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 No.122302

Do not start threads just to ask a question; post your questions in a pre-existing thread instead. Previous thread: http://archive.is/5lDUF FAQ: https://8ch.net/fringe/faq.html Mewch: https://mewch.net/fringe Fringebay: http://fringebay.com/fringe

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 No.122303

File: adb784ea1938c1a⋯.jpg (740.03 KB, 3800x2000, 19:10, epycwynnflag.jpg)

>>122283

>you can start your own website or board but you won't because no one wants to go

I invite you to google Meme Lords Culture Club, or International Internet Users Union.

Also please visit https://8ch.net/epycwynn

You were also just posting in a thread of mine with primary core examples of all the ways wizardry is practical; naturally there aren't many and they shouldn't really be classified as magic.

I of course convey my dogmas and ideologies which I originally crafted and conveyed of my own free will. I also created the first ever users union for holding all mods and admins accountable online, and have an extensive history of fighting and pointing out abuses of power by mods and admins across numerous forums and servers, because I follow through with what I believe in. To this end I've made countless posts, messages, threads, photoshops, and original documents to improve conveyance of my points.

It's not a stock exchange, but it's what I chose to contribute because I felt like it and for that reason only.

~Epyc Wynn


 No.122314

>>122303

I thought namefagging was banned.


 No.122315

File: 27b5fdc5c410dd7⋯.jpg (373.73 KB, 750x750, 1:1, epychands.jpg)

>>122314

Quit trying to censor and punish users who are different from you. /fringe/ is not, nor does it want to be, under the thumb of oppressive mods and admins like /pol/ is. Quit trying to bring us down to their level of thought-enslaved suffering.

To this board's owner:

This user with the fire flag is going to potentially manipulate or persuade you to censor and ban users for thinking, acting, or practicing magic differently. I ask you don't go the path of the abusive admin, and reinforce that this board not engage in censorship and continues to encourage experimentation with a variety of forms. It should go without saying, that a board built on the Kybalion's teachings which are rooted in a free imagination, should not hypocritically encourage thought policing to the point people cannot think or encourage varying means of altering their thoughts without fear of repercussions. That would of course, kill the board and ruin its reputation, driving your userbase away.

Just thought I'd give that as a heads up, on the high chance you are reading posts such as ours and are contemplating what we are saying.

~Epyc Wynn


 No.122324

>>122315

Holy shit could you be more of a fag, kys and get off our board kthxbai.


 No.122325

>>122314

that's only enforced if you name the sissy wizard


 No.122326


 No.122327

>>122326

Someone make a thread for "Epyc Wynn" on /cow/. He's deserved his place in the hall of fame.


 No.122332

>>122327

Not even worth the effort. Ii's just a kid trying to meme but utterly failing in doing so.

The local pseudo-wizards are much more amusing and milkable.


 No.122334

>>122315

>hey stop namefagging

>stop trying to censor me

Your individuality isn't based off of your name, it's based from your energetic signature. The lessons you've learned and the lessons your ancestors learned is what makes up your current self. This knowledge will help anyone trying to manipulate their DNA. DNA is energy.


 No.122338

File: 93b75cdac4cc765⋯.jpg (35.48 KB, 800x450, 16:9, break-free-800x450.jpg)

>>122334

>The lessons you've learned and the lessons your ancestors learned is what makes up your current self

Your message calls out to me because this has been a theme lately. Yesterday the way I heard it was "If life keeps asking you the same questions, then you aren't learning the lesson.".

My question for you is: How do I identify the question/lesson? I've identified the common *theme*, but the only sense I get is that this has been one we-as-a-line have failed to learn repeatedly.

Some thoughts occur to me because of what you say about DNA… Would it then follow logically that if the lesson was unlearned at my moment of conception, but my father learned it later in life without (memetically) transferring it to me, I'd still suffer for lack of learning the lesson and have to learn it independently?

Something unfortunate that I see no solution for but it will ease my pain to gripe about: My grandfather was adopted and I'm only the second (after my uncle) to show any interest in his biological family, which means I only have two generations paternally to look to while trying to find the pattern.

My best guess for the lesson as I see it is "you can't save anyone", but that feels like bullshit, where there's a will (and an understanding or knowledge), there's a way. I cannot accept that I'm being forced to watch people close to me suffer so that I learn a personal lesson about allowing suffering to continue, that's some major bullshit right there.


 No.122339

>>122338

You try to save people and you're stuck to them like dead weight. Telling people they're suffering and there's something wrong with them just contributes to suffering and makes it worse. THINKING this even makes it worse. You're ignoring your own issues and start projecting them meanwhile.


 No.122340

>>122338

>How do I identify the question/lesson

What caused this pain? Putting a square where a circle should be is going to lead to suffering.

>you can't save anyone

You certainly can, the question is whether you want to suffer in their place. Other than that one must let the lessons be learned. The latter is preferable so that the person can better know intuitively the wrong choice. All energy wants to keep it's inertia, blocking it will only cause a person unnecessary or prolonged suffering.


 No.122341

File: f301102a47762d1⋯.jpg (22.97 KB, 300x225, 4:3, GPB_circling_earth.jpg)

>>122339

I'm not telling them they're suffering though! I should have been clear instead of vague, there was no reason to withhold information.

Consistently, no matter where I go, I end up encountering the same themes of women with nervous system issues and negligent male caretakers. My mother had a traumatic brain injury before I was born, so it's been a lifelong presence for me. My close friend has MS and is often inconsolable. She's an extremely intelligent person who at her peak would have put anyone on /fringe/ to shame, but I have no idea how to help her help herself.

When I moved across the country to try to get away from my family and the responsibility of taking care of my mother, I ended up living with a man whose mother was bedridden and had frequent hallucinations that he'd brush off as nothing. My mother's second husband calls her retarded and dismisses her disease as laziness, my friend's husband tries at times but he's a mechanic and most of the medical terminology goes over his head, he can't understand it and it frustrates him so he gives up.

I know that I have more insight into head injuries/trauma than… Probably anyone who doesn't have one of their own, honestly, because I've always lived with or very near someone who has one. A part of me feels like it's my calling to find a system that can be applied widely to this category of trauma. But I don't know how I can possibly do that.

I agree that you attract what you think, and so to think of it as suffering attracts it, but denial of the truth isn't any better now, is it? It's a spiral with MS. Neuropathic pain, tremors, immunodeficiency, lost memories, broken bones… Wishful thinking isn't going to do it. Nobody on this planet can tell you with certainty what *causes* MS, but they can tell you what it *is*: It's when your immune system identifies your nervous system as hostile and attacks the myelin sheathe protecting your nerves/axons. I try my best to be hopeful and optimistic and to look for solutions and aides, but it's easier said than done when you're watching someone cry because in their head they're using the right words, but when they speak something entirely different comes out and they can't even tell they said the wrong thing all the time.

I hope you understand that I'm not trying to throw your advice back in your face, but rather to say that I can't see how to actually apply it without just deluding myself. I know you're right beyond a shadow of a doubt, not least of which because since my gift has manifested and I've begun to grow comfortable with using it, I've taken on some of her pain in sympathy and experienced some of the symptoms myself. It's a reflex and even if I wanted to shut it off I'm not sure I could, because she can tell you that she's stronger when I'm around and "sharing the load" so to speak. I want to help heal her by finding something in a model she's comfortable with that will work, but with her memories being robbed for her and her hypothalamus taking emotional regulation from her, it's difficult to sort through and find what would work. In many ways I think the White world has corrupted her too, her faith in the old ways waxes and wanes with the pain (though she's still the strongest person I know, most people would have long ago given up and she still manages to soldier through and get more done in a day than many people get done in a week). The standard treatments have all failed and as far as Western medicine is concerned, the only treatments available now are experimental clinical trials. I'd like her to go outside of Western medicine, but that's easy for me to say when I'm not the one with the condition.

Serious question, what would you do in a situation like this one?


 No.122342

File: d5ed24bfb7e9919⋯.jpg (203.65 KB, 500x375, 4:3, magnets2.jpg)

>>122340

>anyone

Wow that's fucked up and I don't know what I'm trying to tell myself there, I could've sworn I typed "everyone".

>What caused this pain?

See my above post for more information.

>Other than that one must let the lessons be learned.

For the life of me I can't see what the lesson in her suffering is meant to be. She's a veteran and was a first responder to 9/11, she certainly had some wrongdoing in her younger years that she doesn't try to hide (but isn't mine to share), but she's also helped heal literally hundreds of people. It's not my call to make, but it seems pretty fucked up to me that she be punished after giving so much of her life to help others. The suffering seems pointless and it's not only her that's hurt.

We're a tribe, a clan, a family, however you choose to think of it. Our grandparents have lived on the same street in an entirely different state for decades even though we didn't meet until ten years ago, she served in the same fire station as my father years before we ever met each other, a century ago my maternal family was smuggling her maternal family out of slavery and the parallels continue deeper down the surface as well. We don't exist in a vacuum for each other, her trials reflect my own and vice versa. Maybe it's not my duty to take her burden on myself, but surely I should be allowed to help her better shoulder it, aye?


 No.122344

>>122342

>vacuum for each other

My deepest apologies, I'm not sure if it's metaphysical or mundane but apparently my words are coming out all jumbled right now, so please read past the surface and look for the message I'm trying to bring across. I want the best for my tribe, my friends and myself. In that order, ideally.


 No.122345

File: cc9b1b196f38a75⋯.png (251.11 KB, 665x574, 95:82, cc9b1b196f38a7512bc3af10de….png)

>>122342

>For the life of me I can't see what the lesson in her suffering is meant to be

What's the lesson in not getting your face accidentally kicked? There's not one, but it helps with karma. Everything is pressure mediation and the shortest distance between two points is a line. It just so happens that the best way to deal with karma is to get kicked in the face. Someone tried to curse me last night by making my left arm permanently immobile, what lesson does that teach me? Nothing, but it certainly helped that guy learn not to curse people that disagree with you. It backfired on him.

>When I moved across the country to try to get away from my family and the responsibility of taking care of my mother

That sounds like the problem. You're letting squares solve a problem only a circle can do.

>Serious question, what would you do in a situation like this one?

Probably watch anime.

>>122344

Metaphysical.


 No.122346

File: 9bb51f3c097df85⋯.jpg (93.94 KB, 420x333, 140:111, magnets1.jpg)

>>122345

>You're letting squares solve a problem only a circle can do.

Can you break this metaphor down? What is a circle in this situation?

>karma/kicked in the face

So wait, am I the one getting kicked in the phase for trying to bear a burden that isn't mine to bear, or is she getting kicked in the phase and I'm supposed to watch?

(I caught that "phase" typo in time this time around but I'm leaving it because clearly something's trying to give me a message here so I might as well indulge it for now).

I'm not sure specifically how to continue but this exchange feels productive… I disagree with some of the things you've put forward (particularly your view of karma), but I think your lens of view is more similar to her than mine and so you give me perspective on how she views these things.


 No.122347

>>122341

The immune system as cause is only a theory but I'm thinking it's just too much electricity and the immune system is cleaning up. Blaming the guy who just cleans up all the dead bodies for killing them.

… then I read your second post heh heh >>122342

I'm pretty sure white people are of the metal element, which conducts electricity and involves courage and such. Give her hotsauce and vinegar since they relate to the Wood and Fire element. Most hotsauce has vinegar in it. Heat and inflammation helps spread charge around. Salt water is good too, for water retention to help dilute the charge a bit. Best of all I think would be to get her to do something kinetic and fiery. I really can't say it enough, I've probably said it 6x now → Up the fire, play a sport. For her, juggle and bounce a ball against a wall at home. White (metal) people need more organic natural shit in their lives, and fiery intensity. Intensity is good for them. Something pretty natural that is also intense is best. Thus, ball sports. Go until exhaustion. Avoid natural and organic things that are 'soft'. These just turn into more Metal. It's why artists don't get better, generally. Gardening is good. Exercise is good but is kind of artificial usually.

You can deal with the electricity part more directly by avoiding bedding that can hold a charge. Get her to ground herself constantly. Put grounds everywhere. She should do yoga to become more flexible and move naturally.

Flexible thinking → Work with the creative impulse. "Work with the creative impulse" tell her this. USE the creative impulse.

'Fire goes too far' so just get her to throw herself into a pursuit of any sort.

You don't really need to do all of these, just one or two. My vote is for ball sports/hobbies like juggling and soccer, and vinegar/hotsauce mixed in water with whatever spices you have to make it stronger. If she starts feeling exhausted all the time that's probably a good thing; it generally passes and is a sign of reversing something, since she would just be sleeping instead of sitting or standing there exhausted otherwise. You want all that metal to melt.


 No.122348

>>122346

nah your typos don't mean shit. avoid metaphysics like the plague. just be cool and wear robes with stars on 'em and shieeeeet


 No.122349

>>122347

>hotsauce

She's deathly allergic to all peppers, is there an alternative that comes to mind?

She's arctic native (I'm white, to the extent of my knowing) if you could provide elemental perspective in that respect. I would be inclined to assume water.

I'll read the rest of your post shortly and respond more in kind but the hotsauce thing was a priority, thank you.


 No.122350

File: 4a1a9890cda1d29⋯.jpg (71.69 KB, 400x393, 400:393, meme magician 3018 coloriz….jpg)

>>122348

>just be cool and wear robes with stars on 'em and shieeeeet

Love your attitude, btw.


 No.122351

>>122349

I'm pretty sure mongoloid ancestry is Earth. It's all some heavy shit regardless. Her occupation was heavily Metal regardless. Courage and such. Fun is prescribed. Get her some action packed video games if she has a lot of down time. Can't jam n' slam on the court all hours of the day.


 No.122352

File: 6d862370ea74bd3⋯.jpg (44.24 KB, 400x300, 4:3, square-peg-round-hole.jpg)

>>122346

>Can you break this metaphor down? What is a circle in this situation?

No. I don't know, it's for you to figure out.

>So wait, am I the one getting kicked in the phase for trying to bear a burden that isn't mine to bear, or is she getting kicked in the phase and I'm supposed to watch?

Same phase. There's an unnecessary burden and a necessary one. Good intentions are leading to bad outcomes.

I can't continue this exchange anymore.


 No.122363

File: b50af13a2050316⋯.jpg (33.01 KB, 705x600, 47:40, the-triumph-of-bacchus-and….jpg)

File: fe447d9c27ea57d⋯.png (179.13 KB, 500x391, 500:391, 1396551342260.png)

File: 8370a98842fc3a9⋯.png (181.28 KB, 1000x1000, 1:1, cobrakai_newthumb.png)

Ok boys. My magical pursuits have manifested a drastic change in my life that I have been feeding to my subconscious for the last year. I'm currently engaged to be married and now my betrothed is unhappy with me for my lack of empathy to her specific issues as well as her current living conditions, which is a rent free 1 bd/1ba unit next to my work which is owned by her father who I work for (Yes it's clean, I'm the only one that cooks and cleans). She's non stop complained and just gathered all the negative energy she could muster without attempting to attain ANY sort of happiness before she gave up and decided she'd rather move back home with her mom. She blames me for her dissatisfaction with her state in life (she's a naturally hairy girl with a HEAVY carb addiction, now that she's 23 and her metabolism has slowed she's unwilling to come to terms with her addiction).

I'm at two choices right now. I'm using cannabis to self medicate my self diagnosed adhd, I can't summon any motivation for anything unless I've partaken of cannabis. I am also a navy veteran and am considering reenlisting into the coast guard which would enable me to do my old job but in a branch of the military that sees more shore time. Either way I'm going to have to move out soon on my own, my plan with my my next paycheck is to ensure my car is in optimum condition and sign up for Lyft and Uber as a driver, sell my belongings and living in a suitcase with my car and gym membership until I get back on my feet. I'm also considering quitting cannabis and going coast guard but am worried my cultivated interest in the esoteric will diminish and I'll return to mundane if I do. What do you guys think?


 No.122366

File: 0408c4d582076fb⋯.jpg (1.34 MB, 1920x1080, 16:9, Epyc Wynn Meme Face Wallpa….jpg)

>>122338

>if life keeps asking you the same question, you aren't learning the lesson

>implying inquisitors of numerous failed regimes who repeatedly asked questions were doing the right thing

>implying that when the hivemind is questioning you it means you're in the wrong not them

>implying blind trust in the collective

>collectivism

If life keeps pushing you, push back. Don't automatically assume the question that keeps appearing is a justified question; oftentimes it absolutely is not and solely reflects a widespread wrong on the part of others. Evidence: believing a political ideology that's radical in relation to the people around you which causes them to question your beliefs. Just about every alt-let, alt-center, alt-right, alt-alt, alt-magic, alt-words person can attest to this.

That all being said, sometimes you are correct. Just don't assume that means that's always the case, because it often isn't.

~Epyc Wynn


 No.122367

File: 49bb354c929a012⋯.jpg (4.5 MB, 3840x2160, 16:9, epycspacewallpaperblue.jpg)

>>122339

Speaking on behalf of the universe here: practice what you preach.

~Epyc Wynn


 No.122368

>>122363

Meditate and practice your visualization skills with >>122312 , that shit stays with you. ADHD isn't a disease it's an atrophied attention span. Do what's in the second half here >>122304 (reading and fitness, but mostly the reading).

>>122367

I don't tell people they're suffering, they say they're suffering and there's something wrong with them and I insult them to agitate their dead weight shit then tell them to do some shit for its positive benefits like I tell everyone to. Telling people to do something because of its positive benefits is different than telling people to do something to reduce the negative effects or symptoms of something.


 No.122369

File: 15b2f631b95bb83⋯.png (122.27 KB, 1024x1024, 1:1, epycwtf.png)

>>122340

The economy of suffering DOES pay dividends. A few things to keep in mind to receive dividends: never take the FULL suffering for someone, or they'll expect it from you rather than consider it a service they should feel grateful for. If you suffer for someone, it has to directly be a choice that is clearly a result of your actions, and it has to be something the person clearly wants. Never suffer for someone who clearly wanted help a second time if they are not grateful the first time.

A martyr is someone who chooses to go into suffering debt, by suffering to a great degree either in a single instance or across many instances without expectation of payment in the form of praise, service, tribute, or sacrifice. The martyr is someone praised in culture, however culture is flawed in this regard as the martyr encourages people ruin their own personal lives in pursuit of helping others, but in ruining their own lives they have just encouraged other people ruin their lives in mimicry of the martyr; thus hurting everyone overall in the long-term.

You don't want to go the path of the martyr unless you get something out of it, as you don't want to encourage people ruin their own lives just as the martyr does. It's better for everyone if everyone sets an example of helping each other while also paying each other back as best they can reasonably manage.

tl;dr don't suffer for other parties unless you expect overall in the long-run those parties will pay you back more equally.

~Epyc Wynn


 No.122370

>>122369

*more than equally


 No.122371

File: 0b985b74a7d168a⋯.gif (5.37 MB, 346x312, 173:156, that really makes me thunk.gif)

>>122366

You realize that from where I'm sitting, you're part of the hivemind, right?

In any case, thanks for the word food and loosh.


 No.122373

File: 6d81304c5a0d4bc⋯.png (700 KB, 2342x2346, 1171:1173, epycUN4.png)

>>122371

If I were part of the hivemind, that would mean you are being asked to reevaluate your stance on questions by the very influential beast that exists for the sole purpose of enslaving people to its identitarian selfish tactics. All people are wired into the hivemind, but the degree to which you choose to let the hivemind influence you versus you influencing the hivemind, is a product of your own free will.

I'm wired to the hiveminds surrounding Social Democracy, Anonymous, Transhumanism, Nationalism, Memes, Philosophy, Politics, God, and Epyc Wynn. But, my ability to resist them is great, and my ability to influence them is equally great. At the end of the day, a hivemind is just a person made of people, and resisting a hivemind is just like being resilient to persuasion. However, there is a fine line between useful resilience via logical firewalls and ethical experience, and useless resilience via stubbornness rooted in local traditions. It also requires a great deal of mental energy to regularly deal with the persuasion of these hiveminds and build a proper mental arsenal for dealing with each of them.

This is good advice to keep in mind when dealing with hegemonic groups, socialization in general, business culture, and especially public relations.

~Epyc Wynn


 No.122374

>>122368

ADHD isn't atrophied attention span. It's pretty metal, as it's called, the difference is that people with ADHD are saving energy for things more important to them. Get one of them to talk about something they like and they'll talk forever. It's an over diagnosed thing. Asperger's is even more metal.

https://www.datapacrat.com/Opinion/Reciprocality/add.html


 No.122377

File: 0fd8286f4dd8b27⋯.jpg (51.83 KB, 377x264, 377:264, epycwheeze.jpg)

>>122374

>asperger's is metal

~Epyc Wynn


 No.122378

>>120477

Is this guy around? What's above the prickly metallic taste.


 No.122379

>>122377

S/he's right though.

Some of the best pilots have "ADHD". Turns out if your attention stays locked on one dial for too long, you tend to crash in the flight sim.

Autists are going to rebuild this world. I thank God from the depths of my heart that somewhere out there there's an autistic savant glassblower, and an autistic blacksmith, and an autistic cobbler, because those crafts are being preserved in only a handful of individuals who will have to absolutely master them to be able to pass them on when the time comes where their gift will be recognized and respected.

One can only assume your vitriolic reaction comes from a lifetime of being bullied for your diagnosis. Your gift isn't what you think it is, but when it manifests, I'm sure you'll add value to this world.


 No.122380

File: b5d6d1dede59709⋯.png (101.44 KB, 640x640, 1:1, picardiatemplate.png)

>>122379

>adhd is metal

>building is metal

>god is metal

>savant syndrome is metal

>glassblowing is metal

>blacksmithing is metal

>cobbliing is metal

>crafting is metal

>autism is metal

metal is metal


 No.122381

>>122380

~Epyc Wynn


 No.122382

>>122381

~Epyc Metal Wynn


 No.122383

>>122379

He's intentionally trying to annoy people. Ignore him.


 No.122384

File: 9452ac3f6d9f4c7⋯.png (116.17 KB, 640x640, 1:1, epycfacepicardia.png)

>>122383

>ignoring is metal


 No.122385

File: c99e45cf5907ec5⋯.png (6.28 MB, 1920x1080, 16:9, the_underlying_fabric_that….png)

>>122378

Not that anon, but some brief experimentation has shown there's something to it, though it's definitely subjective. I only just now practiced it for a couple of minutes, rather than staring at them physically I formed a mental image of a few people I know.

I'll practice with it some more to see what categories I find, but from the few people I picked as examples, I got more physical sensations on my tongue than "tastes", a sort of numbness centered on the right side and almost a bit of a soreness like a muscle pain from after an intense day of work. This comes with the people I've seen the strongest work come from.

Some of the weaker people I know gave me a sort of pressure on the tip of my tongue, almost like a finger poking it from above (but not pushing hard, a very slight, constant pressure, as though gravity were pulling it down a bit more than the rest of my tongue). The absolute least gifted people did almost the opposite, it was like my tongue was trying to float up and was being pushed from below.

So far I've only found one person whom thinking of stimulated the left side of my tongue, and she's one who is gifted but greatly exaggerates her talents and has a tendency to curse herself by acting as a false prophet (literally, she makes up bullshit prophecies that are always negative and then her life is constantly blowing up in her face).

To be honest, I'm not sure if I'm picking up on their abilities/understanding or if it's more of an aura reading and I'm gathering their disposition, or perhaps a mix between the two. Definitely something that bears further experimentation, I'd appreciate you sharing your own results if you try it out (might warrant its own thread).


 No.122386

>>122384

~Epyc Wynn


 No.122387

>>122383

I see that now. I thought he was doubleposting to "sign" his posts all the time because he's retarded, but now I realize it's because he knows people filter him and is abusing the system.


 No.122411

>>122366

I felt this was wise. thank you.


 No.122412

I need help. I feel trapped in all meanings of the word. I'm struggling to improve and I feel severely incompatible with this reality which is both a very good thing but also extremely painful. There is a sense of hope and knowing that everything will be great, but simultaneously there is a sense of overwhelming hopelessness. What should I do?


 No.122416

i cant stop looshing others, ehlp


 No.122417

>>122416

what if i told you that it's impossible to "loosh" other people and when you attempt to "loosh" other people you in reality just feed your "loosh" to astral parasites


 No.122419

>>122417

Some humans are so parasite-ridden that their body mostly exists as a vessel for the parasite to control, so the two aren't necessarily as separate as one might think.

You are technically correct, of course, just a point of clarity to help the anon out.


 No.122420

>>122417

what if i told u that ur gey


 No.122421

>>122420

~Epyc Wynn


 No.122424

>>122374

It's not Metal. It's Wood if anything. You think I'm saying it's 'Metal as fuck' or some shit?


 No.122425

>>122424

Misunderstanding of what autism is.


 No.122426

>>122385

I just saw it in the 5 element perspective to be honest. Bland = Earth or no/all elements, Salty = Water, Sour/Acidic = Wood, Metallic/Prickly = Metal, and I was thinking that they would say "Burning bitterness" next for Fire, or maybe Sweet for Earth. Metallic/Prickly could be Fire though.

http://www.acupuncture.com/newsletters/m_may10/tongue%20inspection.htm

Tip of tongue is Fire, just outside it is Metal. Sides of tongue are Wood. Center is Earth. Back of tongue is Water. A heavy tongue tip might mean more metal than fire. Yin Wood left tongue = Mental work vs Physical work = Yang Wood right tongue.


 No.122427

>>122425

You're talking about multiple different things. ADHD =/= autism =/= ass burgers =/= craftsman.

If we use the pilots as examples, then that 'ADHD' is most likely Wood.

>>122412

>>122312 >>122304

Try working out for 4 minutes every 2 hours. Push ups, sit ups, squats, reverse plank and bridge. Stretch for 4 minutes every 2 hours as well. So every hour you either workout or stretch for 4 minutes.

Read for 4 minutes every hour. Place that time in between working out or stretching. This way you're doing something productive every 30 minutes.

Example:

>2:00 workout

>2:30 read

>3:00 stretch

>3:30 read

>4:00 workout

etc

Do this for a month then double the time to 8 minutes. Don't double the time before that, just stick to it. Start the routine 2 hours after waking up and end it 2 hours before going to sleep. Don't sacrifice this schedule for something else, sacrifice whatever it is for this schedule (unless they're obligations such as a job of course).

Eat some onion and start sniffing eucalyptus oil if you have any; sniffing strong onions works. This will help get rid of parasites and build your tolerance for stress.


 No.122428

>>122427

Again, misunderstanding. ADHD would be mostly metal and a little bit of water and Asperger's 60:40 Metal:Earth. Asperger's is an entire classification of it's own so it encompasses more than one metal trait. Think simply, first impression is enough. Rejection of metaphysics would be the logical conclusion for this mindset. A lack of trust, too.

http://paulcooijmans.com/asperger/


 No.122430

>>122428

Autism > Water

Aspergers > Wood

ADHD > Fire

I'm changing my opinion on the pilot.

Earth relates to trust, relates to what a mother confers, whilst Metal is what a father confers. Ever heard of the "terrible two's"? Wood. Around two years old children turn into minor tyrants, full of rage and defiance. Wood relates to the first stage of human development. Fire and Metal relate to language. Water fucks them both. Wood is fucked by them, thus there's no defense for wood from language, thus they learn a language just fine whilst Autists learn language later. Metal is related to intelligence. Wood and Fire have higher associative horizons but aren't intelligent. Wood is considered the genius element, if it can be harnessed and balanced right.


 No.122431

>>122428

People with autism have brain structures closer to neurotypical individuals and people with ass hamburgers have very different brain structures yet they're more like neurotypical individuals than autists, but both of them are far different than an individual with angus beef brain.

You read the website you sent me with a very fucking heavy bias. I'm guessing that you're metal and everyone is metal to you out of some skydaddy instinct or spiritualist belief. "It's the chromatic spectrum of metalloids!" nah faggot they're just something else. Human beings are all considered Earth, maybe it's all a mineral disorder then? Different lipids I suppose? Gotta get that polyunsaturated or whatever the fuck it is. Lipids like the shit cell membranes are made of. Perhaps we're all a sort of cellular membrane and we should be studying what type of membrane people are? The character of cell pores and how they function in different individuals?

In any case it doesn't make sense to tie neurodivergence to metal; metal affects the nervous system as it affects wood, pruning and bending it, or chopping shit up. Angus leads to schizophrenia and high intelligence prevents this -> in other words, wood is windy shit and metal keeps that bitch in line.


 No.122432

Beefstacks then is unhindered sympathetic nervous growth. This would make them great athletes I guess. Autists possibly have unhindered parasympathetic growth/sympathetic inhibition, based on what I know of water and autists.


 No.122433

>>122431

Here's some more information for you to crunch through. Maybe it'll clear the picture.

http://rdos.net/eng/asperger.htm

And also on the case of intelligence:

http://prometheussociety.org/wp/articles/the-outsiders/

You're right that I rely very, very heavily on intuition. Makes me more feminine than I'd like to be.


 No.122434

HookTube embed. Click on thumbnail to play.
Dice rollRolled 10, 3, 2 = 15 (3d12)

ROLL THE DICE

Here's some fucking dic– wood for you. This is the angus in your anus with my name carved into it.


 No.122435

Dice rollRolled 4, 8, 6 = 18 (3d12)

>>122433

Are you even reading these you fuck. The first link you sent me says that people with Beefcheeks have low or average IQ, and the third is about people with high IQ. Fucker you should just look into how elements interact with each other because you have a simplistic fucking view of them. Wood needs to be pruned and made efficient and directed upward, metal needs fire to be turned into something useful, earth needs to be cultivated, fire needs to stay within its boundaries and not burn up all its fuel at once, water needs to also be given boundaries and absorbed into a system rather than dissipate into the void and space. Read some Bazi while you're at it, that'll inform your opinion.


 No.122437

File: 2c4b29da0ab3692⋯.jpg (422.52 KB, 615x960, 41:64, epycjesus.jpg)

>>122411

danks bruh

~Epyc Wynn


 No.122439

File: d147ef6bee111c1⋯.jpg (1.56 MB, 1920x1080, 16:9, Epyc Wynn Meme Face Wallpa….jpg)

>>122412

Go for routine daily walks, stay hydrated, and maintain a steady intake of caffeine; I recommend Starbucks frappucinos. Join some Discord servers on things that interest you and gradually build your connections across numerous Discords and consider posting regularly on IGN's forums, which are the best known forums on the Internet (excluding imageboards like 8chan).

When you've gradually cemented all those practices or similar practices into your daily routine, start fast walking or running (running can burn you out if you aren't used to it so you should fast walk at first) and also do morning stretches when you first get out of bed.

I'll note: I would never preach to you what I do not already practice. If you want results, I've just given you a starting place.

As for if you want inspiration: browse DeviantArt, browse Crunchyroll's animes, and browse political and philosophical pages on Wikipedia.

That should all be a decent start. Also consider creating imaginary characters to roleplay with and use as acting personas to communicate with and through, as this can be therapeutic, great for testing social interactions, and fill a gap in socialization if you're forced to be alone for long periods of time.

~Epyc Wynn


 No.122440

>>122439

>and maintain a steady intake of caffeine

what the fuck kind of advice is this

and why wont my filter stay working


 No.122441

File: a57209dc445089c⋯.jpg (118.66 KB, 396x561, 12:17, epycnokilllakill.jpg)

>>122421

I really need to stop letting my alt accounts use my signature. Just because you're an Epyc Wynn, doesn't meant you're THE Epyc Wynn.

~Epyc Wynn


 No.122442

File: af118dc61fcd635⋯.png (93.24 KB, 2400x2427, 800:809, epycbucks.png)

>>122440

Teddy Roosevelt drank a gallon of coffee a day and we all know how he turned out.

Unless your unique mind or body can't handle it or your budget can't afford it, yes, drink a steady intake of caffeine regularly. It's free energy.

Starbucks-chan is worth the praise. She gives you in much caffeine for what little you tribute to her in money.

~Epyc Wynn


 No.122443

File: cd3c38db500240d⋯.jpg (64.29 KB, 281x300, 281:300, file (1).jpg)

>>122424

wood is metal as fuck

~Epyc Wynn


 No.122444

Dice rollRolled 4, 11, 9 = 24 (3d12)

CAFFEINE MAKE THE LIVER HICKORY DICKORY DOCK TILL THE CLOCK RUNS THE BLOCK.

All stomach issues can be avoided by being a yanger who slaps himself awake every morning and fucks ghosts all night like a TRUE LAR– WIZARD


 No.122463

File: 383445d4f77777d⋯.jpg (64.21 KB, 500x281, 500:281, 383445d4f77777d4c474bf92c4….jpg)

>>122444

>rolled 24

>trip 4s

>posted at 14:44:58

Holy shit nothing you said made any sense yet you hit all the magic numbers. MAGIC IS FUCKING BULLSHIT!

~Epyc Wynn


 No.122468

Using the method of placing what you want in your past/changing your memories. How would one go about changing a medical condition? For example if someone gets a leg trauma and has to limp or else he feels pain. How would that person change it? Wouldn't all the memories of feeling that leg pain conflict with it, or would they resolve?


 No.122470

Only way you're resolving that shit is by taking the yang pill amigo. That's what exercise does you know? It forces you to confront your past and overcome it you know? Much more effective than LARP I assure you.

It is true that there are individuals that can overcome injury through their mind, but you would have to spend years to develop this skill and it would be part of a larger yet more focused path of study and practice. Qi Gong for instance would lead to you learning how to do this, yet it's not the most direct nor efficient, but once learned can be done all the time even whilst doing other things. In this way you can heal your body while living your life or deepening your knowledge of other aspects of Qi Gong through meditation.

Your best bet is the Yang Pill I'm afraid. Get your bitch ass out of your chair and start working out. You'll feel fine after a couple months I'm guessing, if you stick to the 4 minutes every 2 hours. I'll be modifying the formula at some point to include stretching. Medicine has to improve after-all.


 No.122473

File: 2c342091197fbf5⋯.jpg (144.32 KB, 736x2900, 184:725, 2c342091197fbf50eb89127c4f….jpg)

What are some good resources/practices for getting into past life recall, and getting in touch with the Self that reincarnates?


 No.122476

>>122427

>start sniffing eucalyptus oil

I've been doing this for around a month now for other reasons, can you elaborate on why you listed it? I know onion is connected to testosterone and ogres, what's the eucalyptus for?


 No.122477

>>122430

Do you have any knowledge of BaZi? I rigged up a chart a while ago with a free calculator online, but it's a bit impenetrable to me, I've been learning western astrology instead. Still interested in the elemental breakdowns though.

I'd be willing to share the chart on here cuz frankly if any tardlets want to hex themselves trying to play stupid games they're welcome to.


 No.122478

File: e87938fc87407e0⋯.png (51.97 KB, 944x944, 1:1, epyceus.png)

>>122468

Magic Rule of Thumb #1: If you can use science or technology instead, do that instead.

The best way to change a medical condition is to research and obtain targeted medicine, therapy, nutrition, and/or exercise for it.

~Epyc Wynn


 No.122479

File: fb79923b7541010⋯.png (118.69 KB, 2000x2000, 1:1, epycquestionmark.png)

>>122473

I have the same question.

I doubt anyone has a satisfactory answer.

~Epyc Wynn


 No.122480

>>122473

>>122479

I've personally haven't had success with this but u can try the JOS method.

http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/Past_Life_Meditation.html


 No.122483

>>122477

Yes I know Bazi. I've studied and meditated on it for possibly a year now.


 No.122484

>>122476

Kill brain/lung parasites. Relax and expand the lungs.


 No.122485

>>122427

thank you this is good advice.


 No.122486

>>122439

>Go for routine daily walks, stay hydrated,

okay sorta good, can't always do but seems nice

>and maintain a steady intake of caffeine;

might not be the best for me. I don't do that well with caffeine

>I recommend Starbucks frappucinos.

I can't justify paying for overpriced coffee and funding liberal globalists

>Join some Discord servers on things that interest you and gradually build your connections across numerous Discords and consider posting regularly on IGN's forums, which are the best known forums on the Internet (excluding imageboards like 8chan).

I'm not sure this is a good idea. Discord datamines the everfuckingfuck out of everyone who uses it and IGN forums are way too mainstream for my liking, but hey if they're good they're good. I never been on IGN forums to the best of my knowledge.

>When you've gradually cemented all those practices or similar practices into your daily routine, start fast walking or running (running can burn you out if you aren't used to it so you should fast walk at first) and also do morning stretches when you first get out of bed.

seems nice

>I'll note: I would never preach to you what I do not already practice. If you want results, I've just given you a starting place.

cool

>As for if you want inspiration: browse DeviantArt, browse Crunchyroll's animes, and browse political and philosophical pages on Wikipedia.

deviant art doesn't seem right, crunchyroll has had some okay stuff in the past. wikipedia isn't exactly inspiring.

>That should all be a decent start. Also consider creating imaginary characters to roleplay with and use as acting personas to communicate with and through, as this can be therapeutic, great for testing social interactions, and fill a gap in socialization if you're forced to be alone for long periods of time.

lel

well it's some okay advice so I appreciate that.


 No.122487


 No.122488

>>122473

>that image

last thing is combining the spiritual and the "matter"

the matter of this reality, this reality isn't even the real reality. if you are trying to combine your soul with a reality which is not real then your anchoring yourself into a bad place.


 No.122489

>>122485

Yeah no problem. If you start losing motivation, remember that it's about dedication not motivation.


 No.122490

>>122477

Personally, I don't even like chinese fortune cookies. You have to attack it from every angle and defend it from every angle in every possible scenario at every possible location. At some point you just want a fucking upgrade. Zi Wei Dou Shu is more complicated but less open ended than BaZi from what I can tell, but I haven't gotten deep into it. The best possible way to be good at fortune telling/ birth chart interpretations is to be good at abstract puzzles and Guess Who?

>>122488

Bullshit. If I torture you for the sake of your enlightenment, whilst teaching you the deeper philosophies, and all about matter and its affects on the soul and the soul's on matter… will your flesh begin to glow and reconstruct itself? Will you break out of your chains? Will you all of a sudden be filled with happiness as the saw digs in deeper? As the nails are driven in under your nails? No. There have been Stoics, some irreligious or physically minded rather than metaphysically, who have braved torture with a smile on their faces. Does this make them godly? It means that they are strong, with a great fortitude afforded to them by their own self-control. It means that they did not spoil their bodies nor mind. They did not answer to their cellular impulses, but through the overall structure of their bodies conduit thou will, made thyself tenacious and courageous, and what else they desired and had the will for. Ungodly men, atheists, have this sort of power just as well as theists. The most materialist have this power just as well as the most spiritual.

It is true that we have power over matter, but matter is not unreal. If it were unreal, we would have no power over it. What's real about it can be observed by our power over it. This does not mean it is the limit of our power, but only that what we exerted is satisfactory enough for the specific result that is witnessed. You believe that it is unreal ONLY BECAUSE you have no power over it, when you try to telekinetically move things or bend human will by just your mental effort alone, you feel the paralytic pain of your brain preventing you from moving your body to do it or to prevent a vessel bursting for exerting yourself in such a random and counter-intuitive way (from a biological perspective) and the suffering with the failure compounds into this belief that the world is unreal. It is because you feel you have no power over your body, your energy, your focus, because you waste your power on meaningless exercises and impossible tasks, that you feel the world is unreal.

This is the pitiless state of the LARP wizard.


 No.122493

>>122490

~Epyc Wynn


 No.122496


 No.122499

>>122490

Just because someone has a huge amount of willpower and pain tolerance and percieved mastery of "false reality" doesn't mean that you're any more spiritual or better than everyone else, or even doing the right thing. This is akin to a rich man stating that he is more powerful and better than everyone else because he can get anything he wants with money. He has a great degree of control over this matrix, the physical world- but he is lesser than a baby in true power or wisdom. Why become a master of a mountain of shit if all you get out of it is crap? Those who embrace the mountain of shit and are sustained by it never see beyond it.


 No.122500

>>122499

"False reality"

"Isn't real"

Not everything about it is real, but it is real. The literal matter of it for one. If you want to talk about what about it isn't real then go ahead. Many things are political and deceptive in their nature. But as a final step it is akin to turning your mind to the world and becoming knowledgeable and part of it in a worldly sense.

Alchemy is a great thing, except that it's loaded with shit that needs to go through its own alchemy. Calcination. Going through the trial by fire. Too much spiritual dogma of sorts. Shit needs to get hacked and co-opted for some yang pill action.


 No.122503

>>122500

How do I take the "yang pill"?

~epoch whine


 No.122505

>>122503

You stop being a pre-pubescent girl and take the 'Angsty Teen' strength Yang Pill:

>>122362

In a new formula you'll be stretching for strength as well.


 No.122512

I went to /pol/ and it was terrible.

It's dead. Full of disgusting fucks with mental illness and sub 100 IQ.


 No.122523

>>122500

that wasn't a very convincing argument tbh.


 No.122525

File: 7b24a4a840990fd⋯.jpg (52.51 KB, 566x733, 566:733, 44c.jpg)

>>122496

>>122493

Neither of you are me.

~Epyc Wynn


 No.122528

oh look the epyc wynn cancer is back and brought his gay lover the "Yangu Pillu" faggot.


 No.122529

HEY KIDS LISTEN UP OKAY MAGIC ISN'T REAL

YOU NEED TO BE A REAL LARPE- YANGU BANGU LIKE ME AND TAKE LE YANG PILL WORK OUT ALL DAY OF COURSE "I" DON'T DO THAT BUTT FUCKK U KID OKAY NOW YOU SLAP YOUR ASS EVERY DAY WHEN YOU WAKE UP UNTIL YOUR DICK GETS ROCK HARD AND THEN DO PUSHUPS USING YOUR DICK AND ROTATE UNTI YOU FUCK THE EARTH AND YANGU BANGU

~Yangu Bangu


 No.122530

File: eaa6340857e3648⋯.jpg (107.78 KB, 540x1198, 270:599, eML7aTv.jpg)

>>122529

Take the Epyc Wynn pill instead. Realize that magic as a study is flawed, most of it is false, and we need to work towards widespread discovery of magic. We can do this through supplying people with mind maps, philosophy, and self-improvement advice. This will be done in order to increase their efficiency in discovering magic. Will anyone ever discover magic? Maybe not. But, the pursuit of magic in itself is valuable, in the hands of those who are open-minded and skeptical.

~Epyc Wynn


 No.122534

>>122530

BASED AND FASHY

~Yang Wynn


 No.122536

>>122525

>he mad?

<he mad

Oh boi, u mad.


 No.122537

File: 8dca2d2669d1426⋯.png (482.5 KB, 927x882, 103:98, thinking is hard!!!.png)

>>122525

i mad

~Epyc Wynniethepoop


 No.122538

File: 8ef85bf4ba07aab⋯.png (59.78 KB, 908x237, 908:237, ClipboardImage.png)

>>122530

This will be my first and only serious response to you.

Click here: https://www.etymonline.com/word/magic


 No.122542

>>122538

magic isn't real kid take the yangu pillu

~Yangu Wynn


 No.122544

File: a0739c1b518f8d2⋯.gif (2.92 MB, 478x426, 239:213, unnamed.gif)

>>122542

oh no i'm gooing to have to abandon all of my practices because an internet words convinced me reality doesn't real no mo'

thank u mr yangu pillu manu

now i am enlightenmented upon and have an enjoyment option of stretching cuz i didn'know it was impotent until u told me

thank u agin


 No.122555

It might be a good idea to unsticky this question thread and start another one. It seems like it's turned into off-topic general.


 No.122578

>>122529

But I took the angsty teen strength yang pill just yesterday. I woke up sore.

IF YOU HAVE ANY QUESTIONS ON HOW TO FUCK THE EARTH JUST ASK ME I'LL HELP YOU OUT KID JUST SEND ME YOUR PARENTS CREDIT CARD INFORMATION. YOU WANNA BE BUCK, RIGHT KIDDO ???


 No.122579

>>122578

The only thing sore is your ass from all the dick you get in it. Your shit is lame kid, biddly biddly diddly.

~Epyc Wynn


 No.122585

>>122579

Somebody can't handle a poster with actual information to share and a genuinely entertaining presentation.


 No.122608

So I guess this is just /b/ now, is it?


 No.122619

>>122523

An argument for what? The last step of alchemy?

What? You want me to calcinate you by dropping some fire shit and WOEK U UP NIGGI???

>>122435

>>122433

I wanted to keep talking about this if you are still around.

>>122608

Nah there's some good discussion and info in here.

>>122555

No point in sinking a ship because there's a few stowaways.


 No.122629

Non-whites aren't human. Neither are psychopaths or normies. Actual humans are a rare breed. This is the truth and deep down you know it.


 No.122634

what would happen if we took all the highest IQ people in the entire world and sent them to live in their own country?


 No.122643

>>122634

It would be extremely painful.


 No.122653

>>122643

no problem


 No.122658

>>122619

I would be fascinated if I could open a window through the keyboard to see into the life of the thing that types all of this.


 No.122660

>>122658

You'd see a loser. :,(

Doesn't matter what you see, as long as you're going in the right direction with growing momentum and speed.

LOOK AROUND YOU, YOUR PARENT'S BASEMENT. SEE THE DISGUSTING ROTTING MATTRESS YOU SLEEP ON, THE MOLD ON THE WALLS, THE PISS BOTTLE BY YOUR DESK. SMELL THE FETID AIR AND GAG.

Now go workout niggi.


 No.122665

>>122660

~Yangu Wynn


 No.122667


 No.122669

>>122619

>I wanted to keep talking about this if you are still around.

I've already posted all the information that's needed, it's up to you to decide if I'm retarded. I don't bother trying to explain things, the picture is already set. It's a difference in the limbic system.


 No.122679

>>122669

I would rather hear your interpretation since what you linked doesn't mirror what you interpreted from it.


 No.122680

>>122669

Also, we were talking about elements if you have forgotten.


 No.122683

File: 3b7cbe5c668671b⋯.png (117.44 KB, 320x213, 320:213, cmb-2018.png)

>>122679

Neanderthals are cool. Someone with a high time preference would have ADHD like symptoms. Someone with a low time preference would really, really like the modern school system. It's a factor of two things: dopamine addiction and environmental salience. ADHD-Inattentive is an example of high time preference. Only these kinds of people are able to spend many hours devoting all their energy on a single topic for many hours a day. Normalfags, dopamine addicts, aren't capable of doing this. It's a difference in the limbic system. This is the optimal state for hunter-gatherers who only need to focus for a couple of hours at a time. Think of it like the dwarves from DF and their strange moods.

Europeans have neanderthal DNA, but so do Asians. Asians don't have much functional neanderthal DNA. Europeans do. The difference between asians and europeans is the amount of neanderthal DNA that's active. Asians are very good at copying things and passing it down through the generations. Innovation not required. A small minority of Europeans retain the ability to innovate and the large majority still have the golden touch that other races don't seem to have. Asians probably removed anyone exhibiting neanderthal DNA. Neanderthals are also much stronger than saps. Remember Paul Anderson?

>>122680

I care less about my opinion and more about getting the correct information about ADHD to you.


 No.122684

>>122683

Don't you melonhead retards have containment boards?


 No.122685

>>122683

By time preference, do you mean the value someone gives their time? Normal being low value, ADHD being high value? What I've read about Dopamine is that it's the encouragement chemical of sorts, rather than pleasure.

All in all what you're describing isn't unfamiliar. I've seen Neanderthal DNA tied to ADHD, Aspergers, Autism, IQ, creativity, strength, Aryans, and civilization generating attributes before. My moral issue (classic sense of the word) with it is the glaring weak points of ADHD that are constantly exposed and result in lost opportunities and growth. It's a matter of developing the necessary qualities for life. This involves splitting your attention a bit and developing a bit more roundedly. Not so much as to compromise your strengths, but enough to build endurance and adaptability. These people who place a high value on their time also tend towards depressions and WASTING their time, or neglecting easy opportunities to utilize their time wisely. A tree needs strong roots.

Not all who have 'ADHD' are alike. Some are highly successful, others do nothing with their life and their free time is wasted. Gushing about something you're interested in doesn't mean you even have a strong grasp of what you're talking about, because most often those same people can't tell what's trash and useless, and what's meaningful to keep, protect and build off of.

Case in point: The anon I was responding to "can't do anything" without cannabis. The solution isn't to find some tight rope to climb across, FOLLOW YOUR DREEAAAAAMMM ~~. The solution is to dig deeper and peel back the layers of your mind through constant struggle and the overcoming of obstacles (internal and external). Fire stays at the surface, and demands to be stimulated. When highly stimulated, it consumes the source of stimulation as fuel. This is why I call ADHD of the Fire element. Electricity is conducted by Metal, which may be why you think people with ADHD are Metal types, but Metal types don't feel this electricity like Fire types ARE polarized electric fields. What would be more true, I believe, is to say that ADHD is Fire and ADD is raw Metal. People have to learn how to tolerate boredom and not let their boredom threshold determine their self-realization, self-actuation and the fulfillment of their potential.


 No.122688

>>122685

gtfo /fringe/


 No.122689

>>122688

>>122312

CAN U EVEN CAD?


 No.122690

>>122685

By time preference I mean the survival strategy employed. 'Have the cookie now or wait until I come back with two cookies' kind of thing. I'm embarrassed. I should've said ADD from the beginning. Most people don't differentiate the two. Do you mind explaining to me why Asperger's would be wood?

>>122684

>>122688

t. saps


 No.122693

>>122690

autist


 No.122699

>>122690

I'm watching Battle Creek right now, and if you have 30 minutes and Netflix, check it out. The FBI agent going to the small town is Metal, the native detective rough around the edges guy is Wood. Metal types… clean, polished, trim, symmetrical. Wood types… rough, dirty, loose, asymmetrical. Wood is tied with internal pressure and anger. Metal is not, though is forceful.


 No.122700

>>122634

It's already been done, we live in Israel


 No.122703

File: 96b8102b2f3c2c2⋯.jpg (218.05 KB, 692x1155, 692:1155, epycuchiha.jpg)

>>122537

>>122579

Neither of you are the true Epyc Wynn. I am the true Epyc Wynn.

~Epyc Wynn


 No.122705

File: 18d3c4c8fe189a0⋯.png (94.25 KB, 1115x454, 1115:454, epycwynnperspective.png)

>>122536

Your bait does not make sense within the context you used it. You just threw a fish at some worms and called it bait.

>>122538

Redefining words or using alternative definitions not recognized by people at large is a bullshit manipulative postmodernist tactic used to subvert basic discussion and debate in order to obtain the illusion of victory and self-importance.

>>122542

Magic is real you're only trying to cultivate bullshit Nazi hogwash via aggression and fallacies.

>>122555

Censor one of me and twelve more alts will appear in my place.

>>122585

Thank you for your praise of me. That is worth 12 Epycbucks and 13 Wynncents.

>>122619

Don't lump me in with you. You are a variant meme of me; not the other way around.

>>122629

Reminder that white people are actually tan meaning white supremacy is bullshit.

>>122634

They would kill each other out of paranoia because having a high IQ only means you absorb and interpret information fast; it has nothing to do with actual wisdom or ability to understand why some information is more valuable than other information.

>>122683

Racial science is debunked and mentalism is a cheap elitist tactic used to make unwise niche thinkers seem more valuable than they actually are.

>>122685

The energy to engage in self-improvement should not be assumed as innate to all people and consequently the assumption that people should "just do it" is bullshit that sounds nice but insults anyone who lacks that ability by blaming them for something they cannot obtain.

~Epyc Wynn


 No.122708

File: 2af5aff9fd80318⋯.jpg (274.81 KB, 1200x979, 1200:979, true form.jpg)

>>122705

I'm not the guys going yangu bangu ~wangu yangu

fagit. and people lack a sense of humor around here.

Energy… heh. By working out you have more "energy". The first few days are the hardest…. unless you're beating yourself into the dirt, then it's the first month that's the hardest. After that it's highly rewarding. "Just do it" is what has to happen, because after "just doing it" all the issues with "just doing it" disappear and you're one of those people that everyone else hates because they tell people "JUST DO IT" and they JUST DO IT all the fucking time, with their shit eating fucking grins, until the shit fucking transcends into a grin that settles into their fucking back like a demon and they become a living fucking diabolical weapon, FULLY AUTOMATIC SMILE, HOLLOW POINT STYLE, MUSHROOM IN YOUR BILE

BLAMBLAMRUNTHATMILE


 No.122712

File: 0787be77a357650⋯.jpg (91.99 KB, 700x729, 700:729, epycautismwarning.jpg)

>>122708

>preaching what you don't practice

You are posting here. That's proof you aren't succeeding considering your conveyed goals have nothing to do with the Internet.

~Epyc Wynn


 No.122716

>>122712

newfig lol


 No.122718

>>122708

I love you in a homosexual way because you're a total faggot. But I love that about you.


 No.122719

>>122705

>Redefining words or using alternative definitions not recognized by people at large is a bullshit manipulative postmodernist tactic used to subvert basic discussion and debate in order to obtain the illusion of victory and self-importance.

So why do you do it, considering that's a fucking etymological dictionary, you sun-obscuring colossal retard?

>Magic is real

No shit, but you're incapable of recognizing reality when it cockslaps you in the face.

>variant meme

He is, and trapgirls are better fapbait than Admiral Akbar.

>white people

"white" is not "White". Half-breeds have a place in society too.

The labor caste is not the priest caste. Self-development is required to upgrade in caste, and that goes beyond racial predisposition.

>muh self improvement is difficult

No shit, that's why you stay low caste until you develop the capacity for self-improvement. You gotta giveme to get gimmies.

<saging a stickied thread

Niggers.


 No.122720

>>122703

No, I'm spartycus!


 No.122726

File: 07d6f29ea11781f⋯.jpg (195.73 KB, 1024x768, 4:3, epyctrollolololol.jpg)

>>122719

>>122720

>saging a pinned thread

~Epyc Wynn


 No.122739

What's good fringe?

How do I get a undead ghost gf? My perfect waifu is a spirit gf so how do I get about finding one and having a relationship with her? No tulpa bullshit and no succubus somming for one night pls


 No.122742

>>122726

I like to live life on the edge.

~Epych Pynn


 No.122743

File: 80c4607427403d6⋯.png (259.23 KB, 528x468, 44:39, ClipboardImage.png)

>>122739

Anyone who tells you that you're not asking for tulpamancy is deluding themselves.

t. self-deluder who reintegrated the thoughtform

Just recognize that most tulpamancers suck at their job and outperform your cohort.

>~epyc me-me


 No.122745

>>122743

never stop posting here, keep exposing these frauds and punish them with great justice

hail epyc wynn


 No.122746

>>122743

It pains me because of what has become of fringe. Not only did it die completely but it was revived into a grotesque zombie by a few meme-wielding clowns. I already thought it was sad to look at before but now it's unbearbale.

However I specifically asked for a undead girl instead of a tulpa of my creation. I already got two tulpas who are doing their job, but I guess none of them can be my waifu and that's alright. I really want an actual ghost. Do I need to use one of those spirit boxes? Do I need to break into graveyards at night? It is hard enough to find any random undead ghost, but especially a female who will be your gf seems like a herculean task. But I am willing to go down that road. Any help is appreciated, still no tulpas or succubus tho.


 No.122761

File: cc2f407aaad5b1f⋯.gif (400.68 KB, 1815x1080, 121:72, I'll Make A Man Out of You.GIF)


 No.122764

How can I get literal translations of the bibles of major religions, ancient and contemporary? For example, I read that the vedas are a whole library (I think it was hundreds) of books. I want to read the actual stuff, with no commentary or editorializing, and I guess some of you must have had the same idea so, is there a source for downloading those?


 No.122782

>>122746

Go to a graveyard, strip naked, light four black candles in the four cardinal directions and put a mirror on the ground, attach a suction cup dildo and ride it until you cum from anal alone.

Use coconut lube! This is the most important part. It won't work if you use anything other than pure cold pressed coconut oil. The stuff that's solid at room temperature (you can warm it between your hands or asscheeks)

Now read the name of the girl on the tombstone out loud, then read it again backwards. Do this three times.

Now you have an undead waifu. Be careful though! She'll need your cum energy or she'll start to lose her etheric form, so make sure to repeat the ritual every full and new moon (of course now she's with you, so you can ride the dildo at home; the coconut oil is still a necessity however). If you ever feel her fading away, slap your face with the dildo you rode while shouting out "I DO BELIEVE IN FAIRIES! I DO, I DO, I DO BELIEVE IN FAIRIES!". This should bring you the results you crave.

>>122764

http://learnsanskrit.org

Start here.


 No.122818

>>122746

People have said that about fringe from day 1.


 No.122819

>>122743

Tulpas are a boring sport.

The real challenge is to find magick that physically manifests.


 No.122822

>>122818

Nevermind I already changed my mind. I saw a very spooky horror movie about undead ghosts. If it goes like this then I pass.

Somewhere out there my perfect waifu still waits for me. Maybe she is a vampire…gwgwwwwwwww


 No.122823

>>122782

genuine occultists like you are hard to come by


 No.122825

If everything is presence, you and other people are just manifestations of the one presence. Why would there be any reason to honor any social agreements or respect anyone's freewill?


 No.122827

>>122825

'Because that's wrong.'


 No.122828

>>122825

Ah my bad, I wasn't very clear – Because I'm not other people and neither are you.


 No.122830

>>122828

Why can I break an inanimate object or step on bugs with no implied spiritual degradation. Yet harming people is off limits? Argue in the paradigm that all is presence please


 No.122838

File: 943dd86ff3e0588⋯.gif (448.32 KB, 512x512, 1:1, epycfuriousrotatingpulse.gif)

>>122819

>>122745

>>122743

>>122742

PFTHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!!1

~Epyc Wynn


 No.122844

>>122825

Trade.


 No.122846

>>122825

Because you gain the benefit of getting the same treatment in return.


 No.122850

>>122830

Speak for yourself dude. I find a spider on my clothes, I help her find her way to greener pastures. Bee lands on me, I make sure he doesn't get trapped in my clothes and let him rest. I speak softly and thank the pickle jar for opening with me, and the door for latching soundly.

You get out of the world what you put into it. Better hope no giants come into your neighborhood, boiiiiiiiii.

>>122846

What he said.


 No.122852

>>122850

we are talking about animals way smaller and less noticeable than that, you hypocrite.


 No.122858

File: bd253018d318e68⋯.png (861.62 KB, 648x540, 6:5, ClipboardImage.png)

I have a hypothesis that the front and back ends of the human brain are inverted. This is based on my own personal experience exploring my consciousness.

Does anyone here know anything about this?


 No.122864

>>122858

How do the positions of the frontal lobe and the occipital lobe affect literally anything? What are you talking about?


 No.122865

>>122858

I know what you're trying to say. As far as any physical inversion is concerned, I can't provide an answer, but the unconscious mind's mirroring is a well-known phenomena and why backmasking works.

Basically all I can tell you is it's relatively easy to manipulate this: Writing mirrored is a very rewarding practice (albeit a bit difficult to get into), phrasing sentences as pseudo-palindromes ("Understanding without knowledge beats knowledge without understanding" reads the same way front and back). Practicing spelling words backwards, confirming a sentence means roughly the same thing in reverse as it does forward, etc.

All of these practices manipulate what you're describing, though I'm describing the practical level and not the physical level.

Anecdote-tier, but I believe you'll appreciate this:

My dreams and visions for some time have been getting quite explicit about direction to point themselves out to my conscious mind. For example: "Hand me your left hand" or "this door is hinged on the right side, see?". It's quite blatant about being a mirror ("left hand" gets right, right-hinges are on the left), and that's the point. I imagine this is somewhat similar to what you've experienced and are describing.

>>122852

Once you get smaller than the animals I'm describing, they're almost impossible to kill by accident because of the square-cube law. You won't kill a chigger by stepping on it (and besides, a chigger is a parasite, so the "rules" are different, at least in my book).

I answered your question, if your pussy hurts cuz it's not the answer you wanted, suck it up buttercup.


 No.122866

>>122865

>mirroring

In fact, if you want an exercise that will really fuck with your brain (but not with your mind, necessarily), here's all you do:

Choose an asymmetric object, something with a pattern that is obviously not the same on one side as the other. I used a carving that was one color on each side. For me it was an item I'm quite attached to, that may have been important.

Now go sit in front of a mirror (you could pull a chair in the bathroom to get comfortable if you don't have a full length one elsewhere) and have a conversation with yourself. During the conversation, hold the object up in front of the mirror and show it off to yourself. Look at both your version and the mirror's version, examine it, turn it over, turn it around, take careful note of where your finger placement is vs the reflection's finger placement.

What this exercise is preying upon is your body's reptilian brain and its inability to distinguish the reflection from another being of your species. The mammalian brain recognizes it as yourself, but closer to the brainstem, flight or fight goes off. So by forcing the reptile to really figure it out and go "huh, it has the same thingie that I have, and it does the exact same stuff I do", it gets the lizard-lizard brain interfacing with the higher level functions.


 No.122867

>>122850

You don't gain the benefit of having the same treatment in return. That's illogical.


 No.122872

>>122850

ALL THESE FUCKING GIANT IMMIGRANTS ARE RUINING MY FUCKING WHEAT FIEL–

THEY JUST SHAT ON MY BARN. THESE FUCKING FOURTY FOOT NIGGERS TOOK A HORSE SIZED SHIT, ON MY FUCKING HORSE STABLES.

'SOMEONE NEEDS TO BUILD A BIG, BEAUTIFUL FUCKING WALL.'

>>122858

Yes. Our brain looks at the back of the brain to see what's in front of us. Our eyes see an inverted image of the world that is then inverted in the brain to set it right up. Read some fucking neuroscience ffs.

FRINGE + NEUROSCIENCE = <3

>>122864

braincel


 No.122882

File: 574bf5a3e22328a⋯.png (310.29 KB, 765x1063, 765:1063, 574bf5a3e22328ab44de28255b….png)

I've began fasting for a week today, not my first time but I thought of a mistake I may be making. I always drink coffee, even while fasting, especially while fasting because it suppresses hunger and hunger drains me of energy, but is that cheating? Am I defeating the purpose of fasting? I'm also NoFap, but I've taken a break from it because I've been so sorely down lately, just jerking off for a little bit of enjoyment out of the day, would fasting be better with nofap? I feel like maybe if I purge my cum it might be beneficial


 No.122886

>>122882

I hope you worked your way up to the fast over the last couple of weeks.

Drink a fuckload of water. If ur drinking coffee too drink a metric fuckton of water.

no fap is fine but you should break it every month or two.

If you're feeling down, meditate and be at peace with your downyness.


 No.122913

File: ac61938a9055c7f⋯.jpg (358.15 KB, 1080x1350, 4:5, X1lq8I0.jpg)

I both fear and half believe the illusion that I'm the Antichrist. I also fear and believe more that I've somehow enmeshed my mind with the minds of many other people and they watch everything I do and then some. I fear my task is to unenmesh from their minds somehow and return us back to a sensible non-delusional sensibility, as the more anxiety and fear I have the further into delusion my mind falls into. I fear Everytime someone tried to help me, it only gets worse. After having gone through the hardest time of my life, I think it best if I get some straight answers from any gurus or psychics and what not here who are sure they can point me in a direction that doesn't lead to me and everyone involved in this fiasco down deep into further delusion.


 No.122914

File: 87c64c636a76043⋯.png (97.14 KB, 400x395, 80:79, 9b19dad63f62bc65e14717e04d….png)

I felt it again last night, the world line or whatever you like to refer to it as changed. It's been years since I felt such a massive change. I also felt all my other selfs, like I was a hundred people all at once. What changed? Did anyone else notice or am I the only one? I hate that brief moment of being between timelines. Thankfully big changes seem to be rare.


 No.122915

>>122913

dont drink le cool aide-

solipsism ascended


 No.122916

>>122915

>>122915

Thank you.

How can I descend?


 No.122920

File: 91d37662f02e8fb⋯.png (3.57 MB, 3224x4536, 403:567, pill list.png)

>>122915

>>122914

>>122913

When you're on /fringe/, solipsism ALWAYS is ascending. An earth lay line could have shifted and briefly illuminated your mind.

>>122916

Drop /fringe/ and pick up the yang and gray pill aheh heh heh


 No.122923

how do i get my dream girl to


 No.122924

>>122923

to what?


 No.122926

>>122924

appear in my dream more. she's fairly rare and i can never remember what we talk about


 No.122930

>>122867

If you think "illogical" is a valid argument in this field, you've got a ways to go yet.

>>122872

Big wall for big bois.

>>122882

Coffee encourages peristalsis. It could help clear out your intestines faster, once you're empty though it's probably not going to have much of an effect. A large portion of /fringe/ is anti-caffeine but different people handle coffee different ways, about 10% of people have a specific gene that means they can drink tons more without much effect so you're probably one of them if it's not bothering you.

TL;DR: Your practice is your own, some schmuck online doesn't know your body better than you do. Does it feel like it's fucking you up? Stop. Feels fine? Do it up.

As far as cumming goes basically less is more, you're not going to ruin everything by jerking off just only do it once or twice in a day tops and take breaks between days and don't do it to fucked up weird porn that makes you feel guilty after you're done. As long as you still feel good afterward, it's pretty much fine.

>>122913

Maybe we'd stop watching you if you'd stop jerking off so loudly in the middle of the night. It's hard to look away when you do that one weird thing though.


 No.122933

>>122930

>about 10% of people have a specific gene that means they can drink tons more without much effect

Obviously some percentage has a gene that makes them not handle caffeine at all since half a cup of coffee raises my blood pressure so high that I get heart palpitations.


 No.122940

>>122933

THATS JUST WHAT HAPPENS WHEN U GO SUPER SAIYAN BRO


 No.122941

>>122926

She's an ideal and you're trying to worship her. Stop it.

Improve yourself first and you might start seeing her more often, but be prepared to see her in an underwhelming light.


 No.122967

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 No.122973

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 No.122974

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 No.122983

Why is depression/suicide a meme now? Is someone trying to use meme magic to make people kill themselves?

How does a mundane resist suicidal thoughts when even memes are forcing those thoughts into one's mind from the outside?


 No.122985

>>122983

It's because depressing shit is being spread all over the place. No matter where you go: Alt-righters, mgtows, truthers, occultists and whatever all talking about shtf, illuminati, archon, feminist, the elite, anti-whites, anti-males etc etc. the world already sucks ass but with all the depression, negative thinking and black pills being spread everywhere there is no hope. It's too much for the psyche to handle. People see no future and no hope. They are alone, have no cummunity and no goals.

But then again, it's true isn't it? This world is insane and it's going to hell fast. There is no future..why would I live? Why would I fight? What for, just to suffer more and die anyway?


 No.122986

>>122985

Good post.

I've been thinking about this myself lately, it seems like all aspects of "resistance movements" are filled with black pills, and are devoid of all hope.

I mean, look at how Hitler got Germany to rise up again the entire world, he did it by putting emphasis on the positive qualities of the German people.

NEVER focus on the negative, it'll destroy your spirit.


 No.122987

>>122986

It's true. Good example with Hitler. But I doubt if something like this is possible today. People realize that the world, society and the government are not on their side, in fact they are their "enemies". What positive aspects are you going to bring to stop someone from suicide once he has taken the red/black pill or learned about anti-natalism and nihilism? Those philosophies make a lot of sense and are hard to counter. In addition all the spiritual knowledge about the afterlife, the astral planes, supposedly immortal consciousness and that all is nothing, an illusion, a matrix, void and not real anyway…that doesn't help either. Now people not only have a hellish shithole that they wanna escape but they have good promise for the afterlife. Astral planes sounds so much better than this, and all is an illusion anyway. It doesnt even matter if I suicide because all is maya and I don't even exist, right? Once one realized how shit this world is and that hell and reincarnation are not real, no positivity will help. Personally I have yet to hear a single valid reason for not killing oneself except for "you gotta stay here and suffer more because we say so and we don't wanna be left alone here, its scary for our ego and our comfort-safe-zone bubble"


 No.122994

I'm a little confused as regards astral projection and OBEs and their ilk. Some people say that to project is to simply imagine yourself somewhere else. Robert Bruce says that the goal is to trigger an OBE and travel that way. I can accept that these might result in different degrees of projection but I'm having trouble discerning the first from fantasy and I've got trouble entering a trance state in the second technique. Is it a case that when I imagine a moving around a dark city that I am actually astral travelling? I've been doing that sort of thing since I was a kid. I don't have a frame of reference to work with. Nor do I have any way of telling whether I'm chatting to my imagination or a denizen of the astral.

I've managed an OBE though. It was only my arms that got out of my body and my vision got screwed up (half looking into an astral plane and half looking into RL). I find that I typically skip the trance phase when I go to sleep though. I can't maintain the feeling of dozing off long enough to use a rope technique or anything like that.


 No.122996

>>122994

Only bullshit occultists would call daydreaming and fantasy "astral projections". Everyone who isn't a fucking charlatan knows that an OBE is the real deal, and even then you gotta aim to not to lose consciousness and be plagued by dreamlike scenarios during the OBE.

Know this and don't falter.


 No.122999

>>122996

Nod really. You're never going to get a 100% the same as looking at with physical eyes because the mentalism is overlaid on physical reality.

Most people don't actually astral project anyway they just LARP.


 No.123000

>>122999

>Most people don't actually astral project anyway they just LARP.

/fringe/ in a nutshelll


 No.123001

>>122996

Thanks for the tip. I assume this doesn't apply to all forms of occultism though right? Seems like the majority of occultist work is done in the imagination when it comes to stuff like thoughtforms, awareness shifting and other mentalist work.


 No.123004

>>123001

Imagination is the foundation for everything, but it will amount to little to nothing without essence. It does sadly apply to most "occult" things that it stays in the realm of make-belief, but then again, All is indeed Mind, so do not bother to much with the minds of others.


 No.123008

File: 8b37499190ed35f⋯.gif (964.23 KB, 500x250, 2:1, leave humanity behind, fac….gif)

File: f24b74f86d43285⋯.jpg (161.98 KB, 663x828, 221:276, black pill.jpg)

File: ecf14d1b2c44341⋯.png (3.93 MB, 1864x1792, 233:224, iron pill starter pack.png)

>>122986

>>122983

>>122985

>>122987

Too many black pills? Take the Yang Pill! Doc Yang knows what's good for you. Alternate Iron and Brown pill for every 2 Yang Pills and you'll transmute those shitty black pills in a jiffy.


 No.123009

>>123008

This is so cringy I'm gonna faint.


 No.123010

>>123009

I don't listen to the opinion of boys and women. Depressive faggotry is what's cringe-worthy. Stop being a lazy nigerian prince and workout until you're not a limp wristed limp dicked melancholy grave digging cuck.


 No.123011

>>123010

Exactly. Now leave this board or become another lolcow.


 No.123012

>>123011

I'm shaking.


 No.123014

>>123011

That's the point. It's a soft-mask.


 No.123016

>>122999

>>122996

>Most people don't actually astral project anyway they just LARP.

Circles in the parking lot is technically "driving".

Daydreaming and fantasy is LARPing.

So is practicing a speech in the mirror.

Going to the shooting gallery catches no deer.

But your aim will still improve.

A dog is no child.

But it is a ward in your care.

Cleaning your room doesn't make one a landowner.

But when you are you'll be better prepared.


 No.123017

>>122933

That's another 10%. 80% of people have a baseline reaction (300mg is a safe limit, >500mg starts getting dangerous).

If you have a caffeine sensitivity you should limit yourself to no more than 80mg a day (One shot of espresso, two cups of green tea or half a cup of strong coffee).


 No.123018

>>123016

You do know that you're comparing playing with toy cars to being a driver in the Formula 1?


 No.123019

File: 7e35beb8b35f7b4⋯.png (30.26 KB, 853x174, 853:174, 11.PNG)

>>122985

It's always darkest before the dawn.

>>122986

You get it. Cultivate the good within.

>>122987

As above, so below. If you're not content here, you won't be content there. Read the suicide thread here for more.

Better question: What are you feeding energy to by doubting our ability to succeed?

>>123001

Imagine writing a shopping list. Now write one. Now go shopping.

Mental, mental-physical, physical, complete. Now you have food in your fridge.

All real work has a physical component to it. Some are more subtle than others.


 No.123020

File: 4dc9bc297ea37f1⋯.png (40.19 KB, 1813x241, 1813:241, POV.PNG)

>>123018

Duh. Your driving metaphor came from my driving metaphor, of course I recognize the fruit for the seed within.

>pic unrelated


 No.123021

>>123020

Oh, I guess it was related, just hopped out of my folder and I posted it sight unseen.

Neet.


 No.123028

Does anyone have this book The Alchemical Mandala : A Survey of the Mandala in the Western Esoteric Traditions by Adam McLean? Or something that covers the same subject? I can't find it


 No.123031

Greetings.

This question is more of a request, for I need a bit of help.

I have a detrimental tendency of overeating/binging, followed by fasting, then breaking the fast with binging again.

This circle of self-destructive behavior, which causes me great imbalance and distress, that diminishes my overall energy and willpower and causes.. well, to cut it short; it is and has been a great problem for me for a long time.

I broke a 5 day fast (which I had begun after a few days of unhealthy amounts of food consumption), by first starting slow with a bit of sauerkraut with no plans of eating more, but with slow but steady loss of control and consciousness I slipped into gorging on.

I know that a large cause for my habit of overeating is a reaction to fear and the discomfort I feel whenever I have a choice (such as, doing something I kinda feel fearful, lethargic towards, fighting against the impulse that pulls me into pushing away, running and hiding from whatever it is that I have before me).

To be fair, I've made improvements to this, especially taking up a simple to-do widget on my phone has made a slight but significant improvement in helping to do the simple tasks that I usually try to ignore and procrastinate doing (writing down goals/tasks, no matter how small, is something I now understand to be fundamental but have simply never had a good system of it).

Ah, well the original thought of writing this post was to express a bit of frustration and ask if it'd be possible to be sent a bit of positive energy to me, as to help me recover from the damage I've done from yesterday's.. loss of control and overall damage to the health of both my mentality and physical health.

I don't mean to be a loosh beggar. I do not deny that that is what I am doing in a way, but it is more of a request of assistane through this time of recovery and rebalancing.

So in case someone would be willing to try to give some remote healing on me I'd be greatly grateful, or to give advice or anything you'd like.

Thank you and have it good

~ Vil


 No.123032

File: b913ecae0ba6b0b⋯.jpg (562.34 KB, 1136x640, 71:40, check the time.jpg)

>>123031

Have you considered embracing your rhythm rather than fighting it? It sounds like you "break" at the same point each time, which to me says your body is telling you that's your limit.

Decide what you're going to eat when you end your fast, plan it out, make it a reward for the end. Then when you break the fast you'll feel better for having succeeded at your goal and sticking to your guns even in eating, rather than guilting yourself for obeying your body's needs.

I know plenty of people who have a natural pattern of fasting for several days and then gorging on food. The only difference I see between them and you is guilt. One of those guys is probably one of the strongest people I've met "magically" speaking, though at a conscious level he's entirely mundane… On a more meaningful level, though, he's got a slender figure and yet can punch holes through concrete with no formal training. His natural cycle has trained him, he does energy work at a subconscious level without fully recognizing the impact of what he's doing. (Think "muscle wizard savant").

You may well have a similar biochemistry and be suppressing your gift because you hold some illusion that there's a right way to do magic and you're not doing it. Magic is all about being a special snowflake, fuck other people's rules. Do what your body tells you to do, as long as the rest of your mind doesn't think it's retarded.

>Ah, well the original thought of writing this post was to express a bit of frustration and ask if it'd be possible to be sent a bit of positive energy to me

I'll do you one better: I hereby grant you the power to break unhealthy cycles and form healthy ones, even if you lack the sight to discern one from the other.

>I don't mean to be a loosh beggar.

You can't beg for that which is free. Energy is infinite, I just handed you a key.

You cut yourself from the source, but it's inside of you, same as it's in me.

But I'll give you one tip to help make the process easy.

Remember to stretch those muscles regularly.

You don't have to understand.

You just have to be.


 No.123033

>>123031

transition into a healthy intermittent fasting cycle. You're already halfway there.


 No.123034

File: 2160b984fc0746c⋯.jpg (29.61 KB, 458x495, 458:495, the-numbers-mason-that-tit….jpg)

>>123032

Oh, and by "make it a reward" I don't mean "gorge on ice cream and twix".

I mean choose something that you know will make you proud of yourself for completing a cycle with a healthy rounding. I tend to fast in 16 hour segments, so I can't give much advice on 5-day fasts (3 days is about my max, when I last did 5 it wasn't by choice). I like to start off with a couple of pickles to get some vinegar and fiber in my system, then hemp seeds mixed in with yogurt makes a nice snack to cultivate gut flora before I eat a big meal that will carry me through the day. I'm pretty anti-dairy though so I'm looking for an alternative to the yogurt but it works well so far.

Basically what >>123033 said. You're actually doing really really good, better than 99% of posters on /fringe/. The issue isn't your routine, it's your reaction to it.

You're not *supposed* to be doing 3-week fasts every month, if you're being called to do that you're going to get a vision from On High or some shit making it abundantly clear. Generally speaking, something like that is reserved for mourning or marriage or other major life events. If you really need a fuckin' vision for some reason of course it's an option, and in that case I guess I'd say go off into the woods and don't bring any food with you, but delete your web history first in case you die and they try to blame me for it.


 No.123039

>>123032

>>123034

>but delete your web history first in case you die and then try to blame me for it

/fringe/ could do without the attention, in general.

it's best to make healthy choices, anyways. Regarding visions, acquire some psychedelics and get an experienced user to help you relax through the trip. If you're worried you've got some psychological work that needs to be done, they will come up and you can deal with them as they manifest. Take your Heroes Journey Pill.


 No.123040

>>123034

>>123032

Thank you for your replies, though I must regretfully inform that just before I read them I again lost myself in a mindless zombie-reaction and ate some more, even though I knew it'd make me feel worse, and now *drumroll* I feel worse in all accounts.

BUT I know I am getting over this and finding increasing balance within me.

This food-slip is a slippery slope though that easily develops into a steady habit (as seen by me eating today again) and though my energy has decreased I still aim to accomplish the thing I set out to do today (clean my home, it's a mess), though because of … ah, fuck whatever.

It's been a bit hard though, got to admit. During my last job as a construction worker, which started at 8am, I had time to go to the gym/and or swim before work started, which allowed me to eat allot during one meal a day, albeit I did eat out over my body's needs (gorged on vegetables, semi-keto, but a lot of bread).

Now I work a different job that starts at 5am and usually ends in the evening and it takes a toll on my health since I don't get enough sleep or exercise and feel a bit trapped since I have no plans for the future. I want to study but only have a few vague, shapeless directions/goals that I could think of striving for and.. eh, I'm at least learning a lot from my current job (berryseller, among other tasks that are included in the job) and for that I'm thankful, but overall I lack a sense of .. willingly living to the rythms of life?

But yeah, when I TRY and DO what I KNOW is better to do I progress.

If/when resisting to act unbravely to whatever fears and lethargy I experience, and taking myself through and dealing with "it" when "it" is before me, I feel an increase in self-esteem, willpower and autonomy, giving me more energy to tackle the next things I've avoided.

But then, vice versa..

It's both simple and complex, and it all comes down to choice..

I know I don't have to apologize, but sorry for writing perhaps a bit.. unhingedly. When I've eaten my mind goes number and dumber but it's also when I feel the most need to communicate about it with others, so here I am.

>>123033

Yeah, I've been basically doing that, eating one meal a day, which suits me fine. I made it as a goal after last weeks eating to fast for two days, which just sort of became 5. I could have continued on it but I felt it was taking a toll on my ability to peform at work.

I will cease overeating during my daily meals to the best of my ability. This overeating is really perhaps the main thing that is keeping me from developing the most and I will learn to take control and let go of it.

>>123039

I've gone to a few ayahuasca ceremonies and it's something I will do again.

They didn't give me too much insight but it was good nonetheless.


 No.123042

>>123040

I have noticed that many if not all issues come in the form of cycles. I have an issue of a lack of self esteem and experience and it was only recently that I figured out the cycle that caused it. It was a loop of 4 states

1.I am asked to do something

2.I fuck up when I do it.

3.The result causes the person who asked me to do it to rescind their request due to the belief that I can't accomplish it. This person is also sometimes myself.

4. I get nothing to do which prompts a "stop being lazy!" Response and leads to 1. But due to acquiring only a small amount of life experience because I stopped after I fucked up then I inevitably fuck up again and further damage my self esteem.

I figure realizing and understanding these loops of behaviour is the first step to breaking out of them or, in some cases, turning the cycle into a spiral. I think everything can be represented in such cycles.


 No.123045

>>123042

Yeah, i suffer from the same type of reactionary pattern.

Being insecure -> failure -> taking it personally and start with negative self-hating thougths, instead of putting in more effort and genuinely learn from the "failures" -> leads to increased insecurity, fear and lethargy.

BUT yes, figuring out and seeing this pattern/circle of behavior out of a larger perspective, outside our egos, is key to letting go of them.

Shit's ridiculous


 No.123048

File: 41eeae94c1b947b⋯.png (26.1 KB, 600x463, 600:463, Dual core.png)

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>>123040

The best advice I can give you is to learn to take cat naps. That'll cure your sleep deprivation and is a more natural cycle for most humans.

Other than that is: Stop guilting yourself for doing what feels right. If binging for a day and then skipping or eating light for a couple days works for you, do it.

Bread isn't necessarily evil if you've got the right stock (namely, celtic heritage, irish/welsh/scottish/etc.). Different breeds of humans have different enzymes, you've got to learn your biochemistry. Your grandparents rhythms are a good place to start if they're still living, whatever you see them doing in their old age is probably pretty close to whatever you're predisposed to. My grandparents take two naps at the same times I do every day. And I developed my rhythm before I ever saw theirs.

Basically what you've gotta do is understand that the "zombie" part of you is going to come out no matter what, so make it easy for that zombie to grab something good for it. Fruit or smoothies are great, the latter works well with a psuedo-fast because it's preprocessed and low intensity for your digestive system (you chewed it outside of your body, so to speak). Seeds/nuts work well too, if you're a breadboy then find a healthful sandwich you can make in the zombie state. The point is: Make the healthy options easier to access and the unhealthy stuff harder to get to, so that the dumb option is the good option. Keep the garbage around but store it in a different area you rarely go to, so that it requires a conscious choice to reward yourself with a fuckoff meal/snack.

There's nothing wrong with occasionally treating yourself with something over the top, it's the routine that matters… My mother and I had a good laugh a month or two ago because a guest was commenting on how healthy we eat, and her and I both knew I made a half-gallon root beer float the night before and came back for seconds. But we *also* both knew that's the only ice cream or soda I'd had in two seasons. It was a rare treat, and I enjoyed it for what it was.


 No.123061

This is rather less esoteric question, but what kind of hair conditioner would you use for a waist-long hair? I´m only asking here because you know more than most people about toxicity of common household chemicals


 No.123064

I had a moment of thought/clarity on the Christian forum as some thread was getting deleted on YHWH/IHVH.

It's IHVH, or Iehovah.

The old Jewish alphabet doesn't have J or W.

Together, the words mark the name of the Tetragrammaton. I always thought it was a question of Iehovah VS Ialdabaoth VS Satanael. In this case, forming the three pillars of being: Wisdom/Mind, Flesh/Body, Spirit/Passion/Drive. This would lead one to assume that in the modern world all three of such forms of existence are, in a way, fighting one another rather than working in tandem/unison thus preventing humanity from growing and maturing as a spiritual race that it is. Instead, the flow favors a reality of petty squabbles from lack of wisdom, addictions straight from the God of Flesh, and lack of action/apathy due to lacking a sense of pride and well-being. Then again, that's just generally what I get from the old Judaeo-Christian names.

Am I just rambling from lack of sleep or did I stumble upon something?


 No.123071

>>123061

How do you get waist-long hair without knowing that?


 No.123072

>>123061

depends on your hair type and how oily it is, how straight it is

generally you treat with vinegar and then apply a solution of cetyl alcohol mixed with your preferred nut oil


 No.123080

How do I communicate with Charles Manson in the astral plane


 No.123083

File: 75788b8075dae40⋯.png (75.33 KB, 673x992, 673:992, astro_2atw_charles_manson.….png)

>>123080

Meditating on this would be a good place to start.


 No.123085

>>123083

Das a lot of squares


 No.123102

I hate this board so much.


 No.123104

>>123102

i hate u


 No.123110

>>123064

follow the rabbit hole and let us know what you find


 No.123113

YouTube embed. Click thumbnail to play.

what is you favorite asmr?


 No.123145

Anyone got books on palmistry? Cant seem to find any good ones anywhere


 No.123155

>>123048

Thank you for your reply.

I'm going to start of saying that I am currently laying in bed with the intention to take a nap and will have to cut my own response a bit shorter than I'd like as to get more sleep.

I've basically done exactly what you've suggested (If overeating, eat atleast something somewhat healthy, keep the less optimal food stored on a hard to reach shelf, etc.)

As for bread and general cereals I try to avoid them as much as possible due to that I both know and feel it isn't that good for me and it usually leads to me eating too much of it.

It's kind of funny though that you mentioned my heritage/family member's genetics since my maternal grandparents (both over 90'y-years-old) have a diet greatly consisting of white bread, sugar and meat and I am suprised at how good of a healthstate they are, but mostly just because I think their diet is so unhealthy.

Ah, well, I'd like to write more but I really now am just gonna take this nap.


 No.123157

>>123019

>>122985

Thanks for the encouragement. I am a mundane who's been through clinical depression and before quitting meds, I've managed to start making positive changes in my life, even though I've literally begun with baby steps like eating and brushing my teeth. I've gotten to the point where I've been doing strength training for about 6 months now, and for about one month I've also been doing several hours of light cardio a day (active job).

In other words, I'm slowly but persistently building up my hierarchy of needs from the bottom up, and I'm making progress, but it seems like the negativity everywhere is taking its' toll on me. Mind you, I was never suicidal, quite the opposite, I was afraid of death all the time, but now that suicide seems to be mentioned everywhere, it kind of creeps into the back of my mind sometimes, you know? It's spooky as fuck how some joke about hanging yourself can sort of keep resurfacing whenever there's a setback, even if I'm in a much better place than I was a year ago.

I feel like I need to build thicker skin/psyche, but I'm not sure how. I've tried some mindfulness and meditation, but my focus is still a bit damaged from my episode, so it tends to be quite frustrating. Should I just keep pushing it like I have with exercise?

Thank you for your time, wizards.


 No.123160

Wat iz de cuteszd uslhit odkurkis book you rewsad?


 No.123172

>>123160

stfu u stupid piece of shit


 No.123183

File: 1f5875b83b32f84⋯.jpg (402.9 KB, 1600x960, 5:3, clichea.jpg)

What is it called when you type your resume into a online template, then when they make you try to pay you screen shot the web page instead and spend an equal amount of time editing in ms paint to make it look typed instead of retyping it, which I will probably have to end up doing?


 No.123187

>>123183

←– click /b/


 No.123188

File: c0a9029ee73187b⋯.png (897.36 KB, 640x562, 320:281, ClipboardImage.png)

How do we stop the alt right from ruining occultism?


 No.123189

>>122302

Any instantaneous or really fast ways to charge up a sigil without masturbating? Ive been nofapping for more than half a year now and I dont want to break the nofap for a sigil.


 No.123190

>>123189

not really. masturbation is the very essence of all occult matter.


 No.123199

YouTube embed. Click thumbnail to play.

>>123155

The single best general information for healthy eating I've found is here. It's long, but deep.

Biology plays a large part in what foods are optimal for you, but the physics and chemistry remain the same, which is most of the content he goes over here.


 No.123200

Anyone read Wim Hoof's books? Are they good?


 No.123203

>>123200

He's legit, IDK about his books because his videos have plenty of info in them for free. Check those out and see if you still feel like getting a book after watching him speak.


 No.123207

YouTube embed. Click thumbnail to play.

cowshit occultists exposed as followers of a cargo cult.


 No.123209

>>123189

Blood, hair and sunshine.


 No.123214

>>123209

Kill yourself, Bullshit Occultist.


 No.123218

>>123214

Heh heh heh

You can put a glass/crystal ball/half sphere on it under the sun or moon.

Blood is one or several cups = 1 drop of semen.

Hair is solid stuff. Holds a lot of history.


 No.123223

File: 926bbc649db8bf5⋯.jpg (96.5 KB, 831x961, 831:961, elfen_lied___vectors_by_is….jpg)

I've been getting this sort of buzzing/bubbling sensation more and more often on my back, just above my heart. I've tried looking into it in different systems (TCM meridians for example) and found nothing that really resonated with me, the closest I've found was >>104954 but that's less "system" and more "anecdote".

It doesn't really feel like a "wing" anyway, more like a "bud" sprouting, if that makes sense. I've been sitting in chairs less and less often because I feel the need to sit a bit far forward when there's a back to one.

My Sight is still developing and it's on my back so I'd struggle to see it in a mirror even if I was having a strong moment, the closest I've gotten was a moment from a friend who channels spirits often who said "there's something on your back I can't see" and she had no recall of what she said to give more detail.

Once or twice I've had the feeling on both sides of my body at once, and infrequently I'll feel it on the right side, but it's been growing more persistent over time on the left and right now I'd say about 75% of the time I'm feeling it. It ticked in a few times while writing this post and faded again.

I've been looking for a pattern in when I feel it but haven't really detected one, other than it seems to be stronger when I'm "working", be it zen dishwashing/meditation/empathic work or just a serious conversation where I'm trying to see the other's side.

A detail that I feel may be significant is that I've done a lot of telekinetic work (it's the easiest way to prove to myself that I'm not crazy), so I've theorized that it might be an astral "hand" forming, partially because memories of Elfen Lied keep popping into my head and I haven't watched that anime in twelve years. I'm not convinced though.

I appreciate any information someone can give me, even if it's an unsourced opinion based on what I've described. Sometimes intuition tells us more than anything else can, and I'm a bad mirror for myself.

Does anyone have any experience or knowledge on this to share? Either a similar sensation they've felt/are feeling or something they've read/heard about that might give me insight?


 No.123231

>>123223

dont be a fool. anime holds more truths than shitty charlatans and their scammy "traditions".


 No.123233

File: 9ce1dfa7d36a8ef⋯.jpg (253.91 KB, 765x1206, 85:134, DOC YANG DAILY DOSER.jpg)

>>123223

>>104954

>muscles on his or her back that weren't supposed to be there

! ! !


 No.123234

>>123223

here I have a wallpaper for ya


 No.123241

File: 4a91804f4ef6ca0⋯.jpg (223.6 KB, 1600x869, 1600:869, ONE MAN ARMY.jpg)

>>123223

Finally found it. Last time the drive got corrupted or something.


 No.123244

File: 21513571753a82f⋯.png (43.11 KB, 640x640, 1:1, unforgettable.png)

>>123241

Haha right on dude, I'm using that. That's basically how I feel lately.

>>123231

So do am I going to be a catman and get the bone ears too or is it just the ghost hands? Cuz I'd take just the ghost hands tbqh, I've got enough problems with girls calling me cute without being a literal cat person.

No but seriously what's going on.

>>123233

MUSCLES ON TOPPA MUSCLES.

HOO RAH.

But seriously they don't feel like muscles, the sensation is about an inch or two above the surface of the skin layer; I asked my mom to take a look at it this evening after I took her out shopping, and she said that "for a second, it looked like there was a dark spot there that shouldn't have been there, if that makes sense, like it wasn't dark from the light but it was still dark".

Anyone have any ideas for testing to see what I can do with whatever this is? From what I recall of elfen lied the main thing vectors got used for was cutting people's limbs off and I'd rather not try that. I do have a tree to bring down this weekend, might be worth a shot?


 No.123247

File: 0b80492abdf93e5⋯.jpg (69.02 KB, 650x400, 13:8, yeaaaah.jpg)

>>123244

Wait are you saying you'll try bringing a tree down telekinetically?

Anyway… the dark spot is caused by extra water element, which is associated with will and control. Your telekinetic attempts have sub-consciously been from this POV I'm guessing. A sudden increase in em pull could draw in photons or some shit and temporarily darken the area… hmmmmmmmm….

Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm…. *puffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF – AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH*

It's a controller bro. You put your hand on the sphere and you use electric signals to move the doll (You). You ever see those desktop things with neon or whatever noble gas with electricity running through it? Looks like a tesla coil in a glass sphere? Yeah, that's it man. That's iiiiit. Except it's linked straight to your channels and shit man. I put my hand on that shit and your body starts to move. I doubt you'll learn to do telekinesis with that shit, but anything with a central nervous system… you could probably do some shit with time and practice. Hmmmm……. one sec lemme hit this

PLUPLUPLUPLUPLUPLUPLUPLUPLUP

aaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhh

Yeah bro try insects. They're more choppy, run about double the Hz in their muscle, but you need a subtler influence. Might be even slower in their CNS though. They tend to auto-reflex when pushed too far so if you feel any snapback, you need to tone it down.


 No.123251

>>123244

Insects like high Hz actually… now that I think about it. A bit of Zen will get your shit to 25 - 100 Hz, Gamma, so Zen would be a good approach.


 No.123260

File: bc46f0ec3a5fbf1⋯.png (25.22 KB, 611x343, 611:343, ClipboardImage.png)

So what's the esoteric angle to this? There's got to be more to it than the mundie redpill race sjot/


 No.123268

Does anyone have any methods for dealing with emotional congestion. I get an uncomfortable, tight feeling just under my ribs whenever I try to meditate or do breathing exercises, even sometimes some sharp pain. I seem to have a lot of emotional stuff from the past gathered in that area and I don't know what to do about it.


 No.123270

>>123268

Sit-ups and stomach vacuums, then do a bridge stretch and cobra pose. 100 sit-ups and 100 secs of stomach vacuums in as little time as you can manage, so, 10 minutes or less.


 No.123271

>>123270

Very interesting advice. I will give this regime a go. Thanks, anon.


 No.123278

>>123271

Yeah you're welcome.


 No.123301

File: e1d0ef1860d1763⋯.jpg (Spoiler Image, 416.39 KB, 900x1260, 5:7, 1528782813883.jpg)

>>123247

>Wait are you saying you'll try bringing a tree down telekinetically?

Why the fuck not? Seems like a worthy goal.

>water

Possible. I use all the elements in my practice.

>tesla sphere

Yeah those things are dope. Telekinesis is easy, application is the challenge.

>insects

>>123251

My nickname is "bee boy" actually. Insects love me. Sounds I'm on the right track.

Guess the only thing to do is keep doing what I'm doing. All the signs say I'm doing what I'm meant to be doing. I'll report in when I've got more to share.


 No.123315

How deep of a trance do you have to be in for creative visualization? Considering thoughts affect reality even during a completely waking state, surely it doesn't matter, but I've seen different people give differing answers to this question.


 No.123316

>>123199

THANKS!

This lecture really clears up a lot of stuff I had no idea being wrong about! How am I even alive?

Holy moly


 No.123319

>>123316

My favorite part is how he describes the digestive system as the most energy intense piece of the human anatomy. Goes a long way towards explaining why fasting is so beneficial.

>How am I even alive?

The human body truly is a marvel of self-healing.

>>123315

Really depends on the individual. Some can do it automatically, others have no visual ability.

Basically your mind's eye determines it. If it's strong it's easy, if it's weak, work the muscle.


 No.123338

So if my understanding is correct there is no way to hurt someone by conventional non-physical means (spoken, written word) unless the person believes he can be hurt and then he releases loosh, is this correct?


 No.123339

Why is Irish/Gaelic/Scottish mythology so hard to find? Does anyone have any good reads on the topic? I wish to explore some of the spiritual concepts of my ancestry but the mainstream is very, very diluted at best.


 No.123341

>>123338

Loosh is a stupid concept. Don't conform to this shit board culture, anon… it's a dead board and dead culture. The concepts aren't rich or truthful. Just get your priorities sorted out and cultivate your mastery of strategy, tactics and power. Someone who is moved by words is indeed moved, but that's because people are tuned into their environment and its meaning. It's nothing especially esoteric. People get a high out of influencing others n' shit though.


 No.123342

Are there any fringe material I can read on Rasputin?


 No.123343

YouTube embed. Click thumbnail to play.

 No.123354

>>123338

Sticks and stones may break my bones, but words will hurt forever.


 No.123355

>>123339

Because it was an oral tradition.


 No.123389

>>123339

Basically academic consensus on paganism is that we have literally zero clue what it was all about, and all the things we associate with paganism are modern inventions. So you're basically shit out of luck.

>>123338

In one of Draja Mickaharic's books he briefly tells an anecdote where he witnessed a man draining another man of his life energy through a photograph, resulting in the other man dying of a heart attack later that day.

There's also a book called 'Forbidden Parapsychology' that talks about influencing (and harming) people in a non-physical way.

If you're talking about just literally talking someone into hurting themselves, I'm sure it's possible, but I wouldn't consider that esoteric.


 No.123392

can anyone point me towards a good guide for sigils? thanks :)


 No.123396

File: 3ef041df96df1a1⋯.jpg (143.64 KB, 1280x1182, 640:591, sigils.jpg)

>>123392

If you want more depth go look up bluefluke's guide.


 No.123458

>>123072

Thank you. I´ll try this.

>>123071

I just grows, but maintaining it is another thing. This already looks borderline unsalvageably shaggy and generally dead-looking

Another issue. I´ve been using this Gurdijieff tag. But as i read more about this odd fellow, the more he sems like a charlatan.


 No.123469

>>123396

thanks :)


 No.123475

Where i can find helpful materials about autohypnosis?


 No.123480

I used to go to the casino a lot about a year ago and I used to play roulette, I used to use positive thinking and I would constantly imagine and focus on big winnings when I went to bed. I ended up making $2500 from roulette and $2500 from a slot machine win. I had just lost money playing roulette and I figured I'd play a slot, I felt extremely good about it and within 3 spins I won $2500. I got careless and lost focus and I lost that $5000 and some. There were times where I'd bet on red and the ball would land on black and quickly jump on red almost as if I'd influenced it. I'd play blackjack and I'd get blackjack 3 times in a row, it was unimaginable. I'd like to strengthen these abilities, how would I do that?


 No.123481

File: 2faaddddf29cc8a⋯.jpg (49.6 KB, 326x500, 163:250, how to fail.jpg)

>>123475

Any book on affirmations will give you some info on it. Unfortunately most people who practice autohypnosis fail to recognize it for what it is. Honestly the best author on the subject is Scott Adams, none of his books are focused on the subject, but what he peppers in is more worthwhile than many dedicated to the subject.

Pic related is the best of his books if you were to pick one, The Dilbert Future set me on the path as a kid. His most recent book might be better, haven't read it yet. The Power of Habit by Charles Duhigg is a solid choice by another author.

Scott is ideal because he's used it to accomplish several impossible things. He describes it in his books, but basically doctors told him he had conditions that would never be healed and he abused his psychology to cure them (Spasmodic Dysphonia is the name). The results speak volumes, pun intended.

My experience is the best information on the subject comes from people writing on other subjects who used autohypnosis as a means to an end. After all, if you've used hypnosis successfully, you've got more going on in your life than a career writing about hypnosis. Application > theory.


 No.123482

>>123480

Sounds to me like you're intuitively more advanced than most people who would offer advice. Keep doing what you're doing and do it harder.


 No.123484

>>123482

>Keep doing what you're doing and do it harder.

This is probably the best way to go, just looking for better ways to strengthen my abilities, I don't meditate but I really should start. I have zero knowledge on hermetics or any of the fringe stuff I see here, I've lurked but am too lazy to do any actual reading and apply myself. I have to quit porn and reset my dopamine levels because as I am now I'm really unmotivated and lazy I have no drive. But something in my as of lately has sort of started to come out, like a positive beam of light I've been feeling better and more happy and motivated to do stuff. I'm rambling now but I have no one to talk to about this stuff and appreciate if someone reads this. I digress.

I would say I can be quite intuitive. I used to have an old Honda Civic and I remember like it was yesterday. My car was parked behind my dads van and I had the strongest gut feeling when he was backing up he was gonna hit it. Sure he enough he hit it and the Honda emblem fell off. I've had instances where I knew something was gonna happen and I've gone to events where I've won a raffle twice in a row, but they're rare and far apart. I sort of lost my ability to focus on winning casino games or maybe it's just I've been negative about it as I've lost that money and I've got it in my head that casinos have a built in advantage. I just need to strengthen my positive thinking and focus on winning roulette and blackjack, I need to exercise that ability but I do not know how.


 No.123488

File: c6295395448765d⋯.jpg (306.46 KB, 936x1664, 9:16, tree drop - Copy (2).jpg)

>>123247

Tree update: The date for bringing down the tree physically keeps getting moved (being given more time to work?), but another tree closer to the house dropped a limb while I was sipping my coffee looking out the window, about 30 minutes after I was doing telekinetics. Pic is the limb, couldn't have been aimed more perfectly if I tried, no damage done to tools or structures.

The tree I mentioned in my OP is outside the fenceline, this limb dropped over by where the kids play. Came down about 5 minutes after we brought them inside. I missed the target I was aiming for, but hit what I needed to, apparently.

>inb3 skitzo


 No.123512

>>123484

I was doing something similar to you but with horse racing. I would look at stats but then pick a race and a horse mostly intuitively. I would get a feeling that this was the one and put a little money on it. Sometimes I would get such a strong feeling that I had picked the right horse that I would put even more money on and then they would win. I was winning between £50 - £100 a day. But the feeling of gambling was so addictive that I would keep going after the win and lose more than I had won. So my only advice would be to maintain good discipline and step away after a win, not chasing that winning feeling.


 No.123522

>>123512

Neat, do you still bet on horses or have you stopped? I never got the gambling addiction, I knew when to stop sometimes I'd bet $100 on red, win and walk out. My daily goal was $200 but sometimes I'd walk out with a smaller winning I never wanted to push it. I'm really serious about this and making a career out of it. People have beaten casinos before, in the 1800's a Frenchman won millions of dollars in todays money, but soon after lost it. I won't be that stupid. I even thought about card counting but I don't have the required bankroll for it, I need 20k but 50k is optimal.


 No.123537

How do I stop breathing irregularly/focusing on breath during meditation?


 No.123539

Anyone here ever read Techniques of Graeco-Egyptian Magic by Stephen Skinner? I'm thinking of buying it, not soon but maybe this year. It looks interesting and has good reviews, just curious if anyone from /fringe/ has taken a look through it.


 No.123551

>>123522

No I stopped betting because I begun to get stuck in the habit of losing which became a self-fulfilling thing, almost like I had cursed myself through negative thinking. So I stopped. I've thought about going back to it with more discipline, I managed to pick the winning side in a few world cup games through intuition but I just did that for fun, I didn't bet.

It sounds like you're doing pretty well with your current methods, I would stick with them and not over-complicate things as that might ruin the "magic" a little. Just regular small (and later big) wins to reinforce that winning energy and keep you on a positive road.


 No.123554

>>123537

Four-square method can be useful for directing your attention appropriately. Four seconds in, hold four, four seconds out, hold four, repeat.

Just google "square breathing" if for some reason that's not enough for you.


 No.123586

This is fairly mundane.

When I silence my mind (as much as I can anyway, I still get little hints of noise from my thoughts) I get this throbbing sensation in my head. It isn't painful, just odd. Is this normal? I think about random shit constantly that's almost never relevant to anything (I think I may be retarded; hell I had just had a problem spelling "relevant" even with spelling correction) and I never can think concisely when I want to. I'm wondering if the throbbing is just my brain being confused by a foreign sensation.


 No.123597

>>123586

Your awareness increases in the brain (due to reduced noise, likely) and then you hear and feel your blood pumping. Nothing much.

Read more, play strategy games and get good at thinking conceptually and critically at the 'same' time. Language isn't the devil either, it's logical. Think more logically.


 No.123607

what's the general consensus on Marcionite Christianity here?


 No.123610

File: 56c51150a3d4584⋯.png (232.53 KB, 754x477, 754:477, auditory cortex.png)

>>123586

Spelling errors come from you engaging the other hemisphere of your brain. You'll likely also begin to experience visual glitches if you haven't already, flashes of light or "stuck pixels". This has to do with your corpus collosum (bridge between brain sides) strengthening, same as how muscle tissue tears to rebuild. Read the Psychonaut Field Manual for more info there.

Basically there are two personalities in your mind, one speaks visually and the other speaks verbally. The link is the translation mechanism. "You Are Two" by CGP Grey on youtube has a great overview of this: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wfYbgdo8e-8. Expect half of your mind to be blown by watching.

Some schools of thought teach us to treat each personality as individual and keep them separate (native two-spirit, for example). Other schools teach to synthesize the two and unite them (druidic et al.). What you do with this information is up to you.


 No.123612

>>123610

It's even possible to meet her in a weird ass ritual she decides too put on inside your head. She may even throw a face at you that represents the core of nerves that connects the two at you.

Weird shit happens to us doesn't it.




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