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 No.71958[Reply]

how do I get rid of a strong curse / or energy vampire?

4-5 years ago I believe someone very close ( family ) cursed me

ever since I've become mentally and physically weaker and weaker , and I feel i'll

went to lots of doctors, and was told i'm physically fine, but I know since that day, something happened to me,

in fact I knew something big changed that day

from that day on my life turned to shit

everything I do fails, I cant properly breathe or concentrate anymore my mind is racing and im anxious

its like i lost complete control over myself and my life

opposite to that the person of which im sure cursed me, is doing better and better

im also certain as to why I was cursed

i dont believe it was intentionally damaging,

I believe it was done to benefit the person, and make them able to avoid their fears by draining me

i tried everything I could

im very experienced in meditation and had superb concentration before this started

nothing i tried helped

im not religious but i pray everyday and hope for it to stop

it feels like im slowly slowly choking to death

im certain if i cant stop this the next few years it will kill me from exhaustion

please, any help, this is not a joke

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 No.72967

small update,

I posted this almost a week ago on fringechan

small update,

never had a dream as vivid as this

the color was unbelievably bright gold and pure

______

meditated the last few days, and today had a dream involving a small bright golden caged bird

the bird looked very pure

remember after waking up how vivid the dream was and how real it looked

i have no clue what it could have meant,

the cage was small and surrounded the bird


 No.72968

>>72967

mean the part below the

____

is what i posted last week


 No.72970

my biggest problem is I think i know what to do to get rid of it

but i am guilttripped in not doing it

because I feel as if i do i'll damage and or kill the vampire which i actually dont want

i just want to be left alone and regain the state i hade before this happened


 No.72971

>>72970

meaning i think the vampire will suffer without stealing my energy and i dont want to be responsible for killing it


 No.72972

>>72965

So here already we have somebody that is run by their own petty dislikes and desires.

Not ringing of a great wizard, no?




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 No.48656[Reply]

How to fix my chakras?

I especially want higher crown chakra.

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 No.72094

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no i'm not that bad of a person


 No.72129

File: 1457580044488.png (24.37 KB, 649x494, 649:494, chakras.png)

Pretty accurate summation of my strengths and weaknesses for a computer algorithm

I wonder what steps I can take to even this out a little…


 No.72132

>>72129

massage your balls while in a hot bathtub

your circulation down there sucks

or examine your balls under a strong light, you'll see them rotting

thank me later


 No.72956

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How do I fix this heart problem?


 No.72957

>>72132

>or examine your balls under a strong light, you'll see them rotting

Wait what?




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 No.65885[Reply]

Hello /fringe/. Have any of you here used the (Ars) Goetia to summon demons?

I ask simply as a curious mind as to what such conversations took place between the summoner and the summoned.

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 No.71565

I commend you, but keep in mind you will lose control if you dont understand the goetia, being that the 72 demons represent 72 parts of you brain and control over the "programming" I have seen a lot of people lose themselves to insanity so I balance out my goetia studies and practice with manly p hall and carl jung. They are part of you, they can be good friends or enemies. But its the practitioners job to keep them in check. You dont want tulpas on your hands ;)


 No.71702

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>>71565

>Bumping a Daemon "summoning" thread that uses a kike method which practically binds them


 No.72928

>>71702

Then what's a "good" method then?


 No.72947

Yea mate, they are really happy do be summoned and then obey to a insect like you, do it.

Start with Belial for better results


 No.72953

File: 1458606114743.pdf (7.18 MB, DuQuette - Illustrated Goe….pdf)

I'll just throw this in here i guess




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 No.72949[Reply]

>Chaos magic, also spelled chaos magick, is a postmodern magical tradition which emphasizes the pragmatic use of belief systems and the creation of new and unorthodox methods

So what im getting at is that we through the power of meme magic could create our own magical system and mythos/gods? could be interesting tbh

 No.72951

>Belonging yourself to any creed or dogma, enslaving your loosh flow to beings outside of yourself

See, I don't get this mentality. Why wouldn't you instead create a massive reservoir or repository of energy, have a method for farming energy off of others through emotional attachment, and then slowly leak the energy into everything you encounter or deal with, influencing it toward your cause? It's much more effective than trying to reinforce a vaguely constructed thoughtform that has a different output frequency depending on each person who passes it along? Sounds horribly inefficient from my experience.




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 No.72933[Reply]

>be me a couple of days ago

>make sigil for hella cash

>today inadvertently visualize parking spot at rush hour

>mfw get three parking spots to choose from, at rush hour

>figure I should put those mad skillz to good use

>visualize finding money on the ground

>a couple of hours later, on my way home I find a lotto ticket on the ground

>mfw it's for this friday

Pic related, but obviously not the ticket I found.

I want to understand what's going on. Enlighten me brehs.

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 No.72939

>>72937

>Pic related, but obviously not the ticket I found.

Don't be bitches and start asking me for proof.

Just post similar experiences you've had. Cmon.


 No.72940

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>>72937

There you go. I will post the full one on Friday after I know the results.

Now would somebody care to post their experiences with sigils and visualization? I'm really curious.


 No.72944

I once used a sigil to find money and I found someone's credit/debit card on the ground although obviously that wasn't very useful for me. It was good for clearing up doubts and teaching me not to be vague about what you wish for.


 No.72945

>>72940

>>72939

Once did this for four leaf clovers. I opened my eyes and there was one staring me in the face. I found many that day/year.

I was reading Seth Speaks at the time which goes into the subject heavily


 No.72946

>>72945

I can't get into most books (including this one) because I've been a hardcore skeptic all my life and they trigger my bullshit alarm very quickly.

Ironic how the book is about our beliefs shaping our reality. I have a much easier time with Robert Anton Wilson and the like with some cheesy 70s humor thrown into it.




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 No.63148[Reply]

Hope all is well with the /fringe/ community! I am a Yoga teacher. Not stretching, not just meditation, not just "controlling the mind", not just energy work. I made a thread on Yoga here a while back, but it was unfocused and useless.

The posts I put in this thread are about the goal of Yoga (union) practice (along with the tools yogi's employ), which is essentially the goal of most spiritual/esoteric/religious systems. All my effort goes towards introducing authentic yoga to people who only know it from the confused, bare-bones, and uninformed schools of yoga that have taken root all over the world. I hate to sound elitist, but it's the reality of the situation.

Studying and practicing yoga is my life's work. Practically everything I've done in my life has lead to the work I do now as a teacher. Everything here is only an introduction, I'll give you guys my email once I'm done in case anyone wishes to learn more about the practices and teachings. These short excerpts are from two of the more knowledgable teachers from the modern age. Most of this isn't online anywhere. I've written up these introductions to one or two other places online, hopefully it'll be good little nudge for people who want to go ahead on this path.

I'll make the posts one at a time, so I don't just flood the place.

It is wonderful that the one who takes one from darkness to light has been found. Otherwise there would be death - meaning: there would be no escape from birth and death. The purpose of this body is to be free from birth and death. If the knowledge of atman does not happen in this body, then there is death, verily.

What kind of death is this? Like when flying insects, upon seeing the light of a lamp, fall into it because they think that there is no other light as complete (fulfilling) as this. Thus deluded, they fall into (the flame) and burn and die. In the same way, human beings, unable to see the self (atman), are burning and dying in the flash and filigree of this false (round of worldly existence/maya/samsara), because they think that the pleasures and indulgences of the world make up the most complete happinPost too long. Click here to view the full text.

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 No.72912

STREETS


 No.72915

>>72884

Alright then, there is a soul. It's just too general of a term if you're thinking in terms of "logical proof" like the poster above. Yogic practice deals with all aspects of the human being.


 No.72936

>>72915

so what happens when we die in yoga?

what is wrong with doubt?


 No.72938

>>72936

There's nothing wrong with doubt. There's not what happens "in yoga". There's what's real and what's not real.


 No.72942

>>72938

I see.




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 No.72847[Reply]

A Brief Order of Nine Angles Glossary

Introductory Note:

The Order of Nine Angles employs a variety of specialist esoteric terms, such a nexion, presencing, acausal, Tree of Wyrd, and so on.

It also needs to be understood that the ONA uses some now generally used exoteric terms - such as psyche, and archetype - in a particular and precise esoteric way, and thus such terms should not be considered as being identical to those used by others and defined, for example, by Jung

Abyss:

Exoterically, the Abyss represents the region where the causal gives way to, or merges into, the acausal, and thus where the causal is “transcended”, gone beyond, or passed, and where one enters the realm of pure acausality. Hence The Abyss can be considered as an interchange, a nexus, of temporal, atemporal, and spatial and aspatial, dimensions. This region is, for example, symbolized on The Tree of Wyrd, as being between the spheres of Sun and Mars, and ‘Entering the Abyss’ is that stage of magickal development which distinguishes the Master/ Mistress from the Adept. Esoterically, The Tree of Wyrd is itself a re-presentation of The Abyss, as are other esoteric re-presentations, such as The Star Game.

Acausal:

The term acausal refers to “acausal Time and acausal Space”: that is, to the acausal Universe. This acausal Universe is part of the Cosmos, which Cosmos consists of both the acausal and the causal, where “causal” refers to the Universe that is described, or re-presented, by causal Space and causal Time. This causal Universe is that of our physical, phenomenal, Universe, currently described by sciences such as Physics and Astronomy.

The acausal is non-Euclidean, and “beyond causal Time”: that is, it cannot be represented by our finite causal geometry (of three spatial dimensions at right angles to each other) and by the flow, the change, of causal Time (past-presentPost too long. Click here to view the full text.

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 No.72902

>>72873

While our techniques may appear similar due to us all utilizing the same natural force under different names, a lot of /fringe/ is not that edgy.


 No.72918

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>>72847

ONA is nonsensically edgy as fuck and has almost nothing to do with true Satanism, which is about (in the practices) the empowerment of the self trough Hermetic practices, the rise of the Kundalini and the completion of the Magnum Opus, thus obtaining Gnosis.

ONA is role play tier occultism as much as Wicca is or even worse. Is thanks to Laveyan and ONA edgytards that true Satanism is looked down by other occultists.This "Sinister" stuff is pure nonsense and kinda funny too, if you ONA cunts want to be useful then i suggest to start killing Rothschilds or something with your "Sinister" dark magic, if you succeed in doing so, then i will take everything back.

Have fun.


 No.72934

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>download fringe library

>Joy of Satan.pdf

>Oh shit this might be pretty cool, like 500 pages on the subject

>very first page

>"We literally believe that Satan is an actual living entity and at one point was a blonde white guy with wings, and is now a horned red goat man."

>fuck

How retarded do you have to be to not recognize Christianity as a religion while claiming your idea of your deity is based on how they are portrayed in Christianity?

I just can't fucking wait to get mixed up with these devil worshipers masquerading as Satanists.


 No.72961

flood


 No.72962

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hail vindex




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 No.72381[Reply]

Anyone else here training themselves in sex magick?

Here are some goals to aim for:

Fapping Achievements

1. Shortest fap - get rock hard very fast and cum, all under a minute

2. Longest fap - fap for at least an hour without ever losing hardness and then cum

3. Softest fap - fap with minimal physical contact, barely touching yourself, just very lightly; ultimately aim to fap without any physical contact at all

4. Fiercest fap - grab it hard and fap with high level of intensity, endure the next couple days of HURT afterwards

5. Most faps in one day - cum as many times as you can in one day

6. Psychokinetic fap - use psychokinetic skill to fap, don't touch your dick once in the whole process, cum without anything touching you

7. Nothing fap - think of nothing and fap without any pictures or anything, just pure willpower getting you through the whole process

8. Waifu fap - only fap to your waifu and nobody and nothing else

9. Astral hand fap - exteriorize your astral hand and use that to fap

10. Carried Away - become so horny that you feel unable to resist fapping and break your own will to resist. You should vow not to fap and then fail your vow to unlock this achievement.

11. Slow Fap - fap really slow but don't lose hardness and still cum in the end.

12. Fast Fap - fap really fast but hold off on cumming for as long as possible while not ever slowing down.

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 No.72735

test


 No.72737

>>72734

We all know you too well. You can't roleplay a different person.


 No.72741

>>72737

What are you talking about?


 No.72777

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 No.72931

>>72590

Neville Goddard talking about the secret of the sperm. Sounds kinda newageish, but sufficiently beautifully spoken, though quite long-winded:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9m_UY4LmYig

Doesn't really answer any questions for me, but does add to the mystery.




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 No.72808[Reply]

Tell me something vague about my life. Prove to me at least one of you fuckwads have any kind of abilities whatsover.

It shouldn't be hard. Not asking for anything very specific. Vague will do.

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 No.72876

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 No.72901

>>72867

Oi.

I'll keep you guy up to date then I guess.


 No.72913

You're a faggot.


 No.72916


 No.72919

>>72916

No, you




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 No.36825[Reply]

When children start learning how to walk they always use the forefoot gait. Whenever you move backwards, sideways or sneak and dance you will always strike first with your forefoot.

All normal or "healthy" shoes are designed in the same fashion as "unhealthy" high heels which force us into heel striking. All children are told they walk funny, then they are given a "good pair of shoes" and learn to walk "the correct way" like their parents, that is heel striking. It's no better than marching and you're harming yourself.

I could go into detail but it all boils down to:

- learn how to walk properly by adapting the forefoot gait

- go barefoot or wear footwear that allows you walk correctly (like Vibram)

- stop wearing "normal" shoes

There is quite a few information about it on the web, especially in German since Dr. Hans-Peter Greb propagates the forefoot gait under the name "Godo". For example, a video in German/Italian https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=98_zV9ENSqo

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 No.72099

>>72097

But I assume it's the side effect of us not being grounded enough?

Isn't this whole walking thing a matter of different personal energies more than anything? I intuitively feel these types of walking are extensions of the energies in people, and so they don't mean healthy/unhealthy but more like athlete/philosopher (which is a generalization by the way).

I imagine someone who meditates a lot and doesn't care about earthly possessions and their body, walks on toes as if he was being drawn to the sky and about to detach. On the other hand, dominant athlete whose goal is money and swag likes to show off and will confidently stomp "like an elephant"

The fact that we have negative connotations with stomping and walking on heels is not surprising, we're on a spiritual board after all, and probably there are not many stompers


 No.72106

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ITT: learning to walk with /fringe/


 No.72109

This is a very interesting post. I learned to walk correctly when I was involved in martial arts. It's really easy to see people's weaknesses by their stance and gait. The forefoot gait is quicker, softer, and more grounded than the heel.


 No.72295

>>36825

I've had issues with my feet being half-flat since I was little, and to keep them from hurting I always thought that doing the gait as advised in those pics was a lower impact way of walking, since my arch wasn't killing me every time I went somewhere. Looks like I was right.

Also explains why almost all normal shoes are like torture to me. The most formal/heavy I can go without issues are thinner-soled leather Oxfords.


 No.72917

bump




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 No.72880[Reply]

HELLO, NORTHHEMISPHERIANS.

REMEMBER WHEN SPRING USED TO BEGIN ON TWENTYONE MARCH, NOT ON TWENTY MARCH? I DO.

 No.72882

I actually didn't realise seasons started on specific dates. I just thought we knew Spring was here when it started to get warm again. I feel incredibly stupid now.


 No.72887

>>72882

>I feel incredibly stupid now.

AS YOU SHOULD.


 No.72889

Isn't it just because it's a leap year?


 No.72897

>>72880

The equinox itself happens during a specific time which is different each and every year. Sometimes it occurs on the twentieth, sometimes on the twenty-first. Sorry to be the buzz-kill here, but, fortunately, it is NOT a sign of dimensional flux.


 No.72905

lol




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 No.72886[Reply]

I'm tired of wading through shit books that spout nonsense all the way through that clearly show they're written by uneducated fucks for uneducated fucks. They don't even pretend they're well read outside of their small circle and it shows… It's sad, but also infuriating.

It's been years of hard work and self-delusion and I'm about to call bullshit on all things magic.

How do you use magic in your lives? How has it affected you in big ways? Why isn't there such proof anywhere, at all, of esoteric bullshit being anything else than that?

Cmon, tell me how you use magic every day for "small things", or how it has "subtly affected your life". Nobody has ever had their life changed by magic in a meaningful way. Nobody has gotten out of poverty with it or anything major like that. It's all self-delusion.

Please prove me wrong. I have a very open mind, but it's been too long without anything but proof of how all this is bs.

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 No.72892

>>72890

Blind faith is, essentially magick. Because magick is based on belief. The laws of this world say that you cannot deconstruct them. Will that stop you?

When you have doubt in your mind, nothing will work. You must gain control over your lower self, your personality, and be able to change your beliefs to anything. Decide to make yourself believe you are communist, and then truly believe it. Believe you are a nazi. Believe that you're great at dreaming, then believe that you're terrible at it. Rule your mind, do not let it rule you.

Have you read Prometheus Rising? It addresses the same "self delusion" and "confirmation bias" that you mention.


 No.72895

>>72892

I love Robert Anton Wilson and I've read almost everything he published. However he suffers from the same problem as many esoteric and counter-culture or new-age thinkers do: they try to use hard science in order to prove what they're talking about and end up writing misleaded nonsense that makes any scientist who has actually studied those things cringe.

RAW manages a bit better because he was very intelligent, and relies a lot on the absurd and not taking himself too seriously. But he does from time to time, and ends up entangled in the same pseudoscience.


 No.72898

>>72886

Your reliance on the systems and work of others is what causes you to fail. Closed-systems have power because of the intent fed to them by either one or many people. I'm sorry to disappoint you, but most "hocus-pocus," is not easily attained and takes many years of hard labor and study before one can consistently produced desired results. That being said, learn to manipulate your own subjective experience, and stop viewing it as "magic," or anything supernatural. Focus on small things first, and work your way up.

>Tell me how you use magic for "small things"

I can influence things like probability, I can foresee upcoming events and progressions, by focusing energy in one point for long enough, I can cause objects to move, and I can manipulate weather, provided I've saved up enough energy.

>Nobody had their life changed by magic

Tell that to someone who, after invoking Goetian spirits, had a succubus read his mind, try to get him thrown in jail for something he didn't do, and then have your best friend who invoked the spirits lose his mind and kill himself by wandering out into the wilderness for unknown reasons a month later that. Or, on a positive note, how they managed to save their own life through creating a work of incredible good that anchors me to this dimension.

My advice? You're looking in all the wrong places. Don't have such an open mind your brain falls out, but don't give up searching. It is a continual process.


 No.72900

>>72898

Although I very much doubt anyone will ever post evidence of these kind of claims, thanks for this post. It's the kind of advice I'm looking for.


 No.72903

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>>72886

Telekinesis, wind control, some water ripple effects, other cool physical tricks, like having a feather on a string, and commanding it to stick to different fingers, magnetism.

Thats the obvious ones. Learned to close off incoming energy, from people that I don't want to let in and exchange energies. Could see their frustration as they try to get in.

Seriously, regarding the physical things, just choose one trick to master, and spend months on it. Its not that hard. It will give you some proof that this shit is real.

But don't get me wrong, its subtle, and it takes tons of time to master it.

For me personally, after many years o dealing with depression and anxiety and general confusion, I now actually know exactly what to do to do what I want.

I am reconfiguring my habit patterns from the bottom up. Using archetypes and other stuff to help with that. Plugging in energy leakages and so on.

I think the reason why you are upset is that the main stream idea of magic is flawed on many levels.

First of all, it assumnes that the first month that you learn about magic, you should be able to manifest a million bucks and levitate. Complete bullshit, for many reasons. First of all, it takes much longer to master this stuff.

More importantly, people don't understand how deep their subconcious beliefs run.

They try to do some shitty sigil for something, money or whatever, when they have deep underlying fears about being poor and stuff. And they wonder why it does not work.

I would recommend figuring out the fears and disapointmens that you have and use various tools and stuff to first get in to a state of confidence and no doubt. This is the key to any magical operation, and most overlook it for surface level tricks.




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 No.72754[Reply]

When I was 13-14, I fucked up hard.

It was during a very lonely and hermitical time of my life, I was opened to the world of computing and was learning all that I never could have before. So obviously I let my parents take care of my pets and I hardly ever took care of my own personal needs.

Then I was given a small brown rabbit, held in a cage as a gift. I had no time to take care of the rabbit, to play with it, to let it walk around the yard and let it inside the house during the cold winter nights. So I delegated this responsibility to my parents, like the irresponsible child I was.

That rabbit lasted a year of torment, /fringe/. The rabbit had slowly ate itself obese as it festered in its own excrement. It slowly died knowing it would never mate, never be free, and never know any kindness or pleasure other than eating itself unto it's death. It had eventually died during a freeze.

I am now 24, and have been dabbling in philosophy and esoteric ideation. I now find my own life to be a startling comparison to the last year of the rabbit's.

I have been forced to live in this same town, much smaller than I need to live and have a productive social life. I live a nocturnal life in which I work to support my mother and two sisters, and receive nothing for my 46+ hours of work. I have no friends, I have never had a relationship, and everyone my own age seems to have already married and had children. On top of that, the only pleasure I look forward to is eating. I'm not fat, yet, but I will be if I do not find the time to manage myself.

This life is torture, /fringe/, I have no freedom, no opportunity or pleasure, and I will likely die without mating. Just as the rabbit's life.

I have considered suicide, and have come to the conclusion that I would only end up on a deeper circle of this hell I have cast myself into.

How can I break such a curse?

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 No.72780

>>72759

>Getting fat from fat

Wont work. Fat is not stored as fat for whatever reason. You need a shitload of carbs and protein that your body will turn into its own fat stores.


 No.72805

The rabbit doesn't have anything to do with it.


 No.72878

>>72763

I need to love food for the time being until the time has come to leave it behind. The sacrifice of leaving something I love will grant me the strength to reach beyond it.


 No.72879

>>72765

It gives you, very formulaicly and simply, the means to achieve Inedia.

What's it telling you basically is you must maintain constantly a certain vital-desire to live and must by the concentrated effort of the will fill yourself with this vital-energy in the way of desire for life constantly while you endure the transition.

If you fuck up and feel a weakening of vital-desires then you will have to start over again.


 No.72978

Hold on for 6 more years and you will officially be a great wizard!




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 No.72641[Reply]

Minusia

Anyone know what this word might mean?

I'm not sure if I'm breaking rule two to be perfectly honest.

(Rule 2 - Question Thread)

 No.72643

maybe you're thinking minutiae?

>the small, precise, or trivial details of something

you hear this in a dream or something?


 No.72648

Polish:Minusia

English:the red


 No.72843

I know the word "minusa", but there's nothing fancy about it.




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 No.53980[Reply]

When I first read about Tulpas I immediately got fascinated by the idea.

This world hasn't been all too good to most of us beta incels (involuntary celibates), neither has it been to me, so basically I always tried to find some sort of escape, that way I developed what I think is called maladaptive daydreaming. I remember, since quite early childhood, I often lay in my bed for 2 hours or so, not even trying to sleep, just imagining stuff. And I thought a Tulpa could help me with that habit, not get rid of it, mind me, but make It more fun and seeing how one goal of Tulpamancy is to trick your brain into actually physically sensing your Tulpa, also more realistic.

So I basically read trough all of the guides on the tulpa.info forums in a days time

– And if you want to create a Tulpa, I strongly recommend doing that. Read through all the information on how to do so, immediately forget everything that sounds like bullshit to you and create your own technique by combining whats left with your own ideas. -

So yeah, after getting an idea on how to do this, I gave myself another 10 days to think about if I really want to give it a try. After all you are trying to create another consciousness, that you alone are responsible for.

After those 10 days were over I decided I'd give it a try. The chance of success was meager, I thought, because let's be honest 90% of the Tulpa community are roleplaying bronies.

I started by just writing down a list of character traits I wanted her to have, positive as well as negative ones. The day after that I started actual work. I really tried to convey a feeling of love every time I worked on her, not the love of a husband, but that of a father, because I really think that's what a creator should always do, love his creation, no matter how it turns out.

2 weeks later, which seemingly is fast as hell, she started to talk to me. People say signs of consciousness will appear slowly, Tulpas will at first communicate through some kind of pressure in your head. It was not like that for me, she just started talking. The first week after that was literally unbelievable, not even unbelievably beautiful oPost too long. Click here to view the full text.

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 No.54043

>>54039

Thanks. I've heard of people changing the attributes to other effects and even water, heat or ice. I've tried this before and found it difficult to keep concentration but I am definitely going to practice until I achieve it.


 No.72489

>>53987

I can vouch for this, I went completely overboard with the tulpae thing and had to work for 4 years to cut away the delusions and negative entities.


 No.72496

>>53989

>just wanted to point out that thoughtform/tulpa/servitor can be attached to an outer energy source like Sun

Is this explained in the attached book? If not, please elaborate. So it's possible to be able to create a tulpa who doesn't rely on you like a crack addict relies on a crack dealer? Which would also mean it's possible to create a tulpa who would eventually become self sufficient and more like a companion rather than a slave?


 No.72793

Does anyone have the caps saved of that guy who was heavily bullied by his giantess tulpa waifu?


 No.72816

>>53987

It as much of a trap as real relatioships.




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