from everything I have heard from you it is true that you have been failing at life, to be brutal, it may very well be that you wasted decades of your life, but that is inconsequential to if you should commit yourself to the future. I wrote it down in my first set of post's, there is a cycle of failure perpetuated by more failure. Only by hard work and commitment will anything be done, so the time to change has come.

Take a long good look at yourself to discover if it is a lack of want or real inferiority, that is blocking your self improvement. From what I have gathered, it is a lack of want.

If you don't want to change, failing nofap is the least of your problems and I wouldn't know what to say to you other then: Get a grip.

Harsher then my usual post's, but it really is a do or die situation. I don't know what else I could write to you that could help if the fundamental realization isn't even firmly in place.


just 6 days to nofap november, we've almost made it!



Day twenty eight, week four.


Yeah, I know. I've failed at everything in life, not sure why that will change. I think I'm going to just give up in the near future and resign myself to the life fate allotted for me. It is what it is, and it could always be worse. I'm weak, I'm stupid and that's not going to change.


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Nah mate, that's not an option.

Even if you want to give up, the NEET live is a luxury and will end whenever the ones sustaining you now pull the plug.

I came over too hard, the point of my post, all my post's have been that it does not matter if you will lose, has lost already and are going to lose in the future. The point is that you always do what is right, without regards for failure.

And I also said, that the biggest obstacle is yourself, not fate, or the jews or your family, you yourself have the power to change. And you have admitted multiple times in the past that you know your low self esteem and defeatism is the reason you haven't succeeded yet.

The point I have been trying too hammer into that think skull of your's is that you can change, that it is good to change and how you can change. One step at a time.

I have stated multiple times that you need to take it easy, but steady. Take a walk, a stroll now and then. Do some stretching every other week, maybe write some thing or read some more, but always with the intention to go forwards.

G E T T I N G B E T E R E V E R Y D A Y B O I I.

And have you not gone forwards?

Have you not walked more then previous?

Have you not made some pretty impressive nofap gains?

Have you not read a lot of books and gained valuable knowledge?

But for your sake, stop with the fucking self pity and defeatism and self flagellation. You have been making progress and the only thing stopping you from converting the youth you still have, into a worthy live is you mindset.

You can win, you can change, you can do a lot, but it is conditional.

You will have to get of your ass, you will have to work for it.

As simple as possible, as direct as I can make it.

>Get a grip, stop the negative attitude. Yes, you have failed in the past, waisted years of your live and the only thing that is going to make it better is if you give it a place. Mistakes were made and you have learned from them, what not to do in the future.

>Get active. Learn, train move and be moved. Continue walking, continue repairing you body. Even if it takes years, a steady died of even minimal movement is going to make your live better. An actual healthier died is going to help to thinking about it. And drink at least two bottles of water per day.

>I don't know how or if you are anti social, but if that is the case work on that too. You can't be an idealist if you hate the people. You won't change anything if you don't understand the way the real world works, not the projection from /r9k/ or /pol/ or wherever, the real world and real people. Most importantly, being social doesn't mean that you accept the world as it is. Being social doesn't mean you go with the flow and want to be around people all the time, but it does mean that you can talk to people. That going you own way is really a choice and not something you are forced to do because you can't handle the real world. There is nothing elite in a NEET, bu the ascetic and the man above time is elite. This is not saying social people who Do enjoy being or are around people can't be elite, they're just examples.

Only after bringing the mind, body and actions in order, in that order, can you begin the higger things like idealism and politics.

The point is don't give up because it's not a solution.

You got that? I'm expecting a good update next week.


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just started no fap after thinking about it on and off for some time. Almost three weeks! Feel different, not 'better' exactly just like something is changing. Pleased though.

Just found this thread and thought i would give what support i can and say thank for putting this out there, it hepls to know others have similar problems/solutions.



not only does it 'hepls' but it helps too.

National Socialism is a way of life not only for our people but for ourselves. Live it.



How can you go three weeks so easily?



i have no explanation for it. In the past i have always struggled with discipline and still do now with other things. I guess im just sick of it, im tired of the whole masturbation/sex thing. I have made myself into a buffoon because of it. I no longer view it as worth while or even tolerable. Maybe thats it?



Have you not looked into gassings? Im not talking about if they happened or not, im talking about how they killed. Zyclon b was a form of hydrogen cyanide, you know, that thing people take to kill themselves, hydrogen cyanide is pretty potent, a good wiff will knock you out, and sitting in it for a minute or two will kill you, or so ive read. Also carbon monoxide is a silent killer for a reason, because you dont notice it killing you until you start to pass out


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>hydrogen cyanide

A very poor choice of killing yourself pain-wise. If it does not knock you out you will experience it burning through your intestines before you die. A very unpleasant death.

Do you know what hydrogen cyanide does to you?


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This. Nofap is inherently anti degenerate, thus it is anti-subversion and anti-marxist. It is a return to values traditional and chaste societies where God or some kind of communion with the spiritual source of this universe is promoted more than materialism and the lust of flesh, gluttony, wealth etc. This builds stronger societies and stronger people. That could very easily lead to a white ethno state in the future. Nofap is and always will be a cousin of right wing conservative ideology or nat soc itself.

I think this is also easily proven by reading some Aristotle or Plato. They promoted a culture of self restrain, not indulgence. Plato flat out said nofap was THE way to masculinity. The one thing zionists fear is a masculine west rising again.


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>Tfw you say you expect a report in a week.

>Mfw It's been two months already.

Just so (you) know, you can always return. It doesn't matter if you get out of it for a time, what matters is that you get back up and eventually succeed.

Did you ever even seriously want to improve? I thought you did, but someone who actually wants to change doesn't do shit like this, doesn't trow the towel in the ring because they aren't were they wanted to be in live. Of course you're not where you want to be, that's why you did this whole self improvement, nofap thing in the first place!

I have given the best advice I could give you in my previous post's, it's and always has been in your hands to do something with this.

>Implying NatSocNEET will ever read this.



all the links are gone my man. anyone got any updated vids/articles


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I'm sorry my man, but the sources of most of these have been purged.

Archive.com purged the Pierce collection, ironmarch has been offline for months now, Zeiger deleted his own stuff for whatever reason. There is not much I can do on that field I'm afraid, but it's not all lost of course.

Zeiger still has a youtube channel, even though it has none of the good material I linked his stuff for in the first place (stuff on rhetorics), the national alliance website should have some of the Pierce podcast's in it's own archive and if that doesn't work youtube has a lot of Pierce his radio show as well, ironmarch is truly gone and I don't know of a substitute.

I think the most effective way to answer any question you have on this field, is if you directly ask them and to then look if I have a link or answer for them.

Throughout the thread I posted more links of which this is the second to one most important:


This has almost all the books and articles of most of the Nationalist leaders and prominent figures of the last two centuries. If it is general worldview you're looking for it's here, but just asking directly what isn't clear yet is still the best option IMO.

Keep strong mate.


day 3 for me



and counting


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If you want a specific book, post it and I can take a look for what I can find. PDF related is the link in the post you quoted.


RIP Crablord, IM nebber gomming bagg :''''C

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