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Hello everyone. I come from /pol/ and other dark places to start my dejewisation journey. I hope this will help me cure my social anxiety. We start at day 0 so here goes nothing


I fapped today and watched some degenerate pornography therefore it counts as day 0. So far i feel normal. We will see at later days.

Wish me luck. The sole reason i bother to write this is to keep track on my progress and not relapse


>degenerate pornography

Mind sharing what it was?



Some rape fantasy stories if i recall.



Are you doing the raping in the fantasy or is someone raping you?


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Day one is going down and no change can be felt so i might as well drop some natsoc music.


Calm down agent Jones, it was some story on 4chan /b/ so none of the fantasy is mine

And yeah, fapping to degenerate stories counts as porn.


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another /pol/ user here.

I stopped watching porn completely since early December so i lost count on the days. I also stopped masturbating but i am also in a long term relationship so maybe that part was easier?

After a month i can tell you i feel more energetic, more focused. Sex is better, big time. I can tell you without a doubt porn is beyond fucking Jewish, and i wasn't even into anything degenerate. Porn it self is degenerate is what i realize now.


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So far so good. My peeper is starting to feel kinda itchy but the feeling is easy do deal with. Since i have nothing smart to say i will just leave a good piece of music here.



pic #2 triggered me, fuckers

Day zero again


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Welcome to day 3: where none of your urges come to a fulfillment. And all i know that one particular urge is rising slowly but surely and we all know what i am talking about. No difference in cognitive traits, anxiety stands where it stood. We shall see what comes next.

Also, have a piece of natsoc music.


Things must have got real if that was enough. You will do better next time! :'^))



Forgot a tripcode



First picture is Flemish.


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Welcome to day 4- where your peeper demands sacrifices but you remain strong enough not to relapse. Yeah, that's pretty much it. The urge is rising but it is still manageable. I am more energetic and it is easier to deal with people around me but it's still nothing too extraordinary. I've also noticed one thing: you are more prone to fap when you are bored and alone or have nothing to do so keep your schedule all nice and filled up. Move your obese bottom from your armchair and do some weightlifting As always: a NatSoc classic to listen to. This is my favourite! See you in the next days!


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Urges weren't that strong today so it was not a bad day- perhaps because i was busy for the whole time. There is just one thing: i suffer from constant fatigue. Apart from that there is not much to report on so i will just drop in another piece of music.


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Why do you post natsoc music? Are you just trying to be edgy? It's obnoxious to be frank.


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It's not /pol/ so i am not going to shit on You but this is the place where you can post your beliefs you would otherwise need to hold back. And no, I am not trying to be edgy. I simply am a National Socialist and i do enjoy listening to this sort of music. What did you expect coming to an imageboard like this anyway? Here, have another piece.



Its just classic shitposting, it has absolutely nothing to do with the subject matter.



how is it edgy? it's edgy if you believe 6 bazillion jews were turned into soap and evil evil hitler




If it's real in his mind, then he can go post on the registered trademark forums where the moderation is so heavy you'll never see the JQ be discussed. For the record, they also have other safe-space policies over there. It's a joke.


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Yeah he can post whatever he wants, I'm just saying its not impressing anyone. If he's going to push his beliefs I'll push mine also.

I don't like National Socialism because it includes economic socialism. It also fails to differentiate between the fake Jews and the serious Jews. I wouldn't mind gassing the non orthodox Jews. The real Jewish religion is actually conservative and is against stuff like abortion and promiscuity. Most 'Jewish' people (this is especially the case in America) aren't really Jewish and just want to be trendy and be part of a minority. Here's a video by a conservative Jewish man about why Jews vote left.


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>I don't like National Socialism because it includes economic socialism.

As opposed to what? Letting private entities control a country's flow of money? The NSDAP was right in nationalizing the Reichsbank, like it or not. Their bank was being milked dry by Rothschild agents at the time as it tried to cover the reparations from the Treaty of Versailles by printing and loaning money at interest to the German government, crushing it in debt. All because the Reichsbank was a tool for private interests. Surely you don't mean you support this.

As for your video, Ben "The Zionist NeoCon" Shapiro can talk about his No True Scotsman thing all he wants. In the end, he's still not disproving the idea that the people with Jewish blood around the world seem to want the rest of the goyim world to fester in Atheist degeneracy and moral degradation while trying to promote conservative values for their own kin, which is mainly the beef that people have with them in general. You can see these double-standards around you if you look hard enough.



>private corporations controlling 'the flow of money' (whatever the hell that is)

Can't see what's wrong with capitalism as long as there's no Rockefeller style monopolies.


Also I don't agree with gassing anyone. that's fucked up, I don't think you understand how torturous of a death that is or maybe you do and you're a sociopath.


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>there are people ITT RIGHT NOW that aren't advocates of English liberty


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If you can't see anything wrong with folks like Hitler, JFK and Gaddafi attempting to issue their own money, trying to pull their people out of the international banking cartel only to die a dog's death over it, then I don't know what to tell you. Enjoy your Jew World Order, I guess?



If you can't see a problem with socialism, I don't know what to tell you all arguments for socialism are grossly specious. Constructed in such a way to make the proponent of capitalism look like a heartless bastard.



>National Socialism is Socialism meme


>private corporations controlling 'the flow of money' (whatever the hell that is)

He was referring to the Federal Reserve and other central banks, I imagine. This is a reasonable entry video into the topic. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iFDe5kUUyT0

>Can't see what's wrong with capitalism as long as there's no Rockefeller style monopolies.

Because it can be abused/ gamed in many many other ways. My country and people have lost their sovereignty to corporations for instance.





Stop derailing, fags. He only posted some music. /pol/ dominates 8ch. This board was born from nofap threads on /pol/. That's just how it is. If you want something different go to another chan. I'm pretty sure the other half of this board is from /christian/ anyway and I'd guess they're not fans of the jews, rampant capitalism, debt slavery and usury either.



Well we are fans of having jobs and working for a living, crazy right? Anyway I'm done arguing with you, you haven't the slightest idea of how markets work.




>Well we are fans of having jobs and working for a living, crazy right?

The hell? Are you saying jobs and creating wealth doesn't exist in a National Socialist or Socialist setting? Libya was the most prosperous country in Africa after Gaddafi took over. How would you disprove that and then suddenly blurt out that Capitalism would be better? Are you even capable of substantiating any claims you make? Who's being specious here?

>Anyway I'm done arguing with you, you haven't the slightest idea of how markets work.

Maybe you're done because you're actually some low-effort shill trying to bluff his way out. Get out of here.



>3rd Reich had 0% unemployment.

>faggot still believes National Socialism is about gibs me dat

When will you faggots learn that National Socialism has nothing in common with (((socialism)))


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Quality thread guys.



Still though you dodged the fact about gassing, suffocation is a fucked up way to die and it's even more fucked up to lure people into gas chambers by telling them they can finally have a shower after 3 weeks.


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So yeah i relapsed today. At least not to porn. Anyway, we are back to day one. And i see that you dear people just can't keep yourselves from spewing your how important thoughts on non-related boards in non-related threads so whatever. Discuss as much as you want I will just drop another piece of music in here.



>neo-nazi relapses after a pitiful 5 days

Karma is a bitch.



>Still though you dodged the fact about gassing, suffocation is a fucked up way to die

not him but

>implying that's not exactly what we want

>even more fucked up to lure people into gas chambers by telling them they can finally have a shower after 3 weeks.

>Implying the holohoax is real


>Karma is a bitch.

If that was true you would be dead by now


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That sucks, but there is Always the next day, and the knowledge that it really isn't worth it.

You will do beter next time my man.

A really handy piece of advice, is this. Dont touch your penis, many people begin to fondle their dicks when they sit behind their desk for long periods of time, and fondeling quickly turns up your urge to fap. Dont touch it.



He's just here to bait, dont give him any (you)'s.



>since I'm backed up against the wall here, I'll just deny reality

I don't know if I should feel anger or pity. You are the epitome of what a white nigger is.


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the holocaust didn't happen moron



>holocaust didn't happen

Obamacare is free too.



>it was real in my mind

You should go to the registered trademark forums. They have hugbox policies so you can all pretend someone else is behind porn.



Sure they're behind it, doesn't mean I support gassing millions of people and screwing up the economy because of it.


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just read this cuck


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Fine, you subjectively win the Internet argument. You get a 0.5 inch increase to the size of your e penis.


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>Not supporting tearing down a rigged game and install something better in its place

Words of a Chosenite shill. By that line of thought, we should just keep on fapping to our deaths because, shit, it's too much work to change ourselves anyway right?






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Well compared to the original day one i feel a bit more confident but the urges are stronger too. I guess one relapse does not cancel out your whole progress. As for noporn we now stand at day 7.


Thank you for the encouragement brother. We are going to win no matter what. Sieg Heil!



Gas yourself for posting such an unfunny meme.



Can't hear you through the stacks of money I earned because I live in a capitalist country



Are you retarded? Stop being so fixated on this gassing thing like some autistic cunt. No one is advocating it except one of your shill Zionist neocon friends here towards left-leaning Jews: >>5122

Deport the people of Chosenite descent and their hardcore supporters whose loyalties are in question. That's my stance and I think that's sufficient.

Now with that out of the way, the only remaining question is whether you're arguing that we must keep the Jews in power so they don't wreck our precious economy, as you said. If that is the case, you really are a shill and part of the problem. No doubts about it.

Plus, the official version of the Holocaust did not happen and Zyklon B was used for delousing of clothing in order to combat the typhus. Deaths in the concentration camps were towards the end of the war when Germany's supply lines were being bombarded to hell by B-29's and people died of starvation and disease inside them. Deal with it, those are the actual facts.



>as you said

Never said that. I don't know why I even bother pointing out strawmen because it just goes in one ear and out the other it seems.


>Never said that.

So what did you mean really?

You'd better not bring up this whole thing about us wanting to gas Jews again, dipshit. That was an error on your end, and you've yet to admit it.



it just seems like an all or nothing ideology you guys have here, either national socialism or pessimism.



You base this on…?



If you're going to get so buttmad just because I have a different belief regarding National Socialism and Jewish people, that's the only explanation.



I don't give a shit what your beliefs are. I ask you to make a clear point and/or substantiate your claims. You provide neither, and that's why I think you're a waste of time. I might as well insult you to get some enjoyment out of it, since you're so intent on being a troll.



anything short of saying I'm wrong and your right is not satisfactory to you anyway



When your best argument is shoving words down other people's throats and accuse them of strawmanning, then yes, that is not satisfactory, dumbass. And by all means, keep playing the victim of crime-thought when asked to elaborate on his point. You're outing yourself as a shill with every post, and that's funny to me.



He's mad because we post here instead of on registered trademark forums where discussing the JQ is censored and they have hugbox policies.

The fact that abstaining from porn and masturbation would drive someone mad enough to shill and shitpost this much to try to demoralize should explain everything.



I'm not trying to demoralize anyone, I'm abstaining from porn and masturbation just like everyone else, and in fact I've probably been posting here longer than you.

I post here because I don't like having an account tied to me, and reddit's voting system is a joke.


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I feel normal which means that anxiety is still intact. I don't feel any urges today, though. By the way seeing the NSDF clashing with some cappies is always entertaining. Without further ado- another song to keep the thunder rolling :^).



OP how are you doing? You didn't say anything in the last days.

Would dump some music for you but unfortunately I'm not at my PC right now.


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Sorry for the delay, i've been quite busy. Yeah i've already got to notice (quite unpleasantly) that stuff gets real after day 5- that's the case. I haven't watched porn for like 14 days already apart from occasional glimpses at /b/ (i do not stop at any videos or images for longer than i get to scroll through, though.) Man is the urge getting higher and higher- you get more energy just from stopping yourself from satisfying it. Yeah and one more thing: everything gets sexual as time goes. Even looking at a picture of clothed but cute woman gets your blood pressure rising to an extreme. I don't know if it is due to increase in testosterone but i am slowly but surely feeling more motivated to go and do things just to fend off the urges. Man it's getting real. See you at later days, i do not promise any regularity in my posts though, i'm a med student.

Apart from that- a fine piece of music. It is from a polish National Socialist band Honor. It is a specific type of RAC (rock against communism) but it is one of my favourites.



>everything gets sexual as time goes. Even looking at a picture of clothed but cute woman gets your blood pressure rising to an extreme.

I know that feel. After 4 days or so looking at a woman in tight clothes give the same rush porn would. Really makes you realize how desensitized porn has made most of us.



Fucking what?



Keep it up buddy. And see if you can watch one of Hitler's speeches whenever you feel aroused, it's a good boner killer strategy.


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Glad to have you back, keep at it, and improve yourself.


Is it OK to rape a Jewish woman, provided she is 8/10 or better?


Nice, a /natsoc/ /nofap/ thread? Sign me up!

My best is 64 days; but I failed and fapped to interracial porn. I've been doing it daily since, but hopefully I can get back on the train soon.



>Jewish woman


>doesn't know how to sage

/leftypol/ please get out.


Keep fighting. Remember how good it felt to get so far.


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Yeah, this is when things start to get quirky. I either don't feel any urge at all or my weiner itches as if he just sexted a juicy 12 year old and didn't even break a subpoena. And those phases just come one after another like waves. I have no clue what causes this to happen but it surely ain't easy.

On the positive note my mood has slightly improved but there are no noticeable changes in social anxiety.

As always- dropping another piece of NS music. Once again from my favourite RAC band Honor.

See you in later days.


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I thought i might as well drop by some of my experiences since i have some free time. I haven't relapsed for 12 days and haven't watched porn for much longer. Right now i feel more willing to watch porn than to masturbate. Man the urge tells me to to browse /b/ until i find something arousing. To protect myself i installed Antiporn browser addon and set a random password i don't remember. That way i won't be able to 'accidentally' visit sites i wouldn't like to find myself visiting. I also stopped browsing /b/ to avoid any occasional exposure. The large-nosed snake in my mind has once again switched tactics: from ups and downs i mentioned in day 10 to outright and constant urge from dawn till dusk. I also noticed that i am more 'aware' of my surroundings. I feel less detached from the reality and i think i may react faster to certain stimuli. Anyway, I haven't gone out of the house since day 10 because i am too lazy to do so so i can't tell if social anxiety has changed. Also, have you taken the cold shower pill yet mateys? It's a tough pill to swallow but it is beneficial to You so swallow the pill today.

And for the usual song: an absolute classic of RAC scene. It hits harder than Butaphen with alcohol. See you in later days.


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>get called a bad person because I don't support socialism or Hitler.




Fucking zionist shill. Everyone knows that if you slip on a banana peel it's the Jews fault.


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Pledging 88 days, now through 4/20.

Previous record was roughly 64 days, just over two months. I'm going for almost three months this time, going to quit ERPing and consuming pornographic media as well.

Heil Victory!



When you get the feeling to browse whatever you browse and stumble upon something that attracts you, just play minesweeper or something. Do whatever just get the hell out of there and make it feel like that closed tab is unaccessible


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I now know what you mean. Day 9, scratched my balls a little bit and got an extreme urge. Went running and now it is better.




>JIDF paid overtime


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The first week is the hardest in my experience; on day three of my original pledge. It's a long way to go, and the sperg spamming hentai on /pol/ is not helping. Ah well. Good for you!


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The urge is starting to get weaker and so is my motivation. I mostly feel like fapping early in the mornings and on late evenings but it's nothing like the first week and times around day 12. I guess I am going into the 'depression' nofap period. This is actually where most people that didn't give up on the first week relapse. We will see how it goes.

Also, don't expect much activity from me in upcoming months. I will try to provide a lengthy account of what is going on at least once a week. See you in later days.

And yeah, another RAC piece straight from Honor. Too bad mr Szczerski, their vocalist died in 2005. In next updates i will try to include some different natsoc music.


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Endure, I'm certain you can do it if you put your mind to it. Unser ist die endsieg.


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One week today. Have been avoiding /b/ and other places with porn. Feeling kind of melancholy about the whole situation, but I think it's for the best.



I did about 5 weeks at the end of December and into January then broke it. Now I'm in the lull and this is my second day. It feels bad, but it'll never feel as bad as starting from scratch. 1 week is a hell of an achievement in my books. The famed 3 months seems completely unattainable.


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It's not impossible; I spoke to a guy on /fringe/ who was sitting at around 150 days. I encouraged him to keep it up, since he was feeling frustrated.

Setting up a trip for this thread. 79 more days for my goal; I can totally do this. No porn. No ERP. NO FAP

Here is one of my all time favorite NSBM EPs. Best track, imo, is Germanien über alles beginning at 19:57.


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I'm 30 days in. No urges to fap anymore, it's kinda weird. The first week was hell both physically and mentally. I was so used to fapping and relapsing would have been easy when the streak wasn't that long. On the second week I did some edging. Shouldn't have but maybe it helped. After 3 weeks it got much easier.

I'm a bit afraid of relapsing because I like to look at things in black-and-white fashion, either you are a fapper or you're not. Myabe that's what got me so committed. Now if I was to relapse, I could be back at the bottom in no time.


Going on my 3rd day.

Failed clean 2017, my goal is to finally do a clean month.

Going to a clean February



4th day is being really hard, I usally play vidya to help me out, any tips on other things to do?


I've been fucking up all throughout January, honestly with little effort to not fap. Something happened today though that makes me want to try.

I had a crush on this girl I see at the gym. I talked to her for the first time about 3 weeks ago though I've noticed her for maybe a year. The first time I talked to her she was nice but I wasn't sure if she liked me or was just treating a stranger kindly. The next day I saw her she smiled and waved at me and it felt so good knowing she was inviting me to talk to her, that I didn't have to always be the one to take the initiative.

Anyway, fast forward to tonight, and some conversations later, I finally asked her if she had a boyfriend, and it turns out that she does, and they've been together for several years.

I've been so blackpilled on women. Part of me knows that this blackpill point of view is largely realistic - there are so many whores and manwhores out there. I saw for myself in college how so many people, even quite intelligent people, sleep around, and how many relationships that seem to be serious can end for bullshit reasons (e.g. oh no, our grad schools are far apart, or oh no, I want to experience single life before I settle down.)

But this girl is so cute and nice and, in a word, "wife material". I've come across so few women like that and it's demotivated me for so long (I'm nearly 30). Of course I can't have feelings for this particular woman, but knowing this type of woman exists makes me want to be a better man so if I ever am lucky enough to find one who's not taken, she'll want to be with me instead of the cock carousel.

So I'd like to increase my powerlvl with nofap. Also Kek willing I'm going to become a fully fledged Wizard in May, so I ought to start charging up now.


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Cold showers



Be warned though they all increase Your testosterone therefore increasing your urges. But they help You in many different ways, You will be surprised how much a simple habit of washing yourself with cold water can change in You.

I'm on day 22. Expect a detailed update soon. And have another song. Last time from Honor, promise.


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It's hard, it's really hard. I'm honestly at this point wondering how the hell I made it over two months previously. The first week was actually cake, I've been eating so many red pills I didn't even notice I was horny. I think it was a manic stage; now I'm getting depressed and craving that dopamine release.

I've been straying onto /b/ occasionally, but so far I haven't actually given in. Occasionally I've been getting hit with random fits of arousal, seemingly out of nowhere. Anyone else experience any of this?


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You need to hang in there, eventualy the feelings will pas, and you will feel stronger afterwards. Try to busy yourself with something usefull to do, and resist the temtation to seek out places where you could stumble upon lewd things Porn, "adult art", anything that gets you reminded of the real deal. Just take it easy and dont give in. Remember, even if the urge seems to be unbearable, only you are the one that can decide if you are actually going to move your hands and give in. It really is as simple as not touching your dick to complete NoFap.



Stay strong. I relapsed on monday after 14 days Because a woman was really flirty with me and I couldn't get it out of my head. I still feel like shit knowing I would almost have 3 weeks by now.


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9 days have passed since the recent update and I can tell for sure: the urge has come back in full force. Man it's sometimes killing me. On the positive note I've been to a large party recently and after a certain amount of ethanol I did not lose my shit. I don't know if that was thanks to nofap but nostuff may have been a contributing factor.

Plus a song. As promised- not from Honor.


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Two weeks today.

Thanks guys, the encouragement helps a lot. Glad I discovered this board, and this thread in particular.

I've been ERPing again which is pretty bad, but thus far I've kept my hands off by wearing pants and wrapping my waist in a blanket. I know this is not a good habit either, but I think it's still better than porn… and if I'm not fapping it isn't all that destructive, right? I don't know, it's a slippery slope.



I might be wrong, but I think if you keep doing that without fapping, you will eventually get desensitised to it.



What is erp if i may ask?



pretending to be a girl and talking to other men


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Do not even pretend to be a NS if you willingly participate in such activity. It is utter degeneracy and one who names himself a National Socialist should have nothing short but disdain for it. Even standard softcore porn is less detrimental to You. Every instance of Your participation should be considered a relapse.


I implore you to go to >>>/erp/ and earn yourself a permanent ban. I am dead serious about it. Hitler would have never accepted anyone with this kind of illness in his ranks had he known about it.

Have a song to boost Your strength. You HAVE to defeat this habit if you want to succeed. Sieg Heil my brother and remember- your ancestors are watching You.


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>I've been ERPing again

>which is pretty bad

If you get that, why haven't you stopped yet?

>The rest of your post.

I see that my advice didn't come trough enough.

>Try to busy yourself with something usefull to do, and resist the temtation to seek out places where you could stumble upon lewd things

Nigger, is ERP and finding way's to prevent yourself from fapping a usefull thing to do? The way you are going, you are only going to continue busying yourself with fap related stuff, waisting your time and increasing temptation. Go for a walk, go to the gym, read a book, play a game, go to friends, just anything else than fapping. And in no time, you will find NoFap to be something easy, one of the self improvement projects, that you can complete by doing literally nothing. I'm not saying it will be easy all the time, there will be surges of temptation as you go trough withdrawal, but it will be miles easier to do than lifting and study.


And wat he said is true to, this degenerate behavior is unacceptable for a NS man. You can raise yourself up, if you are committed my m88.


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Natsocfag here with yet another update. I think i've got out of the flatline period. We are back on a fast track to relapsetown because the urge is sometimes killing me. I don't think i've ever got that much libido in me in my entire life. And yeah- another interesting side effect is that i accidentally fell in love. Blonde blue eyed cutie- extremely traditional and reserved even for my tastes but this is god damn IT. I've already asked her out and she accepted. We enjoy spending time together but it's gonna be hell of a relationship before i get to hold her hand. Now a real struggle against my social autism begins. And yeah, she WILL be redpilled. Sieg Heil brothers and see you later.

Plus i found this piece on Youtube and it's a killer.


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Good for you, hang in there.


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Three weeks today. Wasn't expecting quite so much backlash to mentioning that I was still ERPing as a steam vent; but as a NEET who has no contact with females beyond my sick and elderly mother, it's nice to be able to at least pretend I'm interacting with females in some way shape or form. You are all probably right to a large extent; but I'm using it kind of like morphine for a heroin addiction. I still believe it's better than porn or fap.


Congrats; that is seriously impressive! I'm not even sure how to talk to girls, let alone ask one out. Good luck getting her redpilled and propagating the white race.


I'm a year and a half in; I feel totally fugin awesome, I've really built my control over this time, I've lifted the curse. I even learned how to avoid having wet dreams, my life has improved drastically over the course of this time, I still strive to be vigilant and have the fortitude not to allow the curse to take hold of me again, good luck everyone!



Way to go man you've got this shit locked down

That's the longest streak I ever heard of


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Very nice anon, very nice indeed.

This is the way NoFap should be done, to defy addiction forever, not just in streeks.

Thanks for the encouragement



Great job. Can you tell us how you avoid wet dreams? I never had one my whole life, but there is always a first time.



You better be having children fam sex with your partner just to have sex is still degenerate


Still Belgian:^)


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Anyone ever fapped but had a "half-cum"? Like, a torrent of precum and little bits of sperm comes out, but you haven't really orgasmed and could still keep going?


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I think the jewish degeneracy may start loosing it's grip on me. I haven't felt urge to watch porn or even masturbate in last several days. I must say that over the period of last 39 days i've developed an unnatural urge to talk to other people- especially women. And also there is one significant person in my life to whom i could turn my thoughts to whenever i feel like relapsing. And yeah, we are getting closer to each at an almost expotential rate. We are sometimes even discussing a serious relationship. For now we have made a bilateral agreement to relate to each other as close friends and get to know ourselves better before we enter a really close relationship. And we both expressed warm feelings towards each other. I feel kind of lost to be honest because i've never got to get as close to anybody as i am with her. And we know each other for like 2 months now and have been on 2 dates already. She proposed the next 2. We will see how it goes but i am certainly positive. Nofap is seriously affecting my life in a unexpectedly positive manner. Sorry if this blog is turning into a story about my relationship rather than nofap experience but i just feel like sharing about what i am experiencing right now. Expect more updates in the future. NSF out.

Plus a certainly related song.


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>Sorry if this blog is turning into a story about my relationship rather than nofap experience.

Eventualy every NoFap blog gets sidetracked, because the person in question takes the next steps of self improvement, in this case the fostering of relationships. Good luck my dude, and keep strong. There will be periods in the future in which the urges will return, but if you resist them, the gap between these periods will only increase. You will just have to endure and not thouch your penis.

t.Day 52

P.S are you the muh PR NatSoc in the youtube thread?If so, kill your self:^)


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Forgot to mention, Good luck with the girl, convert her and make woman great again.


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Week 4 today. Haven't been ERPing or any other degenerate hobby. Started running a mile every night before bed; been eating better too, working on getting my physical shit together.


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I am not the guy you mentioned, i'm not even sure which thread you are reffering to.

And She is already very traditional but i guess i can start pulling out a little subversion into the Evola/NatSoc territory. We will see how it goes.


Good to hear, comrade. Keep up the fight.The eternal truth compels us.


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Thanks for answering.

If you're not him i apologise for telling you too kill yourself. I was refering to the "Any cool non porn sites or YouTube channels?" thread.

Keep going and again, good luck with the girl.

I'f i might ask, how and where did you even find a already very traditional girl?I'm asking for a friend of course;_;


Very nice anon, the improvement you do today, will become a lifetime of difference in the long run. Full fill your potential, and life with purpose.


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Week five today.

Been talking to a girl I used to know. She's unfortunately crazy and not very attractive. Just another shitty temptation since I've more or less overcome the others. I'm feeling it's still degenerate since I have zero interest in reproducing with her… yet she's obsessed with me for some bizarre reason. Thoughts?



What happend to the qt from this post >>7292 ?



I'm sorry for not liking what you do. I think your the real zionist shill here. Anything that keeps me away from porn is a good thing. Fucking undercover zionist, oven yourself tbh



That was the OP of the thread; natsocfag. I'm another natsoc nofap guy who decided to tripfag in this thread as well. Sorry for the confusion.


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glad I opened this thread, so many great pictures


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A lot of great music as well. Speaking of, the first picture you put up takes lyrics from one of my favorite songs.


starting tomorrow lads, wish me luck


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With some free time left I can drop yet another update. Things were tight so i did not have enough time to consider relapsing and even though I almost relapsed. That was due to a story i found on some BBS and that happened to be extremely sexual in nature. The urge was unreal but i restrained from doing anything that would end the streak. Right now i derive additional motivation from the streak itself. 47 days is nothing to be shy about. And things are going well with the girl- She says that she has some issues with a long term relationship- for example that we would most likely have to part after several months. But She has also expressed the feeling that she may change her mind in the future- and She is alluding to it every now and then- and more and more often. I give her 1 to 2 months and She will fall for it. I've also noticed a significant change in how other women talk to me. They give me signs of interest which I find strange considering the fact that I don't think my behavior or way of being has changed significantly over the course of the streak. Anxiety seems to have dumbed down but it is still there, somewhere. And for the usual banter:


Check the trips, we are 2 different natsocs posting in one thread. The guy with the qt is me.


It is more degenerate to have interest in reproducing with every woman that gives You attention. Don't bother with her if You don't find her attractive. The key to producing healthy offspring is to find a fit partner. And healthy offspring is, as You probably know, the key to the survival of your people and your race. The key to attracting potential partners is not to be desperate. Women pick such signs like trained hounds and they are evolutionarily programmed to read them as signs of weakness and therefore being turned off by them. Keep your head cool, be polite, look people in the eyes and don't.You.ever.dare.to.slouch. If You are attractive in any manner you will have women giving you attention after some time, even if they previously didn't give it to You.


Do you guys have to fight over everything? You are kind of angry, I would say You need a wank but that would be out of touch :' ^ )


Good luck, if it worked for me it should work for You.

Plus a classic song.




>goes to an anonymous imageboard

>on the internet

>to namefag and tripfag

>prefers self-identification and attention whoring to anonymity






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Love you too PRfag.

In case i flew over your head, i was referring to a anon IN the thread, not the maker of the thread itself. But if you are the REAL PR NATIONALIST that i was referring too. Then i hold to my position, every major nationalist from Hitler, to G L Rockwell, to W L Pierce, and more modern organizations like National action and Atomwaffen. Have proven that unrestrained radical action and retoric are the way to go. And it are the PR fags, who would rather endlesly criticize and compromise, who are the scourge of any upcoming Nationalist movement. Not the people who refuse to conform to jewish social norms.

Some links and a video, to explain where i'm coming from.





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Fucked up the last link.



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Congrats on your continued success.

Part of my problem is that women are virtually NEVER interested in me. The last time I got laid was an all time low, and the current 3DPD showing interest would be far worse. Most females seem to view me with disdain; and as much as I try not to care, I can't help but want physical intimacy. Nofap is going well, but I'm still a loser and a NEET and I have no idea how to change that.


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Pledging 14 days minimum. Praise kek!


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become sheik


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God is punishing you. It's a sin to claim a group. We are all equal under God.


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you should check out Death in June


My father's Jewish. I also have a tiny bit of Turkish ancestry. I'm an advocate of nofap. I'm not religiously Jewish, though I do care about my Jewish family. I also strongly dislike Turkish culture, so that's neither here nor there.

I find that most religions are poisonous lies, but I find Judaism far less destructive than Christianity, Islam, and Hinduism. That said, it's lacking in insight. Some branches of Buddhism (particularly Zen) and Taoism do have many worthwhile insights. Sikhism seems to as well.

I've spent a good amount of time working in West Africa. I quite like the people there. I think the only people who conflate cultural identity with skin color are mentally retarded. Racial divisions are perpetuated to keep people's attention away from the real problem (the people who are exploiting them), and divide people to keep them powerless.

You shouldn't conflate nationalism with statism. National Socialism does this by perpetuating the myth of the "nation-state," saying that people should identify with their state. The problem is, by making your in group the entire country, you're still deferring all your power to the people who exploit you. The world should work in democratized communities that cooperate with each other.

Religion is a lie. National Socialism is a lie. authoritarianism is a lie. Racism is a lie. Addiction keeps you dependent on these things. Porn addiction is one thing that clouds your mind and compromises your ability to function. You have to beat it, but you must also beat other stupid addictions like your dependence on racism to make yourself feel better.


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>My father's Jewish

>beat other stupid addictions like your dependence on racism


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Already a fan. Current 93 is another favorite; I'm hugely fond of neofolk.



I'm no fan of Turkish culture either, so at least we can agree on one thing. Other than that I feel like virtually everything else you said was nothing more than Marxist claptrap. Religion is a poisonous lie? Try the glue that held cultures and nations together for thousands of years. Atheistic cultural Marxism is a poisonous lie, and the death counts prove it. The only reason you find Judaism less destructive is because it follows with your Marxist world-view; Marx being from a long line of Rabbis- this is a historical fact, and it shows very much in his writings. Democracy is clearly another failed political system, Plato and Aristotle knew this over two thousand years ago- but that's another matter entirely.

And trying to say that race and culture are mutually exclusive is even more ludicrous. Different races evolved in different parts of the world; developed different characteristics physically and psychologically- this is simple science. Something that you, as an avowed atheist, should at least have some modicum of respect for. As for the people who are exploiting others, most prominently they are members of the Zionist cabal- Jewish bankers like the Rothchilds, Globalists like Soros and the Clintons, and warmongering murderers like the Israelis and the lobbyists who supports them.

And speaking of the poisons that keep us addicted, isn't it true that the porn industry is largely owned and operated by Jews? As a matter of fact, it is. That must explain why there is such a huge abundance of degrading interracial porn featuring white women but little to nothing of Jewish women. Show me a video of a pretty Hebrew girl getting reamed by an arab, rhetorically speaking- you're going to be hard pressed to find it. Jews also push degeneracy in many other forms as well- Atheism, Feminism, LGBTQ ideas, Materialism, Hedonism and most especially the cancer of cultural Marxism.

National socialism and fascism are political and philosophic structures of nature. They represent a natural hierarchy that are self evident in many animals, human beings included. Also the dated belief that every person who believes in racialism is some kind of narrow minded bigot is just absurd. I'm not advocating apartheid states (like Israel) or genocidal governments (like the bolsheviks) All I care about is the realization of the fourteen words. We must secure the existence of our people, and a future for white children. If you actually believe there is something wrong with that, then clearly you are the real racist.


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Please excuse the long ramble; I really just came to post a small update. Day 42; week number six. Still not fapping or engaging in any degenerate behavior. Reading a lot, eating well and working out every day. Feel much more energetic overall, but still getting a bit down at times when I consider the state of the world and my inability to really 'get a life' as they say.


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fuck off parasite


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Nicely done.



Culture held nations together. The notion that it was religion is absurd. Judaism is less destructive because it hasn't been used extensively to control people like Christianity has since the time of Constantine. It also doesn't devalue life by putting focus on an imaginary afterlife.

I never said race and culture were mutually exclusive. Within every "race," various often disparate cultures have appeared. There are also very valid cultures in multiracial places.

Different immigrant communities in the United States capitalized on different industries. Russian Jews went into film. If there are more Western European white women in porn, then it's only because 1) Jews are a tiny minority in the US, and 2) Western European non-Jewish Americans are more likely to find themselves in positions of financial desperation. This is because Jewish-American communities value education strongly, and like others that value education, like Chinese-Americans, they're more likely to succeed in life because of that value.

National socialism is a perversion of the socialist labor movement, with half-understood social Darwinism thrown in to justify half-baked ideas on race. The truth is, biologically species that help each other and cooperate tend to be much more successful than those who don't.


If you consider incoherent babbling on positions that were known to be completely incoherent by the 1970s "nicely done."



I am against all religions that condemn Imagination, I remember Jewish people shunning the renaissance specially the development of 3D in paintings as something absurd an disgusting, also the fact that Jesus Christ called imagination and "disgusting abomination" has never been cool with me.



I'm unaware of that being a thing in Judaism, but I can definitely believe it because it sounds like conservative Judaism. I'm against that too.




This guy gets it.



no he's a jew just like you are



Religion is a part of culture, culture is a product of race- the three are inextricably bound together. The Jewish people who have held a strong Nationalist, religious and ethnic identity for millennia without even a homeland is objective proof of this. You're not really making any valid points other than smug assumptions of Jewish superiority, and Marxist presuppositions about spirituality. Your assertion that national socialism is a perversion is pure sophistry. National socialism cured the wreckage of Germany's economy after the rapacious treatise of Versailles. It is worth noting, then as well as now, perverted Jews were pimping women and children, promoting decadence, drug use and homosexuality as they have been in the west for the last hundred years.

National Socialism is perfected socialism, and the science of eugenics has hardly been debunked. Is is still being widely practiced in Israel today, where it is illegal for a Jew to marry a non-jew, and there is the strictest enforcement of border control and migration. Everything Jewish ideologues push in the west they reject for themselves, with the possible exception of sexual hedonism as it seems to be strongly tied into their racial identity. By the same token, gay marriage is still illegal in Israel as they care about the importance of perpetuating their genetics. As for multiracial states being so effective, if that is the case, why is it that Israel is so against the two state solution? Why do they deliberately segregate and isolate the shrinking Islamic and Arabic community? Why do leading Jewish politicians and intellectuals simultaneously encourage Europe to except mass third world migrants?

The answer is self-evident: multiculturalism, like Marxism, is a sociological weapon designed to destroy civilizations. If this were not the case, surely Israeli Jews would practice what they preach.


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look at the post i was peplying, i said nicely done because of his 40+ days.

Reading comprehension

Also, passive aggressively saying,

>It's completely incoherent.

Is not an argument.


Anon, dont even bother, shitlibs like this find their way to this thread every once in a while. He's not going to listen, don't waste your energy.



*Replying to.



You're right of course, it's like trying to argue with a brick wall. No matter how much you point out the objective facts they just call you names and/or question your intelligence. I just enjoy practicing my internet dialectic.


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Day forty-nine yesterday. I'm up to seven weeks, two more and I'll surpass my previous record of 63 days. 88 is the goal, which will take me through 4/20. After then I'm gonna keep it at it for as long as I can. Losing weight; lost about 15 lbs in the last month since I've started to get serious. Have been struggling with tfw no gf but I'm trying to remain focused. Other times I've worked on losing weight, getting in shape and no fap depression is what killed me. I can not let myself slip into that apathetic, hopeless mindset. Spent most of the day cleaning; house is looking less shit, at least as much as it can considering the state of decrepitude it is in.


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Day fifty six, eight weeks. One week from passing my record which has me pretty well pleased. I came damn close to a painfully pathetic relapse last night; reading on article about how bad porn is that had some censored images in it. That would not only have been ironic as hell, it would have been extremely pitiful. Thankfully I caught myself before I did anything.

Really depressed. Find myself feeling hopeless for the future; feeling black pilled and miserable. Thinking a lot about suicide and self harm. I have no engaged in the latter in many, many years. Still eating pretty good, being mindful of my body and keeping my mind busy on philosophy, politics and so forth.

Where did everyone else in this thread go? It seemed quite active up until a couple weeks ago.



Struggling, fuck me for following /v/'s Andromeda thread. Reminded me why I do this, though. I am still in control, beware the heresy within!



What do you think of this thread: >>8496 ?




Take a look, bros: >>8496

I went longer than 6 months (and then relapsed).




>When you get the feeling to browse whatever you browse and stumble upon something that attracts you, * * *just play minesweeper or something.* * * Do whatever just get the hell out of there and make it feel like that closed tab is unaccessible

Nice 10/10 this works. Gets your blood pressure refocused on something productive.


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Alright, today is the day I surpass my own previous record of 63 days. Day 64, week number nine. At this point achieving my pledge of 88 days by 4/20 seems very probable. I have not been engaging in any degenerate behavior whatsoever, and the melancholy of last week has passed somewhat. I am still not in the best of spirits, but I am more hopeful. I need to begin making real effort to improve in other areas of my life neglected for too long, primarily moving away from being a NEET. This is going to be very tricky- I'm not even sure where to start. I have the energy and determination, I just need to figure out what direction I want to go. College seems unlikely, Military would be good if I didn't find the proxy wars for Israel detestable. I'm currently leaning towards looking into a trade school, maybe welding or electrician. Any thoughts on the matter would be much appreciated.

Heil Victory, my friends.



>Heil Barbaria!

Day 5 for me. Last straw for my binging was being gay for furries. Fuck that shit. WE ARE IN CONTROL!



Male furry gayness…. :( it's a mental illness. Cold turkey is the cure to love tits again.



Good for you; first week is a stones throw away… for me, the first one or two weeks has been hardest. After that it is relatively smooth sailing. And do not feel bad; some of the stuff I used to look at was arguably a lot worse than gay furry shit … Porn leads people down some dark alleys, that's part of why it is so destructive. Good luck, you can do this; believe in yourself and hold fast to your determination.



Good to hear that you feel better again. Remember there are ups and downs and when you experience a down than eventually an up will come again.

>Military would be good if I didn't find the proxy wars for Israel detestable.

I too would love to join the military but dying for our greatest ally is not an option so instead I chose to study.

>Where did everyone else in this thread go?

University started again so I have less time to shitpost



That makes sense; I forget other people have jobs and lives that take up a great deal of their time. How do you like university? I've never found the prospect appealing, especially now-a-days with the infestation of SJWs, Marxist professors and safe spaces. Is it really as bad as all that?



I'm studying at an University of applied science so we don't have this gender study stuff there. Most professors are just the average baby boomers, one is a nigger-lover and one is so red-pilled that he might actually browse /pol/. Though he got in trouble with it and already cut down what he is saying. I think your country takes a great deal in how infested the university is. The worse the average people the worse the professors.

At the beginning I didn't really like it but now I somehow like the challenge and just want to succeed.


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That's good; I really regret dropping out of highschool… but I just felt like it was a waste of time. Now I'm thirty and my life is basically wasted. Glad some people with similar ideals ( I assume, since your in this thread ) have their shit together. I wonder if I could survive College if I tried now…

In other news, I hit day seventy a few days ago while fullchan was down. I'm just over two weeks away from meeting my initial pledge. I plan to keep going after that for as long as I can. Started reading "Revolt Against The Modern World" by Julius Evola, which I highly recommend to anyone interested in traditionalism, nationalism and anti-modernism. It's a monumental work.

Heil Victory!



It's never too late to improve. You still have another 10 years to work with, do not waste them too. Go for it no matter how hard.


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would a nofap help me survive incoming ww3? and if so how


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nofap makes you a socially adept alpha male and it'll allow you to unite the wartorn world under your absolute dominion



nofap will enable you to shoot down incoming ICBMs with the sheer power of your high test


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Day seventy seven- it's a big one for me. The goal is in sight, and I'm rather proud of accomplishing it, despite it seeming like a relatively small thing in retrospect. I've vanquished virtually all of my bad habits, except maybe gaming but I think that one is among the least harmful. It also happens to be my only option for socialization at this time. I have more motivation for self improvement, reading a fair bit and doing some exercise every day. I need to start going to the gym and getting really /fit/– but it's hard since I don't have a car or a membership. I wonder if I'll ever escape from my NEET lifestyle?


Thanks, it's nice to hear it even if I have a hard time believing it. I have very low confidence in my ability to do much of anything right. I don't even know where to start, beyond NOT doing what I know is bad. In terms of actually doing what is good, beyond reading and losing weight, where do I even start??


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Claiming this get for National Socialism.



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>Day 77.

That is a very nice milestone my man, keep it going.

As to answer your question. Not the anon you're replaying to

The very first thing you need to get is the right mindset. Even if you will never again be able to reach the top you were once capable of reaching, great heights of self improvement are still in your reach!

Think of it like this, every day, every moment you let slip by, will lower the top you are able to reach right now. Can't you see it's a self completing circle? If you get discouraged by your age, causing you to not seize the moment, furthering the age you are in, it only causes the top to get lower restarting the cycle. It doesn't matter if things don't go right the first time, i didn't know how to lift a year ago, but practice, advice from gym goers, and research quickly helped me develop proper form.

The same is true for you, look up what you are about to do, and how to do it properly, and just practice. So don't be discouraged by the prospect of failure, the only true failure is to not seize the moment when it percents itself.

To sum it up, the first step is to change your mindset towards the goal you want to reach, in my case it's to reach my highest potential possible, to life according to my ideals, to life with purpose. If your goal is to get /fitlit/ you are on the right track by reading and lifting. Don't get discouraged by failure, you can make it up to yourself by getting better the next time you do it.

All in the context of physical improvement, in this case lifting, but the advice also works for other things like basket weaving or something if that is your thing.

Then the second thing you named: Reading.

That is very good my man, can't get /fitlit/ without a basic world concept. The most important advice I can give you in this, to actually use the knowledge you learn. Don't become a repository of endless amounts of dead facts and data, neither get bogged down in the details. Hitler himself made clear in Mein Kampf, that the true art of learning from books, is to really internalize the knowledge, to make it your own. Scan sources of info by looking for the bits of knowledge needed to further enhance your world concept, and give the rest of the tekst a place in the back. I don't mean to say, you should read only that which supports your view, but to be critical and be able to give the knowledge a place in your own world view. This way knowledge becomes a living part of your being. It will be easier to bring up relevant facts when needed, and debates will also swing in your favor easier if you are able to present the audience with a cohered and solid grasp of your world view, spoken with a voice of passion.

This brings me to the second part: Practice the things learned.

A solid world concept and world view isn't doing anyone any good by just sitting in your head. Live the things you believe! Practice debates with people that want to listen like your friends, or even the mirror if need be. And don't be afraid to bring up things in every day small talk, I you think of niggers like niggers, call them that to you friends and family, make politically incorrect joke's in the day to day routine. The point is, if you are respected in any way, if people around you like you, they will not mind and eventually take after your example.

For example, I caused my family, friends and the boyfriend of my sister to begin using nigger and politically incorrect jokes in their daily lives, I'm not joking, I didn't teach the boyfriend to start using nigger.

But it all starts with an idea, a goal, crystal clear. Where do you want to works towards, and how are you going to get there?

I hope my advice can be useful. I may make it sound easy, but it takes real work and struggle to pull yourself out of the gutter after a long time, but it must be done. To give up struggling is to die in fully before actual death.

Also, I'm not trying to sound pretentious or anything, but when I'm writing I sometimes get to enthusiastic.




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Day 84; four more days until I've met my pledge. It will be the longest streak I've had since before I ever started (fapping). Beating my previous record by nearly a month… going to keep it going for as long as I can. Despite this relative accomplishment I've been rather down in the dumps still.


I guess getting into that mindset is part of what's difficult for me; I've always had very low self-esteem and next to no self worth. I often think of how ironic it is that I am an ardent national socialist, an advocate of eugenics and the ideal ubermensch. Truth be told I see myself as more of an untermensh, the only good qualities I have are my fair skin, my blonde hair, blue eyes and relative awareness of global issues concerning international jewery, spiritual/physical decline and the necessity of traditional values. I don't know, beyond purging a lot of poison from my life I still fall damn short of practicing what I preach. I've never had a "real job" and I'm basically failing at life. I just have no idea how to reverse it- where do I even start? My goal has always been to contribute something of real value to the world; politically, spiritually, whatever. I'm just not sure I have it in me. I'll have great ideas for stories or what have you- but when I try to write them down it just comes out shit.

My fitness routine is not impressive; but for how bad of shape I'm in it's much better than nothing. Just been doing cardio daily, alternating between walking and running no less than a mile every night. Often I am winded and sweating bullets by the end, but I'm trying to shed some pounds so I'll at least look and feel less like a typical blue-pilled burger. I don't lift currently, because I haven't got access to weights. I've thought about trying to start just lifting rocks or some random heavy shit, but seeing as I already have some joint issues that might not be a great idea. I think my main problem is, despite my idealism, I'm just a really low-energy person. I'm not motivated to do much of anything, and I have no concrete long term goal. Write… something? That's not really a goal. Get stronger? Yeah, I guess sort of- but it's not going to happen just laying off the doritos and mountain dew, and walking around the block a few times. It's just really difficult; I have no family, no real friends to speak of, and my options are extremely limited.

Reading I guess I do enough of, recently dragged myself through some Marx just to get an idea of what the enemy believes. It was disgusting, but I have a better understanding of the idea of communism. I have a hard time debating my thoughts without getting very angry; I have little to no tolerance for egalitarian sentiments and those seem to be the prevailing norm in virtually everyone I talk to. When I try to I know I just come off sounding like a typical hate-filled bigot, and it emphasizes people's existing stereotypes of 'muh racism' and so on and so forth. So for the most part I just keep my mouth shut. It's equally frustrating that I often play out elaborate conversations and think of clever points, subtle examples of dialectic to disprove the plausibility of diversity and multiculturalism. When I try to execute these with actual humans, however, they just don't work. I draw a mental blank.

I'm not sure any great things are in store for me, or even good things for that matter. I can at least be a little better every day, and try to pull myself out of the garbage dump before I'm dead. You don't sound pretentious at all, on the contrary, your post was very thoughtful. As you can probably tell, I can get rather enthusiastic as well- at least when responding to another person. When I try to write anything for my own self it's hard to eek out a sentence. It's annoying.



>My goal has always been to contribute something of real value to the world; politically, spiritually, whatever. I'm just not sure I have it in me.

It is said that even Hitler, according to todays standards, would have been a neet. He just pulled himself together as the country needed it the most.

> I don't lift currently, because I haven't got access to weights.

Try "calisthenics" (workout with your own body weight). For excercises like curls you can take a backpack and fill it with water bottles. It's not great but will do for the beginning.

>I think my main problem is, despite my idealism, I'm just a really low-energy person.

Was the same for me before I started lifting. No energy and no will to even start it but once you started it it becomes a habit. A habit you don't want to miss anymore.


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>Day 84.

My man, that is very impressive. Keep it going, only good things will come out of this.

I'm still thinking of a good reply to give you. I'll try to make one tomorrow.


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Alright, let's do this.

I don't even know where to start, but i'll try to respond to the points you named as best as I can.

First, the reason we are having this conversation, this might contain some wrong conclusion, so if you think I interpreted something wrong just tell me. You feel like you are waisting your life and have waisted much of it already because of the lifestyle you have, the neet life. You asked us how you can break out of this cycle, and in response to my reply you give your low self esteem and low energy as the primary reasons you have not broken out of this destructive cycle yet. You lack the state of mind necessary to get to where you want to see yourself, or have wanted to see yourself already.

First of all I want to say this, whose standards are you failing?

Because you are already well above average in the case of most neets and normies. On this day you have managed to resist your lustful impulses for over 86 days. Even if it is just a mile, exercising every night is a very good first step towards building stamina and muscle mass. You have broken trough the Jewish world view and didn't get stuck in the many watered down compromises, you only have to look at the alt right to see that it takes strength of character to do. Do you think most people on the right or the left or the average people in between take the time to refine their own view to at least withstand their own arguments let alone study the enemy? In comparison to a lot of people you take your belief seriously, even if it is only the intellectual aspect.

I just want it to be clear, in comparison to a lot of people in similar situations like the chans or people of the same generation, you are above par. Simply by the fact you have at least recognized you are on the wrong path and are taking the first steps to correct it.

But you are far from done, to bring us to the most important part.

This isn't a feel good pep talk, this is a serious answer to help you escape the destructive cycle you're in. Indeed, you are falling short of practicing what you preach. As the anon above me pointed out Hitler himself was in far more dire straits then you are now, but he pulled himself out of it, with his own force of will. The same is true for you my friend, I can give you a lot of advice and others can do so to, but as long as you don't internalize it, as long as you don't change your own character to match the person you want to be. Nothing will get done.

So rise up, I have already proven you are not bad enough to be a untermensch, you hold yourself to the only standards that matter and the only failure is to give up. Because the way you think right now is defeatism, it will only hold you back.



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And I'm not talking out of a position of power, or as someone who doesn't know what it's like to be in such a situation. No my friend, I know very well, indeed I'm in such a situation right now. I dropped out of high school too, I have almost no friends and no girlfriend, I'm jobless and have been for some time, I failed my nofap 2017 almost a month ago and I'm only on day 11 right now, and to top it all of, I don't even have the genetics you do, my eyes and hair are brown. Yet there are two fundamental difference between us two, I'm younger than you and I don't have the same mindset as you do. Don't get me wrong, even now I can worry about my future and how I wasted my teens playing games, but I get back up. Every time I failed nofap I restarted to day 1 and tried again. My social circle is and was shit so I tried going to a meadhall meet up, this went wrong horrible because this was the first time in years I used the bus without somebody else and I missed the event, I even got stuck in a unknown city for the day. But I got back on it and now my social circle isn't so shit anymore, the potential for improvement is there at least and I met some cool people. After I dropped out I sat at home, being a disappointment for months, I don't remember how long exactly but I picked myself back up and looked over the alternatives. I'm now finishing my high school education after two years of hard work.

And lastly, I didn't have my goal clear, let alone how to reach it, but keeping still while life rushes ahead is NOT an option. The goal I have is about the same as yours, to make a difference, to life with purpose. How I want to do that is to join or make a movement that can do that. I still am not sure what career is going to help me the best in reaching that goal, but I'm not sitting still. I'm looking up different studies that match my interests and talents, while at the same time looking at the work I would be able to do with the different studies. For example, I'm having a interview with a sergeant major of the marines next week to get the necessary information to make an informed decision. And there a bunch of other things I need to pick up again or do to make it, but I'm moving, I'm catching up to life.

And I'm not unique. I am in the same boat as you, but I changed my mindset early on. Crying about feels on 3 am is not helping me or you, and it took a long time before the real fruits of my work where beginning to show. As I said, this is after two years of getting back to it, but it is possible to break the cycle. If I can do it you can do it, but only if you are willing.

I will respond to the rest of your points in a different reply.


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>I often think of how ironic it is that I am an ardent national socialist, an advocate of eugenics and the ideal ubermensch.

There is no irony in the truth. If a nigger says whites are superior and he, blacks, are inferior. He is stating a fact, at most he has low self esteem, but he speaks the truth. If a pedophile says pedophilia is wrong he is a hypocrite, but he is not wrong. The same is true for a fat person acknowledging that he is unhealthy. You speak the truth and tries to life up to that ideal, it is only ironic or wrong if you give up yet continue with the same rhetoric.

>I've never had a "real job" and I'm basically failing at life. I just have no idea how to reverse it- where do I even start?

First of all, read my first two post again and change your mindset. Nothing will get done, no amount of advice is going to help you if your mind isn't up to the task. Second, get a clear goal and start working towards it, if necessary, cut up the journey into multiple parts and accomplice the goal in parts. We have already given you a lot of advice, and if there are yet more things you are not certain about don't be afraid to ask them here or to others who are in that field already.

>My goal has always been to contribute something of real value to the world; politically, spiritually, whatever.

Then start working towards this. Ask yourself what kind of job is going to help you, if it is even helpful and where your talents lie. And look at what movements there are in the country you reside in that could help you in this goal. If you are in the U.S, there is atomwaffen, if you are in the U.K, there is National Action, and if you life in a country that has no good movement, start your own. Look at the possibilities there are to meet like minded people and start recruiting them into National Socialism, even if the group in question is not originally National Socialist. The most important thing is to bring it into the real life, out of the interned.

>I've thought about trying to start just lifting rocks or some random heavy shit, but seeing as I already have some joint issues that might not be a great idea.

Indeed, stay on the save side, but don't be afraid to get uncomfortable. Calisthenics have already been named and are a good alternative to weights.

>I'm just a really low-energy person. I'm not motivated to do much of anything, and I have no concrete long term goal.

Try to improve your diet, eat less sugar, and drink more water instead of all that fruity and soda crap. If you lack motivation try to get little things done. Every small victory counts and should motivate you. The last point you disproved yourself earlier on, you want to bring about something of real value and you're gonna do it if. Our race has no other options left.

>I have no family, no real friends to speak of, and my options are extremely limited.

That's very unfortunate and will make things more difficult, but don't let it stop you. Instead, try to make connections by finding more like minded people and bringing them into the open. Just livign life itself should also give you experience and connections, via the work or study you do. Try to get out of your room or house and begin at something, a job, a study, a meet up, anything to get you some life experience and connections.

>You would like to write something.

Do you think my post are well thought out and good? My man, how long do you think it took me to write until this point? It has taken me 4 hours until now Only practice is going to make you better in anything.

>Fine tuning your arguments.

This is very good as a practice for yourself, but useless in any public debate and almost useless in any talk you have between people of the same caliber. You need to learn some rhetoric my man, I'll drop a useful link below for that. Along with that, you could read books on the subject and practice with anyone who wants to listen. That may very well be the mirror.

>I'm not sure any great things are in store for me, or even good things for that matter. I can at least be a little better every day.

The only things truly impossible are the things you don't devote any will towards. Even if you can't reach a certain goal in your lifetime, one of your decedents WILL if he stays devoted. And I think even good things can happen if you set your mind to it.

That is all for now, don't hesitate to ask further questions and good luck.

P.s, do you have a steam account? If so, you can ask me for my link and I'll post it in a separate reply I can delete. I'm part of some steam groups, and know some people that you could maybe connect with.This is absolutely not a honeypot:^)


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The rhetoric links:



The world view links, If you haven't read mein kampf yet you should read the following books first:

1:Who we are, William Luther Pierce. 2:This time the world, George Lincoln Rockwell. 3:Mein Kampf, Adolf Hitler.




Interesting links, how our enemy works:




I hope you're not afraid of watchlists.


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Day 88

I'm happy to say I got there..88 days… It wasn't easy, but it wasn't as hard as I might have thought. I'm pretty out of it, didn't sleep much last night and spent the day pretty active. I hope all my national socialist brothers had a good fuhrer's day, as I did. Heil Hitler!



I'll make replies tomorrow when I'm more cohesive.


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>Day 88

Nice job man, and nice dubs.

>I'll make replies tomorrow.

I can get that, i kind of went overboard.


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Indeed, by today's standards perhaps; but he was also a decorated war veteran, an artist and a man with a clear goal. I am none of those things, not even close. Calisthenics does seem like a sensible options; push ups, sit ups and so forth. I've made a habit of walking/running at least, which is a beginning if nothing else.


Indeed, I'm pleased with fulfilling my initial goal. And not at all, I appreciate you taking the time to write such a detailed reply. I would have posted yesterday but I was dead tired and couldn't proof read my response effectively. So here goes!


I would like to thank you very much for your exhaustive and well thought out reply; it means a great deal to me. I will attempt to formulate my own response to be as thorough and articulate as your own! You have grasped my situation completely. no problems there. As for the standards I am failing- I would say first and foremost my own, and in a second more ethereal sense that of national socialism on a whole. The fuhrer and the nation of Germany fought and died trying to preserve the last shreds of human decency, beauty and strength in this world. My life hitherto has been entirely shameful; even beyond my status as a NEET.

It is doubly shameful, since I had my awakening as a national socialist quite young. By that same token, it is not until now that I have really made some effort to live up to the standard of perfection to which every Aryan man should aspire. I suppose you are right in saying that I am above par compared to others, but really- that's not such an accomplshment. I am far from the shining example of perfection put forth by the NSDAP. I can recognize my own defeatism, in fact it is a recurring strain in my life. As for my will, der wille zur macht, I am actively trying to cultivate and stimulate it in every way I know how. I still can't help feeling like it's too late; like I'll never be able to rise out of the gutter and make something of my self- anything. I know this is just an illusion, that every good white man has the potential for greatness within him.


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It is my belief these feelings of alienation and misplacement are common in our time, especially for people who are awake. I also believe very strongly that the enemy has cultivated this sense, nurtured it and deliberatley turned us against ourselves through their diverse and poisonous arsenal . It's hard to find your place when the whole world you're living in has gone mad- men pretending to be women, whites pretending to be blacks; miscegnation, degeneration, drug culture and rampant hedonic materialism in every vile facet and form. And we are expected to merely smile and nod, never criticize the system in place and constantly turn the cheek for each new assault of egalitarian nonsense. It has come to such a point that they invent new forms of perversion and insanity every so many years, merely to have another front in which to push… but I'm rambling, I digress.

Back to the point, I have managed to get my GED for what that's worth. I acquired it not long after I dropped out, but a fat lot of good it's done me. I've seriously considered, time and again, signing up for the military ( Air Force or National Guard, specifically ) but I always come back to the same point. One, that I have no desire to serve the ZOG army fighting wars for Israel in the middle east. Two, that even five or six years ago when the thought first occured to me my physical condition is no where near the requisite for armed service. And third, there is the fact that my only family is my elderly mother who suffers from various health issues and afflictions; I'm a NEET, but in being here I'm able to cook, clean and help her with many things she would struggle with on her own. Without a real hard and fast plan though, the ugly truth is once she's gone, the odds are very high I'll end up on the streets if I don't get my act together fast.

Vocational rehab is something I tried a few years ago, but it was a disgrace. The most useful thing I got out of that arrangement was a few free bus passes. The incompetent beaner assigned to managed my case was actually incapable of writing a cohesive sentence; it was worse than a middle schooler- run on sentences, ill punctuated and full of spelling errors. He even spelled the name of a neighboring town I had done some previous work in wrong. I've basically come to the point where I know full well what NOT to do; look at porn, fap, drugs, alcohol, junk food, playing games all the time, watching animu until all hours and wasting days and nights staring at a screen. Almost all of those things I have forsaken, but even by replacing them with relatively positive activities such as walking, reading and educational videos I still feel I need a real plan. In what we want, it seems we seek the same thing. To create or join a movement which MEANS something- beyond just being another proletariat worker drone for the oligarchs above us.

As far as my mind set goes, I suppose it's better late than never. And good for you on taking all the steps you've had. LIke Bilbo said: "It's a dangerous business, Frodo, going out your front door. You step onto the road, and if you don't keep your feet, there's no knowing where you might be swept off to."


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I do my best to only state objective fact, and when I put forth a subjective opinion I try to qualify it as such. Saying that the greatest sin would be to give up on my self when there is even a remote chance I could contribute something to our people, our world and our movement is certainly sensible. I'll continue to try and master my own self-doubt, stengthen my body and soul, and become better tomorrow than I am today.

As for a clear goal, hmm, I suppose that could go several directions. For starters I should say finishing some piece of writing I've started. I have numerous stories and decertations which I end up dropping because they never seem quite good enough. I should really just finish one, at least one, then try to put it out there for people to say. Maybe I'm selling myself short in that department too. I'll devote at least one half hour to writing every day. Once I get in the habit maybe I can bump that up a bit.

As far as a job, that's a real pickle. I'm currently on SSDI, which I'm not proud of, but it keeps the sagging roof over my head and makes certain there's bread in the cupboard. I suppose I could get a haircut, shave up and go start turning in applications at wal-mart and other no-skill wage slave places. I am in the U.S, but I'm not familiar with atomwaffen; I'll have to look them up. I currently follow the Northwest Front primarily, at least I listen to their podcast every week and mull around the idea of moving there some day.

I will begin to integrate some basic calisthenics into my daily routine; I'll browse fit tonight and maybe watch some helpful videos on youtube. As for my diet, besides the occasional slip, it's already much improved. I'm eating mostly whole grains, fruits, veggies and lots of clean protein. I do indulge sparingly in some junk ( chips, sweets ) which I know is not good, but I figure compared to the many other vices a few snacks is fairly low impact. Having children some day is one of my fondest wishes, but as it stands most females don't even want to look at me. I think that's a pretty common problem for white men who aren't normie Chads.


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Thank you for all the useful links, and I'l add the volumes you recommended to my reading list. I've actually been wanting to read some of Dr. Pierce and Commander Rockwell's writings for some time now, anyways. Mein Kampf I've read from, but have yet to finish cover to cover. It's a monumental work, and reading it in totality is comparable to finishing The Bible in terms of sheer scope. As for your previous question, I do have Steam but it is not currently in use. My PC died and I am using a very old laptop (Early 2000s, windows xp ) and I doubt very much that it would run on it.


Good to see you took the time to write out such a big, in depth reply.

Unfortunately i am rather busy at the moment, so it may take 1 or 2 days before i have the time to write back. Nevertheless i wanted to let you know i will come back to making a reply.



No worries, and no great rush. I just really appreciate the dialogue.

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