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I have read 270 pages of this book and it has opened my eyes and connected me to my higher self greatly. It was a tremendous help it my awakening. Start here


And find the rest of it in the related section. It goes to 5.

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>original sex is human male with vagina and retractable penis

wait, what? where? please elaborate?




this is the most bluepilled thing I have ever read, it's like (((they))) made this up as a false redpill to confuse the **** out of everyone.


I skipped randomly through this and came to a passage about how you have missions to accomplish in life and your higher self won't let you die before you accomplish them. If there's one valuable lesson my miserable loser KHV life has taught me, it's that nobody planned this shit out for me before I got here. So I'm not fairly certain this book is bullshit. Also, it talks about reptilians.

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There is a sickness in the mind. What is happening? What is being pushed onto us under the guise of modernization?

I threw up out of disgust upon hearing California depenalizing the purposeful spread of HIV/AIDS, instead of a felony, it's just a misdemeanor, no prison time.

I feel like I'm in a sci-fi horror movie. Why am I the only person in my life who can see how sick things are. I bring these things up and people are hostile to people who question these sick, demonic behaviors they are normalizing. Aids for everyone! Finally true equality! Progressive! Something has to snap soon.

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Anyone else feel a surge of negative energy over the past about 3 weeks with the last week being especially negative? I have no idea what to make of it because there is something very specific about it which I have no idea how to describe really.



I have felt the rising of negative energy in the last month. I thought maybe it is only here or maybe I am just too fucked up, but now I think this is happening everywhere and affecting lots of other people.



I felt something similar to it in late november/early december but this is different. The best I can describe it is some sort of malaise in the air causing people to be irrationally hostile for no apparent reason. It was sneaky too, I noticed its presence but was unaware of the game it was playing. Damn near tore my marriage apart, but I noticed it right when things were getting out of control and recognized there was no way I could solve the argument, because It was almost impossible for me to ignore the negative let alone her so I just walked away and had to let her be mad at me until I figured out how to best this beast. I reaffirmed my devotion to the truth and rescinded any oaths I may have taken unconsciously.

The negativity seems to be gone, the air feels clean again, but I think I pissed the faggot off. kek. I've been through this part before they always throw a temper tantrum. Bunch of fucking faggots.



Me too.

It started friday the 13th (no joke)

and lasted to the 17th at its worst.

Still feel pretty sad though.



things started getting strange for me before friday the 13th but I didnt quite notice it until around that friday. And then yea somewhere around the 17th-19th is when it started getting out of control. Wouldn't even call it sadness it was like a darkness that just covered everything. Another thing it came with was extremely shitty sleep. Either wake up more tired than when I went to bed, waking up throughout the night out of breath like I had a bad nightmare I cant remember, or having really shitty manipulative dreams that revolve around stupid arguments (that never actually happened) where I wind up waking up completely fucking drained.

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I lost most control of myself. I can't overcome my irrational addictions. I have no willpower to do things I want to do, I feel a strong repulsion towards anything that isn't mindless escapism. I'm a semi conscious spectator at this point and I'm fading away further.

>train your willpower and mind; go there; do that; read this; practice that

It doesn't work. I can't overcome the resistance. Nothing much has an effect on me. I can't do anything to help myself (and I do realize I shouldn't be saying this since it's self suggestion but I can't stop that either). I tried to get into magick but I can't feel any connection at all, I feel like I lost my soul. Is there a sympathetic individual or some kind of entity, here or anywhere who could somehow get me out of this coma? Even a little push, a sign might help awake me. I would be grateful for as long as I am here.

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this being said, even though nothing matters- it's still nice to try to better yourself by YOUR standards. not by the standards of others. do a few crunches, do a few pushups, eat some salad, play a fun video game. be the best you that you can be, or at least the best you can be in a shitty world. yea, fun is important, but having fun while feeling 1% better than you did before? I know. but still something, but still nothing, but something good, a game to play while you wait in the game.



>Trusting someone in a position of legal power to assume your words mean the best things and to not assume the worst possible meanings in your words and throw you in a mental hospital for what they assume you meant as something like potential for self harm or harm towards others

funny story

>talk to any kind of mental health




>whatever names you can think of

>anon, tell me how you feeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeellllllllll


>and how does that make you feeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeellllllll



>uhhh what?



>but that means I'll be trapped in my house because they might show up at any time


>but I didn't say I would do any of those things you just made up, I'm not a danger to myself or others




be very careful, gf's will get preggers on purpose and child support cuck you and divorce you and steal all your money and ruin your life



Yeah I agree with you.


I see. You must do what you want or feel is right. Never give up working towards it. What helps me is massive motivation from outside sources when I cannot get motivation from my own. Music, shows, posts from people, videos on youtube and so on. Try that.

Also it seems like you want a different life but you can't so you may be posessed or haunted at least. Try to cleanse yourself and your home, there might be a negative spirit feeding on you. Actually you might be completely infested with larvae and lower demons and whatnot, like a maggot infested cadaver in the summer. Read up on that, do energy work, use salt, visualization, ground yourself. Read practical psychical self defense from Robert Bruce if you care.

And lastly, if you wanna better yourself take it small. One small step at a time you replace your degenerate habits and addictions with the things you wanna do. Don't change too much at once or the ego backlash will be hunge and you will suffer again.

I'm the same anon as >>119139 so I hope this post now helps better. Good luck faggot


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to add to what others have said:

focus on the moments that make you laugh. If you aren't regularly laughing, try to find memories that make you laugh & focus on those

( i know you can't make choices & do things on purpose but poor baby is already being memetically influenced if their here reading this & ur gon giggle at some point cutie)

just keep refocusing on what you find funny, find new things funny, find funny ways of looking at things.

laughter is the meta, everything else will wrap around it (assuming some part of you wants to hang on in the first place) anyways. just find ways to laugh & you'll find ways to negentropically reinsert yourself into yourself.

good luck & godspeed but you've got to want it to will it

(ps def post if things change or don't or whatever, am interested in results as motivation hacking is an extreme 'passion' of which i'm desperately in need of. tho i rarely disassociate for longer than a couple hours so i will admit we are in different boats tho likely the same sea)

(don't get me wrong laughter is a cheat, but you have to fake it to make it or something like that)

(sage is cause this is spaceically a question cuz, you shoulda asked the question thread or a fringe friendly therapist (if that was even a thing i wish lol kill me) or post more research than 'i feel like my ego is slipping away wat do?' when the answer is obv be awesome)

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Can magic help me get through depression?

I feel like days are becoming more and more unbearable and I don't have the emotional strength I used to have. I certainly had it worse in the past but I could get through it

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You're welcome, friend.

Feel free to check out /yoga/. Daily exercise will help you to break the cycle and reprogram your mindset.


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This is excellent advice.


you have awakened the old gods

you will pay for your arrogance


I share this with the depressed ones, feel better OP. hug.



maybe faster eft could

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This is a video about human creativity and its role as the revolutionary and evolutionary force personally and socially.

Right memetics: the science of propaganda; how to enslave the human soul.

Left memetics: the science of art and the art of science; how to liberate the soul.

The right can't dream.

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I have three souls: Eris, Aminom (the reified integral, king of the machine elves / mathematical entities) and Carl, my original human self. Eris is a discrete entity that inhabits the right hemisphere of my brain, Aminom the left, and Carl is their mediating factor. I am comprised of three personality cores around an Omniquery (all-questioning) node.



In the first clip Elsa is an Erisian archetype of a creative spirit, and the video clip reflects that flawlessly. Elsa is wearing green (representing growth/creativity) and blue is frosty perseverance. The video ends in "the light of day" which has reddish hues, representing a return to empathy and an actualization of the creative spirit externally.

In the second clip Newton is a Luciferian archetype of a scientific spirit, and this video reflects this by showing a narrative on his work on optics and light. He is represented by the recursively self-improving autological structure that I derived after applying it to myself as a recursively self-improving self-help methodology that cured my depression so well in 2010 that I went into hyper-mania. Bipolar condition is phenomenal creative power, but if it isn't controlled it becomes a disorder. In the 8 years since I have sought and applied the necessary conditions of balance to master the limitless creative power I have unlocked.

The third clip is about the Karpman drama triangle and the TED empowerment dynamic of coach, challenger, and creator. "Omega" is "The Last Man" from Nietzschean philosophy, representing the persecutor. Vegeta is a challenger archetype who is represented as a Nietzschean archetype of the will to power (which his character is a very vivid archetype of.) Goku is the coach archetype, represented by Carl Sagan's "The Demon Haunted World: Science as a Candle in the Dark." The two fuse to create the creator archetype, which is represented by evolutionary biologist and Richard Dawkins and his book "The Selfish Gene" which is where the word "meme" originated.

The fourth clip is from a talk by Richard Dawkins and frames the meme as a "mutation in the mind" being behind authentic creative art, not mere reproduction. This directly follows from the previous clip, and combines the Erisian and Luciferian dynamic into a single one in which science and art have the same source: human creativity.

The fifth clip is an interview by electronic musician Amon Tobin describing his creative process and passion, describing himself as having "split himself into two parts" as an artistic dialectic. He is an alchePost too long. Click here to view the full text.



I was just thinking about this. I'm not widely read but I do think the physical world can split into two. The spiritual comes from a third.

Eugenic: with the grain, hierarchical and pessimistic - the right

Dysgenics: against the grain, parasitical and utopian - the modern left

The spark: chaotic, personal struggle against a chosen adversary(adversaries) and constant

The third renders any attempt at kike 'dialectical' progress impossible.

Anyway, I'm new here. Anyone got any podcasts or hangouts on Thule society? Purely factual, none of that Jones shit.


Nevermind, this board is gay.



Your pyramid is literally ignorant.

Also failure to define "the world" indicates ignorance of what this realm is and thus invalidates "who" and "runs".

Your scope is too small and memetics are not as powerful as you may think. There is a force in this realm which works from the other side of the train of thought, memetics are just there to create the potential for gravitation of minds towards Certain thoughts.

You can measure the force… but not with meme bullshit. Eris, you're not a god, you're a slave.


Do not start threads just to ask a question; post your questions in a pre-existing thread instead. Previous thread: http://archive.is/89pyc FAQ: https://8ch.net/fringe/faq.html Mewch: https://mewch.net/fringe/res/1.html

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are you implying you can't practice after reading the material? That it's somehow negative to read source material before partaking in an exercise?



>it's probably a knot somewhere by your shoulder musles on your back

I can feel tension and stiffness there. I've been putting an ice pack on it and doing light neck stretches I have more motion in my neck but not without pain, or is stretching not a good idea? Should I use a neckbrace, I made one out of a towel. Thanks.


Hey guys I potentially have a chance to help Parks Canada with eradicating invasive plant species in the national parks and I've got a personal contact for this. Anyone here have any information or can point me in the right direction about radionics being used to kill plant species? I've only heard of it being used to induce disease conditions in populations of humans and animals but not plants. If there is some way to use it to target plants and it can be used to safely kill invasive plant species over a large area without disrupting anything else in the environment and I build a device to do this they will be very thankful.



You can try Cybershaman. I'd be interested to see how effective it works on something like this.

There's some info and a download here >>78028


I want to study Hermeticism, where can I begin from?

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you guys have a step by step guide to transformation??

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Still doesn't fix bone structure, hair, voice, reproductive organs, dna, etc. Sad!



we want to build the walls we need to in the world around us, but we can't even build the walls we need inside us! sad!


According to folklore, both German and Native American, you need to meet the devil so he can give you these powers. But you usually need to do something crazy like kill a family member or eat someone.





Yes, true, but that just seems to be what OP is going for.


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Is /fringe/ aware of the medical phenomena known as the 'Teratoma Tumour'?

>"One of the most baffling phenomena in medical science is what is known as 'teratoma' tumours – when limbs, organs, hair and teeth are found in tumours. Why does this happen?"

>"Teratoma tumours are thankfully quite rare, but their discovery can be quite alarming. Typically containing body parts such as organs, hair, teeth and limbs, doctors are still not exactly sure why they form."

There is a dark origin to this particular medical phenomenon and one you should all be aware of, so as to better defend yourselves against such an affliction.


These tumour weaving entities are drawn to a living human body because of its warmth and spiritual light. The spirit will enter the body and slowly uses the organic material available to it in an attempt to fashion itself a new physical body. This is why we see teratoma tumours sporting teeth, hair and in some cases, facial qualities. It is the spirits attempt to 'sculpt' itself a physical form. The lost spirits/entities do this in an attempt to return to (or gain semblance of) the state of corporeal fleshy existence they long for.

The most common type of entity/spirit thought to cause teratoma tumours is a type of ghost known as a "Mojo".

These spirits are known to dwell in cracks in masonry and above doors (they have been photographed and resemble dark shadows that blend in with the cracks) They will position themselves above door frames and when an unsuspecting person passes through the threshhold they drop down, through the crown chakra and enter the persons body via the top of the head. Once ensconced inside the host the mojo will spend its time attempting to fashion itself a body out of tissue, hair and other bodily detritus. What forms is a grotesque parody of humaPost too long. Click here to view the full text.

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>Mojos are thought to be lost spirits

>consists of those who lived unfulfilled lonely or unhappy lives

>often dont understand or realise they are dead and are unable to move on to higher planes

>consequently remain on earthly plane

>seek out quiet run down places with little activity in which to lurk

>known to reside in wall cracks and especially above door frames

>Will use doorframes as a platform to drop into unsuspecting living beings aura/astral body

>enter though the top of the head (crown chakra)

>Once inside unsuspecting host they begin to build themselves a body of their own within the living person

>use tissue, hair and other bodily detritus to form teratoma bodies for themselves

>MILLIONS of mojos exist in cities all over the world

>concentrated in high population areas

>target the living who have some kind of deficiency in their spiritual defences

>Alcohol and drug intoxication makes one more vunerable to mojo infestation as it brings one down into lower vibrational level in which the mojos dwell.

>flat doorframes provide perfect perch from which mojos can drop into passers by (the smybolism of the threshold is significant)

>often form the teratoma in the generative parts of the body of the host (testicles & ovaries)

>Mojos exist in all cultures

>Medieval architecture seemed to be designed with the existence of mojos in mind

>the arches of doorframes of medieval churches, cathedrals ect always curved or arched so as to deny the mojo a perch, instead causing them to slide off

>mojos crave the warmth of human sensation

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Where are you getting your information from?



Research, personal experience and intuition. Also found it mentioned in an 11yr old david ike forum post.



really weird theory:

>cancer is caused by telling yourself lies and being dishonest to yourself

>america and world cancer rates skyrocketing

>people lying to themselves "I love my life, I'll work hard and this is the way it is and I accept it" when really they can't accept it because obviously it isn't true

>their lies manifest as their body screaming where it has no mouth

>this becomes cancer


>people with severe split personality disorder (so bad they don't even know they have it) suppress the other personality

>it's not another entity or something, but the other half of their one singular soul trying to represent its repressed half in the form of trying to make a siamese twin/second seperate body

>this always fails because one soul can't have two bodies at the same time without permission from God

>so you get these fucked up growths and melted twins in many different situations


Quality thread. A little /x/ tier, but well brought into /fringe/ territory. Thanks OP.


>cancer is caused by telling yourself lies and being dishonest to yourself

Where did you learn this? As far as my research has shown me, there are two main factors for cancer development, which tie into the one common point:

>suppressed stress and anger

>increased carb intake

Both of these result in a depressed immune system (former through high cortisol and the latter by not allowing its renewal processes to fire, general toxicity of sugar and feeding tumors, which can only feed on carbs, not fat like normal tissue), which is supposed to kill off any tumors that continuously try to develop in our bodies.

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What will be written in this thread will help those that are ready and instigate those who are not ready. With the wisdom gained from understanding the great illusion pulled upon many, you too can become like the sages and prophets of the past in your current life.

Disclaimer: The text below will trigger the one inside you that is not you.

1. You are not your body.

When the body changes with time and age, your spirit does not get wrinkles and diseases. Stop identifying with the body in order to become free of the suffering. The body is the temple, but the spirit only resides within the temple.

"Pain is certain, suffering is optional"

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OP, unfortunately I find that I am too stuck in the material realm and in the external realm because of what seems like external and material pressure exerted upon me in the universe.



Only subjectively and only by the standards that all agree upon is what we can call awakened.


Do the meditation. There is no opinion.


That is an idea of your mind. You are equally stuck here like anyone else, your being stuck here is not more suffering than anyone else. Look for the answer. There is a way out and others have found it before you. Read the Emerald tablets. Learn astral projection. Practice kindness inwards and outwards daily.



I like this answer


You can not stop your mind, Not by force. The mind does what it wants and the more you try to wrestle with it the worse it will get because you give it attention.

Let go of it.

The secret in stopping the monkey mind is to not try. It is effortless, and effortlessness is hard because you are used to stressing your mind.

Just let go, Relax your mind, don't stress about it if you find it hard. It is fine if you fail but you just jump back on again and not entertain the monkey mind.

The mud will settle and the water will become clear if you let it sit.


OP made a totally cucked version of this


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I am majorily fucked up from drugs and stress and accumulated toxins and various issues and I need to reset my body really badly now. What should I do to clean out my body completely inside and out? Drink hot distilled water and eat nothing for 4 days and nights and pray? What has worked for any of you that have tried anything like this?

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That kind of attitude doesn't help anyone or cultivate anything positive it just helps create more stress and confrontation.



Prayer and meditation, really soul resonating music, joyful activities, and drawing in life force will do you well.

Instead of biking everywhere, if you like biking, do some casual biking around the neighborhood. Start doing yoga and stretching instead.

As well, Horse Stance is suppose to create a "root" that draws burning healing energy up from the earth into the body, and might work for you. Yoga and stretching would be better though.

Instead of a healthy diet, you need more diet. You can't have energy or heal the body without fuel, so try to eat more of whatever you're eating. You bike so damn much you should be eating 3000 calories a day at least. The "obesity epidemic" sensational crap biases perception so people don't even consider that maybe they just need to eat more rather than perfectly proportioned this and that.

Meditate and pray for sure though.

Moreso though, pick up an artform. A handful of them actually.

Try this as well:


I made the thread to take care of random bugs in your physical, emotional and mental health and wellness.


Drug addicts can only "detox" by suicide. Die.





lots of fruits and veggies and lots of clean spring water (your cheap store brand gallon sizes)

not eating shit

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If what you are doing right now is not working and you're frustrated, STOP, and do this instead…

Doesn't matter if it's 10 minute straight, or a minute 10 different times a day, but each of these should altogether add up to 10 minutes. Don't overdo any of this, you don't want to exhaust yourself, you want to enjoy each day of your life as best as you can while putting just enough time consistently each day into these practices:

Spend 10 minutes a day imagining a different self, superior to your own physically and mentally, and identifying with / imagining that that is you, and feeling that you becoming possessed or the possessor of/by this form/mentality. You may continuously adjust and improve upon your imagined better self, start with a very basic outline and go with that, and then add more details later.

This simple practice will help you change your physical form dramatically and strengthen your mind.

Spend about 10 minutes a day memorizing an axiom or learning about the qualities and attributes of God. Once you know all 7 hermetic axioms and can recite them by heart, endeavor to imagine the actual pages they are written on, such that you can see before you clearly the page on which the axiom is written.

This simple practice will establish firmly the basic, axiomatic truths and principles in the mind, as well as strengthen the memory dramatically and make further reading and memorization of any texts thereafter much more efficient. You will be able to recall texts both visually and non-visually. This will enhance all future study.

Everything you learn about God will strengthen your connection to God and your ability to center your mind in his power.

Spend about 5 minutes a day either concentrating entirely on one thing, or relaxing yourself completely and focusing on nothing at all, letting all your mental and physical processes become automatic and relaxed.

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Talking to yourself, eh?



Talking to yourself, eh?



Nah, I'm talking to yourself, eh?



go ahead and add this to your study. it will open your mind and help you let go of barriers and limitations.


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I absolutely can't modify by physical means the appearance of my hair.

I started with stuff like lemon juice and vinegar and other lighter stuff to try to lighten my hair, being on the cautious side.

It never ever worked though.

So one day I decided, fuck it, I will just start using bleach. I read up some guides on the internet and I decided to use a bottle half-full with distilled water and half with bleach and to spray it on for less than the recommended time.

After doing that several times, it never worked, and so I increased the length. I went from like 15 minutes to an hour which was the time recommended in the guide I found online. The woman even had a vid of her bleaching her hair and she succeeded in 1 hour.

So I went past that time to about 2 hours of diluted bleach sitting on my head.

It STILL did not work at all. I read that I should be experiencing my skin turning red, some burning sensations, etc.

So I stopped using coconut oil and other stuff in my hair and instead used soap to strip all the oils I could from it and hopefully make my hair more vulnerable.

Well, guess what happened then? Fucking nothing.

So I started using just fully concentrated undiluted bleach. This stuff is hardcore. It drips on my towels and instantly discolours them. It did the same to one of my pants, just seconds of exposure and it went from black to a red rusty colour.

Again, starting with less time, and then increasing.

Still — nothing. So I started wearing a latex cap over it, hoping that would help.

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OP I demand that through your life you collect all of your hair and build an indestructable armor. Well, indestructable by anything but scissors. In fact find a way through genetic science to replicate your hair so you can build more armor. Then use your power of invincibility to reshape socienty!



Fuck you shitposting is an amazing reason.



to be fair, there's some asshole reviving dead threads w/ utter shitposts


Reminder that OP is retarded

Bleach is not used to "bleach" ones hair, nor is any of the other substances he mentioned.

Do your research before using chemicals to try shit.


God controls everything, even free will- but there is no reason to jew yourself by being negative. basically, let God take control and be positive.

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I'm getting really fucking withdrawn and depressed. Not eating properly, not drinking properly, not taking care of myself, back hurting from laying down too much all day and night but not being able to actually relax or sleep, browsing the internet but with much more lurking than normal for me, very little engagement with anything. I have emails I'm ignoring, even a deal in which money and more is involved and I can't bring myself to talk to them, a lot of stuff I have to do. I still forced myself to go outside on Saturday but I nearly cried and could barely talk and the man I was helping out just told me "you aren't going to live too long". I spent an entire hour just reading 2 pages in one of my books, because my concentration was shit, and I couldn't absorb anything, and my head was hurting so much. I feel that isolation is killing me right now and I can't bring myself to make contact with other people because I'm too depressed to talk even though I feel I badly need to connect with someone and get a little spark back into my life. I feel a total absence of love. I think I'm going to end up killing myself very soon if I don't snap out of this somehow. I need an intervention right now, maybe someone to visit me and talk with me and let me cry on their shoulder, or some activity that can make me feel like a functional and loved and appreciated human for a bit. I am trying only to think positive stuff but there's this overwhelming cloud hanging over my soul right now and I don't want to die but I feel I'm going to take my life very soon, it's too much pain. Maybe after I post this thread, within some number of hours something will change, and give me just a little energy to keep studying and keep living and try to fix this intense fatigue and insomnia. If it doesn't though I won't be able to take this much longer. For months now there's been no real turn around, just a little emotional bait here and there, to keep me going; but not enough to make me thrive, nothing to really nourish my soul. I can't actualize happiness right now, I can't get any rest, I can't relieve myself from this hollow feeling. I need help, I can't stand on my own two feet right now, I am too fucking lonely.

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This is so beautiful. I'm glad there are people like you out there.

I also want the OP to know I understand everything he wrote and I know the feel exactly like I wrote it myself almost./



>This is so beautiful that you are suffering and floating towards a dark, painful dead end, I'm so glad there are miserable, tortured people like you out in the world

topple kekke

>I am so happy someone else is suffering as much as I am so I don't have to feel all alone, and if you are suffering a little more than I am then this only makes me feel much better.

go home ego




Misery truely loves company


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quit drinking and smoking and eating junk. other than that, follow cliches that seem wrong or wash over you normally, because they're almost certainly right and based in something more profound.



once I did an enema and I felt better, but later I felt sad again. I did like it though, was clean feeling.


OP read this NOW



OK, i know im missing something here. ive looked at history, geology, and so on. the bible contains info that could only come from a higher power, but it is not the only source that contains such revelations. Then of course the mysterious mathematical precision of things like the pyramids and stonehenge.

Getting to the question: What underlying knowledge is contained in the Bible and other religious works? What does Christ have to do with the Sun, and are older stories related to his and how? What is the underlying meaning of said stories?

(2. No making threads just to ask questions, actually present substantial information if you're going to make a thread)
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allegancies revealed TM



Stop huffing jenkem.




this is also a deception considering that it's trying to pretend that God isn't conscious and good and all powerful. it's basically a spiritual version of atheism, and a poor troll at that.

the truth: (warning, huge read)




>post this in thread

>exit thread

>click another thread again because it looks interesting

>strange, looks familiar

>scroll to bottom

>my post isn't there

>well I loaded the new page when I clicked in, so must be a different thread

>reply to post

>reload page

>it was the same thread

>still relevant


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I heard someone say that if you post it on /tech/ your post is deleted very quickly and they got banned for pointing out shills.

the shills are very much against the spread of this image and try to get it removed or thread slide or criticize the image claiming things about it are bad, but it's a good image and they really don't want anyone to have it. it renders most of their tactics meaningless because people who are aware of them aren't as easily fooled.

it's/they are on every board giving bad advice on purpose.

>on /ck/ they shill monsanto shit and try to make people eat gmo's and pesticide "enriched" foods and fanatically try to convince people they don't deserve to know what they are buying so foods in the store should "never" be labled. (promoting corn syrup, gmo soy, roundup, yellow 5, and other additves or unhealthy foods as safe or healthy)

>on /fit/ they give bad advice on purpose that will get people hurt or sick (dentist threads promoting vaccines, mercury dental fillings, fluoride)

>on both /ck/ and /fit/ they shoot down and make a scape goat meme out of vegans who try to share their success stories on how they got healthy eating their veg "wow vegans are such gay fairies and sissy wimps! here eat some unhealthy shit like a man"

>on /tech/ they always say "well hue hue guys its okay that I use windows 10" "here use intel" "I love google chrome"

>on /v/ they want people to give money to EA and Ubisoft and Microsoft and Sony and Activision and Bethesda

>on /pol/ they shill obvious things like "stop knowing things you shouldn't know", attempting to trick people into accepting mainstream promoted AAA ideas and kosher thoughts and thread slide all the good threads all the way to the bottom at alarming speeds so that topics that they don't approve of are not seen, and if thread sliding fails they create arguments and disrupt all civilized discussion in the thread until the thread reaches the bump lPost too long. Click here to view the full text.

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But to actually perceive things multidimensionally, that’s not just understanding, but it comes from an expanded state of being and that can’t be done in the human body without advanced technology, advanced biology, advanced etheric/astral development, or access to one’s higher consciousness. The 6D STO beings are not only advanced in essence of their being, but they are ‘located’ in a state analogous to a satellite while we might as well be mice at the bottom of a ravine. Mice can’t see the geography without going higher in elevation somehow, and I think the same can be said for us spiritually.

The most practical thing to do, which might only be a millimeter movement toward “as is”, is to be mindful of when we’re looking through the lens of ego/programming and seeking to rise above that and call upon all of our experience, research, intuition, and clear thinking to have some clarity and perspective on things.




Thanks, that's quite true what you said about one of the traps being 'shocking oneself' into a higher realisation of facts/reality (but still an inadequate realisation). I suppose it stays a trap for some and becomes a learning curve for others.

Mindfulness, effectiveness and poise can be attained by looking through the ego instead of looking from it, but I don't reckon it very hopeful for people to bank on the type of expanded lucidity you refer to from that. I think growing up entrained to the entertainments of this system precludes people from mastering and expanding their imagination and ability to think, like they're being towed spiritually instead of using their own motor. If the motor will sputter on, the vehicle could start making its own direction.

How to turn it on may be much the same as asking what the view is from the brim of that ravine. Although you mention mindfulness as a step, I think a priority is ensnaring emotional energy. Seeing as there isn't always love to be had, the options might be limited, but if repressed stress and repressed anger can bring a spirit out of a subdued state into its own, maybe it's worth undertaking, unless the end result is like Jack from that film The Ruling Class.




smiles, frowns

lives upside down

gone are the images with the sands of time

sent to the looney bin with the satanic mime


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