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I searched the catalogue and found no threads for Tantra. ITT we discuss tantric texts, rituals, deities, experiences, etc.

I recently picked up my first book on tantra, the Mahanirvana Tantra, translated by Sir John Woodroffe. Probablt the most sensational part is when it describes the vamacara (left hand path) panca-tattva (five elements) ritual in which five forbidden things; meat, fish, parched grains, alcohol and sex are used ritualistically. Each corresponds to an element and have symbolic meaning. The text does warn against the consumption of alcohol for non-ritual purposes, as well as over-consumption. The text also says it should be done between a man and his wife. This doesn't seem to stop some Aghori however. The rituals are still done by the Kaula sect. The goal of the panca-tattva is the attainment of Brahmajnan or gnosis. Thoughts?

You can read the Mahanirvana Tantra here:


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>The penultimate layer in our analysis of the self is that of the transcendent Void (śūnya). The

Void, which is all-pervasive, is empty of all form and energy, absolutely still. It is, in a sense, Śiva

without Śakti, or rather with Her existing as unexpressed potentiality. This is the layer our awareness

occupies in the state of deep dreamless sleep. We can also access this layer while awake through

meditation. Most people don’t identify with this layer; but many meditators who have reached the

place of the transcendent and profoundly peaceful Void decide (upon emerging from it) that this is

their real nature, declaring, “I am the Void,” or, more commonly something like, “I am not of this

world; my true Self transcends all things.” Such people renounce all identification with the material

world, body, and mind, becoming transcendentalists. They can attain deep states of peace but often

cannot integrate these states into daily life, and thus they may fail to adequately take care of their body

and become unable to relate to others easily. They may even become escapist and turn away from the

beneficial work of engaging in relationships and improving the health of the ordinary mind and body.

This is not the Tantrik path; a Tāntrika renounces nothing and seeks tirelessly to realize the Divine on

all layers of being.


if the goal of a practice is simply to improve one’s sex life, then however spiritual-sounding it may be, it cannot be called Tantra. If, on the other hand, that goal is part of a practice in which it is consistently subordinated to the goal of complete spiritual freedom and awakening to the ultimate reality, then it can be called Tantra (if the other definitional requirements are also met)


THE KĀMA-SŪTRA has Nothing to do with Tantra. The Kāma-sūtra is part of a branch of literature called Kāma-śāstra, or the science of pleasure. Its overall goal is the maximization of sensual pleasure as a valid end in itself. By definition, it is not Tantrik, because in the Tantra, the goal of pleasure, when present, is always subordinated to the goal of final spiritual liberation, which does not figure into the Kāma-sūtra. Simply reading the original texts will immediately reveal that they belong to a completely different class of literature. Nor do any of the public erotic temple carvings seen in India (such as in Khajurāho) relate to Tantrik practice.


Only if you are interpreting that phrase very broadly indeed. If we survey the Śaiva Tantrik

literature as a whole, we will see that sex per se is virtually absent as a topic. There is one lineage

group, however, the Kaula, that teaches sensual practices and has what we might call a “sexualized”

view of the world, seeing the whole of reality as the harmonious and joyous pulsating union of

various sets of complementary opposites.

In the original Tantrik sources, we do find some techniques for working with sexual energy and

using it to activate kuṇḍalinī, but we find absolutely no physical techniques aimed at prolonging

orgasm and so on. While there is such a thing as a Tantrik sexual ritual in the Śaiva tradition, it was

taught in only one text out of many hundreds, and it is there called a secret and esoteric doctrine meant

for a very few. (It is taught much more prominently in Buddhist Tantra, however.) The Tantrik sexual

ritual was primarily a meditative exercise, not a pleasure-maximizing exercise. For more on the

difference between original Tantra and the American new-age “Tantric sex” workshops, see the

conclusion. Those workshops are about spiritualized sexuality (not necessarily a bad thing per se),

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What constitutes a vira exactly, and how does one become a vira?


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If you want to astral project then imagine yourself outside of your body. That is all that is required. This immediately places your awareness within a thoughtform on the mental planes. All the various techniques of astral projection that are described are just different ways to imagine this. You can sit down tonight and think up hundreds of different ways to imagine this and carry it out yourself, you don't need to go around asking people to give you examples like the rope technique and so on.

>but no it can't be that simple

It is that simple. There is no need to over-complicate this.

>but I can't imagine for shit

Then you need to develop your imagination. Make use of all the senses and imagine different things. Create thoughtforms and pay attention to how your emotions, intent, and beliefs change how these thoughtforms can operate. Use thoughtforms for EVERYTHING.

>but I want to remote view or remote influence people/places/situations in this world and timeline

Then you need to imagine that. Do this through the intention to be out of your body and viewing something within a given time and place. If your intention is to prove astral projection doesn't real or if you are plagued by doubts and negative emotions which make you feel it can't be done, you need to get over that.

>but I have no faith and I'm a cynical skeptic

Practice raja yoga and discover your real self and the powers of that real self. Seek out experiences that will prove to you the reality of perception of distant scenes and related occult phenomena. Study idealist philosophy and seek logical proofs and metaphysical explanations that make the reality of astral projection easy for you to accept. Convince all aspects of your mind from the intellect to the gut-feeling to the emotional and so on of the reality of what you can do when you put your will to it.

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Is this why I feel like I have air coming out of the top of my head?



No, that's cuz you're a airhead :^)



good one!

Is it energy though? I always have a pressure in the middle of my forehead that sometimes throbs. After meditating and concentrating on a flashing light it then begins to throb and the pressure builds up. I can then imagine energy coming out of the top of my head and then I start to feel that. It's amazing and it has changed my life now I just need help cultivating.



What do you think?


Venezuela's who don't even know I exist are dying! We need to not help them! Hurry up guys! We need to hurry up and not help these people who never aknowledged anyone else's pain, because they are now in pain, and therefore there is no reason to help them. Just enjoy the show.

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How badly is weed for spirituality really?

I do understand and notice that I get less aware, my dreams dissapear too, but is this always a bad thing? If I'm sober for over a month I tend to get anxiety and very high energy that is hard to control. It's not always fun to deal with. If I then, blow one I calm down and am relaxed for a good week.

Can anyone comment on how much weed hinders my spiritual progress? I do want to grow but I also want to be able to relax and be calm.

How much does it negatively impact my growth and my afterlife?

Can anyone write something decent about this.

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>You HAVE to be this crazy to delve in to the esoteric

Yea you can fuck off with that line of thinking



>this is just mainstream mundane

There are so many anons on here, even, that dont grasp it, which is why I posted it.

>yeah no sorry

Any knowledge that explains the truth of your faith is a pearl unto you. When the lesser initiated share their pearls, and thus see them trampled, it can lead them into doubt. Just because a piece of advice does not serve you does not mean it is worthless.



>then so is dmt

Your body has its own source of dmt, there is no need to imbibe additional amounts. Although, learning how to compel your body to create/use it is extremely useful.



Depends on the sort of "spirituality" you're into I guess. The Left-hand Tantrics of India use it a lot, as did a few branches of Taoism back in the day.



There is not one fact in this post. It's some cringey nonsense you wrote to try to feel special. You have this fantasy where you are an expert that anyone at all relies on, yet you are too stupid to learn anything , so instead of trying humility you have to plague the world with another one of the billion faggotbook users "manifestos" like anyone other than narcissist con artists gives a fuck about the latest narcissist con artist methods

Kill yourself nigger

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Clear, openly shown agendas by the governments; media not even pretending to be unbiased and independent; high ranking officials involved with obvious, even deliberate symbolism; old texts accurately predicting and explaining the events going on; various botched false flags; confirmed outrageous mass surveillance; transparent psyops and various links and patterns between all of it - this is all a tiny part of just the surface, right in your face stuff, the most apparent, obvious things I could think of. It seems no one can make out the bigger picture. I've never met a single person irl in my whole life who seemed to have the slightest clue. Old, young, educated, uninformed, dumb, smart - everyone is mostly a mindless hedonistic retard living in their bubble. They've been convinced that the world is a chaotic place where shit is supposed to happen, everything is random and whatever 'we' do is progress, bad things eventually surface out and massive conspiracies can't be real because men smarter than them would stop it.

I turn on the news and it's just surreal. It's straight up dystopian horror, no exaggeration. I remember my older self' beliefs and thoughts to understand the state of the average person and see how hopeless all of this is. You see close people you like consumed by it but you can't do anything about it.

Mind and body altering stuff in the food and everywhere around us, chemtrails, bioapi, vaccines, human sacrifices by the elites, so on and on and on..I laughed at things like that when I was a typical atheist sceptic. Even if it was possible to 'disprove' some of it, that would not change a thing, I've seen too much. Everything is a lie. Our behavior has been programmed. God knows what kind of and how many layers there are to this.

I don't know where I'm going with this. Everyday I'm reminded of it, I can't escape it. I'm not strong enough to change anything, an illness is slowly killing my mind and body. I can't even manage to deal with mundane problems let alone this. I want this nightmare to end. I'd like my life back. I know this isn't exactly /fringe/ material, but where else can I go?

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Life continues after physical death. The modern Church presents as doctrine that eternity begins at conception, which is ludicrous on examination (Christ never said so much).

While you're here, you have much more sway over how the tide turns. Think chaos theory, the butterfly that begins the hurricane. Be the butterfly. The larger currents will form as they will. Look to your own life, look to your neighbor, and be a leader, not a preacher. Lead by example. Sitting here talking, it's like we're executives in a board room, looking at how the company is sinking. When we leave this board room and return to our own departments, whether we're our own team or have a team of hundreds (there are fringe SBOs, look at the sigils-as-logos on every truck you see on the street), what lessons are we going to take from here out to our work in the world?

If you're a NEET, start helping your family around the house. If you've got a disabled neighbor, look out for them however you're able. If you've got to throw out some broken glass, stick a sign on the can so the trashman doesn't slit his wrists open. Just… Be the change you want to see. Look to the ways of the ant. The ant doesn't look for gratitude or a pat on the back, and it doesn't wait for orders from above. It sees something that needs done and it does it. It doesn't think to itself "that's somebody else's job", it thinks "if I don't do it, who will?".




This is the true meaning of "turn the other cheek" and "do not fight the works of the devil". When we focus our energy on combating the evils of this world we inevitably see our batteries become drained, because we are "going against the flow". Evil follows the same patterns in the ather that everything else does. By trying to resist it we inherently wind up resisting ourselves and we become downtrodden, miserable and defeated.

The alternative is the path not easily seen. Increase your spiritual accuity until you can see and feel the flow (it's possible) and then follow that flow doing the best deeds you can and making the best choices of those that are available. We are on a big old ship cruising through existence… In order to fight against the evils of this world we wind up going below deck and fighting the crew in the furnace and engine room… The force of good defeats evil just as easily as the truth destroys lies, but when we try to use them as weapons it never works.. When you strip down to you skivvies, to bear your full truth, and start swinging the goodness around like it is a sword the crew in the engine room just laugh and call you crazy. This is because they are not weapons. The truth is a compass and good is a captains uniform. Now go back to your captains quarters, get your fucking compass and don your uniform and get your ass the fuck back up to the helm.



>Look to the ways of the ant. The ant doesn't look for gratitude or a pat on the back, and it doesn't wait for orders from above.

I saw some very interesting behavior in ants the other day. There was a huge line of ants travelling about 100 feet to a food source. At about the halfway mark there was something I had never ever seen before.. A large group of ants had ceased the foraging actions of the rest and instead formed two circular clusters of about 50 ants a piece. They were all in this circle, facing towards the center of the circle, and it looked like they were fucking having a meeting. I sat there for quite some time watching them, they werent just sitting there in a circle they were turning to each other as if they were discussing philosophy. Now that I think of it I have noticed strange behavior in animals several times, bees and raccoons. It would make sense if animals were experiencing a 'heightening of consciousness' like we are.


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Knowledge is Power.

Rulers do not give power to their chattel.

This is the basic deception that afflicts the modern world: That education from rulers for the masses is not full of lies.

We can trace this back to the Book Burnings and Spanish Inquisition of the Reformation. This is when history was rewritten, man was largely cut off from the true old gods / spiritual forces by The Church(es) / organized religion devoid of truth, and the nature of our world was replaced with bullshit artistic renderings.

pic related. This was when much technology was secreted away / forbidden (such as the free atmospheric electricity our ancient ancestors used).


Plebs are pleb because they are trusting sheeple. There are layers of good surrounding cores of evil. Conspiracies are simple to maintain: Only a few need know the truth at the core, the outer layers are kept ignorant and do mean well. Take Child Protective Services: A political machine which steals children and gives them to pedophile foster parents, esp. if you become overly politically active (and aren't in the club). The core of evil therein is surrounded by many compartmentalized do-gooders.

Take Hubble Space Telescope: There is no such thing. Images attributed to Hubble can be traced back to other (better) instruments such as SOFIA (telescope on an airplane). The NASA sheeple analyzing the "Hubble" data don't know it came from SOFIA, and the crew that acquires new data from SOFIA aren't aware some is being passed off as Hubble data.

The most insidious thing is that our secret technological level has actually far exceeded the level that the populace knows about. Today researchers have created artificial "telepathy", a machine reads the FMRI of a mind and predicts the word from a thought, sends it as text across the world, then a text-to-speak reads it into a device Post too long. Click here to view the full text.


They should call the Obama's the first apes because they were the first apes to ever own a house

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Mirror Method

1. First things first, you're going to need a mirror. The bigger the mirror the better.

If you could theoretically walk through the mirror all the better.

Small mirrors will still work but for whatever reason, the bigger the better.

2. Best times to do this are at night. Most success happens at around 12-3, although you can still do it in the day time. Just harder.

3. Turn off all the lights, get rid of as much noise as possible, and sit facing the mirror.

Have a candle between the mirror and you.

Candle might or might not needed, but we started having a lot more success once the candle was involved.

Everything else around you should be dark.

4. Relax, clear your mind. BE POSITIVE HERE. If you're scared or think something is going to jump out at you, just stop and try again when you can relax.

Remember, that you in the reflection represents another you.

You can trust YOU. It's not another entity, it's not some demon, it's just YOU.

Remember that above all else!

5.Concentrate on your reflection. There is nothing else but you and the YOU in the mirror. A YOU from a different place a lot similar to your own.

Call out to that YOU, whether it is out loud or in your head.

Concentrate on switching places with that YOU.

It often helps if you can imagine poring as much emotion and energy as possible when imagining you're switching into that other dimension.

6. It takes awhile, and some get it faster than others, but if you "shifted" from your current universe, you should feel something.

Some of the signs for small shifts have been a brief feeling of movement, a moment of disorientation, or even your reflection blinking at you when you didn't blink.

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How do I do it?

So far I discovered that wet dreams interrupt jumps

I am able to recall my dreams but I need a method to wake up phsyically in the past.



Stop thinking of it as "the past" first. There is only "the now" and your existence consists of changing dimensions all the time. Everything is vibration.

There is no difference between a "dimensional jump" and "time travel". If you perceive a difference it's an illusion that can limit you.



Do you have any results with dimensional jumping? If so, could you describe it?


Finally got around to trying this. Saw myself age and the face of my own father. Eventually I had a subtle realization of unity with my reflection and decided to stop there. Ring any bells for anyone?



You didn't quite jumped anon, to jump is to go to another reality, not visualize something

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I've posted here before in regard to Telepathic abilities I've acquired after hanging out with some peculiar figures in a town called Fife.

I also posted about having vivid memories of them killing me in past lifes always around the time I'm in my 20's.

And of course how my name basically means living at the same time/belonging to the present.

Which may be a slight Mandela effect as the name Dontae used to have something to do with the hell.

I was also under the impression that they may have been the illuminati but as it turns out they may be something much more sinister.

My story is very long and I'm typing this on my smart phone and I'm very tired at the moment.

But basically I seem to remember a lot from my past lifes where I happen to be the same person with the same family and meeting the same people who usually end up being my undoing.

I also had an experience with what the telepaths dub "the devil's moon" which basically is a red moon that ascends into the sky and replaces the original moon for the one experiencing it.

It then starts descending and I had to listen for instructions on where to go and get there before the sunrise.

When I get there and the sun finally does rise it also has a red hue.

I recall this happening in a past life as well. Although I have varying memories of the outcome.

For all you naysayers who will undoubtedly call me a schizo, I wouldn't even remember the voices of these people I briefly interacted with if they didn't invade my head when I get stoned.

The only way I can smoke weed now is by taking tiny hits or by drinking before administering the cannabis which seems to reduce or completely stop the telepathy.

I had to leave the town I was in because I was in the same town as the telepaths and they didn't take to kindly to my ego which they heard telepathically.

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Telepathy/hivemind is a focal point of mine and I'd be interested in us doing work together in the future once you've stabilized your own frequency. I'll keep my astral radio tuned to fresh transmission.



I've never actually had telepathic communication outside this group of people.

They did something to me that I can't seem to remember.

Black out periods if you will.

But I'd be interested in learning what you know.



I've been broadcasting the same 4-digit number on a telepathic frequency for some months now, with one change every cycle to keep it fresh. That way when someone tunes in, I'll know.

There's no rush, we have (literally) all the time in the world.

>But I'd be interested in learning what you know.

The only thing worth sharing I've found from my work thus far is that everyone experiences emotions differently. My working hypothesis is that it's akin to a sort of "caste" system, going by many names in many cultures. Those with a "higher vibration" (as people like to think of it) are harder to read for those lower on the scale. The two people who have managed to get reliable reads from me can only sense when I'm angry or annoyed. My "higher frequency" emotions (joy, love, happiness, bliss) are off their radar entirely, they can't sense my emotional state at all. The mid-range emotional states (i.e. contemplation, reflection) register as something else, when I'm deep in thought they'll ask me if I'm upset about something.

One poster here has mentioned insects being attracted to higher frequencies, and particularly when I'm in nature and reflecting, they'll swarm to me.

You would probably be interested in the thread here on weed and spirituality, the short version is that when you get high, your result will be what you expected/asked for before you took it into your system. Something to experiment with if you can work your nerve up to it, probably after a solid T-break. I'm abstinent now outside of microdosing because it hits me like LSD, my third eye is already pretty open without psychedelics LOL.



Not the guy you're replying too, but i've noticed the same thing re: insects. Can't meditate or cultivate under a tree without the weirdest looking insects i've ever seen falling on me from above.

I have a question for you. How do i get to the level of insight and power while sober that I do while i'm high?

I'm gonna start thinking of a 4 digit number. i'm still new to this telepathy stuff, my esoteric path has lead me down a different road of ability. so i may be wrong. 2158. am I close?


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Not even remotely. Don't strain yourself, my worshiper only recently got to the point of picking up on my emotions, and she can't even distinguish them yet. That's after 3+ months of devotion, mind you. Closest I've gotten was a bro-wizard who works with tulpas who got half the digits right, then his tulpa got the other half right, in the completely wrong order. We did do some long-distance alchemy though (his black kyanite turned blue, my (larger) blue kyanite absorbed his and has a small patch of black kyanite in its matrix now, pretty cool). That's from opposite ends of the country (mind you, I live on a lay line, so I have an advantage).

>I have a question for you. How do i get to the level of insight and power while sober that I do while i'm high?

Video related. Seriously.

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What are things/items/accessories etc. that I can wear/use/keep around etc. that are said to bring good luck/protect/enchant/ward off evil/get rid of negativity etc.?

I'm very new to this type of thing and want to learn more about stuff like this.

I've started wearing rudraksha mala as of late and this piqued my interest in all things that could be of any use to a practitioner or just and average joe looking to have some extra fortune, etc. in his life. I just want to learn more about these types of charms/crystals/other stuff that people know work or at least believe have some sort of effect.

Just a curious anon, is all.

If anyone has any contribution or a website or book that I could read that would list everything that I would need to know, that would be much appreciated.

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so you're saying I should put a little blood on the object that I am acquiring? do I let it dry? or should I wash it off?

Sorry, I'm very new to this whole thing



Only if you intend for the blood to activate something about the object.



I see. Thank you for the information


Wear something on your soul. You won't forget it in the glove compartment.



TBH if you feel the need to ask, blood ritual isn't for you. I'd suggest simply doing something with it that feels special, maybe burning some incense while playing singing bowl music and meditating (solid choice for a malas necklace). Point is, do something with the object that cements it as YOURS and not just some thing you bought.

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I've always considered this. This is what ancient cultures and societies were talking about when they produced the allegory of "evil blood magic". By using such injections bypassing the two main immune barriers (skin and lungs) you can directly "taint" someone's blood, as in the way of blood magic, in away that leaves them permanently altered with whatever you decided to inject them with.

Like circumcision, it is primarily pushed upon those too young to resist, who don't know the risks. It has also been pushed using the group mentality of shaming those who don't perform it (eww, head cheese? Who wants that?; fuck off, anti-vaxxing scum!)

As an American I was subject to one of the most aggresive injection schedule in the world. As soon as they started coming, I developed asthma, started to become pale, sickly, and had to be hooked up to a nebulizer for hours a day. I dug up some old health records and was shocked to see the correlation of my failing health (even at youth) to the vaccination schedule.

Also I'm curious if there is any coming back from this. Once you've been fucked on such a deep (blood) level, is there any chance? I've always been pale, sickly, and generally felt shitty ever since my youth when this all happened first.

Will this sickness, this eternal infection, be passed to our children through our sperm, or would it be only the baby's mother who has to worry about that?

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If that's the case, I'm still in high school because I graduated, LOL.



I'm always in my final exam. As is the rest of the universe.

And it's lonesome.



Build friends to talk to.



I clearly already have, it went off with a (big) bang.


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What would be the purpose of injecting floaters? I'm really curious what you think

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How do we kill this evil faggot called god?

It is a pathetic being allowing and creating evil and misery beyond imagination.

It has no right to exist.

If I were god, I would be so ashamed of my actions that I would just kill myself.

But this faggot has no honor whatsoever.

So how do we kill this piece of shit? Because it ain't gonna kill itself.

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No more credible than the others. A lot of people believe the demiurge is our reality, so destroying it would destroy reality, that's one of the things you dumbly forgot


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The CIA niggers killed god


Christ killed the God of the Jews



btw, having Autism doesn't make you a loser, its related to Schizophrenia


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I don't buy the monotheistic BS. I know such presuppositions to be false. Why, you're not even a singular entity, or else: Explain the behavior of those in your dreams…

(un)Fortunately, once one learns how to kill a local god of this realm, one realizes that there are bigger things going on than man's petty obsession with freedom from the forces of nature.

In his arrogance man has personified that which is as it must be, and ignored that subtle clever force beckoning him to BECOME GREATER. It's apparent that those men who desire to project their will over all other gods haven't seen any of the other gods and are just projecting their own delusional fantasies of control.

Those attempting to murder deities I seriously doubt have ever had discourse with even a demi-god or tried to be friends with such powers that be. I used to be fearful too and learned to hide even my earthly powers, keeping certain forces in reserve lest I need to strike down the wicked if it turned its eye fully upon me. Once confronted with such opportunity, I was able to peer beyond the natural cocoon of reality swaddling our world's precious intellect. Now I'd rather summon the heavenly sun to earth, boil the seas and melt the mountains, casting the entire realm into cataclysm (again), rather than kill the beautiful timid one who lurks on the edges of your perception.

Perhaps you imagine yourself a god? Well, it is possible for a man to have become a god… but let me suggest that it's easier done with a little help from the forces beyond yourself, and more fun too!

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I fucked up and did something terrible, I know I should be prepared for karmic justice but I need to find a way using magic (or other fringe methods) to relieve this heavy karma upon myself.

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Karma isn't real unless you believe in it and let it happen. If you don't believe in karma you'll be fine



Karma means action. Physicists call it "cause and effect". Druids call it "you reap what you sow". Kids call it "what goes around comes around". In any case, it's a universal law: You don't pick up your dog shit and eventually your foot slides in it and you land on your ass. That's karma.

As far as a lightning bolt coming out of the blue sky to strike down you for flipping off your neighbor, yeah that's pretty unlikely.


Good and bad are just opinions, subjective reality.

The Multiverse has no morals or ethics, it just understand of vibration, objective reality.

If you have really not any trace of remorse, really, not any, like a fucking plant, then no "justice" will be served.

Now, knowing that, you have a human mind, you have a identity, and that identity have morals and ethics.

According to those morals, you did something wrong, and since i hoped you are not a nigger, if you tell to us what you do, we may agree that you did something wrong.

To relieve this karma that you put on yourself, you need to remove remorse.

To remove remorse, according to your morals, you have to pay a price.

To pay that price is where you can be truly creative, it can be anything really, as long as you FEEL that the price have been paid.

You ask for a magic method to erase that karma, and then, i tell you:

"There's an ancient spell, recovered from Atlantis, tattooed in the booty hole of and freaking big nose ancestor who survived the fall; the momified piece of leather was conserved antil the damn shoaxh take place, and turned into a not very nice lamp, still in the "Museum of Very Credible Events that Actually Happen" in Poland, you can actually read the spell in the ceiling when the light is on, but it´s in atlantean, wich is a very complicated language, but only if you dont know sumerian, wich i happen to know, because i know things, trust me.

The spell read someting like: [Some weird ass runes that doesn´t exist in ASCII]

And translates to "SHU, SHUU, GO AWAY BAD SQUIRREL."

Apparently, but it's just a theory, the atlanteans believe squirrels to be some kind of evil spirits."

If you believe what i said, you do the spell, and genuinely remove your remorse, then it's done.

But being honest, the chance for that to happen is really low unless you´re a nigger.

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Karma works slowly around but I have proof. My high school sweetheart was gaslighted into dumping me by my asshole sister. My ex now has five different boys by five different men who all look like me. My sister had a husband of seven years who cheated on her with a better looking younger woman. She had to move on. My ex girlfriend is a shell of a woman now with no human emotions. All those kids (all boys) and no man wants that shit. At least a sane man.


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Had random music playing, song playing relates to your post, so this is for you!

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I want to keep this short and simple.

I have recently grasped the fundamentals of astrology. Now i am providing you with the opportunity to have your chart read for FREE (note that i am not a professional astrologer but i know shit). Wanted to get more experience reading birth charts, so it's a win-win for both of us. You can either post the chart in the thread or you can send it over at 1062@tutanota.com. The chart has to be western tropical, you can get one here: astro.com

If you want to get into astrology, i recommend reading "The Only Way to Learn Astrology: Basic Principles, Vol 1" to get into the basics. There is also a 2nd and a 3rd volume, which i was unable to find. I've found plenty of youtube channels which provide some useful info too.

This thread will also be dedicated to any stuff concerning astrology, tips, books, different systems etc.

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Well this thread went nowhere.



As long as it's effective why does it matter


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I guess I'll put mine in



according to my calculations you'll ascend to godhood but you'll be a virgin forever. Congratulations and my condolences.



Sorry already got laid previously. Many times. Lost it in 2002

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A grossly oversimplified explaination of the paths of how to aquire "true magic".

(Disclaimer: The knowledge of this thread requires that you are not a complete novice to the topics of /fringe/ or its literature, but of course are also not so advanced that you already knew all this. If I were to explain all terminology and technique in detail here this thread would become even more of a mess than it already will. I don't consider myself an expert thread-weaver, anyway. And I certainly am no book author, I am far too lazy for that. So I try not to put too much on my plate here - or yours. At which I will probably fail spectacularly, anyway. Grab some popcorn. Or hotpockets.)

First of all

>What does "true" even magic mean to you, OP?

Many here on this board have praciticed magic that, for example, transfers a part of your soul into another "realm", allows them to communicate with spirit(s) from other realms, allows them to manipulate probability or alters their own soul. While I respect all those feats, what I claim to be "true" magic is a concept a bit less subtle: Physical manifestation of magic in force and/or matter. Classic examples: Telekinesis, Pyromancy, physical appearance of the energy of your soul.

If you research the everliving fuck out of magic (or magick, majick… or whatever you call it to make it is not confused with pulling bunnies out of a hat) you will notice that the "learning curve" suddenly becomes a brick wall when it comes to that shit. If you are intelligent enough but not too mad you will come to the logical conclusion that it is very likely because that shit ain't real. Yet just because the probability hints at this it doesn't mean that that is the truth - for the evidence is out there. Countless reports and some hard to debunk videos of levitating monks. Disturbing evidence of (possibly jew-related…?) dark rituals being conducted by a government-linked cult that sacrifices childen and babies being discovered by /pol/ and its allies. Heck, even CERN seems to be up to shady cult-shit and you'd think scientists would be the last people to devote their little free time to such things. If you are a bit of a conspiracy-theorist Post too long. Click here to view the full text.

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If you yourself are such an AI, which is likely if you believe those who claim the universe is a computer-simulation, then… maybe?

I'd say having to program your TF yourself counts as "working on yourself" as much as the other paths.



Mossa? I always thought the admin was Alpam.

Mossa is a cool guy, although I have seen him sometimes get near that "I have no ego" delusion.

I don't know how to contact him either. I used to be in the Discord group, but I eventually got tired of all of Alpam and Sophia's bullshit.




You are less than nothing.



Mossa is a mod / administrator, not the BO though, AFAIK. Though maybe that changed, I am not in contact with any of these people so I wouldn't know. I'm not saying he is completely without faggottory but yeah, at least that nigga tries to work hard on himself and help others with his sessions.


Shoo shoo alacrity demon

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I need help dealing with my mother or at least to hear the stories of others concerning their mothers.

Mine makes my life hell. It is like being under house arrest. She never lets me talk to other people including people at stores, on the streets, the police, etc. She questions me about everything, every unsolicited phone call, any time I try to leave the house, comments people make around me, etc. She stalks me at work and does random check ups on me. She stays awake all night and keeps checking in on me, not sleeping until she thinks I'm asleep, and in doing this causes me to never get sleep because of the constant anxiety and her coming in and disrupting my attempts to relax. She constantly yells at me and is never pleased with anything. She hates my father and gets 4 thousand a month from him every month and yet somehow always spends that all before the month is over and says we don't have any money then takes my money from me. I can't leave the home because she controls all my money, controls everything in my life, won't let me gain any friends, treats me like a slave, is obese and lazy and forces me to do everything for her so I can't ever study or work at any jobs other than odd job shit because I can't keep a real job as she always sabotages it. I feel utterly trapped in this situation and it is exhausting me and making me feel horrible despair that because of her leeching and exploitation I will never be able to make a life worth living and will just become a 30 yo virgin slaving away for my mother who will never be happy and treat me like shit always. I have tried to talk to social services and police and it got nowhere and besides I can barely ever reach for a phone or find a way to do anything unmonitored. She has cut my internet before and tried to apply filters on the internet and so on but I have found ways around it. I need some serious advice on how to fucking escape this nightmare. My mother has ruined this family and won't let me escape her insanity.

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whatever you do, stay or leave, take this with you. hope it gives you some peace.




good job kiddo


mine was a helicopter mom, Cancer Sun/Taurus Moon/Sagittarius Rising


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How to mourn a shitty mother



Idk how old you are but get a skill mane. Maybe do the college stuff if you're smart but being smart mostly means you can memorize stuff right? And apply knowledge but… getting a skill like carpentry or something will not only pay you to learn while you're in school (in my state they do) but will quickly afford you an opportunity to become independent. Even laborer jobs on craigslist offer like $15/hr AT LEAST usually.

Good luck to you manee.

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The Jews Blow The Whistle On Themselves

There is a reason the Talmud warns that to reveal the nature of the Jewish religion would be the end of the Jews. The real Jewish religion is Kabala this is the fourth and highest level of Judaism. And it shows that the Jewish "god" is false and the Jews are criminals abusing occult power liberally for their own gain at the cost of the Gentiles.

The Jewish Rabbi's state that the 22 letters of their Alphabet are the 22 resonances of the Jewish soul and each letter is designed to fit into a pattern with the Jewish soul specifically. This is further shown as the 22 paths on the Jewish world tree which relate to the map of the Jewish soul.

The message in Kabala is that "God" didn't write but engraved the Ten Commandments into the two tablets. This is code for engraving the letters into the soul. The Two Tablets represent the three pillar's of the world tree the left, right and where they meet in the middle. The Ten Commandments also represent the ten worlds on the Jewish Tree of Life. The other message is there is 613 laws of the Torah are summarized in the Ten Commandments and 613 this adds to Ten. There are also 600,000 letters in the Torah.

This is showing the Torah is kabala as the Kabala states. But each Jew is stated to have their own special letter in the Torah. The point of this is the entire Torah is literally connected into the Jewish soul. This is why the Torah is shown as the Kabbalistic Tree of Life and called the body of their God…..The Jews simply have created a matrix of energy that ties into their soul to bring about their own agenda.

There are Kabbalistic stories that show the most important are the first Ten Letters of the Hebrew Alphabet as this relates to the letters of the Ten Worlds. Which "god" creates with. God here is code for all the chakra's. Each world and its pathway also relates to specific Hebrew letters that "god" the adept uses to create according to the properties of such.

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I don't like to discount theories outright because.. Everything has a reason. There is a reason that people come to think/belief things.. I would go so far to say that even kike manipulation has a reason that rises well above the mere deceit of the kikes (if it werent for the extent of their deceit we would never learn the lesson that sometimes evil can come as a victim) The point that I am trying to make is that yes, what you said about the multiverse theory being unpractical to the extent of being pointless is true, but I would posit that is because the theory itself has been presented by those who either have, or work for those who have, an evil agenda. One thing I have learned very well over the course of my journey is that those who think evil thoughts (such as the mortal/cardinal sins) are metaphysically barred from attaining certain knowledge. And not just evil thinking such as murder or subversion but even more innocent things that can lead to evil (such as being overly prideful) limits the divine knowledge which you can attain.

With this in mind I posit that the "fundamental of the multiverse" isnt far from the truth but that it is a theory that was established from a limited knowledge of things. We live in a universe (for lack of a better term) that exists, it is a book that writes itself, but within this "universe book" we are each our own book with our own pen. Each of us is our own "universe" within the ALL "universe". (by the way if you arent into etymology fucking start learning)

And, describing each of us as our own universe might seem ridiculous but the universe is where you exist and your existence will always be different than mine, not just in circumstance but also in perception. Me and you got together and spent decades tuning ourselves so that our perceptions of everything were identical we would still perceive things slightly different because our eyes and ears can never be in the same place at the same time.

Does it practically matter if we consider that "each of us is a universe within the universe of all"? Not really it just amounts to a metaphor for the already metaphoric, a synonPost too long. Click here to view the full text.



Quite interesting how a word makes you react like that. Your post of reminiscent to the replies that posts speaking about the power of belief/faith receive. Open your mind do not let your (demi)urge to react in such a manner deceive you.




>unlock my soul

No they do not. They allow some users to see that there is something higher. But your soul is not unlocked unless you can see this higher without the use of material (hallucinogens). Do not limit yourself. It is well within your capability to see these things without drugs. Figure out how to truly 'activate your almond'.



I accidentally opened a channel through prayer. Not to 'satan' but more along the lines of "any who stand for goodness and righteousness". What happened was "some kind of entity" started interacting with me. I would get physical cues (such as a sensation on the right side of my head meaning "look right") that would show me things that I had overlooked. It also came with a warm and loving quality to it. But then I noticed that some of the 'cues' that I was receiving were malicious. "look over here" and when I look theres a knife or something like that. "wait are you telling me I should kill myself?" Which was answered by very evil sounding laughter. It was always trying to fuck with me from then on, trying to confuse me. So I confronted "it" by asking "what is the purpose of this?" I got the vibe that it was an extremely "jealous entity". And I realized "you want me to hate you dont you?" and I said "not going to work I don't hate you I pity you" and it turned to giving off this :"very shameful vibe" and left me alone.

The fuck does it mean? Dunno. But it was an interesting experience that took place over the course of a couple of months.



>Seems the Semites are just trotted out as the fall guys / patsies for the control matrix;

>Seems the Semites are just trotted out as the fall guys / patsies for the control matrix;

Ive been toying with the idea that "they are actually chosen by the creator" but chosen to serve as an example of what true evil is.

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holy shit this schizo has been at it for almost two years




such is life here on fringe

the biggest schizos are the most dedicated around here


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Can some1 help interpret my chart as well?


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go ahead cum on me brah



>three grand trines

>all with a masculine planet retrograde

So what, did a rich relative die and leave you a ton of money you don't know what to do with, or what?

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